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juliaswickcrs · 2 years ago

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FREAKS & GEEKS :: THE CORE FOUR ↳ nancy wheeler, alicia henderson, jonathan byers, steve harrington

Joyce handed her the photograph, a grainy, sepia colored snapshot of one of her fondest memories. Alicia even managed a smile at the sight, crinkling the film in her hands. It had been her eleventh birthday, and Steve and Jonathan had decided to build a pillow fort in the Wheeler’s basement, much like the one Mike had built for Eleven.

Even Nancy had pitched in, the four of them squishing together under the precarious structure, playing monopoly and go fish and listening to cassette tapes in Steve’s dad’s stereo. Rumours had come out the year prior and Alicia couldn't get enough of it.

“I’d never seen four kids so close,” Joyce interrupted her thoughts with a smile, “Until Will and the party of course.”

They’d never been that close since. Cause that year Steve met Tommy and Carol, and Nancy had found Barb, leaving Jonathan and Alicia to rely on each other like they always did. And Alicia listened to The Chain every day for a year, wondering how it all went wrong.

They’d never even gotten together for Nancy’s Birthday, or Jonathan’s. Whatever spark the four of them had faded by 1979, and completely petered out when Steve started high school.

But this was proof that it had once existed.

Nancy in her mom’s suede jacket, Alicia in her plastic birthday crown she’d proudly placed on her head, Jonathan in a shirt he’d probably stolen from his dad, and Steve with his messy head of curls and favorite striped shirt.

And now Jonathan had lost his brother, Nancy had lost her best friend, Steve was a jerk, and Alicia was still listening to The Chain.

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#ocappreciation #ochub #stranger things ocs #fyeahstrangerthingsocs #fyeahstocs #oc: alicia henderson #fic: freaks & geeks #dyn: the core four #one of the saddest parts of Alicia's story is this right here #the way her friendship with Steve and Nancy just slowly decayed over time #and how Jonathan was really the only one there for her but even he started to pull away #that slow miserable feeling of knowing that you and your friends drifted apart and there was nothing you could do to stop it #brb just gonna go cry in the corner #this has been sitting in my draft for A YEAR #now you all can enjoy it #and by enjoy it I mean cry with me

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skunkes · 4 months ago

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#a doodley #i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash #anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago #im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up #and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad #like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to #quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen #and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be #and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die #and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago #and your brothers that passed away #recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7 #the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad #said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then #i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was #like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry #im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible #i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad

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buwheal · 7 months ago

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OH!!!!! HAVE YOU CHECKED THE CYBER CAFÉ DUMPSTER by any chance? there HAS to be some leftover cake there!!!! i heard there was an event recently!!

#Sorry if its a little choppy i was starting to feel really guilty LMAOO #and im short on time a bit #BUT #its done and i cant even bare to look AHA #maybe i enjoy being evil.. a little..#BTW THIS IS NOT A BAD REACTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ARENT BEING PUNISHED!!#i mean besides this being crushing but ill elaborate give me a little #[you've got mail!]#spamton #spamton g spamton #deltarune #deltarune spamton #deltarune chapter 2 #yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy #hes grateful. he really is. um. but theres a mix of emotions that was just maybe a lot.#I feel like he needs this a bit #sorry but not sorry him CRYING in front of you means a lot if you decide you want to pick it apart and understand it a bit more aha #i havent really made him like cry or anything because he REALLY hates it especially infront of other people and it just wasnt enough yet #uh and i was a little nervous about doing it until someone else did it and it was like a 'ohh okay... so i CAN do that...' moment and i #gave myself permission

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xxplastic-cubexx · 1 month ago

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was watching apocalypse with my brother and once the cerebro scene popped up he was like 'charles has a helmet like erik, only instead of keeping people out, he tries to reach out and connect with others' like guys i need to bash him with a rock

#xmen #xmen apocalypse #xmen movies #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #is this cherik. probably #snap chats #GENUINELY what is his deal #'snap i thought you were watching x2' and i finished it and then my bro came up so i decided to rewatch apocalypse while he was here #hello chat. im aware the people enjoy my brother's quotes so here i am sharing another as it has damaged my brain #GUYS I HATE MY BROTHER WHY DOES HE KEEP SAYING THIS SHIT BEFORE I CAN THINK IT #so real tho ..... also i may be drunk so maybe im more emotional about this revelation than i should be but still #basic observation im aware but still ... doesnt become less wack when you say it out loud ....#thats so fucked ... i mean 'people' being charles but still ... why would you say that #i still have some of my whiskey left so im gonna pound it and then drink some water and probably cry myself to sleep #or ill doodle a sketch idk. im inspired.#for now good night !!!!!!!!!!!!! all my brother does is accidentally inflict psychic damage upon me #AGAIN you never expect it from your brother but thats what makes it esp whiplash inducing .......

