#and i only rlly know one of them the rest are her friends im just the dog

[omtai]

society if i stopped worrying about shit that doesn’t matter

[catsnraincoats]

The meower

[hysteria-things]

hi! i recently found your account, and i js wanna say omg ur so talented, like ur fr my new fav writer. could u maybe write something about a virgin reader, whos only ever fingered herself, and so when matt (or chris but im a matt girl and im being self indulgent about this), and she squirts, and is super embarrassed about it and he comforts her about it? u dont have to, but idk i js think u could do this idea rlly well:)

FIRST TIME

𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: soft dom!matt x virgin!reader

𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: you and matt have been together for quite sometime, but never had sex. he knows you’re a virgin and he’s so patient with you, but now you think you’re ready

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: SMUT but fluff!, making out, mini panic attack, praising, p in v, squirting

𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 1,066

𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: for anon and @mattsleftnipple03

these were pretty much the same so i combined them! hope you like :)

thank you and love you guys🫶

the pen in your hand scribbles on the piece of paper in front of you as you ponder. you’re in art class and your best friend sits across from you at the big table.

art class is basically a free period because let’s face it, you guys don’t do anything except gossip and draw for fun.

you’ve been asking your friend a series of questions about what losing your virginity is like since she has experience. the only experience you’ve ever gotten was your fingers, and to be honest, it gets old after a while.

you’re not embarrassed about being a senior in high school and still a virgin, but your boyfriend who graduated last year lost his with his ex a while back. you guys have talked about having sex for the first time for quite some time, but you were never ready.

no words can describe how grateful you are for matt. he’s been super patient and understanding with you.

but now, you think you’re ready.

“is there a reason you are asking me these questions?” your best friend asks, raising a brow.

you shrug, your hand still having a mind of its own with the pen. “i’m thinking about going all the way with matt.”

she smiles, genuinely looking happy for you. “oh my god! when?”

“i told him i plan on this weekend.”

“that’s so exciting!”

“yeah, but,” you pause to take a deep breath. “i feel nervous.”

she reaches over to stop your drawing hand. “it’s totally normal to feel nervous. matt’s such a sweet guy. i’m sure if you feel the slightest bit of discomfort, he’ll stop immediately.”

you smile at the mention of your boyfriend. she’s not wrong. matt will do anything to make you feel comfortable. he’s not one to force anything on someone. “you’re right.”

she gives your hand a light squeeze. “let me know how it goes.” she winks just as the bell rings for dismissal.

the rain outside is pattering on the window, you and matt cuddling comfortably on his bed. you guys just woke up from the best nap of your life.

you nibble on the inside of your mouth. “matt?”

“hm?” he hums, picking up his head that was resting on your chest.

“i want to do it.”

he beams at you. “positive?”

you bite your lip in excitement and nod. matt lifts himself to get more serious. “don’t be afraid to tell me to stop, okay?”

“i know,” you reply. he leans in and kisses you passionately with a hint of hunger. he breaks the kiss to take off his and your shirt but goes back at it to unclip your bra.

the skin-to-skin contact felt warm and comforting, but your anxiety is starting to take over.

you try to brush it off until matt reaches for your pants. yanking his hands away, you cover your top half with the comforter as you feel tears start to form.

matt freezes, a hint of guilt on his face. you try your best to take as many deep breaths as possible. “i’m so sorry, y/n.”

he carefully places his hand on your arm and rubs soothingly to calm you down. “n-no it’s not you.” you take three deep breaths before continuing. “it’s silly. the thought of a penis about to be inside of me freaks me out.”

you chuckle along with him, the humor helping you relax. “we don’t have—”

“i want to.” you say truthfully. “i just need a second.”

he goes through different breathing techniques with you until you calm down from your mini panic attack. he asks if you're okay at least a hundred times before you shut him up by kissing him again.

he hesitates with your pants not wanting to trigger you again, but after a beat, he pulls them down with your underwear.

his pajama pants soon end up on the floor with the rest of your clothes. he comes under the blanket with you and pecks you on the temple, grabbing a condom from the nightstand. “so proud of you.” he starts, making you blush. “you ready?”

you give him the okay, and he slowly starts pushing into you. the stretch makes you cringe and hiss, causing him to halt. “hurts?”

you shake your head. “pressure… keep going.”

dampening your lips by licking them, he continues to move. his eyes are dead set on your face to sense any discomfort. you let out a ‘mmph’ when he’s all the way in.

when he doesn’t see any bad signs, he starts moving his hips. you moan softly, the pain turning into pleasure.

“you can go faster,” you whisper, and he does. your nails leave crescent marks on his shoulders as he peppers kisses on your chest, neck, and face.

you squeeze your eyes closed, the softest of sounds leaving your lips. then, your legs twitch, and a watery liquid squirts out of you. your eyes widen, and matt stops the second he notices. “what’s wrong? need me to stop?”

“no. i think i…” your cheeks burn, too embarrassed to admit what you’re thinking.

“that’s okay. it’s completely natural.” he reassures, grabbing one of your hands to interlock with his above your head. “you’re doing so well, y/n. so fucking proud of you.”

he continues to rock his hips, this time pulling out more and thrusting back in a smidge harder. “oh.” you moan, arching your back when he starts hitting a certain spot. “oh shit, matt. just like that.”

he tries his best not to pick up speed to scare you, so instead he keeps the rhythm you’re comfortable with. he grunts, taking the hand that’s not holding yours and placing it on your hip.

the grip you have on his hand tightens, indicating that you’re close when his tip keeps abusing your g-spot.

you whimper, your legs starting to quiver from pleasure. “i’m close.”

“cum, baby. you’re doing such a good job.”

you sigh of relief when your cum slowly starts to ooze around him. matt’s right there with you with just a few more thrusts before spilling into the condom.

the feeling of him pulling out of you makes you wince, but then you two giggle. “i did it!” you say proudly, holding up your hand to give him a high five.

he laughs. “damn right you did.” he takes your high five, followed by a handhold.

𝐭𝐚𝐠 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭!

@bunbunbl0gs @lexisecretaccx @thy-mission @angelic-sturniolos111 @sophssturn @mattsneezing @janiellasblog @blahbel668 @meg-sturniolo @hearts4chris @mattslolita @sturnbaby @imwetforyourmom @tillies33ssss @sturnifyed @mayhem-72

