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0800-p1llowhump3r · 5 months ago

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tie me to your bed and force me to take a knotted toy that's too big. listen to me cry as you stretch my hole and slap my cunt as i beg you to stop. when you push the knot in, watch my back arch and my eyes roll back as I rock my hips up to take the knot. as I start to get used being filled, switch it on. let me scream as it comes to life and starts pounding my puppycunt. this is my place, this is where I belong- tied down and forced to submit

#feral barking #this would fix me #ftm nsft #ftm sub #ftm puppy #ftm breeding #i need this so bad #cnc overstim #overstim kink #Kn0tted toy #ftm knotting #Knotted toy #kn0tting #please please please please please #i guess this is stuff i am into now damn #trans cnc #ftm cnc #ftm ns/fw #trans nsft

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artificer-real · 1 month ago

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and here come the negative emotions. right on cue...

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hauntingblue · 2 months ago

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ARCANE EPISODE 7!!!!

MY GOD I WASNT READY FOR ANY OF THIS!!! WHAT WAS THAT!!!

Also ekko wallpaper I got with my fries lmao

#OH MY GOOOD!!!!!! POWDER AND EKKO!!! AND BENZOOOOOO #ITS LITERALLY WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN OMGG!!!!! POWDER LOOKS SO CUTE 😭😭😭😭 IM CRYING ALREADYYYY #VANDER WITH A BUN!! AND EVERYTHING IS SO FULL OF LIGHT!!! HER EYES!!! MYLO LOOKS SO RIDICULOUS AKDJSK THIS GIRLAAA #“where would you be without her” WELL BUDDY IF YOU KNEW HOW HE IS WITH HER!!! VI IS DEAD????? OR SHE WAS TAKEN FOR THE INCIDENT!!!#LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID JAYCE!!! MY GOD!!! THE GEMS KILLED VI SO THEY JUST COMPLETELY PROHIBITED THEM!!! JAYCE IS IN JAIL PROBABLY!!#the fact we are seeing exactly why jayce should be sorry about what he has done.... and we are seeing him suffer because of it... cinema 🚬#also mel fading into viktor.... also has he realised how she manipulated him in the beggining??? there is so much stuff...#jayce eating contaminated animals and his wound being infected with the arcane too..... is that what will push him....#omg.... ekko likes powder so much... he apologised by painting actual adult vi portraits where the fallen are in his universe 😭😭😭#“she looks so badass” if you knew... is he gonna ask her to help him make hextech.... that is so sick and twisted....#also jayce hurting his leg loke viktor and having to use a cane and brace.... damn and you know whats worse..... that ekko could be like #this with the jinx of his universe IF ISHA HADNT DIED!!! AND IT IS BEACUSE OF JAYCE!! AGAIN!!!!! THIS MAN!!!!!#the drawing with the anomaly and the two men and the inifite symbol... we get it... jayce and viktor forever intertwined by fate....#powder is sensing something is off.... omg time travel..... THE LIMIT IS FOUR SECONDS AFTER HEIMERDINGER EPXLODED ALDHAKSHSKSJSOJSOSLS #i dont want a time travel ending.... if its done for plot to an extent is okay but idk about solving it all.... it makes it feel worhtless #claggor looks so fine its not even funny..... i cant wait to see what everyone thinks. WHERE IS THE LITTLE LADY bc hes called little man 😭#and vander with arm tattoos.... why did they hipster fied him.... he looks younger somehow ajdhakj he went from taking care of 4 kids to 3!#SILCO!!!! AND HE DID TRY TO KILL HIM!! ALSJAKSKAK Ekko just laighing at it.... girl i would be pissed STROMAE??? OMG POWDER!!!!#I JUST REALIZED THE PINK IN HER HAIR IS FOR VI!! AND HER JACKET!! AND A DRESS LIKE HER MOTHER'S!! CRYING!!! FULL BODY CHILLS!!!#CAN WE JUST PRETEND LIKE ITS THE FIRST TIME!!! I GAVE UP ON YOU!!! WHAT HAPPENED BACK THEN I NEED TO KNOW!!! IM SOBBING!!! EKKO!!!!#NOOOOOOO THE ANOMALY NOOOOO!!!! HEIMERDINGER NOOOOO!!!! AND THATS JAYCE!!! IS THAT MAGE VIKTOR???? the monkeys......#the vi toy with the out love song machine.... my god i wasnt expecting any of this i need to breathe i am stil tearing up my god #what a fucking punch in the stomach christ i cant breathe right akdhsksso #the credits saying the deries has benefited from a spanish tax rebate in the canary islands??? you're welcome i guess lmao #animation production carried out there and has ben collaboration with the Spanish gov... alright another win for perro sanxe #talking tag #watching arcane #watching arcane season 2 #watching this i dont think im ready for caitvi sex.... after reconciliation even like what will be of me.... now im scared #i am still scared bc idk what happened to jinx and vi and cait still... thats what worried me and boom!! ekko powder with the steel chair..

