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don't know how to tell my bestfriend that im a little bit upset with her because like i don't want her to think im toxic and drainingđ
#because like see. itni choti si baat pe gussa hona allowed nahi hai na#yehi seekha hai maine even if something is killing you on the inside if it is choti si baat for samne wala#then you're crazy and exhausting and toxic#and we were just talking about how we're so perfect because we never fight because she and her now ex kept fighting#and he constantly drained her drains her even now he's that clingy ex who can't let go#so it means she doesn't like people who get mad at her she wants peace and jist fun#buf like. i don't have the energy to pretend more you know? i spend the whole day pretending to be normal and happy and okay#because that's just the way things are i don't like my work i don't like the people there not enough to make me genuinely happy#with her i never have to pretend. but i would have to now#and i can't. i just want to get over it on my own without telling her anything because like she has exams next month and she's tired#and depressed we both are#but then weekend is the prime time for js to meet#ugh
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hina... have you ever drawn nanami & yuji. pls i need to see them. my reluctant mentor and ray of sunshine. maybe eating together after a mission
cleaned up this request doodle from a while ago <3
#my art#answered#anonymous#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#nanami kento#yuji itadori#jujutsu kaisen fanart#sorry for getting to this so late anon :'<<<<#also sorry the art technically isnt new shkdg i tried to come up w a different setting fr them#thought abt them going fr ramen or something ? like an izakaya scene#but i wasnt happy w any of my sketches n took the easy way out gomen gjdghjj#i hope u still like the cleaned version!#well . âcleanâ gjhgssgj yuuji sweetie do u need a napkin#both of these pastries r based off ones we sold at the bakery i used to work at#u know . the one that put me into a 7 month depressed artblock n made me want to kms/srs#and speaking from experience. those filled croissants r not user friendly#crumbs + cream + fruit + syrup drizzle + chocolate...all EVERYWHERE smh#also nanami's looks like a cookie but it's not i promise. it is a raisin danish bc he has th palette of an old man at 27
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Bonus 13: Beware the Grapes of Wrath.
[First] Prev <â-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#wen qing#wen ning#WWX's main weapon as the Yiling patriarch is considered to be 'Wen Ning' - which makes sense as far as the whole necromancer thing goes.#However...That *is* Wen Qing's beloved baby brother!#In her perspective WWX skipped town for a few days (or so) and took WN with him#only for them both to show up bloodied and in a state of disarray.#There's no way he told her he was going out to duel Jiang Cheng. For several reasons.#He doesn't want to involve her in his messes anymore than he already has.#It's less that she would try and stop him and more so that he honestly wouldn't even think to say something about it to her.#WQ and him aren't partners in this situation. He actually openly disregards her opinions several times.#Wei Wuxian's emotional distance from everyone around him is a big part of this arc.#Like all good tragedies...his biggest flaw is his hubris. He doesn't *need* anyone when he's so capable on his own.#He doesn't need to ask permission when obviously this is the only way forwards.#He has to do it all on his own! No one else needs to be involved!#And if you've been in the position of realizing you have a problem of toxic self-reliance - you know how harmful this mindset is.#It's why it's so satisfying to see WWX in his 'new' life start to let other's share his burdens.#I will die on the hill of 'love means carrying each other's weight. All a burden means is that I can give you support and you support me.'#YLLZ is less 'competent and sexy' and more 'depressed and can't see it'.#Another lovely nod to the main theme here is how he starts leaning more and more into the rumours about him.#Though we are also still confronted with how these rumours fail to actually live up to reality.#Rumour has it the Yiling Patriarch is undefeatable. What a shame if that rumour turned out to be untrue!
