#and i kinda dont like that theyre pressuring me about it so much

[stepfordgoth]

If you've ever gotten your wisdom teeth taken out, please tell me your experience. For the past couple of years every time I go to the dentist they tell me I need to get mine out and today they really, really pressured me and I'm going to have to give in soon but I am scared lol I've never had any kind of dental procedure done, like ive never even had a cavity that had to be filled

[gibbearish]

am finally back home and can say without a doubt that i am just fundamentally not built for long distance travel however the train was much nicer than planes

[neofelis----nebulosa]

KInda having some issues with something my friend said last night and i want to move past it but cant stop thinking about it

[an-emo-trashbag]

I just sent a text to my friend who I havent heard from in a long time and have been very worried about and I'm feeling very . about it

[the-lonelyshepherd]

"fanon lottienatters please stay away from me" oh!! shots fired!! 2,000 dead, 10,000 injured!! BUT curious about your specific definition for fanon lottienat and what you dislike about it <33

ohhhhh okay... alrrrrrr

this is like. one of my biggest issues. im not like a shipper, never rlly have been until yj but i dont like engage in discourse bc thats stupid.

But basically? Fanon lottienat just kinda strips anything thats interesting about the ship away. and makes it like. punk x preppy. loser x popular. ive even heard black cat and golden retriever which makes me want to rip my eyes out.

And its not even accurate to their characterization? at all? like youre flanderizing them but like..... not even their main traits. like ive seen people say "precrash lottie would be like charlotte from status update (curse that movie btw. the things i do for u courtney eaton) which is just. like not at all.

first off lottie is not popular. yeah, shes rich, but shes clearly somewhat of a loner (WHICH PARALLELS NAT?? WHICH MAKES IT MORE INTERESTING???) even courtney has said this in interviews. she feels ostracized, and a lot of it can be traced back to the flashback scenes we see, esp those about her relationship w her parents and her supposed mental illness. the 90s, especially the 90s in a high pressure rich family, was NOT a good place to have schizophrenia (and yeah theres the "she wasnt actually mentally ill" argument but that changes nothing because atp in the story her whole family and probably herself believed she was.

Then we have the nat characterization. The fanon "grumpy" to fanon lotties "sunshine". guys canonically nat smiles more than lottie. girlie was always grinning while lottie was experiencing the horrors all of s1. ofc they both went THROUGH it but that specific stereotype pissed me off sm i had to address it.

also, nat gets shown a lot as masc?? which is a fine headcanon but like for her style like the whole punk thing? she acc dresses relatively femininely.those are little irks abt nat but they bother me idc. too tired to write more on this rn but feel free to ask!

so basically taking this stuff into account - fanon lottienat uses a gross mischaracterization of both characters, especially lottie (also that suspiciously align w stereotypes HMMMMM) to literally make the ship more boring. You are making it a stupid and lame trope. You literally have these two insanely complex characters who mirror each other. Theyre not opposites attract, they are the same character in different skins. They're both loners, one because of her punk/rebel nature and nasty rumors, the other because of her mental illness and lack of closeness to people. Theyre both loners because of their social status and their fucked up home life. Theyre both providers - nat the hunter, bringer of physical and real food like the deer. Lottie the prophet, bringer of hope and, through the teams eyes, the birds, the bear, etc. Lottie who begs to be a martyr but is denied nat who runs from it but shoulders it anyways. They're both bleeding hearts they both give soul to the team and are some of the most genuine characters but they present it so differently.

The fact that the majority of content grossly mischaracterizes them and is the widely accepted fanon just.. sucks tbh. and the fact that people get so up in arms about them, and literally attack fans of other characters (lottielee fans... travis fans....) for no reason?? all these other characters do is contribute to what makes lottienat such a compelling and fucked up and interesting ship. i love them so much but lwk most of yall are insane and dont even appreciate them for what they really are.

thoughts questions comments concerns hmu

[torantuga]

are.you.an.angel..

I've been looking for AleNoah as dads my entire life man!!! You're like.. sent from above!!

..

wait how did they get MK then..

did Noah and Emma have MK then divorce, and then Noah gained custody..or is she just adopted..

I don't know if you mind me doing this but like,

I like to imagine :3.. that Aleheather broke up and Nemma actually got married but divorced so then MK is just like..there. Then boom Noah and Alejandro meet again and they're like "btw did you know in World Tour I loved you" "fr!? Me.me too!" "do you wanna get married" "yea!!!!"

yea. (I may have gotten Raj into the mix..bleh.)

Wow this is incredibly long sorry about that drink water and have a lovely day!!!!!

-⏰

OKAY I ACCIDENTALLY MAY IR MAY HAVE NOT MADE A CHART THAT EXPLAINS THE AU THANKS TO THIS ASK (IN MY EYES) !!

i personally dont like the idea of the women in the respective relationships abandoning the men to let them be gay w each other, esp since so many people that write similar things end up making emma just straight up abandon the family cause of stress. its way too convinient yknow, jst my opinion, and it makes emma look bad (which shes way too awesome) i think she would be very close w the mudaliar-burromuerto family but as a close friend/honorary aunt sorta way.

but your idea of the au is cool! i like it.

this is kinda of like a long answer to your question being like. how did they have mk.....

okay so.

how did they end up together? i inspired myself from a fic that is literally just noah being alejandro's only visitor in the hospital post-WT. they become friendly and, since the burromuerto family sees alejandro as an embarrassment for being too vulnerable and letting himself lose the million dollars in front of many people, leaving him being kicked out, they eventually end up moving together! its kind of a slowburn college romance if im being honest. and once theyre juniors/seniors in college, they end up getting together.

