#and I wish you weren’t

[blugrlgroup]

As much as I still care about you, you deserve to suffer at least a little bit for the shit you did to me, for what you’ve put me through, for what you’ve taken from me

[bucksboobs]

I do think at some point in the not too distant future, the 911 fandom, at least on Tumblr, is going to have to reckon with the fact that despite M!slash being the main driving force of the fandom, gay men like myself are in the vast minority (I think a recent poll put us at something like 6% but it didn’t separate bisexuals by gender so it’s hard to say how many mlm are actually in the fandom) and in the same way being a gay man doesn’t exempt him from being incidentally or purposefully misogynistic, being some other flavor of the rainbow doesn’t prevent someone from perpetuating homophobia against men who love men.

At some point the jokes about how Tommy is just here for dick or should just get dick and move on (when he’s already made it very clear that he wants a relationship with Buck) are going to start to sound like hypersexual stereotypes of gay men. At some point the constant push to get them to break up as soon as possible and for Tommy to die or get shipped off to Arizona or wherever is going to seem less like regular ship hate and more like wanting a gay male character to be punished for daring to seek a relationship with a man in the first place. We obviously aren’t there yet but I do think we should be aware that it is fast approaching.

[wishchip106]

LET HIM GET UP LET HIM GET UP

[harrybirthdaytoya]

Here’s to a Child Star

Here’s to a child star, put on a stage 

Where everyone saw every flaw and mistake

Yes, here’s to a child star, in a zoo cage 

Poked at and prodded and goaded to shame

You deserved more.

Not more money or fame or riches 

But more support, more kindness, more resources to be better, to get better 

To deal with the hurt and pressures that come with Fame 

Fame when you sell your name before you know what it stands for 

Fame where you become someone to everyone before you have your own full identity

Fame when you’re a paycheque for some washed up execs 

Who don’t care who you are or where you go as long as you serve them for the length of your contract 

When death comes, we hope for peace

Not a drugged addled death on the ground in a country that’s not your home, 

where tabloids identify you to the public by your tattoos before you own son gets the news

Before he can grieve the public balks over your body like some sort of show 

Why do they get to know? 

Why do they get to know how you died when they barely knew how you lived? 

How you loved?

How you cared?

Here’s to a child star that brought us joy

Who gave all he had to his fans with his boys

Yes here’s to sweet Liam, may his demons lay to rest 

While his dreams live on in those that are left

In your memory, let us vow

To stop treating children as consumable goods

To stop using them for our entertainment and casting them out when we are done 

In your honour, may we vow 

To give therapy and love to those struggling to return to a “normal life”

That they can live without self medicating with drugs, sex, and false platitudes from their previous stardom

In memory of you, those that came before, and those that go on

May WE do better, be better, love better. 

Here’s to a child star, gone too soon. 

May death be kinder to you than life.

[housederiva]

Every Dragon Age I have wanted the Dalish to have a rich culture that is not belittled or maligned and every Dragon Age I have been reminded that most of the writers are white and Canadian but at least in the previous installments there was a resemblance of a respectful veneer laid out before them

[xxskycrystalxx]

one thing I realized the most rewatching bayverse transformers as an adult, is that a lot of ppl hate Sam. but little kid me and adult me disagree with that greatly and still very much thinks that he’s the best human character in the movies (Charlie was great too don’t get me wrong, and on some occasions Cade). he’s relatable and justified tbh in many arguments that ppl make against him.

[es-3]

yk, props to gansey for having the “craving the chase not the end result” mindset for glendower but not converting that over to blue

[jakeyt]

I’ll be responding to messages and posts as I get time, but I just need you all to know I appreciate you so fucking much. Every last one of you incredible supporters — you hold my heart in your hands. Sincerely, you are the most impeccably wondrous people. I have the support system of the millennium.

Anyway, you, supporters, are actually the very reason I haven’t responded to the messages and encouraging posts of love and defense sooner.

I haven’t been on here because I have been busting my ass to bring you Chapter 11 AND Chapter 12! My goal is to have them both done so I can drop them within a few days of each other. It is past time for me to bring this story back to you and I’m beyond ready to continue sharing it.

My goal is to have it to you sooner than you might imagine. I don’t blame you if you don’t believe me, but I promise my goal as of now is to have it to you in days’ time. Not weeks. Not months. Days. 🫶🏻

So. . . In the meantime, how about a sneak peek?