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bed hair (feat. depression â˘)
#Hazbinhotel#Hazbin hotel Lucifer#hazbin hotel#lucifer#lucifer Morningstar#vivziepop#vivziepop fanart#depression#waking up in the middle of the afternoon is a mood#not liking your reflection too#we both need a therapist luci#goddamnit#being a fallen angel sure seems harsh
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IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder
â°â⤠âAt times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if youâre living with this illness and functioning at all, itâs something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher
#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies#(more thoughts at the end of the tags)#shameless#shamelessnet#shamelessedit#ian gallagher#cameron monaghan#*macygifs#bipolar disorder#hello pals how are we doin#i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags#and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes)#i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation#that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day#world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder#which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life#while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life#and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines#over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful#i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended#hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles#world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder#and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized)#it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all#it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen#so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can.#we are worth it#i promise#anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder#go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives
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Idk new post bc the last lost traction, no donations in a week. We need 450 for the rest of February, 450 for a deposit, and 950 for March, 50 for the rest of the utilities. We were homeless since Aug 2020 excepting 4 different months whose places fell through for various reasons, have to get rid of the van we were living in because it's falling apart, Collie got FFS December 28th, she's recovering well and maybe could do something with a car if we had a better car, given her ability to drive. I still haven't found much work but I'm still looking. Anything helps.
paypal.me/NoraEstherRose
venmo: nora-esther-rose
venmo: Leah-Esther-Rose
#i wish i could get a loan ? i hate how little my parents have ever helped me. we rely too much on collies mom who can only do so much#we both have various disabilities we still are in the process of understanding.... i hope i get adhd meds soon. :(#we havent been able to afford better anti depressants for over a week now. i hate feeling dependent#i wish it were a prescription.... stupid world. stupid time
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Chat, I regret to inform you that I have added a new hyperfixationâŚsoâŚ
Agatha All Along Incorrect Quotes!
Alice: Hold the fuck up.
Also Alice, crawling into Liliaâs lap: Itâs me. Iâm the fuck up. Hold me.
Rio: I have an idea!
Jen: No murder.
Rio, sighing petulantly: I no longer have an idea.
Lilia: I have a bad feeling about thisâŚ
Agatha: What do you mean?
Alice: Donât you ever get that little voice in the back of your head that tells you if something is going to get you in trouble?
Agatha: No.
Jen: That actually explains so much.
Lilia: As far back as I can remember, Iâve always had this little voice in my head telling me to âlive it up today, because thereâs not gonna be a lot of tomorrowsâ.
Agatha: You do realize thereâs medication designed to get rid of those kinds of voices, right?
Teen: A bird flew in through my window and Iâm trying to befriend it.
*later*
Agatha: Why donât you quit bothering me and go talk to your bird friend?
Teen: Matthew and I are not speaking at the moment.
*the coven, huddling together behind a makeshift shelter to shield themselves from repeated gunshots*
Alice, hastily shoving the others behind her so she can return fire: Agatha, do you have any idea who would want to shoot you?!
Agatha, squashed between Jen and Rio: Many people want to shoot me. I take great pride in that!
Jen, glaring at the group as she hands over bail money:
Alice, tapping her shoulder: What about Teen?
Jen, glaring more: Iâve got to bail him out too? Whereâs Agatha?
Teen: No one called her. We used Liliaâs phone call to call Alice and Rioâs to call you. Then Rio used my phone call to vote for American Idol.
Rio: :)
Jen: Rio isnât answering her phone.
Agatha: Here, Iâll try.
Jen: Alice and I have tried six times each, what makes you think that-
Rio, picking up on the first ring: Hey, sweetheart.
Agatha: The ends always justify the means!
Jen: Do you know who said that?
Agatha: Was it Oprah or someone nice and great like that?
Jen: It was Machiavelli. A decidedly non-Oprah like person.
Jen: I bet you didnât even finish the thing I asked you to get done!
Agatha: For your information, I most certainly did! Got it done last night!
Teen, whispering to Agatha: You didnât get it done, did you?
Agatha, whispering back: I donât even know what sheâs talking about.
Lilia: I am at a loss for words!