so. hooow do they adopt mk? since its from birth? wouldnt they be super young? EXACTLY

theyre young parents due to alejandro being pressured from his side of the family to at least get a child if he's going to keep being a failure. this hurts ale deeply and he genuinely starts to panic, thinking he should raise a kid as soon as possible. he manages to convince noah that its true baby fever and that they'll be wonderful parents, even though normally "ideal" parents marry and then have children.

they search for a while and eventually come across someone who was thinking of adoption whilst pregnant, and the three of them worked very hard to make it possible. so in 2007, MK is born, and adopted into the mudaliar-burromuerto family. (i do not know SHIT about adoption so i wont make much detail about it)

of course, not being married and having a child was also critizised, so they quickly married around a year or two later. (it took a while to cut the burromuerto family out of his life, but back then ale was very young and very easily manipulated by his family)

so, around 6 years later, they adopt another kid, which was already a year old, but who really didnt have a name. he was dropped off at an orphanage when he was around 6 months old, but he didnt seem to be registrated anywhere. ale n noah, curious, took on the role to foster care this kid and came up w a name for him, which alejandro chose, nicolás. they adopted him soon after

so yeah full story!!! may be susceptible to change!! wahoo!!

[youredyingthatsallthereis]

kinktober day 15: first time

roach and ghost have both never had sex and have their first time together. i hc that they are both 29. theyre both trans because i love trans love

please remember that this is both of their first time ever being with another person, so i tried to make the way they talk to each other/touch each other reflect that

roach is non op top & bottom & ghost is top surgery/bottom non op :)

read on AO3 | nonsenseafterdarks list <3 | word count: 2385

"is this alright?"

ghost nodded, seated comfortably in roach's lap. roach kept his hands on his waist, moving them up and down with steady, loving pressure.

"feel a bit..."

roach waited patiently.

"bit silly," ghost said, looking at roach's shoulder. "not really sure what we're supposed to do i guess."

roach leaned forward and gave him a soft kiss. "we can do whatever we want, simon," he reassured him. "there's no rules."

ghost put his hands on roach's cheeks and kissed him again, firm and loving. "kinda can't believe that neither of us have ever done this," he said quietly, letting his lips brush against roach's with every syllable.

roach smiled. "i kinda can't either," he said, matching ghost's low tone. "glad it's with you, though."

he watched as his boyfriends eyes softened. "me too."

they'd spent the last two months slowly getting to know each other, happy to cuddle and kiss and hold hands and just be with each other. a few days ago, ghost had approached him about trying something new, and when they both realized that neither of them had ever had sex decided that they wanted to have their first time together.

which led to now: they'd already been on the books for a short leave for the week and were in roach's cosy apartment, ghost in roach's lap in his large, soft bed.

"kiss me more?"

ghost giggled. "absolutely."

roach gently fell back onto the pillows, pulling ghost with him while they kept kissing, deep and loving and slow.

after a moment, roach slid a hand under the hem of ghost's loose tshirt, smoothing up his lean, strong back. ghost arched into the touch and hummed happily, grinding his crotch a bit against roach's.

roach sighed at the friction; fuck, if it had to be anyone he was so, so glad it was ghost.

"you wanna take this off?" he asked ghost quietly, pushing gently on his shirt.

ghost bit his lip and nodded. he sat up and slowly pulled it up and off, tossing it on the soft rug next to the bed.

"you?" ghost asked. roach hesitated. ghost knew, but roach still felt a little self conscious about being non-op. it had just never worked out for him and after so many years, the idea of surgery was just not something he was interested in.

"you dont have to, love," ghost said, sensing his hesitancy. "but if its a binder you should take that part off."

roach nodded, gave ghost one more kiss before pulling his shirt and half tank binder off, tossing them both on the floor. he looked back up at ghost a bit anxiously.

"you're perfect gary," ghost said, leaning back down to kiss him again. "do you want me to touch? not touch?"

"a little is fine," roach said, taking ghosts hands and placing them over his collar bones. "i'll tell you if its too much."

ghost smiled and nodded. "can...can i take your jeans off?" he asked, tone a bit bolder. roach propped himself up on his elbows.

"go for it, baby."

he bit his lower lip while ghost carefully undid the button and zipper on his jeans, pulling them off carefully past his boxer briefs.

"these too?" he asked, an edge of hope in the question.

roach nodded. he'd never let anyone see him naked but with ghost, he wanted to.

he let ghost slowly pull them down and off, leaving himself hard and wet and exposed.

ghost only looked at him for a moment before he was taking his own trousers and pants off, seeming like he was in almost a hurry now.

roach watched for a moment, taking in the way ghosts belly hung a bit over the edge of his pants before they came off, the soft creases it had when he bent, the roundness of his face, the dimples and creases around his hips and thighs when he moved...it was all so

"perfect."

ghost looked up from chucking his pants to the side. "what?"

roach reached out and pulled ghost back on top of him. "perfect," he repeated. "your body's just perfect."

ghost cuddled up against him, straddling his hips and burrowing his face into the crook of roach's neck. "love yours, bug," he said, love every inch of it."

roach tilted his head and kissed near ghost's ear. "can i eat you out?"

ghost stayed cuddled up to him, shy for a moment before rocking their hips together; roach let out a small moan at their dicks slipping against each other.

"sure," ghost agreed after a moment. "you want me to lay on my back?"

"if you want," roach said, "if that's more comfortable."

ghost nodded and they swapped positions, letting ghost lie down and roach to get down between his thighs.

roach looked at his cunt: ghost was thick, hairy, hard, and slippery with slick. he took his thumbs and spread his bush apart.

"ready?" he asked, looking up at ghost's blushing face.

his boyfriend nodded. "yeah, im ready."

roach let his tongue out and gave a deep, firm lick up over ghost's hole.

the noise ghost made sound like actual heaven to roach; he sounded like he'd never felt anything so good in his life.

