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okay, but literally, sometimes? the only way you can be happy? you’re gonna have to disappoint your parents. yeah, sorry x
#this in relation to the fact all my past romantic relationships ended#bc i was so deeply closeted and we could never be fully seriously together bc that would mean telling my dad and i was afraid#it’s not like i’m not afraid now#part of me still feels like that little baby lesbian who was so ashamed#and i don’t want to be her anymore#i wanna have my own life and i wanna be happy with someone#and it’s fuckin unfair that my dad stands in the way of that#so i’m not putting it up with it anymore#he’s gonna be a bitch about whoever i date bc he’s a bitch about my sister’s partners and they’ve been together years with kids#and i as the youngest daughter bare the brunt of still being held on to too tightly#which okay fine but i’m not a kid anymore and wow sorry to disappoint dad but i’m not the perfect little daughter you imagined#i’m a lesbian and i’m gonna fall in love with a woman (gn) and we’re gonna be together#and you can’t stop that bc i am a grown fuckin woman (gn)#anyways i’m in my feelings tonight#bc i’ve been thinking about the future a lot lately#for reasons 👀👀👀#and like i wanna have the future lil baby lesbian gwen dreamed of#i wanna live with my wife and i wanna be so fuckin happy and free#and i’ve decided i’m not gonna let anything stand in the way of that#2024 the longest year of my life but also the year i learned a LOT#so bring it on future i’m ready for you bitch!#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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There's doomed yuri... in my FNAF ruin?
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#roxanne wolf#fnaf roxy#glamrock chica#security breach#fnaf ruin#fnaf fanart#yuri#happy pride#SHOUT OUT to the ruined vers of Roxy and Chica 🔥🔥#this is post getting her voice box back btw#this comic is based off that one MHA page#I don’t read mha but I always wanted to redraw those panels myself#I JUST thought it was sweet if Chica still thinks Roxy is pretty#despite not having her face anymore#Roxy seemingly really needs that validation so I think this is cute#I ACTUALLY had a lot of fun drawing them#I wasn’t sure if I could make the ruined designs like work well#but I’m happy how they turned out#I really hope we do see Roxy and Chica again new vers of them or whatever#Doomed yuri in fnaf is so real 🧡🤍🩷
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Smoke break 😤🫠
You’re her favorite workout routine
#minthara baenre#I know her tattoo is on the wrong side but I liked it better this direction#bg3#minthara#baldur's gate 3#dark urge#my art#baldurs gate fanart#I also have an even spicier version but I don’t have a Twitter anymore so idk where to put it so I guess dm me if you want it lol
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Moon 65: Week 1
Calm
Not much to say, but sometimes there doesn’t need to be.
#hi i have no idea what fucking season it is#I dont rlly care anymore LMAO i will tryyyy to keep track i swear is wear i just need to make a chart#and i don’t want to#but I WILL#bc weather events are Things That Happen In Clangen#so like if there ever is one i cant switch from like mid-summer to all of a sudden a blizzard 😭😭#ANYWAY enjoyyyy#good to be back#askblog#clangen#clangen challenge#warrior cats#my art#coyotekit#crest#she’s so fucking small 😭😭😭 i keep drawing her smaller
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atp i genuinely doooon’t care if the old guard two is the worst thing put to film i just want to see the best character of all time (andromache the scythian) and her loser henchmen and everyone’s favorite girl nile freeman again
#its not even funny anymore WHERE IS ANDY AND NORIKO!!!!!!!!!!! it was supposed to be the year of dyke drama 😞😞😞😞😞😞#like given the way they structured the first movie the second would have to be almost wholly original and differ a lot from the comic#like andy cant go thru the shit noriko puts her thru so im guessing the script would switch her out with nile getting tossed in the ocean#but that doesnt really work with norikos comic characterization (trying to get andy to see her point by making her go thru what noriko did#isnt something quynh will gaf about if andy isnt one of the immortals. andys become thr ‘vermin’ noriko hates!!!)#and given the end of the movie everyones chill with copley so joe and nickys whole subplot cant exist anymore…. idk maybe theyll switch out#copley with moose?? idc as long as we get their stupid car conversation tbh makes me laugh#honestly given the changes that would have to be made they probably just made a stupid movie and don’t want to release it. but I DONT CAREEE#its not exactly like the first one was that good i still mute it in preparation for every cringe needle drop like its a lame movie but its#genuineeeeee fun like i seriously do not care netflix give me my movie!!!#the old guard