Teen, glancing at the camera like his mom like heâs on The Office: Despite being lost for words, Lilia yelled at us for the next 45 minutes.
Agatha, carrying SeĂąor Scratchy out of the room:
SeĂąor Scratchy: *snuggles under her chin*
Agatha, kissing his head: You are being punished. Please stop being adorable. I love you.
Teen: I got a trampoline tent for summer sleepovers!
Jen, whispering to the other adult witches: âŚthink of all the sex.
Alice: There are two types of people.
Rio: If you wanted to eat someone, you could put a fire under it and slowly roast them :)
Lilia: âŚthree. Three types of people.
Jen, cautiously: I canât believe I didnât notice this before, butâŚTeen, you are a little crazy.
Teen: Arenât we all a little crazy here, Jen?
Jen: No, I mean youâre aging-ballerina, child-chess-prodigy, professional magician kind of crazy.
Teen: Itâs my momâs fault. You know, we come from a Jewish family, but she used to tell me the reason Santa didnât come was because my room was too dirty.
Rio: Iâve come looking for trouble. And if I canât find trouble, I WILL create some.
Alice: Do you trust me?
Lilia, smiling proudly at her: Yes.
Alice, who has been completely panicking: Wait, what? Why?!
Agatha, awkwardly glancing around for help: ErâŚAlice, Iâm gonna be honest, I donât know what to say to people who are crying. So Iâm just gonna hope that the tone of my voice makes you think I do, okay, sweetie?
Alice, sniffling: âŚthanks, Agatha.
Agatha, patting her on the back with a bit too much enthusiasm: No problem, kid.
Lilia: I told Agatha about it weeks ago!
Teen: She WHAT?
Agatha: What??? Lilia says insane shit all the time, how was I supposed to know this one was true?!
Lilia: Bank accounts are a sham created by the shadow government!
Agatha: SEE?!
BONUS:
Wanda, watching from the afterlife: soâŚwhen exactly do kids grow out of that whole emo, rebellious stage?
Lorna, shrugging: I donât know. Alice is still in it.
#agatha all along#agatha harkness#rio vidal#lilia calderu#jennifer kale#alice wu gulliver#teen agatha all along#billy kaplan#seĂąor scratchy#agatha all along spoilers#Agatha all along incorrect quotes#alice âmommy issuesâ wu gulliver#agathario#we love our dangerous lesbians#we were robbed of alice getting to use her ex cop skills and Iâm salty about it#agatha is a problem child#rio is a menace to society#they left her in jail#she broke out#I think Iâm funny#found family#mentions of wanda maximoff and lorna wu#alice needs a damn hug#and so does teen (I canât call him billy quite yet I donât know why)#lilia is the friend-turned-mother-figure that alice and teen both desperately need (sorry agatha you donât count right now)#tw: sex jokes#tw: violence jokes#really just tw: rio vidal#sometimes family is a traumatized teen; the stressed witch he designated as his pseudo mom; her psycho ex wife; her mlm friend;#a reluctant nepo baby with depression; and the crazy psychic grandma they found on the side of the road
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*cracks knuckles* we know Tyler isnât the original Clancy right? Yâall caught that? Clancyâs bishop was Keons, Tylerâs is Nico, and now âClancyâ is Tyler. Because âscaled and icyâ is an anagram for âClancy is deadâ and that album was the one where dema was using Tylerâs popularity for their own purposes. Clancy failed to stop the cycle on his own, and despite already being used as a figurehead for dema, Tyler decided to take up the role of âClancyâ in the wake of what seemed like a total collapse of the Banditos. Their leader had been taken out, and now they had no one to organize them.
But Tyler taking on the name Clancy isnât him taking on the role of leader or even organizer. He is showing us (the Banditos) that we all can be our own inspiration, we donât need a figure to follow, we donât need a leader to lead us. We can do this, fight dema, ourselves.
