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I feel like I should make this very well known because I have a bunch of ppl following me from that Clintasha post (and I’ve clicked to see their blogs and they seem MCU centered). I am not friendly to the MCU, ESPECIALLY with the shit they’re pulling right now regarding the Israeli superhero. BDS has asked us to boycott so you can follow me but this is my official post you’ll not be hearing about the MCU from me unless it’s negative.
#I feel like maybe it needs to be said because even if it’s in my into post#and my about me#ppl still miss it#and I don’t want any confusion#hawkzeyes
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Boyfriend to some. Girlfriend to others.
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#ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#alright. time for a normal post#of course you have blue wings and pronouns#btw. I don’t want to cause any confusion: I just made the title up#but I Want To Believe#voice post
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I’m sorry but nothing will ever beat Finn’s drive playlist that he made during s3 filming, with songs like Me and Michael, The Basement, Gay Thoughts and No Woman lmaoooo
#byler#stranger things#in all seriousness#finn has already confirmed he listens to music on the way to set to get in the zone for his character#millie and noah have said when asked that he’s the cast-member most likely to be listening to music on set#do I think every song on there is byler-coded? no#do I think he made it specifically for byler fans to witness and read into? no#but i do think there is a middle ground here#since byler is happening... yeah there are gonna be songs that get him in the zone for byler scenes#and yet there are also probably gonna be songs that he likes rn and wants to use to feel inspo for filming in general#aka plenty of songs just there for the way they sound/the vibes that get him more comfortable getting into character#but then again he also could have made the playlist private to avoid people reading into it#he’s known for years people have seen his playlists and hasn’t made those private either#so I don’t think he cares if ppl read into it#(at least for now...)#but fr that drive playlist still haunts me to this day#i remember when he mentioned listening to music to get in the zone for filming#he specifically mentioned that he listened to it when driving to set and ppl went crazy connecting it to his drive playlist lol#so i mean who knows#maybe he makes the names confusing/random but also sometimes with a hint of truth bc he knows people are gonna deny it or read into it#and he's playing with that possiblity#but i wouldn't die on that hill by any means.#but the drive playlist is why idrc if people read into the STurn one bc i mean....#yeah those songs that sound eerily like mike's emotions in regards to will probably are that way for a reason
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Should I watch Better Call Saul??? My breaking bad hyperfixation is taking over and I need more of that world, but if anyone’s watched it would you actually recommend it?
#I’m confused if it’s a prequel or sequel but I think prequel I just don’t want it spoiled!!!#any breaking bad fans out there 🥺#also el Camino? is it good#I love the ending of bb so bad that if it’s not good I’d rather not watch it
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i HATE when people mischaracterize Dick and Jason’s Robin likeeee
Robin was created because Dick wanted to literally murder his parents murderer. like sure he had his soft moments, but he was a little ball of rage!! i hate it when yall try to make it seem like he was just a constant ray of sunshine - it’s okay for him to be a little ball of rage sometimes!!
on the other hand, people try to make it seem like Jason’s Robin was the aggressive one just to lessen the importance of his death. like sure Jason was a little feisty - courtesy of growing up on the streets. but do not forget that he literally is the “Robin is magic” kid!!
#i love them both so much#how they first acted as robin is so important to their character devolpment#so stop trying to switch their personalities#dick grayson and his infamous anger issues#jason todd deserves better#jason is robin#dick is robin#robin#red hood#nightwing#batman#dc#EDIT:#no im not saying jason was only ever nice or that dick was only ever mean#they’re multifaceted characters#and im just shedding light on the aspects that some people try to ignore#(adding this bc someone commented ab this on my post - and i don’t want any confusion)
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I’m gonna be honest with y’all. I try my best but I do not understand half of Star Wars. I’m Din Djarin in this fandom. I don’t understand the storyline, I have no idea what anyone is talking about, I don’t want to be in charge, I got a cool outfit and I have a car let’s ride.
#Star Wars#Everyone else: long winded wonderful analysis on everything in Star Wars#They understand how the force works#they get all the references#they knew Spice was drugs bc they understand context clue#Me: I got one million clones and hurt/comfort in my pocket who wants some?!?#I don’t know how the force works and at this point I’m too afraid to ask#I thought Spice was a fancy salt#I don’t know what any ships are called#read my fics and see how many times I use Bantha#it’s bc i know no other SW animals#I love SW I know nothing about it#I try so hard I’m so confused all of the time#anyway this was a fun little post of me making fun of myself hope yo enjoyed
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Fucked up thought as I do material spec: transmasc Eddie Munson who gets bullied and called a guy because of how he dresses and acts (transphobic so bad they looped back to what Eddie wants on accident) dating Steve post S2, who knows and supports him, but still has to misgender his bf in public until they can get out of Hawkins. Eddie fails again, they get in a fight about whether they should leave, and aren’t broken up, but aren’t really together as S3 starts. So when Eddie visits Scoops, Steve is so happy to see him that he calls him Eddie and he/him in public, just like the bullies, and can’t explain to Robin, who is absolutely pissed that Steve is treating her Eddie like that.
