#and i fucking DIED ON THE FLOOR
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5 drinks to get to know me
ooo this seems so cute :] thank you @zee-has-commitment-issues for tagging me <3
large mocha frappe no whipped cream from mcdonald’s specifically this has been my order for many many many years. my family knows my order, everyone at the mcds i worked at knew my order, everyone at the mcds i go to before work knows my order and recognizes me on spot, everyone at my job knows i get this bc i always walk in carrying it. if you stop by mcdonald’s before coming to see me, 9/10 times i will ask you to get this for me. i am probably addicted but it’s okay. there are worse things to be addicted to.
crystalline blue cream soda i genuinely will never understand this drink bc i have only ever been able to find it at one specific store in my life. most people don’t know what it is. there are barely any results for it if you google it. a conundrum. but it’s so fucking good, and you could get 2 regular bottles for $1.
root beer has always been a favorite of mine. if it is an option, i am getting it with very very few exceptions. the drink machine at work has it so i drink it almost every night since it’s not caffeinated and i don’t have to worry about jitters. i also have some in my fridge right now, and im actually going to go grab a can.
purple/pink cow which is just like a root beer float but with grape/strawberry soda instead of root beer! it’s something my family had when i was very young, and i haven’t had it in probably at least a decade but i still remember sitting around the kitchen table at like 9pm with my parents and siblings trying to figure out who wanted which color :] the cold of it is also such a vivid memory for me.
sprite a very easy and classic drink for me. it’s my safety net. if somewhere doesn’t have something i love, then sprite has always been there for me. if my stomach kind of hurts, sprite is softer on it than dr pepper. it’s a failsafe for me. i love it.
#very nostalgia heavy but i think these were instrumental in shaping me as a person okay#also i have achieved 'if the employee sees my order and it DOESN'T say no whip then they WILL correct it' status at 2 mcds#they know#they know me#i pulled up to the window at the one near my job and the guy started his 'you had the xyz' thing but stopped 2 words in when he saw me#and said 'oh we know you! we know what you have! we love you :)'#and i fucking DIED ON THE FLOOR#also i did have root beer floats too :] we called them brown cows and it was interchangable with dr pepper and coke with that name#so purple and pink cows are just more iconic to me#tag game#shh ac
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The biggest misconception in the bsd fandom ever to me is people constantly portraying Atsushi as someone who trauma dumps excessively when he canonically barely talks about it at all.
The entire point is that Atsushi does not talk about his trauma he’s just constantly thinking about/reliving it. He can’t escape the memories of his past so he tries not to acknowledge them.
He only mentions it when asked, either directly or when someone asks him to explain himself.
Atsushi doesn’t even give a cohesive explanation for what he saw while under Dogra Magra, he just apologizes to Haruno and Naomi.
If Lucy hadn’t had her whole “you’ve never suffered the way I have” spiel then I doubt even the audience would’ve gotten to find out about his scars
If Akutagawa never asked him how it felt for the orphanage headmaster to die Atsushi would have never told him that he’s been hallucinating.
In the omake where Kyoka asks him why his hair is like that it’s clear he wouldn’t have told her that unless she had asked.
In 55 minutes Atsushi very briefly mentions sleeping on a dirty floor somewhere to Kunikida because he was trying to explain and justify his behavior.
And the thing is that there are scenes that implies that the other characters see Atsushi behaving strangely and are visibly confused because they do not understand what’s wrong with him.
Remember, we as an audience get to see things about characters that the main cast doesn’t. Just because we see into Atsushi’s mind doesn’t mean the other characters know what’s going on in there.
Also little footnote here that I think this is a reference to the moon over the mountain but I digress
#bsd#atsushi nakajima#bsd atsushi#nakajima atsushi#idk#on the floor wallowing in pain as we speak#bungou stray dogs#tagging is hard and i’m lazy#I love the Atsushi trauma dumping for no reason headcanon too#but I have to complain about it not being canon accurate#just don’t put it in fanfiction ok that’s all I ask#Guys let atsushi be painstakingly vague about his past in peace stop ruining it#atsushi#Atsushi hated pain#but pain had been an intimate- dies#anybody have fanfic recs with this concept or do I have to write them myself#idk guys you’ll just never catch me writing anything where the other characters truly understand Atsushi#sorry#Kunikida will never be written to know what the fuck is wrong with him for as long as I live#He just gives up#at some point
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Nico and Percy's dynamic through the series is eternally funny to me, because it's just. like.
