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okay, but literally, sometimes? the only way you can be happy? you’re gonna have to disappoint your parents. yeah, sorry x
#this in relation to the fact all my past romantic relationships ended#bc i was so deeply closeted and we could never be fully seriously together bc that would mean telling my dad and i was afraid#it’s not like i’m not afraid now#part of me still feels like that little baby lesbian who was so ashamed#and i don’t want to be her anymore#i wanna have my own life and i wanna be happy with someone#and it’s fuckin unfair that my dad stands in the way of that#so i’m not putting it up with it anymore#he’s gonna be a bitch about whoever i date bc he’s a bitch about my sister’s partners and they’ve been together years with kids#and i as the youngest daughter bare the brunt of still being held on to too tightly#which okay fine but i’m not a kid anymore and wow sorry to disappoint dad but i’m not the perfect little daughter you imagined#i’m a lesbian and i’m gonna fall in love with a woman (gn) and we’re gonna be together#and you can’t stop that bc i am a grown fuckin woman (gn)#anyways i’m in my feelings tonight#bc i’ve been thinking about the future a lot lately#for reasons 👀👀👀#and like i wanna have the future lil baby lesbian gwen dreamed of#i wanna live with my wife and i wanna be so fuckin happy and free#and i’ve decided i’m not gonna let anything stand in the way of that#2024 the longest year of my life but also the year i learned a LOT#so bring it on future i’m ready for you bitch!#gwen rambles#gwenposting
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There's doomed yuri... in my FNAF ruin?
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#roxanne wolf#fnaf roxy#glamrock chica#security breach#fnaf ruin#fnaf fanart#yuri#happy pride#SHOUT OUT to the ruined vers of Roxy and Chica 🔥🔥#this is post getting her voice box back btw#this comic is based off that one MHA page#I don’t read mha but I always wanted to redraw those panels myself#I JUST thought it was sweet if Chica still thinks Roxy is pretty#despite not having her face anymore#Roxy seemingly really needs that validation so I think this is cute#I ACTUALLY had a lot of fun drawing them#I wasn’t sure if I could make the ruined designs like work well#but I’m happy how they turned out#I really hope we do see Roxy and Chica again new vers of them or whatever#Doomed yuri in fnaf is so real 🧡🤍🩷
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I… don’t really see myself continuing with the Amazing Digital Circus anymore.
#txt#it’s not a bad show#the recent episode was also pretty alright#but I don’t know. it’s just not clicking for me ya know? even though I really want to#I love the designs and the premise. I love that it has girls that are weird in not that condescending modern writing kind of way#the last episode just confused me. it felt purposefully aimless and then the last 3 minutes suddenly it was about Gangle wanting to be like#but… has anyone explictely shown any dislike for her other than Jax? everyone seems very friendly with her#I feel like it would have made more sense if Gangle felt mistreated or neglected#because a lot of terrible shit does happen to her (specifically from Jax) and nobody intervenes#whatever. I’m happy that other people are enjoying the episode though. I’m just not feeling this show anymore
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Tragedy enjoyers when there’s not one, not two, but three combinations of tragic relationships at the center of the narrative AND they’re bisexual
#yes this is about wicked#but feel free to make it about anything else you want it to be#yes I’m thinking about wicked bc of the film but#this is largely just the concept of wicked#anyway. thinking about the tragedy of the core three#they’re so tragic bisexual polycule to me#elphaba x fieryo? ✋🏻😩🤚🏻#elphaba x glinda? ✋🏻😩😩🤚🏻#glinda x elphaba x fieryo?? ✋🏻😩😩😩🤚🏻#hilariously glinda x fieryo is a paring I think only works romantically pre-the force elphaba wrecks in their life#like once they’ve both been Irrevocably Changed By Elphaba I don’t think it works anymore#but the two are forever intertwined with each other and are important to the other. I just don’t think it’s romantic (whatever that’s worth)#anyway. BWAH!!!#thinking about Glinda… thinking about Glinda in no one mourns the wicked… and her blank in what happened to elphaba and fieryo#ok rambling tags over. content tags now#wicked#wicked the musical#wicked the movie#wicked 2024#elphaba thropp#elphaba wicked#hey who was gonna tell me I’ve been spelling fiyeros name wrong this whole time#glinda the good witch#glinda upland#galinda upland#fiyero tigelaar#glinda x elphaba#fiyero x elphaba#elphaba x glinda x fiyero#glinda x elphaba x fiyero
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Smoke break 😤🫠

You’re her favorite workout routine
#minthara baenre#I know her tattoo is on the wrong side but I liked it better this direction#bg3#minthara#baldur's gate 3#dark urge#my art#baldurs gate fanart#I also have an even spicier version but I don’t have a Twitter anymore so idk where to put it so I guess dm me if you want it lol
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Moon 65: Week 1
Calm
Not much to say, but sometimes there doesn’t need to be.