"please, please keep going," ghost asked, already breathing a bit hard with anticipation.

roach nodded and got to work, doing his best to pay attention to everywhere that seemed to make ghost feel the best: big, firm licks up the bottom to the very tip of his cock that made him writhe and squirm, massaging over and into his hole with the tip of his tongue, sucking hard on his cock, moving his head up and down on it with ghost's fingers tangled tightly in his hair.

after a bit ghost was breathing harder and squirming more and roach could tell he was getting close.

"you want me to try and get you off?" roach said, barely detaching his tongue from ghost's pussy.

ghost looked a little embarrassed but nodded, and hard.

"can i put my fingers in?"he said, putting a hand up near ghost's entrance.

ghost let out a shaky sigh. "yes, yes please," he replied.

roach carefully put one fingertip up against ghost's hole, wet with his saliva and ghost's slick. he slowly pushed the tip in, watching ghost's face for any sign of discomfort.

ghost was watching him too, looking at the spot where roach was slowly disappearing inside him. "fuck, bug, oh my god," he mumbled while roach slid halfway in.

"more?" roach asked.

ghost nodded hard again, moaning as roach got all the way in to the knuckle. "you're inside me," he said reaching a hand down for the one roach had sitting on his thigh.

he nodded, gripping ghost's hand hard. "yeah," he said, slowly starting to pull out. ghost started breathing fast and shallow at the sensation, clutching roach's hand tight,

"tell me to stop if its too much, okay?" roach said, now just the tip of his one finger still in ghost's pussy.

ghost nodded again. "okay," he said. "can - will you put a second in?"

roach felt himself get harder at the idea: "fuck yes," he said, bringing his ring finger up to join his middle. "you ready?"

ghost nodded; roach started to work his fingers in but -

"wait - "

roach quickly stopped and ghost reached down and pulled him up so that they were at eye level again.

"like this," he said, directing roach's hand back down between this legs.

roach nodded and got back to work, this time with ghost holding him close while he worked his way back in, his tits up against ghost's ribs. ghost let his legs fall wider; roach pushed in deeper until his palm was flat against his tcock, rocking his hand to massage inside ghost's pussy while rubbing his dick with the heel of his hand.

"fuck...youre inside me, holy shit," ghost breathed, rocking against roach's hand while he worked in and out.

"yeah, yeah i am; you like it? you like feeling me inside you?"

"yes," ghost almost whined, "fuck yes; you like being inside me?"

"never wanna leave, baby," roach said, giving ghost's neck heated, open mouthed kisses while he started fucking him faster. "fuck, you feel incredible."

"shit, im getting close, i - "

"tell me what you need, si."

ghost reached down and pulled on roach's hand until his fingers, hot and wet from being so deep inside him, and guided him to start rubbing over the side of it.

"like this, baby?" roach asked as he started, watching hungrily as ghost squirmed and moaned under the touch, hips bucking up into it.

"yes, fuck please, faster, please more; more fuck fuck i - "

ghost's arm around roach's neck pulled him in tight, crushing roach's face against his cheek while he came, shaking and arching and whining through it while roach kept up rubbing wet, sloppy circles on him until ghost started to slow down.

"how was that?" roach asked; ghost's grip loosened enough to let him kiss his cheek.

"are you joking? bloody amazing, fuckin christ gary," he said, still breathing hard. "shit, can i - what do you want me to do for you?"

roach thought for a second, kissing his neck again. "can i keep doing this?" he asked, slowly working his two fingers in and out of ghost again, slow and slick. "i like seeing you like this."

he swore he could feel ghost's cheek burning under his lips while he kissed it, flushed deep pink as it was.

"like what?" ghost asked, pushing down onto roach's fingers to help get them deeper inside him.

roach smiled into his cheek. "happy," he said. "feeling good."

ghost whined when roach picked up the pace and started fingerfucking him again. "you...fuck, yeah, you like doing that for me?"

roach rutted up against ghost's thigh. "love doin' it for you," he said quietly. "love bein' the one to make you feel so good."

arching his lower back as roach dragged his thumb along his cock, ghost whimpered a little "more" out at the touch.

roach felt himself pulsate with desire. “yeah, more like this?”

ghost almost shouted as roach started stroking his cock with his thumb while keeping his middle and ring fingers buried in ghosts cunt. “yes, just like that yes yes fuck yes -“

the next one seemed to move through him almost in slow motion - roach watched as ghosts face screwed up tight, then pushed his hips even harder against roach’s hand, seeming like every muscle in his body had tensed before snapping hard, leaving him gasping and scrabbling at any part of roach he could get his hands on.

“fuck you’re beautiful,” roach said, truly in awe that anyone could look so perfect to him.

ghost pulled him in tight to kiss him hard, hands almost frantic on his face to get him as close as he could, before moving to grab his hips and nudge him to get on top, in between his legs.

roach complied happily, settling slightly on top of the backs of ghosts thighs with his own spread to help keep them pushed back to make it easier to slide against each other.

he leaned back down to keep kissing him, moaning into it when he felt ghost start to grind up against him.

"so good," he breathed, "feel amazing, simon."

he reached down and spread himself open to let his dick slide into ghost's folds more easily; ghost reached his hands around under his legs to hold himself open.

roach pressed his cock up against the underside of ghost's and held it there, leaned down to pour as much love into a kiss as he could. without breaking it, he started rocking his hips; it was hard with their hands a bit in the way but he kept at it, breathing in every little "ah, ah, ah" ghost breathed out.

he started to push a bit harder, cock slipping down closer to ghost's hole, getting slipperier with every thrust -

"can...can i ride you?"

roach paused. ghost was flushed and looked a little shy about the question. he pulled back, nodding and eagerly switching places with ghost.

