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Aaravos x reader Hcs
here r some aaravos hcs bc i am in pain i wrote this with killer cramps while running on 4 hrs of sleep and an energy bar so i cant promise this will be good.
🥀CW: fluffiness, teasing, smut, thigh riding, subby aaravos, oral (reader receiving), hair pulling?, wax play, overall filth
🥀minors dni with nsfw part
SFW:
after being trapped in the mirror for so long, aaravos is severely touch starved
whether u two are in a romantic or platonic relationship, your personal space is his personal space as well (unless u tell him to leave you alone, but even then he'll still probably tease)
He is the type to just walk up to you and rest his arm on your head
he is TALL
if you are short (like me) and you ever need to reach something up high, this man practically materializes behind you to grab it for you he will hold it above his head and giggle while you struggle but will eventually give it to you
i feel like hes the type of person to enjoy slow and "elegant" music he would love my way by frank sinatra you can not tell me im wrong bc im not
aaravos will pull you into a slow waltz at random times
he enjoys the arts, and i feel like he would enjoy painting and doing sketches of you
he LOVES it if you play with his hair, just run your hands through it and he will literally melt
if you can do pretty hairstyles or braids he will be very content in relaxing while you do his hair
aaravos definitely enjoys reading, and would totally read to you if you asked (he would tease u a little tho but thats ok)
"do you really enjoy my voice that much, little star?"
he has the most stunning laugh
normally he just lets out small chuckles or smirks but the first time you make him genuinely laugh you just sit there in awe
he is ✨fabulous✨and takes forever to get ready
the type to arrive fashionably late (he will make an effort to arrive on time for dates tho)
hes a total drama queen and will make a huge deal about kissing you
he acts all confident but in reality is ridiculously nervous when he first met you
you were the first person to truly capture his heart and he doesn't want to fuck it up
he knows he isnt the most easy person (elf??) to love but will make an effort to be better for you
he prefers to listen in conversation rather then talk alot, however if you ask him about something hes interested in or ask him a magic question or something he will gladly talk for hours
enjoys holding your hand, you two are practically linked at the waist
he worries more then he lets on and will enchant little objects and give them to you for protection when he isnt't around
NSFW
whether you are with him before or after his imprisonment, he is EXPERIENCED
he likes positions where he can be close to you such as missionary, but also likes you on top of him/riding him
SWITCH‼️
if you pull his hair or his horns he will immediately submit
he likes to use his size to his advantage and pin you down
really into biting and marking, esp after his imprisonment, he wants everyone to know your his
whether your human or an elf, he will overstimulate you
he can go for hours
i feel like he would prefer giving to receiving, he will eat you out or suck you off for HOURS until you are whimpering for him to slow down
if you have boobs, he will mark them and play with them there is no question
RIDE‼️‼️HIS‼️‼️‼️FACE‼️‼️‼️‼️
he is 1000% into wax play he can make his hands really hot or cold and the sight of u with wax slowly dripping down your chest makes him feral
wouldnt mind if you did the same to him 👀
i feel like he would be super into it if you rode his thigh, he would be mocking you the whole time but it would turn him on sm
"you couldn't wait at all, hmm? is your pretty little cunt/cock really so needy that you had to be this impatient? acting like a bitch in heat, covering my thigh with your slick. your going to have to clean up your mess dear~"
he gets pissed if he asks you a question and you dont respond
super into eye contact during sex, he thinks its very intimate and attractive
your pleasure ALWAYS comes first with him, he will make you come at least twice before coming on his own
i dont think he would be super into causing you a lot of pain, like i dont think he would want to hurt you alot but will pinch and occasionally slap if your into that
super into being in pain for himself though
edge him until hes sobbing, then overstim him until his thighs are shaking
GLORIOUS THIGH GAME BTW
cover them in marks, he will admire them later
overall a very attentive and sensual lover, but definitely has a dirty side<3
can you tell i have an obsession? lmao. i tried to make this super gender neutral, lmk if there are any mistakes! reqs are open, im considering getting into writing some more
#aaravos x reader#aaravos smut#tdp#tdp s5#the loml#smut#aaravos fluff#aaravos headcanons#i love him#i went off ngl#hes just my scrunkly little baby hes done no wrong!!!#maybe this will become a writing blog...#aaravos hcs#the dragon prince
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fairest of the fair
