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weaponizedmoth · 18 days ago

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Merry crisis feat some pictures I took on top of a table in my parents' house <3

#where I live btw so my house too #fun fact: the table was too small #my heels were broken #and I had a risk of falling #but I was careful #I'm probably gonna delete these later as I usually do with pics of my fave but they're cute and I don't have a christmas drawing #so here we go #my face #not my art

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starry-bi-sky · 2 months ago

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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.

Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.

Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.

Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.

There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.

#svsss #luo binghe #svsss au #scum villain #scum villian self saving system #shen yuan #shen qingqiu #disciple shen yuan #lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops #im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either #had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him #when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi #hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th #sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his #back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's #face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is #INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and #the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of #his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so #unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face #and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc #he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]

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choccy-milky · 6 months ago

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now that i have it in person i tried cloras hairclip and I LOVE IT SO MUCHHH💖💖💖 ill probably never actually wear it in my hair BAHAHA but i love having it regardless🙏😭 now i just need to commission myself a seb to go along with it😇😇 (also one of my readers got this commissioned too and AAA??🥹SO COOL!!! I HOPE YOU ALSO LIKE IT WHEN IT ARRIVES/IF IT ALREADY DID💖💖 and thank u again to joinhas/marcia on etsy!!🧎‍♀️)

#this is me procrastinating bc i still have to beat the final boss in elden ring LMAO tralala~ lets put on cloras hairclip instead~🥰#i wonder if my reader will actually wear it or if itll also just be a souvenir to them HAHA #if i had thinner hair i might wear it but my hair is so thick that whenever i wear it half-up like this i need elastics plus a clip #and even then i dont trust it LMAO #i aint about to risk this falling out when im walking around BAHAH a hairclip from walmart tho??? sure who cares #also this made me realize how hard it is to take a pic of the back of your head jfc #but it ALSO made me realize that i can now use myself/my own clip as a reference for cloras hairclip from multiple angles WOOOO #im my own 3d reference as usual LOL

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marc--chilton · 4 months ago

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hang on i'm once again thinking about house being stupid with love. stacy moved in with him a week after meeting him. that's HUGE change. could you imagine how much he'd have to be obsessing over her to make HIS home THEIR home??? and he still wasn't over her 5+ years later after everything either.

(and like. i wonder if there was ever a moment there for wilson where he's watching house and stacy be so witty and beautiful and in love together and thinking to himself, huh. so this is what that feels like.)

#house md #stacy warner #gregory house #james wilson #i'm hacking into this man's brain rn #this man who argues the validity and existence of love he could probably fall in love in a day if he let himself #and while it's not marriage it's certainly not nothing for wilson to watch play out #do you think he was happy for him? did he tell him to slow down?#it was before the infarction so maybe. well maybe house was still an infallible figure to him #always five moves ahead so uniquely capable of handling any challenge and stubborn enough to prove it #hell he was probably more active than wilson the guy can't stay still sometimes #i'm just. hmmm. now i am once again wishing we could have had some flashback episode or something #i wanna know what everyone was LIKE before pre-infarction #how did his relationship with cuddy change how did his relationship with wilson >#(who will risk his own security TIME AND TIME AGAIN for house's benefit) become what it is #where they maybe............ a little more normal friends??? or is that too crazy to consider

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marzely · 2 months ago

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Heavy is the Crown

“Turn to run, now look what it’s become

Outnumbered, ten to one

Back then, should’ve bit your tongue

‘Cause there’s no turnin’ back this path once it's begun”

-Linkin Park

#so I couldn’t get heavy is the crown out of my head because it fits rook so well #having to take on the mantle of leader and having to make the hard choices #to be the one that cannot fall apart because that mean the lives of others are at more risk #I have a lot of feelings #anyway I’m shocked how well this came out…#dragon age the veilguard #dragon age: the veilguard #datv #dav #dragon age #dragon age fanart #fanart #marzely #my art #oc: sibine #rook #dragon age rook #I had to repost this because something was bothering me I feel better about it now

