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BRO LITERALLY DOXXED HIMSELF TO THE CYCLOPS. he was asking to get jumped come on
#ATHENA WAS LITTERALLY BEGGING FOR BRO TO SHUT UP AND HE WAS JUST LIKE:#“HEY CYCLOPS IM THE REIGNING KING OF ITHACA AND MY NAMES ODYSSEUS BET YOU CANT FIND ME”#my art#epic the musical#epic the cyclops saga#odysseus#odysseus of ithaca#odysseus epic#athena#athena epic#eurylochus epic#out off topic but people that sent doodle request on ask im not ignoring y'all ok#it's just that my grandpa fell down on the kitchen and hit his head so now ive been a bit busy taking care of him#he's good btw nothing happened to him it was just a cut#but the gdi head always bleeds so much it was so scary#plus i felt another artblock starting so I had to doodle something silly and funny to kinda motivate myself lol#AND PLUS i started trying animating and turns out I KINDA HATE-LOVE IT#it's SO MUCH WORK TAKES SO MUCH TIME IT CAN BE SO BORING AT TIMES#but also once you kinda check how its looking overall it feels so good and fun??#anyways ill probably get to those asks around the weekend when ill have some free time :)
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thinking right now and the switch pokemon games really gave me great pokemon ship dynamics
hop/gloria - childhood friends but best friend snatches the other's dreams and bff cant bring to blame her coz hes his bestie and he has his own issues and weakness to blame
bede/gloria - bratty rival gets beaten and has his life hit him in the face by protag is always a win for me
raihan/gloria - ill always love the 'i see you as a lil sister i never had :) *proceeds to accidentally falls for the said rhetorical sister figure* type lol its cute. kousuke toriumis characters are just like that
leon/sonia - childhood friends too!!! but this time theyre the reverse of hpyu
trace/elaine - childhood friends but the less angstier version compared to gurileaf/gurired
arven/juliana - arven being CANONICALLY jealous n clingy at everyone who is close to juliana is just top tier for me. that is a big big puppy dog craving for love and attention
kieran/juliana - i would like to thank pokemon for giving me a whiplash of a character LMAOOOO a rival who becomes bastardized by protags actions??????? kieran heavily implying that he likes juliana too before juliana accidenatlly ruins his life????? oh im EATING
volo/akari - enemies to lovers but this time it breached containment and actually reached fame because the amount of fanarts/fanfics ive seen of this otp is fascinating. in a span of a year pixiv managed to have 100+ arts of them. maybe even more. i mean what do you expect? yandere? angst? drama? pining??? hosoyan and hondo kaede??? in MY pokemon game?
#did i ever mention i love listening to akaris voice in pokemas#coz its soooo good#so pretty!!!!#shame they didnt keep the same seiyuu to make it ambiguous#but i appreciate it nevertheless#meanwhile volo being voiced by hosoyan. lol ill never shut up#honestly all these characters now exists in pokemon masters#arvens coming tomorrw!!! and voiced by THE furukawa makoto??? DAMN#ok wait aois not in too fjsbfjkd#if shes voiced by yuki aoi that would be the funniest thing#actually dena u should do that#fafar yaps#about pokemon#also when kieran comes to masters. u will see
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#they speak!#it's probably just the illness that's making me extra irritable but like.#roommate kept coming up to me this morning going oh did i wake you up? i'm sorry if i did. did i do that or no? i'm really sorry.#and i kept telling him to stop saying sorry because i didn't have the brain power to phrase#'you could've been more considerate of your volume but you also have the right to use the common space so it's whatever'#but he said it to me again before i went to my room just now and it's like. ok. shut up.#if you actually cared that much u would've just been quieter in the first place actually.#anyways. annoyed. there were some annoying customers in the store today but it was whatever.#i feel like my fucks to give had already worn out with all the ppl in my social circle/my parents and the recent ongoings of that#[redacted] was being passive aggressive to me in the group chat and it's like. ok! idk what u want from me.#and i'm grateful for them for coming over and helping me with cleaning last week#and it's those sorts of actions that let me know they care and want good things for me#but like. i haaaate telling them anything because even innocuous non-private things get turned into judgement with them.#also. more and more i can feel how i'm drifting away from h and now with retrospect i can see how we mutually hurt each other :)#i keep coming back to this one period where i really wanted to take them to try dimsum and they kept saying they were too scared to try it#and in their new friend group they regularly go out n get dimsum together. which on the surface is like. why didn't you want to go with /me#i told you i wanted to share what i liked and i would explain what things were and i could do the talking and you still said no#but it's also very much a reflection of how i always rolled over and enabled them. i never challenged them. i was always passive.#i also feel like i'm heavily neglecting e and a recently and i can tell how the physical distance is affecting us and idk. it's weird.#anyways. another post that should've been a journal entry! lol!#when [redacted] helped with cleaning they also buried my journal under my like#300 packets of sesame candies and i can't be bothered to dig it out. also my bandaids are missing now. <3#ik this also sounds passive aggressive but genuinely appreciate the help i just kinda hate how they think hidin everything in boxes is good#'we need to get you some more storage boxes and containers!!' actually i think that will be the opposite of helpful.#i need everything visible and on open surfaces so i can 1) remember they exist for me to use and 2) not have barriers for me to get to them
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How different was liveblogging back then from now? i thought it was a largely unmodified activity ie ranting about a match/player, memes etc.. ? gen question !
