#and NOT give up when i do struggle. it's ok that it isnt easy. it's ok that i fall behind nd am slower. i can still do it
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trying to remind myself that struggle doesnt automatically mean failure
#i can struggle but still make it#i have such a defeatist mindset#like if im struggling w my class then that means im worthless and will fail#even if it is completely possible for me to keep trying and working through my struggles and still come out on the other side#then i personally believe that even if i do fail thats ok. i can always try again#i just hve so many outernal pressures on me to succeed bc otherwise i might not get my wellfare nd cant pay rent etc etc#but yeah im rlly trying to practice and get better at being ok with struggling#and NOT give up when i do struggle. it's ok that it isnt easy. it's ok that i fall behind nd am slower. i can still do it
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WOAH! THE CREW???? THE CREW FROM HIT FANFICTION NO THING DEFINES A MAN LIKE LOVE??? WOAH WOAH WOAH??? Anyway yes omg its them!!! This took me so long and im so tired but look at my ANGELS!
UM! Friendly reminder that I myself am not Inuit/Indigenous! I did research + had an Indigenous person helping me w the tattoos, but if theres anything wrong/disrespectful pls do let me know and I will fix it. All the tattoos r on a seperate layer so it'll be an easy fix and one i am more then happy to do. A few of the designs changed between this and my written description, so... Oops?? Especially Morqa. I got carried away ok.... ANYWAY I have some little notes abt their designs here and there so! Kaiqa: He used to have shorter bangs around his face but they annoyed him so he tried to let them grow out but that annoyed him so he would cut them again and then try to let them grow out and now he just has perpetual baby hairs that wont get any longer. Mikla: UM. Not much to say here. Isnt he pretty tho?? Buteq: SOMEHOW ENDED UP THE MOST MAJESTIC MAN EVER. HELLO?? The two beads on the right are for his nieces and the one on the left is for his sister! Neter: One time he got super cocky abt being 7 years older then Nitya which meant he was a better fighter and so Nitya was like "yeah?? ok bet." and then punched him and broke his nose and was like "hm where are those warrior reflexes?" so now Neter has a permanently bent nose. Sorqai: He got the scar thats through his beard in the same raid that cause Nitya and Konait (Kaiqas older brother) to die. Nitya died trying to get Konait and some other kids out of the mess, and Sorqai got injured trying to get to them to help. He's mostly numb on that side of his face due to nerve damage ! Causes him to lisp a bit, especially w the chipped tooth (which he got from tripping) Natai: He wears both his own and Nitya's necklaces their parents made them, and intends to only take of Nitya's and let it go into the ocean where he was buried when the war is over. His own way of keeping Nitya involved in the war effort, something that was really important to him. Kutai: Again, no real notes here but isnt he pretttyyy..... Kovak: Honestly, very likely one of my favourite character designs I've ever made. Im kind of obsessed with him. He doesnt wear his necklace from his parents because he wasnt on good terms with them at all while they were alive. He took it off before they died, and hasnt been able to bring himself to put it back on. he intends to give it to his kid when he gets back. Mori: UM! I dont have a lot of notes here. Mori has two kids ! Hence the three tattoos under their chin, I saw an inuit creator/source say that sometimes people will add lines as they have kids and I thought that was really lovely so yes!! Again im just. I think hes so pretty. Luqait: Im so sorry king I did u dirty posting this after that one chapter. Each one of the beads he wears is dedicated to someone he knew in the tribe who died, theres more not visible on the other side of the braids. I can say for 100% certainty theres one for Kya and Nitya. Saila: Saila was actually a design i struggled a lot with, but I think I got them to a point im happy with!!! They're a good amount intense, androgynous and also have that amber flash in their eyes. The amber comes from having Fire Nation somewhere in their ancestry, something I dont think will really come up in the fic, but a detail I think is good to know! Morqa: I changed Morqa's design the most, especially his hair! But I think he's ended up being a design I am most proud of. The piercings especially!! Eventually u will run out of space (that we can see ig??) king but today is not that day godbless.
OKAY! THERE WE GO... I HOPE EVERYONE LIKES THEM UM PLS BE NICE AND DONT REPOST AND IDK JUST.... I HOPE U LIKE THEM AS MUCH AS I DO i know oc's in fics arent always peoples favourites but the reception of these guys has been like. Beyond mindblowing. Im so fucking excvited and happy everytime people in my comments talk about how much they love the characters i've created. Like.... The fact that people enjoy the OC's and not just for what the give to Zuko, but for what they give to each other and their own individual stories is so incredible to me. I hope u guys like this and I hope it helps u visualise them better!! : D
#mushy rambles#no thing defines a man like love fic#atla#avatar: tla#atla fanfics#avatar fic#atla fic
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Aaravos x reader Hcs
here r some aaravos hcs bc i am in pain i wrote this with killer cramps while running on 4 hrs of sleep and an energy bar so i cant promise this will be good.
🥀CW: fluffiness, teasing, smut, thigh riding, subby aaravos, oral (reader receiving), hair pulling?, wax play, overall filth
🥀minors dni with nsfw part
SFW:
after being trapped in the mirror for so long, aaravos is severely touch starved
whether u two are in a romantic or platonic relationship, your personal space is his personal space as well (unless u tell him to leave you alone, but even then he'll still probably tease)
He is the type to just walk up to you and rest his arm on your head
he is TALL
if you are short (like me) and you ever need to reach something up high, this man practically materializes behind you to grab it for you he will hold it above his head and giggle while you struggle but will eventually give it to you
i feel like hes the type of person to enjoy slow and "elegant" music he would love my way by frank sinatra you can not tell me im wrong bc im not
aaravos will pull you into a slow waltz at random times
he enjoys the arts, and i feel like he would enjoy painting and doing sketches of you
he LOVES it if you play with his hair, just run your hands through it and he will literally melt
if you can do pretty hairstyles or braids he will be very content in relaxing while you do his hair
aaravos definitely enjoys reading, and would totally read to you if you asked (he would tease u a little tho but thats ok)
"do you really enjoy my voice that much, little star?"
he has the most stunning laugh
normally he just lets out small chuckles or smirks but the first time you make him genuinely laugh you just sit there in awe
he is ✨fabulous✨and takes forever to get ready
the type to arrive fashionably late (he will make an effort to arrive on time for dates tho)
hes a total drama queen and will make a huge deal about kissing you
he acts all confident but in reality is ridiculously nervous when he first met you
you were the first person to truly capture his heart and he doesn't want to fuck it up
he knows he isnt the most easy person (elf??) to love but will make an effort to be better for you
he prefers to listen in conversation rather then talk alot, however if you ask him about something hes interested in or ask him a magic question or something he will gladly talk for hours
enjoys holding your hand, you two are practically linked at the waist
he worries more then he lets on and will enchant little objects and give them to you for protection when he isnt't around
NSFW
whether you are with him before or after his imprisonment, he is EXPERIENCED
he likes positions where he can be close to you such as missionary, but also likes you on top of him/riding him
SWITCH‼️
if you pull his hair or his horns he will immediately submit
he likes to use his size to his advantage and pin you down
really into biting and marking, esp after his imprisonment, he wants everyone to know your his
whether your human or an elf, he will overstimulate you
he can go for hours
i feel like he would prefer giving to receiving, he will eat you out or suck you off for HOURS until you are whimpering for him to slow down
if you have boobs, he will mark them and play with them there is no question
RIDE‼️‼️HIS‼️‼️‼️FACE‼️‼️‼️‼️
he is 1000% into wax play he can make his hands really hot or cold and the sight of u with wax slowly dripping down your chest makes him feral
wouldnt mind if you did the same to him 👀
i feel like he would be super into it if you rode his thigh, he would be mocking you the whole time but it would turn him on sm
"you couldn't wait at all, hmm? is your pretty little cunt/cock really so needy that you had to be this impatient? acting like a bitch in heat, covering my thigh with your slick. your going to have to clean up your mess dear~"
he gets pissed if he asks you a question and you dont respond
super into eye contact during sex, he thinks its very intimate and attractive
your pleasure ALWAYS comes first with him, he will make you come at least twice before coming on his own
i dont think he would be super into causing you a lot of pain, like i dont think he would want to hurt you alot but will pinch and occasionally slap if your into that
super into being in pain for himself though
edge him until hes sobbing, then overstim him until his thighs are shaking
GLORIOUS THIGH GAME BTW
cover them in marks, he will admire them later
overall a very attentive and sensual lover, but definitely has a dirty side<3
can you tell i have an obsession? lmao. i tried to make this super gender neutral, lmk if there are any mistakes! reqs are open, im considering getting into writing some more
#aaravos x reader#aaravos smut#tdp#tdp s5#the loml#smut#aaravos fluff#aaravos headcanons#i love him#i went off ngl#hes just my scrunkly little baby hes done no wrong!!!#maybe this will become a writing blog...#aaravos hcs#the dragon prince
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Could you do viper tigress Amy and bendy x a snake reader that can hypnotize people that look in to there eyes.