Yâall got that, right?
#twenty one pilots#twenty øne piløts#tøp#Clancy#tøp clancy#I just donât ever see anyone talking about the lore connections and I need to know that Iâm not the only person making these connections#bc I remember the countless interviews where Tyler reiterated that he is not Clancy and the letters are not written by him#and in the letters clancy explains how each person gets a bishop assigned to them and his was keons#and in Nico and the niners tyler sings heâll always try to stop me that Nicolas Bourbaki#therefore the bishop we see in the videos interacting with tyler is Nico and not keons#let alone the fact that Clancy describes keons as kind and gentle and Nico seems very forceful in comparison#and donât forget this is all a metaphor or allegory for depression and mental illness#Clancyâs bishops being kind and caring while Tylerâs is scary and forceful is representing the different ways mental illness can menifest#maybe it feels like itâs trying to help you but itâs actually just keeping control over you#or maybe it scared the shit out of you but you donât know how to fight back#because both kind of have a point#anyway#pls let me know if this was new information or if Iâm preaching to the choir
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This is an incredibly niche AU, but i think it kinda works? The more i thought about it, the more similarities i saw between the respective characters, especially Wen Kexing and Alastor.
But also an excuse for me to draw them in hanfu really. :D
#alastor#lucifer#hazbin hotel#radioapple#shan he ling#word of honor#wen kexing#zhou zishu#alternate universe#i mean#wen kexing and alastor are both cannibals and also terrible people#zhou zishu basically left heaven and was mutilated about it#not too far off from luci!!!#not to mention that zzs and lucifer are both stressed and depressed with their respective vices#sure for zzs its alcohol and luci its ducks but we all have our demons#(luciferâs demon is alastor)
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Literally the same guy.
#Despite the other obvious stuff they were BOTH 'gladiators'/'brawlers' at some point too oh God#both wanted to kill God bc they believed they brought the worst out of people (Outsider for Daud Primes for Megatron)#adopted daughter#a sort of cult following who jump at every available moment to take the lead#a weird obsession with the person their nemesis who's color coded as blue (Corvo and OP)#killing?? an aristorcrat that kick starts the main event although I'm not sure WHICH continuety ES Meg is following#'our rage burns hot and then we burn out like a firework' mentality#sulking#depressed#old man#eren talks
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oh never mind, bearded!Jayce isn't depressed, he's deranged
#arcane#arcane spoilers#jayce talis#IF THAT'S EVEN HIM AND I'M NOT CONVINCED IT IS#still sad we didn't get depressed Jayce arc with his boyfriend and girlfriend both missing but holy hell#Winter Soldier Jayce was NOT on my bingo card wtffff
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I think a lot about what exactly Thistle was doing for those 1000 years. I mean, his increased monitoring of the dungeon was explicitly caused by Delgal going âmissingâ and a bunch of adventurers pouring in, but Yaad says that heâs âalways been like thisâ and ânot one for reasonable conversation.â I can see that being true for the rest of the golden kingdom members since he seems to not gaf about them beyond being part of Delgalâs kingdom, but what about Delgal himself?
How often did they speak and what did they talk about? Did Delgal ever beg Thistle to release them from his spell? Did Thistle ever threaten him, or would he never dare to? Could he tell Delgal was deeply miserable, or could he just not see it at that point?
He looks incredibly unwell here. How did Thistle feel about this? Did he feel anything at all, or was that nibbled out of him, too?
#polly speaks#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi spoilers#thistle dungeon meshi#delgal melini#dungeon meta#thistle posting#thereâs so much that we donât know and itâs. aaahuuuuuuuauauh#thereâs so much to be said about how having your desires eaten is like mental illness#both in the depression aspect that Mithrun displays and in the inability to feel empathy and irrationality that Thistle develops as a result#for delgal was it like having someone you love go through a severe mental health episode? but with the added baggage of All Of That?#I dunno if Iâm wording this well which is why itâs staying in the tags but. yea
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you might be sitting there thinking "can you stop making all this mediocre art and just get back to costuming again" at which point i invite you to hear my secret list as to why im drawing more instead of cosplaying lately. are you ready
1. its free
2.
