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life-sustaining zaundads. i feel alive. the world is beautiful. thank you for drawing them together ❤️
Toxic old man yaoi renaissance!!!
#my art#sketchy sketch#arcane#vanco#zaundads#silco#vander#and I am not going anywhere this time#no idiot anons this time#it was a different time back then
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My first ever comic con! And first cosplay too. Of course it's gonna be my boy :] Ramblings about the process are under the cut(Let me know if?? You would want me to elaborate with process images for any of the steps?)
The costume took me forever to make, as I've never done any machine sewing, sculpting, fabric dying or spray painting before but learning all of these was so fucking fun!! I never realised just how many different skills go into making a cosplay but it was so worth it!!!
Almost all of the clothes(except the hat) were purchased first as bases, but all of the detailing was added by me. All of the fabric used was originally just scraps that I was given for free so I needed to learn how to dye and dye all of the stars, they were originally white.
The sewing machine was its own beast that brought me tons of frustration from the lack of skill and knowledge (it was devastating to find out that 95% of fuck ups were my fault and not the machine's lmao). But as a result, a hat sewn from scratch, all of the fur trims, embroidery on the corset, stars and the collar(which is very hard to see on the pictures unfortunately) was all added manually. The stars and the stripes(on the back of the cape) were attached using heat-and-bond adhesive (I WISH I knew about such thing just when I started working on this. It would save me so much time and nerves.)
Then I found out about polymorph(mouldable plastic) and it has become the next thing I wanted to learn, to sculpt the claws and the fangs(yes, they're handmade jfksjs). The claws I then primed and painted in trillion coats because I wasn't satisfied with the colour of the spray paint. The fangs I moulded to my own teeth and then stained with tea to match the colour of my teeth :)c
As for makeup, I used Mehron Paradise water activated paints. At first I wanted to try to save money and bought myself Snazaroo instead, which unfortunately turned out to be a waste. Snazaroo didn't hold on my face for longer than 2 hours, cracking and peeling awfully. Mehron on the other hand survived 11 hours of me smiling, talking, emoting and such and didn't even crease at the smile lines(I'm actually shocked about that). It obviously works like any other makeup which means your skin texture and wrinkles won't go anywhere but Mehron's elasticity pleasantly surprised me. It did obviously smear from sweat and saliva(if you're eating and licking your lips) but if you don't touch the skin it just dries again, self setting. But if it's dry it's fully smear-proof. Highly recommend!
And last but not least, I've decided against painting my hands as it was very risky that I will stain everything I touch at the smallest hint of sweat. So instead I got myself gloves-tights(? Not sure how they're called but it's made from the same fabric as tights) and painted them with normal acrylic paint(did you know you could dye fabric with acrylic paint? I personally didn't), then heat set with an iron and voilà, they're reusable, my hands are not stained after an exhausting day and I don't stain everything I touch. It worked wonderfully which honestly was a surprise as I was really sceptical that acrylic paint will somehow stay in place.
I think this whole thing took me minimum of 6 months with big-big breaks for my school and life in general. But I'm really proud! This project taught me so many new skills and I couldn't have been happier about learning new knowledge, even if it sucked to fail in the meantime.
Everyone at the con was really nice and gave me a large confidence boost even tho it was my first time and I had no idea what I was doing. Taking photos with other people was really awkward/new for me as I hate cameras so I really had no idea how to pose/behave in front of one. But that's okay I think. This whole experience definitely made me want to do this again, so I think that will come with experience. Thank you for reading this far, hope you enjoyed this little summary :)
#my art#cosplay#biting the hand that feeds au#moondrop#fnaf moondrop#fnaf moon#moondrop fnaf#moon fnaf#bhtf moondrop#i had such a good time#little awkward moments of me being autistic and not reading social cues and/or having trouble processing didn't go anywhere#but that's okay#i don't think i was ever complimented as much as i was complimented at the con so that's a W#artist alley was definitely an experience of me just finding out how actually autistic i am#because i really Am Not Interested in anything aside from my special interests#literally got myself a singular Moon sticker and a singular Mothman print#that's it lmfaooo#i also had people come up to me to just give me a tiny plastic newborn toy and run away#10/10 hilarious#bhtf au#i MIGHT just draw Moon in some of those poses because 👀#also maybe will make a separate post just showing off all of the details that are not as noticeable on camera? maybe? if yall would want#the cape and the hat ARE SO FUCKING FLUFFY#thank you silvermizuki for the fur🫵
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i want the vanrouges to go on a trip TOGETHER
#i posted this like a week ago to twt and forgot to post it anywhere else. ive been moving this weekend ive been busy sry </3#i am living in an airbnb all by myself for the first time in my LIFE and i have to go apartment hunting. starting a new job tmrw#pls wish me luck ive never EVER had impostor syndrome like this. im so grateful but i feel so unprepared#im getting a 28k raise tho so like i HAVE to. u see how i have to#AND MY HOUSE SOOOOLD NO LONGER MY PROBLEM!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! the buyer owns a restaurant i liked too!!#but yea this isnt a disney-fied location i literally just drew them in peru. i want them to see the world. as a FAMILY#twstファンアート#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#lilia vanrouge#LET SILVER SEE DA WORLD!!!!!! TAKE HIM WITH U!!!!!!#im gonna go be sick with anxiety i am BEGGING u guys to pray for me. sososososo scared scared scared#suntails
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i’m very sorry that society has made you feel this way about your fellow disabled people. i hope you can reflect on why you believe that other people with worse symptoms than you are bringing down this community and giving us a bad name.
