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i dont wanna be a magical girl...
fanart for @kianamaiart! background image credit here
#i don't want to be a magical girl#idwtbamg fanart#one of these is not like the other#im sorry hoshi i just had to make you a lump lol#i dont think aika's magical girl persona actually has like#merch n shit in the real world#but i couldnt pass up the image of her being surrounded by it#and being very unhappy about that#so#here we are#also shes in nyc because i can
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Obsessed with how Lottie is one of the only Yellowjackets who is not mean to or annoyed by Misty. I’m not saying she’s exactly friendly to her but at the very least she’s polite and non-judgemental. Even when she’s dismissive or exasperated it doesn’t come off as an aversion to Misty herself (like when faced with Misty’s aggressiveness towards her in s2). In s3 ep2, Lottie even awkwardly hugs her and attempts to comfort her about Nat’s death and her own guilt. It’s even funnier because Misty is often annoyed, suspicious of and weirded out by Lottie,
#i actually think there’s more to talk about regarding this….#lottie as the antler queen in s2 and misty as someone desperate to be liked and admired who feels good in proximity to figures like nat or#jackie—in s3 we see she confided in shauna who is being set up as someone who everyone is frightened and wary of someone who could actually#usurp nat…#but when lottie is unhappy with the sacrifice of javi misty gets angry and cruel her losing her good opinion of lottie#i’d need to rewatch because I’m definitely missing and forgetting alot but yk very interesting#also thinking about shauna here…. lottie as someone she wanted overtake and show dominance over but lottie does not play shauna’s games and#it leaves shauna bitter and frustrated knowing she can’t win against her with violence and anger#lottie ofc steps down so shauna has no longer reason to feel challenged or threatened by her#but hmm…. adult timeline with callie is shaping up to be veryyy interesting#yellowjackets#yellowjackets spoilers#yellowjackets season 3#yj s3#yj spoilers#lottie matthews#misty quigley#should i tag ship? it is ship to me….#mistylottie
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Tbh i am not surprised that a person who openly talked about having drinking problems since 1d days, because of how crazy 1d worked has been agressive. What surprises me is people being surprised (they never seriously saw drunk person?). But i am also confused about this whole book. Apparently Maya said that that book is not fully bout Liam but compilation about her exes and some of the worst parts are not about him. But recently she said that the book is “ofc about him” so what is true then? Or did she meant it that ofc some parts are about him or that whole book is about him?
Sorry, just confused
I also am not surprised- we've learned so much more about the real stories of things and about the guys' actual lives over the last years, and the story that has unfolded around Liam has been totally consistent throughout if you've been following it, and so the information Maya is telling us is shocking and upsetting but not difficult to believe. I got an anon yesterday saying they were worried about getting similar revelations about the other boys, like "if Liam could be doing this we just don't know, any of them could", and while in a way that's always true I guess, anyone could be doing anything in private like... that doesn't really concern me. Because none of these Liam revelations are coming out of nowhere, there have been many MANY steps along the way leading us here if you've been watching, and he has talked openly about both his mental health struggles and his addiction issues. So to answer that anon... to find out something similar about Louis would in contrast contradict everything we know about him and no I'm not worried about it. Is he an abuser or a loose cannon, well that news would truly shock me to my core, I will be honest. But anyway as for the book I don't find it strange that she was nervous when it came out and treading lightly and later decided, fuck it. In the absolutely on point tiktok she dropped today (YES👏GIRL👏FUCKING TELL THEM👏) she even mentions attempts to keep her from publishing the book, presumably by Liam's team, that I am riveted by and cannot WAIT to hear more details about actually- like I said I don't find it at all strange that she was nervous and downplayed it a bit then. But if she says now that it's just about Liam, well, I would say it's been clear from the beginning that the book is their story. Maya herself brought up the parallel of songs being written about stuff and I think it's the same thing; it's true (she was in an abusive relationship that involved certain kinds of events) but maybe not 100% literal (I'm sure details were changed to make the story work, it's not like a word for word timeline of their interactions or whatever).