#BABY GIRL....THE ECONOMY...#also as a fun little fact im doing insanely bad right now my depression is the worst its been in years#ive been trying and failing to do fuckall for months but nothing sticks#i actually already blew my costume budget for october but both attempts failed bc i cant get it together#so#here we are#yall are going to be stuck with another 3 weeks of non costume art until i get paid again
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Anybody wanna think about Drey Ferinâs canonical era as a pirate cowboy and legendary Horsean sharpshooter⌠pleaseâŚ?
(Also, I have a oneshot where said era is very gay and ends very tragically, if thatâs your cup of tea. Smile.)
#jrwi riptide#drey ferin#jrwi ichabod#just roll with it#jrwi fanart#jrwi fanfiction#jrwi drey#Ichabod stain#just roll with it riptide#jrwi spoilers#jrwi riptide spoilers#I think#tvâs art#TVâs writing#cuz I promo it here lol-#I donât think we talk about drey enoughâŚ#he is both like. cringefail 20-something and depressed 30-something in one character.#guys⌠we donât talk about the tragedy heâs gone through nearly enough#well I talk and think about it all the time. yâall need to pick up the slack /silly#when we talk about the suffering of the ferins he should absolutely be included more in that. heâs the black sheep⌠heâs the defectâŚ#oouughghghhh#give this guy a space cowboy husband. he deserves it.#he needs it even.
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Autistic girls sound off jn the comments
#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#the hunger games#hunger games#thg#pencil sketch#turns out scanning shit makes it look good. who woulda thunk#anyway does this shit piss anyone else off when ppl point it out like#no im not looking you directly in the eye. whatevers in there is none of my business. we are not married.#and inb4 someone says smth abt adhd and autism solidarity. katniss has BOTH peeta has NEITHER#and im going to need compelling textual evidence to believe otherwise.#peetas just got depression and anger issues#anyone else you want me to diagnose?? guess who has bpd. ill give you a hint. its also katniss#they both have ptsd obv that goes w/o saying but ill say it just so no one comes for me
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timcassie is so compelling to me. they were not into each other even a little bit. it was such a messy coping mechanism fuelled entirely by grief. they were making out with each other because they were both substituting each other for kon. cassie was far more aware she was doing this than tim was. unironically, dating a girl here is one of the gayest things tim has done
#rimi talks#it is SO messy and its so fun. i don't think geoff even realized the implications but they sure are there when you read it#god... you know its BAD when modern comics have me missing tt03 of all Fucking comics#but like. todays ''tell don't show'' writers would N E V E R do something this interesting#tom taylor would be all. oh! tim we shouldn't kiss. i'm just substituting you for kon because i miss him and you were his best friend!#and then he'd have tim go oh wow cassie you're right i didn't realize that! my bad. all forgiven? yay!!! :)#GOD YOU KNOW ITS BAD OUT HERE WHEN I THINK *GEOFF* DID SOMETHING RIGHT. GOD. GOD#GEOFF MY MORTAL ENEMY GEOFF. grits teeth yeah geoffrey i have to give you this one............#its just such a deliciously unhealthy coping mechanism. theyre a MESS. theyre using each other. theyre only able to go on bc of each other#its not a romance but it IS a codependency#bart isn't even dead yet when this happens. like. he's just off being the flash.#bart (extremely depressed bc he couldnt stop sbp and hold him in the speed force forever): :| ok#not his circus. not his monkeys.#well it is his monkeys even if he left the circus. but he's too depressed to deal with it#but its so fun. this relationship is haunted. there's a ghost in the middle. they both want to kiss him instead of each other.#tim#cassie#timcassie
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