[noemilivv]

hiiii!! i was wondering if perchance i could request head canons or a one shot (whichever you see more fit) of how [character] is on their first date with [reader]

the characters im rlly invested in are alastor, vox, velvette, angel & husk 💗

𝐟𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐯𝐨𝐱, 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥 𝐝𝐮𝐬𝐭, 𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞, 𝐡𝐮𝐬𝐤, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫 ೄྀ࿐ ˊˎ-

a/n: i’m so sorry requests have been so slow, my show is almost done (closing night is today) so i’ll be able to get to requests after that!! and i tried to make this a bit longer than my normal pieces so i hope i did okay? we’re almost at 700 btw so tysm for that <3

warnings: profanity, mentions of sex in vox’s part (no smut), mentions of valentino, implied!masc reader in angel’s section �� the rest are gn

proofread: no 😔

tags: x reader, alastor, husk hazbin hotel, angel dust, headcanons, the vees

𝐯𝐨𝐱

vox would probably enjoy a night in the most, honestly, fans can irk him a fair bit, and he wants tonight to be about you and him alone

he’d probably get some of his more decent employees to be like waiters, and let’s be real, even if you were only in vox’s quarters, you both would still be dolled up

seeing as this is only the first date, vox’s “show host” persona is still very present, he’s not ready to let his walls down quite yet, he’ll sit there and boast about how fucking amazing he is for most of the date

but you’d be surprised, when you speak, vox won’t shut down anything you’d say, he’s an extremely good listener — it mainly comes from how he has to listen to boring meetings, even when he doesn’t want to, but as much as he won’t admit it, he could listen to you talk anyday

when the end of the date comes, you’re either gonna end up spending the night at his, whether it ends in sex with him or falling asleep on the couch together in the middle of a movie is a bit of a 50/50

OR he’s gonna end up driving you home, mainly because he doesn’t enjoy just walking about the streets of hell, because so many people come up to him, and also cause he doesn’t want to risk putting you in harms way, but also because he wants to flex his fancy ass car…

𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐥 𝐝𝐮𝐬𝐭

like vox, he’d also probably enjoy a date in a more private settings — due to the type of fans he has, the contract he’s under, along with many other things

but angel has a preference for more relaxed dates, he’d bring you into his room the hotel and end up having a massive sleepover — movies, skincare, gossip seshs, etc. whatever you ask for, he’ll give ya!!

after valentino, i can see angel only really taking interest in people who he’s known for a long time/has a strong bond with — so considering the fact that he’s most likely known you for a long time, this is probably when he’s gonna be more affectionate — possible cuddles, kisses, etc

but even with that, angel really considers first dates as a ‘get to know you’ sorta thing, so he wants to hear all about you, and share stories with you about him as well! you two will probably play games like 21 questions or truth or dare but with mostly truths 😭🙏

honestly, angel will probably spend more time telling you about molly (his sister) then himself, he misses her a lot, and she was one of the biggest parts of him and he loves telling you stories about them together in their lifetime

𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞

in contrast to vox, she would love to go out somewhere for a first date, more specifically, the mall! she may end up treating the first date as more a girls trip, but trust me, it isn’t her way of friend zoning you in the slightest!!

the stores in the mall that she’d most likely wanna hit up are the clothing stores and makeup stores (duh)

she’d try on a bunch of fits for you in a ‘fashion run-way’ kind-of manner and force outfits into your arms and rush you to do the same

and in makeup stores, she’d grab a bunch of lip-oil testers and swatch them on your arm and see which ones she thinks look the best — and she’d also try to find your foundation shade match or something like that

then you goes would probably stop at a food court and she would sit there and just yap, i can see velvette as a big rambler, she can be very expressive with her words, especially when it comes to her passion topics, so she really grows to appreciate you if you decide to hear her out

and side note; if you guys run into one of her fans, she’ll make sure you see it, she needs you to know how fucking hot and famous she is

the both of you will probably stay until the mall is about to close, and then you’ll walk her home, but don’t worry, she’ll give you a small kiss for being so good ~

𝐡𝐮𝐬𝐤

honestly, husk would kinda be at loss a for what to do for a ‘date’ — it’s been a long damn time since he’s been romantically interested in someone, so he’s not too sure where to start

he’ll end up going to charlie for help, or angel, and he ends up deciding to take you out to a small diner that’s just a stroll away from the hotel

it’s not great there by any means, but it’s not bad, but more importantly, it’s safe, and that’s all he really wants for you

you two will spend most of the time conversing in conversation, nothing too crazy or life changing, but simple ice breakers here and there, husker is more awkward than you may think

despite the fact that he thinks it’s so fucking stupid, he takes charlie’s idea to share a smoothie with you, which ends up back-firing as he takes a sip and it goes through and up your straw and splatters onto your face

and you can’t help but blush as he gets a little too close to you as he wipes the smoothie off of your face with a few napkins…

𝐚𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫

alastor is a gentlemen, who aims to please, so he has a number of activities for you that are bound to blow you out of the water, even if the idea is simple on paper

first, he starts off by taking you out to dinner, the fanciest restaurant he could find, you both are dressed up to a tee

he makes sure to feed you every last bite of your food, treating you like a pet, its so sickeningly sweet you didn’t whether to be slightly offended or swoon right then and there

then he takes you out to a nice park, even if it’s already dark out, and he’ll have you on his arm and take a simple stroll with you, the attention is fully on you and he won’t shy away from giving you all the praise possible

shortly after, alastor will get his staff and play some gentle jazz music as you both sway under the hellish stars on what seems to be such a blissful night ~

i do not permit for my work to be reposted, translated, or stolen. all rights go to signedmio. characters are not mine, unless stated, and belong to their rightful creators.

[markkiatocafe]

i wont say im in love (prologue)

𖠚 media: smau!

𖠚 warnings: not rlly anything, soyeon is a bit of a misandrist……

𖠚 synop: yn didn’t mean to sit down next to the hot nerd in her crowded lecture hall. i mean, it just so happened that that was the first available seat she saw. though, as they start getting closer and meeting more frequently….yn may have to face her feelings a little more head-on than she would like to.

𖠚 pairing: she/her!reader x nonidol!jisung

𖠚 taglist status: open!

𖠚 a/n: it’s HERE!!!!!!! i hope you all enjoy this smau :3 p.s the reason this is coming out so late is bc i was binge watching harry potter instead of writing…….. yunjin is so me core tbh

𖠚 yn - a girls girl through and through. caring sweetheart and die hard arianator. also, believes that romance is a ruse to distract people away from friendship and platonic love.

𖠚 jisung - has always had book smarts, though lacks a bit in common sense. just a silly guy, honestly. obsessed with aliens and is wholeheartedly convinced they’re real. it’s definitely a deal breaker of his if someone thinks they’re fake!

the golden girls (yn’s group)

𖠚 kevin (irl: the boyz) - obsessed with rick and morty. a die hard friend and someone who can always bring up the mood if something bad happens. also, has a pet snake. (p.s, soyeon was his childhood best friend, and he introduced her to yn)

𖠚 yunjin (irl: lsrfm) - potterhead. yns childhood bestie, the person who probably knows her better than herself, even if she doesn’t talk about it a lot, or acts like it’s the most casual thing in the world.

𖠚 soyeon (irl: gidle) - misandrist in an unironic way. the only exception is kevin, the only man she’s never had to think twice about trusting (p.s, kevin was her childhood best friend, and he introduced her to yn)

cool kids 😎 (jisung’s group)

𖠚 jongseob (irl: piwon) - maybe the only “normal” one in their friend group, even if he’s the youngest. he kinda balances them out. pretends to hate the others weird plans but loves every bit of it to pieces and would never turn down one of their weird ideas.

𖠚 jaehyun (irl: boynextdoor) - absolute dork, but charming. he has a positivity to him that turns heads, though has often been told he’s “too much.” thankfully, the rest of the guys often reassure him that being himself is never “too” anything.