Viper,tigress,Amy and bendy with a hypnotist snake G/N S/O
Why yes of course I can,ur taste btw is *chefs kiss*. Has been proof read
Characters are as close to canon as possible but will still be ooc
Viper
She finds your hypnosis eyes EXTREMLY endearing
She heard about snakes that have the power to hypnotise people with their eyes but had never seen or met one
If your unable to control it shes very gently and sweet about it
If you accidentally hypnotise her she wont blame you,as long as it's on accident
Shes finds your eyes very beautiful and if you were ever insecure about them she would try her best to reasure you that they're beautiful and that having the gift is out of your control
Snake cuddles
If you wanted to she would train you in kung fu,aslong as your ok with it though,kung fu can be very hard and draining to some
You will almost 100% meet the furious five and po
Speaking of which,they're all super curious and impressed with your hypnosis ability
They're also rlly supportive so yea 👍
If you ever joined the furious five shed be super protective of you,she dosnt mind along as your safe
Tigress
Much like viper shes only ever heard about snakes with hypnosis abilitys,especially since tigress has mainly stayed in the valley of peace due to her living in the jade palace
She thinks your eyes looks beautiful and will compliment them.
If your insecure about them she honestly wouldnt understand,she thinks your eyes are an amazing thing and great for battle
Non the less though she will reasure you and be supportive
As for meeting the furious five,she will stand next to you and glare at them,basically telling them that one wrong move will lead to their early grave.
Safe to say,you were immidatly accepted and praised by the furious five+po
If you joined the furious five she would try let you be independent,she knows that sometimes people want to prove themselves
She will still be protective though
She loves to just pick you up and cuddle
If you cant controll your power she isnt one to run away from things,she will help in any physical way possible
You two are literally a power couple,and a force to be reckoned with,you have a tiger who's practically a kung fu master and a snake that can hypnotise you,yea that seems a tad bit op
If you ever wanted to learn kung fu she'd happily be your master,as long as you know the risks etc
Amy
Although there are many powerfull and unique mobians in the sonic universe you are quite unique
She finds your eyes really pretty
If you have problems controlling your power she can try help,sonic must have struggled when controlling his speed so you can controll your powers to with a bit of practice
She likes giving you gifts that are the same colour of your eyes,she does this because she Hope's it will help you like your eyes abit more
Shes good at giving people motivational speeches and so I doubt shed refuse to tell you how brilliant your eyes are
Should you every accidental hypnotise her,shed probally not care and say that's it's all right.
She will not hesitate to randomly hug you or shower you with kisses,shes a big fan of PDA
She loves making personalized and matching gadgets for you
She dosnt care that your a snake and likes the contrast between herself-a hedgehog and you-a snake
She makes snake friendly treats for you and might even find out if theres any sweet treats that'll help you with your power
You and her are a pretty good duo in battle,you hypnotise people so it makes them an easy target for Amy's mighty hammer to strike apon.
Bendy
Honestly hes quite surprised
Hes never had someone like you enter his inky realm
Very very intrigued by your eyes,your eyes dont actually affect him
Will not let you anywhere near sammy,the lunatic will probally try abuse your power so your not gonna see him
He feels abit at ease knowing that your power works on alot of the ink creatures in the workshop.
That dosnt mean he still isnt protective,when hes around his protectiveness goes through the roof
But he'll let u do ur thing,only helping when your in life threatening danger or if you ask
If you had trouble with ur power he'd only help if u asked seeing as it dosnt affect him.
He'll ask if you can help get rid of intruders once they enter the studio,he dosnt rlly mind your answer,although he'd like the extra help,he dosnt mind you declining his offer
The fact that yours a snake means your able to travel throughout the studio easier
although since he ends up keeping you alive he does ask that if you come across an intruder to alert him
A/n ty for requesting this I had alot of fun working on this,I kinda didnt know what to do for bendy tho lol.
#cattonic writes#requests#x reader#kung fu panda#kung fu panda x reader#sonic the hedgehog#sonic x reader#sonic characters x reader#amy rose#amy rose x reader#viper#viper x reader#tigress#tigress x reader#bendy and the ink machine#bendy x reader#snake reader
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ok so ive been thinking, takako her entire life has been viewed by what she can do for others, how she can be of service, who she is as a person and her own identity never mattered because she was just a tool, she never had the autonomy to make her own decisions, whether they were rash or reckless or not. after incarnating is the first time she can do whatever the fuck she wants but still shes working to someone else's end goal and can't rest
yuki as a star plasma vessel up until the failed merger had been viewed for her utility. her identity also didn't matter since it would've ended up only as "i am tengen-sama, and tengen-sama is me." even after the failed merging the looks that she would get by those who knew her probably were still calculating her worth by how much she didnt do, considering her wasted potential. even outside of spv stuff, a special grade that"bums around" overseas, especially a woman, is not worth any concern
yuki and takako, having been on their own for quite some time, wouldn't consider loneliness as a struggle. i dont think they would desire understanding. being alone for a while might even be a privilege, after years of nothing but eyes on them, watching their every move from life until death (or at least until yuki refused the merger). but still something great is missing from their lives. yuki might deem it too abstract to search for it in the face of her work, and takako would be too focused on survival to care deeply about that hole
when yuki convinces takako to join her and they begin working together, takako cant stand her. she cant stand her cavalier attitude, the way she seems to disregard every danger coming their way, and the way she doesn't seem bothered at all to be working with takako. takako's conditioning from her previous life alerts her to all the flaws yuki is presenting her with, and she doesnt understand how someone like yuki can exist in this world. in the worlds she's lived in, it seems like such an impossibility. and especially after her experiences and what happened in the fight in the sendai colony, takako isn't feeling particularly trustful towards anybody, even if she and yuki have come to an agreement. it becomes exhausting watching after her own back around the other special-grade, but necessary, because any moment can reveal a dozen knives in the back when she's not looking
yuki herself isnt bothered with the blatant mistrust, as its to be expected from a sorcerer who had just been in the culling games. years of being brushed aside for her "crazy ideas" has numbed her to the doubtful looks, and even has her expecting it, to which she's made it fun dismantling the arguments people make against her research. as it is, yuki has put her focus entirely onto the matters ahead of her and ignores the abstract thing shes missing
as the two go about their business, yuki ends up learning more about takako and vice versa. takako also ends up learning more about herself, like the way she hates food thats drenched in sauce and that shes a fan of the color orange, and she will only wear pants if they are baggy and soft and cant feel them against her legs. yuki enjoys taking her around to experience more things while they're on their mission to stop kenjaku and cant help feeling fond of takako. they both learn things of each other that they haven't told anyone else; why does yuki hate tengen? what happened to takako before her execution? which other ancient sorcerers did takako know? when did yuki first hear the other vessels?
but as much progress as they have made in their alliance, old traumas aren't so easy to overcome. inside takako still feels a deep sense of wrongness, that one missed move and she will have to give up all her freedom, that she will have to kill the sorcerers or be chained up again. the jujutsu college isn't trustworthy, and continuing this alliance will only be another prison. on the other end yuki doesn't want takako to run away. she's found something like a kindred spirit in her, takes joy when takako feels joy, feels the mutual understanding that they don't outright desire but feels like a sense of belonging. but yuki is proud (and won't admit it, but too scared) to say these things out loud, that she doesnt want takako to leave, because admitting these things in such a life often does not do her any good
it comes to a head one day as theyre having dinner; its a particularly cold day and the feel of clothes has takako wanting to rip her skin off, so yuki has given takako her jacket for some warmth. their food is hot and both of them are tired after a heated disagreement earlier in the day about some executive decision. the two of them butt heads often, both of them stubborn and takako hot-headed, especially when yuki is being irritating on purpose, but today is just not the day. takako explodes after having been on her toes all day, demanding why yuki hasn't killed her yet after so many opportunities. like their first meeting, yuki asks "why would i do that?" to which takako has many answers but none of them really are answers, and yuki traces the rim of her cup of water with her finger and asks "is it hard to believe that i want to be here because i like who you are?"
but it is hard to believe. takako, who does not trust anyone as far as she can throw them, cannot imagine such a thing. these past few weeks with yuki she has been forming this identity of hers, something she has never had before; how can someone like her for who she is? when has someone ever liked her at all? her eyes widen and she gets flustered, and unwittingly her technique activates and her hair starts floating because ?????? what?? huh?? what?? HUH??
