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bought this sick ass dino sweater for myself and i love it??
anyway, today was mid. felt lonely. went to a bar tho, that was fun. considering going to a gay bar for the first time?
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#selfie bee#good evening friends!! how are you doing! C:#I'm very very sleepy I got a new ikea office chair and I build it all myself#I think it went okay! I don't think I pulled the back screw tight enough and now the back is a bit loose#I can probably fix it but I can also ignore it for the next 18 years#thats how long the old chair held up!! in germany it could now drink vodka and drive a car!!#not at the same time that is illegal! not at the same time!! (❁´▽`❁)*✲゚*#but the day is not over yet my uncle asked me for a big art quest and I do not want to disappoint#he wants a muppet tattoo and asked me to draw it#my uncle has started to get tattoos a few months ago#as far as I know he has now gotten 3 note clefs 3 stars a flower and multiple birds#he also started getting piercings but so far I managed not to know exactly where#I think tattoos are super cool (´。・v・。`) I wish I had a good idea for a tattoo but the last time I was very sure about getting a tattoo#it was heath ledgers face as the joker#at that point I was 12 and would not see the actual movie for two more years#a muppet tattoo is a way better idea!! he asked for the count van count! that is also one of my top 3 muppets ₍՞◌′ᵕ‵ू◌₎♡#I always thought I knew a lot about muppet lore but since I started looking up muppet pictures I think there are still a lot of secrets#can the muppets from the Sesame Street actually leave the Sesame Street?#I think Kermit is both on the Muppet Show and on Sesame Street but he is also like the boss muppet#he might have special abilities#I hope you're having a good day friends!! C:#I think I'll post a Sherlock comic later this week#miss you!! ♥♥♥
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DON’T FORGET - OCT 3
i miss them 🥹
#i forgot last year i was so disappointed in myself#fmab#fma brotherhood#fullmetal alchemist#fullmetal alchimist brotherhood#dont forget#oct 3#edward elric#fma alphonse#alphonse elric#roy mustang#fmab fanart#fma fanart#fma#fullmetal#fma edward#october 3rd#fmab day#nejiverse
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i'm in one of those phases where i really wish i believed in manifesting and spellcasting and things like that bc you know when you want something so bad you're literally praying for the universe to let it happen
#ramble#this is not me judging by the way i think it's cool as fuck i just don't do it personally#context: a lot of my 'dream jobs' are now just 'ways to make money that i might not absolutely hate'#but i have one (1) legit dream job and it's literally FINGERTIPS away from me right now#i feel like most people who know me can guess what it is and know how badly i want it#i'm not even letting myself daydream about it or talk about it too much because i'm so afraid of not getting it and being disappointed#and also i don't want to like. jinx it#i've tried so many times before but this is the closest i've ever been and i feel SICK i want to bite something
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Who did Inquisitor romance
Did you disband the Inquisition
Did your Inquisitor say they want to stop or save Solas
That's... it. Those are the choices that matter from the last 15 years I've been in love with Dragon Age. I know we weren't all a fan of the Keep but?? 3? Three? Does Kieran exist? Who drank from the Well of Sorrows? Is Anders alive?...Is our Warden?
How's everyone else feeling about this? Because I’m sad
#dragon age veilguard#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#da4#veilguard spoilers#im... this is so disappointing#i guess that answers my question on if BW carried about long time players#i'm trying to be hopeful until i play it myself but...woof
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question for the femmes and butches who top butches…. where is the butch bottom content hm 🤨 cmon, let’s go. chop chop. write a post about how you want to skewer that boy like a kebab. get a little nasty with it. nipples hard through a white tank top, bent over, jeans pooled around their ankles as you tease them open with a spit-slick hand, your other hand clamped around the back of their neck to remind them they gotta be good and hold still for you. or something like that
#cracking my whip in the butch bottom content mines#i have to do everything myself around here 🙄#blushing#butch bottom#btw im still a stone bottom sorry to disappoint lol
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To any disabled person undergoing tests to find What's Wrong: I hope your results come back the way you hope and that you receive the help you need. I hope you are not denied care, I hope you are taken seriously even after this, and I hope that you will be taken care of compassionately
#disability#currently going through something like this for myself and while i doubt there's anything 'wrong' i still did it#people are always weird about people who are disappointed or devastated about 'normal results' but...#...it's because normal results don't mean much when you still have the issue at hand...#...if my test came back that my back is physically normal that doesn't indicate that i don't have back pain does it?#because i am still in pain so often even if i have a 'physically normal' back...#...just as an example but i don't think a lot of abled people 'get it'#also like... if your tests are coming back 'normal' every time that might give your care providers pause...#...and they might just start infantilizing you or treating you like a hypochondriac...#...'are you SURE [problem] isn't just anxiety?' 'are you SURE you're actually experiencing [x] or are you exaggerating it?'
