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CHURCH BELLS RINGING, MUTED SINGING
I will drag quackitys past relationships into a conversation about TNT duo
CARRIES OUR EXUBERENCE AWAY
They're just older than they ever thought they'd be and tired leave them alone
OUR FRIENDS HAVE ALL BUT LEFT US/THEY DEPARTED MANY YEARS AGO/And They Won't COME BACK/THEY WON'T COME BACK NO MORE
This ties into the whole fact they believe everyone will leave them because EVERYONE HAS LEFT THEM it's not a fear of they're right
WE'RE HUNGOVER IN THE CITY OF DUST
Remember how las navades isn't a real desert it's in a snow biome the whole city is literally built on fake foundations the whole base of his country is a farce dust→sand
LET OUR HEARTS RUN 'ROUND IN CIRCLES/WHILE WE FALL APART
Them having their separate breakdowns during this whole arc but coping with that by falling into the cyclical nature of their relationship
WE'RE HUNGOVER IN THE CITY OF DUST
Just see above for this line it's the same every time
LET OUR MINDS RUN 'ROUND IN CIRCLES/WHILE WE FIGURE IT ALL OUT
See above
INSOLENT AND OUT OF CHARACTER
They've become more jaded a twisted version of the people they used to be more full of life able to actually love before but they're both broken in a way now that they can kind of still work if they squint
WE'VE CHANGED SO MUCH/I BARELY RECOGNISE OUR FORMATIVE LIVES
Like the line above started they're both no longer the people they used to be after all the death (they're own or others) and betrayal and all the other shit they're no longer the people they started the relationship as and that's its own brand of frightening
HIDDEN DEEP, DEEP, DEEP UNDERGROUND
Pogtopia we don't need to talk about this you get it
AND THEY WON'T COME BACK/THEY WON'T COME BACK NO MORE
This is both about how the people who have left them won't come back BUT ALSO they won't come back they'll never again be the people they where when they first entered the smp and that's ok but it also means their relationship will shift for better or worse
WE'RE HUNGOVER IN THE CITY OF DUST
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LET OUR HEARTS RUN 'ROUND IN CIRCLES/WHILE WE FALL APART/WE'RE HUNGOVER IN THE CITY OF DUST/LET OUR MINDS RUN 'ROUND IN CIRCLES/WHILE WE FIGURE IT ALL OUT
This is gonna repeat forever you get it moving on they're obsessed and need each other to get up in the morning
FEELING MOODY, DARK AND HEAVY
They're so sad
THERE'S NO FEELING IN MY LEFT ARM
Insert picture of Wilburs skin
RESONANCE IS FAR AWAY
They don't match perfectly but they try *sons*
TRY TO COMPLICATE MY THINKING
Wilbur has an issue of hiding his feelings behind speeches and overcomplicating his speech and he's super overthinking his relationship with quackity
AM I FALLING, AM I SINKING?
Oooooo mans spent 13 years without a body what's going on (also has no idea where his relationship with quackity is let alone where it's going)
POWDER IN MY FINGERNAILS
"I've forgotten everything I know about TNT" ← I say like a liar
AND THE BELT WRAPPED AROUND/MY SHRINKING WAIST IS HAVING TOUBLE/TRYIN' TO KEEP THE DAMN THINGS UP
He just came back from the dead give him a break he feels out of place in his body he didn't have one for over a decade
WANT TO WRITE A SINGLE LETTER/MAYBE THEN I'LL FEEL MUCH BETTER
Remember his apology arc? THAT
UNTIL THEN WE'LL FLOAT/WE'RE HUNGOVER, OH YEAH WE ARE/WE'RE HUNGOVER IN THE CITY OF DUST/WE'RE HUNGOVER IN THE CITY OF DUST/SO LET OUR MINDS RUN 'ROUND IN CIRCLES/WHILE WE FIGURE IT ALL OUT/ALL OUT, MHMM
We've talked about this
#yes i read this song from wilburs POV he is my blorbo#and I'm allowed favorites#IM GOING CRAZY#crow fucking around#dsmp
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I think one of the funniest things about the Sabzeruz event is that the devs choose to go with Candace, Traveler, and Paimon having a whole "Ooh, two mysterious men are going into an alley to have a 'private' conversation; they must be bad guys!" only to then go "Oh just kidding, it was only Alhaitham and Kaveh doing typical Alhaitham and Kaveh things."
