#amd for the 5th time

[silentgravesdontexist]

Putting a pinterest board widget on my gallery has been a wonderful experience—

[ficsonpost-its]

chat how cringe is it to have watched all of house m.d imagining house as your unhinged doctor dad

[hypno-matt]

Taking Notes

CW: Spirals, Edging

This morning I was talking to @mastern3ro about my love of spirals, especially being made to watch one and then post about just how blank it made you feel.

So I decided to turn that concept into an even better one.

The task I was given for this was simple. Watch a spiral for 20 minutes while repeating the phrase "I'm a needy hypnotoy." Very basic.

The fun part, however, was that i decided to track howni was doing every few minutes, in order to properly show what a sub goes through when they spend such time staring.

I figured I could use the Notes App to record how I felt every now and then, while using my PC to do all the heavy hypno-lifting.

I sat down at my desk, and put on my favourite spiral from an array of almost a dozen, pairing it with a nice looping set of binaurals.

I pressed play, and began taking notes.

"Minute 1: The spiral is pretty and the binaural is great but nothing too far out of the ordinary so far.

Succint and to the point. As every great piece of information should be.

Nothing had really happened yet, besides me starting to repeat my mantra, very quickly finding a rythm that did not require much effort on my part.

I continued staring for couple of minutes, unaware of what was going to happen down the line.

"Min. 3: mm it feels nice, its hard to focus on the spiral, the hournal, the repeatimg amd the audio. It feels lile im cinfusimg himself ><

Im a needy hyonotoy.."

And here i had encountered my first problem. I had uknowingly overwhelmed myself. The audio, the video, the repetition and the note-taking were fine on their own, but too taxing for my brain combined.

I couldn't really stop now though, I didn't want to give up on this idea so soon. Besides, this overloading, while tiring, felt pretty great.

I had to keep going.

"Min 5;

I aasumed a better position, my legs sprea andd my baxk hucnhed iver. Hunchedf. Over? Is that how you sau it? Theres so much to keep track of and my brrtain is laggign.. i thinkk

Ik. A needy hypnoyy :)"

My brain was lagging. But it felt amazing. Arousing, even. So much so that i had decided to sink into my chair and spread my legs a little.

The overloading factor of this task was in full effect. It was already hard to remember to do everything. To listen, to stare, to repeat and to jot down what i was feeling. My voice began to trail off, the cadence that i had built up going away almost immediately.

"7: i gott caught up in takimg photos thw light of the apirall is so prettty ans so is my facee"

Just after the 5th minute I had noticed how adorable I looked. How relaxed my body was, and how much my eyes were fluttering.

Plus, the light from the spiral was coloring my otherwise dark room in warm pinks and purples. I would have been a fool if i didn't take a few photos, even it if overloaded me more.

"10:ii look so pretyyy im drooling..

Im turned on the lighht so i can photo myssefl"

By this point, my mantra had escaped my mouth, now only occupying space in my quickly fading mind.

I lazily turned on the light, ready to look at myself again, only to realize that the spiral was all i needed right now.

I was halfway through. I had to stare.

"12: toyyy neewdyyt wdsgiunggg rewlwqttong is aurkmaric drooolimgg"

Toy was needy,edging and relaxing. Drooling automatically, my thoughts slowly leaking out.

When did i start edging? Or touching at all really? I had forgotten, but i did not care.

"13 ddrrooollinng ii sshhoyld kbeell.

Oii ttottyyy"

What was once "I'm a needy hypnotoy" became reduced to "I'm toy". Maybe I took "succint" too far.

It didn't really matter though. Toy had to kneel. It's what seemed most proper. It's what seemed the hottest. It had to be done.

"15 beeetyer onn. Mym kenes

Im aneedy hypnotttoot im soo good"

Toy felt better on its knees. I felt so happy, so empty, my blank face more apparent now than ever.

Toy was beggining to become completely broken.

"17 mmfmcm imm so bbapnk imm a needy hoypnotoy

I forgot ot repeatt

Mmy mouutu iiis so drooollyy.."

After a few minutes of looking at itself through its phone's camera, toy realized that he had forgot his mantra.

Its mouth was occupied with drooling. It didn't have the brainppwer to do anything else.Toy went even blanker as he stared so intently at the spiral and himself.

"18 mminnn ttook liiikeww nn hoyrr"

The 18th minute did feel like an hour. Toy's mind couldn't really grasp time anymore. It was almost there, just 2 minutes left, but the time felt like it took ages.

Toy didn't mind. It loved staring. Listening. Drooling. Taking notes.

Toy obeyed.

"220000 oiikmm gonnww

Ttoyyy

.........."

And just like that, toy was gone. Its mind completely cleaned out, its body relaxed. It finished its task, and it felt great.

Toy closed its computer, and went to bed, repeating the words "needy hypnotoy" to itself until its mind returned about 45 mins later..

It had a great idea to write all this down. Just reading through, seeing the reactions and remembering them fully, it makes toy drop all over again.

I'm a needy hypnotoy. Please use me.

[ghostwritermia]

Mia love, i came over from Mothers post and your call for Jegulus.

I have this DESPERATE need to bite Jamies hipbone. I have to excuses, but i realllllllly wanna 😭

So, what about Reader and Reggie who just bite Jamie all the time at random amd while James has just bevome accustom to it, Siri would be so HORRIFIED and try to progect sweet Jamie everytime and it kind of just becomes a game to Reggie and Reader: Operation Bite Beefy Boyfriend!! Alternatively how many times can we bite James before Siri has a meltdown.

I hope you get all your Jegulus wants!! 🫶

sorry if this sucks and that its so short, I tried 😭

It had started as a joke really, between you and Regulus. A game to see how long James could go without saying something about it. But he never did.

