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moeblob · 9 months ago

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Sorry I forgot Hanneman suggested Byleth undress after they show up with a different hair color. And I miss Hanneman. And also while swapping between Houses and Hopes and seeing Hanneman pop up to help in a Hopes paralogue is just devastating since he doesn't ever actually join you at all and I am denied my old man rights.

So I had to draw this. Thank you for understanding.

#fe three houses #byleth #hanneman von essar #i like that Byleth just kinda stares at him and he realizes WHAT HE SAID and the implications and is like #step back uh forget that I said that #like man so zoned in on research he blurts that out and has to backtrack mentally to AH socially bad to say that my bad #if i need to tag this as anything lemme know even though it is a conversation in game basically (minus the marriage)#also if you have never married hanneman i genuinely enjoyed his s support and was VERY surprised and hes just #honestly one of my favorites overall in 3h ?? and im still bummed i cant play as him in thropes like thats just mean #also i think if byleth was like oh well if its awkward to see someone undress randomly #then marriage would solve the awkwardness this is truly the best deduction #which is really funny that i can see it happening with both leths despite my hc of them #with fyleth as bi and myleth as ace i think both would just be like AH cool we can avoid awkwardness by marriage #and hanneman just wants to go lie down in a ditch because he said something like that #and and byleth doesnt even know about religion while working at church school they dont know about school regulations #that wasnt really on their mind to check ok just saying you could tell byleth no to something #and then they just go oh school policies i understand unfortunately #and the person is like no we just meant its frowned upon to do archery practice in the tea garden its not technically illegal just dont??

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luck-of-the-drawings · 8 months ago

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"I think this is the most inhuman; and human, that I've ever felt.." MUCH CAN HAPPEN IN A YEAR. IN FIVE YEARS. A DECADE. imagine how much can happen in a century. just ONE (1). How will you grow? what phases do you find? even in 5 years, you will find patterns.

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi suckening #jrwi suckening spoilers #jrwi the suckening #arthur bennett #HEY SO THE REALLY FUNNY THING THAT THE CHARACTER DID THAT SEEMED RLY SILLY N GOOFY IN THE MOMENT?#LIKE THE WHIPLASH BETWEEN SERIOUS N SILLY ALMOST PISSED YOU OFF? WHAT IF I FOUND A WAY TO MAKE YOU SAD ABOUT IT #this was meant to be a scribble that would be a bigger part of a bigger page.might leave it on that page.#but still. bc o that i nearly posted it onto my wacky side blog.BUT NAYY I SPENT TOO MUCH TIME N ENERGY N YOU GOTTA SEE IT #ARTHUR BENNETT DRIVES ME CRAZY. I FEEL LIKE ITS ODD FOR HIM TO BE SO TECHNOLOGICALLY OUT OF TOUCH #WHERE HAS HE BEEN. HAS HE BEEN IN WAR? IS THAT WHERE MAGNUS CAME FROM? WHERE WAS HE WHEN HE WAS WITH EDWARDS CREW?#ARTHURRR I HAVE QUESTIONS ARTTHUUURR!! HEY CAN I ALSO ASK; WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU BECOME #DO YOU THINK HE HAD ANY IDEA HE WOULD VEER CLOSER AND CLOSER TO THE MONSTER HE DESPISES. ALL BC HE DESERVES IT. OR WATEVER #HE FASCINATES ME SO MUCH. TO LOOK AT THE STONE COLD STOIC FOOL FROM THE START OF THE SHOW #AND TO FIND OUT THAT HE USED TO BE A BAD BOY.. A DELINQUENT... A LIL PRANKSTER.... MY GODDD THATS ADORABLE #I WOULD LOVE TO KNOW MORE.... BUT I DOUBT THE LAST EPISODE IS GONNA ANSWER THOSE QUESTIONS..i love arthur bennett so much....#AS FOR THE ART!! i mostly used the fire alpaca watercolor brush. tbh im not a brush guy. anti aliased default pen tends to be my main game #but LATELY IM SQQQUIRMIN OUT OF AN ARTBLOCK so expirimenting like this is helping #DONT LOOK TOO HARD AT IT!! im still proud tho. colors are fun :3 im also very proud of the backgrounds #I LOVE THE CARTOON THING where the background looks all fancy n painted but the characters are solid colors #what else can i ramble abt. OH YEAH. i looked up the bikes to make sure they were time accurate tehehehe. 1913 to 2012.#almost a century apart!! isnt that neat? ALSO FUUUCK CAN I JUST MAKE A QUICK CONFESSION. DOWN HERE IN MY TAGS.#only the strongest can read my tags anwyay. SO I REALIZED WHY I LOVE ARTHUR SO MUCH. TIME IS A FLAT CIRCLE #while arthur is a Stoic and Cool vampire w a knack for being playful/silly; who alsos been alive fora century thus witnessing HORRORs #THERE HAPPENS TO BE A ROBOT FROM A BAND W A TITANIUM ALLOY SPINAL COLLUMN #WHOS A Stoic and Cool ROBOT w a knack for being playful/silly; who alsos been alive fora century thus witnessing HORRORS #the fuckkkiiinnngggnn The Spine from steam powered giraffe. WHATEVER. i cant escape from my heart. i guess.#i think The Spine and Arthur could be friends. Arthur saw the band perform back when they were the Steam Man Band #EDIT: WOOPS I DIDNT REALIZE THIS WOULD END UP IN THE SPG TAG. HI GUYS DIDNT KNOW U WERE STILL ALIVE SORREE 4 THE CROSS CONTAMINATION