Except the "Alhaitham and Kaveh" thing in question this time was talking about Mehrak, a sentient robot that Kaveh built using absolutely forbidden technology, and which he then whole-heartedly willed would develop a consciousness of its own, violating one of the central taboos of his nation's governing agency, committing what amounts to an inherent and extreme felony punishable by law.
Alhaitham and Kaveh: Listen, we're not bad guys discussing illegal activity here. We're just two men having a private, personal conversation. Happens all the time.
Paimon, Candace, and Traveler: Oh cool, they're not doing a crime; they're just gay.
But they were, in fact, doing a crime.
#genshin impact#alhaitham#kaveh#haikaveh#kavetham#mehrak#I still can't get over how Kaveh is friends with the chief of police#and living with the former Acting Grand Sage#and Tighnari had to completely hide Karkata's existence with ARSON to get rid of the evidence#but everyone in the entirety of Sumeru just said#ya know#let's let Kaveh have this one#and no one blinks an eye at Mehrak#who is obviously capable of reasoning and rational thought at this point#Light of Kshahrewar is truly the favorite#everyone in Sumeru has one exception#and that exception is Kaveh#let's be real#the reason no one is saying shit about Mehrak#is no one wants to deal with Scribe “I overthrow the government when people displease me” Alhaitham#bro really said “Upset Kaveh at your own peril”#“Only I'M allowed to upset him”#the last people who made Kaveh sad have been sentenced to living in caves and subsisting off mushrooms for the rest of their lives#and this was seen as mercy on Alhaitham and Cyno's part
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#spinda#AAAHHHH YES!!! our belovèd spinda. from their café!!! probably one of my favorite minor characters from pmd sky#whom i don't even think was in the original explorers games. i think spinda's café was exclusive to sky. if i'm remembering correct#ly. or maybe that was shaymin village. i know shaymin village was for sure but maybe it was just that and not both of them. either way#have a delicious drink and allow the flower of conversation to bloom! i could quote spinda all day. he had “hopes and dreams” before toby#ever did. THAT'S ALSO like i had no idea what spinda's pronouns were. i kept trying to figure it out because i talked about him quite a lot‚#but no one in game ever talked about him. to mention his pronouns? turns out. there's ONE line of dialogue where the post office fucker in#shaymin village mentions him and calls him a he. i think that's the only time spinda is referred to in the third person with a pronoun#i believe it's when they're talking about like. how you can send gifts or whatever and pick up the characters' responses at spinda's café#which is still a really fucking good feature. of any video game. SEE WHAT I MEAN spinda and their café is just an incredibly good Thing#it's to the point where my home wifi network is named “Spinda's Café Wi-Fi” because i love it so much. so if you're ever runnin around#and you see a wifi network by that name… it might be me! you never know! or… it could be the real deal. the real spinda's café is somewhere#nearby…! ugh. i wish. i would go there immediately#not even to mention all the other shit about this pokémon that's really good. like that they never walk in straight lines or whatever#their little dance. it's just. huUGHKLJKAHJVDHJHDAJSVGD i love spinda. a nice pick-me-up after the underwhelmingness that was grumpig#shake it this way… shake it that way… and stir it all around… and it's done!