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mcalhenwrites · 5 months ago

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Still alive, writing and editing a lot and even drawing (mostly dragon sketches at work). Seasons has some new chapters now... I saw something earlier about writing being something you can hone by doing lots of reading and writing. I wonder when that will apply to me. I've read a lot of books this year. I have almost hit my goal of 90 books, and while a couple are nonfiction and half are comics, the rest are novels. I expect that to increase again, now that I'm going back to the library. (I stopped with the bed bug scare.) Then I'm setting aside time each week to write. I work on stories at work, even if it's mostly just planning. (My laptop is falling apart so I just gave up taking it to work.) Yet here I am, still the same idiot who doesn't have anything appealing enough for most people to read. I can't get 99% of my followers interested. Sales of Geckos have dropped to next-to-nothing. Nothing else I put out there matters either. The fault lies with me. I'm not good enough. After having this stupid blog for 12 years, I want to delete it. I want to delete my twitter account. I want to delete every single account and shut up for good. There is nothing I can offer. My writing is a good hobby for me. I can get pats on the head for doing a little thing for myself. Aww, look at the cute little dumbass adult doing wittle storwies!!! Isn't that silly!!! They're not good, but he's having fun during the process. Too bad he hasn't figured out that not even 39 more years of practice can save what he's handing out.

#people lied about “once you have confidence nothing can take it away”#nah that shit can get killed when you're a fucking pitiful fool like me!#until the day when I actually make something that's important to anyone this is just me being a child-brained idiot scribbling words down #I used to think I was semi-decent... I did before Rascal but figured Rascal was inferior to my usual work #Then I felt bad about my writing bc of discouragement and locked my work up #felt a surge of confidence a couple of weeks before I started Seasons tho #then had some confidence after that until 2023 (lots of bad shit happened that year)#it evaporated quickly but I tried to maintain some #and now it's just like... me trying to pretend and “fake it till you make it” has never worked for me #but let's be real: the more I showed I liked myself the more bothersome that was for some people I was close to #and it's better to tear me down than lift me up #so I guess the problem is that I just don't belong in the writing world with anyone else #I'll never be good enough and I'm frankly too mentally fucking delayed to have figured it out (like everything else)#hahahahaha people keep telling me I'm autistic and my brother is autistic and my parents refused a diagnosis for me when the Dr mentioned i #and here I am probably too autistic to have ever figured out a damn thing except that I'm pretty good at reading and liking stuff!#but not skilled at anything else #just a reader and worthless as anything else #oh and I guess crocheting but I want none of you to have that part of me ever again

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immortalsins · 23 days ago

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oughhhhhhhhhhh

#if anyone wants some drama on the dash. confirmed that my mother was having an affair 👍#WELL #damn.#how do i begin.#might have to take my uni up on their 6 free therapy session fr #i don't think she's a bad person #she's said she'd tell me and that i'd hate her when she does #just heard it from my dad first #what a mess #he didn't stop saying stuff #also included in that conversation was the genetic heart issue that i JUST found out was a thing in our side of the family #pls give me one thing at a time #wowwwwww #i still love her to bits but i think from now on it will be a little bit different #cant even cry anymore lmao what am i supposed to do #thats the real question #that i want to ask someone and get an answer to #WHAT do i do now.#... get some food and try to forget about the genetic heart issue i guess #ffs.#i love my mum so much #to the point where ive thought that if she died #i would die too #because i'll never be loved like that again so what's the point #and i know cheating is not black and white #and ive already decided shes forgiven #when i knew but hadnt confirmed #but . still #shit #!