You and Regulus, both sorted into separate houses, had found your way to each other in 5th Year, and then during summer break between 6th and 7th Year, the two of you had fallen in love with the sweet sunshine that was James Potter, though you two would never admit that you fell first.

You had been neighbors with James for as long as you could remember, but had never actually visited his house until Regulus took up refuge there, therefore, you spent more time there. Hence, the blossoming of feelings and the addition to your relationship.

You were laying on the couch in the Gryffindor Common Room, your head in James’s lap, while Regulus sat in an armchair next to James’s seat on said couch. Absent-mindedly, James moved his hand to stroke through your hair when he then felt the gentle nip of teeth sinking into his forearm, stopping his movement.

Where James had gotten used to the game you and Regulus had started, some had not. Example being, Sirius screeching from his place in Remus’s lap on the opposite side of the room.

“Get your teeth out of my precious Prongs you demonic piranha!” he leaped from his place in Remus’s lap and strided over to you two and rolled you out of James’s lap and onto the floor with a thud.

Hearing the sudden commotion, Regulus’s head perked up from his book and looked to see you on the floor, simply laying there on your back, staring at the ceiling.

He sighed, placing his book down before sliding out of his armchair to reach a hand out to you. “Are you alright, Mon Amour?” he asked as he pulled you up. 

“I’m fine. Your brother, however, needs to be in a mental institution.” You hiss, rubbing the back of your head.

“Trust me, I know, Amour.” he sighed, and you two looked over to see Sirius curled into James’s body gently stroking from the top of his head down his face to his chin.