"how...?"

ghost bit his lip for a second before shuffling over one of roach's thighs, positioning himself so that one of his own knees was next to roach's hip and hoisted roach's other leg up on top of his other thigh. scissor emoji

"like...this?" ghost said, looking down at where their cocks were just barely touching.

roach nodded. "do it," he said, his voice soft and encouraging. "whatever feels good."

he took a moment to commit to memory the look ghost gave him, like it was the first time in his life someone had ever told him that he was actually allowed to enjoy himself, but after a lifetime of being denied even the smallest of joys he wasn't really sure how. roach decided then and there that as long as ghost would have him, he would do anything to teach him.

"try this," he said, gently pulling ghost's hips forward so that he slid over roach's cock.

his fingers dug into ghost's love handles as a wave of pleasure threatened to drown him, squeezing his eyes shut as if his senses couldn't handle anything else, nothing but how incredible ghost felt; and then he was moving, sliding back and forth on roach's dick, letting him slip just in and out from between him and -

ghost pushed his hips down to grind into roach as hard as he could when he felt him start to cum, giving him all the sweet, wet, frictionless heat he could while roach vice-gripped his hips.

ghost put a hand over one of his and giggled a little as roach started to come down, grip still bruisingly tight. "not going anywhere, love," he said. "not as long as you'll let me do that again."

roach gave a clipped chuckle, chest still heaving, and brought one of ghost's hands to his lips to kiss. "for as long as you'll have me."

ghost leaned forward, pulling their joined hands up over roach's head and kissing him. "i don't like letting go," he said quietly.

roach put his free hand on ghost's cheek. "good."

[pumpkinsy0]

soc pony and curly now😋

i was hit w the uno reverse!!

•pony spoiling curly luvrs WE WON!!!! pony will give curly things, greaser pony already gives curly things bc he knows curly doeant have much, soc pony would do the same

•butttt i dont think curly would b 100% compliant w a SOC giving him things, but he does accept ppl some things partly outta desperation

•wouldnt surprise me if they like kinda staged curly jumping pony so curly could like “steal” some money from pony AND it could build up curlys street cred, might also lowkey make him a target but aye

•one sided enemies to luvvvrrrsssss yaaayyyyyyy

•pony wouldnt feel pressured to be as put together as he would when hes around others, pony feels like he HAS to contain himself, like hide the things he WANTS to do, he doesnt rlly want a polished life

•part of ponys pull towards curly is that pony wants to feel like he’s worked for what hes got instead of it being haded to em, and its not that curlys playing hard to get, but curly def aint makin it easy

•i think pony and darry were like relatively close, but not THAT close, and darrys off in college, so when pony heard about tim and curly, yea they cause problems but i think pony would b a bit jealous over their connection

•curlys done that thing where u throw rocks at the persons widow at night to get their attention, but like he fucked up and accidentally hit either ponys parents window or just sodas (idk if i wanna make em still alive or not so theyre just there in case i decide to let em)

•unlike soc curly and greaser pony, w them, i think soc pony and greaser curly wouldnt b the BEST at staying hidden, but they would b better than regular papercut, if curly was found out to b dating a soc, he would b half praised half seen as a traitor so thats whats mainly keeping em from staying hidden

•pony would get curly outta legal trouble and pay his bail but like, nobody knows its HIM paying that, theres this third man, probably a friend of curlys from his gang

[gifti3]

Arranged marriage au with asmo

I need asmo to be in some type of royal otome slowburn manhwa

ramblings ramblings

the drama guys....the DRAMA! dont tell me a bunch of nonsense wouldnt happen

remember the post where i was like indifferent/passive aggressive asmo becoming curious about the MC fics are peak

similar thing is happening here! honestly i think theres some resentment coming from asmos side at first but mc is like ay....you do ur thing and i do mine

im not gonna make u do anything u dont want, i dont have any expectations from this arrangement. lets just try not to make each of our lives hell u know

lol i bet when asmo first meets MC after finding out that hes supposed to marry them he's like thinking "......ig theyre not that bad looking"😒 (he literally would have been flirting with them in any other circumstance)

hmmm mc needs to be apart of a pretty influential family i think since this is gonna be a political type marriage

and asmo,,,,i feel like he doesnt really engage in the specifics when it comes to politics or anything. it's just not something thats important to him. he has his side hobbies and business endeavors that cares about. But topics outside of those things are left up to his family

so perhaps one day, the head of the family (i wanna say lucifer but since i want the person in this role to give off more a mysterious vibe, where his word is final michael might be a better choice) is like... this specific family...theyre kinda important and we want them on our side so get married to their eldest who has rejected every other person ever but has agreed to marry and since u dont do much when it comes to political affairs im gonna have you do this whether you want to or not

and asmo is just like....HUH he tries to get lucifer to help him out here but lucifers like...yea dads not budging sorry lil bro (he doesnt say it like that but similar sentiment lmao)

now mc never really wanted to get married cause they didnt wanna have to go through the motions against their will and they like their life as is but their parents have been breathing down their neck about marriage for years now. And now that this BIG opportunity has present itself to their parents, it feels like the pressure is really on now! at first mc is like shit...idk if i can weasel my way outta this one

and then......they realized that maybe this could probably work out in their favor actually.....

mc agreed to married him cause asmo has a bit of a reputation as a partier and a playboy

with asmo they feel like things can stay as they are for the most part if they let him continue to do as he pleases (not like they could have stopped him if they wanted to lol)

everything can be the same, they can still live their own separate lives, just now they have the title of spouses!

and thats the plan, like i said before asmo comes in being a bit rude at first but it kinda changes to indifference and a little passive aggressiveness once MC is like...yo chill im not gonna shit on ur parade. i just wanna be left to my own things. you do you sir

yes thats the plan...thats supposed to be the plan and it was going as mc expected for a good while

but as we know if u put something or someone in front of asmo enough times hes gonna get curious

[shiftingtomydrs]