Oh my sweet sweet anon... I don't think I can accurately describe what being part of footyblr in the immediate aftermath of the 2014 WC was like. Liveblogging hasn't changed much in these 10 years, that's true, but there's a distinct atmosphere nowadays, at least for me.
I may be wrong, but I do have the impression the average fanbase was a bit younger back then (I was 20 and I remember feeling a bit 'old'), which in turns means we all felt a bit more... free to be silly, and stupid, and post nonsense. You also have to understand how tumblr worked in the early 2010s, and if you don't, just look up for a classic SuperWhoLock shitpost from that time and you'll get the feeling. Footyblr in 2013-15 was an amalgam of the usual tumblr experience from the time with football banter. I remember people creating fan slides like "Introduction to Bayern München" with each slide dedicated to explaining a particular player through stupid catchphrases and memes, fanfiction floating around everywhere, people taking silly meme formats from that time and mashing them together with football slander. Everything we did and wrote and shared would be deemed "cringe" by nowadays standards.
And yet we were much more free to truly express ourselves. Back then we understood unconciously that football fandom is just... fandom. We understood we weren't better than TV Shows fandoms or band fandoms. We didn't take it that serious and even though we definetely had our hated players and teams (and that part we took very, very serious) I do have the feeling it was... funnier. And lighter. And less important. Not to say everything was rainbows and butterflies because some people used to be unbearable, but in the end we were just all a bunch of teenagers and YAs talking shit on the internet and nobody took it like it was rocket science as some people do nowadays.
Also it was way crowded. There used to fandoms of virtually every single team. Though there still may be - It's likely that I just don't follow enough people anymore.
#other users would quite possibly describe it under a different light#take everything i said with a grain of salt - i'm waaaay to emotional and nostalgic today so I'm certainly biased in everything i wrote#and in the end it's like i said before: i 50% miss the overall sillyness of how it was#and 50% am very grateful it's not like that anymore lol because ppl also used to be way more annoying regarding their faves#also some shippers were simply unbearable... i'm looking at you gotzeus army#anyway 2014 folks we should make a podcast about it and diss everybody we knew from that time#i likely still have plenty of cules blocked from that time#ok ill shut up for now. bye good night
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My fuckung godddd bubbles just threw up twice and the only undigested thing in it was the deli ham dad keeps feeding her and he still refuses to start giving her actual cat food... ugh I have to finish the essay but once I do I'm gonna go cry at him so he takes me seriously
#like once i said 'stop feeding her that its too fucking salty and she doesnt know its bad for her'#and he went 'lmao youre eating something salty right now tho! and here ill tell the cat its bad for her lol'#no motherfucker shut the fuck up and listen to a woman for once in your life!!#hell listen 2 me if im crying but thatll give me a headache and i dont want a headache for finishing my essay#ok ill google some Cat Nutrition Facts to pull out later and then finish the essay and then cry at him#emetophobia
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backing vocalist wes borland (and a bit of sam rivers) my beloved
#limp bizkit#wes borland#sam rivers#fred durst#video#mine#in conclusion: i love when wes screams and im not ashamed to admit it#i know there are more instances of him doing backing vocals and i added the obvious ones but these are with a better sound quality so w/e#maybe ill do a part two if im not too lazy lol#btw i HAD TO include the pollution one bc look at sam lol#hes adorable#and i included two similar clips of counterfeit bc dayuuum#love that part#ok im shutting up now
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time a flat circle why the hell am i usin the same loafers i bought for one cosplay of my fave antagonist for another fave antagonist
