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FREAKS & GEEKS :: THE CORE FOUR ↳ nancy wheeler, alicia henderson, jonathan byers, steve harrington
Joyce handed her the photograph, a grainy, sepia colored snapshot of one of her fondest memories. Alicia even managed a smile at the sight, crinkling the film in her hands. It had been her eleventh birthday, and Steve and Jonathan had decided to build a pillow fort in the Wheeler’s basement, much like the one Mike had built for Eleven.
Even Nancy had pitched in, the four of them squishing together under the precarious structure, playing monopoly and go fish and listening to cassette tapes in Steve’s dad’s stereo. Rumours had come out the year prior and Alicia couldn't get enough of it.
“I’d never seen four kids so close,” Joyce interrupted her thoughts with a smile, “Until Will and the party of course.”
They’d never been that close since. Cause that year Steve met Tommy and Carol, and Nancy had found Barb, leaving Jonathan and Alicia to rely on each other like they always did. And Alicia listened to The Chain every day for a year, wondering how it all went wrong.
They’d never even gotten together for Nancy’s Birthday, or Jonathan’s. Whatever spark the four of them had faded by 1979, and completely petered out when Steve started high school.
But this was proof that it had once existed.
Nancy in her mom’s suede jacket, Alicia in her plastic birthday crown she’d proudly placed on her head, Jonathan in a shirt he’d probably stolen from his dad, and Steve with his messy head of curls and favorite striped shirt.
And now Jonathan had lost his brother, Nancy had lost her best friend, Steve was a jerk, and Alicia was still listening to The Chain.
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#ocappreciation#ochub#stranger things ocs#fyeahstrangerthingsocs#fyeahstocs#oc: alicia henderson#fic: freaks & geeks#dyn: the core four#one of the saddest parts of Alicia's story is this right here#the way her friendship with Steve and Nancy just slowly decayed over time#and how Jonathan was really the only one there for her but even he started to pull away#that slow miserable feeling of knowing that you and your friends drifted apart and there was nothing you could do to stop it#brb just gonna go cry in the corner#this has been sitting in my draft for A YEAR#now you all can enjoy it#and by enjoy it I mean cry with me
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#a doodley#i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash#anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago#im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up#and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad#like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to#quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen#and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be#and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die#and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago#and your brothers that passed away#recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7#the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad#said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then#i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was#like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry#im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible#i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad
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It’s summer when he gets down on one knee.
Summer when eyes like the sunrise you watched together this morning look up at you with hope and love as if he shouldn’t already know the answer.
Summer when your throat closes up, tears brimming in your eyes, and whether it’s the heat of the sun or the blood rushing to your cheeks, your face burns.
And it’s always been summer. Always been summer when you’ve made your most cherished memories.
Melted popsicles on small hands. Sweat running down the back of your neck. Caleb by your side.
It’s always been summer when he took you by the hand and dragged you out to watch fireworks. It’s always been summer when you sat under the stars while he babbled about the different constellations and going beyond the deep space tunnel. It’s always been summer when you looked up at him and realized that you want him by your side for the rest of your life, whatever that means.
It’s summer when Caleb gets down on one knee, a velvet box holding a silver ring in one hand, and asks:
“Will you marry me?”
#Caleb#love and deepspace#lnds caleb#lads caleb#caleb love and deepspace#caleb lads#today on lilly shutup#screaming crying throwing up I can’t believe so many people are marry him#AND YET IM HERE BARELY AT LOVERS WHISPER#this is me delulu pretending that he and I WILL be married by the time summer comes#but also Caleb loves summers#he’s always talking about it#and yah I know his name means summer or something in mandarin#anyways I’m sick and gonna go cry through my shift now#also I want to say I enjoy writing neutral second pov#and am doing my best to be inclusive so if anyone has tips I would love to hear how to do this more
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Hortator Betrayed and Reborn
I got a sudden wave of inspiration and managed to draw this. I wanted to mess around with lighting and a slightly different rendering style. I'm not really satisfied with the clothes (my nemesis) but I am genuinely proud of how the light turned out.
This was sort of meant to be something about Nerevar's death and his spirit being unable to fully die (hence the light from inside).
#shoutout to my bestie ted who had to listen to me complain and cry over this drawing#because we were in voice chat while i was making it#kept saying 'i hate it'/'i love it'#i hooe you guys enjoy as usual#i worked hard on this one#i mean i put in effort into the shitposts too#but this is a different level#tes#the elder scrolls#morrowind#indoril nerevar#nerevar#digital art#digital illustration#art#muscariart
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Kinda sad that the DMC anime is a prequel because that means I'm going to waiting so long for my boy, Nero, to be in the show!