MLB DR

Alright so same as with some other drs my personal stuff like name and everything is the same soo wont go into that a lot tbh

then backstory, i originally wanted to be like an exchange student in france but then like i cant very well be ladybug if im only there for a year so i switched it to i move to france for some reason i dont know yet and i live there with my aunt or smth bcs she lives near paris yk? then basically i just kinda take marinettes place but not completely, like shes still there and stuff but im there too yk? my love interest is adrien and marinette will get together (and stay together) with luca cos theyre cute and im not sure yet if i should script her crush on adrien out or just say it disappears at some point

changes in plot: i dont like anything after season 2, dont ask me why, i just dont like it idk why either, so im gonna script seasons 3-5 out with some exceptions (e.g. i kinda really like cat blanc so i might leave that in with some other stuff but the whole shadow moth and all that shit no) also lila isnt the next supervillain shes just a regular mean girl cos it doesnt make any frickin sense that a 15 year old is able to manipulate every single person she meets. like shell still be able to lie and manipulate people her age but not adults cos thats just stupid imo. Also i havent even watched season 5 yet so im going off spoilers i saw for the next part: none of the miraculous will have permanent holders except ladybug and chat noir (aka me and adrien) cos i like to be special :) also i wont be guardian of the miraculous until much later like college or smth cos thats a ton of pressure and it went sideways for marinette so i dont want it going sideways for me. oh and a big one: ill be taking the whole sentimonster plot out cos i hate it and i think ive never hated a plot as much as that one. like sentimonsters can exist okay but felix and adrien and kagami etc arent one. cos just no. oh and ofc i wont know adrien is chat noir haha

now a bit more about myself: idk yet if i just wanna kinda steal marinettes interests and do the whole design thing cos i am a sucker for parallels and the parallel of adriens parents and adrinette is there but then again why would i wanna be like gabriel? so i might just do what i do in 90% of my drs and be a songwriter (well ill be that anyway question is do i add the designing part on top or not?), otherwise i like baking, ill do figure skating or gymnastics or ballet prolly like all the things i wanna do here but cant for this or that reason. my nationality will be german prolly cos i like having the german passport and also i dont think i need a visa for france cos its in the eu. i wont really script much more about like me and adrien except that we end up together but in my head its kinda similar to the adrien and marinette situation cos im a sucker for slowburn and idk it just fits i think also with my issues with trusting people have good intentions and not just spend time with me bcs of a bet or shit like that.

Physical looks, i might change my hair color cos idk i think itll fit and yeah but ill still have my eye color and height and stuff just be a bit fitter cos with my endurance theres no way ill be able to be a superhero (ik theres magic and shit but still)

im not sure yet if i should leave the dr as a cartoon or do it like this reality (leaning towards this reality bcs i think cartoon would freak me out a bit for my first shift and id overcomplicate it) or maybe ill just do two drs, one cartoon and one not.

anyway, if you have any questions, id love to talk more about this dr so pls ask them <3

@ningsols here it is :)

[kreeative-error]

“Nothing would be better/Than a mark on me, a bullet to attest”

Welcome to my blog! This is where i scream into the void or just talk to my moots. If you’re here, welcome!

Current Theme: I Lose To You by Madds Buckley

About me:

My online name is Atlas/Kree! Kree if its just an easy nickname, but Atlas works as a moots kinda deal!

I’m a minor, so please be sfw and not weird.

I am also hella queer!!

If you’re straight/dont know much about the community - Biromantic Asexual Trans Man.

If you get more complex queer terms - Genderqueer Trans Guy, Aroflux Asexual Omniromantic.

Definitely mentally ill of various flavours which i will not elaborate on for person reasons, and also the lack of diagnosis.

Definitely weird, probably cringe, and slightly crazy.

Also i swear a lot so if you dont like that, this is not the blog for you.

Current song fixation:

Hayloft || - Mother Mother

Interests:

Artists:

Madds Buckley

Conan Gray

The Crane Wives

Sparkbird

Fish in a Birdcage

IDKHowButTheyFoundMe

Specific Songs (I will totally forget to update this):

River Rushing (TCW)

Scars (TCW)

Mad Dog (TCW)

The Wolf (TCW)

Nobody (TCW)

Wine and Wheat (Madds)

I Lose to You (Madds)

Brother (Madds)

Dogbird (Madds)

The Exit (Conan)

Alley Rose (Conan)

Miss you (Conan)

Comfort Crowd (Conan)

Arboretum (Sparkbird)

#4 Fish in a birdcage (FIAB)

Absinthe (IDKhow)

Choke (IDKhow)

Games:

Totk/Botw

Pressure

Doors

Hollow Knight (in spirit)

There is definitely more I just cannot think rn.

Shows/Movies:

Arcane

The Dragon Prince

Heartstopper

The Owl House

Helluva/Hazbin

again. there is more. but the second people ask I forget.

Moots <33 (Narrowed down to the ones I actually talk to):

@theboredasexual - borace/fruit/smamon/salmon, my beloved queezy pipi (qpp) (forever seperated by a squishy wall)

@atellidoesart - telli/dermatitis, another beloved queezy pipi (forever seperated by PHYSICAL DISTANCE COME HERE I MISS YOU)

@bassguitarinablackt-shirt - fellow madds enjoyer, pjo nerd (i have never read it but he sure posts about it a lot)

@catinasink - we barely talk but theyre pretty chill

@aayeroace - the og moot. literally. my first moot that i didnt know irl.

@streetcatalex - i dont think we've spoken but i send ur rbs to the qpps every 2 seconds u have immaculate taste

(if any of yall want off this list, dm/ask me and i will take it off)

Alt Accs:

@meanwhile-in-aevynfall - worldbuilding with borace

@omg-im-obessed-with-madds - I JUST REALISED THERES A TYPO FUCK- madds buckley fan acc i barely use

@leo-is-a-trainwreck - secret account that turned into a bit with borace, but has been revealed. basically a conan gray shrine.