𖠚 taehyun (irl: txt) - a little bit awkward, but very endearing. a cat lover and honestly may be a cat-shaped human. even if he doesn’t say it a lot, he cares for jisung and all the guys with his whole heart.

𖠚 taglist: N/A

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[pantheresssy]

Spending Nights (Abby Anderson/ Reader)

Hello!

This is part 2 of ‘casual’! You can find part 1 in this masterlist! It took me so much time to write this but i did it, im rlly sorry, studying is making my creativity go away. Enjoy!!!

Synopsis: Your friendship with Ellie becomes stronger as you both get to know each other better. From the other side, Abby wasn’t dealing with this too well.

warnings: marijuana use (els), non graphic smut, too much abby and not much of els, angst angst, getting into toxic!abby.

“It smells like shit,”

Blowing the smoke on the air and, for consequence on your face, Ellie looked at you with a smirk. Her eyes were blurred and couldn’t stay in the same place for too long, in a trance with the sensations of marijuana. “But it makes me so fu-cki-ng good. Try.”

You pushed her hand away from your face and twisted your nose, feeling that the smell would make you sick and stick to your hair and clothes. You were in her dorms, with the notebook where she writes her songs open on your lap. Somewhere in the middle of your reading, you discovered a few more things she wrote. Small poetry’s. Most of them were sad, about unrequited loves, death, sadness of abandonment and the loss of a parental love. They were tragically tragic, but still beautiful.

Ellie looked over your shoulder, following your reading. Smiling when you turned your page to see the sweetest song you had ever come close to. She was a real talent, just like you had imagined when you first meet her. “I’ll write one for you.”

“If it’s as good as this one, I’ll say please.” She made a face and leaned back on her seat, taking the marijuana into her mouth.

Ellie blowed and talked at the same time. “This is the worst I’ve written since I started.”

You dismissed her words, outraged by what she had said. When you told her it was the ‘best one she had so far’ she looked a bit offended and gave you a full list of why it was her worst composition. Ellie explained to you all of her creative work and, by the end, you thought you knew more about songs than about your own classes. It was interesting seeing how her eyes shone and her voice became more happy. You could see that she really loved doing what she did.

When you went back to your doorms, not long after, you did with a smile. She really was a great friend, person, and writer. It was curious for you how she gad opened up about what she liked so quickly after knowing you for barely a whole week. But it was good.

The rest of your day, you enjoyed with one of your many books. Laying in bed with it on your chest, being dragged by the words. That’s why, when a knock sounded on your door, you opened it without checking who it was. Thinking it could be Dina — (or Ellie) — you never looked away from the page you were reading, only finding out who truly was when she spoke for the first time.

“Can we talk?” Abby said. At that moment, you regretted not asking who it was first. It’s been days since you last saw her, and you would be laying to yourself if you say that this wasn’t broking your heart even more, but you tried to ignore.

Holding your breath, you swallowed hard before answering: “No. I… I’m not in the mood for talking right now.” Deep down you wanted it, so when you kept talking, you wanted to slap yourself. “Maybe later.”

Abby stepped closer when you make a move to close the door, quickly trying to stop you. And it worked. “I saw you at the party.” There it comes. “Who is she?”

You raised an eyebrow. She had no right to be there questioning you, as if she deserved something. “I’m surprised you went, you never liked those things.” A small pause, “But I guess I should’ve had imagined, you have changed so much in a short time.”

She bit the inside of her cheek and you knew she was looking for what to say next. “Owen invited me”, And oh… oh.

Of course he did. You felt silly, a completely idiot. She never went with you when you asked, always making sure you knew how much she hated going to these things. But with him, that part never really mattered. “I’m glad he managed to change your mind.”

“He didn’t,” She said quickly. “I hated going there. You know this, Y/n. I… I hated even more when I saw you with her.”

An ironic laugh escaped you and you looked at the ground already feeling the tears filling your waterline, obstructing your vision. Abby was the proudest person you had ever seen and, when she said that, you realized that she was there not because she missed you, or because she wanted to apologize for everything she did, but for some jealousy of seeing you with someone other than her. You had to mourn her for the time she thought it was necessary, waiting until she wanted to come and talk to you correctly. Like at that moment.

It was a cycle that she had created and you couldn’t leave. On other occasions the same had happened, but not like that, with a fight so big as that one. You two have never been more than a few hours without talking to each other, and it’s been a long time.

You started poking your thumb, an attempt to keep everything you felt inside you through the soft pain. “You don’t own me any explanations.”

Abby denied. “I do, yes.“

“Look…” You started, letting transpire in your voice and face how tired you were of going around so many times, only to ended up in the same place. “We had the same conversation that day, you said what you wanted to say, what you felt-“

She interrupted you. “I didn’t.”

“So i am asking you to leave.”

As the last word came out of your mouth, you saw her posture fall. She looked sad, worried and younger, totally vulnerable and open for you. And you hated that you felt yourself softening. “Abby,”

She reached out for you and took your hand. You felt the urge to pull off her grip, but gave up in the last second. “Give me one chance.”

Swallowing, you watched as her fingers went to the inner part of your pulse, and you squeezed your eyebrows together. She was close, so close and God, it was good to feel her there. Your walls and anger were down as soon as she stepped even further after seeing your reaction, her lips touching yours.

And you did no move to push her.

Abby was fully inside of your room and closed the door with her feet while her hands gripped your wrist. You joined your lips more to hers, sighing heavily when you realized that you would not be able to let her out, even if you fought with all your strength against your will. Your arms wrapped around her neck and you two walked blindly to your bed, you sitting on the end while she was still standing in front of you, her back bent the kiss wouldn’t end. And you moaned, a sound that came from the back of your throat that seemed so desperate, wanting. But Abby smiled in enjoyment — (and proud).

Your shirt quickly came out of your body, then the rest of your clothes. She pulled you to the middle of the bed and started to kiss, lick and grope each part of you she could reach. Your noises only got louder, this time being followed by hers. And when her fingers went inside you, touching that spongy place that made you see stars, you felt your body shake with goosebumps. You couldn’t deny it anymore, you loved her and loved the way she made you feel.

You were lost on the fog of your orgasm, your mouth was open, trying to catch air for your lungs. She fell at your side on the bed, one of her arms supporting her head while the other supported yours. With the corner of your eye, you could see the smile she held and turned for her, placing your hand on her chest. You could regret it later, being so close to her, so open, letting yourself go so easily. But at that moment, you couldn’t think of anything else but being with her like that for the rest of your days. That’s why, when the words came out of your mouth, you didn’t stop them.

“I missed you,”

She hummed, taking your chin and pulling you into a light kiss. “Me too.” She said. “It was a torture, being away from you and seeing you with… Ellis… Ellie?”

You licked your lips, feeling her taste. “Ellie. Dina introduced us at that party. She’s great. She showed me the songs she writes today.”

Abby’s face fell into something darker, heavier. Jealousy shone back on her and you sank your nails on her skin, trying to pull her back. You knew that if you allowed it, that moment would turn into a discussion just like the other day or worse. She was territorialist and you hated it, especially after having fought with you because of your jealousy and insecurities. “I don’t like her.”