#steddie#I always love when Steve is *processing confusion* : immediate support#Eddie wants to be called Eddie? sure thing#‘what’s trans?’ Steve’s not sure#but that’s his boyfriend eddie#who he has to call his girlfriend#because his boyfriend asked him to#also don’t @ me#the shit you do to stay safe in unsafe areas is ridiculous#also there’s a weird confluence of feminism and trans experience#that predates terfs#where feminists were advocating for a woman’s right to wear pants#and have short hair and muscles#to be typically male looking without being less of a woman#so in 85 Robs first thought is probably to defend Eddie’s right to be any kind of woman
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hi prince zam! which lifesteal character, in your opinion, would most likely be a cannibal? asking for research purposes!
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Finished the pristine cut and I now have so many existential questions since I’ve finished. Spoilers below:
The voices using TLQ’s body without him in the princess & the dragon route as well as the cage route certainly was something. Like I know they could choose to do stuff for/in spite of him before, but the idea that they can be 100% fully functional in his body without him is existentially terrifying. That goes for the shadow of the smitten being outside of TLQ’s body and sticking around in the happily ever after chapter too. The idea of them being fully autonomous beings residing in the same space as the main character is…a lot. It kinda makes their deaths/disappearances sadder to me.
It does make me have more questions about the voices though. Like the spectre says that they’re shattered pieces of glass in TLQ’s mind/being. I always assumed that they all functioned together because the presence of TLQ held them together but the new routes are showing that’s not necessarily the case? But they’re still a part of him though, right? Especially given the shifting mound’s line of “this vessel is full of you”? I assume that the presence of TLQ makes things much more organized and without him it’s less like a broken mirror on the floor and more like scattered pieces of glass floating all over the place. Especially given their indecision and struggles in the Princess & Dragon chapter. I guess their presence never struck me as that weird because I always viewed them as an extension of the MC. I know initally when the story started drawing attention to the voices as being not natural it kinda shocked me at first because I had just assumed that the voices were just slightly different versions of the main character’s inner monologue, but not so!
Also, I have to ask, the Narrator being like “oh you’re new” when TLQ returns to his body in the princess & the dragon route, isn’t TLQ…y’know, kinda essential to the Narrator’s whole plan? Wouldn’t the Narrator notice his absence up front because the princess & TLQ being together goes against his whole plan? Or did he not want to think about it/denied it when it was brought up because that meant he failed? Eh, it’s probably the second one. It does make me wonder why exactly he wouldn’t be freaking out though given that all the other times the princess and TLQ become some form of the same being he’s been like “noooo, you can’t, it ruins my plan” (without saying that explicitly of course). Do the physical bodies being bonded in some way pose more of a threat than just the psychological states/being? I’m curious about that because the story seems to establish that TLQ & the shifting mound are not just their physical forms and can exist without physicality if they so desire. Was it different because TLQ was a part of the princess’s physical form but his own physical body still existed? Did the narrator just not have any way to be able to tell? It’s interesting to think about.