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the-lunacy-system · 3 months ago

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Elanor Shellstrop would know what to do right now

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ibetittering · 9 months ago

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Me and my brother were just talking about when I gave him a concussion via knocking him down my grandma's stairs

(Part 15)

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stupidvillainousposts · 18 days ago

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Since the Bite was Deep and an Excessive Amount of Venom was Used, Ford is Going to be Looking at an Eternity of Werewolf Life From This Point on

I mean, unless he can find a way to reverse the effects, but the shock is probably gonna keep that from happening soon. Now he has to deal with instincts telling him to fight his brother for dominance over the pack.

Mabel, fluffing Stan's tail up: *To Fidds* And so then I said to Pacifica-

Stan: *Grunts and Lifts His Head From the Ground*

Dipper: Uh... are you okay, Papa Stan?

Stan: *Tilts His Head Back to Sniff the Air Before Snarling* Fidds, take the pups upstairs. There's a trespasser outside.

Fidds, confused but not wanting to risk the pups' safety: Okay? C'mon, pups. *Picks Up the Pups and Takes Them Upstairs*

Stan: *Stands and Walks Into the Lobby in Search of the Intruder*

Ford: *Launches Himself at Stan and Bites His Arm*

Stan: *Yelps* STANFORD, WHAT THE FUCK?! *Attempts to Bite Back*

Ford: *Dodges the Bite* STAY DOWN! *Grips Stan's Neck and Tosses Him Against the Wall*

Stan, gasping for air: What the- FUCK! What the hell are you doing?!

Ford, snarling and inching towards Stan: Stay. Down.

Stan: Like Hell I'm gonna-

Ford: *Pounces and Pins Stan Down, Hovering His Fangs Over Stan's Neck* I'm not going to ask again...

Stan: *Whimpers Softly and Taps the Floor Twice*

Ford: *Instantly Backs Away and Calms Down* Good. Now that we've got that settled, we need to talk about a few things.

Stan, fiercely stunned with his tail tucked and ears flat: Yeah... o-okay.

#Gravity Falls #Monster AU #Werewolf Gene AU #Yes I Know Stan is Canonically a Fighter and Would Probably Win Under Normal Circumstances #But Remember: THIS Version of Stan Has Had His Ego and Self-Esteem Shattered to Dust #He Was Also Shocked by Who Was Attacking Him and Didn't Want to Risk the Safety of His Mate and Pups #I Promise Ford Isn't Going to be a Dick #He's Just Getting Used to the Sudden Boost in Hormones and Instincts

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cherry-treelane · 4 months ago

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everytime i feel bad and stressed about my life i remember that i might be in a troubling situation and having a bad time but im not season 4 fiona gallagher in the clink after leaving crack on the counter which my 3 year old baby brother happened to ingest resulting in a fatal near-death experience thats wracked me with never-ending guilt and forever altered my life