#maya henry#blah blah blah#re the tiktok also lmaoooo are people really saying she wants money her family IS RICH like RICH RICH#but hot damn the part about enabling UH HUH !!!!!#yep yep yep#in terms of the other guys and what would shock me... well obviously we know Zayn has also had a history of agression#and we know WAY too much about him being pushy about sex lol#I would not be shocked to hear he crossed a line... but think he's probably just a bit of a fuckboy#I absolutely do not trust Niall behind closed doors but the songs we have about him seem to tell a pretty consistent story;#self absorbed but basically harmless#harry... who tf knows what he is like outside of being with Louis but I would be shocked to hear of him being aggressive yeah#I have a lot of issues with him but taking advantage of people or being pushy are not even on the radar#and as for Louis... like I said yeah it WOULD shock me. I don't just love him because he has a nice face!#it's BECAUSE of the ways we do know him and know what he's like. because of his tenderness and care#and his consistent kindness and love#and his openness about his private side#so yeah- it would shock the hell out of me it really would#but then I think that anon also was worried about eleanor spiling smth about their relationship so we are not coming from the same place#my kneejerk response was I'm sure he paid her on time what else are you worried about lol#although out of everyone if someone was going to say he lashed out at them I suppose it would be her#it was probably one of the most difficult and frought relationships in his life#and one that he did not want#so! but still no it doesn't worry me#tbh there was one thing in mayas video today that did surprise me which was the premeditation#Liam actually planning using the fans against people and sneaking around doing stuff#I guess even believing everythign I had chosen to paint a picture in my mind of someone who was still#basically unaware of the wrong they were doing and more flailing than plotting#and that shakes me a little. and makes me very unhappy to hear#liam discourse
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thinking abt old men kl… literally always…. bc what if they were old…and married…and if they didnt have to wear those fuckass belts…
my kl fic 🫣
#old man lance having to button his old man husband's jacket because he's too busy talking about the kraggle#i forgot about rendering the tablet so you get a cameraless ipad#i feel dangerously old and being older than all my fav characters when i used to be younger than them is?#really though i also feel incredibly young#but also unaccomplished#but then what are you supposed to have done at 22. living should be enough#klance#vld#vld lance#vld keith#kl#klance fanart#keith#mine art#lance#vld klance#kind of a lazy render but also it somehow took me 8hrs#i’m very unhappy with my art rn#but i do like some parts of this a lot and i’ve been doing so anatomy stuff in my sketchbook#so hopefully i learn something#and start liking my art again#all i see rn though are mistakes#but legend ibyms did like my last drawing on instagram so maybe im being hard on myself#that was lowkey my magnum opus though#going wild in tags because im convinced that my followers who voluntarily followed me hate me and dont want to hear me speak (dies)
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Headcanon that Gai needs a certain number of hours to be as cheerful in the day as he is and if he’s woken up before he reaches that time he’s gonna be the biggest asshole to you about it in the most passive aggressive way
Kakashi has gotten the worst of it because 1. He didn’t know the first time and 2. He thinks Gai’s rude and brash attitude is so funny
#maito gai#kakashi hatake#kakagai#gaikaka#sins kkg#sins kakashi#sins gai#sins kakagai#Gai headcanons#for missions it’s much less because his senses are heightened but I believe he still has an attitude#he might give the silent treatment / a general ‘I hate being awake and it’s your fault’ state to whoever woke up#or he might cuss you out#it depends on who wakes him up the time he’s woken up and if he’s injured etc there are many variables#it all ends in an unhappy and very unkind Gai but Kakashi is hysterical about it so he won’t stop anytime soon#Gai does not in fact find it funny
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The problem is that Claudia isn't a mirror, she's a child, then a woman, and when she is reflecting them, I do think Louis tends to see Lestat in her and not himself.
(Same Anon you were answering) Yes! Complete agreement on Louis looking for a mirror of himself in Claudia and not seeing many of the ways she takes after him. Personally I think he’s also resisting seeing her more Lestat-ish sides until he’s forced to face them. Part of the problem is that he’s only looking for the more savory parts of himself in her, not the ones he’s less than keen to admitting to and I think that’s tied to…the social and moral acceptability of loving Claudia. It’s not the best way of putting it but it’s something I’ve been thinking about for a while but I’m still struggling to express: how important I think it is to Louis that Claudia is someone that he can and should love unconditionally and without the shame and baggage of loving Lestat, both as his child and as an innocent -or as much an innocent as a vampire can be.