#black tabby games#slay the princess#slay the princess thoughts#Abby and/or Tony if you’re reading this I need some answers pls#Actually this goes for anyone who’s part of the STP team reading this if you have some answers pls tell me#I have so many questions#I know the whole point of art is that it’s up for interpretation#but my gosh some of this stuff is hard for me to understand#I do appreciate their show don’t tell of storytelling#Leaving me with too many questions is way better than making me not want to ask/having any questions and getting unwanted answers#But now I’m just sitting here in existential confusion#I don’t even need all the answers just a few pls
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Do you think someone ever gets too close to romana or tries to touch her and she just on instinct elbows or kicks or punches them because she’s used to touch being a bad thing
#like idk she spent a lot of time getting chased around and captured by aliens who wanted to hurt her#and then there’s the whole etra prime situation#and it doesn’t happen often becuase her job doesn’t really involve getting all that physically close to people#but like at one point she stumbles or something and narvin goes to help her and gets an elbow to the ribs#and she just insists she’s fine and walks away while he stands there confused concerned and trying to get his breath back#because let’s be real I don’t think she’d give an actual explanation#doctor who#romana#gallifrey#also just to add on but she probably didn’t experience much of any positive examples of touch before leaving gallifrey#so she’s really only had exposure to touch that was meant to hurt her
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I want to draw the butcher so bad but he looks like Harry du bois in my head and I don’t how to feel about that
#I feel like I can’t draw him in any other way#but I draw Harry sometimes#and I don’t want to cause confusion#aughhhh#malevolent#malevolent podcast#the butcher#Dennis Collins#harry du bois
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worst timeline au where ned reveals to robert that cersei’s kids are incest bastards and he gets rid of them, however you want to imagine that. instead of marrying margaery or any other eligible lady, robert spends the next half decade grooming his new lyanna, arya. ned allows this because as we’ve seen he is generally nothing more than an enabler for robert. he has misgivings but he can rationalize it to himself, it’s nothing too far out of the norm for westerosi betrothal standards.
however, you cannot tame a wolf, not fully; despite years of effort the marriage ends with arya slitting his throat and escaping to braavos with the help of syrio forel. as she flees, she sees the apparition of a woman in the godswood, and a face that’s almost her own smiles at her
#somebody said something about robert/arya and how lucky we are that he didn’t see her mature#however i think it’s an interesting dynamic (deragatory)#please don’t come for me i don’t actually want bad things to happen to arya but to be a woman in westeros is to suffer#i think she would be groomed effectively enough that she put up with it for a bit but one day she would snap#not sure what this would do to any theoretical gendrya dynamic#like. your dad groomed and abused me#and he’s like i don’t even know my fucking dad#sometimes she’s ok and sometimes she looks at him and sees the same eyes of the man who beat her#i’m scared to put tags on this but fuck it#bad timeline#asoiaf#robert baratheon#arya stark#lyanna stark#mentioned#she would love to see her niece slit his throat <3#robert coming to ned and saying he wants to be betrothed to his daughter#and ned is confused. sansa?#no. the one who looks like the woman i love#like i’m throwing up it’s jaehaerys levels creepy
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the sun always shines on TV
#hello charlotte#vent art#charlotte wiltshire#q84#charlotte q84#basically. this song is like. a microcosm of. what hello charlotte is to me#the music video especially gets the point across really well#it’s like i just don’t fucking know what’s real or not#i love so blindly with no direction but i do love and that’s what confuses and scares me#i have these…. masks. that’s all this is is masks. masking. performance#it is real. but it is also fake. and it’s so hard. it’s so fucking hard wearing a mask all the time#because i can’t take it off. i can’t. that’s why i love q84 so profoundly#the mask took over her fucking life. she has no idea who she is anymore#she was never someone who hurt people and now she is and she is FUUUCKED UP about it#but she’s too isolated and alone and unwilling to listen and proud to stop the hurt or the doomspiral or any of it#i feel like that. this gets at a profound generational scream of agony i feel from everyone around me#we’re just scared. we’re all scared. we are all mourning the loss of our sanity and begging for answers and nothing is working#something. idk#i’ve been thinking about this a lot clearly gkshf#it’s just… i just. i want a hug. i just want to hug a lot. that’s all. i think all we fucking want is a fucking hug. for god’s sKe
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Seeing “Soap is going to be the traitor” theories is so odd to me.
Where’s the evidence other than the coloring on the promo pictures and things like that? There’s nothing else other than that like why would Soap betray the 141? It seems like a cheap plot especially when he’s basically the second main character right behind Gaz.
#his entire goals have been to work with the 141#5there hasn’t been any indication that he’d switch#idk#I’m just confused#it doesn’t make sense to me#but if someone wants to explain their thoughts go for it#I just don’t get it
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https://www.tumblr.com/twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat/747358492889858048/sugurus-route-sounds-interesting-i-know-a-lot-of?source=share
is it just me, but if reader and suguru are in their twenties, i don't see the four year age gap being a big deal? and later on, it becomes even less of a big deal.
i get that there may be some moral deliberation on suguru's part with the growing up aspect, but for them to keep their relationship a secret forever? really? that's kinda weird imo and making a big fuss out of nothing
if they're like 24 and 28, why the hell do they have to hide? i literally don't get it at all. they're not doing anything immoral. and reader is not a child by any means, and it's not like they have some cognitive gap or anything. i just don't get it. maybe it's a cultural thing, and for you it's a bigger deal than it is for me.