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not to be joyful and optimistic on main but there is literally no news about veilguard that could dampen my excitement for veilguard 💕
#I am going to enjoy myself no matter what. sorry I know that's tragically uncool of me#I know others are disappointed. this is not a commentary on anyone else's feelings. I just know i'm going to have fun anyway#datv#veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#da4#da:tv#dragon age veilguard
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Misfits water gun fight! Who will emerge victorious? Only one way to find out
I did this piece for one of the @mairumadevizine prints! It was also done long before the beach chapters in the manga and I really just... balled with their designs
#mairimashita! iruma kun#mairuma#m!ik#mairuma devizine#illustration#fanart#purson soi#asmodeus alice#suzuki iruma#valac clara#gaap goemon#agares picero#allocer schneider#sabnock sabro#shax lied#caim kamui#ix elizabetta#crocell kerori#andro m jazz#id in alt#yuno art#tbh I had quite a lot of fun designing the water guns for this piece hehe#I completely forgot that Iruma should have another shirt under the jacket so uuh fanservice I guess <- disappointed in myself fr#also the alt text is slightly a nightmare I didn't know what to write so I'm gonna give some thoughts about what's going on :')#if I had a nickel for everytime I drew the misfits together as a whole I'd have 3 nickels. They are a hivemind.#the 13 goobers
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Holy shit I love your Dirk interpretations, it's so true and I could talk about this shit forever. I feel like another part of his character that people seem to forget (along with Roxy for some reason) is that he's from the future in solitude in an apocalyptic wasteland. I just see that part of his character always removed which is disappointing because I feel like that's a pretty big part, especially regarding his themes around technology, his brother's theme of Time, his own isolation, and how he plays in the vastness of the universe and spacetime.
Art I drew related to the subject because I like to respond to asks with art.
But absolutely. I certainly understand where the lack of discussion over his isolation + upbringing comes from, considering a majority of the fanbase that I have seen builds their ideas based on their own version of postcanon. I’m not entirely sure how that would be fixed, but certainly even in the somewhat recent past I would see a lot more content regarding his upbringing both literally and symbolically. I don’t have much to add regarding the things you’ve mentioned, because they just are what they are. Dirk being confined to a singular room left to him by a father figure he never met, in a future where the only other person left on the planet is someone he cannot pursue a relationship of because of himself, with purely 3 robots to keep him companion, one being an exact replica of his own brain who is *also* trapped inside a pair of glasses, is about as literal as it gets to me.
The contrast to me involving the flooded, organic world in comparison to the little speckle of Dirk’s apartment packed with the dude and his technics is not only a representation of his isolation and entrapment within himself, but also of his lack of control. I think his obsession with & themes of control are a direct product in the case of Dirk specifically *of* this kind of upbringing. His themes of technology are also related to his themes around control. So much of his character is actually revolved around this to me like so much. Dirk is so deeply disconnected from humanity in every way and so much of his character + symbolism is based around that.
It doesn’t even have to be about the symbolism or anything though. It’s just pretty *interesting* in the literal sense that he lives in the middle of the ocean in the future. There’s not only a lot to theorise on to do with his young life there, but on how it might affect him in the way he acts for the rest of his life. The latter part is probably what I see mentioned the most by people talking about Dirk regarding this, I’m surprised I don’t see more discussion on the former too though. I really ought to actually talk more about Homestuck stuff on here. I will do it myself.
Roxy & Dirk’s relationship is largely ignored though because there is a narrative a certain demographic spreads that Dirk resented and blamed Roxy for her interest in him, and thus too many people believe that their relationship was or would continue to be an abusive one. Realistically, I believe it’s important to acknowledge that the way Roxy treated Dirk regarding his homosexuality wasn’t right while still acknowledging the obvious amount of respect and admiration Dirk had for Roxy. I mean we have a huge piece of dialogue from their post trickster mode conversations on the quest beds from Dirk purely stating how he feels about Roxy that people completely ignore somehow. I think this usually happens to characters that are women though. I know everyone says it, but it is true. Jane gets the exact same treatment of boiling her down to solely her negative aspects. The things I see completely mischaracterising both of them are horrific.
