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me trying to explain that my hearing is supersonic even by autistic standards and i can hear conversations from a room away and the tv in the living room and the fridge in the kitchen and the humming of the electricity and i'm fairly certain my tinnitus is not tinnitus caused by hearing loss but some sort of passive sound in a highly industrialized and electronic environment that most other people cannot hear: wdym the silence is quiet
#personal shenanigans#it's possible i need to talk to more neurodivergent people online#bc all the neurodivergent people i know irl think my hearing is whack#so i don't even have a reference for what a reasonable range of hearing is#i just know being in a quiet room makes me want to commit crimes bc it's so not quiet#if i don't have white noise i will straight up just go into sensory overload#when i was a teenager i shared a wall with my mom and stepdad#and i'd hear them whisper through the wall#even with my fan on#so i moved my bed all the way across the room#and i could still hear them#not the words anymore but like#the barest undertones of words and i would straight up cry sometimes#is any of this in the realm of normal???#no fucking idea#i feel genuinely alienated by my inability to relate to others on this#anyway#autism#neurodivergence
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thanks for listening
#look at me#look at m#i need you to ignore canon for a second and let them have this moment#it occured to me that soundwave wouldâve been the only one who could hear bee after he got his voice ripped out#and i drew this so fast#someone called them âsoundad and bumblesonâ aND THATS ALL IVE BEEN HINKING ABOUT HAHHUAHA#i have a lot of thoughts about these two#soundwave is probably really accustomed to liars and twofacers after being around characters like starscream for so long#so when he meets bee#and all he gets is this blind honest truth from everything he says#heâs probably blindsided by it#like this little guy. this little yellow guy#has so much faith and love and nothing to gain from giving it away#itâs not some ploy with ulterior motives or lie to win his favour like starscream or sentinel#nope. this little guy just radiates the plain honesty of his truth#that he adores him#and soundwave has never seen anything like it before#soundwave#transformers#maccadam#b 127#transformers one#tf one#SORRY FOR THR PARAGRAPH RANT YOU CAN PRY THEIR FATHER SON DYNAMIC FROM MY COLD DEAD HANDS#and yes bee still calls megatron dee in his head#he never stopped#zorangetf
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some scrimbles for @bowelfly as part of a trade <:^) the wickedly talented brother gregor and trungo
#my art#gharial#illustration#furry#anthro#brother gregor counts. so does trungo idc#loved drawing these guys loved lining them. textrures.....and lines. the things i love in life#and also orange. though this shade of orange looks and feels green to me#ummmm saw cage the elephant yesterday and they were GREAT as usual i can't believe it's been like 6 years since i saw them last.......crazy#matt's stage presence is still insane he's shmooving more than i ever could and he must be like 40 now. no stage diving anymore tho#to be expected maybe. new music was fun to hear live also#anyway all this was predicted i knew they'd be great what i did NOT expect were two amazing supports!!!!!!!!#sunflower beam and girl tones it would've been worth it just to see them they KILLED IT!!!!!!!#girl tones especially i was soooo in love with them....little riot girl sort of thing....two sisters....check em out........live especially#anyway peace and love on planet earth i love live music i looove bands i love you world
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excuse me. he asked for no pickles
#i know this is supposed to imply like cradling the back of someone's head while they're facing you#but this fucking... bugs bunny - elmer fudd ass pose is all i could picture. grisps you.#doodlebyte#isat siffrin#isat loop#isat fanart#in stars and time#isat#anyway this tweet was sent to me by a friend who hasnt played isat yet and isnt allowed to look at my pictures yet#but has still managed to hear about mine and sams baldfrin agenda. and thus apparently thought of them when seeing it. the influence....#anyway do i tag this sifloop. is it funny if i tag it sifloop.#sifloop
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Part two of the reverse verse is here! The reverse boys meet the original boys. They're not really getting along as well as I had hoped...
Again, this was a commission for @i-am-as-normal-as-you-are and they asked for angst/funny vibes... I think it's mostly just angst though. Oh, well...
