#and i get that

[meep-meep-richie]

Mobius's puppy eyes worked

[monocub]

and that's why we didn't wake luffy up :)

[mail-me-a-snail]

hey. hi. listen. can you imagine being vance. can you imagine being vance and being told you have the opportunity of a lifetime; your ticket to all the eddies you'll ever need to skip town; start fresh; never have to look over your shoulder again (though you will, always; you cannot help yourself)

with the one catch being you have to willingly return to the people you're so desperately trying to escape in the first place. you have to venture into the den and come back out without ever letting them know who you are.

and that's easy enough. that's some kind of retribution, some subtraction of assets that could give vance an uneasy sense of closure. whatever i take from arasaka is what's going to take me away from them.

but can you imagine being vance and losing your best friend in the process.

(he got you out)

(he was going to get you out again)

can you imagine being vance and staring at your reflection, at the suit you swore youd never wear again, at the blood splattered on the once pristine white.

can you imagine wondering how you ever thought you could escape it?

[skyhawkstragedy]

We’re all slamming Jared for going after Cory’s likability AS WE SHOULD but remember when we hated him preseason and for some of week 1? oh how times change

[padfootastic]

Day 24 - Calm

Written for @prongsfoot-microfic

"Don't you dare tell me to calm down." Sirius' voice is ice cold, like the edge of a knife, ready to shred you into ribbons with words alone.

"Sirius--"

"No." One word. Just one word was enough for James' teeth to clack shut, for the blood to drain out of his face at the finality of it ringing around the room.

"I asked you one thing, James. What was it?"

"Si, listen to--"

"Uh-uh," Sirius tsked. "One thing. Come on, tell me, darling."

The term of endearment that usually made James feel like he was on top of a cloud, floating above the world was now deployed with the precision of a missile, a strike straight for his heart. It was all wrong--mocking and taunting and cruel. Cruel in a way Sirius Black had never been to James Potter. Cruel in a way he was with everyone else.

His answer, therefore, was a mumble. "Don't talk to Regulus."

"That's right." His voice was still sarcastic; James could hear the sneer even with his gaze fixed on the ground. "What then, pray tell, made you do the one thing I asked you not to?"

He didn't have an answer for that, just like he wasn't thinking when he actually approached Regulus. The only thing going through his mind was the look on Sirius' face, the cocktail of abject despair and pain and grief--James couldn't deal with it, not when it comes to Sirius.

So he remained silent, silent like James hated. Silent like he never was around Sirius.

"That's what I thought," Sirius finally said after a minute of utter silence. The hysterical anger has mellowed out, transformed into something else now--hurt. It is, somehow, even more unbearable.

"Of everyone," he started and James just knew--he could hear it in his tone that this would be the final blow. He closed his eyes, braced himself for impact, but it still tore through him when it came.

"Of everyone, I never thought you'd do this to me."

[galaxythreads]

i know - i know - that querying involves a lot of rejections, and by god have I got them, but I got a rejection from an agent I really thought would like my og book and i feel really, really, really discouraged right now. :/

[gauntletqueen]

V1 is the only character in ULTRAKILL I respect

[alialioxenfreeee]

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Failed my driving test again.

It’s only been two attempts but it’s so upsetting and frustrating. During lessons I’m fine, maybe a slight issue here and there but nothing crazy. And then both tests I just do something I never usually do and fail. And I don’t know why. I don’t have an answer.

I have been trying so hard to be calmer, to be better, to have confidence in myself. I’m almost two weeks straight on my meds routine and I’m taking care of myself every day. I did so much mental prep for today, I was so calm going in. And I still failed. I put so much preparation in to give myself the best possible chance at passing and I failed. It’s hard to put into words but I really, really tried to set myself up for success in every way possible. And I couldn’t do it, again.

Ive been having lessons for over a year now. This stupid test is what’s standing between me actually doing something with my fucking life. I’ve been at home for two fucking years and I’ve done nothing. That’s 100% on me but now, when I’m trying to be better and to do better in myself, I’m failing. And I don’t know what to do. I don’t know if I can better than I currently am.