#hi i have no idea what fucking season it is#I dont rlly care anymore LMAO i will tryyyy to keep track i swear is wear i just need to make a chart#and i don’t want to#but I WILL#bc weather events are Things That Happen In Clangen#so like if there ever is one i cant switch from like mid-summer to all of a sudden a blizzard 😭😭#ANYWAY enjoyyyy#good to be back#askblog#clangen#clangen challenge#warrior cats#my art#coyotekit#crest#she’s so fucking small 😭😭😭 i keep drawing her smaller
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atp i genuinely doooon’t care if the old guard two is the worst thing put to film i just want to see the best character of all time (andromache the scythian) and her loser henchmen and everyone’s favorite girl nile freeman again
#its not even funny anymore WHERE IS ANDY AND NORIKO!!!!!!!!!!! it was supposed to be the year of dyke drama 😞😞😞😞😞😞#like given the way they structured the first movie the second would have to be almost wholly original and differ a lot from the comic#like andy cant go thru the shit noriko puts her thru so im guessing the script would switch her out with nile getting tossed in the ocean#but that doesnt really work with norikos comic characterization (trying to get andy to see her point by making her go thru what noriko did#isnt something quynh will gaf about if andy isnt one of the immortals. andys become thr ‘vermin’ noriko hates!!!)#and given the end of the movie everyones chill with copley so joe and nickys whole subplot cant exist anymore…. idk maybe theyll switch out#copley with moose?? idc as long as we get their stupid car conversation tbh makes me laugh#honestly given the changes that would have to be made they probably just made a stupid movie and don’t want to release it. but I DONT CAREEE#its not exactly like the first one was that good i still mute it in preparation for every cringe needle drop like its a lame movie but its#genuineeeeee fun like i seriously do not care netflix give me my movie!!!#the old guard
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i would all too happily sell my soul to the devil to see eve in an entirely, unadulteratedly, very queer and very sapphic film 😭😭😭
#if i can’t have my own moment like this with eve i don’t want to live anymore 😭#i volunteer#take me with you#why am i like this#i love her your honor#i do be simpin#eve best#middle aged actresses#house of the dragon#as cate blanchett once said oh you mean the gaze not the gays lmao#women in suits#🫦#i am but a silly little sapphic
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Delete later. Just need to get some stuff off my chest
#lol does anyone else feel like they’ve made all the wrong decisions in the last 5 years trying to improve their quality of life#like I’m so physically and mentally exhausted I don’t even think about drawing or doing my favourite things#I’m not phishing for sympathy. I just feel like if I don’t express myself something worse will give#and farming is so thankless I just want some of my struggles to be acknowledged. in some way. however that might be#I went to school for education for 5 years and now I’m locked into a full time math teaching contract when I went to school for Eng/social#so while I’m teaching MYSELF the material so I can teach it to the kids#there is a cattle operation to somehow run after dad died 5 years ago. somehow hasn’t gotten easier#put down 2 animals in 2 weeks and spent 6 hours yesterday in -40c fixing a frozen waterer#spent 6 hours today in -40c chiselling actual frozen cow shit off a cow’s tail#got sprayed cow shit all over me btw lol that’s lowkey funny now#but my chronic migraines and headaches have not improved despite finally going to the doctor. couldn’t find anything wrong so she asked#about my mental wellbeing and lowkey cracked and cried in front of her but backtracked so hard because the shame is actually sickening#the constant headaches and migraines have been around since I was little but I don’t want to live like this anymore#I have no clue how I will manage full time teaching and farming when April hits for calving.#do check in on your farming neighbours. there is a reason why suicide rates are so high among farmers.#I’m not trying to hint at anything I’m genuinely just saying. there is no reason for young people to stick in the profession#there is so much that goes on behind the scenes behind picking up your triple A beef from the supermarket#know there is a 22 year old girl out there who isn’t sure how to make this all work out but she knows it’s both or nothing at all#and misses her dad more than any words can come close to describing#there are so many big problems that have made me grow up very very quickly#I’ve tried to stay positive through the absolute worst times of my life but I sometimes wonder when I will get to live on my terms#I don’t want to work until it kills me#like my dad#thanks for reading this far if you did#and thanks for sticking around.