“Do you like anyone?” You asked, fun shining in your eyes and voice.

She kissed you one, two, three times. “You.” With her statement, you smiled big. Abby stroked your cheek, whispering her next words: “Just… can you stay away from her? For me, please.”

Just like that, your expression twisted in a grimace. “That’s why you’re here? To fuck me and try to say with who you want me to hangout with?” You got up and started to put your clothes back on. “Get out, Anderson.”

She faced you. “She clearly wants you, Y/n.” You laughed indignantly. “I won’t let her fuck with you.”

“Like you did that day? She won’t do it, Abby. And you know why? Because Ellie doesn’t hide what she feel, she doesn’t yell and curse when a problem pops up.” Your chest gasped with your words said in one breath. “Leave, now. You’ve stayed too much already.”

You pointed to the door, lowering your head and listening to her wear her clothes. Abby walked up to you and stopped in front of you. “I fucking tried to do this better. You can’t blame me now.”

How much you hated that situation, to be dragged by those words. The pain you felt before was nothing compared to the one you felt at that moment. “That’s all that matters to you, isn’t it? Making me feel bad so you can go over me?”

“I fucking like you, Y/n! That’s why I don’t want you with her.” Her finger wrapped around a lock of your hair and gave a slight pull.

You walked away and rubbed your hands on your face. “And you show it by trying to put someone I like as a friend away? Just go, Abby.”

“I ain’t giving up on you.”

She left with one last look and you closed the door as soon as she passed through the threshold, sniffling when the tears fell and your body was shaken with strong hiccups. You felt nothing but stupid. You knew that at some point everything would go down, but you didn’t knew it would be so quick, — not after everything.

You really thought that things would settled down, after just a few minutes and a moment with her at the bed. You thought you would go back to spending nights with her, smiling and kissing. Abby could make a fool out of you so easily. Sometimes you think you might hate her.

And this is the end!

I really wish I could write more than 2k but at some point I just start to repeat words/expressions and I have a tick with this. Hope you had enjoyed this ride and be patient with me for part 3 plss it will come out! Thank you for all of your comments!! As always, I’m sorry for any mistake.

taglist: @pinkpanther-44, @elsmissingfingers, @sofi4v13, @bready101, @mattxxamryli.

[l4brvtality]

bed peace

Based on this Request!!

Pairings - Poly! rhea Ripley , Damian Priest x Female wrestler

Synthisis - Telling your partners about your pregnancy

Word count - 0.9k (I cooked with this one )

Warnings - Mentions of pregnancy, pregnancy (duh) Throwing up , Pregnancy symptoms, Feeling sick , Thats all rlly!!

My requests are open My lovesss

At first it was just a normal kind of sick. Coughing , sneezing , stuffy nose. But soon things took a turn when you started throwing up and feeling more sick than before. Damian and Rhea , your two lovers only knew the sick symptoms, not the throwing up. Another thing  they weren’t aware of was your late period. They thought it was just a normal sickness and it would pass by. And you for sure missed the ring. You wished you could see your fans and friends at work , but for now , you were on bed rest. 

It was an early morning. You were lucky Rhea and Damian had been in another state unless you couldn’t have left that easily. You grabbed your keys , and purse while unlocking the car. Getting into the car , you felt lightheaded at the thought of you being pregnant. You felt the tears prick your eyes at the thought. Happy ones at that. But at the same time, how would Rhea react? What about Damian? Would they be happy? Would they leave you? You thought these things to yourself but deep down , you didn’t want to know. You were too fragile for anything involving pregnancy.

When I arrived back home , I immediately went upstairs to our shared bathroom. Walking in , I closed the door and opened the box. I felt my heart beat faster at the thought of being pregnant. l felt the anxiety run through my veins as I thought about Rhea and Damian leaving me. 

Time skip - Location: Home

I sat on the toilet, waiting for the results to pop up. I felt my heart beat with anticipation. Turning the pregnancy test around and put it onto the bathroom counter. i looked back at the timer. 10 seconds. I waited in anticipation as the clock counted down from 10 to 9 , 8 , 7 , 6 , 5 , 4 , 3 , 2 , 1. Grabbing the pregnancy test with shaking hands I turned it over. 2 lines. I was pregnant. I felt a tear drop down my cheek as I rubbed my hands over my face. What was I going to do.

After the pregnancy test

I looked at my calendar. February 6th Rhea and Damian come back from Raw. “It was already 3:21pm they should be here by now”. I thought. Just then , I heart the door unlock , ad Rhea walked in , Damian trailing behind her , the pairs lugage in hand. You felt a smile form on your face as you heard them run up the stairs , toward the bedroom. 

You heard the door creak open as the two faces of your lovers came into your view. “Hey mariposa , how you feeling?” Damian asked the concern clear in his voice. “not that well , but im glad you two are back though I miss you guys ,” you replied. Rhea came from the other side of the bed, holding your hand as she started speaking. “we missed you more my love, and hopefully this sickness passes, I know how much you want to get back into the ring,” rhea spoke as she started rubbing your arm. 

Just then , you felt dizzier than before. And soon enough , you were running over towards the toilet. You felt a  thick liquid pour out of your moth as Damian held your hair , concern creeping on both His and Rhea’s faces. When you finally stopped , you saw that rhea had wet a warm rag , wiping your lips. 

“My love,” she paused, putting the rag down on the counter , grabbing your face into her hands. “How long has this been going on for?,” she spoke with half concern and half worry. “About a week or so,” you spoke in a low and unsure tone. But nothing the less , they still heard you. Now that the secret was out , you knew you and to tell them about the pregnancy before they found out themselves.

You suddenly stood up. “ Woah woah , take it easy mariposa , you were just throwing up a second ago we cant have you passing out now,” Damian spoke. 

“I..um,” you were hesitant at first “I actually have something to tell you both,” you said feeling your palms go sweatier. Damian and Rhea nodded waiting for you to continue.

“I-im pregnant ,”you spoke in a low tone at first. “what was that?” Now both Rhea and Damian were even more confused than before. 

“Im pregnant,” you blurted out louder than before. You looked down. You couldn’t bear to see their faces. The embarrassment felt like it was piling on top of you. You felt the tears fall onto your cheeks as your breath quickened.

“ your pregnant,” You heart the Aussie say. You slowly nodded your head. “You’re pregnant!” she repeated in a happier tone. You heard Damian laugh before entangling you in a hug. “ so you guys aren’t mad?” You asked feeling Rheas arm sooth your face. “Of course we aren’t my love , if anything we’ve been thinking about his for some time, we just never had the time to talk about it with you,” You felt Rhea hold your hand as she gave you a peck on your cheek. You felt your anxiety wash away as you felt the love and warmth of your partners. Although you felt scared , you knew the journey would be better with them by your side.