(especially in the context of a vent post that is not indicative of whether or not we are “actually trying” in real life.)
i am also sorry that society makes you believe that in order for disabled people to be respected we have to consistently be working toward a nebulous goal of self improvement and overcoming of disability as to not be perceived as lazy and inconsiderate by the world.
i hope you can be kinder and more patient with yourself and your disability in the future, too.
#i’m not mad even though your tags on my post were extremely rude and disrespectful. i understand why you feel this way#it’s the way that everyone in the world talks about this issue to me and everyone else who struggles with it to.#it’s pretty much impossible not to internalize some of that#but a key thing in disability activism is the realization that disability is actually disabling. and that there are wildly different#presentations of disability in different people. people with the same disabilities may have vastly different capacities for dif activity#internalized ableism#ableism#it’s also just a bit funny that the whole reason i made this post was because of the people who tell me exactly what you did in your tags#that all i have to do is work harder and try harder and#refusing to realize that my ability fluctuates day to day and hour to hour#there’s weeks where i’m on time every day. and then i have a moment that lapses into hours of stuporific depression#or similar exec dysfunction#that makes it impossible to consider going anywhere or doing anything.#and during episodes like this the alternative to being late is not being on time. it is simply not doing anything#time blindness is a debilitating symptom i experience. it has soured hundreds of events and relationships for me. this is not because#i just don’t try. or i don’t want to. or i do not torture myself about it. i promise#an explanation of which i am only delving into in the hopes that it enlightens you to my previous posts logic a bit more#not because i believe anyone has to justify their disability to anyone to be owed respect and compassion#i hope this helps a little
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this fuckin guy
#witch hat atelier#fanart#qifrey#i drew this#there was a post that went around like two minutes before i inhaled this manga about like#'i keep seeing the tiny glasses man from witch hat atelier and i KNOW whenever i read it i'm going to go absolutely insane for him'#and i haven't been able to find it anywhere now that i want it lmao#anyway surprise surprise aria likes a fucked up little glasses guy i know what i'm about#also wow! two whole fanarts in one month#conventions are a good excuse for it lol#i kind of want to do a companion olruggio but we'll see how this one does first i guess#unfortunately i am not made of time for fanart
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maybe I should continue BotSE cause I put my whole Orbass into this panel for nothing otherwise
#I think im slowly realizing what would make this comic better? the more times I revisit it#it's weird cause like. when I reread this comic I am like engaged with it#feel like im slowly getting more motivated to work on it again#tho also I kinda get little spurts of that every now and then for BotSE then they proceed to go anywhere#so maybe its one of those oop#orb ponders#ask to tag
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Charles‘ jealousy of Monty is so interesting, especially when viewed through a platonic lens. Charles love of Edwin isn‘t romantic, but they are very much each other‘s persons, their best friends, never to be separated. (I mean Charles literally gave up his afterlife for this friendship).
And seeing that someone enter or inch close to another important relationship (especially romantic relationships which are sadly commonly valued as more important) produces such a fear (whether sensible or not) that one is going to lose that person, that important relationship.
Obviously Charles would never have said anything, bc Edwin was happy and willing to try new things for Monty and interacts with things he thought to be humbug (astronomy) (Growth which normally Edwin also just experienced bc of or with Charles), but it must‘ve been so scary and his jealousy is sooo understandable.
#This would probably be another post but that���s also why I love Edwin‘s love confession scene. They‘re both committed this relationship isn‘t#going anywhere regardless of whether both parties feel the same and they are going to figure out what works for them#dead boy detectives#Also I googled it but I hate that lens is written like that??? shouldn‘t it be lense?? That also looks terrible though…#(first time posting dbd stuff I am scared)#dead boy detectives spoilers
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Hey. So.
It's officially getting colder here. And we don't have heat.