Percy's having a constant mental struggle between his fatal flaw of loyalty with a promise he made to Bianca to protect Nico, versus his Big 3 kid desire to maim other Big 3 kids / Poseidon descendant urge to totally maim Nico specifically. He hates Nico so so much. He thinks Nico's annoying and weird at best, and creepy/sketchy when he's older. The only positive thoughts Percy has towards Nico are "He's Bianca's brother and Bianca was my friend and I owe her/He's Hazel's brother and Hazel is my friend and would kill me if I was mean to him," "He's a powerful asset and useful ally (if questionable)," and "He's kinda pathetic and I feel maybe a little bad about it." Percy has multiple occasions throughout the series where he strongly considers - and on one occasionally actually goes through with - throttling Nico.
Meanwhile, Nico is following around Percy like a lost puppy. He explicitly can never bring himself to even dislike anything about Percy no matter how hard he tries. He has a whole bit in BoO where he's mentally going "UGH he's so stupid BUT IT'S ENDEARING HOW DARE HE." He's totally smitten. He's making deals with his dad for Percy. He's making convoluted plans to help Percy stand a chance against Kronos. During the entirety of BoTL it's like he's playing tsundere - "I'm helping NOT PERCY SPECIFICALLY with this quest! Me helping Percy would be SILLY because I DEFINITELY HATE HIM." Then he proceeds to show up to Percy's birthday party to basically ask him on a weird date and spend the entire next book scrambling around trying to help him or protect him or impress him. And Percy could not give less of a shit.
Just. That dynamic is so funny to me. Percy is the founder of the Nico Protection Club in that he's the one they're all protecting Nico from and meanwhile Nico is throwing himself at Percy to the point where the literal god of gay love calls him out on it.
#pjo#percy jackson#nico di angelo#Percy shows up at CJ and squints at Nico like ''hm. why do i feel like i hate you? like i just wanna punch you in the face?''#and Nico just immediately goes ''huh no idea anyways i have to go-'' and jumps into Tartarus#but not before he gives Hazel essentially a detailed explanation of ''this is Percy i cant say much but please dont let him die <3''#and Nico's whole Tartarus trip was basically a whole ''im doing this so no one else has to''#only for Percy and Annabeth to fall in like one book later and Nico proceeds to spend the next book internally screaming about it#and then Cupid calls him out on it and the next book#Nico's just like ''at this point im hoping i keel over within the next week just so i can force this dumb crush to chill the fuck out''#Nico staring pointedly at Will: ''For my own sake i need to form another crush RIGHT NOW so i can finally get over Percy.''#''this has been so bad for my health''#Nico's crush on Percy is just too funny to me. horrible pick my guy. terrible job. love that for you. he could not be less interested.#Percy LITERALLY TRIES TO KILL NICO and ditch him in the underworld and Nico is somehow STILL like ''but i love him''#Percy basically chokes him. beats up his dad. tells him ''go get smited by your dad for me.'' and ditches him.#and Nico's opinions/crush on him DO NOT CHANGE#though also Nico's reaction to Percy beating up his dad + skeletons is SO funny. his jaw is on the floor. he's flustered about it.#he just witnessed Percy be incredibly hot and proceeded to go ''yea i'll do anything for this man. collect reinforcements of 3 gods? sure''#nico you absolute DISASTER with HORRIBLE TASTE. you can do better. raise your standards.#which tbh is funnier when you factor in sun and the star. Nico just wont stop crushing on guys who dislike him and everything he stands for
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CAN WE PLEASE TALK ABOUT THIS OUTFIT AND HAIR COMBO!?!?
#also kinda serving grandpa leisure suit- NO STOP ITS SEXY OKAY#the high necked collar all zipped up im going to fall onto the floor#all black...what if i died!?#very slayful this weekend!!!#he is really serving supervillain in these honestly...bond villain....#where is his white cat hehehehe#GOD AND THE FUCKING HAIR TOO!!!!! SLICKED BACK *AND* FLUFFY#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#2023 las vegas gp
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Bruce didn’t mean to slice Jason’s throat and if he did mean it, it was only to disable , it wasn’t lethal and the wound would’ve been treated, and though that didn’t happen it wasn’t Bruce who sealed Jason’s fate but Joker who set off the explosion, and anyways Jason didn’t actually die he comes back in other comics.
Except none of that matters. It matters for the validity of UTRH as a Batman story that Bruce has deniability sure, but does it absolve him? UTRH says No. At the end of the day Bruce would rather attack his son than let his murderer die. Bruce thought he was refusing the choice but the lesson of this tragedy is that refusing to pick one over the other boils down to choosing the other.