You, Remus, and Regulus let out a collective scoff before Remus makes his way back up to his dorm, and you and Regulus grab your things before leaving James and Sirius to be.

~~~~~~

It was lunch and today you and Regulus had decided to sit at the Gryffindor table with James. You sat on the right side of James whereas Regulus sat to the left. However, Sirius saw something before you did. Regulus biting into James’s shoulder. 

“Prongsie is not your chew toy, Regulus Black!” You hear Sirius squawk. You look past James’s chest and see Regulus simply lift his eyes from James’s shoulder to roll them at Sirius before looking over to you smirking, yet to remove his teeth from James’s shoulder.

"Well that would make sense, seeing as how you're the dog in the family." You retort, laying your head on James's shoulder.

James looks to each of you, smiling before affectionately leaving a kiss to each of your foreheads, much to Sirius Black’s protests.

[harmoonix]

O X Y G E N

(astrology observations)

~ I wanna be the ocean to your shore ~

🌊 - Asteroid Erato (62) aspecting Mercury/in the 3rd house or in Gemini are erotic vocally, they can write/read/talk about eroticism

🌊 - Asteroid Erato (62) aspecting Sun/in the 5th house or in Leo can be erotic in their personality, they have this eroticism aura surrounding them

🌊 - Moon aspecting asteroid Nessus (258) harshly could've went through a lot of emotional abuse or manipulation abuse

🌊 - Nessus (7066) in the 12th house/Pisces can have an subconscious pain, sometimes even nightmares that contain pain aswell and lucid dreaming

🌊 - Venus in the 2nd house/Taurus may develop a passion for collecting things/making a collection of some certain things for example perfumes or clothes

🌊 - Mercury aspecting Moon may like to listen to music when they want to light up their mood, or to feel better because it can help them

🌊 - Nessus (258) in the 4th house/Cancer can have or had abusive family members, and the word "abuse" is highly sensitive here because they can have addictions aswell

🌊 - Saturn in the 7th house/Libra need to learn how to value the true side of a love relationship, that comes with patience and time

🌊 - Capricorn Venus can symbolize "traditional relationship" but in some cases it can indicate a relationship where they can focus more on work and career

🌊 - Moon at 8°, 20° degrees can have a hard time to open up about their feelings, and to open themselves. They have a fear to not getting hurt again

🌊 - Moon at 2°. 14°, 26° degrees can be the most romantic person or the hopeless romantic partner, sometimes they can be both (ambient)

🌊 - Neptune in the 11th house can at some extent indicate an addictions with getting addicted to your friends/relationships with your friends/online friends/ social circle

🌊 - Chiron aspecting Sun can be that type of person anyone misunderstands, and when you'll learn to know them deeper they can be the nicest people on earth

🌊 - Venus and Moon aspects (all aspects) can have a fear to not get hurt in love/relationships, all they truly seeks for is a healthy relationship with healthy boundaries and reciprocating love

🌊 - Chiron in the 7th house/Chiron in Libra can be pretty misunderstood by people aswell, with this placement you can often met partners who were hurt by others and will want you to heal them

🌊 - Please don't attack me for what I'm gonna say but people with Chiron in Sagittarius or Chiron in the 9th house have a big indicator of wounding religion, they can be the type to judge other people for their religions if the placement is not healed enough (This observation is mostly made by my own experience, I met so many wounded religious people who had this placement in their charts and it was..🤯🤯)

🌊 - Venus at 11°, 23° degrees have a really great fashion style, and they can get most of their attention because of the style these natives wear

🌊 - Moon or Lilith (h12/h13) aspecting Mars can get into a rollercoaster of emotions daily, they can be happy, the next mine they get angry, the next they get overwhelmed etc..

🌊 - Venus in the 9th house can be an indicator of meeting your spouse far from your homeland amd probably a foreign spouse

🌊 - Aquarius/Sagittarius and Capricorn over your 6th house sign can make you to stand up for animals, like a volunteer who needs to help some animals in a bad cause

🌊 - For natives with Sun/Neptune/Moon or Uranus in the 12th house, their bed must be the palace they feel the most comfortable, they love to sleep a lot

🌊 - Sagittarius or Gemini over your 2nd house sign may like to eat food from other cultures/nationalities

🌊 - Mars or Pluto in the 7th house and sometimes Lilith (h12/h13) can get into scandals for being in a relationship with some specific people/ like drama about "Omg look who's he dating."

🌊 - South Node in Libra/Capricorn can make the native interested in the history/past/ and everything that happened in the past agss

🌊 - Venus in 7th house in the solar return chart doesn't always mean that you'll end up in a relationship that year, it can also mean that you'll be more open to the social people around you

🌊 - Libra/Capricorn/Leo Rising in your solar return chart can be a big indicator of having a glowup happening in that year for you

🌊 - Moon in the 9th house natives can hate you for life if you are being strict with them, especially if you are taking their freedom sway. They are born to explore not to follow toxic orders

🌊 - Virgo Moon/Moon in the 6th house are always there for people, somehow they are the cutest when it comes to supporting because they can be so encouraging of others

I'm not sure if this is the last post for 2023 since today is the 30 December,is close to the new years and I'm so so happy about it!! I think 2023 for me definitely was a changing year with good and bad things and I hope for 2024 to be a better year!❤️🫶

Thank you so much to everyone for the support you gave me this year and for all the good vibes we shared with my posts in 2023!!❤️🫶 I know a lot of people are busy during these days as well!!❤️❤️❤️ Happy Holidays and a happy new year to everybody!! Nay 2024 bring good things for all of us!!

With all the love, Harmoonix ♥️ 2023

[pshwrldd]

sorry…

Warning: kissing,skinship, fighting (lmk if i missed anything!!) Genre: angst, fluff sypnosis: you have been married to your husband for 5 years, and today is your anniversary. You and minghao was supposed to have a date night but he canceled it?….

‼️not proofreadd‼️

today was you and minghaos 5th year wedding annivesary. Minghao was supposed to bring you out for dinner today to celebrate, or so you thought.

you were getting ready for your dinner date with your husband, who was supposedly on the way to pick you up from home until suddenly you got a notification from minghao,:

HUBBY<3: sorry sweetheart, but i dont think i can make it today… theres an emergency at work, i promise i’ll make it up to u alright?

You sighed reading that message, Minghao had always been a very caring and loving man but you knew minghao was often very busy, and you have always been patient about it. But today was the last straw.

You thought to yourself, maybe minghao finally made time to spend time with you on this special day, but a part of you also knew you shouldn’t get your hopes too high. You leaned back in ur chair amd looked at that messgae again feeling disappointed and … angry.

you sat on the couch waiting for your husband pissed off.