#snap chats#can i even call it cosplay. why are police sirens going off in the bg oh my god shut UP#anyway yeah ill elaborate. Super Snap Stalkers will remember my p4 era and will remember the time i did in fact do an adachi cosplay#i deleted the og post like an hour later. plus that blog's gone. but im sure some freak can find it if they dig hard enough#ew i think i was 17/18 in that pic (not at all that long ago) ok anyway.#i use the same loafers for my aoki outfit. and yeah i do Regularly wear my rgg outfits i TOLD YOU its functional cosplay i QUIT#just funny that like.... damn everything always goes back to square one LOL#these busted ass old ass loafers still rockin with me years later#if im feeling cheeky i think i will post all my rgg outfits actually. for halloween#hang on gotta be depressed and cringe for a moment#cause ive always liked cosplay but whenever i did it it never felt. Good Looking#like i always just felt like my face never worked for the charas i wanted to portray and so thats why i say with a heavy heart#that aoki's round-ass square-ass head is perfect LOL it makes me wanna throw up looking in the mirror#i got the same weird lips. ok not that squished Similar but Its Awful that he makes me feel comfortable with my face now#at least my eyebags arent double deckered... i at least look like i get sleep.. some days.#breaking !!!! objectively one of the most vile bitches in this franchise makes you feel comfortable with your body and existence#NAW to continue from last post if i had a webcam i prob coulda done a cosplay y7 stream LOL thatd be funny#anyway since this tag ramble is just pure cringe let me round it off with a final bit of cringe#the Forbidden Mention of my trans masato hc cause one reason why i have a Teehee over the thought is how raspy his voice is#and i only really now realized how right i was tonight because my prof called on me to speak and when i tried speaking DAWG.#the forbidden acknowledgement of Myself GROSS#BUT DAWG MY THROAT WAS FUCKIN CRUSTY it felt like sandpaper EW?? WATER FOR YOU?? christ. i hope that was just a one-time thing#ok im leaving now BYE
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i DID put all my character playlists on spotify recently so i could get real autistic about those today if i want hmmmmmmm
#did it for a friend and GOT SO MAD#bc the 13 min extended version of a song i had on yellows playlist straight up doesnt exist on spotify and its fucked up#i also wanted to do custom lil icons for their playlists but aaah.. theyre very short#theyre all like 20 mins or under lol.#so maybe not worth it#BUT LIKE. ive talked about this i get insane about character playlists. last ones i did were years in the making#like i need every line and every lyric to fit or ill lose it and it has to be in a specific order or ill start screaming#IM. listen. listen the url is no joke.#if i dont have these playlists meticulously in a specific order i will start screaming crying ect#because theres like. the theme of the overall playlist but also the themes interweaving between two different songs and how they reflect on#ok i shall. stop that now.#tumblr tags were like girl shut up#my dhmis postings
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i wish financial abuse and forced dependence weren't like. only seen as bad when a spouse does it??? lol.
#“just be more independent” trust me bro im trying#i raised by a mother who is still forcing me to be dependent on her#like.. dependence is a learned trait? and im trying to teach myself but its kidna hard when she combats it at every turn while yelling at me#abt how useless and codependent i am#it seems like whenever i talk about my situation people brush me off and say i have it good just becuz. she stopped hitting me young.#as if years of neglect to my well being and forced dependence and financial control havent fucked me up a bit lol??#like. no. i dont think my situation is normal or ok or healthy or good or pleasant. actually i hate it.#i dont know how tobdo fucking anything and when i try to ask for help learning people get mad at me for not fucking knowing and being scared#to try. as if i havent been kicked down by my mom every time ive tried to do things on my own.#idk ill shut up abt this now its just rlly upsetting that ppl like. dismiss what im going thru????