[lowkeyrobin]

hey! i have an idea for a hawk story? idk . but they are at moon's party and y/n gets rlly drunk and when the cops come hawk helps her leave and takes care of her and stuff. include a kiss and my life is urs.

oooo okay!! ; just a little fyi I only do gn/they / them readers so im sorry about that :( but I did my best not to mention gender or anything like that, but I usually try to do that anyway ; anyways thanks for requesting!!! hope you enjoy :))) ; this lowkey sucks but let's not talk about that 😴

HAWK MOSKOWITZ ; drunk as a skunk

summary ; you get drunk at one of moons parties and hawk decides to take you home

warnings ; language, underage drinking

disclaimers ; plot of the show is kinda shaken up, imagined s6 hawk but he won the all valley and miyagi-do won

word count ; 697

masterlist

Moon through the best ragers. Kegs, music, friends. Shit, you didn't know such a down to earth crystal girl could throw ragers like this.

After the All-Valley, in which Hawk took home a well-deserved trophy, all the Miyagi-Do students and other friends had retreated to Moon's house. Hawk was mostly stuck to your side, if ever leaving, he was with Demetri or Miguel.

Speaking of Hawk, he now lounges on the living room couch, Demetri, Miguel, and Sam at his sides. His eyes are locked onto you, dancing with Devon, keeping a watchful eye on your drunk self.

You stumble over your feet and your words, clinging onto Devon with a cup half-full of beer in your hand. She's barely even buzzed, not fond of drinking, taking care of you in a motherly way while your boyfriend watches from afar.

He can barely hear himself think over the loud music, just waiting for someone to call the cops and complain about the noise. Even if the house is rather isolated on a large hill, there's still neighbors around who don't appreciate loud teenagers and music on a random Friday night. Old people.

Upon seeing flashing lights outside the large windows beside him, he knew he'd predicted the future. He pushes himself up to his feet, making a b-line toward you across the room.

He softly approaches, wrapping his fingers around the red solo cup in your hands from behind. He wraps his other hand around your waist, resting his head on your shoulder. His touch is slow and soft, as he's trying not to startle you in such a vulnerable state.

"Hey, we should go before the cops pull up," he speaks into your ear, handing your cup to Devon.

You grumble, throwing your head back. "I don't wanna"

"I think you've been celebrating my win harder than I have," he chuckles, comparing your blackout drunk to his handful of drinks. He'd mostly been enjoying the presence of his friends this whole time. "You need to get to bed, you have stuff to do tomorrow."

Devon hands your cup to Moon, who's passing by, informing her that you and Hawk were leaving, and she was probably gonna follow right after. She catches Hawk's car keys as he tosses them to her, silently asking if he could start it up for him and offer her a ride home.

After some stumbling out the door, you'd managed to get into the passenger's seat of his car, Devon in the back.

You turn the radio up, hearing your favorite song playing. You loudly sing along, struggling to keep your eyes open on the drive to Devon's. You laugh as you watch the police cars, lights and sirens and all, pulling up the road towards Moon's mansion of a home.

You fall asleep halfway to Devon's, only waking up upon arrival at your house. Hawk pulls the gear shift into park, unbuckling his seat belt, mentally preparing to carry you inside and up to your room. He steps out and walks to your side, helping you unbuckle the seat belt and stand up.

He allows you to hop onto his back, listening to you doze off as he carries you inside to your room. He sets you down on your bed, pulling your phone and wallet from your pockets and setting them on your nightstand. He tugs at your shoes, pulling them off for you before setting them on the floor at the foot of your bed.

You grumble, falling in and out of sleep periodically. You feel out a blanket, using it to shield your eyes from the bright overhead light. Hawk chuckles, rubbing your arm comfortingly.

"Get some sleep, okay?" he whispers, his hand trailing down your arm and to your hand, giving it a little squeeze.

"M'kay..." you mumble, releasing the blanket from your face, looking for a kiss.

He knows your look, pressing a lasting kiss to your lips. He sighs quietly before walking toward the door and flicking the light off for you.

"Text me when you wake up, okay?"

You nod, holding up a thumbs up, "Thank you"

He nods, closing the door behind him.

[angsthology]

INTRODUCTION

get to know our (my) favorite driver!

a/n hi hey hello my first f1 related work (barely but whatever). still fairly new here so please (kindly, gently) correct me if im wrong about something or if ur up to it, be my tutor

THE KANGAROO(KIE) VS. THE WORLD

let’s start easy: she was born in 2000

joined the grid in 2022

her driving number is 50

why? i’ll tell u later

literally only has like... one or two (three at best) friends outside the grid

she’s the youngest daughter

her team isnt exactly specified cause im too lazy to organize... anythin

so despite it not being true, she always felt like she’s in her her siblings’ shadow

(man i told u, projecting)

she is multitalented

(cause she always need to one up who, she doesnt know)

she plays instruments

including the following: bass, drums (especially when she’s angry), electric guitar, saxophone, keytar

currently learning the violin

avid watcher of sitcoms

people describe her fashion sense as “probably whatever’s clean” but somehow always works

girl barely has a color palette shes just ooo cool okay i get

freezes every time she spots jenson button

(girl, same)

probably has split personalities but no one rlly bats an eye

“be yourself”

“...which one?”

yeah, thats her

like ive said before, she feels to be in her siblings shadow despite the fact that out of them all... she’s probably the one that makes the most money

she ice skate too...

the grid barely blinks an eye anymore when she drops a random fact about herself

the random facts is actually just talents that a normal human being probably couldnt

point is... shes just a box of surprises

you’ll never know what you’ll get next

thats all i got rn the rest will tell all (idk what im saying)

[usuratongaychi]

Drawings + Rants + Headcanons/Naruto AU

i finally had some time to draw my versions of tean seven (minus kakashi). im gonna detail more of my AU later in the post but here are the designs and some notes.

For sasuke, in one of my other posts i had the theory that sasuke keeps his hair short to avoid resembling itachi, and thats why it is longer in time skip, because he is coming to terms with his trauma and still loves itachi. I also gave him similar creases to itachi, just from stress.

tbh im not too sure about this naruto design…but at least he isnt balding like before💀.

for sakura, i actually really like her older design, so i just drew her working. she would have her hair up and i gave her sakura blossom hair pins and eyeshadow.

also i havent drawn in forever so..thats why its messy.

(the rest of this is me rambling on..)

Now for changes i made to the story:

1. Narusasu endgame (yk im a stan)

I would have both of them be joint hokages, so technically both are the 7th. I know Sasuke is referred to as the shadow hokage, but that doesn’t really entail anything. I think it’s important because Sasuke would know just how important reform is for the village and shinobi system, but since people are still suspicious of Uchihas, Naruto would be the face. This fulfills Naruto’s dream, which when you really think about it, his dream was just to be loved, not really to be a politician. Naruto has seen how unfair and corrupt their society is, so he would completely work with Sasuke to make sure things like Danzo and Hiruzen’s corruption, child soldiers, hyuuga slavery and the “Uchiha Incident” dont happen again. I could explain more of this in a later post.

2. I would have Hinata look up to Sakura more, instead of Naruto.

I think it makes a bit more sense, Sakura is brave, outspoken and independent, just like Hinata wants to be. I would have Sakura be her first friend, since she can’t stand to see people be excluded or alone. That leads me into changes I would make for Sakura’s story.