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Yeah, I totally agree.
To add to your point about Louis and unconditional love, this might sound like a bit of a stretch, but bear with me, haha, but I think it kind of ties into this throughline of Louis placing an enormous amount of responsibility on himself to be the primary resource/provider/carer for those he loves, and as a part of that, being in denial of their needs when they need things he doesn't want to acknowledge, or has no skills or resources to meet?
I've been percolating on this a bit during my very-slow-rewatch of the series, but I really do think we see the foundation of that in the pilot where Louis' not only obviously taken on the entire financial burden of the de Pointe du Lac family, but is simultaneously trying to oversee (with Florence) Grace getting married, and the care of Paul. I talk about it a bit in my Grace post, but I think Louis shutting down Grace when she brings up the prospect of seeking help is a really telling character moment.
Not only is it indicative of his shifting role in her life between brother and father, and his paternalistic tendencies generally, but I think it also reflects his denial of the idea that caring for Paul is something he can't handle himself. It's coming from a genuine place of love, but the reality is also that none of them are equipped to help Paul in the way that he needs it, and Louis will downplay that because he doesn't want it to be true.
What Louis wants is to be everything to everyone all of the time, and I think there is a part of him that resents them for it. I mean, he basically literally says that to Claudia's face - he does see her as a burden, and that frustrates him, but at the same time, he wants that. He wants burdens, he wants people to need him, and when they need something he can't give them, well, he resents them for that too.
I think we see it a lot with Louis when it comes to Claudia, but I think we see it with Lestat and a bit with Armand too. He wants to be the person they need most, and what that looks like changes based on the person and relationship dynamic. Like I'd say it manifests very differently for Loius The Father vs Louis The Husband, but I do also think it's there with all of them, and when it's a need he can't meet whether that be growing up, or romantic love, or mental health, or healing a trauma, he denies it until he's forced to face it, and then he usually resents them for it.
I think his love for Claudia is in a lot of ways a really intense version of that specifically because she is his daughter, and the idea that he can't provide what she needs or be all the love that she needs or truly protect her is elevated by the nature of that specific dynamic. It's all fed by paternal guilt and parental ownership and the idea that by the simple fact of being his daughter, she's both his reflection and his responsibility no matter how old she gets, or how much she wants to change their roles.
#it kind of goes to me with how he handles claudia lestat and louis' respective traumas too#in that he doesn't lol#and in fact even weaponises armand's#i had a whole section in here too about perception which i've taken out because it felt like too much of a sidetrack#but re: louis the husband i do think there's a need to be perceived as the provider too#like neither lestat nor louis needed money in the nola era which the show made very clear#but they were at their happiest when there was this public-facing dynamic of louis the entrepreneur and lestat effectively looking like#a rich trophy husband#(or a sugar daddy if you ask grace but that's a deliberate effort to insult#given everyone in nola would presumably know the family's cashed up and louis' the one making bank publicly)#louis making a point in the narration about how quickly he paid lestat back for his seed investment in the azaelia too kind of#speaks to that too i think#and louis clearly feeling emasculated by the loss of the azaelia and being pushed into pink collar investment (grocery stores and milliners#contributing deeply to his unhappiness and depression#but yeah it's a dynamic that's there too with armand given it's clear the businesss/money are louis'#it's an interesting aspect of character!#louis asks#claudia asks#iwtv asks#claudia + louis
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Hello. I watched the show the haunting of hill house on Netflix recently. And I am really impressed with Oliver Jackson-cohen and then I remember he was a popular fancast for moonknight. he lowkey looks like Smallwood's MK and he's a great actor and he's Jewish. What are your thoughts on him as Moon knight?do you think he can do better than Oscar Isaac? Most of comic mk fans who doesn't like the mk show prefers him than Oscar isaac.
So I have not watched Haunting of Hill House and know nothing of Oliver Jackson-Cohen except what I just looked up. He looks alright. I'm sure he's amazing.