it was about midnight till he finally arrived home from work. You heard the keypad from outside and the door opening.

The atmosphere was thick with tension. Minghao walked uo to you, saying,

“sorry honey, it was really bust today at work an-“

But before he can continue u snapped, tired and frustrated at his excuses.

“So what if you were busy? Can’t you make some time for your wife on OUR ANNIVERSARY DAY? I have been patient knowing that you will always be busy due to your job but-“

Minghao answered back before you could say anything else,

“I know okay? I know, im sorry?! Like i said i was busy and today was a tiring day. I said i would make uo to you right?? I have-“

“no. Stop, stop saying you will make up for it!! I’ve heard all of it, you keep repeating the same things over and over again, but u never keep your promise!” You shout angrily.

minghao flinched hearing you snap, throughout the whole marriage, never have he seen you this angry.

“baby, im sorry but i have been super busy and u know it! So please understand and-“

“STOPPPP”

He stopped seeing you breaking down into tears. Guilt and concern etched minghaos face when he saw you cry. He rushed to ur side and hugged you tight in his arm. “shhhhhh, im sorry im sorry. i know, i know… im sorry, shhhh…”

he scooped you up and places u on the couch beside him, still hugging you, whispering comforting words to you as u sunggle against his side. Oh how much you missed his hug,

the atmosphere felt like a warm bubble that protected the both you. After awhile your sobs eventually stopped and you fell asleep.

Minghao chuckled feeling ur body relax againts his. You looked so peaceful in your sleep. Minghao kissed the top of your head,adding with a gentle tone,

“good night sweetheart, sleep tight”

nanas love note🫶🏻: FINALLY BACK WITH A NEW ONEE?? my first angst!😖 angst is one of my weaknesses buti wanted try<33 And i definitely wouldn’t be posting this if my biggest Supporter wasnt helping me. @icyy-hoon <33 [ilh so much i swer] anywayss wanted to write minghao to dedicate to my themee<3 anyways not to waste anymore time and i hope you enjoyy<333

Taglist (send ask or comment to in!!): @jakesangel @jaysng @icyy-hoon @amorek1m

[otaku553]

Other than ASL, which characters do you like in One Piece? Whether it’s design, story role, personality etc.

I have SO many favorites in one piece it’s kind of difficult to choose lmao

Storytelling wise, outside of ASL and the main crew, I’ve really enjoyed Bonney and Law! Bonney especially with the recent arc in the manga :’) she’s so loved…….

(We don’t talk about Bonney’s canonical design. Or, at least, I won’t. Also whoops I forgot law’s other knuckle tats,,,, ignore that)

Otherwise I also really enjoy Robin (but I’ve drawn her already for another ask hehe) and Koala? But completely for story reasons. I would say there’s probably not a single female character in one piece whose design I fully enjoy just because at times I am convinced that Oda has never actually seen a woman before. But their stories are so incredibly compelling,,,,,,

Visual design wise I kind of enjoy Koby and Helmeppo and how they’ve changed over time! And I absolutely adore Jinbei and Brook and Chopper! Design wise I actually probably most enjoy brook and jinbei, and maybe post time skip zoro? I just think they’re really neat,,,

OH. AMD GEAR 5TH LUFFY. I CANNOT BELIEVE I ALMOST FORGOT GEAR 5TH LUFFY. that is just. Chefs kiss. EXCELLENT DESIGN

I think probably part of the reason I enjoy sabo so much is that he’s the only character design that just like. Fully appeals to me. Like I love his character design soooo much it is unreal. But also because he’s such a unique design among the characters (being about the only character with as much screentime as he has that dresses up as a noble) it’s difficult for me to find other characters that I enjoy so much visually. As reprehensible as nobles are in the story of one piece, I tend to especially enjoy characters that are more formally dressed,,,, honestly if they extended that sort of aesthetic to the entirety of the revolutionary army I would probably have a lot more favorite characters lmao

[inthedarkshadows000]

SneakPeak#105.......

From the story I might never write

Also inspo here

I missed him... I missed kento sooo damn much. His presence, his smell, his dry humor, the way his lips would quirk up at the edge because no matter how serious he wanted to be, he just couldn't with me, the small ways in which he would make feel like the most important person, all of him.

It could be warning me about a bump in the road while I applied make up in the car or kissing and appreciating my tiniest nail growth because I was finally leaving my habit of biting nails.

However now it all seemed like a far away memory. It had been three weeks since we had spent more an hour or two together, each day.

He had been comimg dead into the night, after I had already dozed off waiting for him. Even in the morning he left in a hurry that being the only time we got together.

But its gonna stop now, because I refuse to let my boyfriend date his work and turn me into a side chic. I will not be out-classed by paperwork.

So I did what any normal person would do, rip every 5th thread of his only suit, rest were at the laundry, that hung in our closet. If he doesn't have clothes, he can't leave.

"Love.... y/n.... Y/N...." I jolted up in my bed when I heard my name. Rubbing my eyes, I suddenly remebered that I had dozed off for th e night, while waiting for him and missed him coming in, again.

"Y/n, ... there is something wrong with my suit, love...... its not suiting....like it should..." I had to control myself to not hug the shit out of him becasue he looked like a golden retriever, with his head tilted and face so confused, as he tried to decifer my his clothes were falling apart.

"I ripped the seams of your suit." I couldn't help but giggle as the breast pocket of his coat fell to the floor.

"You did this?" He raised his head from where he was trying to hold together the end of his left sleeve. His face scrunched up trying to make sense of my motive.

I hummed as I jumped out of the bed, skipping towards him and holding onto both of the forearms ripped the hanging material off.

"The other sets of yours are also away for laundry. Now you'll miss work." I couldn't help but sing song as I twirled around.

"Please excuse my language but how. Can you. Be so. Immature amd irresponsible. I have important meetings y/n, meetings that I cannot afford to miss.-"

"But-"

"No! Are you really so ... so... dumb? Not all of us are kids here! To play a prank like this? Without thinking of consequences-"

"Atleast list-"

"No let me speak, I really thought you were better but no, you are selfish, like everyone else I guess."

The speed with which this escalated gave me a whiplash. One moment I was on cloud nine, planning our day together, the next I was trying not to let my vision get blurry.

"Please stop crying y/n, you need to understand your fault here-" I couldn't take it anymore and quickly went into the closet and pulled out a set of his work attire, very similarto the one he was wearing.

Thrusting it into his chest I let him know that the pair he was currently wearing was from last year, that he had kept aside because he out grew it a little.

"I may be immature Ken but not entirely irresponsible. I am sorry I caused you such inconvenience." I slightly bowed and quickly left him standing there.