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i would all too happily sell my soul to the devil to see eve in an entirely, unadulteratedly, very queer and very sapphic film 😭😭😭
#if i can’t have my own moment like this with eve i don’t want to live anymore 😭#i volunteer#take me with you#why am i like this#i love her your honor#i do be simpin#eve best#middle aged actresses#house of the dragon#as cate blanchett once said oh you mean the gaze not the gays lmao#women in suits#🫦#i am but a silly little sapphic
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I know The Founders Cut, generally, is the edited scrubbed over version of genloss from Showfall in-universe (as well as a not-8-hour-long-three-stream-binge-night whenever we want to watch it again) but something that struck me as odd and I haven’t seen anyone mention yet, is this warning
It shows up right at the junction where the third act starts, where it appears the Hero is breaking free of Showfall thanks to Hetch. But here’s the thing, while a LOT less than the previous acts the audience still played a significant role in this act, even when really only given two audience interaction choices. Which makes me wonder, how real is this warning, and who is it for? Obviously the audience involved knows what happens past this point, but the audience is also implied to be an integral part of the Social Experiments, which is part of why things start to tweak out when the Founder removes them in the Founder Cut as the Generation Loss generation loses.
My first thought, was that obviously this is another bait and switch, a way to draw the audiences attention, seeing something that’s secret, something that’s not “meant for them”, which is a tactic I could see Showfall using in universe to keep people’s attention and add an air of mystery to their shows.
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Showfall is doing all their experiments and these shows with a LOT of help from their censors to show it off, displaying a fun silly show that is definitely not uber fucked up and that is 100% just slime don’t worry about it, it’s kid friendly if it’s green! And I don’t think they’d want to bet all their cards on this one experiment doing well enough to their audience to not question the sudden shift in tone that follows this warning. Which makes me wonder.
They did their test, they did their experiment, and the evidence of this last act? I think it was a one time run, they don’t want anyone seeing this, it isn’t for the audience. Act three is specifically to both test and play with their Hero, Hetch’s new lines add a level to this, never once does he call the Hero by their name, just refers to Ranboo as their Role, and he’s not exactly. Nice? About literally any of Ranboos concerns, which wouldn’t really seem conductive to making an audience trust him, especially with his monologue at the end. Ranboo has escaped before, possibly right before act 1 started, they tightened the security on his mask to be unremovably part of them, Hetch doesn’t like the Hero but they’re a fan favorite so he can’t just get rid of them.
Act three is the cumulation of Ranboo being punished for things they don’t remember, for daring to break free from Showfalls control, this is Hetch taking the Hero and essentially majorly fucking and manipulating them to take his frustration out on a fan favorite they can’t otherwise get rid of or give a smaller role like Slimecicle. which is exemplified by the fact that we now know Charlie most likely was never able to actually able to fully snap out of the control, that even in act three in panic and confusion there was at least still a part of him being influenced by Showfall.
So the first two acts are the usual show, they have their posters, they have Squiggles to introduce them, they have goofs and silliness and only a couple slip ups that’re quickly dealt with, the usual rose tinted curtains. Act three?