#hi! im alive and back and etc.#six the musical#six the musical fanart#katherine howard#thinking of that post going 'i think eventually you become the person you needed most' and like maybe that's the thing with my art#this started out as a redraw and <improvement meme> i think i've finally reached the stage where i'm making the things that my younger self#aspired to create. like i can do this now! i've reached That level of technical skill! tiny me would be so proud. it's very gratifying#redraw from august this year actually. i've made a surprising amount of improvement HAHA maybe it was the adamandi stuff getting me#back into digital rendering. i think that obsession has quietly slipped away but yknow. one never truly leaves a fandom. just less intensit#also speaking of old fandoms! we're back with the six stuff haha. as of writing i'm in the midst of blog revamp- figuring out how to chill#multifandom status doesn't mean ditch all the old stuff ! but i do feel much freer and less stressed. i think hiatus has been good for me#notes on this piece particularly: redraw about cutting hair and thinking of the lyric above. also lowkey &j ref + pinterest poem excerpts#of female suffering. and maybe a dash of amanda heng let's walk inspo. this work is really just full of contradictions..#1. the mirror and cutting hair as an act of self liberation 2. the & is part of the lyric but also a nod to &j (in another iteration it was#pink but the white looked better) and like. &j is really all !!! girl power!!! etc. and i was like hmmmm. also matching pink shiny aes#3. the frame as a cage; the mirror as a self reflection idea (ie. saville's propped insp) but also as a sign of vanity. 4. sparkly costume#and pretty pose- read one too many poems about women feeling like they have to be pretty even in their suffering. something i wanted to#explore. and also in 5. the show itself... all you wanna do is. despite all the dancing and pink and sparkly the content of the song is#darker. and even though it's a story of her suffering it's still presented as a shiny fun pop song and ajshdhfhfh ok... 6. the lyrics fall#outside the frame. sort of a caught inbetween. sort of a trapped in the narrative and yet#within the frame it's all. vaguely handwavy breaking free vibes. like i said contradictions?#7. cutting off the long ponytail vs the pull my hair lyric at the end. yeah#8. the blocked off & looks a bit like scissors. positioned to cut right at the neck#anyways yeah irl remains hectic! but if i get around to more doodles they'll appear here :)
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i miss carpisuns sometimes </3
#not necessarily that I regret switching over but i just get like nostalgic for an earlier time in the ml fandom#s3 was soooo much fun for me#and the long hiatus before s4 was also the best. so good wasn’t ready for it to end when it did haha#things just feel so different in the fandom now#both the fandom has changed and I have changed#and of course the STORY has changed#and I like don’t know what to do about that or how to react#cause I am used to being one of the guys who is defending ml’s honor with my life lol#committed to spreading positivity#and I still want to be that guy!#but it’s like. idk. I don’t recognize this story anymore#this isn’t the same story that I fell in love with years ago. but I don’t want to just like Leave??#I do want to see how things play out bc I am still invested in these characters#and I would love to still be part of the fan community and connect with people over a mutual love for this thing#that has been important to me for years and has inspired me to create and learn new skills and make new friends!#but I also don’t just want to shut up and pretend I’m happy about things I am decidedly unhappy about lol#like it’s honestly surprising to me that a only a small minority of the fandom seems to feel the way I do?#and the majority are still super pumped and frustrated at the people who are complaining#and really. I don’t WANT to rain on anyone’s parade. I honestly don’t#I was part of the parade for years! I had the best time in the parade! I don’t want to ruin the good time!#so i try not to be too salty on main ? but i feel like I’m going a little crazy lmao! like I’m just one bitter little miser fhdjjd#i mean i guess it’s kind of a good thing that I moved blogs tbh lol#cause now when i whine only a fraction of the people have to be exposed to it 😂#but man i hate knowing that people might think of me as a salter#I mean it’s valid if people are trying to have fun and do not want to hear my complaining haha#but also do i automatically have to be a salter. are the only options support and defend ml 100% at all times or Be A Salter#or can there be a third category of certified ml lover that is just disappointed in recent events & disagrees with the new writing direction#is that too much nuance for tumblr lol#see maybe that’s why I miss carpisuns. she didn’t have to ask this question. she was only full of LOVE!#but therein lies the irony…like marinette I have made this choice out of love…for what the story once was…what is to become of me now…
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You seem fun, best of luck in your daily endeavors, internet stranger
Terrifying message.