I rushed to my car, in my night clothes, and pulled out from the driveway. The entire drive I tried not to let my tears out. Just 10 more mins, just 10 more......

Once I reached the familiar hill top, that was my solace, I couldn't help but break down. His words hurt, I can't defend my actions because maybe it wasn't the best way to get his attention but he had never been so rough with me.

I have pulled shit worse than this and he had never done more than sternly tell me why I was wrong and then kiss the top of my head.

If he had just given me a moment to explain. I would have told him how I had already asked gojo to take over his work schedule for him and managed everything. He had his entire day free today.

Once I calmed down, I leaned back onto the headrest and took deep breaths. Staring blankly at the roof, my mind spiraled to the worst scenario

Maybe he is finally done with me and is just too nice to say it to my face..... no! No that's not my Ken. My Ken is always straight forward and respectful. He'll never degrade me like that on purpose. If he is done, he has the decency to inform his partner.

It must be the stress, maybe if I went back and clarified it with him we could sort it out. With that decided I reached out for my phone from the seat next to me, where I usually kept it, but realised I had left it at home.

Oh god!!! What's the time. If he has reached jjk and met Gojo he would know everything, he is gonna be in so much regret, shit! That white rat can barely keep his own secrets, let alone mine.

Instantly starting my car, I made the most illegal U-turn. Heading first to the house to get my phone and inform gojo to shut his trap in case there was still hope.

Parking in a rush outside my house, I ran to the door and jiggled the door realising it was locked. I had left my keys and my phone inside.

Of course I had, because guess what?! I am freaking irresponsible!!!!! Ughh.

I banged my head against the door as I tried to gather enough courage to go to the school in my current state. With how I have been behaving since morning, I shouldn't even be offended that Ken called me all that.

I couldn't help but chuckle at that and lean my head on the door. Taking a deep breath I decided to finally get a move on but before I could, I left a pair of arms snake around my waist.

His smell registered in my head even before I turned around. "Kenny..-"

"I am sorry, I so sorry love. I-" He was ranting the moment I faced him.

"Ken-" I tried to pull him off of me and make him stand up from the ground but he only shook my hands off and moved back into my abdomen.

"No! You can't leave me. Please, I'll-"

"Nanami kento! You will shut up right this instant or so god help me, I'll duct tape your mouth so hard, even gojo's infinity will not be able to remove it." Finally having enough of him talking over me, I grabbed his hair and made look me in the eye so he knew how serious I was about my threat.

"Stand up!" He quickly nodded and did that, waiting for my next instruction.

"Good, now unlock the door, so we talk about it calmly inside because I am not leaving you. Especially not because of something as stupid as this."

His eyes widened a little as he rubbed the back of his neck, looking a bit lost "Right, right... I...... my keys are in my car, just give me a moment."

And he was off, striding towards his car, which was parked as haphazardly as mine, even more so because he hadn't even bothered to shut his side of the door.

Ten minutes later we were back inside, sitting next to each other, on the sofa, with a cup of warm tea in each of our hands.

"Ken, I am sorry-"

"Love n-"

"Shush. Now you will just sit there, look pretty and listen to me, got it? You have had your share of dialogues, now shush." His cheeks dusted with red as he looked down and gave a tiny, embarrassed nod.

Moving my hand forward, I clasped it over his and brought it close to my lips for a peck.

"Princess, I am genuinely sorry about the prank I pulled. I wanted to gain your attention but I realise that I could have absolutely chosen a better way. It was dumb of me to not have anticipated your stress. Please forgive me."

I looked at him with a hopeful look as I pressed the back of his fingers to the side of my face. However he was shaking his head face and already shifting even closer to me.

"You have nothing to apologise love. I have been so caught up in my work that I have been neglecting you. It's me who is at fault here. You only wanted to spend time with me and I behaved horribly. You even tried to explain but I kept cutting you off. I can't tell you how terrible I feel. It makes my heart hurt. I don't even know what you must be going through. Calling you selfish. I have never behaved like this. I-"

"Shhh... princess calm down. I agree I was hurt but like you said, you have never behaved like this and so I forgive you."I held his face between my palms and made look at me, to make him believe I meant every word.

Once I had his full attention, I couldn't help but add playfully "Anyway believe it or not you weren't very off the mark. I did forget my phone and end up locking myself out of the house, not to mention the condition of my clothes, along with the fact that I am very selfish when it comes to you proves it all right." As I laughed.

"Don't say that, gojo told me about your plan, whatever I said was all extremely inaccurate. Even with my clothes, you were still careful about them. Oh god...I didn't even come after you, how can you even look at me right now." His face scrunched up as he held onto my right hand.

"You are so beautiful Kenny, how can I not look at you. You might strife perfection from yourself princess but you are only human. Learn to give yourself room for mistakes, learn to go as easy on yourself as you do with me. So what if you let your anger slip with me, I let it out on you often because I have faith in you, that you won't leave, give me the same confidence. So what if you ignored me today, you also listen to my endless rants every other day. So what if I bore the brunt of your stress now, when I feel free enough to share mine with you. We are partners Ken. Learn to share, not just the good time but the bad ones too. I won't leave you just because you had a moment of weakness."

Our foreheads were touching, his eyes on mine, watered slightly. I leaned forward to kiss press a soft kiss to his lips.

"Say something pretty." I urged, moving away from his lips.

"You promise you mean that? I have never had someone say something to me like that. I don't want to be a burden on you." His croaky voice broke my heart.

This man, who was always so confidence, so self assured breaking infront of me because of the most basic words. Words every person deserves to hear.

I nodded rapidly "YOU will never ever be a burden to me. You could sit at home, do absolutely nothing but look pretty and you will still never be that. If I have to make you my pretty, little arm candy to make you believe it, I will."

The moment he cracked that adorable smile that was only reserved for me, I knew all was good.

"Please love, you know that's not gonna happen." He rolled his eyes and shifted so he could pull me in his lap.

"Why not? It's always an option. You won't even have too deal with gojo." I gave him my most charming smile.

He snorted snuggling up to me. "That is enticing. Although speaking of gojo, did you really think his idea of prank would go well."

"Yeah.... I should have realized any idea of his would make you react like this, even if I executed them. My bad." I shrugged and nuzzled into the crook of his neck, taking a huge wiff of his cologne, as he laughed.