Part one
#dead boy detectives#dbda#payneland#edwin x charles#reverse verse#there's a lot i could say about this one#the idea of someone telling edwin he's go to hell is absurd as it is#edwin telling edwin? lmao#the charles... oh they hate each other#reverse charles is angry (he always is) because this other version of himself was spared hell... in exchange for edwin going there?#obviously it doesn't work like that. og charles hadn't even been born when his edwin was sent to hell#but anger is not a rational thing. especially not for this boy#og charles? you don't want to know what he's thinking#i'm telling you anyways#he... kind of agrees. if someone had to go to hell#why edwin? why not him? there is an universe in which that happened#so why not this one? unfair#then again... look at this charles who did go to hell#he's explosive. he's DANGEROUS#he shouldn't be near edwin#if og charles had gone to hell would he be the same? would he be too angry to be trusted? would he be like his father?#and if so would that really count as saving edwin at all?#if this is the kind of best friend poor edwin would end up with?#on a happier note though#physical contact!! reverse charles loves it#i don't have all the details but his hell was on the rage ring so it was different to the dollhouse.#and it was a very violent place so boy loves gentle touches#luckily edwin is more willing to give them to him with each year#i think what the edwins are feeling is a lot more clear#but still would love to hear your thoughts
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suddenly remembered giles softly telling buffy's that she's always been a miracle to him and it's got me fucked up dudes. oh my god I hate him. he loves her so so SO much and he just keeps hurting her. it's too early to be cryin over this shit y'all
#SHE'S A MIRACLE TO HIM. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!#their s7 relationship truly makes me want to weep. she grew up and he doesn't know how to love her anymore though he still clearly does#I keep thinking of them in s5 as well. anytime before s4 is peak dynamics imo but s5 has Moments that are soooo. bawling#I have a dad I swear idk why mr giles being sweet to buffy keeps ruining me#sometimes I wish you guys could hear my voice. I need you to be reading this with the appropriate voice cracks and wobbles#buffy summers#rupert giles#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer
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This scene has been in my head for two years and needed out. So a quick comic it is. More space fairies. The Monarchs are called Sol and Nox. They belong to the same circle.
Sol is very polite and while disappointed, they do accept a 'no' from the human. But you do not say 'no' to Sol while Nox is around. It's not healthy for you or the rest of your crew. :)
Seriously, if Sol didn't like the humans Nox would've reduced the ship to metal scrap upon the first encounter. Nox is a fiesty powerhouse, but soft to their circle. If they want to hang out with the weird beings then they'll begrudgingly let them.
#Muppen draws#g/t#space fairies#Uh oh they found the cutlery!#Idk exactly where they are in the ship pretend the room has furniture or smthing lol xD#Nox should have a tail and wings but they were ripped off in a fight to protect their circle.#Fun fact: Normal fairies can regrow limbs but Monarchs and Morphs do not#It's the tradeoff for larger size and power~#They still heal injuries quickly however.#Monarchs and Morphs vary widely in sizes#Their physical size doesn't indicate their power however.#Nox could easily wipe the floor with Sol.#But they let Sol do whatever they want cause they're their sweet munchkin boo~#Everytime I see Nox there I just hear them cursing the human out like a thug
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THIRTY-ONE DAYS OF GHOST â§ DAY ONE
first song you heard â Mary On A Cross
September 1969; Papa Nihil and the beginning of the Ghost Project take to the stage at the Whiskey a Go Go club in Los Angeles, under the watchful eye of Sister Imperator. Fifty-three years later, in Tampa, Florida, Papa Emeritus the Fourth performs Mary On A Cross, unaware that he is singing the story of his parentsâand that of himself.