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play online with your friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#this was made because of tf2#i wanna play but unfortunately i think people will want me FUCKING DEAD KILLED AND MURDERED irl if im bad at the game ive never played befo#ofc not gonna happen but what if a person on the internet thinks that for half a second then forgets??? ill be ruined!! tarnished forever!!#apparently#according 2 my brain#fun fact i found out abt tf2 via sfm and looked it up#(i was tiny itty bitty btw this is important information)#and i heard stuff about it being shut down FOREVER!!!!!!! and unplayable and stuff.. & just believed it and went OK!!! tf2 doesnt exist#& then i prompty forgot#until recently but it looks soooo fun#but also i have an anxiety disorder that kept me from leaving my house and home 99% of the time for 2 yrs#and now im TEARING EVRYTHING UP#LET ME IIIINNNNN LET ME IN TF2#also applies to lethal league but to a lesser extent#sorry for rambling#funny how i use ta spend 100% of my time on animal jam (an online game) and now if i even THINK about an online game im like#“yeah but imagine if the entire userbase wanted you dead lol” like OKAY BRAAINNN#nothing happened on aj to make me feel this way btw i look back on aj very fondly#i do still think that da stamp from user thisdastampdoesnotexist still applies#that one where its like#animal jam logo on a black background with white text reading “i will ruin your life and everything in it”#i love that thang sm#<3 animal jam sucked lowkey but i still love it to death#and im talking about CLASSIC not fucking PLAY WILD which i will never not call play wild because its play wild#you will never be animal jam classic animal jam play wild#my relationship with animal jam is like that screenshot of a set of text messages that read as follows:#Imy 😢😢😢#i miss you too 🥺#i was so drunk i dont miss you bitch#<- me and animal jam
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me smiling serenely: i love house of leaves but i understand that its an incredibly difficult book to get into and is really, REALLY not for everyone, and johnny truant's... everything can make like half the book difficult to get through if you don't IMMEDIATELY click with his character
some complete stranger minding their business: house of leaves kinda sucks and johnny truant ruined the book. just skip his parts
me, crying screaming throwing up etc.: SHUT UP...... SHUT UP.............. LEAVE ME OLONE
#forgive me for not making the houses blue im on mobile. also to my other followers ill probly reblog stuff soon im just Thinking lol#at any moment i could start making annoying amounts of textposts about#house of leaves#if i so desired. this isnt anything new as far as my interests go tho lol#anyway the average critique i see of HoL on here is very reasonable (misogyny; shock content; a little full of itself)#but also ppl being like This Book Sucks. directly in the tag makes me a little insane#and also GENUINELY if you skip johnny's stuff you HAVENT read house of leaves youve only read the navidson record#the fuckeng... THEMES AND NARRATIVES ok.......#like yea im biased as an enjoyer of guys who suck spiralling forever and ever but like its more than tbat you know.#i cuold make a whole post abt trauma and the search for deeper meaning when theres only emptiness and how important johnny is to that theme#maybe i will make a post about that i dont know.#but anyway. sometimes a book isnt good or bad its an experience ok?#anyway these tags are getting too long i should shut up now. rip johnny you wouldve loved tumblr tags
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never in my life did i think i need to makeout with a piece of software so badly but here we are i guess
#lizzy speaks#OK IM BEING OVERDRAMATIC AND I WOULD ELABORATE BUT I NEED TO SLEEP BUT#DO YOU EVER JUST#FUCK !!!!!!#IVE NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY TO COME ACROSS A PIEC EOF SOFTWARE#i need to fiddle around with it some more but everything ive seen about it is MIND BLOWING to me#ive been waiting my entire life for this moment i think#i feel like it's funnier if i don't say what the software is. i wanna be mysterious so bad but i cannot shut the fuck up#literally been suffering through notetaking and organization softwares and im like ohh i think i finally found the one#this is the minecraft of sex i think its like wowza i can finally do all those writing projects i want to do#boys (me) don't want girls they want an organized database of notes that they can easily reference at anytime#sorry for being unhinged but like its like past midnight lol im sure i'll wake up in the morning and be like 'what the FUCK were you doing'#BUT!!! i think ill come back to this post to reblog it with like actual shit about the software when i figure out how i want to use it#i think everyone should experience joys in life. and sometimes that joy is having organized notes#bonus points if anyone can figure out what im talking about just from the tags alone i think this software will change my life#it has fucking tag functionality i literally love tags#sorry about the vocabulary but this rivals like. my love of spreadsheets. which are like. a wonderful thing i think but ANYWAY IM RAMBLING#anyways goodnight i wish you all on the dash a very lovely evening i just needed to share this because im so overjoyed right now o7#if you have a software that you really like thats changed you feel free to tell me in the tags or something :) i like learning new things
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So uh. I think I’m gonna take a break from my murder blog for some time even though I haven’t really been reblogging stuff on here for a while 😔💦