#this storyline was stupid you expect me to believe two-apples-tall liam gallagher came close to the crack AND managed to ingest it?#the crack which is lined up on the kitchen counter?#Also i don't believe that fiona would be irresponsible enough for liam to have been able to be close to the crack #that was an ooc moment and not like “its ooc cause thats the point shes going thru a tough time”#morelike “so ooc that it seems like a discrepancy that was overlooked for the sake of drama and shock value #as an older sister i feel like being watchful of your younger sibling if crack is in their general vicinity is an unstoppable instinct #its just not a plausible situation sorry like this is coming from someone who wholeheartedly embraces the realistic idea #of fiona falling short sometimes and being very human by struggling to consistently maintain her doting attentiveness #but anyways it's complicated cause Fiona clearly put it somewhere he cant reach #so how did he get access to it????#its like getting mad at a parent for putting a glass of wine on the counter #not comparing that to literal cocaine obviously this whole situation was nonetheless messed up #but just for some perspective... the writers were clearly doing cocaine themselves if they thought that #liam was bungee-jumping onto the counter and showing off his skills as an apparent budding olympics gymnast #not justifying anything but. listen.#the fact that it was on the counter FOR A REASONNN shows that fiona was careful to keep it out of reach and NOT do something insane like #putting it on the table #liam somehow magically having access to it defeats the purpose of it being on the counter.#if they really wanted for it to be believable that liam managed to snort it they should've put it on the table #but we already know that situation wouldn't be believable in its entirety cause we know that fiona would literally never leave it there #WHICH IS MY POINT. LIKE THIS SITUATION IS JUST ANNOYINGLY UNBELIEVABLE. FIONA WOULD NOT DO THIS AND HOW DID LIAM EVEN GET TO IT??#theres like 39482939 overlooked discrepancies just for the sake of getting to the shock #just to circle back Fiona would literally never let liam go near crack no matter how far gone and fucked up she was #I KNOW THIS BECAUSE I AM AN OLDER SISTER.#its just so UGHHHHH anyways obviously i still think in canon yeah Fiona was at fault shouldve been more careful and watchful #no matter how you look at it its clear that a risk like this just cannot be taken and she had to be blamed to an extent #but me personally? i reject it because it didnt feel natural to me at all there were 394939 other ways to frame a Fiona downfall #And i loved all the other ways her spiral was shown like getting messed up and ending up in Sheboygan #all the shit she got into with robbie + the impulsive urge to ruin the good thing she had going with mike #so human and believable and deeply flawed unlike the liam situation which was horrifically OOC and unrealistic

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hazbinbabbling4ever · 3 months ago

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I'm finally re watching Gravity Falls after I don't know how long, and I thought I'd be a lighthearted cartoon to watch as an adult who is in a books/movies/tv series slump and needs something catchy to get out of it. I completely forgot how many hidden details it has and how much lore and work there is in just 2 seasons with 20 eps. each (which in today's standards would be like 4 seasons). I am halfway through season 2 and the overall quality is astounding, compared to what we get today. Why can't we go back to this kind of animation, instead of making Lion King Live Action Nala's Journey or Spirit Untamed but Now He's Tamed and a Show Pony?

#gravity falls #forgot how much I had loved this show #I think the last time I watched it Disney Channel was still on air?#I also lost a couple episodes so I actually have new (old) material to watch!#the only good thing of streaming is that you don't risk missing an episode

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tj-crochets · 4 months ago

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Crafting/vaccine side effects update: I am still not up for crafting but oh my gosh I feel so much better than I expected to! I did have a POTS flareup but my blood pressure never got below 100/60, so like it barely counts. I mean, the tachycardia was worse, but even that was nowhere near what it's been previous times I got the booster shots, and it's mostly resolved itself within like 24 hours of getting the shot instead of like three days. I'm still operating at a deficit of water and salt but I'm working on it bit by bit, and I was skeptical when my doc said I wouldn't need an extra dose of my salt-go-up pills* but he was right! Anyway point is no crafting updates today but there might actually be crafting updates tomorrow, which I did not expect to be saying *fludrocortisone! It helps me retain salt in a way almost approaching the normal human way of processing salt

#the person behind the yarn #the chills sucked and I barely got any sleep because I kept waking up every 20-30 minutes #but I took today off work and have had some long naps and am feeling a lot better #like. on an average day this would count as feeling pretty crummy #but for a day post-vaccine this is EXCELLENT oh my gosh #I did have to scoot and/or crawl around on the floor instead of walk this morning #but that was because when I stood up my heart rate got high enough to make me a little nauseous #not because my blood pressure was low enough to be a fall risk (like it has been every previous vaccine)#and that resolved itself by like midmorning at the latest. I was able to go downstairs and climb back upstairs at almost normal speed!#and like...between tachycardia nausea and low bp nausea low bp nausea is so much worse. so this was not bad #I know it sounds bad but like prior to today the least worst covid booster I got was the one last year #and last year my bp was so low and my heart rate so high that I had to be pushed in a wheelchair between the couch and the bathroom #because I could not walk without falling. and today I can!! I was able to eat normal food today instead of just plain rice and saltines!#HUGE improvement. I'm going to have to make more coasters for my doctor's office