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I've come to the conclusion that being assigned the fandom-mandated "sunshine character" is the worst possible fate a character could face
#maybe I'm just biased because the characters that this happens to tend to be some of my favorites but I think I'm onto something#these characters aren't allowed depth of emotion or complex inner worlds. once a character is fanonized as the 'ray of sunsine'#or the 'cinnamon roll' they cease to occupy any space outside of that role in fanon content. they're happy & silly & not much else#no matter how much depth they may actually have in canon.#popular fanon has a tendency to treat happiness & goodness like states without any emotional complexity.#emotional complexity is reserved for the anti-heroes & jerks-with-a-heart-of-gold you see.#atp 'X is a ray of sunshine' has begone to feel like code for 'I don't actually care about this character very much nor do I understand#their canon narrative so I'm just gonna ignore them 98% of the time. but hey they're really nice! that's something! anyways—'#this is about many characters but I particularly want to call out aang & nightcrawler / kurt wagner as two who get this the worst.#because christ the mischaracterization they get from people who never think about them outside of the 'uwu small bean' box is infuriating#also steven universe & miles morales. although it's not so bad for steven after suf#fandom bs#please pretend I typed 'begun' a few tags back
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The Bats Are Fighting (Distaff Edition)
some conflicts I enjoy:
Babs is pretty hostile/judgy toward Helena at first & is bitterly upset and hurt when Helena starts wearing a Bat costume - apparently a Batgirl costume - without asking her. Later on, Bruce chases Helena out of the costume, and Babs gives Cass the Batgirl costume with her explicit blessing. Helena and Cass never have a rivalry over this exactly, but I don't think they ever really get along, either
Babs and Helena eventually make up when Babs lets Helena join the Birds of Prey but it's rocky in the beginning - Babs dislikes Helena's methods and doesn't entirely trust her; Helena resents being kept on the outside
Steph is super-impressed by Cass and tries to get her to like her and they eventually get close, but Cass has a pretty low opinion of Steph-as-a-vigilante and doesn't hesitate to boss her around or knock her out, and she's super-hurt by Steph lying to her about what's going on during War Games (probably not unrelated: Cass is the only Bat to blame Steph instead of Bruce after Steph dies)
Babs and Cass get very close but also have tensions because Babs wants Cass to have the 'normal' life that Babs thinks she should've tried harder to have when she was younger, and Cass isn't entirely comfortable with this pressure, plus - this one I think is a bit more well-known - Babs spends a lot of time tutoring Cass and looking after her (awww), BUT ALSO in a tense moment she gets really nasty and harsh about Cass's reluctance to learn to read and calls her "stupid"
Dinah finds Steph REALLY annoying and wants her to stop tagging around after her... until she finds out about Steph's miserable home life, and then she appears like an avenging angel and kicks Steph's dad and his cronies out of the house
Babs decides to work with a guy who tortured Dinah because she thinks he's capable of redemption and Dinah is NOT HAPPY about it
Just generally, Steph and Helena are very much outsiders who don't get brought into the "core" Batfam and who aren't trusted with info like Bruce's secret identity. By contrast, Babs is an insider almost from Day 1 - she may have conflicts with Bruce, but she's also got his absolute trust - and Dinah is as insider as it gets, with a mom who was also Black Canary and a stint on the JLA
other general characterization notes that cause Conflict (TM):
Babs is pretty much a classic Bat - she's got a ton of control issues and she's an instinctively secretive workaholic
Helena is an adult who will kill people if she damn well feels it's necessary and she doesn't appreciate being lectured about it
Steph is a defensive teenage outsider with a bucketload of family problems - deadbeat evil dad! addict mom! - and when she's upset she's got a reckless self-destructive streak
Cass is very much like Bruce in that 1) she is wildly super mega good at fighting, 2) she's an instinctive loner who's comically bad at people AND YET she can nevertheless effortlessly manage to head off to a foreign country for a weekend and have a passionately-felt mutual love affair with some random criminal or something, and then that person dies & she goes home like nothing happened, 3) she cares about other people but completely sucks at communication & when in doubt will just go silent & take off or refuse to have conversations, 4) because she hates talking sometimes she'll just knock you out or hit you so that she won't have to do it, 5) she will spend an entire year planning to have a fight to the death with someone for Reasons and tell no one about it because why would she tell someone
anyway they're all terrible <3
#I found this in my drafts & I was originally gonna do all the Bats I think#but I feel like the boys' conflicts are better known & also I'm lazy fdsfdsfs so here are a bunch of my favorite interpersonal conflicts#anyway some people think that female characters should support each other & have solidarity but they are wrong#i mean don't get me wrong i allow for SOME solidarity but you should also be snide sometimes!! rep for bitchy people <3#helena bertinelli#stephanie brown#cassandra cain#barbara gordon#extremely good ideas / extremely bad ideas#<- this isn't exactly a fic ideas post but i don't have another way to categorize it#hoc scripsi
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*sighs* I miss Penelope. I want Penelope :(