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ineed-to-sleep · 6 days ago

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Jackie died. Jackie died and I'm devastated. I will never be the same person again

#I had to pause the game to bawl my eyes out #I WAS SO INVESTED IN HIM ARE YOU KIDDING ME #I think I get what you're trying to say to me game. is it worth it to put yourself in danger #and destroy yourself for a chance at a fame that you probably won't even get to enjoy #because you won't be there to see it?#is it worth it to break the hearts of the people you love in this pursuit? the people who'll grieve you?#I mean it's part of the first question that dex asks you when this whole thing starts and the last thing he says to you is also about that #about whether you wanna live a peaceful life or. go out like this #I get that. if that's what it's going for I get that. it gets the point across I'm not angry. but also #THAT WAS MY FRIEND #JACKIE MY FRIEND JACKIE 😭#WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE DIED OF BLOOD LOSS THIS IS BULLSHIT #I'm never getting over this #sleep.txt #cp2077 #jackie welles #OK OK HOLD ON I have more to say. I wanna expand on that jdjfkdkf bc I have Thoughts. especially playing corpo v like #I think the whole thing hit me even harder as corpo bc you get to see a sort of parallel situation with your v #where you had all this renown and respect but it came at a great cost. so great it nearly killed you #and then you go through that again and now you're dying and your friend is dead #and it's all in the pursuit of fame and money #that scene in the car when they're heading for the hotel reminded me so much of that initial scene with v #when you get in your fancy car and sip your fancy champagne #and like 10 minutes later nearly get killed by people from arasaka #I think there might be a point to be made there. about jackie heading towards the same kind of life just with a different coat of paint #being seduced by the same things we were seduced by while accepting the cost without fully understanding it #and then when you're faced with it it's. well it's heartbreaking and life ending #self destruction in the pursuit of something that makes you wonder if it was even all that worth it to begin with #viktor vektor is probably the happiest person I've met so far and that's saying something #anyway rant over. ty for your time I'm gonna go cry over jackie in the corner excuse me

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fyoht · 1 year ago

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season 2 + nods to 'crowley was raphael' truthers

#personally i quite enjoy being delulu #golden tooth truther here I DO NOT KNOW WHAT IT MEANS BUT I KNOW IT MEANS THINGS.#aLSO. THE PAUSE. WHEN GABRIEL TRIES TO REMEMBER THE NAME. MUSIC SWELLING.#a fakeout if i ever saw one #(you can't) change my mind #and listen i love the 'crowley was a nobody' theory just as much but they threw that one out the window with the file reveal #so.#crowley is lucifer theory is uh fun but i can't get behind it whoops #good omens #crowley #crowley was raphael #good omens 2 spoilers #ok that's too many tags already. if you're still reading PLEASE RECOMMEND ME FICS.#and also if you want a gifset send an ask cause i'm obsessed #also! feel like most of these are from heaven-times. and yeah. more 'crowley in heaven' content @neil gaiman please #crying over the gif quality btw

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atomicengineerdetective · 10 months ago

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I've been watching Hazbin Hotel in prime. Just watched episode 5 and I gotta ask

Why, oh, WHY DON'T I SEE MORE PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT "MORE THAN ANYTHING" WHEN TALKING ABOUT THE HAZBIN HOTEL MUSIC???

Like I get it, the song before it "Hell's Greatest Dad" Is a bop reminiscent of other music from the era its parodying. I loved it.

BUT why are you only putting clips of that song when this MASTERPIECE comes a few minutes after

I honestly don't even know where to begin with this song. The visuals are beautiful, especially when we get moments like this where you can just see the absolute LOVE this man has for her daughter is so sweet and Heartwarming I just-

The voices are fenomenal but what else can you expect from the broadway talents of Erika Henningsen and Jeremy Jordan.

There is also the whole Symbolism with passing the baton to the next generation and stuff. I- I can't even get into the specifics right now Im too emotional.

But above all else THE LYRICS

ESPECIALLY THAT LAST ONE

"I'M GRATEFUL YOU ARE MY DAUGHTER/FATHER MORE THAN ANYTHING"

DO YOU WANT ME TO CRY?? CAUSE I AM. I AM BAWLING MY EYES OUT RIGHT NOW.

It's just so fucking beautiful man. Probably the best song I will hear all year. Obviously my favorite from Hazbin.