When they announced Oscar Isaac, I was skeptical because I only knew him from Star Wars as Poe, which I enjoyed very much, but I didn't know the man's range.
I've mentioned many times that I am always skeptical of any Moon Knight media until I can take it in for myself (Marvel has hurt me far too many times).
I think for the story they told, Oscar did an outstanding job and his need to do his own research and advocate for certain groups was amazing.
I am… Mildly... miffed that Marvel has put Oscar in other roles. (Don't get me wrong. I adore him as Spider-man 2099 Miguel. And he was in that role first before he was Moon Knight). What annoys me about it is that the re-use of an actor is taking away from someone else of that culture to get exposure, work, and representation.
Oscar Isaac is of mixed Latino descent and fits the Latino Miguel role nicely. He can use his accent and his Spanish! Full love!
Now, here's the problem. Was Marvel going to cast someone Jewish to play Moon Knight?
Did they cast someone Jewish to play Magneto? What about Billy Maximoff?
What about upcoming Ben Grimm? Arguably THE most Jewish Marvel character they have?
Ebon Moss-Bachrach is an American Jewish actor from New York (I am not going to get into any patrial lineal arguments). Baruch Hashem! It can be done!
They gave a Jewish role to a Jewish actor. THE most Jewish character they have (I'm not going to argue about Magneto here but I feel like Ben Grimm and Magneto are their own different sides to the same coin. ask me more about that later).
I feel like Marvel bit off a lot of attempted representation with Moon Knight and jumped in half cocked.
Grief stricken, Traumatized, PTSD former soldier, D.I.D,, Jewish, Avatar to an Egyptian Moon God, Autistic, anger management problem… I'm sure I'm missing a few…
If they gave this role to a Jewish Actor, it would have been purely by accident.
Moon Knight was SO underrated in the Marvel universe I just about had a heart attack when they said they were going to give him a live action series!
So now they had to take a VERY unknown character who has a history of being seen as "The Crazy face ripping off Egptian God Worshiping guy" and make people want to watch the show. People who probably didn't even read the comics as well as die hard comic fans.
How do you do that? You give them a well known and well liked Actor who will draw people in just to see that actor.
And it worked.
The number of people that started watching the show who had never done ANYTHING Marvel before SPIKED thanks to Oscar. It was a VERY smart play.
What I am VERY happy they didn't do? Cast some white guy.
Oscar Isaac's casting opened up the possibility of Sephardic Moon Knight. Comic Moon Knight is VERY Ashkenazi jewish Orthodox. Up until this point, there were people who had no idea that there were other types of Jews! Hispanic Jews? Whhhhaaaaat?!
I think that is an amazing conversation to have! And man I wish they had explored THAT prospect! Make my Moon Knight Sephardic! Heck yeah! See my boys getting down to Ladino music! A little Salsa in the club and a little gefilte fish veracruzana on Friday night!
So, yes... we could have had more comic accurate Moon Knight... But is it more important to get a guy that looks like the character or someone that can play the character and open new doors?
I would love to see Ladino Jake. The sass. The attitude. The swears.
But back to the original question: Moon Knight played by an actual Jewish Actor. I'd love to see it. Again, I don't know anything about Oliver, but I'm not a comic purist and don't need the characters to LOOK like the characters. As long as they can show up and make me believe they are the character, I'm happy.
Did you know they invented Marvel Ultimate because of Sam Jackson? White Nick Fury was so ingrained and popular in 616 that when Sam Jackson got the role, and was GOOD at it, they immediately went "How do we marry the comics with MCU so we can have Sam Jackson comics without going "Ignore all that white guy stuff"?!? And now we have Marvel Ultimate Universe.
I plan to watch the Haunting series someday (I started the other one but had to stop because life happened and I never got back to it), so maybe I'll be sad they didn't cast Oliver. But I'm not sure his role would have fit in with the style of what the show was trying to do. Maybe if they had put out a Moon Knight movie, it would have needed a different guy.
