#and i am like. ugh
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any time I see someone speaking about one of the antagonists from the boys, other than stormfront, and for whatever reason they feel they need to make the statement, "well at least [homelander/soldier boy/firecracker/whoever] isn't a nazi", i die a little bit inside. did you watch season 2. did you UNDERSTAND season 2....
#to be clear i'm not necessarily arguing that we should/must be saying 'homelander is a nazi'#however: people all too often think of 'nazi' as this category that is somehow far removed and far worse from...#generally being racist and fascist and white supremacist etc.#as stormfront said: 'people love what i have to say! they just don't like the word nazi.'#the POINT is that whether or not a person or institution - real or fictional - is labeled as 'nazi' by you or by others#you should still be able to discern when... it's immoral and alarming?#that way too many people are willing to defend the exact sort of ideology of the nazi party when it's not labeled with those words?#but that meanwhile when they do hear that word they immediately condemn/distance from it without thinking critically about the WHY??#anyway i just saw a screenshot of a psot from antoher site that said#'the boys s5 can't out satire real life cuz at least homelander's not a nazi!'#and i am like. ugh#anyways i still have some errrrr.... feelings about htis#about how those other 3 villains tend to have a lot more woobifying fandom online than stormfront does#and gee i wonder why...#not that people are not alloed to be fans of villain characters ofc.#i just find it ironic that anytime stormfront comes up in fandom spaces majority of people are like 'ewwww but okay we don't like her'#but those other 3 villains... also bigoted & horrible in many of the exact same ways... ppl are like 'ok well obviously we don't share#the views of these characters they're villains it's ok'
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(âżââżâ) die (ę ęł ęâż)
#MY GIRLLLLLLLL <333333 you're doing amazing sweetie kill them all you deserve to#anyway. coping mechanism. the problems in my life i could solve if society just let me have a death note#this show really is an exercise in patience and suffering i get SO squicked out#by how much the horrible characters and situations mirror the insanity of what's happening in real life#also the revelation that some of the actors are Exactly as shitty as their characters are is. ugh.#but every time i'm like okay i can't take it i need to stop to protect my headspace#i think of kimiko and am like.... no... i need to see my gir....#hope karen gets jucy roles in other shows too PLEASE#the boys#kimiko miyashiro#karen fukuhara#theboysedit#tvedit
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When your medic leaves to go pocket another man or something
#god Iâm sorry the quality is so SHOT I could not figure how to fix it- you must take him as is đ#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 heavy#high effort shitpost once again#I had this idea for forever but was too scared to open up Vegas after so long#it only took me a few hours it turns out#most of it spent trying to trouble shoot things ugh#I am not meant for the editing world đ#they donât love you like I love you#wait đď¸#they donât love you like I I love youuuuuu#heavymedic#kinda- implied
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got the new case zoomiesâźď¸đ
#julia id like to thank you for this beautiful first episode I am over the moon#next month canât come quick enough âźď¸âźď¸âźď¸#ugh the designs were just so fire#gonna draw jancy too at some point soon#rosĂŠ drawtectives#york drawtectives#gyorik rogdul#grendan highforge#drawtectives#drawfee#digital art#fanart#Art#illustration#drawtectives season 3#drawtectives spoilers
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Sometimes at work it's not my place to tell people the things I want to say, and I find I often go home at the end of the rougher days to stand blankly in my shower and tell myself over and over what I wish I could pass on.
This accomplishes very little, and mostly just gives me a tension headache, but through it all I think I've narrowed myself down to a few solid things I'd like to tell people the most.
You can't change people. Not permanently, not for anythig. You can support them, encourage them, love them, give them tools and opportunities and resources, but you can't make them change. They can change themselves if they want to, but they have to want to, and they have to want it for themselves, because they're the only one that's certain to be with them forever.
For better or worse, you make your own choices, and blaming bad choices on others doesn't only work to absolve you of responsibility- it also robs you of control. Because if you say you only did something because I did something, then you arent only shifting blame- you're admitting that you cannot control yourself, that you cannot truly make choices for yourself, that other people can control you- and as long as you truly beleive that, you'll keep facing the same problems over and over. You'll keep letting others dictate your choices, because you'll beleive that they can, and you'll never be free.