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#or Showfalls just bein silly goofy and pretending they’re letting us in on a secret that isn’t one and playing off the reveal of#what they’re up to as just another plot of a show and hey that isn’t real don’t worry it#but I also think Hetch is really truly throwing Ranboo around like a ragdoll for more than just audience entertainment during act three#I think it could tie in to Chronicle Zero though. if Zeros dreams are connected to what happened to Ranboo then she knows something#Showfall would have a vested interest in her. not in fact. knowing that#and maybe trying to make her not know about any it anymore in a very Showfall kinda way#I’m less versed in what’s going on with Chronicle Zero tbh but I’m tryin. I fuckin love Gen loss#robot rambles#generation loss#genloss#Ranboo#I’m doin the thing where I ramble but it’s my blog I do what I want here#and I’m having hard life stuff happen irl rn so I’m clinging to genloss because it brings me joy and the timing of the FC was super helpful#also if anyone was curious I think Hetch is a bitch but I do acknowledge the possibility of him also being controlled#and I don’t think we’ve seen the last of him#but that’s stuff for not-in-this-post lmao#I had a theory tag at some point but imma be so fr I Do Not Remember what it was
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A first rough draft of Lea’s starting Armour! This isn’t for sure his final design but these are some of my thoughts & notes on how his clan makes their armour! I read a fantastic post (I can’t find it now :[ ) on Dalish textures & clothing so I wanted to try and think more on why his armour looks the way it does. But this works for his first reference (^_^) I’m likely to redo it when l finally design his trespasser & da:tv looks
#there’s somethings I’m not sure about#e.g the mark#I want to make it more horror centric than I drew it here#also her tunic is inspired by rococo & baroque but I don’t necessarily like it anymore lol#telana pick a style challenge IMPOSSIBLE#I drew this on my iPad which usually has an entire different style than things I draw on my pc#anyway uh tags now#dragon age#art#dai#lavellan#my art#dragon age inquisition#oc: avelea#reference
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hong kong miku,,,
#hopping on the trend jumpscare i’m from hong kong surprise#i haven’t seen that many hk mikus around#lowkey chat i think i kinda ate with this one#however i will say i am coloring in the dark so if any colors look off that’s why#and also i haven’t opened this program in literal months i jumped straight into this no warmup no nothing#miku is what pulls me out of art block apparently i was locked in for 5 hours STRAIGHT#someone needs to teach me how to paint properly holy#not sure how i feel about the bottom left one but that was a quick one anyways#i am from hk originally but i haven’t been back in years so i have no idea about the culture other than food and mirror#OKAY let me explain the context#street food is a big thing in hk and quick and easy things like fish balls egg waffles and like siu mai and wonton noodles are popular#back then people really would just squat down on the side of the road or right in front of the shop to eat it and go#but i don’t think anyone does that anymore city life and all that#ohh i should have done instant noodles breakfasts god i loved those#if anyones from hk if you go to the causeway bay mtr station exit that leads up to the big road near sogo. do they still sell siu mai there#that shit was BANGER i remember asking for them all the time#a good majority of parents in hk would get their daughters ears pierced as a baby something about them not feeling as much pain idk#that’s just what i was told#i used the neon for her friendly standard greeting cause i wanted to incorporate the neon signs somehow without actually drawing a whole bg#lots of neon signs in hk. i heard they had to take them down cause of light pollution which is sad but understandable#everyone got their shoes from dr kong. at least when i was younger they did#boy band is self explanatory. i heard they’re really popular my mom listens to them#oh i had her messing with her shoes cause hk people move FAST. you stop for one second and you get shoved#so like a fun little allusion#gave her black roots just for fun. she is violating every school uniform code possible#this is all based off of my memory by the way so like. anyone who knows this better than i do hit me up#hatsune miku#miku from my culture#jellos scribbles#i haven’t tag yapped in so long welcome back my love i missed you
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Mr Gourmand what do you have to say about the accusations made against you? Many scugs in the colony are doubtful of your leadership now that some people say you are *dramatic pause*... a scug-napper.
So far there is no proof of this kidnappings, but people said they saw you carry a pair of identical red scugs inside the colony and that you have keept them prisoner in some kind of underground cavern full of exotic food, while you train them to be a pair of elite fighters that would protect the colony in secret. Mr Gourmand is anything of this wild accusations true? 📝🧐
Artificer: I came here willingly, I’m not being held prisoner and Gourmand’s a great leader
Artificer: I’ll kill anyone who says otherwise.
Hunter: Well… I mean I was definitely held against my will-
Gourmand: He loves it here!