#ask away#Talk to me about Moon Knight#I have a lot of opinions on Sephardic Moon Knight now that I didn't know I needed before#We do need more Jewish rolls being put in Jewish hands#I wish I could ask Oscar if the repeated rolls he gets as Jewish Characters has let him look into his own family Jewish heritage#I wonder how he feels about it now#He did the roll very respectfully#There will always be unhappy fans#Thank you for the ask it made me look into the new Fantastic Four and now I am curious#If they don't give us Yiddish Ben Grimm I'll riot
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vriska + a transmasc dave doodle


#tryna get into colored pencils again we'll see how it goes#its been a while since ive done a good tag ramble#but like i dont hv anything to ramble about#my art#traditional art#doodles#fanart#homestuck#homestuck fanart#dave strider#dave strider fanart#vriska serket#vriska fanart#oh actually i do hv smth to ramble about today#that being scheduled posts#yknow scheduled posts are actually really convinient and helped me quite a bit#like i used them for a couple months and honestly really liked useing them cuz it allowed me to hv a pretty consistent posting schedule#but in the end i just didnt feel right with it mostly due to the fact that even with it set to post three times a week it felt weird to hav#some of my drawings posting weeks after i finished them. like they were old news to me already but they were barely being released to every#one else it just felt weird for me ig. not to mention that like on the rare occassions that i didnt have anything to post i felt obliged to#draw smth just so i would have smth to post and most of the time that led to me being unhappy with my art. so now ive just decided like fuc#it imma post whenever i want and honestly im really happy with that even if i might be going a little trigger happy with the posting button#recently lmao. ive just been drawing a whole lot and hv so much to post its insane. hell i still hv things in my gallery that i needa post#but ill save those for the next couple of days lol but yeah thanks for coming to my very long ted talk/ramble and goodnight 😴#damn im such a yapster what the hell
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one idea for a hp fanfic - that will never be written, as there’s no way it can work without some characters being very ooc - is Narcissa and Sirius somehow geting stuck together in grimmuld place during order of the phoenix. This will never happen, but the idea has so much potential.
imo Sirius and Narcissa have one of the most interesting black family dynamics to theorise about, because there’s so many interesting ways you can take it. So much angst and potential for tension/anger/feelings of betrayal etc. Some ideas for this scenario;
- Narcissa arguing with Sirius about his complete lack of regard for their house, throwing away ancient black family heirlooms etc.
- Sirius blaming Narcissa for Regulus’ death - my headcanon is, whilst Sirius spent time with the Potter’s, Regulus went to the Malfoy’s. In Sirius’ mind this allowed Lucius to get into Regulus head about Voldemort - what Sirius doesn’t know is Narcissa begged Regulus not to join (even Lucius - more subtly - tried to convince him not to).
- Sirius does a lot of passive aggressive things ie deliberately gives Narcissa Regulus’ bedroom, kept exactly as is, as a way to punish her. Eventually it cultivates to the mother of all arguments.
- Sirius calling her Cissy. I don’t know why but this just makes me go feral.
- back in the day, Narcissa’s father wanted Sirius and Narcissa to get married (relating to his own insecurities, feeling second best to his sister, not being the heir etc). This wasn’t a very popular idea, even amongst the black family first cousins marrying was.. a little too far (and I don’t think traditional arranged marriage was a thing - it was more like, here’s 10 approved people, you choose) but he was really trying to push it (if he can’t inherit, at least his daughter will). Narcissa knew this but Sirius never did. He was 4/5 years younger and by the time he would be old enough to know, it was never going to happen anyway. Sirius reaction would be hilarious if this came up somehow lol.
#sirius black#narcissa black#narcissa malfoy#hp#this is far fetched but so interesting to think about#disclaimer - I prescribe to the hc that Lucius and Narcissa love each other and have a happy marriage#so it wouldn’t be to escape her marriage or anything#ideas I’ve had - Lucius is really really unhappy with Voldemort being back#(which is canon)#and decides to go informant#(which is definitely NOT canon lol)#other idea - bellatrix targets druella after getting out of Azkaban#the order find out and somehow (bonus if andromeda is involved!!) convinces Narcissa and druella they need to cooperate#for their own safety#neither scenerio is very realistic lol#this is wat happens when I re-read Harry Potter lol
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fun fact about silas koivunen! while his sister, freya, was actually born in finland, he was born in sweden two and a half years later. the koivunen family has moved from finland to sweden to france to the united states. the father remained in sweden, and the mother lives halfway across the state they are in (california ?) because their half-brother, kieran, whom they are currently in the custody of, lives quite far away.