I want my dead weight 😔
#a part of me wishes it was set post dmc5 and it was about Dante and Vergil exploring hell#while Nero tries to find a way to get them back#also that would mean Nico is in it and she's the best character#would still recommend it#I still enjoyed the show#but I think I'm going to enjoy season 2 with Virgil being in it#devil may cry#devil may cry anime#devil may cry netflix#dmc nero#dmc dante
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OH!!!!! HAVE YOU CHECKED THE CYBER CAFÉ DUMPSTER by any chance? there HAS to be some leftover cake there!!!! i heard there was an event recently!!
#Sorry if its a little choppy i was starting to feel really guilty LMAOO#and im short on time a bit#BUT#its done and i cant even bare to look AHA#maybe i enjoy being evil.. a little..#BTW THIS IS NOT A BAD REACTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ARENT BEING PUNISHED!!#i mean besides this being crushing but ill elaborate give me a little#[you've got mail!]#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy#hes grateful. he really is. um. but theres a mix of emotions that was just maybe a lot.#I feel like he needs this a bit#sorry but not sorry him CRYING in front of you means a lot if you decide you want to pick it apart and understand it a bit more aha#i havent really made him like cry or anything because he REALLY hates it especially infront of other people and it just wasnt enough yet#uh and i was a little nervous about doing it until someone else did it and it was like a 'ohh okay... so i CAN do that...' moment and i#gave myself permission
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Being mostly only part of the jayvik fandom (and partly caitvi) means I get to bask in their undeniable romantic relationship (ofc you can also see it as platonic, just don't insist that it's the only way to look at it) while others fight over how Silco and Vander's relationship is as brothers and they can't be shipped and whether Jinx and Ekko are straight or bi or whatever.
#I just don't get why some people are arguing instead of enjoying the good things and crying over the sad things like we are#jayvik is without a doubt a romantic relationship to me#but that doesn't mean you can't see it as platonic#just don't go arguing in jayvik posts and insist that they should not be romantic#same goes with vander and silco#if you see them as brothers that's your choice but don't shame those who ship them#and jinx and ekko's sexuality as far as I know is unknown so people can speculate however they want#(what a relief that at least no one can deny caitvi)#arcane#arcane season 2#jayvik#jayce talis#jayce arcane#viktor#viktor arcane#caitvi#caitlyn kiramman#vi arcane#vi#zaundads#vanco#vander x silco#vander arcane#arcane silco#timebomb#jinx#jinx arcane#ekko#ekko arcane#let people ship what they want
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was watching apocalypse with my brother and once the cerebro scene popped up he was like 'charles has a helmet like erik, only instead of keeping people out, he tries to reach out and connect with others' like guys i need to bash him with a rock
#xmen#xmen apocalypse#xmen movies#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#is this cherik. probably#snap chats#GENUINELY what is his deal#'snap i thought you were watching x2' and i finished it and then my bro came up so i decided to rewatch apocalypse while he was here#hello chat. im aware the people enjoy my brother's quotes so here i am sharing another as it has damaged my brain#GUYS I HATE MY BROTHER WHY DOES HE KEEP SAYING THIS SHIT BEFORE I CAN THINK IT#so real tho ..... also i may be drunk so maybe im more emotional about this revelation than i should be but still#basic observation im aware but still ... doesnt become less wack when you say it out loud ....#thats so fucked ... i mean 'people' being charles but still ... why would you say that#i still have some of my whiskey left so im gonna pound it and then drink some water and probably cry myself to sleep#or ill doodle a sketch idk. im inspired.#for now good night !!!!!!!!!!!!! all my brother does is accidentally inflict psychic damage upon me#AGAIN you never expect it from your brother but thats what makes it esp whiplash inducing .......
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season 2 + nods to 'crowley was raphael' truthers
#personally i quite enjoy being delulu#golden tooth truther here I DO NOT KNOW WHAT IT MEANS BUT I KNOW IT MEANS THINGS.#aLSO. THE PAUSE. WHEN GABRIEL TRIES TO REMEMBER THE NAME. MUSIC SWELLING.#a fakeout if i ever saw one#(you can't) change my mind#and listen i love the 'crowley was a nobody' theory just as much but they threw that one out the window with the file reveal#so.#crowley is lucifer theory is uh fun but i can't get behind it whoops#good omens#crowley#crowley was raphael#good omens 2 spoilers#ok that's too many tags already. if you're still reading PLEASE RECOMMEND ME FICS.#and also if you want a gifset send an ask cause i'm obsessed#also! feel like most of these are from heaven-times. and yeah. more 'crowley in heaven' content @neil gaiman please#crying over the gif quality btw
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"Spread across the comforter are their film strips from the photo corner at the dance... A full size picture of the four of them signing their team letter to the camera with huge smiles on their faces."