#I don’t care if Jason didn’t technically canonically die it doesn’t absolve Bruce one bit#we saw him bleed out onto the floor and then we saw the building debris his body would’ve been trapped under#narratively his arc was over he might as well have died a second time#Bruce doesn’t get point for DC deciding Jason was popular enough to keep alive he doesn’t get points for comic book bullshit miracles#‘Jason got revived a second time’ is as reasonable as ‘he walked it off idk fuck you don’t think about it’#the thing is UTRH is the most sympathetic Bruce has ever been wrt Jason IMO#but the split second decision he makes is so… significant#there’s a reason that the ultimatum scene of the movie version of UTRH gets made fun of#jason todd#batsalt#anti bruce wayne#put a pin on it
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yeah sex is cool but have you ever thought about how we're gonna see nico- nico di angelo. the man himself. the son of hades. the ghost king and the heir of the underworld, make big power moves on screen like raising an army of skeletons from the earth, close ups to him twisting his skull ring, angrily yelling at percy, showing up in a carriot w hades and persephone and more
#god im about to puke#we're gonna see nico raising fucking skeletons on screen i'll cry#yelling at percy IS one of his power moves btw#i actually hope the directors/producers have some creative freedom in how they gonna portray nico's powers#i want COOL SHOTS of him#for example: (close up to his face deadly serious brow furrowed and chin slightly low so gaze's looking up) 'i am the ghost king'#or smthing like that *close up to his foot dramatically stomping on the floor* and then the earth shooks and 10 skeletons appear around him#everyone is shockkk#and i'll be like GO BABY#nico di angelo#percy jackson#pjo#hoo#pjo/hoo#rick riordan#disney plus#walker scobell#solangelo
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ngl the sheer contrast between how many fucks wei wuxian gives in his first life versus how few he gives in his second will always be hilarious
#mdzs#yanyan speaks#wei wuxian#king reall said “sorry all the fucks i gave died with me. come back another day”#“actually come back never”#then swanned off into the sunset with his hot bf while both their relatives sat weeping on the floor#do not debate morality here this is a funnypost
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[ID: a digital drawing of Riz Gukgak from D20 fantasy high from the waist up. He looks like he's holding onto sanity by a thread and is covered in blood as he attempts to sew a finger back onto Biz's hand and says, ha ha, oopsie! End ID]
Damn man being 14 sure is tough... It's all just pimples this, brutally shooting off a classmate's fingers before figuring out he wasn't the mastermind and then immediately regretting it that...
#dimension 20#d20 fantasy high#fantasy high spoilers#fantasy high freshman year#riz gukgak#watched the whole first season in a blur and have many emotions about them#my homicidal princesses etc etc#never watched a campaign before so i just went from la di da in episode 1 to rocking on the floor w adaine in ep 2#i half regret not writing down the moments i wanted to draw but also i am going to watch the hell out of moments compilations on yt#so im sure ill remember at least some#too many good moments to count#have to do the 'yes!' thing. i just have to#fantasy high freshman year spoilers#ill skip the live one shots for now and go straight to sophomore and then come back later#also hi. just in general. what the fuck what the absolute fuck#i see why this was meant to be watched on a weekly level#blood tw
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the fact that there r no female watchdogs on the skullship is fucked up for obv reasons n stuff but tbh. if there were ONLY women on the skullship i wouldnt bat an eye. id think its pretty cool actually . the yuri empire ... is that a double standard
#i thoght abt this after reading a genderbend fic where peepers was toxic yuri w this random watchdog#i remembered hwr name was barry#it was actually pretty well written#so peepers like. used her basically cuz she was bored n lonely n throughout the entire first part she kept getting facts abt barry wrong#like even her name#which was a dead give away that she dont gaf abt barry actually but barry ignores it#the denial queen#N IN THE SECOND PART BARRY FUCKING DIES IN THE BATTLEFIELD#it was crazy#my jaw was on the floor#idk why im talking abt this fic it has nothing to do w the post it was just fire as hell n im still not over it#pbj
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listening to against the kitchen floor and WOW this is EXTREMELY stancest. specifically post-canon and from ford’s guilty pov. goddamn
#stancest#you should know that i’m sorry for being careless with you#lord knows i owe you more than i’m pretty sure i ever could give anybody#so i could hold your hand but keep you at arm’s length#i swear i’m really trying#it just don’t come natural to me to think that you’d want me for me#oh i’m sorry i promise i’m doing my best#i just haven’t learned hiw to be human as you are yet#i still don’t know who you are#i only know i’m still lonely#that morbid sorr where even company can’t cure me#AND THE MORE YOU REASSURE. THE LESS I TRUST.#I KEEP A LOCKET WITH A PICTURE OF THE BACK OF MY HEAD!!!!#I’VE LIVED MORE LIVES THAN ENOUGH I HAVEN’T DIED QUITE AS MUCH#DID I HAVE ANY OF THAT GRAVITY MAYBE YOU’RE QUICKSAND BECAUSE I REALLY COULDN’T TELL HOW DEEP MY FOOTPRINTS WENT#I’M CATATONIC IN YOUR ARMS CEYING HOW DID I CAUSE SO MUCH HARM…#I’M DOWN POUNDING MY HEAD AGAINST THE KITCHEN FLOOR APOLOGIZING FOR MY LIFE AND EVER ENTERINF YOURS#I KNOW *YOU’VE GOT SCARS OF YOUR OWN*#I SWEAR I’M SO FUCKING SORRY I’M NOT A GOOD PERSON I’M BARELY A PERSON AT ALL BUT SOMEDAY I’LL BE PERFECT AND I’LL MAKE UP FOR IT ALL.