I mean how much more explicit can it get that their relationship is obviously very important to Dirk? But I digress. I think the best or I should say “most interesting” interpretations of their relationship usually come from DirkRoxy shippers actually.
I would be interested to hear about Dirk’s relation to his brother’s theme of time though. I don’t have any thoughts on this and I don’t recall ever hearing anyone talk about it before. If you or anyone else would be willing to enlighten me I’d be thrilled.
#homestuck#homestuck fanart#hs fanart#dirk strider#blooby posting#ask#Sorry for taking so long to reply to you on this. I’ve been in more of a drawing than a speaking mood lately#which is very unusual for me. This is definitely not as much of a post as it could be but I’m still not back on my thought and speech game#I know the Roxy mention was in brackets but good lord the treatment Roxy gets from fanbase is insane. Couldn’t help myself#Sorry if anything is worded badly. I’m tired per usual#I think (with no malice in my heart) people just tend to leave out what they don’t like about characters though.#I was very briefly talking with Pomme johnegbertirl#and it got me thinking about how far a lot of people’s interpretations of characters stray from what would be realistic to canon#based on their own biases. Which I guess I probably do too to a certain degree.#I’m not one to judge people for their characterisations at all#I tend to be very forgiving when it comes to reads#but… I admit that is indeed a little disappointing to see how completely ignored some parts of his characters are.#Sorry for tangent that is tenuously related. It is relevant enough to shove haphazardly into tags#I’m glad you like my Dirk ramblings though. Thanks brother#We live on
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okay so imagine this: you’re on holiday in crete and see an absolute rascal of a man chatting to himself and jump off a cliff
#finished this animatic and it’s kinda? i’m disappointed in myself but will get there#i like athena though she’s hot#digital art#animation#animatic#epic the musical#epic wisdom saga#athena#odysseus#calypso’s island#digital drawing#artist on tumblr
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Aubrey Plaza in Addicted to Fresno (2015)
#aubrey plaza#addicted to fresno#jamie babbit#filmedit#filmgifs#aplazaedit#dailyflicks#wlwgif#wlwsource#dailywomen#nessa007#usersugar#userzo#mine#my gifs#RAWRRRRR#sorry. yeah#quite a delightful little movie for a lazy evening. however i hyped it up for myself immensely#as it is by a director of but im a cheerleader#(didn't get around to watch it for literally years)#and couldn't help to be kinda disappointed#i love that kind of restrained awkward comedies but i feel like they could've done more with it#however the cast makes the movie so it's a good watch!#also if i were in a situation where aubrey plaza is into me i'd drop everything and focus ON HER. sorryyyy
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When you got that call, the three-star call... I don't know. How did it feel?
THE BEAR | 2.02: PASTA
#the bear#the bear fx#thebearedit#cinemapix#dailyflicks#dixonscarol#filmtvcentral#televisiongifs#tvedit#userbarrow#underbetelgeuse#userdiana#useremz#userrlaura#usersugar#*edits#carmy berzatto#carmen berzatto#sydney adamu#this is too real for me#and i hate that feeling when i start to self sabotage#cuz i can't handle the pressure#of keeping those standards#it's like i'm trying to save myself from#disappointment or disappointing others
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the children yearn for a desmond miles comeback
#bring him back....#i have given myself hope for no reason that he will come back to life in ac shadows and now if he doesn't i'll be disappointed#desmond miles#assassin's creed#og post
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YOU VOTED AND WE LISTENED!!!!!
THIS CANNOT BE UNDONE
MR CHARLIE IS HERE TO STAAAYYYY 🤩🤩🤩
#PLEASE DON'T HAVE MY HEAD#please I hate this as much as you do#this is genuinely the best drawing I've ever made and I'm EXTREMELY disappointed in myself#smiling friends#mr boss x charlie dompler#mr charlie#smiling friends fanart#charlie dompler#mr boss#pim pimling#that little drawing of me next to them was my ACTUAL LIVE REACTION TO DRAWING THIS BTW#I WAS NOT HAPPY BUT I COULDN'T STOP#my art
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thominewt - the death cure 2018
#thominewt#thominewtedit#tmr#tmredit#the maze runner#maze runner#mazerunneredit#the death cure#tmr thomas#tmr newt#tmr minho#dylan o'brien#thomas brodie sangster#ki hong lee#gif#gifset#my gifs#i cant believe ive never gifed them together before#they are literally my faves#im disappointed in myself lol
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