and though its difficult, though it screams inside her, takako sets aside the lenses of danger to see that yuki looks tired, so tired she has to be genuine. its not easy to trust someone, but after that night, takako tries to lower her hackles. and without viewing yuki primarily with apprehension, one foot out the door, takako starts seeing her in a new light. one that feels a little lighter and a little truer than what she felt was total vexation before. the part of her she didnt notice was missing feels more pieced together, a little more whole
and that night, having noticed the atmosphere changed, yuki became apprehensive, thinking that she'd offended takako once again somehow. but later, when takako allowed yuki's hand on her back to steer her away from the street, when takako grabbed yuki's arm and tugged her away to eat something, when takako began standing in a more personal distance to yuki, it was difficult to keep the smile off her face. so she didnt. and whenever takako looked in her direction and she smiled at her and takako quickly looked away, it only makes her smile harder. being alone is a privilege, but it feels so nice to have a companion, that you make each other laugh and you argue with and eat hot dinners in a cold winter with
one day yuki begins ranting about her research, explaining how she plans to go about erasing cursed energy, how so many of jujutsu society's problems have been upheld with tengen's continued existence, not really expecting a response. but takako listens attentively, and to yuki's surprise (especially from a sorcerer from the heian era) takako agrees. and she believes her. and "find a way to make it happen, then. if we both survive this, i'll even help you. i've never been a fan of old rotting sorcerers anyway."
to takako, someone she can trust. to yuki, to be trusted and believed in. both of the offer the things that they need. yuki's heart feels full and this abstract thing too abstract to search for feels like it's slotted a place into her life.
so anyway two women who had their identities stripped from them at one point in their lives, finding each other and offering each other the things they need. ITS SO PERFECT ITS SO PERFECT ITS SO PERFECT !!!! read my takayuki propaganda and suffer!!!
#im so insane about them the dynamic is crazy#sorry to be writing a whole fic or whatever in a post but like. its so perfect theyre the ultimate#anyway. takako's technique activates when she's flustered. shes very sensitive to textures. cant stand tight clothes#yuki loves her food drenched in sauce. loves the color blue but lately has been appreciating pink a lot more.#loves giving people (namely one person) her jacket to wear#they are my dearly beloveds <333#takayuki#uroyuki#uro takako#yuki tsukumo#jjk#hanancouldyounot#hanancouldyoupost
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You got any adivce for someone who's considering dropping drawing completely since they don't like what they're making at all?
honestly i've been in the same struggle recently bc it just hasn't been a good year for me. i haven't been drawing a lot bc most of the time i'm either sick or i just.. can't. I've been picking myself up as of late and it's a really difficult grind, but honestly the fact i've been able to actually start this grind is already good for now. I guess that counts as advice; be patient with yourself. Self-esteem doesn't come easy and the little steps are worth so much more than you think.
ok so uh,
-if you just started, don't think about it too much. we all start with the weird scribbles. if you stop now you might never get back to it -if you've been trying to doodle often and always end up hating the result, just take a break. art block is seasoning for burnout and you might just be tired. a lot of times i've felt bad about my art i kinda "gave up" for a while and when i came back to it it was like "wtf this easy what was my issue (it was burnout)". so take a break, play some videogames or hang out with your friends for a week. idk write essays about the media you like? it feels like you're being unproductive but resting IS part of productive because just pushing yourself will just result in nothing being done at the end of the day. -look at your favorite work! im not quite out of my latest artblock yet because its a tough one(it's been teaming up with depression caused by health problems it suuuuucks :/), but when i went long enough without being able to draw I kinda started feeling like I can't do shit and can't call myself an illustrator at all specially bc what i do isnt that big of a deal compared to others(<- comparison also big mistake remember youre the only one who can make YOUR art), going through my folders and seeing the stuff I like the most gave me a LOT of motivation to keep going, even if I was still unable to start drawing right away. not giving up is so important. -so yeah love your art. focus on drawing things you like because it's a gift from you to you, and you should treat it as such. i know it's really hard to be positive about it all the time but it can be really good to go through all your artwork at the end of a day and look at the things you like about it, even if it isn't much. -on that note, find something you really like drawing!!! back in high school i had massive periods of depression that kept me from drawing but i occasionally found sort of a 'life hack' for myself which were things i was always able to work with even during the worst times. one of them was just.. bees. i just doodled random characters as these bees and made og designs too and it was fun. the other one was using colored pencils instead of a regular one bc i just like colors and it made me happy :] it didnt matter that they always had the same overall shape or if i couldnt erase when i messed up, i was just feeling good being able to draw something that i liked. -experiment more!! expand your palettes and download some new brushes. i even change from my newest to my old busted tablet that still sorta works occasionally because using a tool that feels different is.. refreshing somehow? idk -when you need to get yourself back up, do the little steps at your own pace. do a little doodle every day. it's okay if it's always the same thing. the same character. the exact same idea. it's okay if it sucks or if it's unfinished because you struggled. Just give it little pushes. What matters is to try. and it's okay if you can't do it every day. maybe every other day if you need a slower pace. -and remember. engagement doesn't measure your skill. art is subjective anyways!!!!! i spent YEARS doodling and posting only my ocs and getting little to no notes. i think one of my favorite artworks from the time i had ~100 followers had like 0 notes for the longest time. to be honest i don't even know if it has any likes at all nowadays i'd have to look it up bc it's a bit buried
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Terry CK X Reader
Context: Terry gives you a much needed and very sweet suprise 💚
You and Terry were enjoying being new parents. About a month and a half ago, you had given birth to your first baby, you and Terry had become a family with a tiny little, and very precious daughter. Her hair was black when she was born, and the first thing she did when she was handed to me was grab hold of Terry's finger as tightly as she could when he rested his hand on her. It made him cry, you had only seen Terry cry once before, at your wedding when you walked down the isle. You both were now a real family, and it was wonderful. However, being new parents isnt always a walk in the park, there were the late night, early mornings, crying, nappy changes etc. But through out all of this, Terry enjoyed every moment, it could be 3 in the morning when he had to go to work in a couple of hours, and he would do nothing but smile when he picked up our little girl when she would cry.
He would change her, feed her, wind her and anything else she needed at the time, and all he would do is look upon his beautiful baby with a smile. After feeling so alone for so many years, he finaly had what he's always wanted, and being a dad was everything to him. He would want to do everything that made his daughter smile, because then he would know that he's finaly doing things right. You were the same when it came to your baby, however, it wasnt always easy. You struggled a lot more than Terry, but that's because she wanted to be attached to you just as much as she wanted to be around Terry, but sometimes it was too much. There would be days you wish you could sit in the house with noone else, just silence and a nice glass of wine, but once you become a mum, you can kiss that kind of luxury goodbye for the next few years.
One evening, your just finishing feeding your daughter. As you were still breast feeding, she had to be with you when ever she was hungry. When you put her over your shoulder to burp her, Terry walks in and sits next to you on the sofa. "Hey there sweetheart" he says before planing a sweet kiss upon your lips. "Hey Terry" "Hows our little princess doing?" he asks as he strokes at his daughters wavy black hair. "Yeh she's ok, I've just fed her, so it will be time to put her to sleep soon" "Well, dont worry about putting her to sleep tonight sweetheart, because I'm going to" Confusion sets into your mind when he says that. "I dont understand? Why do you want to put her to bed? This time is normally the only time you get to respond to emails on your office computer?"
He stands up and holds his hand out to you "Take my hand sweetheart, I have something to show you" smiling warmly up at him, you take his hand and he guides you and your baby in your arm upstairs and towards to bathroom. When you walk inside with Terry, its then that you see the main light is turned off, and the only light in there is coming from vanilla scented candles that are placed around the bath. Along with red rose pettles that have been scattered in and amongst the bath water, that by the smell of it has coconut scented oils.
"Oh Terry, this is gorgeous. Why did you do this?" "Why wouldn't I? You've been working so hard with our little princess lately sweetheart, and you deserve some time to yourself, some time to relax" The warmth of the bathroom, the smells filling the air and the true kindness of Terry's actions make you feel so loved inside. "Oh Terry, how can I thank you?" He just smiles before taking the baby carefully off of your shoulder and cradling her in his large, strong arm, resting the palm of his other hand against her little head. "You have thanked me already, more than you realise. You loved me for who I am, and made this house a home when you moved in. When you became my wife, it was the most amazing day of my life, but not as amazing as when you gave me her. Shes so perfect, so beautiful, just like you. You brought our daughter into the world and made me a father, and I will spend the rest of my life thanking you for that. And one of the ways I do that, is by doing little things for you. Like this bath, plus, I get to spend more time with my little princess as I put her to bed"
You cant help the waves of love flowing through you, you pull his face in and kiss him with a caring tenderness. "Enjoy sweetheart, I'll see you when your all finished, take your time. I love you" "I love you too Terry" He walks out of the bathroom holding your baby girl, and you turn back to face the bath. "Oh this is soooooo needed" Once you get undressed, you immerse yourself in the hot and sweet smelling water, it is absolutely gorgeous. You spend about an hour and a half in the bath, reading your book and just taking some quality time for yourself. When the water started to get cold, you decided to get out, still smelling of the coconut oil as you get dressed into your pyjamas. When you were in your bedroom putting on your moisturiser, you noticed Terry hadn't come to bed yet.
