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sunflowerrboyy · 4 months ago

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brb currently playing the original bridge to sober up on loop bc i rediscovered it again tonight

#yes the “my favorite color is you” is iconic and catchy #but #i never spent my life in temple #thinking that my life's a rental #thinking that there's something waiting for me when i'm gone #and even if i'm gone tomorrow #even if i'm grown tomorrow #i wanna spend my only life with people that i love #FITS SO MUCH BETTER WITH THE VIBE OF THE SONG #LIKE PLS MR BROTHERS I NEED A RE-RECORDING OF THIS #this is one of the few changes i will never forgive them for :(#ajr

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apollos-olives · 1 year ago

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unless it is ABSOLUTELY necessary for you to go out to do your work or school, then participate in the strike. i get it, life happens. sometimes you can't skip stuff. hell, even i can't skip everything tomorrow, but that doesn't mean you can't do your part. do what is absolutely necessary for you and your life, and then join the strike for us. join a protest, don't go out to eat, post more awareness on social media, do whatever you can. if you can't do one thing then find something else to do. there are countless ways you can help. do not feel guilty that you have to take care of your life, but try to give as much of your time and dedication to supporting the palestinian cause. good night and free palestine 🇵🇸🇵🇸

#i get it guys #it's finals season #hell i can't even skip my classes tomorrow because i was gone all last week and i'm devastatingly behind and need to catch up on my classes #or else i'm going to fuck up my life even worse than it already is #like i get it #but once you're done with your work then please strike with us #show support #palestine #free palestine

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wardingshout · 1 year ago

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Family for day 6 of SpeSilverWeek! Edition uuh found biological and crime I guess...

#this was the first one I completed tbh and I'm not vibing but it was rly good warmup and tbh working lineless is so much easier...#I get lazier and messier concerning anatomy esp and stuff but I have fun...#spesilverweek #pokespe silver #pokespe blue #pokespe #my art #the thing about this is. I have so many thoughts about this one very specific rocket au where they aren't dex holders but find Giovanni #instead but he still goes missing and they still kind of hate team rocket bc the whole mask of ice thing still happened so they try to fuck #shit up from within now that giovanni is gone even though they also rly just kinda want him to return and deal with stuff himself #and the admins have these rly fun roles of all being in disagreement on what to do #like the boss might be dead his kids should take over or we Must find the boss or lol no boss my team rocket now #and then the dex holders get mixed in too and it's Fun bc everyone is fighting everyone #also sorry Giovanni for making you look like that #it's like 5min til day 6 technically but my laptop is being a butt so in case it won't turn on tomorrow here it is now #I will not wait 5min for midnight I got a new pillow for christmas and I wanna SLeep on it noW! hell yeah !!#pokemon

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naamahdarling · 16 days ago

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#i gotta go get my T bloodwork done tomorrow #which is fine but like #last time i was there the nurse was REALLY weird and they were pretty annoyed with me #because i hadn't come in for a long time #because life shit happened including breaking my ankle #and it's the same situation now but like so much fucking worse #and i don't want them to be assholes to me about it or about how i kind of miss shots quite a bit #like that's A Thing #it's a problem for me #but i don't deserve AT ALL to get scolded for it or treated like I'm doing something wrong #ugh i just have a chip on my shoulder #i know it has the potential to go fine and i am bringing backup with me #but EVERYTHING has gone wrong lately!#and if this goes wrong there is every chance it'll drive me to getting the stuff online and not getting bloodwork AT ALL #and I want to tell them that but I feel like they'd just be shitty about it because ultimately they may be an inclusive clinic #but they are still medical professionals and gatekeepers at heart and you can't trust medpros and gatekeepers further than you can spit #idk man I'm an adult just leave me alone to do my thing and accept that I will be in once a year for sure but no promises on more than that #i'm tired in advance #idk i just got the feeling last time that they were accusing me of getting my T illicitly and it's like bitch im not but even if i was #aren't you supposed to be a place people can be honest about their situations? am i not here jumping through your hoops to do it legally?#im doing what you wanted but the thing is I DON'T HAVE TO and if you keep acting weird im going to have to STOP #because i don't have energy to deal with my disintegrating life AND gatekeeping judgy bullshit #do cis men have to dance like this?