@frank-and-the-eggs - the forever neglected hazbin account. why am i even tagging it.

my tags:

#kree speaks - my random rambles

#kree is lyricposting once more - music related rambles. also lyricposting.

#kree is maddsposting - the dedicated madds tag

#lucky flickerman'd with kree - sad shit. hopefully wont be a lot of this.

#THATS ENOUGH OCS KREE - oc posting my beloved <333

#mootiful moots with kree - my moots <33

#the queasy pipis - borace/telli posting

(Will be added to as needed)

credits:

dividers: https://www.tumblr.com/strangergraphics/754093179264008192/vintage-floral-dividers-part-2-please-like-and?source=share

[lunatic-fandom-space]

Im 7 minutes into Volpina but Ive alredy watched the first three seasons so I know about Lila and I know about all the bullshit drama theyre gonna use her for so I just need to get this off my chest as quickly as possible:

The Writers Of Miraculous Ladybug Have No Idea How To Write The Social Dynamics Of Young Teen Girls

Let me tell you a little story of my time in elementary school as a preteen girl. There was this girl, Im calling her C, who was a lot like Lila in the sense that she lied a lot but people still hung out with her and seemed to really like her despite that. Now, unlike how it is with Lila, literally everyone immediately saw through her lies because children arent as stupid as some might believe. Me and my other friends would regularly get together, without C ofc, to shit-talk about her, specifically for being a liar and make fun of her and just generally hate on her behind her back. And yet, whenever she was around they were always going up to her willingly because despite that, they genuinely liked hanging out with her. Why is that? Honestly, I couldnt tell you since I didnt like her that much and had a hard time pretending I liked people when I didnt, so unless my friends or classmates inadvertantly pressured me into being around her, I just kinda avoided her, so I never got to see what she was like under four eyes or even in groups consisting of less than 5 people either.

So yeah, young girls tend to see through another young girls' outrageous lies but are unlikely to call them out as such for a variety of complex reasons, Im sure its different for every girl. Marinette's conflict with Lila shouldnt have been "she has the ability to magically drastically decease everyones intelligence so they believe her obvious lies and Im the only one immune to it but now everyone thinks Im just a jealous bitch even though Im the only one in the right T-T", it shouldve been more like, everyone knew that she was a liar and didnt care too much because shes charismatic and fun to be around and her lies are pretty inconsequential anyway, even by middleschool standards, but Marinette (as Ladybug) starts to figure out how genuinely awful and potentially dangerous she is and is struggling to get her friends away from her because Marinette (as Marinette) cant present them with any reason to stop hanging out with her beyond "she lies a lot", which her classmates dont care enough about to do anything more than just like, avoid her

[neonfretra]

just read your nhl teams opinion post and I'm laughing my head off. sharkies clean sweep <3 <3 <3

COMPLETELY valid reason to dislike the devils, dw 'bout that (though if you ever need an infodump about them I come armed and ready!), but I will just say... macblack my beloved demon shark needle dodger... you are FAR from the only devil who's been stiffed by the terrible medical staff. imagine being sponsored by a hospital and having the worst concussion spotters in the league. radio-for-a-head is sputtering static right now I HATE THE DEVILS MEDSTAFF SO FUCKING MUCH THEY KEEP OBVIOUSLY INJURED PLAYERS IN GAMES AND IN THE LINEUP FOR NO FUCKING REASON AUGHHHHH

but I like how you looked at the entire east and went "who cares, experience shork". I aspire to be like this.

I also wish I could forget the Leafs. I also aspire to be like this.

um. in lieu of any like. actual content have pictures :]

timo mimo......... grabby hands............... it is possible that I named my blåhaj after him..................... they're the same picture your honor!!!

but I like how you looked at the entire east and went "who cares, experience shork". I aspire to be like this.

i need you to know this line has put me in honest to god, genuine tears from laughing. oh my god i didnt even realize. like i have the standings pulled up and goin down the list i literally only care for THREE teams (the bolts, the sens, and the pens) for their proximity to the sharks. INCREDIBLY humbling. read me like an open book. im returning to this ask when im not lightheaded oh my god

ok multiple parts to this response because im goin point by point. i yap a LOT. not sorry, hello <3

the art!

OH... those wings are DELIGHTFUL!!! i love how nicely you simplified them, especially with a pen hell?? very very elegant, i hope you get a major minor obsession with angels ^_^

the devs & injuries in the nhl

how they handle injuries drive me UP THE WALL. like i personally assume teams start actin like this when theyre in hopes of playoffs when in reality its like . BABY. WE ARENT GOIN TO BOSTON. PUT THE STICK DOWN.

to make this about the sharks (you read my rankings, you know im like this) i constantly joke about the sharks being the healthiest team in the league cause all our players are out. like christ we have second most missed games on a per player basis at 459 man games lost to injury, second to vegas!

but i think its straight up because playoffs are SUCH a pipe dream for 19-wins-total san jose sharks that we dont HAVE the same pressure to play with torn muscles or broken bones. there is a reason why mackblack CAN have his 72 hours of purgatory (3 day long fever) out compared to teams who are noted to have locker room wide sickness and still getting in board battles. i think we should expose mackblack to them kinda players before the preseason so he builds an immunity to whatever they got. yeah im basically trying to vaccinate him SORRY i am getting distracted

YES, i will disappointed beyond words when the sharks start gettin better at hockey

and its like that that i cant really say its a DEVS thing now, its tradition to see what horrific injury a player played through in their locker cleanout like a more morbid new years countdown. do not want to imagine the consequences of the culture as perpetuated by both staff and players on long term health. lord. and people get mad about mark stone takin time off.

in the same ravine, different vein, hohhh boy they were NOT joking we have gotta separate leagues and medical care. nothin good has come of a doctor workin in the best interest of your team that wants you on ice ASAP and not in the interest of keeping you healthy and able to play and to live a decent life after playin. league worst concussion spotters is a HIGH bar. lird.