#I forgot how terrified I am of Being Perceived.#Maybe this blog is a good first step.#There is a couple of night owls working at the institution that I see during my shift.#I have access to the staffs coffee machine so I like to grab a hot chocolate and give it to them.#By give it to them I mean: leave it on their desk while they're away on break ...#Or hand it to them; smile and walk away real fast.#Now that I write it out; maybe that is a little bit of a peculiar behaviour - I'm really just trying to be nice!#Oh my ... Am I myself becoming another rumor in the Institution...#The Institution Tea#ask#Right. Thank you for the compliment. I forgot to say that.
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i haven't finished watching generator rex but i think i've cracked the code on the themes. and the meanings
text on the left is from jorge luis borges' the house of asterion
#I think this is a genrex blog#generator rex#picmix is now become a digital collage media.#wait with bated breath for the essay i could write about rex in the role of the minotaur#picmix is going to email me personally and beg me to put some sparkles on here maybe. Some whimsy#I've never felt more or less normal in my life.#anyway wk's could be vk also. but wk has more striking screencaps#and a sluttier mechsuit
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because you, my pocket friends, liked my first try, here’s baby’s second acrylic pour 🤍
(bigger canvas this time; 30x40cm
#art#not st#acrylic pouring#i wanna do a stranger things themed one next. maybe let it dry and write on it. or draw the mind flayer and then pour below it#this is about to become and art blog for like 2 weeks of special interest i’m sorry#my roomie did a blue and rose pastel one and it looks so pretty!!! like marble!!!
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#i will probably end up keeping the app on my laptop only#but don't be surprised if i become even less responsive than i already am. i need to separate myself from the illusion of online intimacy#somehow but i also need the creative outlet. yes i know i am a terrible person if you followed for my fandom posts#i'll try to limit the blog to that only. and this writing madness i'm experiencing#for those who might care about jo the blogger i might end up posting personal posts on @irenemaiorino#letters from stephanie*#this might amount to me not being online at all or posting every day idk what will cross my mind#maybe this is just an episode but i do think some of the points those anons were making were valid
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Supernatural related, still haven't rewatched the old seasons completely, and was totally skimming episodes for a bit lmao. But I am completely floored by this exchange in Season 8's finale, Sacrifice:
DEAN: Your blood's supposed to be purified, isn't it? You ever, uh -- you ever done the "forgive me, father" before? SAM: Well, once, when we were kids. Which is why I have no clue what to say now. DEAN: Well, I mean, I could give you suggestions if you want. SAM: O-okay. Yeah, sure. DEAN: All right. Well, I'm just spit-balling here, but if I were you, uh... Ruby, killing Lilith, letting Lucifer out, losing your soul, not looking for me when I went to Purgatory.
Like... is this just bad writing, or is Dean really this much of a dick? Like, genuine question, because obviously I haven't watched even a majority of this show yet.
The losing your soul part is really getting me, that one is insane.