#Rw siblings au#Rw Gourmand#Rw Artifcer#Rw Hunter#Gourmand has no comment#(Except for correcting Hunter)#Yeah no Hunter was definitely not allowed to leave (but he doesn’t want to leave anymore so he isn’t being held against his will anymore)#What’s a little kidnapping if it’s for a good cause#The other option was to let Hunter go back to NSH so I think it’s for the best#Arti will not hesitate btw so be careful what you accuse her father figure of#I don’t think there’s an underground cavern they live in a giant tree#But Gourmand does collect lots of cool food though so that part might be a little true#But Hunter and Arti are already trained to be fighters so that’s not true#And idk about a “pair” they hate each other lol#They would not work well together
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I like the beetlejuice musical so this spawned on my canvas Idk
#I used to draw the characters a little differently during that time#especially Susie#I don’t draw her legs like that anymore#but It‘s still basically the same I guess?#anyway I just gotta say that this is bery fitting to me#and I only have like two reasons#first: susie has daddy issues and i dunno it works#second: the type of Issues Beetlejuice has is how I like to think Marx would be#also the way Beetlejuice gets desperate like I dunno how to describe it#his ass does not want to be abandoned which is why he acts like a lil shit#Again it‘s probably mostly just a personal headcanon thing but yeah#kirby#kirby marx#my art#marx kirby#fanart#old art#art#kirby fanart#kirby susie haltmann#kirby susie#susie haltmann#susie kirby#gijinka#marx gijinka#susie gijinka#gikabi#I almost forgot to mention that beetlejuice is also really insane so yes I‘m right pffft#oh god I drew marx way too short ughh#I gotta cope
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Hey. Sorry about the inactivity, but pretty sure no one cared that much anyways lol. Been a looooong time since I kept that distant from Tumblr…at least now I know I’m able to survive without checking posts every day/being chronically online! I’ve got an intense love-hate relationship with this lifestyle I’ve dug myself into. Think I’m getting a little bit better with the balance even if school isn’t really giving me an option. Got a load of work I need to keep catching up on if I don’t want to disappoint my professors. We’ll survive somehow. Here take a quick batch of Puzzle doodles k bye
#the hell am I so anxious about? maybe it’s just overstimulation stuff#hoping it’ll die down because I can’t keep enjoying myself when I’m like this#seriously is starting to mess with my flight responses over the tiniest things#like yea obviously I needed to stay logged out of Tumblr so I would focus more on schoolwork#but uhhhh gonna be transparent and say a huge part of it is the jolts of anxiety :(#like even the thought of logging back here has caused me to feel like sweating#my brain kept saying ‘no I don’t want to I can’t do that’ even when I felt bad for missing out on others posts#like I want to be here so I can support my mutuals dammit!!!#I’m a mess. I’m such a broken mess oh great lovely spectacular#maybe the culminating stress of final exam deadlines is worsening stuff as well#I can’t tell you why I’m like this I just am 🙃#anyways thinking I’ll start adapting to the distance. Sorry but being a shut-in is more appealing right now#I just need time to be with myself and not be so invested in the lives of others#anyways what’s something mildly positive I can wrap this up with so I don’t seem pathetic….#ah yes the final Puzzle sketch here was drawn today before a class period#one of my fellow classmates noticed and audibly asked me ‘is that Mr. Puzzles?’#IT TOOK EVERTHING IN MY WILLPOWER TO NOT LET OUT A GIDDY SHRIEK#Felt like my eyes bulged and I jolted in enthusiasm jskjsksp spontaneous happiness?? actally experiencing the feeling of fitting in??#anyways I responded with a very normal ‘WAIT YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM???’ while trying to suppress grinning or going ‘teehee’#anyways now it’s my personal mission to keep initiating conversations with her because AUUUUUGH SHE KNOWS WHO HE IS I’M LOSING IT#proceeded to talk about Murder Drones & TADC like holy SHIT I didn’t think I would ever find animation peeps in my psychology class auuu 😭💜#it’s a MIRACLE man this may be a sign that college won’t be isolating anymore yaaaaayyy#PUZZLE IS SINGLE HANDILY HELPING ME TALK TO PEOPLE BOTH ONLINE AND IRL THIS IS WILD#all hail the best comfort character seriously holy shit—like imagine she never noticed me drawing Puzzles!! I’D STILL BE LONELY AS HELL#okay sorry I’ll stop typing like a teenager and go back to pretending to be well-versed in speech & conducting myself ‘normally’ :3#doodles#sketches#not tagging with Puzzles because hahaaaaa don’t look at me
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who runs a one-shot at first level? it’s a one-shot. let me do more than one thing before needing to take a nap. and don’t send options for cool subclasses in the setting you’re choosing if some people won’t even have access to that because they’d get it at level 3!