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seventh-district · 1 month ago

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it’s the last Sunday before Sunday’s banner ends so i suppose it’s about time for me to finally boot up HSR and pull him home… wish me luck

#i’m gonna need it bc i haven’t rlly played much since 2.3 so my savings are.. not Great #honkai star rail #hsr sunday #viddy game stuff #Seven.txt #it’s not that i don’t Want to play i just haven’t made the time to do so lately #i’m trying to juggle 4 live service gacha games at the same time and i am dropping all of the balls constantly 😔#i don’t feel like i’m doing much more than i used to but for some reason i seem to have a lot less free time for gaming lately #idk it’s probably just my time management getting worse #Anyways so yeah i haven’t played much since the Boothill hype. and i haven’t pulled a single new 5 star since his release #but i also haven’t played much at all during that time so i’ve only got 54 pulls saved :)#and if that’s enough to get me Sunday and his LC i’ll lose my fucking mind bc ain’t no way i’ll get that lucky #i Do have a good luck streak with Light Cones but i’ve only pulled for 3 so that’s not that impressive #i got Acheron’s on a won 50/50 at 14(!!!) pity and Aventurine’s on a won 50/50 at 22 pity so those were kinda insane to me #but then i don’t remember how it went for Boothill’s LC and i didnt log those pulls so i couldnt tell ya if the good luck streak continued #so anyways yeah probably gonna have to whale a lil bit but that’s ok bc it’s christmas time #i allow myself to whale (or. more like Dolphin perhaps) guilt-free on these games a lil bit on my birthday and christmas as gifts to myself #i used it on Xilonen and her sig weapon back around my birthday and now i’ll use this one on Sunday #ain’t no way i’m letting him pass me by when he’s the one that really hooked me into HSR in the first place #i was halfheartedly playing for a while but as soon as i saw the first hint of him on that livestream Penacony teaser i was Obsessed #don’t think i’ve ever been that excited for a character that i knew next to nothing about aside from a lil chibi avatar -#- and some line about him being malevolent. and i don’t even like the chibi style At All so that speaks to how strong his design was #or maybe it just shows how i see an angel coded character with weird-cool-head-wings and a halo and my brain worms start raving #well it’s 1am here so Technically it’s Monday now but shhhhhh it’s still Sunday in my Heart ok? and that’s what matters #and it’s still kinda Sunday on the American server bc the daily reset isn’t until like. 3am for me #but it’ll still probably record it as me having pulled him on the 23rd :/ oh well can’t turn back time #i guess i Could wait until Christmas morning but i don’t wanna flirt with the deadline so closely #this is close enough for me to count it as my Christmas pulls #and we spent Too Damn long without confirmation of his playability (though i always had faith in the leaks 😤🙏🏻) so i deserve this lmao #i mean i’ve waited longer. i waited for Scara! i waited for Baizhu! but still. all the ‘he wont be playable’ fearmongerers can kiss my ass

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fullbrave · 1 month ago

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that post about imagining naruto to help you brush your teeth is so me with garl tbh. this has been a straight up harrowing year for me as far as food is concerned but somehow i’m emerging from it with a happier and healthier relationship with cooking and eating than i’ve ever had in my life and if becoming obsessed with a happy little pixel guy who saves the world with a giant loaf of bread helped me get there then right on, grab that pot lid am i right

#took me a couple replays to notice how often garl says Right On. it’s a very endearing catchphrase to me bcs it reminds me of my mom lol #anyway i did some serious improvising in the kitchen tonight and hot damn it turned out pretty good!!!#i've always so badly envied people who can throw together a great meal with whatever they have on hand while low on groceries #probably sounds basic as hell but it's felt like an impossibly lofty goal to me forever and now i just. suddenly kind of Am this person #it's NUTS it's like a fucking switch flipped. sure i'm struggling with some other stuff rn but i'm cooking every day baby. life's okay #[edit omfg i made a typo there. did not mean to say i was 'cooking every baby']#also... lol? this plus posting on bsky about my shiny pokemon sleep quaxly named abba has been my only online activity all day #guess it's Healthy Saturday. wishing everyone who sees this post a Healthy Saturday Night god bless #text posts

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punkcherries · 2 months ago

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everyone whittled me down and i watched arcane. it was alright

