#basically. this song is like. a microcosm of. what hello charlotte is to me
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#hello charlotte#vent art#charlotte wiltshire#q84#charlotte q84#basically. this song is like. a microcosm of. what hello charlotte is to me#the music video especially gets the point across really well#it’s like i just don’t fucking know what’s real or not#i love so blindly with no direction but i do love and that’s what confuses and scares me#i have these…. masks. that’s all this is is masks. masking. performance#it is real. but it is also fake. and it’s so hard. it’s so fucking hard wearing a mask all the time#because i can’t take it off. i can’t. that’s why i love q84 so profoundly#the mask took over her fucking life. she has no idea who she is anymore#she was never someone who hurt people and now she is and she is FUUUCKED UP about it#but she’s too isolated and alone and unwilling to listen and proud to stop the hurt or the doomspiral or any of it#i feel like that. this gets at a profound generational scream of agony i feel from everyone around me#we’re just scared. we’re all scared. we are all mourning the loss of our sanity and begging for answers and nothing is working#something. idk#i’ve been thinking about this a lot clearly gkshf#it’s just… i just. i want a hug. i just want to hug a lot. that’s all. i think all we fucking want is a fucking hug. for god’s sKe
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