#random thoughts#kieran is not a koivunen.. kieran is a montague.#the mother's maiden name is montague. (which was going to be the original name for the koivunens but#augh..)#she had kieran when she was very young. freya and silas came about ten years later.#and then even later silas grew up a bit and realized he was trans. since their mother was being awful about it#kieran decided to do something.#he took her to court. and they asked the children as well.#simple questions. “who would you rather stay with?” the whole shit.#silas says he doesn't want to be anywhere near that woman. freya says she doesn't want silas to be unhappy.#after a bit of wrestling kieran wins the case!! and so the children come to settle at his place.#they sleep in kieran's old room which. isn't much of a comfort. but he's working on it okay.#HE IS TRYING. ):#i love how kieran is one of the only characters whose name i've kept. that and jensy. (':
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Sébastie Jayde is the foundator of Pigeon Aéropostale, an upstart entreprise trying to establish the first postal airlines.
Sébastie is the mixed-race, illegitimate daughter of the pulp and paper baron Josse Quesqueraux, born of his affair with Adénie Jayde, his secretary. When it became obvious that Adénie was pregnant, Josse, unwilling to end the affair, moved her to the office of one of his mills in Urterre, where Sébastie was born. By Iscean law, when the genitor of the child can be found the putative father of an illegitimate child must provide support for that child. Initially, Josse did only that which he must do, but as Sébastie grew and Josse got to know her on his visite to Urterre, he became increasingly attached to his natural child. Eventually, he had Adénie and Sébastie moved back to Saint-Loegaire, where he enlisted Sébastie in the kind of private school where nobles and bourgeois who are not very rich send their children, and very rich ones send their bastards.
Sébastie grew with the benefits of a full education and her father's name as a boon and a burden, never fully part of the society in which she moved. As she grew older, she became increasingly interested in machinery: the great static ones like the ones at the mill where she grew up, but moreso the moving ones: the steamboats, the trains, these new motorized carts... The first time Sébastie saw a airplane, an ugly lumbering prototype at a technology fair to which her father had brought her, was a revelation of almost divine proportions.
With Judoc's financial support, Sébastie founded a workshop where she began to build her own stuttering, lumbering flying machines, amassing expertise and experience where she could find it. She would eventually earn her name when she became the first pilot to fly an aircraft across the straight seperating Iscea and Urterre. For her, this was the beginning of aeronautics as more than a hobby, and soon after, Pigeon Aéropostale was born.
#characters#pigeon aeropostale#pigeon aéropostale#worldbuilding#sébastie jayde#sebastie jayde#Sébastie is Judoc's favourite child. much to his dismay and to the greater dismay of his wife and legitimate children#iscean law does not permit him to legitimize her however esp since he is already married and has legitimate kids#he tries to do right by his legitimate family but it is a profoundly unhappy marriage of convenience#and his wife and kids hate his guts and moreso sebastie's guts#sébastie is mixed race her father is zeveme and her mother is nabalé. this is looked down on really bad in iscean society#and also means she's infertile#she does not bear the name quesqueraux but everybody who'se somebody sees her and immediately knows she's the quesqueraux bastard#which is bad but she's also got connections through this and her father. which is helpful#it's globally a very nepo-baby + ostracising social situation for her to exist in#she prefers to company of the people in her workshop by and large. who care more about whether they get paid on time#and getting to work on cool projects where their opinions matter#than they do about her being mixed. though that's also bc that's what she selects for#(and one of the reasons so much of her staff is human or yetsié)#zeveme#nabale#art by me
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harvey and infidelity
#harvey specter#suits tv#suits usa#we learn about harvey being non judgemental of ppl's choices in the second episode#also re: mike and rachel#he only wanted mike to be happy#harvey initially wasn't going to bring it up but he saw that mike was unhappy#and that he alone wud never be enough for mike#so he tells mike to forgive rachel#harvey never ever mentions scottie's affair to scottie#never brings it up in the course of their relationship#he's non judgemental and in general a forgiving person#let's tag this#very unpopular opinion
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Extremely self-indulgent Barbie/Felix rambling ahead
It took me a while to really get through the F route, because they're written so young, and Barbie would certainly consider herself too old for him, along with the fact that I found them...almost a little too opposite in personlity. I did find a way for their dynamic to work though, particularly after Holiday Magic (Barbie and Felix bond deeply over their shared enthusiasm for Christmas).