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strawberry-cowmilk · 4 months ago

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I never imagined trying to clean something with a cat nearby would be so hard

#nana talks #so like I have an ancient 10 year old bike that has been unused for 3 years that I wanna start using again #and like I had to clean it of course so I had a bucket of soap water next to me right #panther decides to sit next to me which is super adorable but I had to stop him from drinking the soap or falling into the bucket #literally every 5 minutes #he was getting too close to the bucket I was not risking an accident taking place #worst part was I couldn't pet him because my gloves were all dirty and covered in soap #and the bike is somehow still in pretty good condition for being so ancient #she's pink I'm not giving up on her unless she's literally falling apart #also bikes are expensive I could spend that money on shoes instead

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frankensteindotpdf · 4 months ago

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eg. had a nightmare, couldnt fall asleep on your own because you were scared etc

#i speak #im curious ahsjdhs #i was 12 dhskdhdjd i saw one of those 'if you dont share this scary girl will show up at 3am' facebook posts #and i was like. this is probably fake maybe but can i risk it.#couldnt fall asleep and at like 2 i was like 'ok not gonna risk it' agalsbdkdhd #and i was like. im way too old to do this but im also SCARED so. sbsjdbdjd #i think i told my mom i had a nightmare absjdbdndnd

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fatedmuses · 5 days ago

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What Soul Do You Possess?

Caressing Soul.

You have acquired the Caressing soul. At your core you are kind. giving and ready to help. what admirable traits to have and do not doubt that everyone else thinks so. what a treasure it is to be present at the same time on earth with someone like you. in tandem with your giving and responsible nature you mustn't let people forget your strength. your drive and the mere things you shoulder everyday for everyone else. the sun has warmed your heart like a blackberry bush in a garden. while you are warm, you provide a safety in your cover that seldom people thank you for. i know you have the tendency to cover it up. lie to protect others but you cant do that forever. it will eat at you. eat away at that kindness you have in your heart. release the hesitation to rely on others every now and then.

Solitary Soul.

You have acquired the Solitary soul. while everyone belonged everywhere and to someone else, you did not. you belong nowhere. you belong to nobody. the only thing ever coming close is the way you haunt yourself. those pinprick whispers telling you that you're filthy. unloved. alone. you've gotten real crafty at how you can ignore it. but when you listen really close to that faint whisper you realise that it's not your voice. it's somebody else's. is it your father or some sort of sick joke. regardless a dog is a dog is a dog. and a father will be a father until you take your very last breath. you learned to wield a weapon before you learnt how to lick your own wounds. and you wouldn't want to anyway. but a life lived lonely is not one even at all. and maybe it's not your fault. it definitely isn't. but two lonely people don't make company. its just two lonely people together. to be teared apart is the cruel gift of loneliness. you do not have to live your life in solitary. you will find companions. you will let go of that ghost. you will feel your heart beating in your chest again.

Tainted Soul.

You have acquired the Tainted soul. you're strong. you get real clever at protecting yourself. your skin and resolve tough like leather. blood is not beautiful. not to the common folk. it is simply just red. no matter who spills it. who it is spilled from, it remains red. even if you are dealt bad cards in life you do not need to yearn for the Red. regardless if its yours or not. you still love despite everything. despite the black film you've convinced yourself you have over your heart. you've been gambled on. sport turned to fight to the death. the losing dog and winning dog and good dogs know how to sit and not bite the hand that feeds. but the hand tugs at the collar too tight around your neck that you wear so that others don't have to. perhaps it's time to let go of the collar and free yourself from these dog fights. live out the peace you always wanted. that your bashfulness always told everyone, eventually, anyway.