#cherryz txt #i like the art direction more than anything but thats just cus im a freak about that shit u know #if its candy to my eyedbarls i forgive many a sin #idk if it had many problems at all tho it was pretty tight story telling #im not too good at picking apart themes and stuff in media my brain small but i enjoyed the like #throughpoint narratively of letting go or refusing thereof if that makes any damn sense #congrats on the lesbian sex also. & i guess the doomed yaoi #which is so funny to me bcus jayce immediately pegged me as a straightboy . is that just me #like . maybe hes bi but hed defs be in the phase of like .refusing to acknowledge it u know #too busy distracting himself wiht beautiful women to even begin processing his situationship w viktor #idk i think its funny how i was told THERES YAOI!! and yuri! and the focus of the show is the yuri not the yaoi #like ..... its so funny ppl refuse to focus on the women even tho theyre actually so well devolped and more interesting than the men #which is not to say the men are badly written far from it theyre just arguably not the Primary Focus #tho admittedly the primary focus isnt even character based its the overarching story #the characters and their developments basically persist to strengthen the story i feel #which is again not a bad thing in fact its quite lovely. again very tight story telling.#im going on a tangent LOL it was alright in my book! very technically impressive and well thought out #props to all the artists and writers and people working on it #i think it just hasnt gripped me as strongly as it has others and thats entirely a personal thing u know #some things just click and others dont. so it goes!#i am however in jinx's corner now and forever . fuck league of legends tho never touching that shit with a ten foot pole #if u read all these hiiiiiiii ^_^ hi haiii hehee

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gailynovelry · 2 months ago

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Hi! Hi. Guess who's in. Love y'all.

#so i guess i am allowed to post about the plurality without Gail deleting it now #i wish that was a good thing #anyhow; we've been carouseling!#Gail can't keep a grip on the front for the life of him #usual state of affairs is that he fronts most of the time #and me and Fenn cofront with him periodically #sometimes we front without him for a bit but not for as long as he can go without us #frankly Gail's blessed existence is the only reason why we got HoR as polished and published as it is #i don't think SP is going out on time gang; let's aim for May 2026 should our world not collapse by then #current state of affairs is that I'M in charge mostly and fuck damn i don't want it #i want the guy who gets stuff done in or at least the guy who likes to be here #Fenn is not able to make firm grabby hands for the front either which is not usual he's the second most common guy in #and ALABASTER has been showing up #which happens once in a very blue moon #she's a sweet kid nowadays but how do i address this delicately #i don't want her to have to deal with this because her traditional answer to stress is “what if we stopped existing”#and i want to say that i'm not tempted by her old default solution but FUCK #don't worry #we will be fine #i just needed to bitch about it a little bit #i'll make it fine #please help me i'm the “fight or flight” part of us leaning mostly on “fight”#i don't have the necessary skills to outpace slow tigers #don't haul me out until an actual apocalypse happens

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h-didanart · 3 months ago

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So fun story, I had been writing something cuz I’m gonna give Sun comfort one way or another

But then my internet died

So the draft is dead as well!

I am incredibly pissed right now :D

#vent #I guess #writing is hard #writing stuff #it was for the scenario I drew yesterday with BM kidnapping Sun (and Solar)#there were some damn good lines there #and now they’re gone #for the most part #I somewhat remember them #still #I am absolutely fucking pissed #tw swearing

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0800-p1llowhump3r · 5 months ago

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knots have got me feeling some kind of way. the idea of being fucked by some... thing with a huge cock and an even bigger knot and knowing as it breaks my pussy in, that knot is going to be inside me regardless of whether I want it to. and that once it's forced inside me, the knot will hold their cum inside til it gets bored and pulls it's cock out of me...

#kn0tting #ftm breeding #trans ftm #ftm sub #ftm nsft #puppyboy #ftm puppy #nsft puppy #puppy sub #dumb puppy #kn0ttybaby #Kn0t #feral barking #please please please please please #i guess this is stuff i am into now damn

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anonyanonymouse · 4 months ago

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#I feel. like I get too worried about putting my stuff in the tags LOL #or just too worried about ants in general #but to be fair I've come from some really infested fandoms #where people got reported for this stuff so hard they were removed from the site #idk if tumblr changed it though. maybe they did. where if someone hit a certain number of reports on their account they got removed #whether they were breaking TOS or not #I think that could have been changed because I don't see it happen anymore #but the more I cared about this tumblr acc the more scared of that I got LOL #it's been super peaceful though???#this could just be because I blocked like half the fandom before posting anything here #but I haven't received any hate mail & haven't had any sort of callout like I was expecting #and I guess mallesil isn't really SUPER controversial #it's leaning off the gray area lately but it is still in the gray area #I just feel like I'm cheating with how easy it is to ''get away'' with having HEY I LIKE INCEST front and center on my pinned and all #when I've seen someone get reported off the map for making one singular post saying they don't mind people who ship child characters #and I've just gotten away with posting sooo many mallesil posts in the main tags lately I'm like huh??? Did I ever actually need to worry?#it's kind of embarrassing I guess having several things in my Posts That Do Not Go Into The Main Tags #that I'm just now realizing were probably totally fine to put out there lol #like damn maybe I can just talk about lilia kissing silver with tongue and get away with it????#anyway #while I am on the subject of things I am embarrassed about for no reason #I feel especially bad lately for not posting like ANYTHING about sebek or lilia most of the time lol #I made a point to draw all the twst characters at least once a while ago but I don't think I've actually drawn sebek more than that?#sorry sebek I love you sebek :(#sebesil is such a good ship and I just have absolutely zero passion for it I DON'T KNOW!!! It just isn't there for me!!!#I like it a lot I love all the ship art for it I like seeing it pop up in fics #but if you leave me to my own devices I'm. not going to think about them even a little probably lol...#I do think about mallesebe sometimes though. I wrote about them once for the request. they're so fun they're so awful #and yet. most of the thoughts I have for mallesebe I'm just like hrmmmm this could be mallesil instead #sorry again sebek I love you sebek 😭