White knights on horseback are from fairytales. Nobody can help you if ou're not willing to help yourself. To try, to put the dirty work in, to belive you're worth that effort- Act as though nobody is coming to save you. From a struggle, from pain, from bad relationships, from yourself. And when you do save yourself, because you will, because failure here isn't an option if you want to survive, you'll never find another dragon that can keep you prisoner.
Don't say anything to anyone that you wouldn't want them remembering forever.
Doing the right thing in bad circumstances is hard. It's the hardest thing. But if you make the choice to do that hard thing anyways, despite your fear, you'll go on the rest of your like knowing that you're the sort of person who did something.
The present only seems the hardest because the past I over and the future hasn't happened.
There's so much joy ahead of you, the kind you can't possibly understand until you see it yourself.
The responsibility of consequences is often disguised as the power of permission. "I won't do this if you help me", "I'll work on my anger if you do this for me", "I promised you I'd quit, but can I have just one?". The unspoken question is, "Can it be your fault if this goes badly?"
You cant make someone love you the way you need to be loved. Someone can love you very much and still be bad for you, even if you love them very much in return. Two people can love each other very, very much, and try their very best, and still be wrong for each other.
Sometimes being near to someone changes you, even in good ways, and the people you become don't fit together as well as the people you were.
Caring takes work. Even if it's real. Especially if it's real. And the most important gestures aren't the grand, poetic, songs-and-flowers-and-tears moments; they're getting out of bed even though you don't want to. Paying attention to things you don't enjoy. Scrubbing pans, or opening a window, saying "thank-you", or helping carry groceries into the house. The small things fill the big things- without the small, boring, mediocre things, big things feel hollow.
Thrre is honour and dignity in humble work.
If you are a cruel and spiteful person, then you will find every place you visit to be full of the same cruel, spiteful people. This is not because the world is as cruel as you, but because everywhere you are, you will be disliked. This is the curse that comes with being persistently cruel and spiteful.
If you are a kind and ppsitive person, you will repeatedly encounter kind and positive people, because as they grow familiar with you, they will be happier to have you near. This is the reward of being a kind and positive person.
When splitting paths with loved ones, briefly or forever, aim for your last words to always be "I love you".
#I'm still so young and ignorant#but I wish someone had told ME these things before I had to learn them#And now when shit goes south and everything is over and calm again the same things just roll though my head#Over and over and over#It's like everyone I meet has the same 3 problems and its ruining their lives#I just want to take everyone I meet by the shoulders and shake them#I KNOW why this is happening to you#Do you realize you can be better?#Do you realize you can do it?#Aren't you terrified of wasting your life like this?#*I* want to be happier#*I* used to be so much worse than I am#And I don't have it all figured out#But if we all decide to help ourselves then it'll be that much easier to help each other#Right?#It's so hard to lift dead weight#You need to kick against the waves with me#You need to WANT to float#Do you understand#Ugh it's 6am#This has been your overdramatic midnight ramble#Imma grill me a cheese and go back to bed#Blaurfhgh
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I love Little and Tozers dog motif as much as the next person but i think Hickeyâs fox and Goodsirâs sheep energy deserve more love!!
#i am the queen of doing too much (rendering) <3#its not just their vibe/motif its their whole look#tell me hickey doesnt look like a sly little fox and goodsir doesnt look like a fluffy sheep with that strong nose of his#ugh i love them#nothing compares to ned and tozer but i do love them a lot#the terror#the terror amc#harry goodsir#cornelius hickey#froggerart
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hear me out
(bonus sister philippa)
#if ppl like this maybe iâll draw them together hehe just girls doing girly things together#or just do more sister phil in general#however if this is a flop iâm not drawing this fuckass outfit ANY more than i have to#like detailed anyway#ugh itâs 3am#i have tit in 16 hours#an entire apartment to deep clean#and 5 hours to sleep before i need to get shit GOING#why do i procrastinate everything#whatever at least i got some good art out of it#art2 and craft2#phanart#amazingphil#phil lester#move over sister daniel itâs time for#sister phil#or sister philippa ?#i feel like philip is a priest like father daniel doesnât work either tbh heâd be father dan#or maybe pastor dan#ew no actually i knew like 3 pastor dans#WHY AM I YAPPING GO TO SLEEL#p#dnp#dan and phil
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everybody was very nice on my last post(s) so !!! more cole and manfred be upon you :D
#my arts#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#dav#datv#da4#dragon age 4#veilguard#the veilguard#manfred dragon age#cole dragon age#dragon age manfred#dragon age cole#manfred the skeleton#cole the spirit of compassion#dragon age veilguard spoilers#emmrich volkarin#dorian pavus#EHHHH TECHNICALLY#not tagging solas or the iron bull tho. that feels cheaty#im still not very good at drawing skeletons (can you tell i was experimenting w his head lol) so take that as u will#but i loooooove doodling cole esp his hair <3 wet cat core. he used to be on so many of my school notes back in the day :]#i think i am going to draw them w some weird friends next (basically. sandal and kieran. cryptic boys my beloveds) but we will see !#also maybe something w varric bc uhhh. yeah >_>;;;#its crazy bc i know like 10 things that happen in veilguard and thats it. but fck it we ball >:3c#oh i also had an AU idea too UGH i have so much i wanna draw but ill stop#thanks for looking at my art and also i love you <33
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stOP HURTING HER!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!
