#am i supposed to just stop eating?
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Crazy how I can say, "Wow, I remember when this used to cost half this price!" and mean a grocery item from approximately five years ago.
Seriously though, how much longer before we're all on the 1984 cabbage diet?
#these grocery prices are killing me (and I)#I must confess I still believe (still believe)#one day my total won't blow my mind#give me a siiiiiiiign#hit me Orwell one more time#but seriously#am i supposed to just stop eating?#answer me Big Brother#or at least give me a government issued cabbage-based recipe book#food#1984
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Crosshair would def be someone who, despite being lactose intolerant, would order a cheese pizza and then have ice cream for dessert.
#echo: wtf you’re lactose intolerant!#Crosshair: don’t tell me what to do! what am I supposed to do? not eat dairy??#Crosshair later: Echo help I’ve made a horrible mistake#(he will do this again a few days later)#the first few times this happened echo was concerned but now he’s just like *sighs*#Hunter: yeah he does this sometimes he just need to let him and he’ll learn eventually#echo: how’s that working out?#Tech keeps trying to make him drink milk alternatives but the most Crosshair will do is iced vanilla lattes with oat milk#wrecker encourages him and hunter tech and echo are like NO STOP THAT#he’s just like me fr#he’s literally me#star wars tbb#star wars the bad batch#tbb crosshair#the bad batch#tbb headcanons#bad batch headcanon#bad batch headcanons
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today was a successful cat spotting (and petting) day
these are just some of them there were too many
#this is a short path from the train station through the tiny town and to the port that should take about 15 minutes#but as soon as i get to the section that runs between the shore and a small forest i HAVE to stop and pet every single cat i encounter#and there are a LOT of them living there.#and i must pet every single one#basically what should be a 15min bike ride takes me about half an hour and i end up being late#because i’m SUPPOSED to set sail at like 10am but there are just too many kitties#and all of them are asking me to pet them with their eyes and their tiny little noses#so what else am i supposed to do#god i love cats#the best part about life is that sometimes there is a kitty#cat spotting#cats#kitties#stray cats#wild cats#i eat mold#my life#ig#i love sailing i love the sea and i love cats
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So partner and I are nearly done the first season of Arcane
And listen
We all knew Mr Who Needs Therapy When I Can Be Edgy And Menacing With My Robot Eye wasn’t going to suddenly realise the wonders of psychological health and good coping mechanisms just because he’s acquired a sad blue child
He already murdered his bf it’s too late anyway
But post time skip I do think he’s really starting to question that decision, and I think that’s beautiful
Of course, his solution thus far has been “uuuuuh what if we have matching trauma”, and I bet I know how that’s gonna go for him 👀
#league of legends arcane#tbh i thought jinx might be my girl#i’m number 1 harley quinn stan#she’s my baby i adore her it’s why i cosplay ivy#but jinx just… ain’t hitting my buttons?#vi is tho#that’s my babygirl#i too would like to punch my problems#the sad gays are fun too but frankly you cannot tell me victor is more villain than jayce#jayce is a bad and naughty boy and i love that for him#and he’d have such fun in his villain arc#meanwhile i am supposed to believe victor is concerned for his life while he neither eats nor sleeps#like nah bitch if he wanted to live step 1 would be: Take A Fucking Nap#he’s not gonna do that tho that’s sensible and much less villain arcy#victor just wants to magic the world better and stop other people from getting sick#jayce’s moral compass spins more than his magic rocks#fuck divorce arc let them make each other worse together 👀
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I've had only three tablespoons of applesauce and an ibuprofen to eat today and my lower lip is sooo numb
#ok ill try to stop talking abt my teeth now#food mention#im. worried i should tag this w somwthing for eating disorder ? just in case?#i dont have one personally its just hc i was expressly told not to eat anything 8 hrs before the surgery and i havent really been hungry#i only ate the applesauce to take the ibuprofen#ive had some water since the surgery though (i also was not supposed to Drink anything 8 hrs before)#but i am going to have a lovely dinnar of. mashed potato 👍 HEHESJJDJSI
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Me: I'm feeling okay, physical activity will be good for me
*one lame ass yoga attempt later*
My lungs: oh hey! You have a nasty cough now!