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simplydnp · 6 months ago

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something about dan wearing the moth shirt and phil's socks having holes in them

#i know theyre millionaires but the fact they keep things for so long and *use* them like.#im glad i support people who value the things they have and dont just constantly blow money on things #and choose to be environmentally friendly in not just cycling through clothes just to chase trends #but instead value their items and treat them well and use them the way theyre meant to be #this got swirly but. i like seeing them be sustainable #i just realized this could sound like the moths ate phils socks and thats Not what im going for #oh well #dnp #c.text #dan and phil #phan

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unforth · 1 year ago

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Ngl as a small business owner who puts out something extremely pirate-able and who has never earned enough to make a pay check, this...

...is extremely upsetting.

Do y'all realize that most small business are maybe a handful of people? Do y'all realize that company's like LLCs exist to protect owners from legal and financial repercussions if the company falls apart? I'm not a company because I have stockholders, I'm a company so that if the business goes bankrupt the banks can't seize my fucking house. It's not evil to use existing legal structures to protect my family's assets. It's not unreasonable to ask people not to steal from businesses like mine.

It's like on Tumblr when it's One Artist or One Author Doing The Thing Themself you guys are all about it but the minute anyone tries to collectivize to do better we go from One Person Against The World to The Embodiment of Capitistic Evil with no in between, which is especially insane coming from the website that claims to think individualism has turned toxic and we should do more with community organization. The minute lots of people are involved in a business, there HAS to be legal structures like contracts and shit to protect the people involved. The Lone Creator Forging a Path is great for that one person. What about everyone else?

And so... some of us try to make a company to lift up a group.

And then I see shit takes like this.

Maybe. Maybe DONT fucking pirate from literally anyone just cause they've got the word "company" I'm the name?

Maybe remember that for small businesses, yes even when they're a company, there's a single person, or a family, or a group of friends, who are working their asses off to build something, and actually? Stealing from them makes you a FUCKING DICK.

Like. You realize we're just people right? Other regular people trying to survive the dystopian hellscape that is the now?

Maybe stop acting like you're automatically entitled to the labor and creations of others solely because you've decided that there is an entire huge category of people it's okay to steal from.

Like honestly. What the fuck.