Where was he? Was he struggling to get the baby to sleep? You walked over to her bedroom, and that's where you see one of the sweetest sights you had even witnessed. Terry was fast asleep on the comfy corner chair in her bedroom, with the baby sound asleep in his arms. You couldn't help yourself, you pulled out your phone and took a picture of them both, how could you not? Once you took the picture, you picked up your baby girl and put her in her cot, then gently stroked Terry's face to wake him up. "Terry? Babe? Come on, its time to get some sleep" his eyes are still closed when he nods at you, wiping at his eyes, he stands up and you take his hand, leading him out of the room. He was already in his pyjamas thankfully, but when he got into your bedroom, he took his shirt off, he never liked sleeping with a shirt on, it was more comfortable for him this way. You snuggled down into bed with Terry following closely behind.
"Are you ok babe?" "Yeh I'm alright, just tired that's all. Our little princess made me read her 4 stories before she started getting sleepy, but it was all worth it. How was your bath?" "Perfect thank you Terry, just what I needed. Speaking of needing things, come hear and lie your head on my chest, you need to get your sleep" through his tired eyes, he still looks at you with a loving gaze before he snuggles in close and wraps his arm around you, lying his head on your chest. You put your arms around him, running your fingers through his bouncy curly silver curls, gently running your nails over his scalp and giving his a kiss on his forehead. Before you know it, you can hear sweet little quite snors coming from Terry, he's always so peaceful when he's asleep. Turning off the bedside lamp and holding him close, you whisper "Goodnight babe" before slowly, drifting off to sleep yourself.
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I've come asking for directors commentary on heard no more. Mostly in general, anything you have to say. But also the scene where Remus comes and wants Virgil up, kind of solidifying Virginia perception of what's going on
Also, I'm a little curious who Remus is, since if he was Roman's brother, wouldn't Virgil have at least heard a rumor about him?
May or may not be back later with more questions :) <3
The biggest thing to remember is that we are dealing with an unreliable narrator and Virgil has met Remus before--but the reason his brain isn't going to "Oh this isnt Roman, this is Remus" is because the moment Remus asked "Oh btw where is Roman? Is he in some secret part of the Prince's Quarters I dont know about? >:)" that was game over, Virgil's "His Eminence digging for information" senses went on high alert. He realizes correctly this isnt a dream but his brain is still in survival mode so he automatically assumes he cant let his guard down and that is another ploy by his tormenter.
But let's examine the scene from Remus's perspective.
Be you, the only son and heir to a bloodline that has sat on the throne for centuries that has some Game of Thrones levels of political fuckery but with zero incest involved
Your father is the High King that rules over all the other Noble Houses, who in turn oversee particular provinces and important trading cities.
He's also a bit of a jerk
While there is a line of succession to the throne, potential successors are allowed to challenge a current ruling King/Crown Heir for their place. This rarely happens due to political factors involved.
Your father's twin brother Janus (your uncle) decides to challenge him for the throne.
You are 5 years old when you witness your uncle killing your father and thus earning the right to ascend the throne
In the bloody political struggle that ensues (where you are almost very much murdered by your uncle's supporters), you are sent to a countryside villa, out of sight out of mind
You remain there for years until one day your uncle summons you to the Royal Castle and abruptly announces that he's adopting you and you're now going to live there as a member of the Royal family
Living in the countryside away from nobility apparently makes you Extremely Strange in their eyes. They also seem to think you've been stewing for years, awaiting to avenge your father by taking back the throne
Really you could care less, but it's fun to play along and rile them up.
Despite bringing you to the castle, your uncle wants nothing to do with you. Although, really, you're nothing special in that regard--he doesn't want to interact with anyone. Regardless, you don't care. You are curious and you sneak into his quarters to strike up conversations, because you know he won't kill you (he had the chance years ago to do so)
Your little cousin Roman (who is technically now your adoptive brother) hates your guts. Thats ok, everyone hates your guts. You're the remnant of a defeated line, you should be either dead or exiled right now
So you grow up and continue living in the castle, being a general menace while finding your own way of belonging
You catch wind of the Court Mage's apprentice disappearing one day--such a shame, really, you were hoping to get better acquainted with him
(the two of you have only had a few brief chats after that one time he tried to kill you)
There's a frantic search for him but months go by without a word
Until you arrive back from an excursion to find out apparently he's back
Weeks pass and no one will say anything about his condition. You've never been good at denying your curiosity so you decide to take a peek for yourself.
And well! He's apparently been holed up in Roman's quarters, which is Interesting and you decide to tease him about it, since he was usually an easy target
Except, well, shit rather than give you a biting sarcastic retort, his gaze just goes completely Vacant and he doesn't respond to anything further you have to say
So you yell for someone to get into the room and handle your fuck up, which does get you yelled at for intruding where you didnt belong
And normally you dont care about making a fuck up, but for some reason you feel guilt at inciting such a reaction to the stormy ex-assassin.
#kat answers#heard no more#btpomt au#before you ask yeah janus is my morally grey problematic fave that just is terrible at maintaining healthy familial relationships#i wrote the original draft in 2018 and I wanted to include remus in somehow but it just didnt fit the plot#for him and Roman to be blood brothers so behold! my solution#feel free to send in more asks i love chatting on plot things on a fic I need to desperately finish the next part of
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honestly if barbie had been a 100% uncritical and unironic celebration of barbie as an empowering feminist figure i would have really checked out of it quickly. because yes, the takes that barbie is literally ruining the world and is a literal agent of the patriarchy is wrong and unfair and the idea that she's single handedly responsible for causing body image issues is really reductive, there's a reason it's in the movie and it's from the mouth of a tween girl in its most cartoonish exaggerated form lmao. but we've all been that pink-hating tween girl at some point who has only just discovered these words and terms for things we've always felt all our lives and our understanding of it is still kinda immature and reactionary. i do broadly think and feel very positively of barbie as a cultural icon, and I mean yeah a lot of it is nostalgia some of it is just me wanting to reclaim this symbol of everything girly that is derided for being girly and we feel we're forced to give up because its considered lesser. but genuinely i do think she's been the target of lots and lots of very unfair and bad faith criticism over the years. At the same time, if the film had unironically taken the "Barbie is Only a force for good and Has Solved Feminism" stance, like- that would have just really stretched my ability to engage with the film, because well, that's not really true or fair either, and I just wouldn't be able to buy it even from a very good film.
in the end the place barbie holds in legacy and place and culture is just... complicated. good or bad isnt really the question, she is a cultural icon, she responds to certain trends, she represents certain trends, she defies certain trends, she is shaped by the culture she is part of. and people will respond to that differently. that's why the trailer tagline was 'if you love her barbie or if you hate barbie, this movie is for you', and i think why the film really really works for me is that it delivers on that promise. it does what i most wanted and hoped it would do when i saw it would go for that more meta angle, by wrestling with the many different complicated layers of her legacy and what she means to many different people, good and bad, without damning her or elevating her on a pedestal.
because yeah i don't think we can deny that in many ways she is an embodiment of a sort of ideal and stereotypical femininity that yes is a largely patriarchal standard. but it's also the fact that she does do a lot to empower girls to have dreams and ambitions and to seek out self fulfillment and creativity in their play, and that is important and significant and beautiful about what she does do. but the other side of that is the insane amount of pressure you might feel as a girl to Be Something and how your only worth is if you're exceptional in some way, and she does interact with that, the messaging behind her does feed into that, if only because its an idea that already exists and is ingrained in us from society on the whole. and the film responds to that by making 'it's ok to just be you' its core message, by emphasizing with that struggle, by having barbie herself decide to just be regular and human and find worth in humanity and human flaws of flesh and aging and body. and a fully grown adult woman, a mom with a desk job who understands full well that nothing about barbie is realistic and didn't fulfill any of the ambitions barbie represents, can find joy and relief and value and beauty in playing with her.
it doesn't offer an easy answer of 'is barbie good or bad' because there is no easy answer to that, and it gives us the veneer of a hollywood happy ending but ultimately it doesn't pretend that everything's been solved forever and now everything will be good. there is a fair bit of cynicism in the line 'one day the kens will hold as much power in barbieland as women do in the real world' with how the film understands that inequality cant be magically fixed and it doesn't try to sell you on that either- again, if it had been the kind of Inequality Has Been Solved And Everyone Is Happy ending you kind of expect from most fantasy-ish movies to this effect I would have just not bought it. Ending on the note of and "our Barbie, the main character, found her path in life and is happy even if the world isn't fixed" just feels more honest for this kind of personal story really.
beyond saying only one specific thing about it, the film is in conversation with the legacy and the discussion around barbie, which is the most important thing that a film about barbie, as a brand or as a character, can be. it brings it into the film and makes that entire conversation the central conceit and uses it as a vehicle to explore ideas about womanhood on the whole, which i think is ultimately a good choice because it's that very legacy and discussion that makes barbie as a character and a cultural icon perfect for this kind of metaphor.