[ihaveanaxe]

Quoting Bryan Fuller here just to make sure Hannigram deniers understand

“This queer, unconventional romance”

QUEER.

UNCONVENTIONAL.

ROMANCE.

You get that?

[dimetrodone]

One of my neighbours cats comes to visit our house. He literally spent half an hour on my lap today and only stopped cause I took him off.

[cinderblockgabbs]

Who is your favorite mark ego? And in wkm specifically? :D

DEFINITELY WILFORD Or William whichever one people like to call him more. I like him because even though he’s like weird as hell he’s also pretty sweet and whatever like he’s got this really cool duality to him and I love dualities in general.

One of my favorite things about him that I don’t really see that many people talking about (hopefully cuz I’m looking in the wrong places) is like HOW he changed from wkm to wmlw.

OBVIOUSLY when we see will go insane after wkm we’re like, “yeah that’s the change he’s just crazy now” And there’s not much further to go into cuz you already get the big picture you don’t have to go in depth to understand more that he’s not all there.

But if you do go into depth for him, you kinda notice that after wkm he regresses, stays the same AND grows all at the same time which I appreciate cuz that’s VERY realistic I’m like wow :DD

Regressions:

He witnessed a very anomalous thing of the DA and Damien and Abe and mark surviving thru things that definitely should’ve killed them (it did kill some of them but I’m sure Wilford never realized except for the DA). This messed up his interperatation of death to the point where he believes that sometimes people just come back to life like cockroaches or something. This makes him more prone to doing destructive and violent things cuz he thinks everything is a damn game.

TLDR his regressions are being more violent and more ignorant about other peoples safety

Stays the same:

Through wmlw and wkm he still holds the idea of like “life needs a bit of madness” so he still likes his absurdism. In the ddlc poems he says that it took a while to realize the world was “full of pricks” but I think he still operated like that back in wkm, he just didn’t ever consciously realize it. He’s still temperamental but to a lesser degree. He still likes being a jolly old chap ermmmm yeah

Oh yeah and he still drowns in his own denial and he knows it but that terrible guilt is something he just lives with like whatever

Growth:

After realizing everyone sucks he dawns this moral code of optimistic nihilism. If nothing in life makes sense and he can’t control what he doesn’t understand then he just appreciates life for what it is.

He also grows to become more understanding, cuz I’m wmlw when he sees that Abe is struggling to grasp onto his directionless reality, Wilford doesn’t just leave him like that with nothing to hold onto. he stops cuz he realizes he’s overwhelming Abe, he finds a way to relate to him with him saying “it was a bit of a Shock for me, too” and then gives Abe something that he’s familiar with, a direction to just “have fun” ISNT THAT SO BITTERSWEET UGH.

He says in Adwm that he’s “a forgiving person” i like thinking of that line as a Freudian slip. it’s not like he has that many things that he knows he should be forgiving for, but there are a lot of things that he wants people to forgive HIM for. I THINK this is a growth cuz he was pretty crazy about not wanting to feel like he was in the wrong and not caring at all about what anybody else thinks in wkm.

He’s apologized to like, Abe, the viewer, maybe like SOME other dudes not that much whatever but I like thinking he really wants to see mark again to apologize to him but that’ll probably NEVER HAPPPENN IN A GOOD NARRATIVE SENSE

He did see mark in the warfstache interviews Markiplier thing tho and tbh it feels like big brother doesn’t care about little brother for 5 minutes except for the part where he literally kills him. Again.

ANYWAYS YEAH I STARTED RAMBLING CUZ I LOVE WILFORD TOO MUCH maybe the duality thing I said is wrong I think hes less of a duality and more of a like spectrum maybe THANKS FOR ASKING THO AHHAHAHAHAHAH

[mattodore]

i downloaded the twitter font for this

[wishchip106]

Erik randomly waking up in the mansion one morning with a hangover after the brotherhood managed to convince him to go drinking with them the night before

Charles is fast asleep right next to him

[collectingavenuesmwue]

What did you remember from arcane season 2?

jayvik canon.. yes…

[helga-grinduil]

actually feeling flabbergasted and depressed by how bad and hollow this ending is

[spelllingandthemysteryschool]

perhaps the disapproval and dismay my mother has been beaming my way since she finally figured out that my gf and i are together is having a negative effect on my mental health. maybe