But also, one of the last asks Mishka answered had me realizing there is a bit of drama to be had in the F romance, at least where Barbie is concerned. She's a bit gun shy of starting a relationship (I like envisioning her as a divorcee who far prefers single life to being married to her ex-husband) but very much enjoys casual dating and casual sexual relationships. Meanwhile, Felix is very gun shy of having sex too early in a relationship, only to be discarded afterward. Which...is exactly what Barbie wants! Not that she intends to discard Felix, but she doesn't have any intentions of pursuing a relationship with him. He's too young and has a lot of growing up to do in her eyes.
I kind of like the conflict that could happen between them in that way. Felix pursues Barbie because he likes her, he wants to date her, but Barbie (gently) rebuffs his attempts. She's got a job to do, he's young, he's flighty, given enough time he'll find another pretty person to chase after. His charm does work though, and Barbie's walls crack a bit. She's willing to give him a chance.
Then, once she does decide to date him, he's not nearly as physically open as she hoped/expected. She wants to sleep together right away, but he sort of recoils whenever she makes steps in that direction. It puts her on her back foot a bit, because what the heck? Doesn't he want her? Wasn't he wooing her for weeks/months?
He explains that he only wants to have sex in a deep, long term relationship. Barbie pulls back at that point, because she just ended a deep, long term relationship that sucked the soul of her and wasn't at all fulfilling. She's just not willing to do that again, especially when she still isn't really taking Felix as seriously as he deserves.
So it's a lot of on again off again, because as much as they both see the relationships they want from one another aren't compatible, they also can't really stay away from one another. The feelings are there, which Felix KNOWS and finds so frustrating, while Barbie's just deny deny deny.
[puts them in the washer on heavy duty]
#darling speaks#twc#the canon route obviously doesn't allow for much angsting in this way#but that never really bothered me#the canon route is very sweet#and a nice reprieve from some of the...more fraught routes#[stares at LT]#however I do like Barbie making her own problems and everyone being unhappy about it#so :)
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my hot take on Lizzie: the Musical is that the love story becomes infinitely more compelling the more actors/the production lean into Alice's flaws and selfishness rather than presenting her as some fragile little flower who's the voice of reason (tag novel below)
#lizzie the musical#alice ultimately prioritizes her own feelings and unhappiness over repressing her sexuality over lizzie's mental distress over her abuse#(which in fairness alice isn't really in any position to do anything about)#and she can be very sweet to the people she cares about but that doesn't negate/isn't negated by how she's putting her needs and wants firs#while also willingly being lizzie's refuge because she does love her#then in act 2 her turning on lizzie is. very understandable considering anyone would be scared shitless in her shoes#(whether either of the parents 'had it coming' or not your loved one snapping and committing gory murders is objectively terrifying)#(unless you're mrs. lovett which alice is. very much not though they share a selfishness)#and lizzie trying to use their love/sex to manipulate alice into perjuring for her - thus implicating her - is also obviously upsetting#add to that alice's words during the hearing + her overall proper lady schtick show she's drunk the edwardian patriarchal koolaid#'turn of the tables between me and you' is SO much in a lyric#anyway both of them are acting from a place of real suffering and real love and they're both wronging each other#and THAT is what real toxic yuri is all about#no one in this show is a good person. no one in this show (who is onstage) is an entirely bad person either.#everyone is acting from a place of oppression and pain and anguished love. they are all caged birds!
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It feels like this woman keeps dropping hints that she's trying to cheat on her husband and I'm just like 🤷🏿♂️
#she's not the very big trouble tag#or the married woman I'm in love with so#imma just keep being stupid#by hints i mean#i don't pick up on hints well#she's just always talking about how unhappy she is with her marriage#and marriage is wack#but I'm pretty chill#so it's extra obvious
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