3. Sakura. In the original, I would keep her kind of bratty attitude until things get serious in the Zabuza arc. Seeing her close friends so close to death, while not being able to help much would challenge her to become a protector. This also gives motivation for her to learn healing and medicine when Tsunade comes around. Sakura would be the “rock” or “glue” of team seven, which makes sense because she is the only one of them that came from a stable home.

Sakura initially resents Sasuke for betraying the team, but seeing how dedicated Naruto is to saving him, she decides its worth it to help bring him back. Besides if she didn’t, naruto would just endager himself trying.

4. Sasuke. I would have Sasuke after he realizes Itachi was manipulated into a genocide to protect the village, still go through him “i’m gonna destroy the village” phase, but when Naruto defeats him, they make a promise to change things, so no one else will have to suffer like that. I would also show more of the psychological effects of witnessing Itachi’s murders. One of my headcanons is that he’s pretty thin, since trauma survivors tend to have chronic stomach pains. He’s probably pretty paranoid about others betraying him, so he does it to them first (probably why he pushes naruto away so much). Sasuke is also probably still ostracized or “othered” for being an uchiha, since that is what the village is told about them. People still pity him, but dont come near him.

5. Naruto. 😭I actually made up a whole theory on why Hiruzen didn’t take great care of naruto, bc to me it just doesn’t make sense. it’s kinda a dumb theory and doesn’t rlly have anything to do with canon, but- what if Minato wanted to expose the corruption in the hidden leaf and get rid of the foundation, so as a sort of revenge, or just general distaste for Minato, Hiruzen doesn’t really provide for Naruto. 🤷‍♀️idk. A change I would make is to have naruto mature more to match his age. Like ofc it makes sense for him to act out for attention esp when he was younger, but i feel like past shippuden..he didn’t really mature at all? maybe thats just me. I’ll probably have more stuff to add for him, i’ll think of it later or put it in my headcanons post.

😭im so tired yall i will make a better post later on.

[elainsgirl]

So Nesta gets her little two besties, and they say something like “your actions don’t define you.” They’re only saying that because they didn’t know what she’s actually done. Nesta then calls Gwyn and Emerie her “sisters”—but what about Feyre? She hated Feyre for no reason—none! She was mad about becoming Fae, yet she’s the one who literally let her baby sister go out and hunt alone while she sat there doing absolutely nothing and only protected Elain. Now she’s upset because nobody told her about her powers? Sister, do you even realize how you act? She told Feyre about her pregnancy out of pure hatred—whoever says she didn’t is a liar. She wanted to hurt Feyre. And now she wonders why people dislike her? Not to mention, she says “I love you” to Feyre—finally—when Feyre is literally on her deathbed. How do y’all like Nesta?

Hey anon 🫶

I’m starting to this off with, you are entitled to your own opinion of Nesta. Whether you want to forgive her actions or not - that’s all upto you.

When Feyre became besties with Mor/Amren - it wasn’t a big deal to anyone. In fact, I remember from pre-acosf, how it was feyre stans that wanted Nesta to be away from the IC and hoped she didn’t cosy up to Feyre’s friends’ as that would be unfair on Feyre.

Nesta’s done that. she distanced herself from the IC. Her friendship with Amren was superifical and gone by the time acosf came rolling around. She made her own friends that had nothing to do with Feyre…yet there’s still a problem? Why? Did you expect Nesta to be all alone for her book, only spiralling over her past and spending all 800 pages trying to “make it up” to Feyre? Ofc not. I honestly don’t see the issue with her making friends.

And, this is what Nesta needed. A breather from the past that was eating her up with guilt and trauma. Emerie & Gwyn provided that for Nesta - a fresh start. A new slate. They weren’t judgemental, condescending or forcing her to forget her trauma and be happy. With her friends, she could be who she had always wanted to be. Unlike back in the human lands, where Nesta had to put up an appearance and couldn’t form any genuine friendships or in acowar, where she was always on guard with the IC - with Gwyn and Emerie, she could be the nesta that was untainted by her mother, grandmother, and her past. Emerie & Gwyn gave Nesta that space where there was judgement, which made them all closer. There is absolutely nothing wrong with that. So many people who are like Nesta distance themselves from their family bcs it can get so hard being reminded of your mistakes and trauma constantly. It can be hard to be around them knowing how they feel negatively about you. These people go on to form friendships with other strangers easily because no one knows about their past. Its easier to move on and start fresh.

Emerie & Gwyn telling Nesta her actions don’t define her, was right. They don’t. Nesta can’t let her past misdoings - that occured when she was a child, define who she will be for the rest of her life. You will never grow that way. Nesta would have remained in the same cycle of guilt & anger, if her friends hadn’t reminded her of that simple truth. Some of her antis act as tho they applauded Nesta & told her she was right. They didn’t. Now, that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t feel guilt or not try to make it up to whoever you hurt- but at one point, you have to forgive yourself and let it go. Learn from your mistakes.

I consider Amren & Mor feyre’s sisters. Two women who offered their friendship & love so freely to feyre. Therefore, Im not *that* bothered if Nesta considers the valks her sisters, who just like feyres’, offered their love and friendship to Nesta as well. Its not rlly a big deal.

These archerons are not close. Would they risk their life for each other without hesitation? Absolutely. But on a day to day basis, they aren’t close as sisters normally are. I doubt they barely know anything organic about each other. Feyre herself admits she isn’t close to Elain the way she is with her friends. And it makes sense. Trauma and their parents mistreatment of them, has drifted the sisters apart. But thats the point of these books, how they’re each going to grow closer together. Become a family bound by love instead of blood. They’re always going to be sisters at the end of the day, none of them are replacing the other. They’re just forming true friendships for the first time which is also healthy to do.

one of the main issues with SF is it doesn’t go in-depth when it comes to feyre and nesta. Nesta was meant to be the provider. The successful one. The one that led the family - her mother molded her to be headstrong, egotistical etc, but once poverty hits - its Feyre that becomes everything Nesta was meant too. Its Feyre - the sister their mother had neglected- that mama archeron goes too, to look after the family. Thats going to hurt. To top it off - Nesta was validly angry. She wanted their father to do his job. But instead Feyre stood up and worked. She did everything Nesta was waiting on their father for. Then it became a matter of stubbornness. Ego. If you’re already hitting rock bottom, might as well fall some more. Nesta and Elain will always be wrong for letting Feyre hunt. Feyre will always have deserved better from them. Nothing will change that BUT you also have to acknowledge the growth they both did. And when Feyre truly wanted their help, both of them where there for her.

As for the pregnancy, the way I personally see it, Nesta finally felt like her relationship with the IC was heading in a positive direction, she felt “in” with them to only then find out, they had been keeping information about her powers - which she was scared off- from her. I think thats a feeling you have to experience to understand. The betrayal, hurt, confusion and anger you feel. Nesta reacts in anger - she wanted Feyre to feel as low as she did, that is part of Nestas unhealthy coping mechanism. Was Nesta right to tell feyre? No. It wasn’t done out of love or concern. There was nothing genuine about it, but at least someone told Feyre something that should have been shared from the beginning. Even Feyre maturely acknowledges that (which made me fall in love with her sm).