Oh goooood...... how I missed him. My home.

[skzswife]

My sweet love❤🦊

Jeongin x (f) reader

Summary: Jeongin coming home from tour and going to a small party turns into something more..

Warnings: STRICTLY 18+ soft dom jeongin readers 1st time unprotected sex(be smart please boos) fingering several orgasms cursing i think thats it if I misses smth lemme know❤

It had been 4 years you have been crushing on your brother changbins best friend jeongin and you tried your best to hide the only person who knes was your best friend of 5 years Gina who shared your pain when your brother and jeongin left for tour, you hated the fact that she has been crushing on your big brother since she met him because she never shuts up about him. You watched every concert right after it happend on youtube and completely forgot about when they were coming back until you got a text from your brother..

Binnie🐷

"Where are you Y/N??😒"

Y/N

"What do you mean binnie I'm at home?"

Binnie🐷

"What do you mean you at home!?"

"Your supposed to be at the airport to pick me up!"

Y/N

"Oh shit i forgot I'm sorry!!😅"

Binnie🐷

"Just hurry up idiot😒"

...

You rush to get your purse and get out the door getting in the car and going as fast as you can without breaking laws as you drive your phone rings

*Brringgg bringg* (don't judge me)

You answer "hello?"

"OH MY GOD Y/N YOU WILL NOT BELIEVE THIS!!" You pull your phone away from your ear in pain amd put it on speaker setting it down on the dashboard "I won't believe what Gina?" You hear gina jumping around through the phone "JEONGIN SAID HE COULDN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU!"

You freeze "what!?"

"Platoncially but it still counts right?" You facepalm at her statement "oh my god Gina what dod he say exactly?"

She sighs and continues "he said I cant wait to get home and see my best friend y/n I love you!" You sigh "he was saying I'm his best friend dont get me all exited like that G anyway I gotta go im pulling up to the airport" you hear a defeated "okay bye talk to you later"

You pull and step out walking into the airport and finding your brother you run to greet him with a hug "binnie!! I missed you" "I missed you to ynnie" you jump as from behind you hear "wow not even a hi for me?" You spin around to see jeongin and you find yourself in a trance to how different he look his hair now black and a bit longer and hes a bit taller you get snapped back to reality as your thrown over your brothers shoulder and carried to the car "so is innie riding with us" you ask yohr brother with a wide smile "yeah his ride cancelled last minute its fine yeah?" "Of course it is" you look back at him and find him staring out the window secretly trying to hidw his red cheeks from the nickname

-a week later-

(Changbin decided to drag you to a party with his friends who you get along with easily) Felix is talking about the brownies he made for the occasion and offering them to everyone and minhos giving out drinks you take one of both and upon seeing jeongin with hyunjins friend noona you down half the alcoholic beverage an hour later everyone is at least on their 3rd drink but you are on your 5th not even being able to think straight you are very confused when you wake up on jeongins chest on the couch it turns out you and him were the drunkest and you both passed out on the couch. You have been known to sober up quickly so you grab 2 glasses of water and 2 asprins and wake kver to wake up jeongin only to find him sitting up already. You hand him the water and aspirin and he takes them with a smile already as sober as you

-2 hours later-

You are sitting on the couch at jeongins (where the party was) woth your brother and I.N of course you sitting in the middle watching IT chapter 2 you feel jeongin wrap him arm around your shoulder and squeeze you gently but you brush it of as freindly love wanting it to be more you find yourself snuggling into his chest and you feel his breath hitch your brother emerges from the bathroom and says he has to go but will be back you both nod and wave him goodbye. As soon as the door shuts you are flipped onto your back with jeongin on top of you "I-innie what are you doing?" "Do you think I'm dumb I know you like me" you blush trying to hide your face as I.N grabs your chin and direscts your face towards his you find the courage to close the space and connect your lips your tounge begging for entrance anf he allows it deepening the kiss by arching into him your hear him grunt as you feel his semi against your hip you pull away to whine the words "i-i want you innie" he smirks and practically tears your shirts off staring at your chest like its the most gorgeous thing he's ever seen and to him it was he latches his mouth onto one of the sensitive nubs the other being stimulated by those mesmerising fingers and you let out a small moan as his other hand slides into your shorts toying with your clit which causes you to moan louder "a-ah jeongin right there" he removes his hand and mouth making you whine at the loss of contact only to be silenced by him eating you out like a man who hasn't eaten in months and in minutes you reach your climax coating his face in your cum which he laps up bot letting any go to waste but he doesn't stop instead he keeps going until you cum again seeing whits as your chest heaves up and down relentlessly. He wipes his mouth with the back of his hand and kisses you deeply you moan at the taste of you mixing with the taste of him and suddenly you feel his fingers running along your entrance "w-wait!" He stops immediately worrying he dod something wrong "what happend!?" You look away in embarrassment "i-im a virgin.." He looks at you dumbfounded "o-oh that's fine we'll go slowly if you want to keep going"

"I do I definitely do" he smiles "ok I'm gonna put a finger in ok?" You nod and he slides his middle finger in slowly you wince in pain "focus on me not the pain ok?" You nod as you look at his beautiful face that has nothing but love on it he slides two more fingers in and your eyes clench shut in pain as you wrap your arms around his neck "I said focus on me." He says sternly which turns you on more as you obey him his fingers come out and you whine at the loss of contact but he looks you in the eyes and says

"are you ready" you nod your head quickly and he repositions himself and slides his pants and boxers down and you look in shock as his cock Springs free you lick your lips unintentionally and he Chuckles at you " what's so funny darling" you stutter "n-nothing your just so big how will you fit" he looks at you with a reassuring smile "your already so wet it'll be easy but ill go slow so I don't hurt you" ge lines himself up with your entrace and pokes the tip in as you whine in pain "please just do it fast innie it hurts" he looks at you confused "are you sure angel?" You nod frantically "yes please hurry" with that he shoves himself inside you bottoming out with a deep grunt and tears start streaming for your eyes at the pain "hey its ok" he say rubbing your cheek "now that the painful part is over the fun can start" his loving smile is replaced with a devilish smirk and his eyes filled with lust "get on all fours" you quickly obey and he starts pumping into you slowly picking up the pace and the pain turns to pleasure as he is now going at an unrelenting pace as you are moaning so much you can't breathe "do you like that princess?" You dont respond and he stops abruptly "I asked you a question" "y-yeah" he starts at the same pace he stopped and a few minutes later you suddenly feel that familiar knot in your tummy "i-im gonna c-cum" you manage to put together a barley coherent sentence "then do it" with his word you cum hard on his cock leading to his release as you both ride out your highs after he grabs a rag and cleans you up and carries you bridal style to the bedroom laying you down and plopping beside you holding you close and kissing the top of your head as you drift to sleep "I love you so much my sweet love"