#like UGH! LEAVE HER ALONE!!! PLEASE!!! *sobs*#Vi baby I love you and I am so sorry this is happening to you you deserve only the best#I hope ep7 is just full of fluff and vi getting the warm bed and hot bath and care she needs and deserves#Ik caitvi have a little lovers tiff but like pLEASE#I could cry for her I really could#vi#vi arcane#caitvi#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#arcane s2 spoilers#arcane s2#arcane season 2 spoilers
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istg I'm losing my mind over the idea of being fucked on someone's cock as they forced me to watch whatever porn they want. I literally have no choice but to get off to it, regardless of how depraved or disgusting it is, and the thought of being used as they fuck up into me and grip my head so I have no choice but to watch whatever they want me to?? like please please please đĽş
#please please please please please#this would fix me#feral barking#ftm nsft#ftm sub#t4t sub#i want to be conditioned like pavlov dog god please ugh#corruption kink#begging for it#ftm breeding#ftm bottom#ftm t4t#trans ftm#ftm puppy#ftm ns/fw#i guess this is stuff i am into now damn
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Ticklish
#My art#jizzie#lizzie ldshadowlady#ldshadowlady#ldshadowlady fanart#lizzie ldshadowlady fanart#Joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans#joel smallishbeans fanart#smallishbeans fanart#fun fact when I started this sketch it wasnât intended to be Jizzie. Then it turned into them as I drew. They infest my brain#Anyways. Love them#Iâve got a couple alt versions of this if anyone wants to see them. Theyâre just a couple different backgrounds and some little hearts but-#-theyâre cute. Maybe Iâll attach them in a rb#Anyways Iâm SUUUUPER proud of their face shapes here- especially Joelâs- I feel like I got them to look really good and somewhat feel like-#-their real face shapes while still being simple. Which I feel is impressive for such a STUPID angle GODS t was a pain. Turned out great-#-but UGH pissed me off once or twice there#Might also post some sketch layers too. Mainly because Joelâs happy trail was lost in the final version and Iâm mourning it#Idk though. Weâll see how I feel in the morning đ#Also happy new years I guess#I fucking HATED drawing Joelâs foot btw toes fucking SUCK TO DRAW theyâre a fuckin pain. Stupid shaped appendage fr#I AM however very happy with their clothes. The skirt shape. The belt loops and seam on the pants. OUGH i like drawing clothes#Hermitcraft#hermitcraft art#hermitcraft fanart#life series#empires smp#uhhhh those last ones are just for reach I guess itâs not server specific#life series fanart#trafficblr
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Who in the world gets entertained by this stuff? Hey, wonât you tell me? With a smileâup, pull, pull. (MoeChakkaFire by Issey)
#wind breaker#wind breaker nii satoru#suo hayato#hayato suo#sakura haruka#haruka sakura#nirei akihiko#akihiko nirei#sugishita kyotaro#kyotaro sugishita#kiryu mitsuki#mitsuki kiryu#tsugeura taiga#taiga tsugeura#tell me this song doesnt scream suo i dare you#what a happy coincidence that the song i have been obsessed with since like late october#(cuz it reminded me of one of my friendâs ocs)#and nii sensei happens to make a song paro of it lmao#is kiryu wearing makeup#yes and he would absolutely kill with it#ugh sugi my boy i love drawing you in the most extra maid outfit ever#also added some bows on tsugeuraâs and kiryuâs headbands#since they're the ones doing the most in this dance#but nirei is a close second#are we still craving maid outfits because i still am#*blasting moechakkafire until my neighbors are sick of me*
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me: im not a asoryu divorce truther, but i AM an asoryu taking a break & eventual unlabeled-long-distance-situation truther. they ABSOLUTELY needed to go on different paths at the end of the game. i totally get people who rewrite them to go back home together after 2-5, but it misses the point IMO. their split is a bittersweet thing & a testament to their devotion to each other as people and friends more than itâs a toxic split and a tragedy. itâs not ryuunosuke leaving in bitter anger at kazumaâs deceit, or kazuma being idiotically self punishing. rather, itâs them mutually saying âWe need to exist outside of each other for a while for our own development as people. But i would never leave you in anger. You will always be enough for me, but you also need to learn to be enough for yourself. And ultimately we will meet again at the crossroads. When we need each other the most, and we are finally ready, and we will walk our paths side by side. Unbroken, and never having been broken. And that bond is stronger than both of our deceit, violence, shyness, and ignorance combined.â