I used to be so driven when I was younger. I used to be so good at tests and improving and now I’m in my late 20’s it’s like a switch has gone off and I have nothing to show for myself. I’m tired of playing games all day in my room. I’m tired of being useless and amounting to nothing. I miss being so driven but I just can’t seem to get back to how I used to be. And it’s killing me.

[kittygirlpaw]

I don't wanna throw shade at anyone but tagging things while censoring the tag (or even using multiple censored tags of the same thing!) so it becomes almost incomprehensible is defeating the point of a tag so people can look for it or avoid it. Like I don't wanna be a downer here but it feels completely counter-productive. Just say it with your chest and it will make everything easier I promise.

[eddywoww]

First I just want to say I’m alway so excited for your updates - they’re like a little treat for me getting through the week! I love you fics so much!

Second your omega Eddie update was incredible - I love the dynamic between the two of them - I’m usually only down to read omega steve/alpha Eddie but because the dynamic is Dom Eddie and your writing is one of my faves! I can’t get enough!!!

And third (and you can ignore this if you want because I know you got a lot of hate for it) but anytime I read your omega fic I think about your omega steve fic and what you might have done with it or what route you would have take if you hadn’t deleted it (which you had every right to because people were being so unnecessarily rude to you!)

But I guess what I’m saying is thank you for posting and taking the time out of your day/life to write about these two and I can’t wait to see what other stuff you write!! 💕💕💕

I’ll definitely end up writing omega steve. I have an idea for it that involves a very mean Eddie and an equally mean Steve lol so on the cusp of very toxic and not great relationship, at least in the beginning. It’s something id like to play around with but I’ll definitely be warning people that it won’t be as fluffy or sweet as my usual stuff 😂

And you’re very sweet, thank you. I’m glad you’re enjoying omega eddie ☺️☺️☺️

[baronessblixen]

I’m so happy you had a good time at the concert 🥳 seems like a lot of ppl had fun and it makes me happy to see. whether you like his music or not you can’t deny that he’s always enjoying the scene 😂😂

Yeah, I feel like it's more of a happening. I really can't say how many people went there for the music. Someone I said close to had David and Gillian as their lock screen, so 😂 Most people wanna see him and it's really about that and less about the actual music for the most part, I'd say.

[autistickaitovocaloid]

Tbh now that I'm sitting down and (somewhat) forcing myself to play through project diva more than just unlocking every song it's very obvious that most of my issues with it are just what i'm going to dub "first game syndrome".

[jude-thedude98]

Letters 6:27

By Us the Poets

I feel you,

Being in the closet

Is like a closed mouth

Full of hotsauce

Bursting to get out

I want out

I know you do

But you can't seemingly live without

The thought of

Your parents

Or peers

Striking you down

Well here's a mental medicine for life's emotional riding roller coasters

Just because they birthed you out

Doesn't make them your parents

A parent is someone who takes care of their kid no matter what

Circumstances unknown couldn't keep them from

Their own child

And how wild is it

That these so called best friends are not there to be with you till the end

But they are there to end when

Things get too thick

Or too thin

And maybe it's coming from within

Not within your friends

But within you

Because maybe if truth would've been told by you

Then losing someone special

Wouldn't have came in twos.

So you choose

To stay in the closet

Trapped with skeletons, rubbers, and R. Kelly's gun

A baretta too vendetta

For a night's fight of fun

I wish I could run

To your aid

But I'm tired already

I'm sore from the pain you kept me hustling behind

So spaghetti noodles

I go limp soup

You'll

Be alright

I wish you the best but

More importantly

I wish you love, peace, and acceptance

Of self.

[starlingsim]

lillith watching this all go down with becca like popping and lockling it behind her is so funny

[gronjon44]

This scene hit differently...

All the bottled emotions and stress you go through, the want to just say it all and express everything that's that's been on your mind.

But instead you choose not to and just say that you're fine.

note to self: arm chopping is not a love language