On the Run from Tomorrow, ch. 17
Last chap's up. I am getting so horribly emotional trying to write a note here, so just...
JNPR 💛🧡❤️💚 Forever
#rwby#jaune arc#nora valkyrie#pyrrha nikos#lie ren#team jnpr#rwby fanart#nora is on an apple crate and pyrrha and jaune are crouching by the way; ren's just standing#so i started drawing the whole shrine but i could simply not finish it; i realized i did need to draw this and while it is bitter sweet#it did not hit me as emotionally badly as the shrine did so i decided to make this the end illustration for now#i think i will finish the shrine later this year maybe#i was able to work on this for a few hours before getting too sad unlike the shrine#they are so happy. i drew their expressions on a separate layer so i could turn them off when i got too sad#they were so happy together. they mean everything to me. they don't deserve any of the bad things that have ever happened to them#this moment though. frozen in time. on top of the world. nothing bad has ever happened ever and they're happy#gods. they're happy. just for a moment in time.#fuck im crying again.#anyway enjoy im gonna go sob in a fucking corner#poa! jnpr#kina draws
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I've been watching Hazbin Hotel in prime. Just watched episode 5 and I gotta ask
Why, oh, WHY DON'T I SEE MORE PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT "MORE THAN ANYTHING" WHEN TALKING ABOUT THE HAZBIN HOTEL MUSIC???
Like I get it, the song before it "Hell's Greatest Dad" Is a bop reminiscent of other music from the era its parodying. I loved it.
BUT why are you only putting clips of that song when this MASTERPIECE comes a few minutes after

I honestly don't even know where to begin with this song. The visuals are beautiful, especially when we get moments like this where you can just see the absolute LOVE this man has for her daughter is so sweet and Heartwarming I just-

The voices are fenomenal but what else can you expect from the broadway talents of Erika Henningsen and Jeremy Jordan.
There is also the whole Symbolism with passing the baton to the next generation and stuff. I- I can't even get into the specifics right now Im too emotional.
But above all else THE LYRICS






ESPECIALLY THAT LAST ONE
"I'M GRATEFUL YOU ARE MY DAUGHTER/FATHER MORE THAN ANYTHING"
DO YOU WANT ME TO CRY?? CAUSE I AM. I AM BAWLING MY EYES OUT RIGHT NOW.
It's just so fucking beautiful man. Probably the best song I will hear all year. Obviously my favorite from Hazbin.
#Call me Sir Pentious cause Im crying like a baby over here.#WHY HAVE YOU BEEN HIDING THIS GEM FROM ME. THIS ABSOLUTE DIAMOND#I didnt even mention lyrics like “I've been dying to find out who you are. looks like the apple doesnt fall far.”#“You are a part of who I am” “you are the only thing worth fighting for” that just BREAK ME#but oh well#BTW of course I was gonna watch and become obsessed with Hazbin Hotel. I am a theater kid that loves animation. It was like meant for me#could do with a little less obsenities but thats alright its a staple of the show#On another note I almost went insane when I found out lucifer was Jeremy Jordan.#Like its insane how that man always ends up in my obsessions. Newsies. Tangled the series. The Death Note Musical#(Im team L btw in death note but GOD Jeremy's singing made me reconsider for a milisecond in Where's the justice he is just THAT GOOD)#Erika I knew from the mean girls musical which I also deeply enjoy#its Insane the Talent this show brought in. my theater kid heart is ELATED#Last thing is I gotta say I LOVED Lucifer#Like I thought I was gonna hate him because everyone was talking about charlie's daddy issues#I thought he was gonna be neglectful and manipulative#BUT NO. He is a silly (little) father who just loves his daughter but doesnt know how to show it#And had DREAMS and AMBITION and fate in humanity. And he is just such a fun character to follow I had such a riot with this episode#Hazbin Hotel#charlie morningstar#lucifer morningstar#charlotte morningstar
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josef newgarden | friday | alabama 2024
#i feel mean posting these rn bc I don’t enjoy them#i’m still sad#give me a few hours and I’ll be like hell yeah men crying#josef newgarden#indycar#barber 2024#p2pgate#joe skibinski/indycar#*
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falls to the floor and saves myself from the awkwardness of losing followers for having opinions they did not like (which is valid of them btw curate ur own online experience) by blocking everyone in a ten mile radius and by everyone i mean two people to spare myself