#first level is like. fine for a campaign. but if i’m doing a one shot i want more than three abilities#this is just annoying bc like. i haven’t played in forever i don’t full time play with this group anymore and this is what i get for options#obviously i don’t mean who in general i’m wondering for the purposes of my fm who knows her players can play#and if you want simplicity two and three are. right there. you can do like two more things at level 2 than 1#and you feel less like you’re gonna eat shit if you get breathed on wrong#i just need to rant about this sorry#alli plays dnd
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Yall literally leave him alone. God forbid he grows up and figures himself out. Jesus Christ.
#the 17 to 21 jump is wild even when you’re not famous.#he was flipping off the camera long before YR and he’ll be doing it long after#you don’t have a reason to hate his gf you just don’t like that he’s taken#it’s the same way no one liked N in the beginning of his relationship with O#he can only play mama’s boys for so long before he has to branch out#it’s ‘forced’ and ‘inappropriate’ for him to promote his gf. but when he does it for anyone else it’s fine?#or what about when O did it for his partner?#just admit that you wish he was still a teenager. admit that you want him single. admit that you can’t handle him changing genres#because it has nothing to do with him or posing for pictures or how he captions his posts#before it was F everyone was doing this with W#remember that? in the very beginning when everyone hated her because of her friendship with the boys?#it’s. the. same. thing.#and you know what? no. I was gonna keep this a subtweet but not anymore#tack-Boris’ post about this was wild and distasteful.#he is allowed to grow up and change the way he dresses and how he acts.#he’s allowed to be excited about the people he loves succeeding#he’s allowed to not be on social media until he’s promoting something#because people have historically been so bad to him on socials#let him be
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LET ME EXPLAIN! I started the playlist because I noticed a lot of songs used cannibalism in regards to love and relationships, and I wanted to collect the songs so I could analyze why!!! Its not weird guys I SWEAR ITS FOR RESEARCH
#personal post#gravity falls#bill cipher#ford pines#stanford pines#did I ever make an essay analysing the playlist and what it means on a greater sociatal standpoint… no-#every time I tell people I have a playlist about cannibalism they get weirded out BUT ITS NOT LIKE THAT#Anyway.#I do have a playlist I use to torture people however#it’s literally named ‘I’m Evil’#and it’s 28 videos (2 hours long) of every iteration of Mariah Carey’s All I Want For Christmas I could find#from the MCR mashup to the Toad singing version to the off key version to she fell of her skates and the ambulance had to be called#the funniest part is my friends can’t make it through 5 songs but I made it through all of them without problems because I find it so funny#I will literally be laughing my ass off every song#people don’t appreciate THE ARTS anymore 😤😤😤#anyway… that playlist is probably a bill thing to do…
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When can we see Arcee or Windblade again in the main cast?
I just feel they should be better representation of women compared to Elita One. Considering they’re not made to be love interests and have unique personalities and real growth arc. I miss how Cyberverse depicted Windblade and so many other interesting female characters, like Shadowstriker, Slipstream and Chromia.
From the trailer of Transformers One I can tell they want to make Elita One a “Sumerfette” among “Smurfs”, like the one single woman character among a bunch of men? I don’t like that idea and I also think Arcee or Windblade should do a better job since they’re not surrounded with implications of romantic relationship/love interest.
Did they delete them just to make Elita One more prominent? I’m tired of seeing her being the playwright‘s new favorite. I don’t think she’s so complex a character to be adored this much. And I still hate everything she represents.
#transformers one#maccadam#transformers femmes#elita-1#arcee#windblade#slipstream#shadow striker#women’s representation#I still it’s better to give her up for more diverse women characters in the show#didn’t meant to spoil the fun but I don’t want to silence myself any longer#compared to all the efforts they’ve spent fixing her why don’t they work on better characters?#I know it’s worth trying but my feelings tell me I don’t want to see anything like that anymore#I really miss how good cyberverse handled transformers femmes in the most natural and interesting way#it feels like the playwrights are just favoring her for no good reason
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