#user copia gfx#note: i'm aware this song is about so much more than the fictional ghost story. just really enjoying that aspect of it rn#very nearly didn't do this series because some people are a bit silly about fans who heard moac as the first song. i'm owning it sdkjcksh#it wasn't the song that made me a fan as i will show in the next post but moac slaps so hard and#if you only like moac and nothing else you're still a ghestie to me <3#not my fault i was on instagram in autumn of 2022#i was going through some stuff then and listening to clips of this pretty song on random videos was something i enjoyed#didn't know the name of it or who sung it but kept hearing it at 4am when i couldn't sleep and everything was falling apart around me#when all i could do was try to escape it until the morning#i feel a bit stupid saying this but when i listen to it now and remember hearing it back then#it's like ghost was there for me even when i didn't know it#waiting for me to find them and everything their music would teach me#until the time was right#ghost31#papa emeritus iv#the band ghost#papa nihil#sister imperator#mary on a cross#user copia edits#user copia all tag#wait for the next tags i'm also tagging:#rite here rite now spoilers#i'm emotional about their messed up little family finding each other right at the very end. they never let each other go#flashing gif#<- ig
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#raphael bg3#raphael#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 voice lines#you do NOT understand. how these lines have lived in my head rent free like a mindflayer tadpole since i saw them#i still don't even know if he can actually say this or if it's just a dead/untriggerable dialogue but. my god. actually hearing it finally#the desperation in his voice... AUGH#like i'm just saying.. if i could write... this line has got So Many Ideas rattling around in my head jkdsnhdlkfhjgwrfjhg#please imagine me as that prozd video where he reads that set of tags#you have no idea YOU HAVE NO IDEA im crazy im crazy im crazy etc#mine
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did a little sketch yesterday that i really liked and tried to get it done today just so i got literally anything to post- but i fell into the trap of 'making sketches to elaborate and thus really stiff and non fun' (for me), ... soooooo .. im redoing the whole thing
but the idea was a mummy ganondorf for my (yes still existing) totk rewrite; i wanted to make him more scary looking and also emphasize just how horrid it must be to be kept in between life and death by having your heart grabbed by a cold and vengeful magical hand for thousands of years (in this case the ancient queen .. which i also tried to sketch despite not showing up aside from her dissolving hand)
the spell starting to fail and his body being more damaged in some parts (jaw being only the bones left for example) and his chest open from being slowly eaten up by the queens magic, the ribs contorting around it like its a gravitational pull- sounds cooler than it looks bc this sketch did not work out, so im saving the details for the .. hopefully, better version
#ganondoodles#art#tloz#ganondorf#posting it mainly ... to have something to post#and bc i think i remember someone telling me they like that i soemtimes post 'failed' sketches or paintings that i wont go back to#anyway ... this is one of them ...... felt rly pressured bc the weekends already over again and i dont want to work ......#was probably doomed from the start- detailed sketches rarely work out ofr me lol#anyway- also havent decided yet if i want him to have a heart still ... or if it too was dissolved by her magic#and you can still hear his heartbeat even though there is nothing in his chest#or maybe only like ... a spirit .. non physical heart ....#or its 'just' made of malice#.... or he doesnt have it at the very start and then at the mid fight he rebuild it somewhat#and for the end you find him in a tangled mess of pulsing roots like those that were in canon totk (but didnt mean shit i guess)#bc hes literally taking the life of the land to be as strong as he could possibly be#but like ... cool#i also have plans for a âdemonâ version and the good old boar#three phases and none is a cinematic thing#he will be a dark souls boss and you are way too low level ... i can do whatever i want in this rewrite you cant stop me!!#'kids have to play this gam-' no they dont this is in my head forever!!! no one is playing it but me!!