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About the whole "I thought I was a lesbian but I met a guy and realized I'm bi" thing - it ((however unfortunately)) happened to me and tbh I think it's a very recent societal problem. Like I feel guilty for labelling myself as a lesbian because I don't ever want to misrepresent their interests bc... I love them. And I don't believe lesbians can love men or change their mind about their sexuality. But even as a radical feminist we live in a world overtaken with identity politics that puts pressure on us to know what we are even though we aren't rid of homophobia OR biphobia for that matter. I've struggled with (mild, not that that excuses it) internalized biphobia and misogyny. We assume that the days of women realizing that they're lesbians late in life are over bc of the agenda telling us that homophobia has died but it hasn't. However, similarly, we're still going to have young people of all types struggling with labels realize things about themselves later in life, because of homophobia on top of the fetishization of minority identities. I might be talking in circles now but idk, give me your feedback on this. This is also vent-y bc I want to be febfem but I feel like I don't have a choice with today's dating scene? Which I know that sounds so stupid, I should just woman up and be female exclusive but... idk. I don't feel like I can. (That's not to say I don't love my current bf, I'm just pathetic lol)
hm honestly anon u lost me like halfway through so i kinda got confused over what u were trying to say here, ngl. i agree theres a pressure to choose a certain label even when u dont rly know and thats also why when i get anons asking me if theyre lesbian or bi i often advise to just think things thru and figure things out without putting a label on it bc like rly why do u HAVE to label urself if ur unsure? its ok to be unsure on ur sexuality u dont have to have a label in the meantime!!
but i didnt understand the bit u said about "we'r"e still going to have young people of all types struggling with labels realize things about themselves later in life, because of homophobia on top of the fetishization of minority identities." so if u wanna reword that for me thatd be great <3 cause i feel like i might have thoughts on that but im not sure what ur saying there
also i agree that its hard to be febfem with the reality of the dating scene tbh but think of it this way,,, dating men in the current dating scene isnt that easy if u want to have standards in which u dont date men that are overt or covert misogynists, if u cut men who consume porn out of ur dating pool, etc etc. so like ultimately the dating scene isnt that easy either way, with dating exclusively women its just always gonna be difficult as a woman bc our dating pool is smaller but its like choosing one risk over another in some way ?? if that makes sense. that said if u have a boyfriend u love then perhaps u could aim for being febfem if/when that relationship ends, bc i think itd be unreasonable to expect anyone to end their relationship if theyre happy w it anyways lol
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alright alright now onto my theory as to why i think zzs avoids instigating a spar with wkx, even though he very much wants to all the time, and even though he displayed none of these restraints at the start. right from the top of my head (leaving out the extras, because there wenzhou have basically 'resolved' their core problems), i dont think wenzhou ever physically spar/fight more than two (2) times in the main story. (im not counting the many times zzs kicks at or hits wkx and wkx absorbs it instead of countering it. thats not a spar/fight lmao.) at both of these times wkx uses the physical proximity to expand on his flirtations and get under zzs's skin, and both these times it pulls the rug out from under zzs and gets a reaction out of him.
im thinking of the scene in the early chapters i put under the cut above, right after zzs knocks out qin song with his unparalleled flute solo, when wkx is like 'ur face is fake u must be beautiful aha' and zzs is like 'touch it if u wanna if u dont believe me' and wkx is like 'ok' and then they fight. spar. fightspar?
honestly, by this point its pretty clear that zzs has an immense pleasure fighting wkx. its also clear that he is vastly inferior and cannot keep up, but that doesnt seem to be a big reason (or at least, not the only reason) to not have a repeat. no, what im thinking of is how wkx, once again, takes advantage of the physical proximity to expand upon his flirtations (in this case, it would be more accurate to say he is using psychological warfare and masks it as flirtation, as they arent really at that point yet where wkx's 'flirtations' could be counted genuine) and gets under zzs's skin, because wkx doesnt operate after traditional sparring/fighting/martial arts etiquette and because hes not beyond being underhanded and using everything at his disposal to attrify his opponent to pieces. difficult to counter when youre zzs, notorious at being underhanded but not yet well-versed at the art of outright shamelessness, and easily floored.
im just thinking, taking zzs's clear inferiority when it comes to meeting wkx on eye-level in a spar likes he wants to into account together with zzs's allergic reactions to wkx peeling his carefully constructed masks (ha!) apart, i would say it makes a lot of sense why he avoids getting physical with him, though he obviously itches to most of the time and cant be called sensible enough to not solve their issues this handy way and vent his feelings a little, giving this bastard whos been provoking him like no other before a good smacking. physical spars seem to come more easy to zzs than verbal conflicts, tbh. for that alone, its super interesting that the times they fight are so few.
wenzhou spar a lot when theyre travelling to the puppet manor though. yby always treats them as if theyre doing something improper, and though im certain they dont do anything what yby insinuates: based on how theyve been when they physically fight, its probably more flirting than fighting, more foreplay than anything else. by that point, they very much want to, well, sleep with each other already, and use the spars as a poor substitute.
though it might not confirm my theory, i find it interesting that it happens off-screen; i find it interesting that it has such an air of foreplay. i find it interesting that zzs avoids fighting wkx at first, during his era of "who is this guy and why is he following me" and "there might be smth between us but he isnt serious anyway and who cares, im gonna die". and that now, when it feels like he has reached a point in his own journey where he has stopped struggling so much and is working on embracing it, he cant get enough of tumbling around with wkx in the woods.
that the narrative skips over it so quickly reminds me a lot of zzs's habit of sweeping things under the rug he feels an awful lot about but doesnt want to get into. it could be just a storytelling element to hasten the plot along, it likely is. but still! i like how it fits so very neatly into zzs's characterization and narrative habits
sooo reading some metas and its got me thinking about zzs and his (diminished) power levels, and how that comes between him and giving wkx a good smacking. leaving the theory aside that zzs is likely oftentimes playing his anger up or faking it entirely, as a justification for giving wkx so much leeway and having him around (the excuse being: "i dont WANT him around i am SUFFERING his presence! what can i do! im a lot weaker!"), and also leaving aside my theories why he doesnt give in to inciting a physical spar most of the time even once even though he very much wants to, im wondering at how difficult it must be for zzs to be so reminded of his own diminished strength practically all the time. i mean, here is wkx who he would have a lot of fun meeting in a fight and whom he might not be able to win against if he were at his original level. and wkx is forceful, he is overbearing, he is plastering himself all over zzs, and he sees zzs and doesnt look away. it must be difficult, to be so very aware of your own physical weakness, of your own physical and martial inferiority if you are a martial arts nut like zzs and if youre struggling with showing weakness and vulnerability like zzs, who would spring through hoops and make multiple mental gymnastics in succession just to not appear weak to his own inner voice.
#this post was sponsored by:#just thoughts im having while continuing my reread#and it is a tag!!! badummz#the liveblogging sneaked up on me like the will to live on wenzhou#hehehe#wenzhou#tian ya ke#zhou zishu
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Ok. I need to get this idea out to someone. Solomon and mc are messing with potions for class and he accidentally gives mc a “youth” potion that makes you look younger. It turns mc into like a 4 year old for like a couple of days. What do you think would be the demon brothers (any) reaction to babysitting their master? What would they do? Idk i think it would be a little funny.
You’ve Gotta Be KIDding me, MC!
(Feat. GN!MC and the Demon Bros)
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Lucifer
He'll be exchanging words with that sorcerer bastard later. You can bet on that.
Lucifer doesn't take kindly to the idea of MC having run ins with magic in general, but at least this seems to be on the tamer side of the magical spectrum. And he had to admit, it's sort of amusing.