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agalychnisspranneusroseus · 4 months ago

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My hot take is that marcanne has as much potential for toxic yuri as any other calamity trio ship and it's not nearly as soft and fluffy as one may think

#amphibia #marcanne #anne boonchuy #marcy wu #in one hand: marcy kidnapped her. by giving her AS A BIRTHDAY GIFT something that was meant to benefit HER #(yes she didn't know it would work but the point is that she thought about herself first. even though it was her best friend's birthday)#she never wanted to come back. she wanted to keep her with her forever. she was happiest when they were together #most importantly she saw what she did as a good thing. as something good that she gave to her #yet still lied to her. After what happened with Sasha #she still lied to her. became another person to betray Anne #then she fucking died for her 😭😭😭#on the other hand. you have anne #she looked after her. she certainly loved her. but she didn't care much about the things that were important to marcy #nor did she care about her feelings or needs. she and sasha third-wheeled her for years #even though marcy came first #she could only really see her once sasha was gone #you have to remove her from the equation for both of them to flourish and connect #because the shadow of sasha's abuse oppressed them for so long. anne and marcy reuniting in S2 looked a lot like two people escaping #abuse together. healing together. coming into their own. becoming better people. they get to know themselves and each other much more deeply #now that they're free. only - they aren't free. they're constantly thinking about sasha. when sasha comes back they welcome her #they reproduced the toxic patterns she left of them #though i'll recognize that in anne's case she healed a lot more from sasha's toxicity than marcy #and you can see that in how her way of relation to marcy is a lot healthier than marcy's way of relating to anne #anne is now truly and genuinely connecting to her friend. marcy is still lying to her #pushing down her feelings. ignoring her own needs. pretending everything is okay. lying lying lying #anne was the only one who could escape but marcy couldn't quite move on yet. she couldn't be free #hope this makes sense i'm writing it at 4am i'll delete tomorrow if i realize it sounds dumb

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transolar · 1 year ago

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something thats really sad to me is that I'll scroll through old posts on this blog and I'll see that people are deactivated or haven't posted in months or have archived their blogs. Like I didn't know you but I knew your blog. I knew the things you created. I didn't notice when you left but I noticed how things slowly started to grow quieter. I noticed your absence.

#i will probably delete this tomorrow bc I am sadposting but also #all the people that were big a while back are gone............................ a lot of ppl i considered to be big names are gone #i feel bad bc sometimes it feels like I can't even recognize the community anymore. I feel old (i am only 18)#I'm not saying new ppl are bad or even that I am some ancient relic its just... idk #I'm sadgirling a bit

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telomirage · 4 months ago

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I am too sleepy to finish packing an emergency bag efficiently, but I got most of the essentials laid out next to the bag. that counts, right

#telomirage.txt #me chanting: it's better to be prepared and HOPEFULLY not need anything than to not be prepared at all it's better to be (over)prepared and #anyway. it helps that I'm working from home tomorrow #I told my boss about the times my power has gone out and effectively cut me off from everyone and everything even though I don't live in #the middle of nowhere or anything and she was like 'so you're staying home tomorrow. do not come in tomorrow'#she was 90 percent sure she's going to tell the rest of the team to stay home too so. yeah #I really need to start paying closer attention to the weather 😭#solidarity with several coworkers though because several of us found out about the storm in the same meeting 😅😭

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janeway-lover · 2 months ago

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gang I thought it was supposed to get easier