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theyâre wendy coping with the world rn
#spider man: across the spider verse#spider punk#spider noir#hobie brown#noirpunk#pretend ive posted since august#ive been here the WHOLE TIME#and i still love themâŠ..#iâm having a good day :)#and so are they! despite Everything#wendy copeâs poetry is so good this is the orange (ofc) on a train and after the lunch#look at pete such a dumbassâŠâŠ#idk what theyre talking about but i wish i could hear it#i missed drawing them
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Me watching Dragons: Riders of Berk for the first time: Hm who's this? Traitor Johann? Am I hearing right?? Why are they calling him a traitor? And being so friendly with him if he's a traitor???...OH it's TRADER TRADER Johann not TRAITOR. Haha silly me can't hear right..... might have to put on subtitles
Me watching s5ep13 of rtte: ...oh
#i swear i'm not making this up#i was legit hearing characters call him traitor johann#and even after i figured out it was actually TRADER not traitor i could still hear them call him traitor#but yeah i sort of called it#so i'm taking this as a win#httyd rtte#rtte#httyd#how to train your dragon#riders of berk#httyd race to the edge#httyd rob#trader johann#race to the edge
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VEILGUARD SPOILERS FOR LUCANIS ROMANCE SCENE
I haven't seen anyone post this option version for the first dialogue wheel choice in Lucanis' romance scene yet, but it's by far my favorite because it's one of the few (perhaps even only) opportunities the game gives you to add a little depth to your character and the Lucanis relationship (even if it's never mentioned again). My comment below is just about that one choice and followup but ummmmm i recorded the whole scene anyway just for you know. Me. Anyway...
This is the only "anxiety/alarm" dialogue option I think I picked the whole game, but I think the timing of it is really perfect. Especially with the knowledge that Rook was trapped in the Regret Prison for WEEKS. Even if time moved faster for them, we can still imagine it probably wasn't as fast as it took us the player to go through it. But Rook has just gone through a series of awful things--losing one of their companions (and being the one to consign them to that role), learning Varric has been dead all along, Solas (who they were perhaps just coming to trust) betraying them, being trapped with no idea if they'll be able to leave. And they just got confirmation that Solas was using blood magic to make them hallucinate their dead friend speaking to them, so that they'd fall in line with his plans more easily. So when they're trapped and struggling to escape and suddenly hear their new companions calling to them, and come out to find everyone they hoped was still alive safe and waiting for them... wouldn't they doubt it? At least a little? I mean if Solas REALLY wanted to trap them in the Fade forever, wouldn't this be the absolute best way to do it--by convincing them they ARE out and everything might still be okay? And this is especially great with the Lucanis romance because he (and Spite) are the only one on the team who have first hand experience with that same thing. He escaped the Ossuary but he didn't, truly, at first. He knows what it's like to be trapped somewhere and then not really believe in his own freedom afterward. And THIS time, he gets to be the one comforting Rook, who's been his rock through the whole experience, and Rook gets to be the vulnerable one for a change as he finally steps into the more active/supportive role. I just think it's really nice symmetry, to have an option where the hookup scene is coming from a place of loss/desperation on BOTH of their sides, to convince themselves that everything is real AND there's a chance that everything might actually turn out okay in the end.
#lucanis#lucanis dellamorte#im going insane about Them still hello hello hello can you hear me#ramblings#dragon age: veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard#datv spoilers#da4 spoilers#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#rook x lucanis#lucanis x rook#juniper aldwir#jade plays dav#juniper rook#my stuff#i learned how to screen record for this You're Welcome#yes i made her wear armor the whole game. we're at war. they could come any minute. no time to change into house pjs#(i just dont love the veiljump outfit lol)#lucanisposting
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Iâd love to know why Louis is ONCE AGAUN forced to stunt! WTF! Why?!!!
I understand your frustration but this is sadly the reality for a lot of closeted people in the industry. And if you look at what happens in the US and so many other countries at the moment, I think it's really clear why Louis and Harry decide to stay in the closet for now, and stunting to appear straight is part of that.
And as much as a lot of us hate it, it's a big part of the industry in general too. Not only for queer people, a lot of stars use this for several different reasons, mostly to promote a project of theirs, stay relevant and create stories that will keep their names in the press.
Apart from that I don't really see Louis or Harry being forced to do it anymore. If they are stunting now, it's definitely something they agreed on. And that doesn't mean that it's their fault, it means I think they have more ability to have a say in things since they started their solo careers.
If you want to read more about why so many stars including HL do stunts you can look through my hashtags PR STUNTS, LOUIS' CAREER and MUSIC INDUSTRY. And I also recommend reading these posts here and here.