their physical split is a show of their assurance that they could never spiritually âfall offâ from each other. no matter what happens, they stand together in a cosmic sense. they need to be apart so that kazuma can find a self that will live past 24, and so ryuunosuke can develop the self he found in his own journeyâ the self that sees its value at all. basically, ryuunosuke is leaving for himself to prove that he has a self, and kazuma is staying for himself so he can learn to care about himself enough to put his struggle in the hands of the people offering to himâ so he can learn to stop running. do you get me?
you, tied to a chair and actively being waterboarded: BLBLBLBLBLLBLUBUBUâ
#asoryu#asoryuu#ryuuaso#ryuunosuke naruhodou#naruhodou ryuunosuke#kazuma asogi#asougi kazuma#kazuma asougi#ryunosuke naruhodo#tgaa2#tgaa spoilers#the great ace attorney#tgaac spoilers#dgs2 spoilers#dgs2#I THINK THATS ALL OF THEM?!#ugh. but yea. the shortest version of this is i think the asoryu not-breakup is them showing that they value each other as people enough to#-want the other to start putting himself first.#kazuma has his demons the fight- the anger the self destruction the self isolation. and ryuunosuke sees that and is like i am going to be-#-be here if ever you need me. you are not alone. but you are still a human person who needs to just exist for himself for a while#i like dgs if you cant. tell. i like the kind of moral thing of like. you are not alone you are never alone-#-but still you have to live for yourself. its good#oh fuck that wasnât short at allâŚ#whatever. I â¤ď¸ BITTERSWEET YAOI
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"Frank and Gerard early 2000's stage kisses" this "Frank and Gerard early 2000's stage kisses" that. LISTEN! 2022 Ray and Frank forehead kisses. In conclusion . Frank iero.
#I don't ship any of them btw#Not rlly combative to ppl that do like#I fully think there was some very close very intimate friendships bordering on ? Something more#Going on in the 2000's but that's more a genuine observation of ppl not like âaww kiss nowâ and anyway. They love they wives#This isn't ship talk hour just btw#I am very very very charmed by middle aged men being able to be sweet and physically affectionate to eachother tho#It is so sweet. So good such a future I aspire to. That actually does mean ... soo much ugh#Mcr#frank iero#ray toro#my chemcial romance#gerard way#the black parade#three cheers for sweet revenge#i brought you my bullets you brought me your love#danger days
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I discovered that vanilla milkshake is a thing.
So I'm joining đŤľ
#I drew Vanilla like 4 times UGH#And I still don't like it#sorry I'm learning#vanilla milkshake#fanart#art#digitalart#digital art#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#cookie run fanart#sketch#crk#cookie run art#pure vanilla cookie#pure vanilla crk#shadow milk crk#shadow milk cookie#shadow milk fanart#pure vanilla fanart#pureshadow#also yes this is a 1 am sketch
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okay focusing on NATASHA when Peggy and Steve were reuniting was really a choice wasn't it
#a choice to cause me pain specifically#this ENTIRE EPISODE was meant to cause me pain#of all kinds#there was SO MUCH GOOD SHIT#and oh god so much not so good#I am still reeling#I needed to pause and pace around the house like 4 times#ugh my baby are you okay??#and still after all that willing to go with Peggy to look for steve??#Natasha my baby we've all been there I admire the dedication#What If...?#what if...? spoilers#what if#what if spoilers#peggynat#natasha romanoff#black widow
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