but in the same breath what can you do about a mess of on ice spotters? unless you plan on bringin your family doctor as a plus one. which is an absolute wild thought actually. wag jacket for my medical practitioner <3 rhinestone directly INto my open injury <3

sponsored by a hospital too... irony is rollin in its grave hello a whole rotisserie chicken of it

the devs, but more normal

wait oh god i gotta be SO honest with you when i was raggin on the devs i had you in mind as like. THEE friend of mine that roots for em and debating on how impolite itd be to drag your team. and then i remembered we both root for vgk <3

would you believe me when i say i followed them a bit? yeah i was mostly lookin for kahkonen, i do miss him though id call it a bit bad mannered of me to clearly only root for a team for one player LOL

do NOT look at vgk. or tbl. or dal. dont even look at ME.

does it actually count if im also lookin at timo meier? two players thats gotta count for umm something. two things even? because hes an exshark. yeah. oh god it really is a sharkies clean sweep. beloved stereax you have unwound me like the noble helicase. you got me checked out and in like a library book. you broke me down to my barest components. what do i even do with myself right now???

i will NOT say more lest i embarrass myself more than i have already

LOVE that you named your blahaj after him, thats very cute <3 i am endlessly enamored by the photo you chose of timo mimo, why are you so hat boy!!!

hey isnt a blahaj also a shark

PLEASE feel free to tell me bout the devs, im sure knowin more about the team will not make me itching to throw down with their managements poor decisions any more ^_^

getting a little less normal, a little more embarrassing now

okay i need to be so honest with you. and myself. mostly myself. i was SO surprised to learn media has an eastern conference bias. what the hell is a traditional hockey market.

bringing shame to my family name by discussing the leafs

should i not be tryin to remember them if youre tryin to forget LMAO

you wanna know something more humiliating than regularly forgetting the leafs. i confuse them with MULTIPLE teams when i do remember them. NEAR EVERY BLUE TEAM. the bolts. the nucks. the sabres, when i do remember them. the blues.

I FOLLOW SOMEONE WITH A MITCH MARNER PFP. HOW DO I MANAGE TO FORGET THIS TEAM SO OFTEN???

visibly sweating and shaking as i stare at a wall and try to recall every bit of trivia i know about the leafs RN. if you root for the leafs i probably owe you financial compensation

[trainingdummyrabbit]

okkkk its been a day or two, gonna talk abt funy warptrain event ^_^ i didnt think i would but ihave thoughts and im chatty. notmany, but what ever. my house. yipy ^_^

honestly? wholly neutral abt this one. it sure was an event ! woah.

more genuinely, i mostly just think it couldve taken its environment+happenstance and made it hit harder. isuppose its just a side effect of Already Knowing, both in-universe and out, but the whole Everything felt very secondary to the character's.. characters. which isnt bad! its just specifically how it was Executed that kinda gets me about it.

specifically, in that it feels like its going to be much more important than it actually ended up presenting itself. nuance nuance, side chapter event, etc etc but even Still. what we got from the characters felt very very Mild, even from side-stuff pov. (again nuance, im not fully caught up, im simply talking about how i feel.) which may be a side effect of riding off th coattails of tkt wrt rodya having... All That. it felt like all that stuff w faust just Happened, and well. thats it! the most we got from it was dante+faust's brief dynamic, and yisang's comment towards the end. which was sweet and i liked a lot! i just wish they pushed the wound a little harder. juuust a little. give us (read: them) something to think about, rather than hint and drop.

ithink my main problem with the writing, specifically character writing, is how... sitcom-ish it ended up feeling, for lack of a better term. it felt very blatant in its winkwink nudge kind of execution of dialogue, specifically with the sinners re: faust's de-faust-ening. like its not Awful, but it did kinda take me out of it a bit. (though they didnt push that execution of it as far as they couldve, which i Am thankful for)

it Is very much a kind of hinty setup deal, but man. really really light on that one. the reconnection on mephi Was necessary plotwise, but i wont say i didnt feel at least a Little disappointed. let them struggle!!

(i think what i was more hoping for was exemplifying more strongly on the "This Is Objectively A Pressing Problem, But One We Cant Solve Just Yet" front. the 'we rely on Faust too much' was a little dip into it, but again, very light. i want to see them Objectively Kind Of Fuck Up about it. Really press those implications to give us something to be worried about when we Do address faust proper. yknow?)

and, admittedly, th thing that bothered me most was the keycard melting. that was the whole Ordeal! the pressure all kinda hinged on that being an Important Item! but then they just kind of all.. "oh no the keycard :( well, time to get on mephi its all cool ^_^" like... yall couldve done that th whole time? it really defangs the entire situation. both in-text and kind of retroactively. (which is something i could chatter on about, but i dont think id do it well, so i wont.)

like yeah, silly silly, but again. it does kinda make the tone go all over the place in a way that felt really jarring to me.

(also this is very very blatantly my own Immense Bias but its still my house; there is inevitably going to be a Lot of faust-angela comparisons/etc coming i can feel it in my Bones and iam inevitably going to be very Very bitchy about it. sorry about this in advance, but ive already said my piece re: rodya/ishy's realization egos and the same sentiment applies here. i am going to be Immensely picky about it and id apologize but you all know what im about. thats all.)

im wholly indifferent but Mildly Fond of team bloodfiend just on principle of Theyre Fun And Interesting. in the way where i wish we could delve into the implications of their dynamic (them making a fun little home on th warp trains is interesting!!!) but th nature of th story means we wont be able t see it. sad :( cmooon theyre just little guys cmon be niceys to them come onnnnn.