He intentionally watches you try to handle things on your own. Be it reaching for things too high up, stubbornly carrying things too heavy for your tiny arms, or making messes when you try to tidy up, Lucifer waits patiently until you ask for help (or until he can't take it anymore).
Treats you like he always does, despite your size. He doesn't talk to you like a child, or try to force toys and nap times onto you, but may or may not tease you when it's only the two of you. After all, you may look like a child, but that doesn't mean you are one. It's still funny to harass you a little, though.
"As independent as you may be, please refrain from trying to climb up onto the counter. If you need something, ask one of my brothers, or myself. If that isn't obvious enough, perhaps a 'time-out' is in order?"
Mammon
When Mammon recovers from laughing for twenty minutes, (and also making threats on Solomon's life) he then decides to take a billion pictures of you. Now calls you 'munchkin' and variations of it.
And if you thought he was clingy before, just wait till you see how he is now. You're ACTUALLY helpless and vulnerable. I mean, you'd hardly make an appetizer for a random demon! So Mammon's gotta keep an eye on you. Maybe even a toddler leash-
Unintentionally treats you like an actual child. His older brother mode kicks in, and he finds himself taking care of you as naturally as breathing. Mammon? Being responsible?? It's more likely than you think.
He hands you a cup of juice before you can say 'I'm thirsty'. He'll slide over some sliced up fruits before your stomach has a chance to growl. You're tired? No kidding. That's why he's got a blanket and pillow on the sofa for you.
"Where do ya think you're goin', short stack? Nowhere without ME, that's where! I already told ya, if there's somethin' ya need, just tell me!" "Huh? I'm spoilin' ya too much? S-so what if I am?!"
Levi
Solomon came in with a child in tow that looked a hell of a lot like MC, and this man nearly had a heart attack. There's no way... did those two have a secret love child?! Th-that's just-!! Oh, it's only MC.
WAIT A MINUTE...TH-THIS IS....! ISNT THIS JUST LIKE 'DETECTIVE C*NAN'? Uwaaah... Just look at you! You're still just as smart as before, but you've become super small! Talk about the ultimate gap moe!!!
Levi isn't a big fan of the idea of tiny, sticky hands touching his things, so he's glad you've still got your normal brainpower. That being said, he finds himself talking to you normally. Maybe even easier than before!
It kinda throws him off that you guys can't do the things you'd normally do together. Your fingers don't have their usual dexterity so playing games is a challenge, and your attention span is a little shorter so these TSL marathons are killing you. But have no fear, Levi knows a ton of other things you could do together! He won't let something like this spoil his time with his dear Henry!
"If you can't use the controller, let's try something that doesn't need one! I've got a new Ruri Hana VR game with REAL motion and voice tracking! If you say the spells out loud, you'll cast them in game! Ah, and it auto-adjusts to the player's height, so there's nothing to worry about!"
Satan
HES DOING HIS BEST NOT TO LAUGH. SATAN WILL HANDLE THIS WITH POISE AND GRACE, BUT MAN....
Watching you struggle to enter the House of Lamentation in your oversized RAD uniform nearly sent him to the stratosphere. He inhaled tea when you almost tripped over your blazer and had to get a couple of slaps on the back from Asmo.
Does his best to find a cure for your 'little' problem, but the most that can be done is waiting it out. In the meantime, would you like him to read you a story? Large books are probably difficult on your tiny hands.
Constantly catches himself treating you like a tot. He's not trying to, but he can't help himself when he sees your round eyes staring up at him, or when he watches you try to climb up onto an armchair.
"Up we go- There. It must be hard for you, having to climb up into the chairs like that. I've got a stool if you'd like to use it? Though, I don't mind if you sit on my lap, too." "Hm? I'm embarrassing you? I-I didn't realize how overzealous I was being. Ehem...."
Asmo
Oh that Solomon and his silly spells and potions, always making trouble! It's just one of his many charm points! And seeing as there are no permanent consequences from this harmless mishap, Asmo's enjoying it to the fullest.
Can you blame him? You're SOOOO cute~! So tiny and adorable! Why would've know that was possible?? Look this way, MC! He wants to take some pictures of you! Lowkey uses you as a photo op prop
He used to work part time at a daycare, you know? Asmo's great with kids! But that also means he's treating you like one. There's personalized snacks, cute little nicknames, and he's already gone and bought you a week's worth of clothes. Nobody tell him it'll only last a day-
He can be a little annoying with the baby talk and all the little activities he's planned for you, but you can tell he's enjoying himself.
"MC, look~! I've got plenty of ribbons to decorate your hair with! I'll let you choose your favorites, and then we can set out in town!" "Hm? Where are we going? To the playground, silly! You must be dying for a play date after being stuck in this dreary house all day, right?"
Beel
He was kinda teetering between whether or not he should throw Solomon across the yard like a football when he saw him carrying a teeny MC, but all was forgiven when he learned it was an accident.
Has now designated himself the permanent MC carrier. Your feet will never touch the ground so long as you're a child. And it's no problem for the likes of Beel, when you're as light as a feather! That makes him a little more conscious about being careful with you though-
Be it piggybacking or carrying you in his arms, he hasn't released you since he's spotted you. And don't think he's forgotten about feeding you. Beel's also taken your meal prep upon himself. You'll prefer things that've easy to eat, right? Though it kills gum to give you smaller portions than usual.... it feels cruel...
Somewhere between babying you and treating you as usual. He speaks normally to you as he always does, but prioritizes your needs over everything else. He wants to make sure you're well taken care of until this potion wears off.
"You're sure you've had enough to eat? I know I gave you a snack earlier, but... to think you really can't eat as much as before.. I'll talk to Solomon again. It must be torture to have such a tiny stomach, I'll do my best to get you back to normal."
Belphie
There's obvious opportunity here, and Belphegor won't let it go to waste. (No not for murder)
He's getting a kick about your new mini mode. How's the weather down there? Do you need him to pick you up so you can reach the high shelves? Don't worry, he'll get you a sippy cup.
When the teasing has settled down, he pays attention to a more pressing matter: you're now the perfect side for cuddling. You're a living hot water bottle, not too big, not too small, tiny and soft and adorable. Er, he won't mention that last part though.
Anyway, Belphie thinks a little kid like you should go on and take a nap now. It's exhausting having such short legs and wandering around the house all day, right? He gets it. You look tired and he knows the solution.
"Ah, you're just as cozy as I thought you'd be... Though, it feels kind of weird holding you like this. It's like holding a stuffed animal, but you're not nearly as cute." "Pfft, what's that face for? Sorry, sorry, I was only teasing."
#there's some subtle foreshadowing for the next CYA here#also might do a pt. 2 of this because I like the 'turned into a kid' trope#obey me shall we date#obey me! shall we date?#obey me!#obey me#shall we date? obey me!#shall we date obey me#obey me headcanons#obey me imagines#obey me scenarios#obey me writing#obey me lucifer#obey me mammon#obey me levi#obey me leviathan#obey me satan#obey me asmo#obey me asmodeus#obey me beel#obey me beelzebub#obey me belphie#obey me belphegor
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heya, mod feya here..
I've been getting ALOT AND I MEAN ALOT OF MASTERMIND RANTARO BRAIN ROT.
So if your okay with that, Can i request for a Mastermind Rantaro x Protag GN Reader headcanons?
Have a nice day! > < 💖💛💙🤍
partners in crime - set it off
the killing games almost done and youre so close to finding the mastermind.
youve been on the hunt for the mastermind for the longest time. its not even that you disliked the killing game in fact you found it amusing, you just liked the feeling of chase you got from trying to figure the mastermind out.
as the ultimate analyst this should have been easy for you but it proved to be quite the challenge. the mastermind was careful to hide their every track and to never reveal a single plan, they never showed very many patterns either.
thankfully your boyfriend, rantaro, was there to help you every step of the way.
rantaro often gave you many helpful hints, they were so helpful in fact that you were curious how he even knew. you even went as far as to joke about him being the perfect mastermind by the way he understood them.
this made you wonder though, what if your boyfriend really was the mastermind? this thought piqued your interest. this would be the ultimate twist, the unknowing girlfriend of the killing game mastermind finds him out and joins him as his ultimate accomplice.
you decided you had to be quick about acting on your suspicions, so unbeknownst to rantaro, you started to more thoroughly investigate him.
this investigation lead to you finding a monokuma remote in his room, you happily grab the remote and go to find your boyfriend. when you find him you tell him exactly what you found,
"rantaro guess what i found?" you paused, "a monokuma remote! this is essential to our investigation and the place i found it at will shock you even more! it was in your room, thats just crazy isnt it?"
rantaro just smiled at you, proud of your work. he knew you werent the type to snitch on him to the rest, thats the reason he decided to play this game with you anyway. ok mr ik evrythng 🙄 /j.