tagged by: @themortalitasi (thank!)

tagging: whoever wants to do it :3

#dash meme tag #sometimes it's worth it all to risk the fall and fight for every life || vax'ildan headcanon #sad to say i'm your bad luck charm || qrow branwen headcanon #i'm here to protect you nothing will stop me || davrin headcanon #//oh 🥺#I had to look back and see who I already did this with XD

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elprupneerg · 12 days ago

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after i got diagnosed, i started lurking a bit in the r/lupus subreddit. not super often, just peaking in to get a feel for what advice people give each other. and i'd kinda kept myself from freaking out too bad about things. cuz sure i'm gonna have to take meds for the rest of my life, but at least i'm not one of those poor guys who have to go on an immune system suppressant and have to figure out how to navigate a world where people don't give a shit about spreading illnesses while being unable to get the full benefits of vaccination.

ahahahahahahahaaaaaaaa. fuck. i am poor guys now.

#this sounds vain but i think the thing i'm most worried about is my hair falling out #from what i can tell i'm on a fairly low dose. but it still can cause increased hair loss. which is upsetting #i've always had trouble with catching every illness around me so that's nothing new. i wear a mask and wash my hands and do my best #but like. this is it. i'm like Sick sick. and i might lose my hair #i knew that was gonna be a risk for me at some point. baldness runs in my family and the moment i start hrt its gonna hit me too #but i'm not ready for that. not yet anyway #i'm trying really hard not to freak out. cuz when i got home from the doc and told my gf i'm gonna be on more pills it scared her #so i'm trying to be brave and i'm trying to be calm #especially since stress sets things off worse #but i don't wanna lose my hair. i've already gotten kinda used to being sick easier than other people #but now its even More easily than other people. AND i might lose my hair

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cynicalmusings · 17 days ago

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actually, because of that secret secret i just read, i’m going to post this thought before i forget about it, actually — for the last few days i’ve been turning over the idea of dan heng x reader where the reader, a chef or at least competent cook, joins the express and works as chef to save everybody from himeko’s… creative dinner plans (inspired by the recent event)… and there’s something about the effortless, easy confidence with which you navigate the kitchen which dan heng admires. it’s an art form of its own, really.

(plus, as i mentioned, everyone loves you because you’re there to step in and lend some guidance when himeko decides it’s her turn to cook…..)

#idk the domestic vibe is just on point #i WAS thinking that i have to give reader some trauma because like… come on. be serious here. we can’t have them be UNtraumatised #but… for the first time ever… i think i might not give them intense and horrific trauma?#maybe it’s the generous christmas spirit possessing me or something #but i feel like the reader being genuinely… fine is something the surrounding cast and especially dan heng could appreciate #because there’s no need to dwell in emotional baggage around them and it’s just very comforting #the reader does have some emotional struggles here of course — maybe something to do with their family? not a great relationship there?#there’s got to be a reason why they left their home to join the express #but i get the idea that they’re the kind of person who doesn’t dwell on hardship too much where they experience it #which doesn’t mean they’re 100% okay but they are pretty content with life most of the time #and again this easy-going-ness really helps dan heng wind down around them #plus cooking!#before reader joined i think the express crew had a cooking rota (now they do most of the cooking but sometimes someone else takes the helm #(stelle not included because she would unironically place a bin bag on the table and tell everyone to ‘eat up’)#(in fact this did happen once and is why she is no longer on the rota)#also! reader collecting recipes from every world they visit (especially from planets or people who are dwindling in number/ at risk)!#as a way of not only learning but also preserving the memories and cultural identities of different groups #reader asking dan heng to show them how to use & put these recipes in the data bank!#dan heng initially asking them how they made this one dish… and this spirals into routinely midnight cooking sessions #reader falling asleep in the archive/ dh’s room while organising their recipes after one such midnight cooking session #etc etc #i need to sleep now goodnight #r.ambling in the tags #dan heng x reader

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