@daisiesonafield-blog has a lot of information on her blog too, it's very organized if you go there on web.
#nonny maybe you can try and change your perspective on things. I personally don't expect anything from the boys because they simply don't#owe me anything.#And I trust that HL will make the right decisions for themselves and their relationship. We see so little of what goes on bts#it's impossible to know all the reasons why one of them decided to stunt again.#So I just try and go with the flow and enjoy the positive and fun things in here. For example with this stunt I focus on#what that could mean for lt3. If that's the reason that he's stunting now- how gay is it going to be? I can't wait to hear it#so when a stunt happens I'm not that bothered and just wait it out. It's not even that much of their time that goes into a stunt#And It's definitely not as much time of their lives as the media tries to make it look like#The only thing that makes me still a bit uncomfortable is them kissing stunts because I know that#it puts them in a very vulnerable position. But if I get overwhelmed I just take a break.#The fandom isn't going anywhere and it's still going to be here when I feel ready to come back#mcdomlinson stunt#pr stunts#music industry#louisâ career#nonny#answered
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I just have to ask whether my guess is right: is it the OTP with tax agent?
Thank you for taking my bait asking!
You are absolutely correct!Â
Stan/his IRS Agent
The most tragic or funny or tragically funny ship. My star crossed lovers!
The agent is the one person in Stan's life who never gave up on him. Who stood over Stan's grave and told him that itâs not over yet! They won't accept it.
Maybe it's because they have a job to finish OR MAYBE because they care. They care far more than they thought they would.
Just imagine Caryn crying over the son she's lost, while his twin is standing in the back seemingly emotionless. He told her that Stanley deserved to die for all the wrong he's done and itâs breaking her heart.
Her little free spirit all alone for ten long years and even in death no one but her cared enough to say goodbye.
And then the agent arrives and through her tears she thanks them for coming and asks if they were close to Stan.
After a long pause they reply.
âYes, he wasâŠvery important to me.â
Caryn hugs them tightly.
âThank you.â She says and sees something in the agent's expression. She takes their hands in hers and smiles through her tears.
âThank you for loving him.â
Stan is watching the whole scene, arms crossed and frowning.
âCould you tell me about my boy? I havenât seen him in so long.â She sobs. âAnd now I never will.â
The agent squeezes her hands and forces a smile.
âOf course.â
Caryn leaves to get her things and Stan confronts the agent.
âWhy are you lying to my mother?â
âWho says Iâm lying?â The agent replies, refusing to turn around and look at Stan.
âBecause youâre just here to close your case. He was nothing but a worthless criminal undeserving of love.â Stan says coldly and gets swiftly knocked down by a punch to the face, his glasses falling off.
âYou have no right! Not after you abandoned him. Yes, he was a criminal. He lied and stole and he cheated on his taxes. He was irritating, reckless and annoying, but more than any of that Stanley Pines was a good person. He deserved so much better.â
The agent moves to take another swing and Stan looks up at them.
The agent lowers their hard.
âShit. Why do you have to look so much like him.â They walk away to find Caryn and leave Stan alone to lick his wounds, never looking back.
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10 years later a certain IRS agent, who never got overâŠthe one that got away, takes a look at Stanford Pines and starts crying.
The taxes are filed beautifully. Not an error in sight but something about them is highly suspicious, almost mockingly so.
The agent would recognise these tax filings anywhere.
Heâs alive. Stanley Pines is alive.
Time to make an arrest.