#weeping sobbing crying#it’s so awkward#but kinda ironic ig due to certain factors#guess it wasn’t meant to be#it’s ok tho#no hate here just. ough. wow that’s awkward.#hope they’re doing chill i just cannot stand to see someone in my followed tags knowing they unmutualed me it’s like getting a divorce and#seeing them at a grocery store#this wouldn’t be the case for like so many mutuals but it was so awkward how it happened#granted we’d had many disagreements before that didn’t need to happen#sometimes people clash and that’s ok BUT HOLY SHIT THATS SO AWKWARD TO REALIZE#LIKE OH. The purple was replaced with Green. shame proceeds to occur#heavily so :’)#very tense past few days between us though so i guess that’s fair. on their part#good 4 them tbh. i believe in curating your own online experience. i am glad they did that for themselves#BUT THE PAINNNN#bread emoji#they were very nice btw#no harm towards them#leaving them anonymous to make sure of that fact#even tho i hate vagueposting 😭#if you know who they are then don’t be mean or whatever#very nice mutualship we had when it lasted and i appreciate that :)#and i am glad for that experience as well#hope they’re doing ok!!!! and enjoying life#bc they deserve it!!!!
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“I hope I’ll find all the pieces of my mind that fell out of my head over all those years, and that I’ll be able to put myself together again. I hope the echoes of pain will fade, and memories of sorrow will die, and that you’ll visit me here some day…”
“And I hope you have a happy ending of your own.”
#NICHE BALDURS GATE CHARACTER FANS COME GET YALL JUICE#I may be the only one getting juice but hey. yknow#obligatory if hope has one fan it is me if hope has no fans it means I am dead etc etc#hope bg3#house of hope#baldurs gate 3#bg3#I love her sm you don’t understand#she’s so silly (clinically insane) and she’s brave and beautiful and UGH. hope. my beloved.#hope my fucking beloved#anyways this took fucking forever#I’m not super happy with it but i AM done with it. so. yeah#I was gonna do a bg and stuff but like. I’m sleepy#so you just get the window#also I feel like the light coming through looks a bit shit but again. it’s done for now.#I’ve never tried to draw stained glass and when I tell you it was not fucking easy lol#oh it’s just like drawing regularly but with LESS DETAIL I thought like a smooth brained foool#INCORRECT#there was maths involved#anyyyyywho. all for now. enjoy. please enjoy. if this gets no notes I may cry. a little.
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oh my god hey… what r u all doing here…
#THANK YOU AHHHH#can’t believe NINE HUNDRED people think my writing is good#gen crying#it’s so special to me that i have a place where i can be ME and express my love for haikyuu and all of its characters#it means a lot to me that you guys enjoy my work enough to the point where you actually follow me 😭#i love you all — even if we don’t interact!!#meeya talks 🐾
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Birds
A small project dedicated to @sophiacloud28 and her story “A Shot in The Dark.” And inspired by this comment I was able to snag from her

I had so many thoughts and feelings working on this project, but the symbolism behind just birds and freedom in particular wouldn’t leave me alone. And you know what they say about a picture is worth a thousand words? Well here’s my attempt of a thousand words. So I present Miss Estrella as the Twite Bird

Flower meanings in Floriography
Iris: Valor, Wisdom, Faith
Ivy: Fidelity and Attachment
Picture progress because without fail, I always like the “before’” the actual final 😆





#just being jayus#rottmnt#serendipity247#doing this ugly and scared#fanart of fanfiction#colored pencil#traditional art#traditional drawing#bird art#I even had an idea to try my hand at writing a poem for this but it was too cheesy so I scrapped it#I do enjoy my detail work#but I’m just laughing at the fact that the bird with all of its layers came out looking better than the flora#The paper started to fray because of said layers halfway through the project and I was stuck between wanting to cry and chuck the dang book#Anyway I’m glad it’s done if it only means the symbolism would FINALLY stop haunting me 😆#Thanks for giving me the privilege of seeing a snippet into your beautiful mind Miss Sophia🧡#I really need to stop making friends with cool people because yall are way too inspiring for my little brain to handle#My hand too apparently if you can tell by the way my handwriting starts to curve upwards 🙄🤦🏽♀️
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