#unforth rambles #i get that a general post isnt about me specifically #but yall realize that in the same way that saying certain things about appearance causes splash damage to everyone who shares that appearan #saying shit like this does splash damage to people like me #well i didnt MEAN a small place like yours i meant disney #well thats not at all what op said and i am definitely included in what op said #i know how hard i work and the people like me work #and i guarantee that even if some people reblogging this mean big places plenty dont and they feel validated by this #idk if our stuff has been pirated i refuse to check #but i intentionally dont use drm because fuck thwt noise so its certainly possible #and considering i work 50 hours plus a week and have never gotten paid while trying to build this into something sustainable #i think maybe you can appreciate why this shit pisses me off so bad #i am the splash damage on your piracy is cool oh but i didnt mean from you hun kinds of posts #if there are truly times you dont think piracy is okay maybe stop reblogging posts that say its always okay #also apologies to the mutuals who reblogged rhe above #i know you dont mean me but tbh that doesnt mean it doesnt hurt

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crescentfool · 2 years ago

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does anyone else want to stick these two in the same room together or is that just me... i simply think they are adjacent in vibes... (+a bonus thing???)

get u a fictional guy that makes you feel like this... seeing these guys just evoke a Similar Kind of Brain Chemical and Response. Help Me.

also have bonus yosuke doodle featuring the same brushes used here...! from january 23rd, lol.

#fe3h #sylvain jose gautier #persona 4 #yosuke hanamura #crossover #lizzy does art #umm... hi.... (looks away) this is cringe but i am free. what is life if not to draw your favorite characters together on the same canvas #for the record i do not intend to conflate these two as the same character because they are NOT #'lizz. what on EARTH do you see in these guys.' you know. i wish i could answer that. (actually. i can.)#experiencing both of these characters sent me into an absolute spiral of denial when i realized that i enjoyed them #Words Hard but Basically i think its fascinating how both sylvain and yosuke have like this happier front that they project outwards that-#masks the struggles that they don't want others to see... and while both of them do cringe shit thats incredibly stupid #both of these characters have shown themselves to have like?? actual braincells? (re: yosuke at the start of p4 + sylvain support convos)#granted the kinds of themes and messages each of them is meant to convey varies bc of the setting and stories they are in #the sylvain + yosuke pipeline.... oh also i think the fandoms tend to rationalize both of their behavior towards women as like.#a closeted bi case. it's kinda strange to me why they overlap in certain ways hm hm...#but its just so funny to me that like. idk. they're both unbearable. they irritating for a reason /s #i should really draw these two more often (in like separate illusts) they are so fun i love their color schemes and designs it sparks joy #ok ok god i had a lot more to say about that than i thought oops. um. yeah. i learned how to draw for stuff like this. worth itTM

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matrix-pawz · 7 months ago

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I'm an asexual named Ace, how fun c:

#asexual #ace #IT HAS THE COLORS AS WELLL!!!#wait wait wait #i just realized the power i hold #holy shit #i can scream “IM ACE” and get people confused on whether i mean im asexual or thats just my name #hehehe... >:3 #WAIT #“hey im ace”#“oh your asexual?”#“no thats not what i meant i meant my NAME is ace”#“oh well whats your sexuality?”#“im ace”#“i know that but whats your sexuality”#“ACE”#ACE FUCKING HARDWARE STORE!!!!!

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walnutcookie · 7 months ago

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ive had an. Intersting relationship with my aromanticism honestly.

#like i have KNOWN im asexual ever since 5th grade #literally i learned what the term meant and went Oh yeah thats me #i deadass didnt even know what the word lesbian meant at the time #i just knew that described me #but also. i thought at the time that it meant romantic attraction #i was young and didnt rlly understand what the difference was (and i know its very nuanced and hard to distinguish to begin with)#but ever since then i havent even questioned my asexuality. Im sure about that #but ive been soo back and forth on being aro #even to this day i question if i like people platonically or romantically #i start to doubt myself a lot and feel like im faking it and then i hear an allo person talk about what crushes feel like and i realize im #aro again though LOLL #i dont know. My stepmom doesnt think aroace people are real so i am very proud of myself out of spite #especially not aros #im just yapping here. I love being aro and the older i get the more i love it #i am in a romantic relationship with another aroace person and both of us are so confused and i think thats awesome actually #i dont care that i dont feel what people always described as romantic feelings toward others because i can love people in so many other way #if any other confused aros are reading this i love you. we are so cool :)