what Really shone this chapter for me though, surprise surprise, was donqui. she was FANTASTIC this event and its everything i couldve ever asked for, even with the bias aside. mmmmostly aside. i am easy to please on that front. i loved getting to see her be excited and Important to the group and not just brushed aside re: the beginning!! her and meur getting to genuinely just be silly!! (this one Is my bias speaking but also heath + don friendship win. in my heart.) also the bit where she gets to just... talk herself up in front of th kid. she was genuinely so happy and proud! it lets her Actually shine without dimming it with the "ah there goes donqui again, dont mind her" thing. which is intrinsic to her character, and i wont say is strictly bad, but im glad to see just Her. (Especially shoutout to the "she hesitated till the last second attacking the passengers" thing, that was a great detail for both her And faust)

but my Favorite thing by Far was the gap between the end of the bossfight and What Happened On Mephi. girl KILLING!!! girl MAIMING!!! getting to see her really push at her values and show off that part of her was Fantastic. the sheer stubborn vitriol was Excellent; and her standing by her own values even Past her own physical limits is Such a great way to exemplify that character trait. and most importantly, her direct decision to pretty much just ignore the direction to stay behind following her own morals was!! fantastic fantastic. Deeply delighted when she entered the scene again on mephi. i love seeing her be silly and excited. but what i love more is seeing that part of her. i want to see her be a Fucking Problem! a Serious Fucking Problem! she deserves it.

i cant... really say much on the uh, reveal at the end though. i probably wont, either! that'll have t be for the next canto. but im holding. im waiting. that is probably one of the funniest things they couldve pulled and i so desperately want to see what the fuck theyre going to do with it. let them cook or whatever. absolutely Not the direction i thought they were gonna focus on, but huh. Huh! huh. ok girl!!

. anyway all in all,

[princenothinq]

orion is so interesting to me. idk if it was intentional but ever since i saw he and draksons style b I've kept thinking that doom brulee is inspired by mcr in some way or another even tho theyre industrial. and i have to pick at crumbs for however long bc idk if he'll even be in the next game/lh i think itd be extremely funny to have one where hes a worker

hes so appealing to me and its always surprising to me more people dont post more often abt him (if they do i havent seen it/its untagged) and im so AHHHHH!!!! myguy. ever

to me he is thai, he originally started playing to cope in a more healthy way, and eventually started a band with drakson once he was older. idk if ill keep the 6 year age gap between them i feel like it should be more like 2-3 years instead. either way drakson looks up HELLA to orion and that kinda pressure stresses him out so bad.

AND THE ARGUMENTS! i will die actually he worries so much about drakson but leaving doom brulee for a brief solo stint does very much for his own mental health

also hes transgenderrrr. and queer. hes 5'8 normally bht with his boots hes around 6''. and i also refuse to believe hes skinny and gangly i think hes ripped and FIGHTS!!!! super stupidly low pain tolerance tho. he cried and vomited getting all his piercings/hj

he acts like hes confident and calm ans in control but really hes just a kid trying to learn how to be an adult a little late lmao. hes like 23-24.

also he has an obligatory celebrity crush on duke gotcha

[dexter-erotoph]

hey i have no idea how dex works n you seem to be a huge enthusiast of their character so can u like.. yap about dexters personality a bit (/nf!!). im trying to work out their personality but im really confused on how to characterize them. so far, ive got some little bullet points. for a little headcanon or whatever ? i think they'd have huge interests that would be seen as a little odd, like, taxidermy or something. theyre like, a freak. (/pos)

also, i think itd have to do more research on with aspd since dex does have thatttt. uuuhm. oh yeah, a good note is that theyre not like. "Evil!! grah!! i kill people because im EVIL" cuz thats not them. they struggle with their emotions, morals, and needs. which i think also goes into the possibility of really bad intrusive thoughts perhaps.

like. they seem to have some of their morality intact (as they dont attack skid n pump immediately) before slowly spiraling and trying to hurt anyone they come across. dex also focuses on animals specifically because they dont believe that they dont feel emotion. they try to justify their behavior through beliefs and desperation to satisfy their persistent thoughts. they also run off the thrill of others pain. and i dont think theyre exactlyyy.. oblivious to the fact that this is a really bad problem, but more that they use being an exterminator to filter their needs into a.. "safer" (and in all honesty, an easier) way.

sorry for the whole ramble, but thats really all i can get so far with their character. also so sorry if this question is weird, but id just like a little input or ur idea of their character lol. no pressure tho ^_^

dont apologise i LOVE talking about dexter it Is really tricky to completely understand him kinda because of how all over the place all the things we have about him are . i was actually thinking earlier about how if sm got like adapted to a show like what happened with dhmis/ maybe we could see more of dexter and understand him better . i think ive talked about this before but i absolutely think theres kind of a thing where people see dexter as WAY more outwardly chaotic than he really is just bc well that’s like 95% of his screentime . how i really think he is is he Can get really easily excited and restless and with a lot of people it’ll drive them away (one of the characters i like to think has this dynamic with him is radford i dont know why i like the thought so much but i do) but he really is just like. hes a sweetheart he loves to draw and make stuff and hes just very smiley and laughs a lot . he isnt afraid to put himself out but he can also get like grumpy and snappy when hes paranoid Thats another thing. ive noticed in pelo’s doodles that sometimes hes portrayed complaining or just like with an irritated expression . i think while he Is a very happy go lucky type character it’s not difficult at all for him to get like . hostile for lack of better word? just annoyed at other people for something that could be really little or unintentional. i have no real point to this this probably will not help you much at all i apologise but the thing is i kinda think there’s No wrong way you can go with dexter in any way. he is such a good character that every aspect of him never feels tired or boring or really wrong to me

But uhh tldr kinda . maybe try to like nail it in that he’s just trying his best. for me thats a really big part of his character just the fact that despite everything that could potentially hold him back he always keeps his head up and just tries to do whatever he can and thats what the focus of his character would be if he wasn’t in a story that had his role revolve around his death. i hope this helps in Some way thank u very much for asking