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I know The Founders Cut, generally, is the edited scrubbed over version of genloss from Showfall in-universe (as well as a not-8-hour-long-three-stream-binge-night whenever we want to watch it again) but something that struck me as odd and I haven’t seen anyone mention yet, is this warning

It shows up right at the junction where the third act starts, where it appears the Hero is breaking free of Showfall thanks to Hetch. But here’s the thing, while a LOT less than the previous acts the audience still played a significant role in this act, even when really only given two audience interaction choices. Which makes me wonder, how real is this warning, and who is it for? Obviously the audience involved knows what happens past this point, but the audience is also implied to be an integral part of the Social Experiments, which is part of why things start to tweak out when the Founder removes them in the Founder Cut as the Generation Loss generation loses.
My first thought, was that obviously this is another bait and switch, a way to draw the audiences attention, seeing something that’s secret, something that’s not “meant for them”, which is a tactic I could see Showfall using in universe to keep people’s attention and add an air of mystery to their shows.
But
Showfall is doing all their experiments and these shows with a LOT of help from their censors to show it off, displaying a fun silly show that is definitely not uber fucked up and that is 100% just slime don’t worry about it, it’s kid friendly if it’s green! And I don’t think they’d want to bet all their cards on this one experiment doing well enough to their audience to not question the sudden shift in tone that follows this warning. Which makes me wonder.
They did their test, they did their experiment, and the evidence of this last act? I think it was a one time run, they don’t want anyone seeing this, it isn’t for the audience. Act three is specifically to both test and play with their Hero, Hetch’s new lines add a level to this, never once does he call the Hero by their name, just refers to Ranboo as their Role, and he’s not exactly. Nice? About literally any of Ranboos concerns, which wouldn’t really seem conductive to making an audience trust him, especially with his monologue at the end. Ranboo has escaped before, possibly right before act 1 started, they tightened the security on his mask to be unremovably part of them, Hetch doesn’t like the Hero but they’re a fan favorite so he can’t just get rid of them.
Act three is the cumulation of Ranboo being punished for things they don’t remember, for daring to break free from Showfalls control, this is Hetch taking the Hero and essentially majorly fucking and manipulating them to take his frustration out on a fan favorite they can’t otherwise get rid of or give a smaller role like Slimecicle. which is exemplified by the fact that we now know Charlie most likely was never able to actually able to fully snap out of the control, that even in act three in panic and confusion there was at least still a part of him being influenced by Showfall.
So the first two acts are the usual show, they have their posters, they have Squiggles to introduce them, they have goofs and silliness and only a couple slip ups that’re quickly dealt with, the usual rose tinted curtains. Act three?
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#or Showfalls just bein silly goofy and pretending they’re letting us in on a secret that isn’t one and playing off the reveal of#what they’re up to as just another plot of a show and hey that isn’t real don’t worry it#but I also think Hetch is really truly throwing Ranboo around like a ragdoll for more than just audience entertainment during act three#I think it could tie in to Chronicle Zero though. if Zeros dreams are connected to what happened to Ranboo then she knows something#Showfall would have a vested interest in her. not in fact. knowing that#and maybe trying to make her not know about any it anymore in a very Showfall kinda way#I’m less versed in what’s going on with Chronicle Zero tbh but I’m tryin. I fuckin love Gen loss#robot rambles#generation loss#genloss#Ranboo#I’m doin the thing where I ramble but it’s my blog I do what I want here#and I’m having hard life stuff happen irl rn so I’m clinging to genloss because it brings me joy and the timing of the FC was super helpful#also if anyone was curious I think Hetch is a bitch but I do acknowledge the possibility of him also being controlled#and I don’t think we’ve seen the last of him#but that’s stuff for not-in-this-post lmao#I had a theory tag at some point but imma be so fr I Do Not Remember what it was
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TIME TO PLAY ! ! !
#my art#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf help wanted 2#help wanted 2#fnaf hw2#help wanted 2 dlc#secret of the mimic#fnaf jackie#secret of the mimic jackie#I adore her#in case your wondering no I don’t like the Mimic anymore since when they were revealed#my only hope is it won’t wear this poor girl as a damn suit
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MANIFESTING A MAISIE APPEARANCE DURING SURPRISE SONGS

#I literally don’t even care what they sing anymore#JUST BRING HER OUT AND SING SOMETHING PLEASE#taylor pls let maisie bejeweled#maisie peters#eras tour#taylor swift#(okay i know i said i don’t care but clearly the very big peter/wendy picture means i want them to sing…. that’s right peter/wendy mashup)
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AU where the Gramarye Troupe catches wind of Apollo when he’s a teenager and takes him in. Apollo does not want to be here and is going to make it everyone else’s problem. Everyone is trying fruitlessly to make him learn magic and he firmly believes this is the stupidest shit in the entire goddamn world.