#gravity falls#stanley pines#stan's irs agent#5 hours later Stan Pines will open his door and hear his name#his real name#not the shortened version#not his brothers be said to him for the first time in almost a decade#There is still someone who remembers the name of the good for nothing criminal that died alone all those years ago#and of course it's that annoying IRS agent that never gave up on him even in death.#the agent was also the only good person in Stans homeless years that he could trust when he was really desperatw#that one time when he went to prison in colombia he needed someone to take care of his baby#someone he knew wouldnt steal destory or resell his car. who would know that its the only home hes got#and who would have some compassion and general human decency#so he called them and they got angry about stan being arrested by anyone other than themself#how DARE HE. AFTER ALL THE TROUBLE THEY WENT THROUGH TO GET STAN CAUGHT#still. they brrgrudingly agree to keep the car safe until stans out of prison#and maybe when stan got bored he kept calling them from prison. its too much fun to annoy them#i like to think the agents in their investigations accidentally saw much more of stans soft side than they cared for#maybe at some point stan had another business they were trying to bust#and stan just used it as a front to help some homeless kids
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pondering that falon'din is associated with an owl, and those are also messengers of andruil. and he's referred to as "winged death" which is also mentioned to be something that elgar'nan deploys against enemies. and both falon'din and andruil are referred to as venturing into dark places, where no one else can survive/wanted to go.
and ghilan'nain was not initially an evanuris, but was antagonistic towards them and making a bunch of weird creatures. she was given the offer to join them in return for getting rid of the creatures, and accepted. but with "pride stopping her hand" from destroying a few. and when asked about trusting people to share power, solas says "I know that mistake well enough to carve the angles of her face from memory."
solas also has nothing good at all to say about falon'din, mostly calling him a bloodthirsty tyrant who went so far in encroaching onto other evanuris territory that mythal had to besiege his temple and beat him up to stop him.
but he says nothing about dirthamen at all.
dirthamen is described as having gone missing unexpectedly, scaring all his followers, because they were now unprotected. and caught between their own high priest wanting to lock them into the temple forever like a cask of amontillado, and other forces outside that wanted to take their secrets by force. there is one note that a dirthamen follower defied the evanuris and took on a forbidden (probably a dragon) type of form, and was judged by elgar'nan harshly. he apparently also invented the varterral to protect his town from a high dragon? wack, but also could indicate that he had worked with ghilan'nain on making it, since she's the only one who's otherwise mentioned to be bioengineering stuff.
dirthamen has very very few surviving statues or depictions, and is more associated with falon'din than as his own independent figure in the dalish myths. even his own temple includes mosaics of falon'din. there's a few statues that are probably dirthamen, but the most striking is in mythal's section of the fade behind the eluvian, which is a statue of a hooded figure, doubled over with a giant sword sticking out of his back.
#dragon age#dragon age meta#txt#dirthamen#i love the idea of ghilan'nain initially being friends with solas but then betraying the rebellion in favour of becoming an evanuris#ALSO it makes the ''he was a wolf and she was a halla đ„ș'' Heterosexual Motif very funny if the halla was an absolute menace to society.#halla (threatening). the halla is committing atrocities like you would not Believe.#solas wandering up to a dalish clan and locking eyes with this mild looking white deer thing and just hearing kill bill sirens#andruil/ghil could even be like a somewhat cursed celene/briala parallel if briala had actually agreed to sell out her people#in favour of being's celene's lover/right hand instead.#so she narced on dirthamen who then gets killed/partially absorbed by falon'din#with most of his followers scattered/killed/forcibly converted to his service as falon'din goes on a rampage#until mythal steps in to make him knock it off#which then makes the others nervous that she was capable of stopping him + might start actively doing her job as Justice again#so they get together and set up an ides of march type of event that takes her out#and then are like ''yay! we can finally roll around in the blight even more like we wanted to :)''#so solas decides to just wall them off entirely#who knows what sylaise or june are up to in this theory#i assume they were just playing minecraft creative mode or the sims and didn't notice anything. just vibing.#anyway i wish this had come up bc i was deeply curious about my boy dirthamen....#he's the god of secrets! this dude should still be kicking around in some form. get back in there.#at the very least he should have a weird little cult or something remaining#personally i'm declaring that dirthamen was a spirit like cole.#who had the capability to remove memories#and that's a) how mythal managed to force andruil to ''forget'' how to access the void#and b) why the others killed him - perhaps to get it back? and why his followers were terrified without his protection#bc they had way too much classified information about all this world-endingly bad stuff
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