#and no I don't mean a cardboard cutout that just says “wife”#I want HER. as HERSELF.#not just some prop for her husband or her son.#I love Odysseus but you can't even say you love her as she is without people immediately saying you ARE Odysseus.#like. no. I love her too. she's my favorite. my pookie. It's not just Odysseus that loves and NOR SHOULD IT BE.#like I joke about it a lot. but the fact that no one really gives her attention in the same way as they do with her. is a bit disheartening#especially when they do so much with other characters.#Mad rambles#penelope of ithaca#am I allowed to make pathetic posts like this? I don't usually do but idk. I wanna say shit more often. chatter more.#Water Wife#I'm scared that it'll cause shit though.#penelope
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aoi and sakura!!! houghgsgh
i wasn't planning on giving them similar sailor-style uniforms but actually i like it now that i look at it. polar opposite girlfriends
aoi is the ultimate sukeban (female gangster). she started up to defend her younger brother from some bullies and ended up leading multiple gangs through sheer charisma
she prefers intimidation over violence, hence the kendo sword that she never got proper training on how to use (she mostly carries it around for dramatic effect)
is a little devious. will not hesitate to frame, injure, or throw someone under a bus if she thinks they've wronged her or someone she cares about
sakura is the ultimate moral compass, in this au her longtime friend kenshiro entrusted her with 'strongest human alive' but also with a message to uphold peace with that strength
she maintains a calm demeanor to seem more approachable to people. as a result, a lot of people trust her
is very careful of how she uses her strength. avoids fights whenever possible
#sakura ogami#aoi asahina#sakuraoi#danganronpa#my arts#roleswap au#danganronpa trigger happy havoc#i'm so sorry that sakura isn't allowed to flex her sleeves off in this au but she has to do it to set an example for the dress code#i actually loved drawing aoi here. advanced pudding head#idk where aoi got her nike jordans but i think she deserves them also she looks cool af#sakura gave up the title of ultimate martial artist. i think if given enough prep she could beat the ult. martial artist in this verse#but she's out of practice so it'd be a close thing#these are two of my favorite designs <333#if you look reallly closely into aoi's eyes you'll see a hint of intense and unfettered madness etched deep in her soul#if you look deep into sakura's eyes you see a quiet resignment#aoi could have been ultimate swimmer if she didnt become a gangster. but her brother is on track to become the ultimate swimmer#so she's glad she stuck with being a gangster so she could scope the school out for him before he enrolled
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me: I should write the one-shot that lives in my head about Harry applying for a job
brain: you will write a whole casefic about Harry realizing being a cop already killed him once, acab applies even to Kim, and he needs to quit if he wants to get better
#shivers is allowed to be passive aggressive about littering. as a treat#disco elysium#de fanfic#long post#i hope this is a good range of clips but also not too many ghdfsh#the disco mix of angst and poetic imagery and unhinged dialogue means I have 5898385 favorite bits so I kind of just picked random ones#this selection is really angst-heavy but there's a lot of really funny moments too I promise#a lot of my biggest faves are running gags that don't clip well#please message me about this lmao i am dying to talk#ive got everything in here. there's panic attacks. there's skills bickering and talking like harry isn't there. there's a loop (sort of).#callbacks to game lines. rhetoric going on about Communism. harry being Very Gay but Very Closeted. electrochem losing its mind about it.#beautiful Conceptualization bits and a whole talking-to-corpse moment#I've even got a sequence w ancient reptilian brain and limbic system#the whole thought project about “why isn't kim more upset that I went at a witness like a rabid hound” is so fucking good.#im so fucking normal about these 40-year-old men#i didn't think I could write DE but I'm nailing it
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vent post
#and before anyone who hates my shit says “yeah because you ARE a loser way to have self awareness for once”#i promise you this would be me with or without the LO fandom LMAO#anxiety is a hell of a thing#and as much as i internally guilt myself into thinking it would be better if i just shut up and hid away forever#i also know that's the trauma speaking because the adults around me always told me to shut up#and even as an adult i still encounter people who talk over me and make me feel like i'm not allowed to be outspoken#but the pen is mightier than the sword and all those years i've spent being spoken over i've been honing my penmanship#i have fun talking about the things i talk about and i don't have any less right than anyone else to do it#i am cringe and i am free#self post#vent post#altho on another note i do wanna make time this week to go find new series to read#too many of my favorites have turned to shit and it's taken its toll#i KNOW there are better comics out there that are genuinely well made#i already have a few that i'm reading that i love but i need to balance out the good with the bad more lol#i just need to take the time to go find good stuff instead of pouring so much of my attention into the bullshit that doesn't deserve my tim#i think both things can be true#i can have a lot of fun dissecting and writing about series i don't like#while also nourishing myself with good works that restore my faith in this medium#“perfectly balanced as all things should be”
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You're allowed to call it "grief."