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sualne · 1 year ago

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fun fact but its because i was rereading ace's death that the crocodad au exist, the way croco saved luffy (& jinbei) afterwards, the whole 'thanks for loving me' i was filled with emotions, got my head thinking about it all, luffy's family and the croc theory. and. man. ○|￣|_

#i couldnt have given less of shit about ace death when i first saw it. didnt know him. but luffy's reaction is what me go 'oh maybe this is #big fr' then we see the flashbacks and all and you start to understand. then its nearly a decade later and you rewatch all of it and #it hits you. it fucking HITS you. his death still isnt the sad thing. at all. its the love and sadness and aughhh. everytime he shows up #again it is so sad. the man who realized he was loved. that his life meant smth. that he was worthy of living. the day he died. BROO. ○|￣|_#thats why a fundamental truth of the au is that crocodile loves luffy unconditionally. no matter what.

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every-captain · 3 months ago

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everyone has to like my fanfiction or i'll die...

why am i so sensitive about my writing in a way that I am not about art. I'm not good at art and i'm gonna be at peace with this. But the writing.... I'm not good at that either but i say that without an ounce of peace in my heart.

#Captain Speaking #i need to be good at this i need people to look and i need people to understand #ughhhh i stopped writing in high school back when i thought i was good because i realized it meant so much to me and i was afraid of uhhh #judgement i guess #and now i havent written anything in over ten years so YEAH im not that good but oh mygod...#i'll die about it right now #And everyone is telling me that its good and i dont! believe them! they are being nice because it isnt bad #but your writing not being BAD does not mean its GOOD #i'm tired of being mediocre!!!!!!!!!!!#if im not really good at something what is the fucking point of being alive #i thought it woudl be art and it isnt art im not good at that and i definitely gave it the old college try #i went to college and got into debt because i thought that would force me to be good at art #and it didnt!!!! I am the same!! worse maybe????#no not worse #but at least the same #but the writing....#anyway i'm rambling but my point is HEY THATS THE THING IM SENSITIVE ABOUT

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doomed-era · 11 days ago

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dude this is so funny

#i was thinking about like. wait. how feasible IS it for ganon to make friends #because i've been doing a lot of basically ig overhauls with how i write ganon in my comic #he was originally not meant to be in-character at all and now i really want to make him FEEL like ganon #so i've been rethinking how his backstory works and how he reacts to it. originally i wasn't going to change anything but the tweaks i've #been making work really really well and i'm very pleased #and part of his whole deal is that he made a friend #and the more i think about it the more i really really need to think about how that happened just because it's so unlike my vision of him #in my head to like. genuinely be vulnerable and want to be friends with someone in any capacity #dude it mustve taken forever. and idk the more i think about it the more i realize it probably wasnt even the characters Intention #but also. the fact that there is a pretty strong power imbalance between the two actually?? kind of makes it more feasible in a way??#so for the record ganon is Not the one with the power here and the character i planned on befriending him is. and like #the last post i reblogged made me go. oh hey.#ganon would automatically assume he's going to get exploited or abused or attacked somehow because thats what HE does when he has power #over someone like that.#and then when the friend just. doesn't. I think he's going to be somewhat confused by that. maybe angry. probably angry #alt ganon is funny because he's mad at everything and this includes himself #make threats act like the person is an idiot. try to find a way to take advantage of it but the guys just like nuh uh #im feeling so sillyyyyyyyyyyyy

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mydr3aminvi0let · 7 months ago

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i wear a lot of skirts and pink and whatnot as my style has developed with me & my personality but when one of those age regression girlies latch onto me....i do not like that