#supernatural#sam winchester#dean winchester#im not a dean hate blog I swear lmao - from the skimming Id done - I think dean becomes a bit less of an ass - or at least takes on#responsibility for his actions#maybe? I dont know actually. 🤣#like Im pretty sure the stuff he lists are either him being super unsympathetic (Ruby)(quitting hunting)#a combined effort surely? (lilith - lucifer)#and just plain victim blaming (ruby also actually - having no soul)#yes Im writing about supernatural isn't of talking about the elction#also pissed off today because my neighbor is a major piece of shit#took in a cat off the street and put it back out when he wasn't learning how to use the bathroom as fast as she wanted#this one makes me want to cry a bit - I really fucking hate people today#The Hardy Boys But With Ghosts#spn
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Eragon and Nasuada are both well loved characters with a lot of good qualities, but they also have some serious flaws and make some grave mistakes. For example, I feel they're objectionable treatment of Murtagh has been discussed relatively often. However, I think they need Way More criticism for how utterly negligent they were in preparing for the confrontation with Galbatorix. Without the outside benefit of genre awareness, it's so egregious how they almost never even try to come up with a plan to kill him. I feel like it springs from inexperience, being overwhelmed, and arrogance, but it's so severe because the ramifications extend to countless lives beyond their own. And no matter the reasons for it, neither of them ever then acknowledge this failing and amend for its consequences, and that is inexcusable. The fact that the first and only plan they ever had to defeat Galbatorix (which immediately fails btw), Eragon came up with hours before the final battle is honestly sickening. Considering their war is justified by a moral basis, the Varden's ethics, specifically in their leaders are all but non-existent.
Why???!!!! It feels like they take no responsibility for their allies! Their concern for them is vague at best and doesn't inform their actions. It's as if they believe that because these people willingly joined their cause knowing they could die, they as leaders are free of blame for anything that happens to them, which is a naive and indulgent misconception. Their decisions still determine those people's fates! And in regards to the eventual fight against Galbatorix, that potential fate they're taking a chance with should they lose is all their allies being slaughtered, down to the very last man. For a start. But Eragon and Nasuada are too young to shoulder that weight as their stations demand and too arrogant to admit their inability, so they just leave it by the wayside.
#eragon#inheritance cycle#eragon shadeslayer#nasuada#its also just a result of overall weak writing lol but thats another conversation#maybe thats why im so unforgiving of it#it could have been a better piece of their characters if it was acknowledged or if they faced any consequences for it#but its not.#the way orrin freaked out and threatened to withdraw when eragon decided to up and go to vroengard-#-the literal morning after becoming leader of the varden was fully justified orrin had every right#because eragon was openly admitting that There Is No Plan#it was cold hard proof that he didn't believe there was a chance they could beat galbatorix as is#which is what they'd been lying about to orrin the whole fucking time#the betrayal of it all...#*sigh* ......................anyway.#when do i just change my blog title to 'orrin apologist' lmao
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The repeated motif of “You were so close.” In regards to Peter and Harry really gets me, man. Sighs SIGHS something about the loss, of no longer having a relationship with a person who was SO important to you. Something about the what ifs. If Peter had been less scared, if Harry had been more patient. If Norman hadn’t sent him away in the first place. If things had gone just a little differently would they still be in each other’s lives? They were so close. SIGHS
THEY WERE SO CLOSE...
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THEY WERE SO CLOSE...
#sci speaks#heaves.#sighs. sighs. i actually have this terrible script#about peter and harry's first meeting after harry comes back to new york from europe. before they become roomies.#i don't know if it'll make it to the blog. it hurts a lot#maybe i could write it as a ficlet instead. it hurts.#it HUTRS.
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y'know, i keep making a habit of swinging my bat at hornets nests, but i have to say i'm getting so, so tired of people complaining about shows not making perfect sense when they aren't even close to done. we're four episodes into this season of doctor who. we're four episodes into this season of bridgerton. and yet in both fandoms i keep seeing people whine that such and such didn't make sense or it wasn't explained all the way and by god you guys i think maybe explanations might come later in the season. this is something most viewers will recognize as being called a 'plot.'