Im sorry this is shit it was rushed and someone asked for jeongin and i tried there will be better ones with love youu

[mihai-florescu]

Can u explain to me the significance of anzu. If u wanna

Signed, someone that only knows of her as the self insert protag and wasn t aware she s somehow very important (i dont go here but i like hearin u talk about it)

Yes! Anzu is a character in her own right with a full backstory that expands beyond enstars actually, in ensemble girls, to the point where it makes me wonder at what point they decided to make enstars to show what she's been up to after leaving kimisaki (the school in engirls. There she is called angie, both angie and anzu are references to the pronounciation of the game titles themselves). She's also the older sister of the protagonist of engirls, a male transfer student from yumenosaki into kimisaki (the plot of engirls takes place in enstars 2 era, so her brother is actually still at yumenosaki during the first year of enstars, he's in the general course though, not the idol one).

The reason Anzu transfered is after a failed revolution she was part of in kimisaki. In that game she is a sort of ghost haunting the narrative, where a lot of characters still mention her (and compare iirc?) to her younger brother. I cant speak much of how this impacts him, ive only read a limited number of engirls stories, mostly ones from before he transferred. Heard the game ends with a timeloop he has to break, so im very curious to one day find a translation for That. So while that's happening over at kimisaki, but let's get back to enstars, where anzu gets another chance at a successful revolution and falls in love with idols in the process. Her presence and trickstars revolution solidifies that things are changing from the war into a hopeful future, the student council arent undefeatable, and there are still new characters that can appear and impact the flow of the story.

When trickstar were broken up by fine she stays and helps in the DDD in a way where, without her, trickstars revolution wouldnt have succeeded. She puts on a mask and joins on stage when the only other member left in the unit was subaru, and the minimum number of people to be qualified to perform is 2. She calls people from her old school in the crowd, amd her brother calls general course students, whose support for her trickstar lead to winning the first live against knights and make way for them to progress to the finals. In the end during the DDD finale it's her vote that makes the difference, going into overtime and making trickstar win. She's a regular person, not a genius, not even an idol, who had impacted the course of events time and time again until the end. She supported Trickstar's revolution, joined them on stage as support, i'd say she is the glue of the unit that helped keep it floating, made it a place to return to. On a grander scale, Anzu is a character who gets a second chance at a successful revolution that ends in happiness, something she had failed at kimisaki. Trickstar are the miracle that changes yumenosaki, but that wouldnt have been possible without anzu's support. Their 5th member.

A critique i see sometimes is that everyone ends up liking her for no reason but...thats not true? Many characters welcome her as a breath of fresh air and a needed new perspective, but others are aprehensive and untrusting in the beginning, it's not like her presence alone magically fixes everything as a deus ex machina or anything, she's actively working hard, to the point where she jeopardizes her own health in the process. And it's also not like she acts the same with all idols either, or doesnt have her own personality and input, she directly impacts their character arcs through her treatment, like in kaoru's case comes to mind first.

This is for ! era at least. I feel more confident talking about that one than !!, where she is part of the P association and experiences hardships and is undermined there, but i am not the person to talk about that as i dont feel like my knowledge of her role there is nearly good enough.

[beepject]

i have like 4 to 5 "fanta" universes. 1st one is the normal one where Dr fizz is divorced amd is a single father. 2nd is fizzjay. 3rd is normal but has zoefizz. 4th is the normal one but the unvitational committee exists and zoetrope is a fucking twitch streamer that fanta loves which causes him to soon fibnd out that Dr fizz is friends with him. 5th is fizzpoint and fanta loves gel pen in a brotherly Way.

and then there's uhh. the zoefizz baby. I never named them wtf. I forgot about them anyway I don't care for zoefizz anymore at this time FIZZPOINT LES GO!!!!!!!!!

[taurus-spacecraft]

i saw you reblogged something about learning random facts and in the tags you mentioned andy warhol? could you please tell me a few things about him? :0 i'm studying him for my art GCSEs lol

YESS

(just note that i dont know all cool facts ab him just the general image for now)

WELL OKAY he was born 1928 and his parents were Austria-Hungary immigrats, hes mum was byzantine catholic and so was he for all his life he went to church almost every Sunday AND HE MEET JOHN PAUL II AND GAVE AUTOGRAPHS TO NUNS WHO WERE THERE

He started as a commercial illustrator theres a video showing technics he used for that , in the late 50s he started painting because he wanted his works to be shown in galleries and he did hes Campbell soup paintings, exhibited them in 1962 and that pretty much made him more known:DThe same year he bought a house and on the 5th floor created the factory decorated all in sliver paint and tin foil. It was relocated a few times but this one is the most famous. I belive most of his polaroids of celebrities were taken there but might be wrong lol. He was super obsessed with celebrities and fame which started when he was a kid and had to stay home for weeks after falling sick with sydenham chorea(it also made his skin and hair lose pigment for the rest of his life) and was collecting photos of celebs and writing to them

In 1968 he was shot by a radical feminist bc she didnt star in one of his films but he made it out alive, he was less social after that and became scared of hospitals. He kept making art, im his signature silk screen printing technic but belived he havent done anything good since the attack:( Also the woman who shot him ended up in a mental hospital, got out and has wrote him letters with pears.

He died basically because of his fear of hospitals he was moving his gallbladder surgery to the point when he actually did it it was very dangerous (and the fact that he was shot beafore and almost died didnt make it easier) he died because of complications after sugery but he did wake up! and made a call, then he suffocate i think