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skrunksthatwunk · 9 months ago

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found out that rascal's owner took him again while i was out, and he's probably not gonna be back since the semester's almost over. i don't even know if his owner's coming back next semester, if i'll ever see him again. if he'll ever see me again. why do they wait until im not around to do this? why do they never let me say goodbye to him?

#i didnt really get to process it bc i found out when i was hanging w a friend but. im processing it now #sigh.. i dont know. i dont know.#at the end of the day he is and has always been someone else's cat. i can't control what she does with him #no matter what i think of it. she can always take him away. but every time it happens im just. im tired yknow?#it's worth it to me to have him around. i love him dearly and i want him to be in a home where he's actually cared for (which i have done my #best to provide) but he's just. not mine. and every time it happens i back up and think man. im such a sucker.#i don't think people manipulate me often. not in an ongoing way i mean. i don't think ppl see me as valuable enough to most of the time.#but damn. she really found my weak spots didn't she. free petcare courtesy of one chump who can't live without animals around. sigh #he deserves stability but he deserves love more. this weird shared custody thing is better for him i think. and frankly i also love him.#im not the priority here but my feelings are like. there. him being taken away without even telling me first hurts. i'd like to be able to #say goodbye to him. im not saying he has to stay or this has to go on but couldn't they just.. consider my feelings a bit more?#just bc you're fine with dropping your cat off somewhere for weeks not knowing when you'll see him again and not visiting doesn't mean i am #and i kind of feel like my roommate is part of this. after all it's not like his owner can just break into our room and take him #and if im always out when they do it there's a chance roomie's just shipping him off whenever she gets sick of him.#she's done it before. even after she agreed so vehemently with me about never wanting him to go back to such treatment and stuff early on.#she's been spraying him for little reason lately too. and i mean i get being a little more cautious with some things bc her neck's broken #but she's really fixated on how much he smells and bites and stuff and talks about how if i wasn't around she'd consider eating him #and then other times she's like that's my pookie. i don't get it. like yeah i tell rascal to fuck off sometimes bc he hurts me but it's not #like a hateful thing. i dont resent him for it i'm just annoyed sometimes bc he's maiming me a little. he's my baby. how could i loathe him?#so it makes me think that roomie might be blaming his transfers on his owner bc she doesn't want me to judge her #and like. this is her room too. it's not her fault she's more bothered by the smell than me. if she doesn't want to be bitten and clawed all #the time i can sympathize. i don't wanna force her to house him. but i wish she'd just be honest with me i guess #like. what if his owner decides to give him away without telling me? i'd take him in in a heartbeat. even though i know it's a bad idea.#but i'm worried he'll fall out of my reach completely. and at the very least I'd like to be able to say goodbye first. that's all.

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mosscrab · 10 months ago

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mgsv has so many literary references to books i have essays abt it kind of makes me.

