#and also to buy music

[lizeon]

me on payday: ok, gotta save some money, don't go too crazy for these next two weeks

also me:

oops

[choccy-milky]

💙 💚

[yet-another-autism-blog]

It's actually really ableist that I have several expensive interests and no money. I should be given 5k a month just autism related spending money

[pink--ish]

(almost) every pop'n music ps1/ps2 disc

[petrodragonicapocalypse]

gizzheads! in case you didn't know, king gizzard are donating all net proceeds from their bandcamp friday (today!!) sales to Islamic Relief Australia, so now would be a great time to treat yourself to a music download or some merch. let's make this count.

[beeduoo]

wonderful

[can-a-tuna-fish]

When you realize/remember that a skirt has pockets It’s very important to announce it as loud as possible in the middle of the mall.

[moxyphinx]

EDEN ESPINOSA & AMBER IMAN  "I Will Paint Her" LEMPICKA the musical

[backpackingspace]

Okay yes odysseus absolutely fumbled first meeting with penelope. He was an absolute goof. Tripping over himself, blushing, loosing games because penelope waved at him, getting caught mid lie ect ect

But have we considered penelope was equally a mess?

[sarkylittlemonster]

Peter Jakes.

[gideonisms]

I become 300% more of both a lover and a hater when I'm on my period. just a time of the month when I have strong opinions I would say

[sage-is-in-fact-very-tired]

rattling armor around really aggressively . also abraxas' acting hurts really bad /vpos

[merildae]

Having set up my new apartment, I think I am realizing I have built for myself everything my 16year old self ever wanted.

I have a cool customized bedroom where I can

•Listen to any music I want on my radio or record player

• Read all my favorite books I’ve curated in a pretty bookcase

• Make any kind of art I want at my home studio

• A closet full of cool clothes that reflects who I am

My pantry is full of food that I like and doesn’t have a lock

I live close by to my gym and I’m the most fit and healthy I’ve ever been in my life

I’m out as trans and I’m 9 months into medically transitioning

I have a really cool job at a museum

I show my art at a gallery

I have freinds

And I have firm boundaries with my family and finally privacy and safety from their control etc etc

I think my recent birthday, this move, and Mother’s Day put me in a reflective mood and realizing I’ve made for myself a life that I used to think I could never have as a teen and I’m like safe from the hell that was my childhood home..

It’s a weird feeling. A good place to be at 28 though I think. I feel like I’ve rescued my hopeless suicidal 16 year old self

[milfygerard]

but fr outside of my contracted madness i absolutely refuse to give joe alwyn gold rush like how is that song at all related to their relationship the lyrics clearly spell out a relationship that either never existed or only existed in implication and fantasies and maybe-maybe nots and its so bitter and yet desperately soft in the bridge where it almost projects a sense of envy, of wanting to be them as much as you want them. It continues an interesting oft ignored lyrical trend of taylor wanting just as much to be her lover as to have them, envying their easy charisma (you were flush with the currency of cool/i was always turning out my pockets) or quiet dignity (your integrity makes me seem small) dating back to her earliest songs (the kind of flawless i wish i could be). Theres a projected self hatred and yearning to be better that twists itself into both romantic and sexual lust for her partners thats so fascinating and speaks to how all of her songs regardless of who theyre about are also an act of self reflection on who she is and who she wishes to be.

[plenilune]

happy TEN FUCKING YEARS since @gaslampsglow and I shared the only bed, bit each other platonically, fell asleep curled up against each other, and only finally kissed and admitted we were into each other after waking up later that day. (then we had sex like forty seven times.) three months later I moved into their house, and today we made bacon and toast with jam and bingewatched the series finale of ARCANE and screamed and took the dog for a long walk and showed each other things on the internet and went out for dinner and affogato in a favourite neighborhood. tomorrow we make our Sunday morning trek to the farmers market. love you, let's do this a thousand more times. we can cronenberg's-the-fly the genders around again; I bet we can still make some new ones.