"wow, how do you think it got there y/n? i bet it was kaede! shes tried to kill me because she thought i was the mastermind, maybe shes trying to frame me too!"
"ha ha so funny. now give yourself up, you know its you rantaro ;p." you say, now bored of his theatrics.
"alright alright, its me i did it."
"great!" you smiled, "so now whats our next plan?"
rantaro returns with his own grin, "how about i tell you in my room, partner in crime <3?"
this killing game was about to get alot funner, well atleast for you and rantaro. the rest of the world should beware.
i understand the struggle of rantaro brainrot too 😭. this a little short, srry if you wanted it longer. you werent too specific with your request, so i did wtv i wanted :p. thank you for requesting, and i hope you have a vv nice day as well <3 !
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lunchtime ~ spencer reid
A/N: THIS IS VERY UNEDITED VERY HORRIBLE WRITING! i just wanted to get this out. this is a kink i have but never really talked about it. but i hope u still enjoy! it’s very weird so if you don’t want to read it you don’t have to :)
Category: smut (NSFW18+)
CW: rough sex, riding, doggystyle, special guests listening in
Summary: spencer reid works a lot. he’s an fbi agent, he can’t help but be a workaholic! but when you guys finally get time to yourselves, what happens when it’s risky interrupted?
Word Count: 2078
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having a boyfriend who works in the FBI isn’t all rainbows and sunshine. Because of his job, Dr.Spencer Reid was always either gone on a case or working on cases at home. he could be doing it in the office, but spencer was a sweet guy and made a middle ground to see his girlfriend more. he was just as passionate about her as he was with his job, calling her every night when he was away, making sure to treat her when he got back or when he was done for the day. he made sure she knew she was important to him, which wasn’t something she ever felt from a guy who was a workaholic.
today was just like every other day. spencer got to do case files at home as there was no case as of then. Y/n tried her best to take care of him while working, as a return of the favor. She made him his favorite waffles that morning and even made him a fresh cup of coffee just the way he likes it-a cup of sugar with coffee to mix. He kissed her on the forehead, convinced that he didn’t deserve her. once he was done he went straight to work. In a way, y/n pretty much worked with him as his personal Penelope Garcia, as he was an old man when it came to computers.
it was lunchtime at this point. y/n walked into his office and stood in the door frame, watching his fingers move down the page in his book as he read. his fingers made her melt, and he knew that. clouds began to form in her head as thoughts of what he could do with this fingers took hold of her. she didn’t even notice he was wanting her attention as he snapped her out of her daydreams with a snap of his fingers.
“Bubs, are you ok?” spencer asked. he was still at his desk, his finger placed at the spot he was at. you looked back at him from his finger, noticing what he was wearing and it wasn’t helping your case at all. while he was wearing his favorite maroon cardigan that he thrifted (still lux though as it was ralph lauren), he also wore a pair of grey sweatpants. clever of him for the moments he had to video chat with people.
you were quickly out of your thoughts yet again as you felt your body move without you knowing before. you walked towards him as he turned his chair to your side. you noticed he was half hard in his pants, as the imprint of himself showed through. you sat on his lap and ran your fingers through your hair, peppering kisses below his ear. he chuckled, thinking you were being cute, but you were just getting started.
“it’s lunchtime bubs.” you whispered as you softly grind against him.
spencer put his hands on your his after guiding your body to straddle him. he guides them as his lips touch yours. “good,” he said in between kisses, gently rubbing circles over your shorts in the place you wanted him most, “i’m starving.”
not only was spencer the sweetest, softest man you’ve ever met, but he was also the sexiest and dirtiest. he was rough like a wild bear but soft as a teddy bear-taking such good care of you after he ruined you to filth. no one would ever believe the things you two have done together in the past year. no one would especially believe what happened today.
as spencer’s about to slide his hand down your shorts, his phone rang. he groan softly under his breath as his right hand left your side to grab his phone. you were a little annoyed at first, but once he put the phone to his ear, an idea popped into your head.
“hey hotch...” he said. you slowly leaned down and went back to the spot below his ear, sucking and nibbling it softly.
this wasn’t something new to the both of you. it was a fun little game you’d play if either of phones rang while you were in the middle of it, seeing how long they could last at acting normal. by now, spencer had got the hang of it and made it easy for him when it was any of his coworkers. today, however, he was almost struggling.
you heard other voices on the phone as well. you could tell by how low they all sounded that it was 3 of the men on his team.
“yeah, i was um...about to have lunch.”
you decided to try and break him a little, sucking a little bit harder.
“can i call y-“ a soft moan left his lips, cutting him off his sentence. his eyes bulged out of his head as his mouth fell open. you quickly coughed in a lower tone to help him out, trying not to laugh.
“yeah, luke i’m fine,” he said, “just stubbed my toe....shut up morgan!”
you giggled softly to yourself, but not softly enough. you heard laughing from his phone and realized you were busted.
“hi boys!” you said, jokingly sounding seductive.
spencer gave you a look that said ‘are you kidding me?’ which made you giggle even more. you hear morgan on the other end say, “aww, did we interrupt your lunch?”
“yeah, you did! we were just about to get started.”
spencer placed the phone back to his ear, taking a deep breath before speaking. “look seriously can we-“
he paused, listening to whoever was talking. slowly, spencer removed the phone from his ear and covered it with his shoulder. he looked unsure of himself, as if he was trying to gather the courage to speak.
“bubs,” he said weakly, “do you um...uh..d-do you want to...have the phone on speaker?”
you thought for a moment. you were always secretly into things like this, but never told spencer because you thought he would find it weird. but seeing him look kind of into it didn’t help the puddle forming in your shorts.
“you don’t have to if you don’t want to. whatever your comfortable with!”
you thought for one more moment before taking his phone out of his hands and putting it on speaker for him, setting it down on his desk. he looks at you confused.
“let’s put on a show for your coworkers, daddy.”
“ooooo coming in with the big guns already!” said Luke.
“y/n does not play.” said Hotch.
Spencer was frozen in his tracks. he couldn’t believe the words coming out of their mouths, let alone what was going on.
“well come on then daddy, give us a show! my popcorn is getting cold.” teased morgan.
spencer rolled his eyes at morgan before his lips attacked yours. you continued your grinding on him, this time he was grinding back. you moaned through the kiss as his hands went back in your shorts, rubbing circles on your clit.
“oh wow, spencer got a girl to moan like that!” said Morgan.
“is he making you feel good, hun?” asked hotch.
“fuck yesssss!” you let out a long moan as spencer moved faster with his motions. he let out a groan and cursed under his breath. you felt his pressed under your thigh and that made you try to hold in how turned on you really were. you held on for dear life on the armrests of his chair as he leaned back a little bit.
“are you getting close, baby girl?” asked morgan.
“yes yes yes fuuuck daddy please let me cum.”
“you wanna cum for me, angel?” asked spencer.
“yes omg please i’m so fucking close!”
“cum for him, princess.” said Luke.
before you could fall down the hill like on a roller coaster, you felt incomplete as he took his fingers out. you let out a little whine, letting the guys know he didn’t let you cum.
“ooooo doctor genius over there didn’t let her cum, how sad.” teased Luke.
“what are you going to do now?” asked Hotch.
“because she’s about to get fucked and really show you how much of slut she truly is. well, MY slut at least.”
spencer took his painfully hard cock out as you moved your shorts to the side. you felt the head enter you and shortly his whole length was slammed deep inside you before you even make a sound. you let out a quiet gasp before a loud moan escaped from your throat.
he let you adjust, but only for a short moment as he quickly began pounding you, holding you from your ass. you were a moaning mess at this point, letting out more dramatic, pornographic ones for the guys.
“fuck he’s really an animal isnt he?” teased Hotch.
“you like being pounded like a dirty slut?” asked Luke.
you moaned out a yes, but it wasn’t enough for them.
“use your words, baby girl.” said Morgan.
“i love being pounded like a dirty slut!”
“tell them who’s slut you are.” spencer growled.
you held onto him from behind his head and pushed his face in between your tits. “i’m you’re slut, spencer,” you moaned, “i’m daddy’s little slut!”
“you’re such a good girl, y/n.” said Hotch.
“fuck daddy can i cum? please let me cum ive been a good girl!”
“what do you think?” spencer asked.
“cum, baby girl.” said morgan
“cum for him, princess.” said Luke.
“cum hard all over his cock, baby.” said Hotch.
you finally came all over his cock, screaming as the pleasure surged through your body. spencer helped you ride out your orgasm and let you catch your breath.