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DONT PLAY WIT ME RN
IS HE FUCKING DEAD WDYM LIFELESS I WAS CRYING TWO SECONDS AGO AND SAID "hey lets read the new lookism chapter so i can cool down" WHATTJKSKKSOOQOQ
#crying sobbing im on the floor#if he died it will be the last straw istg this is gojo all over again#guys its gunover#see i even predicted it fuck my ass#💔💔💔💔💔#my baby daddy he gone omfg 💔#on a real note tho johan is a mf MVP for that#lookism#gun park#lookism jonggun
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My cat died over the weekend whilst I was away from home. Before I knew, I had a dream where we were sitting outside in the garden and he was fat again and happy.
#also hi i had a bad mental breakdown and deleted all social media and thinking about being online makes me want to kill myself#anyway my cat died + i miss him already + i cant believe i'll never get yelled at again or get claws stuck in my leg or hold him like a bab#he used to make biscuits constantly even if he was just sitting on the floor like he was so full of love#he used to lay on the path in the hope that strangers would pet him#he got so fucking thin and confused and couldnt meow anymore#anyway i'm off to delete tumblr again
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tmi maybe but im posting this bc a lot of people I care about are on here. I think I almost died this morning from a (very) sudden loss of blood pressure at work. I'm okay now as far as anyone can tell. just got back from the hospital (to which I had to take the Dreaded American Ambulance Ride) after about a whole day of observation and some IV saline and after many tests no one has any answers for what actually happened. I had eaten, I wasn't dehydrated, my heart and lungs are healthy, I don't have diabetes, I thought it was anaphylaxis at first but everyone who looked after me today (there were many of them) said it wasn't (and I don't have any allergies that I know of). anyway I'm glad I'm still here and I'm glad you hellsite denizens are too. love you. it's been a day......pass the detritus
#idk how to say this but in glad this happened at a point in my life when I Want To Be Alive#because if it had happened say 8 years ago i might have really just said fuck it and died on the floor
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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally
#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months#to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them#in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought#i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are#and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it#its worth missing i think#i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over#(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think#i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat#they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand#how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much#i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around#something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode#arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully#last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing#and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets#and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably#have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused#blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like#i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much#my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to#music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads#i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says#what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.
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once nico and piper are oficially friends in tsats i'll be finally able to say he's the child of a divorce (jason & piper)
#if these two bitches barely even interact in tsats i'll end up like a fucking clown#ive made enough posts already of how delusional i am w their upcoming friendship i'll just stab myself if they dont end up being friends#*angrily taps the floor*#anyway u know those fans of harry styles and taylor swift that go around saying they're a child of a divorce? yeah nico will be like that#nico di angelo#piper mclean#jason grace#pjo#hoo#pjo/hoo#percy jackson#hazel levesque#frank zhang#leo valdez#rick riordan#riordanverse#tsats#the sun and the star#will solace#nico di angelo x will solace
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tim going from "jason gave his life for this uniform" to "jason was reckless and got himself killed" over the years would have been SUCH a fascinating character development if it had been done like. On purpose abd not just as part of the greater victim blaming narrative retcon lol
#one of these days i will do a canon rewrite and then you will realize.#but also like#titans tower + that one arc in robin + bftc rewrites where tim is expecting jason to be ummmmmm#well. bruce and dick have told him a lot about jason over the years#and absolutely all of it contributes to tim becoming very friendly with the floor#(<- dont blame dickie bruce forgor to introduce the new dog to him through the door and their relationship didnt have time to recover b4+#jason fucking DIED)#dc#jaytim#yeah this is a ship post. they r cosmically intertwined in all my posts. hope this helps#text#timothy jackson goodtimes drake#jaytim text#tim text
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