#tomorrow will be 2 years since my step mom died. she had a rare form of intestinal cancer. she got about three years after being diagnosed.#and yeah she was an ass to me but she's gone. I had always pictured her at my wedding arguing with my mom about stuff.#I didn't even realize I was gay until after she died. I still haven't come out to my father.#he moved on so fast. 11 years of marriage and 16 months later he's remarried. I don't know how he did it.#he told me his new wife doesn't mind when he talks about her. that she understands. I guess that's good for him. and my little brother.#I'm rambling idk ignore my nonsense pls I'm fine

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byanyan · 26 days ago

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staaaaares off into the void

#officially spiraling again 🙃#bad thoughts everywhere about my inability to be a human and fear of that never changing #everyone around me can make it work can have lives can hold jobs and not want to kill themselves #why can't i lmfoafksjdhfs #um. yeah. idk. i have counselling on tuesday i think so i'm tryin to just hold on til then #but i'm also out of my antidepressants and the pharmacy has gone over the max 72 hrs without an update on my renewal request #had to take half my dose today so i have half for tomorrow too #so i'm probably gonna feel even worse for the next couple days 🙃🙃🙃#gonna look at doing some writing to distract myself + focus on good things #but i promise nothing idk how it's gonna go #and i'll probably be quiet when it comes to dms even though i just started catching up #bc being social just sounds like too much for me to handle today. sorry ;n;#i'll be fine!!!! promise i'm not like. Planning anything. just needed to vent a little #and as always i feel the need to explain my absence from dms bc god forbid someone misunderstand me that's apparently one of my worst fears #and deepest traumas lmaooooooooo... fuck #sorry. SORRY. sorry for the negative crying on the dash i just genuinely don't have anywhere else to spew it until tuesday (':#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.#suicidal ideation cw #personal cw #vent cw #negative cw

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mer-se · 1 month ago

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made a wholeeee smorgasbord of random foods and had a nice lil dinner with my niece. Let my indoor cat run around in the snow (she hated it)….I also ran around a bit….

#I have this intense need to take a very specific video in the cemetery of my favorite statue #and woke up to snow and by the time we got there it turned to grosssss ass rain #then it started crazy snowing of course after the sunset #got snowed in and went in to look and play guitars haha #it'll probably be gone tomorrow but someday i’ll get my snowy pics AND video hopefully #has to be snowing actively it's a very specific artistic urge ok #I have this rly neat motorized tripod gadget that my dad got me a while ago you can get the most incredible videos especially moving around #after my cemetery snow adventure I'm all set where's spring #my friends sending me palm trees and beautiful weather snaps and I'm sending back blizzard pics #made her gay very californian brother audibly gasp lol #it’s so pretty though I love the first few snows #I wish I wasn't scared of going into the cemetery at night like I would but l'd need a group of ppl to go with #my angel statue in there all snowy right now and I can't get to her 😠#it’s not even that far away too #need to get to mount auburn someday during snow tried that last year but barely got any #the roads are so bad though now I just drove my niece to her boyfriends up and down steep hills too #my car handles it well though compared to my old one holy shit idk how I survived winters #I'm about to be a plow driver because they genuinely suck so bad I could do better #pay meeeee

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quaranmine · 1 year ago

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my plan tomorrow: watch decked out vods during work bc it's probably gonna be slow. make myself food in my crockpot for dinner assuming i did indeed get all my ingredients i needed the last time i went shopping. make myself....some sort of alcoholic drink. sit down at my computer and spend the rest of the evening fully rewriting That Scene in firewatch au

#today and yesterday i've run into the issue where i need to do my daily writing but i'm kind of right at the big scene #and the big scene really needs to be written all at once with my undivided attention and not in pieces #and i've been soooo busy this weekend #so i'm like ahaha well i guess i can tweak wording and add a paragraph and get 100 words?#anyway tomorrow i /should/ be free all evening #i dont have to go anywhere i'll already have dinner. it'll be perfect #also i may go hiking over thanksgiving??? but i have a plan for 'easier' scenes to write while i'm gone again #but frankly? there's a distinct chance it WILL be done by the end of the month :0

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axolotluv · 2 months ago

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I am exhausted