“holy shit” said Luke.
“oh we’re not done yet,” said spencer, “she deserves a reward for doing so well.”
he takes you off his cock and makes you stand up, flipping you around so you were in front of him, your ass sticking out. he quickly put his cock back inside of you and luke and morgan cheered on. he pounds you harder this time, making sure you lose your voice by the time you’re done.
“youre such a dirty slut,” spencer growled, taking a handful of your hair and pulling it, “letting me fuck you over the phone with not just my friends, my coworkers. you like putting on a show for people? you want people to know how much of a fucking slut you are for me?”
your eyes rolled to the back of your head at his words. the pure filth in them almost pushing you off the edge as you squeezed around his cock. even the guys grew silent.
“fuck keep doing that angel, keep squeezing daddy’s cock like tha-shit im close. you want my cum inside you?”
“oh my god yes please, i want to be full of your cum daddy!”
hearing you say those words through him over the edge as you feel him filling you up, hearing him moan your name and cursing under his breath. he stayed inside you for a bit before he caught his breath and left to go get something to clean you up with. when he comes back he looks at you sitting in front of him, watching his cum drip out of you and onto his work chair. he wasn’t even mad about it.
“you did so good, bubs.” he says, walking over and kneeling in front you before cleaning you up.
“you were amazing, baby!” you say. he comes back up and kisses you, and it was hard to break away. but somehow you did after what felt like hours and laughed at yourselves for what you just did. you then remembered they were still on the phone. spencer grabs his phone and faces it towards them.
“well? how was the show?” you asked.
“holy-“
“fuck.” luke cut morgan off.
you had left them speechless before hotch finally spoke up.
“....we will not speak of this at work.”
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MOAR KAI HEADCANONS BC I HAD A BAD DAY
- his favourite thing to do when hes in a bad mood is to just. ball himself up in blankets nd watch megamind
-then if the bad mood is like angry he really struggles to get it out in a healthy way
-like he either goes so ham on the training dummies his knuckles bleed
-or he lifts way too much nd ends up injuring himself
-something like that
-did i talk abt how i hc kai as having adhd before?? i cant remember if i did but he has it
-he found out about audiobooks so now consumes books in the same way zane does
-bc i cant remember if i specified but i hc kai as having dyslexia
-someone put in the tags abt it nd it was like OH YEAH THATS WHY HE CANT READ lmao so audio books are great for him
-he used youtube at first but then also audible bc at this point amazon is so big that him not using it does not matter whether or not he uses it
-his fave genre is fantasy but like high fantasy
-so like game of thrones type beat
-he refuses to read game of thrones tho bc its so popular
- zane is like "its actually pretty good just give it a try-" nd kais like NO
-yes that is projection but he also isnt a huge fan of like... YA fantasy bc while he enjoys the romances the pick-me nature of the protags pisses him off a lot
-HE DID HOWEVER rly enjoy the mortal instruments series nd defo made a shadowhunters oc
-he made zane read all the books too nd then zane was like "oh my god" nd they dont shut up about it
- shadowhunters spoilers but zane cannot get over clary and jace nearly being siblings but then not being siblings so while kai is a hardcore clace shipper, zane prefers Climon
-Kai also cried when alec and magnus broke up in the 5th book
-like hardcore sobbed
-ok ill stop talking abt books for now lmfao but he's stilla hothead
-i think that part of his character was droppef for some reason nd it makes me sad but hes rly easy to wind up so jay likes doing that a lot
-like if he needs kai he'll walk through the monastery shouting his name nd even after kai responds he'll keep shouting his name until he's like standing right by him
-my little brother does that. thats right MAX im calling u out u little shit. jk i love him. i say little he's 13 nd taller than me its terrifying but i just wanted to
-SPEAKING OF LITTLE SIBLINGS he still calls nya his baby sister
-or little sister
- but then shes there like 10x more buff than him
-like she could bench that fire twink nd hes like "ah yes my little sister. just a wee lass. look at my baby sister guys"
-he thinks fruit is the best thing ever too
-esp like. fruit flavoured shit
-sorbet's, yoghurt, smoothies
-he adores it
-if they ever go to a like bubble tea place his go to order is mango fruit tea with passion fruit bubbles
-i think i said that last time idk tho
-either way he also rly likes monster but his fave is either the monarch one w the butterflies on the can (tastes like peach ice tea) or the fruit punch one (the pink can, tastes like fruit punch)
#ok ill shut up now lol#ninjago#lego ninjago#ninjago kai#ninjago zane#ninjago jay#ninjago cole#ninjago headcanons#ninjago kai headcanons#screams
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husband rating: hakkai
with @bvnnichuu
b:for kai i’ll say his passion is a 6.5/10
p: i think its at least a 8-9 because we see him join the gang that his brother is in just for takemichi to be safe so if he's that willing just for his friends, imagine how passionate he'd be as a partner\
b: oh true true
p : but i also feel like he may have trouble expressing it because his broher is a nutcase and something tells me that his brother is super against emotional expression yknow so he may struggle a teensey bit
b: oh will say though i gave him the 6.5 because he kinda gives up easy and wants to keep the peace a lot (which i totally understand giving his growing up situation)
b: ( ilike it takes a lot of work for him to get comfortable to show his true true self and not the goofy personality he puts on so ppl think he’s okay :((
p: YEAH exactly, because he's so secure in his sense of style so he seems so sure of himself but he really isnt because he just cant ask for support thanks to his shitty brother
b: yeah :(( so it’s probably very hard for him to show true emotions bc of fear and putting up walls
p: i feel like once when he started dyin his hair n stuff he like scared a kid once and he had a realization as to how he just does not want to be like that and so he started pushing himself more
p: like the scar and stuff:(
b: oh yeah
b: i also just had a thought and i’m gonna cry
p: share the thought<3
b: in one of the timelines he persues a career and i really see that as his outlet to finally express himself and be happy, like truly happy. and having someone in a similar field is comforting to him in a way ya know
p: househusband ability?
b:4/10
p:pfft- that was a STRAIGHT UP no
b: he is the baby of his family and i’m the oldest out of mine he will try but it’s not good
p: oh yeah true:( you'd spoil him
b: “bunni wait how do i do this? i need some help ”
p: i dont think he has a single househusbandly bone in his body
b:he doesn’t:
b:goes to taka chan
b: charm
p: i think he's a solid 7 on charm
b: i’d say 7.5
p: i think he has a tendency to be smug but in like a cute way
b; but his humor is in his charm and that’s like
b: a huge thing for me
b: gotta make me laugh
p: aww YEAH he knows how to make people laugh n thats one of the things that was a turning point for him once he decided he wanted to change
b: like he’s also a very fun, sweet guy too so
b: also he has me laughing to the point where i’m crying and my cheeks hurt
b: and i do that run away thing
p: nothing makes him happier
p: so, for dick rating
b: so his dick is really pretty
p: i feel like he’s a grower
b: YES
p: YEAH he does have a pretty dick
p: keeps it completely shaved
b: i can see him with a bit of a happy trail
p: ACTUALLY WAIT YEAH
p: but it’s shaved short
b: a slight v bc he’s beeeeeeg
b: YES b: does he have foreskin?
p: hmmm
P: i think so
b: i’m on the fence
p:actually wait no he doesn’t
P: i’m so lost I dunno
b: I DUNNO EITHERRRR
P: LETS JUST SKIP THIS AAAA
b: but i do know his head is cra- OK p: his head is what?
b: crazy sensitive
p: OHH yeah 1000%
p: next: kinks!
b: i feel like he’s a try it once kinda guy
p: yeah me too
p: i think his favorites though are overstim, bondage, crying, spit and he likes risky places
b:YES
b: and
b: he loves the daddy kink bc he feels like he has control
b:likes when it’s cooed at him too
p: oh my GOD
p: WAIT p: COCK / BODY WORSHIP
b: YES
b: giving AND RECIEVING
p: do you think he prefers giving or receiving in general?
p: i feel like its obvious
p: giving
b: i’d say giving but falls apart when receives
p:he’s like super shy bc all the attention’s on him
p: alright bun what do you think gets hakkai goin?
b: he really like when his back gets rubbed
p: i feel like if you touch him in certain spots its a guarantee hard on
b: YES
p: a certain spot on his thigh, the area between his neck and shoulder
b: his jaw too
p: and behind his ear
b; omg i’d really set him off
b: i always rub his ears when i’m bored
p:do you think he’s more dom, sub or comfortable with both?
p: i think he’s a switch with a slight dom lean
b: i feel like he has to be a dom but yeah he’s definitely a switch
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