#Call me Sir Pentious cause Im crying like a baby over here.#WHY HAVE YOU BEEN HIDING THIS GEM FROM ME. THIS ABSOLUTE DIAMOND #I didnt even mention lyrics like “I've been dying to find out who you are. looks like the apple doesnt fall far.”#“You are a part of who I am” “you are the only thing worth fighting for” that just BREAK ME #but oh well #BTW of course I was gonna watch and become obsessed with Hazbin Hotel. I am a theater kid that loves animation. It was like meant for me #could do with a little less obsenities but thats alright its a staple of the show #On another note I almost went insane when I found out lucifer was Jeremy Jordan.#Like its insane how that man always ends up in my obsessions. Newsies. Tangled the series. The Death Note Musical #(Im team L btw in death note but GOD Jeremy's singing made me reconsider for a milisecond in Where's the justice he is just THAT GOOD)#Erika I knew from the mean girls musical which I also deeply enjoy #its Insane the Talent this show brought in. my theater kid heart is ELATED #Last thing is I gotta say I LOVED Lucifer #Like I thought I was gonna hate him because everyone was talking about charlie's daddy issues #I thought he was gonna be neglectful and manipulative #BUT NO. He is a silly (little) father who just loves his daughter but doesnt know how to show it #And had DREAMS and AMBITION and fate in humanity. And he is just such a fun character to follow I had such a riot with this episode #Hazbin Hotel #charlie morningstar #lucifer morningstar #charlotte morningstar

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kinaesthetiqueer · 3 months ago

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"Spread across the comforter are their film strips from the photo corner at the dance... A full size picture of the four of them signing their team letter to the camera with huge smiles on their faces."

On the Run from Tomorrow, ch. 17

Last chap's up. I am getting so horribly emotional trying to write a note here, so just...

JNPR 💛🧡❤️💚 Forever

#rwby #jaune arc #nora valkyrie #pyrrha nikos #lie ren #team jnpr #rwby fanart #nora is on an apple crate and pyrrha and jaune are crouching by the way; ren's just standing #so i started drawing the whole shrine but i could simply not finish it; i realized i did need to draw this and while it is bitter sweet #it did not hit me as emotionally badly as the shrine did so i decided to make this the end illustration for now #i think i will finish the shrine later this year maybe #i was able to work on this for a few hours before getting too sad unlike the shrine #they are so happy. i drew their expressions on a separate layer so i could turn them off when i got too sad #they were so happy together. they mean everything to me. they don't deserve any of the bad things that have ever happened to them #this moment though. frozen in time. on top of the world. nothing bad has ever happened ever and they're happy #gods. they're happy. just for a moment in time.#fuck im crying again.#anyway enjoy im gonna go sob in a fucking corner #poa! jnpr #kina draws

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potatobugz · 2 years ago

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*picks you up and dips u in a vat of acid*

#south park #sp #pip pirrup #pip pirrip #damien thorn #dip #sp dip #dip is one of those sjips that i only enjoy if its outside of the canon . show if that makes sense #cuz otherwise like they were only in one episode 2gether and damien like. hated him #but *thinks about them anyways*#i mean as in. i only like it in rlly specific circumstances otheriwse id be indifferent toward it #these all mainly came about cuz im writing a damien and pip friendship fic thing #cuz id like to explore their dynamic actually (and also I WANT PIP TO BE HAPPY)#anyways i rewatched 'Damien' (the episode) so i could characterize him right and like honestly thats gotta be my fav episode in s1 #its fuckin hilarious #also DAMIEN MADE A CAMEO IN A LATER EOISODE AS LIKE A LITTLE EASTER EGG. HE WAS ON SUPER NANNY. LIEK THE TV SHOW #KM CRYING ITS FUCKING AMAZING #i love damien like ppl characterize him as being pissed off all the time and while yea technically true #he feels a lot more. immature to me #hes literally like an angsty little kid and the onyl reason he set pip on fire was to impress the 'cool kids' one might say #cuz hes weird and no one liked him #but i like him.#his weirdness is captivating #damien meeting the lame loser kid that he doesnt like and befriending him cuz they actually have a lot in common #(and damien is very very lonely)#also pip deserves a good cry honest to god #i want. him to be happy. nyow #i want damien 2 be happy too tbh #potatart

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rowanoftheunknown · 7 months ago

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“I hope I’ll find all the pieces of my mind that fell out of my head over all those years, and that I’ll be able to put myself together again. I hope the echoes of pain will fade, and memories of sorrow will die, and that you’ll visit me here some day…”

“And I hope you have a happy ending of your own.”