I'm. Scared, to put it mildly. This isn't something I've ever dealt with before. We've been trying all year to find assistance in fixing/replacing our furnace, but have hit a wall every single time. We either make too much money collectively (our combined income this year barely hit 30k lol), or places like Habitat for Humanity are so flooded with applications that they've put a hold on services in our area.
So far we are living on heated blankets and space heaters. But we can't have a lot of these going at the same time, because our house is so small that we'd blow a breaker. Fortunately we have a gas oven, but I'm sure you can all figure out why that wouldn't be a good idea to rely on long-term.
We all have medical conditions that make cold weather especially difficult to deal with, and we're already struggling to make our professional and personal commitments. It snows pretty regularly in the winter here. One of our space heaters is going to be allotted to the basement just to keep the pipes from freezing. I genuinely don't know what we're going to do. We are in pure survival mode at this point.
We are looking at starting a gofundme, but in the meantime, if anyone is able to help at all, by donating a dollar or two or just sharing and giving any advice you might have on how we can stay warm, I would genuinely, wholeheartedly appreciate it.
I know there are so many more terrible things happening in the world right now. I know we are all struggling to get by. It truly isn't my nature or preference to ask for help of this scale, but we're out of options. We're looking at at least $5000 for a new furnace.
Please help and share if you can. I love you guys no matter what 💜
Venmo: @wanderingchocobo
Cashapp: $wanderingchocobo
#some of you might remember that i did this earlier this year#i was so embarrassed and it didn't really go anywhere so i took that post down pretty quickly#i am still embarrassed. i'm frustrated that it's come to this#but i don't know what else to do#and i am truly asking for advice because i'm terrified#anyways#update with cashapp that i apparently made a long time ago and forgot about
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very dumb shirt idea drawn quick during prime time based on a joke they made lol
and it got shown same stream :)
#ty prime time crew for making me think about voruna in all those dumb wolf/werewolf shirts and memes lol#god this is so stupid but that's what makes it free#warframe#warframe fanart#warframe voruna#UpsideDownSmore's art#ngl i was hesitant to post this anywhere other than discord but whatever#it's something to look at while i get closer to finishing hollowframe dante's background#god if i have to mention hollowframe dante for much longer i am going to explode i want it done so badly oh my god
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"artists don't do that they do this so i can tell if this person is faking/bad/liar by simply looking at how they did this" oh really? did you talk to all artists? and they told you they do it that way?
#so many people being falsely accused of being ai and the critics are being so dhdjfjdhdsjdjdjdjdj#like i am totally for being critical and anti ai but you're going about it in a bad and almost comically as toxic#way#what you're saying with 140k followers about how art is “supposed” to be is more harmful to young artists than somebody with 4k reposting ai#this is why i dont partake in art communities anywhere many so many of them are so narrow minded about what is considered art#im content to just draw on my own time
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I don’t even fully know why but “what do I do when I miss you so much?” / “Just wait, and pray desperately” was a knife to my heart in the best way.
#crash landing on you#my grandma once said most of life was waiting and praying#and when he said it it just resonated so deeply#I think because. it’s not like a revelation or anything#but I think it’s just because she was suffering so much and had suffered so much#and so in that moment#he just takes care of her so completely and gives her hope. and not a false hope#a true one#and on deeper reflection the ending does work within the context of this (in my opinion) most powerful scene#/ apex of the show#it’s just the tone that’s a little wrong. that’s too aesthetic-y.#because the kind of steady way he keeps taking care of her from afar. and the slow build of her recovering but continuing to hope#couldn’t lead them anywhere except a happy ending. even if the final pieces of it couldn’t be unraveled (or put together)#by the show’s writing. so it just kind of has to fade to black so to speak#because the characters have been so steady and consistent a) in their personalities motivations and desires#and b) in their love for each other! that never falters or betrays a false note#and it’s the truest thing you’re left with. which is why—again—I actually think the problem might have been the tone#I would have gone for something more muted. I would have had them be talking and/or arguing a little more in their old way#to keep and sustain the idea that there is more work ahead for them that we’re just not going to see#but that is ultimately a kind of nitpick. and the take me to the lakes vibe of that final#scene is also not untrue.#also circling back for a second can I just SAY. that I love the balance of their vulnerabilities#there are such clear and distinct times where one of them is stronger and the other more vulnerable#and it’s sooooo perfect to watch and gives you many instant layers#anyway I’m crying in this Chili’s tonight (*my bed at 7:00 am)
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uh
#dw i can fix it#i think#tbh i dont know what hal was cooking by writing it that way#if u were going to make the gay romance ambiguous to dodge the censors#could you at least not have picked a sibling relationship to juxtapose it with...?#those are not...anywhere on the same spectrum#u just created a bad time for everyone#but dont worry im confiscating those lesbians until hal learns to be more decisive#those are my lesbians now#i am taking your women!!#i wonder if i should give franky bubble braids#frankie?#text#this is not text but this is my chat tag so um#i am twitching like a nervous dog stop
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i fear the general public may not deserve her...but you get to see girl cider as a treat because i like her & i can't stop drawing her.