The only good thing Magnifi did, in Apollo’s correct opinion, is tell him how his bracelet worked. Apollo proceeds to use his power to figure out all of the Gramarye magic tricks & then obnoxiously explain this back to everyone to make them feel stupid.
Magnifi just sees this as an encouraging amount of promise. He’s like Apollo you are the one true heir to Troupe Gramarye & Apollo is like no thank you I am going to get a real job. Give the Troupe to Trucy please & thanks she deserves it more than those other two clowns.
#ace attorney#aa#apollo justice#trucy wright#troupe gramarye#Trucy is halfway to a jealous spiral before she catches on that Magnifi is trying to stoke a rivalry between her and her brother and then#she’s like well now I don’t want to hate him anymore & attaches herself firmly to Apollo’s side.#also btw Apollo has been deliberately sabotaging attempts to adopt him because his goal is to have the state of California pay for hia#education when he ages out of the foster system so on top of the troupe being wildly toxic and shady he’s FURIOUS that he’s probably going#to have to take out fucking student loans for law school.#is this coherent? maybe. maybe not. either way I find it funny.#eli rambles
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A first rough draft of Lea’s starting Armour! This isn’t for sure his final design but these are some of my thoughts & notes on how his clan makes their armour! I read a fantastic post (I can’t find it now :[ ) on Dalish textures & clothing so I wanted to try and think more on why his armour looks the way it does. But this works for his first reference (^_^) I’m likely to redo it when l finally design his trespasser & da:tv looks
#there’s somethings I’m not sure about#e.g the mark#I want to make it more horror centric than I drew it here#also her tunic is inspired by rococo & baroque but I don’t necessarily like it anymore lol#telana pick a style challenge IMPOSSIBLE#I drew this on my iPad which usually has an entire different style than things I draw on my pc#anyway uh tags now#dragon age#art#dai#lavellan#my art#dragon age inquisition#oc: avelea#reference
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Mr Gourmand what do you have to say about the accusations made against you? Many scugs in the colony are doubtful of your leadership now that some people say you are *dramatic pause*... a scug-napper.
So far there is no proof of this kidnappings, but people said they saw you carry a pair of identical red scugs inside the colony and that you have keept them prisoner in some kind of underground cavern full of exotic food, while you train them to be a pair of elite fighters that would protect the colony in secret. Mr Gourmand is anything of this wild accusations true? 📝🧐


Artificer: I came here willingly, I’m not being held prisoner and Gourmand’s a great leader
Artificer: I’ll kill anyone who says otherwise.


Hunter: Well… I mean I was definitely held against my will-
Gourmand: He loves it here!
#Rw siblings au#Rw Gourmand#Rw Artifcer#Rw Hunter#Gourmand has no comment#(Except for correcting Hunter)#Yeah no Hunter was definitely not allowed to leave (but he doesn’t want to leave anymore so he isn’t being held against his will anymore)#What’s a little kidnapping if it’s for a good cause#The other option was to let Hunter go back to NSH so I think it’s for the best#Arti will not hesitate btw so be careful what you accuse her father figure of#I don’t think there’s an underground cavern they live in a giant tree#But Gourmand does collect lots of cool food though so that part might be a little true#But Hunter and Arti are already trained to be fighters so that’s not true#And idk about a ��pair” they hate each other lol#They would not work well together
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i have seen too many bad posts like in a row .
#what a terrible time to be incredibly pretentious#the nolan movie discourse is bringing out a lot of things I would rather not see#dragon age circles post that’s going around giving my heartburn and ulcers#meanwhile im reading like genuinely a life changing book and my rat kid won’t stop climbing on me lol#and she received many gifts that are loud and ugly and she turns them all on at once and sets them on my lap while im trying to read#so fun i love it and she also coincidentally NEVER listens to me like not even by accident#not even once like literally in her entire life#i am tempted to just tell her the opposite of what i want her to do so she can just not do it#but i feel like that would backfire on me so i must endure#i just don’t sleep anymore because that’s the only time when i can do things lol#this will be fine and not have any long lasting effects on me whatsoever :)#sorry this turned into just complaining#maybe my period is coming who knows
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