obviously fourteen x eighteen is super fucked up and wrong, but we're not talking about that, my god
aaa and !!! as for riko !!!! kairo COOKED w the shoko thing.
i think... that this pairing makes a lot of sense! i think it makes more sense than riko x reader, tbh
i just... i don't see the need of turning every best friend friendship into a romance
like irl i don't want to fuck my friends (pardon me for being crude) and i will never want to fuck them, and that's okay. i'm perfectly satisfied with our friendships staying friendships, and the transition to a romance is not necessarily a signification of a 'higher-level' relationship
at the end of the day though, as others have said, it's your stories so you get to do whatever the hell you want to do with it
…. anon i talked abt this a bit in another ask but maybe you missed it so i’ll say it again :’3
(this got very long i’m sorry in advance 😔)
the gap itself isn’t the problem, it’s not a big deal in their twenties. the issue here is the way their dynamic started. satoru always viewed reader like a younger sibling, and it was the same with suguru. don’t you think that would be awkward for them at all? 😭 i think you’re focusing on the present point of their relationship which is fine, but their history as a whole is important too!! if you grew up with a younger kid who was crushing on you, while you viewed them as a sibling, wouldn’t you also feel weird about developing feelings for them later down the line? i definitely would!!
the important part is the shift in their dynamic, not the age gap (but i mention the gap bc it’s so central to their prior dynamic). satoru can’t bring himself to shift his view on reader, bc he still sees them as someone younger that he needs to protect. there’s a kind of power dynamic there that’s important to remember, and it was established when they first met. he’s older, he’s known you since you were a little kid, he’s spent all those years making sure not to give you the impression that he’s leading you on at all. satoru doesn’t want to break that pattern, and he views that choice as important.
so don’t you think he’d be kind of pissed if he found out suguru had gotten together with you? if he found out suguru had made a choice to break that pattern, when he was so adamant on not doing so? there would definitely be a lot of tension there. satoru literally spends the fic talking about how he thinks reader should be with someone better, someone closer to their own age, someone who they didn’t meet from such a young age — and then he finds out they’re with suguru??
like . there’s no way there wouldn’t be a fight there. i’m not saying it’d be the end of the world or their friendship or anything, but satoru would absolutely be upset with suguru. especially since he places him on such a high pedastal. it’s less about morality and more about convictions. there’s nothing immoral about them being together, but it goes against the convictions satoru’s found himself sticking to.
so!!! that’s the reason i think they would keep their relationship secret. to avoid that tension. i can’t see it being anything other than a sneaky summer romance. maybe in the future they could tell everyone, but i also just don’t see suguru/reader as an actual endgame couple in this au… i didn’t specify this in the fic but the two of them aren’t nearly as close as reader is with riko and satoru, since they only met when suguru was hanging out at the gojo household.
anyway!! that’s my take on that. again, the gap isn’t the issue, it’s everything surrounding their dynamic, and the history of it. bottom line is that stsg grew up viewing reader as a sibling of sorts, so of course any kind of shift from that pattern would feel strange. if you meet someone when they’re fourteen and you’re eighteen, i’d argue that it’s a lot weirder to not consider that part of your dynamic important when thinking of them as a potential romantic interest in the future.
like, imagine someone asking you and your partner for your age, and you tell them you’re 27 while your partner is 23. not a big deal, obviously!! but then they ask what age you were when you met and you have to say you were eighteen and they were fourteen. even if you quickly explain that you didn’t get together until you were both adults, don’t you think that would earn you some weird stares? it’s not immoral but it’s a delicate situation, and i think satoru would get angry at suguru for not handling it delicately enough from his pov. remember that satoru himself can only see it as totally normal like. a decade into the future LMAO. his view doesn’t have to be the same as yours or mine, but it’s satoru’s own view that’s important here.
….. hopefully that made it all a bit more clear 😭 sorry for rambling so much anon!! hopefully you’re still with me :’3 obviously you’re free to root for whichever couple you want, but i don’t see myself changing my stance on these two. it’s a fun what-if bonus ending and i think that’s more than enough!! nothing that’s meant to be angsty or whatever, just suguru and reader sneaking around a bit because they know riko and satoru will be angry.