I can’t speak for other Nesta stans, but my love for Nesta come down to the fact I just like her character. Sometimes you dont have to have a deep reason. I just like Nesta for Nesta. She adds a nice mix to an otherwise mediocre cast of characters. If you don’t love nesta or can’t understand why someone likes her - thats absolutely valid and fine. She just may not be your cup of tea. At the end, it only maters how the author sees Nesta and the way its going - Nesta will be here to stay forever.

[yundodrawsstuff]

Yundo introduction + (a few) Oc meme ask ~

soo i wanted to post the drawing here cuz ngl im kinda proud of the results (its the hair. also the face. and her tits.)

Also for the meme ask I've seen it once or twice and may have read the whole thing. which is. rlly long. (like my dick) but knowing me it would take forever to answer all of these ; so, I handpicked a few that I want to answer.

Basic info :

Full name : Yundo ????

Pronous : she/her

Height : 4"11

Nationality : 🇫🇷

Sexual orientation :

1. Describe your OC physically - and what's your favorite part of their design?

She has the small body build (146 cm, 4"11), big tits. Her hair doesn't really have a name, she just lets it do its thing and it works on her. Natural ginger hair with some layers dyed dark blue to kinda match her eye color. She's pale with freckles dotted over it. She has ocean blue eyes that slightly darkened over the past few years. She has a tongue piercing and earrings.

+ she'd often put on blue lipstick.

My favorite part about her design are actually her freckles. Idk why but I love freckles in general soo..(and her tits)

2. What role would your OC fill in a friend group?

the mean girl stereotype but nonchalant/blunt. But she wouldn't bully anyone actually, unless someone bullies her or someone close to her then she'd give the same treatment.

3. What is their stance on religion? Are they a devout believer, against the idea of god's, or somewhere in between?

She isn't religious nor believes there's a god.

4. How do they act when they're sick? [...]

She'd try to act like usual, holding back from sniffing/coughing but gives up either way. And if it's contagious then she'd lock herself in her room, get medicine or something until she gets better.

5. What's one hill your OC will die on?

As cheesy as it sounds, that'll be love.

6. How did you choose your OC'S name?

I just took it from my friend's username.

7. Lots of people don't have a favorite food when put on the spot, but what's a food or drink that your OC would never turn down if someone offered it to them?

Anything spicy. You can give her a bowl of rice with an egg on top then drown it with hot sauce she'll eat it without complaint. (and she has sipped hot sauce like a cough medicine)

8. How do they connect with the people around them? Love language, [...]

Yundo is a very touchy person, she'd give a pat to the middle of your back (because of her height), link arms with someone or hold the hem a clothing in crowded places. With her loved one though, she'd littered their face with kisses and leave lipstick marks on them. Full on make out with them and can hold her breath for a long time, despite being SO short. She has big stamina. If her partner's stressed out she'd take their hand and rest it on top of her boob. Basically letting them squeeze it like a stress toy.

9. What kind of clothing do they feel most comfortable in? What kind of clothing do they wear most often?

VERY revealing clothes. Skirts, crop top etc..at home she'd only wear a shirt or hoodie of her loved one with panties only. (or even naked.)

[blorbocedes]

very random place to ask but how do u deal with things that u can’t change abt urself (not just physical but for ex: i am short asf and i rlly rlly dislike it. it dictates how i feel abt myself, which isn’t most of the times but it’s always there at the back of my mind and it makes me feel super bad)

you know that meme?

it's true.

there's actually very few fixed things about yourself you can't change. but what you can change is how you perceive it. human brains acclimatise really fast, but you're the only person who has to live in your body 24/7 so you end up obsessing over it wayyyy more than anyone else. for example, I know this person with a very big mole on their face. like it's the first thing you'd notice about them. but after we met a few times, I barely noticed it anymore beyond just another neutral physical trait - like blue eyes or person with green highlights in their hair. and they're happily married.

one of my economics professors was actually a tiny 4'10 lady with a high pitched voice, and the way she conducted herself we all respected and were terrified of her. it's all in the way you carry yourself.

obviously it's super easy to say "hey don't be insecure about the thing you can't change and are insecure about" and much harder to do, but not impossible. I really like this quote from tyrion lannister, a character from among other things was a dwarf:

'Never forget what you are, the rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor and it can never be used to hurt you.'

wearing it like an armour doesn't mean being defensive and making a 100 "haha im sooo short 🤪 fun sized!" jokes before anyone else can. it's having the mentality when others look at you and size you up, you can feel 'yeah, I'm short. so what?' cause you aren't defined by that one physical trait. so going back to the original image above, get goals/hobbies to focus on so the time spent hating yourself obsessing over your height, you can focus that energy on something more productive. so instead of hyper focusing that you were the shortest person in the group pic, you can think how you made a kickass cheesecake that everybody in the group loved or how you're a really good friend they can always call whenever.

there's lots of ways to pose for pics to look taller/dress a certain way/wearing comfy wedge heels to have a couple more inches if that helps you! but ultimately, have things about yourself you value and like more than hating things about yourself you can't change, and that'll help boatloads. you've only got one fleeting life on earth to carry it with a chip on your shoulder.

[deafeninggardenerpanda]

Could you please tell us more about Leon and Carol's characterizations in the Light Novels that you know of? I'm super curious about their personalities since we don't get a ton to work off of in the Forgotten Land game itself! :)

OMG YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS MY BELOVEDS!!!!! okay so the only one with those two in it ive read myself is the samurai novel ofc, and even then ive only read half of that one, but i do know what happens in the fl novels. tho i wont recount too much from that due to the said, i havent properly read them thing. slight spoilers for samurai novel btw so ill stick this ramble under a cut

disclaimer first of all that since the samurai novel is an au, their personalities could be a bit different from the fl novels (dedede and mk are Veryy different for example), but for the most part i think they act just about exactly how youd expect them to!

leon is exceptionally kind and cares a lot about the rest of the beast pack, to the point of being overprotective at times. when elfilin brings back kirby and bandee to their home saying theyre friends leon just gives them an intense look and acts cold to them, not seeming to trust them. when dedede comes over later and accuses elfilin of being a criminal he gets absolutely FURIOUS, but calms down and apologizes after seeing that hes scaring dedede a little by doing so. he acts how youd expect a leader to too, with an aura of dignity and firm but understanding communications with the rest of the pack, and hes able to put aside his own feelings on things for the greater good.

carol in comparison bounces off of him really well i feel. shes more headstrong and emotionally driven and will huff and puff a little over leon's decisions if she doesnt necessarily agree with them, though she relents to those decisions in the end once leon explains his reasoning. but if its not leon making those decisions she doesnt agree with, watch out. just like the game, she takes position of leader when leons not around and when dedede+meta told her she couldnt go off to forgo dreams to save him she got outright aggressive LOL. shes pretty sharp minded and usually the first to speak her mind. also she shittalked dedede i just wanted to bring that up. we love a mean girl

again im only halfway through, but the beast pack as a whole play a surprisingly big role in the samurai novel. i rlly look forward to seeing more of them >:]]]