#i'm sick this is my slightly fever-induced thought stream in the rest of the tags sorry ->#all the 1984 stuff is really interesting. the position of both ocelot and kaz as the people running room 101 is really fascinating.#because it somehow manages to place huey in the position of winston while also having venom be in the position of winston.#<- would that make quiet julia? actually yes it does bc of her nature motifs.#and the whole game seems to doublethink of whats real and what isn't. though it starts to tell you what isn't real its still there.#and then with moby dick you have pequod which is just. the ship. and queegueg who is ishmaels friend. which is why its kind of perfect he i #the other pilot we see who takes kaz places. and theres other stuff with him but i don't want to get into that. i could go on for a while.#but whats interesting is that ahab seems to apply more to kaz than it does to venom. esp because his own deception results in his downfall.#whereas that isn't true with venom if youve played mg1 he just kinda keeps going with it to at least some degree.#and i guess kaz is working for foxhound but you know what i mean.#ocelot even being the perfect counterpart to starbuck who works at kaz's side but disagrees with his methods to an extreme.#he isn't of the same morals as starbuck but its just the oppositional character type.#does that mean cipher is moby dick. yes actually bc of the leg thing with kaz. oh my god.#<- funny enough i am actually getting moby dick back out of the library bc i never finished it and its been ages since i read what i did.#i remember the narration being kind of nuts.#honestly the lord of the flies stuff feels less like a reference and more like eli read that book and decided he wanted to do it irl. lol.#i can't say these books are even close to being favorites but i'm intimately familiar with both 1984 and lotf so those are. those.#and moby dick is genuinely just kind of. what in the hell did i experience. theres a lot to unpack.#and i didn't even finish the damn thing.#ok i'm done now i just needed to get that out of my system. now i'm off to read veniss underground. 👍#.txt

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firebirdsdaughter · 10 months ago

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Looking back at your Ask box…

… And realising you have Asks going back at least two years…

Which is a good thing bc I just accidentally found out someone blocked me that I think I only interacted w/ them all of once and I'm not sure why but I might know why and now I feel bad, and…

… Yeah. I'll. Uh. I'll go think about the Asks, maybe.

#Firebird Randomness #there's no real point in pursuing the other thing #I'm guessing it was my 01 melt down think I pushed a lot of people away w/ that one #I was twenty five and it was Covid and I was not in a great place emotionally #in it's own way 01 kept me going but damn did I get emotional about it #I still have pretty much the same opinions although I think I could explain them better now #I'm not stuck living w/ my parents I'm not in one of my most formative ages stuck in a global pandemic #I am constantly exhausted and burned out from work and thinking about going on meds again #I still have executive dysfunction and my social skills are subpar #I care to much and get worked up #I still have anxiety and depression #but I'm almost thirty (twenty nine end of this month!) I'm in a better living spot and I get paid okay #I still have weight and image problems and no motivation #but I don't have scurvy #gotta do my taxes #all in all… Doing okay #I still love Horobi and Fuwa w/ my whole heart #test for whoever reads the tags: who wants to see my merch/display wall???#it's covered in dust and has some Hakuouki and DMC stuff on it as well but I still think it's cool!

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sureuncertainty · 1 year ago

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at least now i've gone through an important tumblr rite of passage, watching a longtime mutual become a radfem :/

#the thing that really got me was that they were talking about their morality ocd triggering them about it #bc of the way tumblr and the internet in general has this black and white approach to things #and one of those i guess was 'transphobes = bad' which like. is not what i'm ever talking about when i say that things have more nuance #that said i DO think that the way this website prioritizing hating terfs over supporting trans people is kinda gross #but anyway this person was so anxious about it and it just was depressing bc i related to that #they were SO afraid of losing friends or being cancelled over it and i was just like damn i wonder if all terfs are that miserable #but they acted like they just had no choice but to believe this 'thing' that they constantly alluded to but never talked outright about #which i am pretty sure now is just that they're a radfem or at least believe in a lot of radfem ideologies #and honestly? i go back and forth between genuinely feeling so bad for them and being like well that's what you fucking get #i wish i'd had the courage to talk to them about it but whenever i thought about it i got immeasurable anxiety #sorry for the very long tag ramble i just haven't been able to talk about this and it's been eating ME up too for a long time #i just feel horrible. i know in the past they've mentioned too how they want people to tell them why if they unfollow/block them #but i can't. i cannot. and then i'm afraid of just feeding into their victim complex by doing this #i just can't win. and it's like. i'm trans i am literally affected by their bigotry that they're acting like is just not even a choice #ALSO I REMEMBER HOW THEY MADE A POST ONCE ABOUT HOW PEOPLE IRL DON'T TALK ABOUT TRANS STUFF #LIEK IDK WHAT PLANET YOU ARE LIVING ON MY DUDE BUT I HAVE LIKE 5 TRANS COWORKERS AND EVERYONE IS VERY NORMAL ABOUT THEM #like maybe YOU live in a bad area #but you're just a really loud minority #anyway. yeah. just. oof.#still feeling some kind of anxiety about it #win rambles

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