I will probably be posting more on my new blog tho, @dazed-and-defeated. I’ve been wanting to make a new casual blog for some time now to just post other random stuff aside from murder content, and I finally got around to making one so 👀💦
If you wanna see more casual art there, especially as I prepare for art fight, that’s where you’ll find me
#shut up 🐁#i know ive been bad at like posting on this blog but i wanted to give a reason this time instead of like awkwardly disappearing 👀💦 psdjfps#i actually have like so much art ive been doing but felt like i couldnt post it on this blog so now ill have a place to put them >:)#ill still post here again eventually. hell it might even be like a couple days then ill be back lol. it depends how often ill be on tumblr#ok bro ngl i wanted my new blog to have a rain motif so badly but every version of 'rainy daze' that i could think of was already taken 😩#so we're going with dazed-and-defeated spfsdpj
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Ugh. The urge to ask ppl for art requests vs the pile of ideas that I plan to draw at some point. There r so many things to draw 😭
#and so little time. ive gotta work on writing stuff in this next week#but i should have at least some time to draw. assuming i manage my time right#draw and make like at least 3 liters of media so i can sit there and transfer a million tubes#i wanna draw something big and in full color but idk what :-[#whatever. ill figure it out. in other words ive got approval to stay on lamicta1 and i think the itching is going down#yayyyy! at like 3am suddenly it was like ok. i can lay on my back now and i don't wanna tear my skin off lol#and now im like ok. i can wear a shirt and its ok#unrelated#reguardless. my inbox is always open to requests#srry. ive not been sleeping bc of im itchy. so i cant shut up
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you know the Si dom i said i mistyped yesterday? i'm starting to think i also got their judging axis wrong lmao
#two mistakes in one mistype i'm so proud of myself lol#no but really i cannot figure it out whether they use fe-ti or fi-te#are they using si with ti or are they just a immature si-te?#translation: are they a looping ISFJ or an immature ISTJ??#idk their motivations and that's what's making this difficult#if typing was about behavior this would be easy but i'm a typologist who cares about Jung said :)#well aNYWAY#this means i won't be knowing any day soon bc it's impossible to make someone randomly spill out their functions#like “wow i really want to figure out this person's type”#then suddenly the person yells “WOW THE MOST IMPORTANT THING TO ME IS TO PLAY OUT IT IDEAS AND POSSIBILITIES”#“THEN DISSECT THEM AND SEE WHICH ONES MAKES MORE LOGICAL SENSE TO ME :D”#“SOMETIMES I ALSO LIKE TO INTERACT WITH PEOPLE AND QUESTION THEIR OPINIONS FOR FUN”#“BUT I HAVE SO MUCH DIFFICULTY WITH DAY-TO-DAY LIFE BC I LIKE NEW POSSIBILITIES SO MUCH I HATE MUNDADE STUFF”#wow imagine if it was easy like that#i used an ENTP as an example above#ok ill shut up now#tio morcego tá doidão#tio morcego tá tagarela
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ive just accepted im just never going to fit cleanly into any label or community ever
#blaire.txt#vent incoming sorry ik this is probably really annoying#and im also sorry if this comes off insensitive or ''i have it SO hard'' i dont mean to be like that#but just. no matter how my identity rolls out i always feel like an imposter in some way#when i ided as a lesbian i already knew i was nonbinary and despite my yearning to experience it; i never knew and will never experience#being a lesbian and a binary woman. and ofc when i ided as a nonbinary lesbian was during that whole bullshit ''nonbinary people cant be#lesbians'' debate that resurfaced so that didnt fucking help#but im not a lesbian im bi so that was easy i guess. or easier#not being binary or very knowledgeable on queer history (tbh i want to change this im not proud of that) and having not participated in#many pride events and queer spaces irl (due to uh. yunno. Covid lol)#has like really made me feel like an imposter that just doesnt fit in anywhere#and now coming to terms with me being transmasc and having a strong attraction towards men and nonbinary folks has really uh. shaken things#up#and not fully in a good way bc its left me scrambling to put together the pieces#its left me in sooooooooooooo much distress i feel like so sick over it#its. not fun. esp bc im still pre-op so very girlish in appearance and voice eugh#and on top of that im also still nonbinary and do feel more neutral/androgynous some days and also consider myself gnc bc i like feminine#clothes and stuff so like. AUGH! and im also fucking 5'1-2 so no matter if i bind or get top surgery or etc i dont think ill ever pass as#not a girl so . pain!#and even saying all that makes me feel guilty bc its like. is that just internalized misogyny? am i misogynistic for feeling this way? and#IK IN MY RATIONAL MIND THATS BULLSHIT AND THIS IS *ONLY* ABT ME NOT OTHER TRANSMASCS AND NBLMS/MLMS TO BE CLEAR#im just an anxious mess with ocd and anxiety in general that just loooooooooooves latching onto bullshit like this to prove im predatory or#weird. also other ocd themes dont fucking help?#idk ill shut up now i need to be on a call but just like. its painful bc i dont feel like i fit into any queer communities lol#this also applies to disability stuff but im NOT cracking that can of worms open today sorry#ok gopdbye for now . responses are ok btw but also no pressure im kinda just emptying my head lol#vent#rant#ask to tag
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