[gallivich]

29 jan

2025 #10

oohhh i realise now i havent posted in like a long time (few days LOOL feels longer) but i just feel like today was good so im gonna write ab it hi tumblrrr

ok so today i actually didnt do any like not fun work AT ALL sooo alot of other things to do because everyone was helping with some taster day or whatever so my class was EMPTY like 5 other people no joke but anyway. i lowkey discovered what a mean person i am im too self aware for this omggg like ok so i was in chemistry and me and my friend had done this like teacher headcanons thing (just stupid shit like mrs blanks a furry or whatever) and we were looking over it again and our other friend was like omg thats so funny lets make more so me and her were like brainstorming but instead we did it with people in our year and holy shit it was so funny but so mean and we were doing this for THREE PERIODS STRAIGHT THATS NO EXAGGERATION and i lowkey think my other friend was pissed off at us or something? like idk shes mean asf aswell but she clearly thinks shes better than that ig? like ok my other other friend pushed my other friend over on accident during pe and i was saying like omg are u ok are u ok and she was like ya just gonna go to bathroom then after that i was walking with her and we always hang out at break and lunch but today she just locked herself in the bathrooms and left me all alone so that was shitty :/ like she wouldnt talk to me the whole time but i didnt even rlly do anything???? im confused coz she was laughing with me earlier and now shes mad at me??? idk ill talk to her tmr and hopefully shes not mad anymore idkk

anyway today w my crush was sooo fucking good like no joking around rn man hes so cute like we were talking for an hour straight thats no joke like and i lowkey didnt think he even knew how to say my name (its not like extremely hard to pronounce but the way its said isnt like the most common way so im used to people saying it wrong) and yet he KEPT SAYING IT LIKE people usually only find out how to say it like when we're pretty close and idek how he knows likeee such a stupid thing to be happy about but like and he kept asking me for like cooking advice (home ec) like ive got any clue LOL i kept daring him to do stuff and hed actually do it but he wouldnt when other people dared him blehhhhh and unfortunately im trying to be nice to his friends so maybe idk therell be some connection there?? but i almost stole one of his friends sharpeners on accident and so im paying him back with a mechanical pencil tmr and his other friend went out of his way to hold the door for me so maybe its working??? man im just yapping like

anyway this post makes me out to be terrible so please don't read it oh my god my neighbour will not shut up holy shit i miss one specific friend of my brothers hes so cool come back bro (the rest of them can kts SORRY SORRY no they cant theyre just mean to me)

anyway im a pandicorn shit this post is terrible cant wait to drop my monthly dump several days early tonight!! its like dropping a fat shit on my whole tiktok account and sprinkling glitter on it ?? what am i saying bye lol im gonna write a burn book with my friend soon im such a bitch i thought 2025 was my nice girl year :l love the song choice hate the gif choice just nothing standing out to me today ahh

i wanna be your dog 2 - ajj

[lovebvni]

My DR family tree (MHA!!)

This is not the post I was talking about in my last blog, I just finished my family tree (using canva) and I wanted to share it! I fucking hate the colour palatte btw so we r gonna ignore it and pretend its black and white

IGNORE THAT RANDOM WHITE WOMAN AND RANDOM WHITE MAN I DONT HAVE A FACECLAIM FOR THAT SIDE OF MY FAMILY YET HELP MEEE information below!

Anyways lets start with my grandparents Robert and Carol

YES THEY ARE NICKI MINAJ'S PARENTS AND WE WILL TALK ABOUT IT!! Idk why but i rlly felt the need to b related to nicki (i think i was obsessed w her when making this dr LMFAO) but i js stuck w it bc clearly younger me had a thing going on. I haven't fully developed them because... they aren't my parents and they live in Florida while I live in Japan.. soo.. ONTO ONE OF THEIR KIDS!

Milagros is Onika's younger sister (i... think.. LMFAO). Her quirks are Mental Blood Manipulation (being able to control someone's thoughts through blood), Earth's Energy (meaning she uses energy from the sunlight.. like this girl photosynthesizes so yes, she does have flowers growing from her hair), and Personal void -- inspired by Janet from the good place (GOOGLE IT.) She has dark brown hair, a mixed skin tone, hazel eyes, and she stands at 5'4 in. Her occupation is a fashion designer at SCULPTOR clothing. Miracle (Milagos nickname) married Kenji Toga. Kenji's face claim is kinda wack because I could not find what I originally wanted him to look like (he's blonde, with stubble but.. girl i think the pin got deleted.) He has golden-ish eyes, pale skin, and he stands at around 6'8 in... girl.. uhm... yeah. He is super sweet and knowledgeable. He wears some glasses that make him look like an old man, though. He also works at SCULPTOR as a business manager (yeah, they became friends bc Miricle needed a business manager LMFAO THEN THEY GOT MARRIED ISNT THAT CUTE??) His quirks are Black blood (I will be making a blog on this) and stealth (i dont know what this means anymore or why I made it.)

Now, onto my siblings.

First up we have one of the twins, the younger one, Kuro. His American name is Kurtis, and he stands at 6'2 at 17 years old. Yeah. He attends UA's competing school, Shiketsu. Because of that, we are high in competition -- as many siblings are. Together, we are a lot of trouble.. so uhm... yeah. LMFAOO!! He has dark brown hair, tanned skin, and green and golden eyes (HETEROCHROMIA)!! If y'all want me to draw him I will... I suppose... but y'all js gon slut over him omg. Anyways! His quirks are shape shifting and outcome (again, I have no idea what outcome is).

The second twin, Himiko Toga! Yes, the one that becomes a villain you guys, I am so y/n stfu. She has blonde hair, lightly tanned skin and is 5'7 at 17. The women got fucked over, dude. WE NEED TO BE TALLER !! Anyways, she is super sweet, her perception of reality is just messed up. We always used to do each others hair, makeup, and walk our dogs together. She loves the outdoors and makes me so so happy. In this version, she has two quirks -- blood shifting (her og quirk) and stealth. He also has a few strands of red and blue in his hair.

I'm gonna skip myself for now and go onto Himari. At the time I shift, only one of her quirks have developed, and it is earths blessing ( a version of our mothers quirk. ) She is a version of my cr little sister. At the time I shift I believe she's in middle school??? I don't know. But she looks the most like my mother, only having my fathers face shape. Finally, me -- Harmony. You may be wondering "well why is your name American and nobody else's?" I was the only one born in the US. LMFAO IM LAME BRO THE REST OF MY FAMILY WAS BORN IN JAPAN!! Anyways... My deadname is Harmony, and in the US I go by Karsyn or Kaythan and in Japan I go by Kosuke. When I shift I am 14...ish? I have no idea for sure. I was born with brown hair, but I have sense dyed it to be black, red and white. I attend UA high. I am 5'8 at the time, and my quirks (yes... i have four...) are bone manipulation, black blood, shape shifting and personal void. One day I will make a post going more in depth about myself, but right now I just wanted to make an overview of my whole family.

I hope you guys like this post! It was fun going through my script and remembering everything about my dr. I will update everything when I do shift there, but for now, that's it!

Love and blessings,

Abyss