#like oh....you think im one of them...bestie no im freshly 23 and im happy i made it this far i dont wanna go back #sometimes i hate being 5'2 with a small frame you have to be very careful and kinda vet everyone you interact with #idk there's a complex discussion to be had. i am someone who has went through what they fetishize and i know a lot of girls in that #community have too. so i worry a lot if if my behaviors and preferences accidentally align with that community in ways i don't realize #bc trauma will always reveal itself. idfk. when i was 20 i got in a relationship with a man who was 30 because i misheard him and thought #he was 24. i thought he was okay until we were at this giftshop and he wanted to get me something but as giftshops are super expensive #i mentioned i could fit in childrens clothes and it saves me a lot of money ($60 shoes are $30 for kids) and tbh fit my frame better #so he was “prove it” so i did and mf said “THATS HOT” ??????????? BITCH #my style wasn't even feminine in the slightest at the time 😑 it feels like a curse to have this kind of trauma then never outgrow this body #believe me ik how trauma changes your brain but how #as a woman #can you ever be apart of that community? why do you allow this to continue and not persecute these men for existing?#you're inherently enabling it and saying its okay this happened to you and its okay that other adults can hurt other kids #when my rapist got put in prison i screamed i yelled i sang i danced my friends set off FIREWORKS for me #when he got out i cried more than i ever have. i moved STATES (not the sole rzn but nonetheless) not that i was in the one he was in prison #in anyways but i was so fucking petrified he'd find me again. its embarrassing but i started sleeping with a chastity belt again.#i made more phone calls i ever have in my life to people who have and will get their hands dirty #i understand the self hatred those girls have. i understand the girls who sleep with everyone to take some of their power back.#i even understand the girls who want to get raped if they got assaulted but it never felt like enough for the pain they're experiencing #but please stay the fuck away from me. as someone who has tried to heal and wants every man like that erased from earth.#do not give them an ounce of attention. ostracize them like they're meant to be. leave it to god for their karma they will be dealt with #reckon with your pain and make sure it never happens to anyone else. only the harmed can make the greatest teachers #tbh bro i am disgusted with myself at all that those are the kinda vibes i put out.#what are you supposed to do as a woman when feminity is equalized with infantilism? i think its tone deaf and misguided whem girls are like #i dress this way to contradict societies views!!! babes its a whole cultural issue that requires reviewing and reforming #you are not doing anything revolutionary by wearing frilly skirts and saying im not like them bc they see you and ur automatically boxed in #i dress how i want and say what i want but i know as a individual im not the beacon of a groundbreaking movement #singularily flipping society on its head. dress how you want but be aware of the connotations. you're living in this society here and now #there's consequences that may not be in your favor and youll be assumed to have values that dont align with you and it may break your heart

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lupismaris · 1 year ago

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You know what's wild?

Realizing that you're genuinely happy.

That despite it all- the things you don't have, the failings, the setbacks, the rough mornings, the loneliness, the growing pains, the sickness and recovery, the existential dread of living in a world on the brink- despite everything.

You're happy. For the first time you can remember.

It came so suddenly and silently and gently I almost missed the moment. Sitting on the curb at midnight having a smoke. I almost missed the way peace settled into place. Almost.

#i hope you dont miss your moments. im learning theyre often quiet.#quiet and gentle in a way youre unfamiliar with so it'll be easy to miss it easy to write it off as a fleeting day dream of something better #but when youre finally done fighting to survive and the recovery stage reaches a point where life is no longer just getting through the day #but enjoying each day hoping for the next one? thats when the feeling stops being a fleeting high and becomes genuine i think #and you realize oh. maybe I'm actually happy. maybe this is what they meant when they talk about a happy little life.