If I can get personal on y'all for a second... A therapist once told me that you're allowed to grieve for a place. (We moved a lot when I was a kid. It wasn't great.)
Tumblr is a place, and place is important. It's friends. It's shelter. It's comfort and routine, continuity between who you were and will be. And to leave a place is to suffer a loss, not like losing a person but still painful. Not the end of the world, but the end of a world that helped shape who you are.
You'll make new friends. Your new room will be better. That can be true, while not changing that you will lose touch with many of the people you love right now, you will lose the shelter you spent so long crafting.
Tumblr's terminal diagnosis has been a long time coming. And I give it solidly 50-50 odds on still being around a year from now. The Five Stages model may not replicate, but here's something that does: anticipatory grief. The grief of knowing that a loss is coming, a sad and strange gift that gives you time to get things in order and say all that you want to say with your goodbye.
So: thank you, everyone, for the last decade of silliness and righteousness, wisdom and stupidity. I'm hoping for another 10 years on this hellsite, but I'm also letting myself grieve.
#tumblr#about the blogger#sorry to get hella personal on y'all#it's back to animorphs after this i promise#i just#you're allowed to be sad when your favorite coffee shop shuts down or the house you grew up in gets sold#if this all sounds obvious to anyone: i'm glad to hear it#for me - it blew the top of my head off the first time i was told
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okay, one last thing about arcane s2 is how little consequence Vi's pitfighting era ends up having. it really feels like in that act 1 to act 2 time-skip, she's just put in a depression fridge, waiting for someone to snap her out of it, functionally resetting her character arc back to 'my family and/or Cait (depending on the state of her family) is my only motivation'. We never get a satisfying answer to the question of who Vi is without the people she wants to protect, because the writers aren't interested. What answer we're given appears to be 'well, without people to protect she's an aimless alcoholic, so she better not be deprived of those connections or she's got no motives'. So outside of this montage, in season 2 Vi is more or less never on screen without Cait or Jinx. That in turn is what makes her eventual getting back together with Caitlyn seem so bittersweet and feel a little like co-dependency on Vi's part. One is a fully-realized character outside the relationship, the other is a depressing montage that doesn't further the plot in any way (hindering other people's plans is still furthering the plot, I'm not saying her hopelessness has to end in world peace, that would be ridiculous).
Not saying feeling like she's lost all her reasons to keep living has to end well for everyone else, in fact if anything I feel it might've been interesting if her pitfighting era transitioned into a full-on Vi vigilante plot line, where instead of helping the brewing rebellion she tries to hinder it, essentially becoming even more the Vander to Jinx's Silco, except the "Vander" isn't doing it because they don't want the deaths of the people they're fighting for but just out of a misguided attempt to protect the memory of their family further fuelled by spite (I don't see Vi being cool with Sevika, who betrayed their dad, running the rebellion) and the "Silco" instead of being consumed by his greed and spite, instead doesn't really want all the shit that comes with power anyway and is just thrust into being a symbol of liberation due to their selfishness occasionally benefiting Zaun's cause.