#like maybe a tiny bit of media literacy... might save you#and if you think i'm being mean like. its okay if you don't get it at first. it's okay if you don't understand the themes. but maybe#instead of stamping your feet and saying this makes no sense and i hate what they're doing and and and#maybe you could try listening to other people's interpretations of things and you'll find that what the show is trying to tell you becomes#more clear! would you look at that. wild how that happens#like im sorry you're entitled to your opinions but calling things bad writing just because you don't quite get it or it doesn't resonate#with you personally... i don't think you should just say this was shitty and worthless#the examples im using are because both resonate with me btw. 73 yards was existential horror it was hill house and bly manor#(im going to write about this in another post btw bc it compels me so)#it was about the way fear of abandonment can haunt you how mental illness can haunt you how you feel like you can drive people away#just by being yourself (the Woman was Herself what caused ruby to be abandoned was Her it's about her feeling as though she was the cause#of everyone who left her even as a baby even the people who loved her most could decide to not love her at the drop of a hat)#colin bridgerton is masking and faking a personality because it has been proven that time and time again#being Himself is Wrong that he annoys people he makes himself into what people expect of him because he's tired of being abandoned too#his family ignores and does not reply to his letters this season PEN stopped replying to his letters#his brother was cruel to him for being a romantic his friends LAUGHED AT HIM for saying sex is meaningful to him and don't they feel lonely#his Fake Rake persona makes viewers cringe because! its!! fake!!! he's faking it! HE GETS CALLED OUT ON IT TWICE IN EP ONE#if you don't understand he's faking it then that's on you at that point! i don't know! maybe take a minute to sit in the discomfort and ask#why did this show make me react this way and do you think maybe it was on purpose#''73 yards was confusing'' do you think confusion may be one of the ways ruby feels about her abandonment?#there is a theme in all of her episodes so far is it ''badly written'' unclear to you or do you just refuse to think critically about it#txtly#and im sorry for tagging this its just for my blog i kinda wish they still didnt show up in tags if i tag them all the way at the bottom#[old lady ruby voice] ''i used to be able to tag things just for myself once upon a time''#bridgerton#bridgerton spoilers#doctor who#doctor who spoilers
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the fact that hyunjin's birthday is over is actually making me so sad u guys don't understand my life has revolved around his birthday since like october KLJSKDJFSDLKLDG what do i do now..........write and shit????
#carly.txt#i once again dropped my class this eight weeks so we will not be doing School until summer at earliest if not fall KJLSDLKJSLJDK#IF. i even do....i might be done.....i have a job now i'm not built to do school and a full time job simultaneously#but i also write eight hours a day for work. so writing more after work. my brain is like huh ???? why ?:??#so maybe i'll just become a true gamer girl and do that in my free time. LKSDFLSLJDLSDG we'll see#i'll try to keep up w this blog now that i don't have a queue posting a new set every day but i will prob forget about it and neglect#sorry aswkdlfjajlksdgjkl#i am not leaving tumblr tho i will be around still
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hey, thanks for the kind words. i'll admit that i kinda forgot for a while that daily demon spotlight was meant to be a blog for fun above all, and i got too obsessed with my perfectionism to where even the slightest criticism would make me panic and overcorrect everything
i really do appreciate what you said as it kinda just grounded me again and made me realize that i'm not some giant public figure, i'm just some teenage trans girl who likes to write, so thank you so much even if you didn't intend it to be that deep lmao 🙏
well im glad i could help 🥰 i've gotten the perfectionism bug with my own writing so i know how much it really sucks. i think it's also scary on the internet where people are increasingly becoming mean to people they don't know over even small things, so it prob feels like you're risking getting huge backlash over something that isn't all that difficult to fix. like, the demon spotlight is just a hobby blog covering figures that appear in a game series that in itself has questionable information and unclear sources, it's not an official compendium blog run by atlus yknow??? i get not wanting to spread misinformation or see it get spread ab mythological figures but for a hobby blog where it's not difficult to add to posts, i don't think it needs to be all that deep. don't be afraid to add an addendum to old posts if you ever come across new information or a correction, i think that kind of thing could be beneficial even if the original post had a lot of incorrect stuff in it
plus, with so many different retellings and translations of mythological stories i think people will consider different ones to be their "canon" to them. i mean like, i read ab two or three different takes just on ganesha's birth in a little section ab parvati in a book discussing a ton of different goddesses. and with language barriers and such, you're bound to run into inaccuracies tbh
i think it's a good preface for everyone involved to come into this understanding that it's easy to unknowingly run into wrong information ab figures, smt is full of inaccuracies in itself, the demon spotlight is just a hobby and isn't gonna get thesis-level work put into it, and the goal isn't to spread misinformation