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maplecaster · 9 months ago

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chants of sennaar is a fun game if youre good at guessing what the devs were thinking

#if one of the words you guess kinda make sense but is wrong then your ass is not getting that page filled in #also they made some game designs that i disagree with #actually im gonna talk about it right now in the tags #i will only be talking about the tutorial puzzle room so no spoilers #well i will be spoiling this puzzle but whatev #theres a lever and a closed door and a note next to it that says 'up = closed door. down = open door.'#the goal of this level is to figure out what the words say because its in a made up language with words represented by symbols #So naturally #you flip the lever and realize that doing so opens the door and then you can assume what the symbols mean #OH WAIT #YOU LOOK BACK AT THE LEVER AND ITS GONE BACK TO THE UP POSITION #AND THE DOOR IS STILL OPEN #so that really messes up how youre supposed to figure out the words?? like how do you know the down position is open what if someone had fl #flipped it before so down meant close because they closed it by pulling the lever down #IT JUST DOESNT MAKE ANY SENSE!!!!#THEN AFTER THAT they force you to fill out the pages to get the words locked in #they dont let you proceed until you do so #so. Naturally #you assume that whenever the pages show up youre supposed to be able to figure it out at that point #which is like saying youre supposed to fill out a crewmates name on the Obra Dinn as soon as their face gets unblurred #in other words its only there because you got the smallest of hints. you are at the earliest possible point that you can figure it out on #UNREASONABLE BUT THATS WHAT IT TEACHES YOU #all in all it doesnt feel like the game was playtested by other people #plus the movement is too slow

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valodia · 1 year ago

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Real thing somebody said IRL today "the christmas tree in itself is from pagan culture so it doesnt count as religious"

#lodia sayings #just one of the casual ways i feel dismissed in everyday life.#like.#this is like 75% of why im so aggressive to xtianity its just forced down my throat and trying to desperately include me as a white person #everyone like ohh obviously youre participating into this xtian tradition etc how are you celebrating etc #im allergic #it was xmas time recently as everybody is held at gunpoint to know.#and i know some ppl when i say they dont celebrate they say like oh me either really i dont care but i do it for my children or family etc #and im like not me i actively will not engage even if my family rlly wanted me to in fact thats how ive been since a teenager #and i took a second to think about it and i was like wait thats a really stubborn stance that i have for seemingly no rational reason #like if it means a lot to somebody i care about it would cost nothing to indulge them and be nice about it #and i realized it stems from an internalized belief that people are not willing to accomodate me and i think its bc i dont matter to them #which is like. not necessarily true but i cant help but feel that way #and i was like hmmm hm. well ive probably been hurtful about this in the past if i think about it.#so ig if im ever faced with the situation again ill have to do better #but anyway.#sorry i use the tags in the way that the post is supposed to be for.#edit: i realized w my tags it sounds like i think this person is wrong and i believe that xmas tree is xtian #its not what i meant i meant that being pagan is literally religious. as a pagan that offends me lol

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themuseoftheviolets · 1 year ago

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read the unknowable pleasures by susie yang (from the anthology in these hallowed halls) and i just have to ask. what was the point. you give me a good setup and interesting dynamics and then. you just don't do anything with it? you just. stop the story? like why. what was the point??

#'oh the main character comes to her senses and realizes its creepy and goes back to her bf' do you think thats what i wanted to see. do you #like what were you trying to say... is this meant to be a cautionary tale?#there was no climax. no satisfying ending. in fact i would say the ending is the opposite of satisfying #lia talks books

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wildevenusian · 1 month ago

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#got to see my therapist again after a few months! yippeeee!!!#got to talk abt my friendship loss and change loss and how it def traumatized be a tad to be shut down after being vulnerable abt my emotion #and they said something that really Stuck with me #‘it sounds like you chose your own integrity over your friendship’ which 😮‍💨OH MY GOD #never before have i realized how i emotionally put myself away for my friendships bcus i thought it was what i was meant to do #and then being open and honest became a possibility and i was promptly shut down for it and i just thought Well let’s not take any personal #trauma from this. WELP GUESS WHAT THATS NOT SOMETHING ONE GETS TO DECIDE FOR ONESELF #and i feel better now. idk how i’m gonna be able to pay! for any of this however bcus lord knows i have no money #i gotta get a holiday job somewhere soon maybe i’ll look into that today/tmm/this week #personal posting #post therapy tho i gotta say i’m proud of myself for using the coping mechanisms i developed the first round of therapy i think i did well:)#and now maybe it’ll be easier to work thru stuff idk We’ll SEE

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