#NICHE BALDURS GATE CHARACTER FANS COME GET YALL JUICE #I may be the only one getting juice but hey. yknow #obligatory if hope has one fan it is me if hope has no fans it means I am dead etc etc #hope bg3 #house of hope #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #I love her sm you don’t understand #she’s so silly (clinically insane) and she’s brave and beautiful and UGH. hope. my beloved.#hope my fucking beloved #anyways this took fucking forever #I’m not super happy with it but i AM done with it. so. yeah #I was gonna do a bg and stuff but like. I’m sleepy #so you just get the window #also I feel like the light coming through looks a bit shit but again. it’s done for now.#I’ve never tried to draw stained glass and when I tell you it was not fucking easy lol #oh it’s just like drawing regularly but with LESS DETAIL I thought like a smooth brained foool #INCORRECT #there was maths involved #anyyyyywho. all for now. enjoy. please enjoy. if this gets no notes I may cry. a little.

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tyresdeg · 7 months ago

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josef newgarden | friday | alabama 2024

#i feel mean posting these rn bc I don’t enjoy them #i’m still sad #give me a few hours and I’ll be like hell yeah men crying #josef newgarden #indycar #barber 2024 #p2pgate #joe skibinski/indycar #*

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caelysiiium · 5 months ago

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episode 15 is almost upon us and I'm still and forever will be obsessed with tanfang in episode 12:

how can I move past fang's "you already are" [my safety my comfort my home my hearth] when tan says he wants to be both his family and his safe zone? how can I forget the way my heart cracked into two with the further revelation of fang's fear of being left behind? his "if you disappear I would be in so much pain" is a desperate plea that tan—beautiful, attentive tan—instantly responds to because he sees him, he sees him. tan's "look at me, I'm so crazy over you." tan's look at me, I love you with every breath that I take, I love you in the seconds of every single day I love you with every fibre of my existence.

and the way fang smiles, so helplessly, tenderly charmed by this man before him whose unflinching devotion means everything to him. fang, who has always known love with conditions—of being the perfect son, the responsible brother, the fraying string barely holding his so-called family together. and here is tan, who sweetly, exuberantly, loves him unconditionally, whose "I love you no matter what" holds fang's shadows at bay.

because what do you mean "thank you for loving me" when I was made to hold you to protect you to cherish you to adore you?

#every time I watch this scene I cry okay it means everything to me #i love love love love love them if you can't already tell :')#enjoy this mess of a post that's just an amalgamation of all my tags in gif reblogs because I need to collect my tanfang thoughts together #aouboom needs to stop scaring us with their ep15 speculations :< I'm trying really hard not to believe them #i will fight the screenwriters if they decide to go in the direction of the novel again #will be waxing poetic about tanfang on ao3 soon something is in the works :))#tanfang #we are series #we are the series #jenn.rambles

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salad-storm · 4 months ago

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S6 of tdp killed me threw me against a wall mashed my head in with a hammer pushed me off a cliff drowned me in a waterfall and beat me with sticks. Crying screaming throwing up WUH HUH. HOUGH??????

#i love the dragon prince so much guys its unfair it keeps getting better but also WORSE. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!#by worse i mean that it starts hitting harder emotionally. like. i was NOT preprard #my silly fun time happy kids show is gone now we’re left with ouchie ouchie ouchie ough #well i enjoyed it <- said through tears #i hate how well everything adds up and makes sense story wise. me when theres good writing 😔👎😒😐☹️#crying forever i fear #tdp #the dragon prince #stormy in here #tdp s6

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lunior-art · 6 months ago

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à la folie.

CW: Decapitation

happy pride guys have a decapitated nigel!

#credits to an artist whom i cannot for the life of me find rn #i basically referenced this whole piece off of it #yay decapitation #great way to start of pride month id say #title means ‘to insanity’ I THINK #once again im putting blind faith in pinterest #like minds #nigel colbie #like minds 2006 #art #fan art #artist on tumblr #am i posting too much 💀#hope yall enjoy #ALSO i see all your reblogs and they make me cry (joyfully)

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eli-am-confused · 4 months ago

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The Black and White is a dangerous place.

#anyway I think we need to make Howard bleed and cry #it’d be good for him (and by him I mean me because I’ll definitely enjoy it more than him)#wanted to break out my old markers with the brush tips but I wanted to start small #I love Howard #can y’all tell?#hatchetverse #hatchetfield #starkid #black friday musical #president howard goodman #black and white #cw: bl00d #not nearly enough but it is there

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greglow03 · 6 months ago

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Bro said No Gherkins!🥒🥒

Okay, so this is something I cooked up!🤗 Was inspired by the "No pickles post". But instead of them not hearing it, they didn't understand him, lol. Greg ain't happy his bro got gherkins in his burger, so he's standing up for Evan :3 - The bros🙍‍♂️🙍‍♂️

(fyi - gherkin is british for pickle, and we know our boy Evan is British 0w0)

Hope you like 'em! :33

drawing with no text below \/\/\/

Rambling in the tags :3

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