Idk, I'm not a writer, I'm just trying to reconcile my love for the first season with my disappointment/grief for the second. If you have any ideas for how Vi's plotline should've gone to give her more agency, feel free to let me know lol. maybe someday I will write a fix-it fic
#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane season 2 spoilers#arcane criticism#also. as a precaution cause I've seen some attitudes I'm really not a fan of about posts criticizing this season.#I am not “media illiterate” for thinking the writing quality was worse this season and the way it feels like the writers gave up#on giving satisfying conclusions to the themes and stories set up in s1#like guys. chill. I am allowed to have opinions on a show and so are you#I only care this much because the first season was so life-changing for me.#I'm not attacking your favorite show just to be negative. relax#arcane critical
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first time you watch the terror: who are all these sad white men in the exact same clothes with the exact same hats
fifth time you watch the terror, pointing at a three-pixel smudge on the edge of a wide shot: aw hey it's pilks! love that kid
#i've been here for five years i'm allowed to shitpost sometimes#william pilkington#or willy pilks as i like to call him#my favorite little secondary erebite#the terror
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�� What's keeping us apart ain't even real, your daddy, his religion, it's got nothing to do with us. – It's not just his, it's mine too. I've got the same spirit in me, why don't you see that?
Alice Englert and Walton Goggins in Them That Follow (2019), dir. Dan Madison Savage & Brittany Poulton
#them that follow#them that follow 2019#alice englert#film stills#walton goggins#film frames#film lovers#screencaps#cinephile#i'm still so salty about this film i needed to make an edit out of it lol#shitty things i do for love#they really tricked me into thinking it's gonna be 'the ballad of jack and rose' but make it *more* cultish american gothic#but in fact it's just a boring mediocre piece of nothing#you CAN'T you're not ALLOWED to cast my favorite people to play fatherhusband daughterwife cult leaders#and then chicken out at the last minute because you're not bold enough to sink your teeth into thought provoking topics#it's just ... sad and wrong and sad#it could have been it SHOULD HAVE BEEN such a poetic tragic metaphor for a child x parent indispensable separation#especially considering an absence of a mother and how the main character feels proud to take her place as the lady of the house#that is obvioisly delicious and semi unhinged but at the same time absolutely expected#because of her religious beliefs and her dad's behaviour????#or they could have gone with the dark fairy tale elements and make it 'the marsh king's daughter' au or whatever#'freedom! sunshine! to the father! i remembered my own father in the sunlit land of my home! my life and my love!' you know#BUT NO. what a waste of walton goggins and alice englert brilliance#fathers and daughters man fathers and daughters#a love of the rack and the screw and i said i do i do#the rejects the eccentrics the loners the lost and forgotten cinema club
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i luv u fish man
#self ship#self insert#star wars self ship#kit fisto#star wars#i want more Star Wars self shipper mutuals so this is going in the main tags idc#my doodles#my favorite fish 💚#also looking at this i'm reminded of the 'is this allowed??' vine lmao
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"Oh, if you joined when chromakopia came out, you're a fake fan." No, they're new fans. Don't get me wrong, fake fans exist, but not everyone who hasn't been there since the beginning is fake. They're people finding Tyler, the creator for the first time and arguably at the peak of his career. Chromakopia is a good album, so let people enjoy it.
-Someone who's been here since 2017's flower boy
#chromakopia#tyler the creator#people can be new to something#my shit#i love chromakopia so let's not try to gatekeep it#I'm also sick of people calling others fake for saying that igor or flower boy is their favorite#people are allowed to have opinions and the albums being popular doesn’t change that#stop trying to gatekeep an artist and their creations#psa#i love chromakopia
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Your art is sooo good. 😵💫
To be contrarian, TOP fat Mac, maybe feeding Dennis and massaging him?
sorry to make this a little bit dumb but it was too good
uncensored version
#macdennis#macdennis art#fed fucked and massaged is exactly how dennis expects to be treated#i'm obsessed thank you so much for putting this ask in my inbox#honestly idk if this is totally finished but i need to post it so my brain will be released from its spell#and allow me to go eat dinner at fucking 9PM lmaooo#colors are weird i think but overall my favorite child right now#machinegoods#machinequarantine#also thank you for the compliment!!
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