as long as you keep doing your best in research and handling things as respectfully as you can, i don't think mistakes should be a huge deal. like, yea okay you fucked up a post cus you had bad sources, it's not the end of the world and i don't think you should feel like it's the end of the world or someone else should make you feel that way. just don't argue with people if they give you a correction. i mean, if someone's a total asshole about it that's not really something you can help, the best you can do is apologize and correct the original post. but there's no need to wallow in sorrow cus you got something wrong, it's really not the end of the world🥰👍
#the demon spotlight is a place to learn ab mythology in a fun way#and part of the learning process is correcting old info based on new info#its become a little easier to get over the perfectionism bug since i write about my own culture#so i can kinda do whatever the fuck i want (within reason) with our own mythology#but its still hard to deal with so i really do get it#i thought ab starting a blog like this myself but i didnt really have the time or energy for it#so seeing someone do this and start to waver#cus of mistakes that arent too difficult to fix is esp painful#so im glad i could help u feel better#also if youre not using it already i really encourage u to try finding sources thru ur school library's online database#they have access to things that r generally a little more reliable#i prob sound like an old person begging kids to use their libraries but you really can find some interesting things there#and online will have a lot more things than in person#a highschool might not have as much as a college would but its still worth trying out maybe???????#or dont............i wont tell you what to do lmao#oops im a certified yapper sorryyyy(lying)
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“ooh free fanfiction” i say, while getting into rpf, as if fanfiction is not already free and legally has to be
#btw this is other people’s perception of me#what i mean is that i do not care about these people and i am here because their dynamics are intriguing and their jobs do not matter#like yes you do this thing that many people care about and are interested in#i don’t care i want to see you fuck your colleagues#this is gonna bite me in the future if i ever become a celebrity#i am here to enjoy people’s masterpieces (gifs and jokes and writing and art)#not pay attention to celebrities’ lives#i’ll care about the funny and sexy and weird moments but nothing else#also yeah this is about formula 1 to anyone who pays attention to my blog#maybe i’ll get into it properly but i don’t have the attention span right now and also im about to go through life changes#so i don’t have the time#right now i’m in the fandom because i like getting into fandoms without any serious ties#like situationships except it’s ao3
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write your fic or the next chapter of my long fic will never see the light of day 🔫
im sorry im trying 💔💔💔💔 but then i opened up tumblr today and now all my motivation,,,,,, out the window,,,,,,,
#i was actually on the grind too. like i'm bordering 2k (which is actually WEIRD. far too much for me to write what's wrong with me)#but then i saw stuff and now i dont feel like writing anymore............#i should just become a star sanses blog man i bet there's less demotivating stuff there#we are the star sanses.... well always save the day..... and if you think we cant well always find a way..........#i'll try to keep on working i guess..... idk...... maybe i can force myself#i miss the murder time trio. triglycercule theyre too toxic it wouldn't work. triglycercule theyre too healthy it wouldn't work#ok man can you just pull the trigger already because at this point what do you want from them. WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME ❓❓❓❓❓#tricule asks#sigh..... gotta power through it i guess or else ill be publicly humiliated dont want that
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i miss. the vibes of the rpc a few years back
#things just felt more. community based#people interacted more w each other on the dash and it felt like people were really there to interact and not just for a follower count#its probably rose colored glasses in a lot of ways bc thats when i was most active so thats when it was most enjoyable but#idk there was just something ab the days where u could have 50 followers and always be interacting w most of them#these days ill get 200 followers and the same 5 mutuals interacting all the time#and like. huge shoutout to them they know who they are but those people make this site worth being on#its just. idk its tiring when a lot of time is spent yelling into the void that is the dash and getting nothing back#and to some extent timezones r to blame and also my lack of writing but its. its not just a lately thing#its been getting worse for years and i think this is really the first time ive ever been like. not active on tumblr?#like im here but a couple of years ago the idea of me having a main blog and barely ever logging in or writing was absurd#i would be online and writing 24/7 if not here then on discord and wire#bc people were always around to interact with and now its just like. oh weve all grown up and become adults and no one has time#for each other anymore and its very. thats life thats how it is but it sucks idk#maybe this is 2 some extent projection also bc thats how things r irl rn but thats just. tahts not important
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