He stored things in boxes. I mean a lot of things. In a lot of boxes. They are called time capsules and im pretty sure they opened all of them, they included toe nails, old food, papers etc really ranodm thngs but his assignment whe help him to make the boxes said he knew exactly where he wanted to put what. So not random after all.

He was also openly gay beafore the gay liberation(he once submitted a series of man nudes to an exhibition but they rejected them and wanted to make a book, named cockbook. No comment needed on that), lived with his mom until he was 42, she moved in with him in NYC when he bought the house i mentioned earlier amd they had 20 cats all named Sam very important information. And he wore wigs, made in italy i think bc we went bald too quickly, he didnt style tehm and once a girl took his wig of and he wrote in his diary that we wanted to push her of balcony for that, i was surprised i was sure it was real hair lol

I CANT THINK OF ANYTHING ELSE TO SAY NOW I HOPE YOU ENJOYED MY MONOLOGUE

[dogstarblues]

okay. bonnet on, in bed. gonna lay down now amd watch drawfee trans rigs the 5th time

[murumokirby360]

My PC Cooling Upgrades Review - Part 2 [first half] (w/ my paper dolls) [Recorded on Jun 9th, 2023]

Hello, June! Here's Part 2 (first half) of "My PC Cooling Upgrades" (featuring my paper dolls). 🙂

And for this part, its time to install these three upgrade items into my custom PC, and hope it'll work! I'm starting off with the brand new Jonsbo CR-1400 CPU cooler fan (with RGB lighting), then the 80mm 12V cooling fan, and the 4-pin fan splitter. 😁🔧

BUT BEFORE THAT, I GOT SOMETHING TO SAY: ✋🛑

Now, you may aware about what happened to my PC, right? I haven't share the details, weeks ago. So, here it goes.

• You see after my revealing three aforementioned items, I returned to my daily computer basis after my sideline for my family's business. I played an online game (which I won't mention the game) for less than an hour. At 3:00PM while I was the middle of the game progress, my monitor screen goes red while my PC desktop still running. 🔴🖥️😧 I don't know what's happening, so I immediately press & hold the power button to shut down my computer. [1st & 2nd Images] And so, It's only a matter of time before I equip these three hardware items to good use, the next day.

I have another spare detail that I will talk about it, in the "second half".

Also, if you haven't seen my previous post(s), then I'll provide these links down below. ↓

• Part 1 [First Half] [Recorded on Jun 9th, 2023]

• Part 1 [Second Half] [Recorded on Jun 9th, 2023]

So, without further ado, let's get started:

My Recorded & Edited Video (using Filmora 9): (pls watch) ↑ 🎦✏️🖥️

• As I said in the intro, I'll go with the brand new Jonsbo CR-1400 first before the rest. So, please watch my 8-minute video, while I'm showing up these photos from below. ↓

3rd to 5th Image(s) ↑:

• [As you've seen in the video] With the Intel/AMD brackets installed the total weight is 452g or 15.9 - 16oz compared to unequipped brackets (from my previous post), which is 425g or 15oz. ⚖️ Please, keep watching my video, so I could save my time. 🙂

6th & 7th Image(s) ↑:

• [As you've seen in the video] Here's what the new CPU cooler fan looks like after a painstaking work of adjustment. And man, me & my paper dolls are sweating, while trying to make a quiet recording as much as possible. 😰 Well, not really because my big bro is watching YT from his laptop, and he's at upstairs.💻🛏️ So, we'll just have to ignore the background noise, though & keep recording. Anyways, we still have two items left, and I have a separate video for another post. 🙂

BTW: During the installation of the backplate, I appreciate the clicking sounds of the adjustment & clinging sounds of the screw holes. Again, if only this backplate was made of metal, but still.

- No final overall thoughts, this time around. Pls proceed to this link → [CLICK ME!] -

Well, that's all for now, if you haven't seen my previous topic, then please [CLICK ME!].

Tagged: @lordromulus90, @bryan360, @carmenramcat, @leapant, @rafacaz4lisam2k4, @paektu, @alexander1301

[ventcode]

hmm, now that I mentioned it, nobody actually knows what happened.. well its gotta go somewhere right? alright, 4th grader Angel loredrop.

this was the instagram one. and thats a huge thing that lasted a good few months amd basically changed the entire course of how i act forever :')

age 10, to download any apps, I had to get parental permission, but me being smart with electronics, I found out how to get certain apps without permission!! I ended up downloading instagram, uh, worst mistake of my life I think

nobody found out somehow until a month or two later, they let me keep it under circumstance, well atleast my mom did, she didn't care at the time, i ended up getting kinda popular on the app? 1000+ followers is alot to me, I haven't gotten more than that anywhere since that time!! (for specifics, this was gacha instagram, 2018-2019.)

but this led to some.. unfortunate things. Due to everything, I was grounded, I took it out on everything, and most of all, everyone I had talked to on there, my "friends" (one which i was.. well.), one had convinced me everything around me was bad and trying to hurt me, and so when "everything was taken from me", I stole any device I could steal in the time (always caught though), I cut my hair on impulse (really badly), I even ran away from home (once again, caught), all because of this stupid internet shit, I blamed everyone else, cause "I was the good guy, I was doing great, what I needed to do!!! everyone else around me is the monster!!!", convinced my own parents just hated me, I remember that day in April when I came home from school, that conversation, and my realizations, what hit, that I was being manipulated, and I was 10, I was still confused, even after all that I was still in denial, I stole another device and did not get any device without intense supervision until like. August, but even then, just a computer wouldn't do anything, this led to my next arc actually, but, leading into 5th grade 2020 arc isn't gonna do shit for this story!!

I've never actually typed this out in full before, but whatever, telling the story doesn't make me majorly uncomfortable anymore.

[gio-dude]

I didn't deduce it independently, I just sat at the front of the class in middle school and still couldn't see and so still wouldn't pay attention and the teacher (this was the worst in math class since it had more space in front of the desks from the board and that teacher personally hated me [still better than 5th grasd teacher shudder]) wouldn't believe me that I couldn't see and so eventually my mother heard after another but of trouble and was like "can you even see the board? You may need glasses" then boom, trees had leaves again.

Bonus story, I got really cold in middle school despite going to school in the desert so in winter I would wear 2 jackets to stay warm, usually a hat as well. This lead to one hilarious time in that math class where I put my head down on the desk to rest (since o couldn't see and it was after lunch and so might as well do something productive with my time) and put on my hoods and hat for warmth/block out the light amd sound. Anywho, math teacher comes by and tells me get up and I don't so eventually he angrily throws back my top hood, only for there to be a second hood, which he then also throws back exasperated, only for there to be a hat and I thinknaat the point the class was laugh and he was fed up (and probably embarrassed thinking back on it) and sent me either to the dean or the hallway which worked fine by me.