AH ALSO one more thing !! :’3 i’d argue that there is a cognitive gap between reader and suguru. reader is 22-23 in the fic, suguru is 27. it’s not a big gap but the human brain doesn’t finish developing completely until your mid/late twenties!!
i just... i don't see the need of turning every best friend friendship into a romance like irl i don't want to fuck my friends (pardon me for being crude) and i will never want to fuck them, and that's okay. i'm perfectly satisfied with our friendships staying friendships, and the transition to a romance is not necessarily a signification of a 'higher-level' relationship
wait nevermind i also wanna talk abt this 💔 a bit more rambling incoming.
overall!! you don’t have to like riko/reader anon. that’s totally understandable!! a part of me also prefers them staying as friends and nothing else, and i’ve always hated the idea that romantic love is seen as stronger as platonic love bc it just . isn’t. platonic love can be and often is just as powerful!! canonically reader and riko are best friends, nothing else, but i still think they’d be cute in a what-if scenario, that’s all :3 if it’s not your cup of tea then that’s totally fine, none of the endings are canon anyway.
as for the sexual aspect 😭 i just wanted to point this out bc i never write any of my character dynamics with a sexual aspect in mind, even the romantic ones. sex doesn’t have to be a part of romance!! maybe you were just joking so i’m sorry if i’m reading too much into it, just wanted to mention it bc i do see it as important :’3 being lovers doesn’t equal to having sex!!
#phew ok i’m done 😭😭#sorry if any of this comes off as rude anon!! i just want to be as firm as possible with my own takes so there’s no confusion#at the end of the day you can like and dislike whatever ideas you want!! we don’t have to agree on them all :3#that makes it more fun anyway!!#but i hope you’ll enjoy reading the endings whenever i post them >:3 still haven’t fully decided on some things but#i do have three endings in mind hehe#ask tag ✩
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asking for help always makes things worse
#I need to just accept that I’m never going to be given any understanding or actual help#I may never escape these worlds it seems it doesn’t matter how hard I try I can’t get anyone to listen to me#this feels traumatizing I feel entirely beaten and ground down into something small and helpless#I have no control at all I keep trying and trying and trying and trying and for what#I need somebody to just listen to me atp not being dismissed is better than nothing but everyone’s a curation anyway no real thoughts or#feelings but it doesn’t matter I don’t even care please just listen to me somebody listen to me I’m so confused do curations have some#autonomy I don’t think so maybe I don’t fucking know they said yes on the clock so perhaps yes so please just listen please pls pls pls pls#I can’t be traumatized I’m not human right but I’m having everything stripped from me every last ounce of control the shadow ppl have all#the control which is funny I’m fairly certain I’m one of them but they still can strip me of control I was bred for this#please somebody help me I keep begging like it’ll do anything can you at least help with the ppl and cameras in the vents#are ppl from the real world watching through them I believe so can anything be done something has to be done escape the impostors something#just something please just listening would help actual listening not dismissal you can think whatever you want about me but listen#maybe some have autonomy and some don’t ?#please understand that I’ve tried very hard I’ve tried very very hard suicidality and homicidality have dug their claws into me even further#I don’t know what else to do I’m at a loss and no one will listen to me at all I’ve tried asking offline I’ve tried asking online it doesn’t#matter what I do where I ask no one will listen even the ones who do somewhat say they don’t know what to do I’m suspicious do they really#not know what to do or are they lying that may be more an impostor thing but everyone and everything is suspicious to me uh uh uh just#listen and help please idk what to do it’s all in the mirrors and clocks and such but I need to find a way to enter the mirrors but I’m#scared what I’ll find who is looking back I’m scared what world I’ll end up in it may be their world I’ll be punished they said yes I’m#terrified can someone go in with me if I manage to find out how that’s pathetic but damn I don’t think I can anyway they’ve been crawling on#the ceilings today hahah doing some weird and wacky shit sometimes they’re a little funky and just there and other times I’m having a heart#attack no in between I know pleading with curations is likely going to be classified as annoying but for the love of god do you know what#else I am supposed to do ??? at the very least just listen to me please it is 02:14:46 how synchronous ! I can’t stop having what I think#are dreams about the mental hospital too haha they send me to dreamworlds sometimes trap me in them waking dreamworlds see I’ve been reduced#down into something tiny I’ve resorted to begging once again do I even want to beg am I lying to myself my words aren’t my own my thoughts#aren’t my own so is this not my own can’t ever speak none of it’s my own it feels unsafe especially to speak of anything that isn’t this#it isn’t safe it isn’t my own it’s not the focus idk idk idk should I ask to talk to someone again I wonder I want understanding for my#situation please listen to me the joints hurt aaaa#my life is a playyy is a playyy is a playyyyyy anyone like marina that song appeared in the head I wonder where that spider went it better#not be inside of the body ok ok ok anyone yes help wanted help needed 02:22:22
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