#OK. BIG LONG RAMBLE IN THE TAGS TIME.#“cider there's no canon implication of this in the slightest!!” i know. i know.#but i am literally just having FUN & i drew her once & it just#made me feel so much better... like i've been totally Going Through It but#drawing girl cider helped. so i did it more & i will probably do more in the future#but you know what i realized about headcanons that is so beautiful???#regular cis male cidertalk doesn't go anywhere when i draw him as a girl! it changes nothing about that.#just because i draw girl cider doesn't mean boy cider is GONE & DEAD FOREVER & i can NEVER DRAW HIM AGAIN#he's still right there :^) & i think that's important for me to remember when i do crazy out-of-left-field headcanons like this#it changes nothing & i can always play with contradictory ideas & i don't have to stick to anything!! & it's so fun!!!#if you have a problem with girl cider or she makes you uncomfortable i will send evil energy in your direction. watch out.#she's so cute isn't she? :^) that colored one with dandy is what really got me hocked on girl cider#ok normal tags now bye bye#chipspeech#cidertalk'84#dandy 704#cidandy#cider draws#bert gotrax#dee klatt#(briefly)#otto mozer#oh i also couldn't stop laughing at the “woman in stem” one
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I've said this when Oscar replaced Daniel, when Franco replaced Logan, and when Liam replaced Daniel, and I'll say it again now that it's been officially announced that Liam has the red bull seat:
Drivers are not responsible for the shitty decisions of team principals and the actual decision makers behind the scenes. Don't like the decision? That is absolutely fine, but get mad at the people who actually made the decision. Leave the driver, who took a job, alone.
You'd swear Liam was a freaking cartoon villain right now. I'm pretty sure this who y'all are describing instead of him:

#f1#formula 1#formula one#liam lawson#am i annoyed for yuki? yes#am i going to crucify liam for doing the same thing yuki would've done if their situations were reversed? absolutely not#there's twenty seats this is a highly competitive sport that is very difficult to even get into#there's so many drivers that didn’t make it because of money issues or because of lack of open seats etc#we know some of their stories like a handful but thats primarily as a result to the adjacency to someone currently on the grid#whether it was their friend or teammate etc in the younger categories#unfortunately you have to prioritise yourself to get anywhere near a seat#as bad as i feel for yuki#i don't get why some of you are mad at liam for accepting the seat#did you want him to do that scene from mean girls where cady starts breaking up the tiara and handing it out?#its a nice sentiment but it doesn't work with an f1 seat#if you think a driver should simply step aside for your fav because you believe your fav earned it more... time to find another sport#I'm sorry but thats the cold hard truth#there was also a lot of factors that impacted this decision it wasn't a black and white we like liam more kind of deal#but i digress#not a convo for the tags#in conclusion i like yuki and do feel frustrated for him but for the love of god leave liam alone
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I can’t believe he let other people breathe the same air as him what a slut
#riv rambles#jk#I’m jk#every time I think about Sylus#I totally understand why Caleb does what he does#like ykw I too would offer to build him a house with a giant maze so he’ll stay with me and never go anywhere else and only depend on me#yeah#yeah I get u#sameeee#i am to sylus as Caleb is to mc
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#datv critical#datv spoilers#veilguard spoilers#dav spoilers#like im gonna be real#im having kind of a weird depression re: dragon age rn because#this series has been my foundational hyperfixation for literally half my life#SIXTEEN YEARS i have been obsessed with this series#and it's just....it just feels over#regardless of whether the series continues it feels to me like the things about it that i loved are just no longer#a focus or a priority or the way it will be made#the spirit of it feels gone#and im not going to say it's impossible for things to change it just feels highly highly unlikely#and i am tired#but this leaves sort of a...hole inside me where this thing has sat for so long#and i mean nothing can take away my experience with the first 3 games and that history#but the fumbling does always make it harder to enjoy what came before because you know it not going anywhere good#and it's just like. what do i fill this with?#i love so many other IPs but this was The One#and now i feel...newly divorced lmfao#well. who knows. maybe bg3's massive success will usher in a new era of story and character focused RPGs#and i'll find something new. but god. i am just kinda sad. but in that way you are sad#when something has been coming to an end for a long time anyway
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