My hip: also you're actually 84 years old and I'm going to hurt for a while
#and it was just. yoga. and i didnt even keep up with most of it.#but tbh the guy in the video was doing handstands and i was like. yeah. nope.#when will things that are supposed to fix me stop hurting me lol#so far ive had bad experience with walking and now with exercise#oh. eating has also been bad sometimes! and sleeping sometimes leave me sick#so i guess i have to drink 8l of vodka and smoke a pack of cigarettes all while driving a motorcycle going 200km/h.#ALL WHILE having unprotected sex on it with a complete stranger#i obviously will never do the things mentioned in above two tags and thats why i am a boring loser maybe#either way to boring losers like me! we're valid
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i should stop starting video games so late at night bc now i dont want to sleep <3
#camera talks#just started in stars and time :33#(saw too many mutuals kinda posting about it and also i heard it had time loops <3)#very very fun for me so far i am enjoyinggg <3#this happened to me with strange horticulture the other day tho and i played like. 75% of my playthrough between 9pm-1am so yah#anyways. made more bread after i stopped wallowing#it is currently cooking and im very excited :))#also emailed my boss about the situationn earlier so that was fun /s#wont get to eat it tonight bc i has to cool But !! fresh bread for the morning before my dentist i suppose#still very worried about that ngl.#also have to drive there and then around the 'big city' with my sister#(its the big city to Us. and we have a little bit of school shopping to do cuz we dont go to this city with my nana when she takes us)#but i will go to sleep dw <33 just reluctantly#i love the rock paper scissors thing in isat btw it makes me so happy ngl#also sorry for the number of concerning posts ive had recently btw. ive had a tough august </3#(normally im chill during august idk what happened </33)#i am trying to get better. it will happen eventually
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why's all the colorful stuff always in the kids' options oTL
#just me hi#Whyyy [laying on the ground facing up. hand on your shoe]#I see a thing with colours I like and it's either a) fast fashion garbage that'll break down quick + be incredibly uncomfortable#or b) only goes to size 10 in kids#Must I suffer. Its already hard finding my shoes they're funking Black kdhsvfh#Not only would colours just be nicer to wear they'd also be easier to find <3#And I got the go ahead for multicolour so Whyhuhyhyhhyyyyy lmaoo#And if I get recced another pastel palette I'll explode. It's just not happening. Help kfvsh#It's either pastels or dusty colours I do not vibe with at this time. Or black#And black can be Fine but I don't want black but I also don't want to die immediately walking around and Blaaahh bloooooo ouhrrrr#My mother said this shoe brand she wants me to get shoes from has good colours and I go to check it and you Won't Believe What They Had#I've been SNUBBED#is that the word here? Hang on loll :)#Close enough 👍💥💥#SNUBBED dude. Just awful kfshsh#I don't want neutral colours I am so tired of them lmfhsf#That and pastels. Lord please I am begging for a restraining order against pastels#I had this same problem looking for skates last year whyyyy am I supposed to be beige and faded blue all the time BLAH#//anyway I Did sleep yea :>#I'm also slightly hungry which my explain my renewed issues with this but yk what I think I would had this problem anyway. Peace kfdhshf#At least I can find clothing with patterns and colours i like that happen to be on the same shirt right. Right#Okey I'm gonna stop talking abt it Lmfhsvfhd#//yea I've got some left over energies from last night and a thing I've gotta get on so :3#I think I've figured out my process w/ the tradi inking and then colouring! Went at record speeds last nnnI mean this morning Kfhsvf#Though I have Got to eat before that. Sigh. Sigh. Sighhhh#Life: you get to eat but you also don't have a choice lmao#Same thing with sleep. And baths. Why must good things suck so hard [shaking my fist]#//anyWho I'm going on my way. Onnn my way#Yep. Moving now. As we speak uhh huh#Alright toodles pfsh :>
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we meet on sad occasions, and in happier times
#oc tag#art tag#birthday art. smiles. i dont know if the one i posted 2 years ago is on this blog but. its that time of year again....#(went ahead and temporarily linked the post anyways. just so i feel good about myself ehe)#the one from 2 years ago is a little plain... and i didnt make one for last year. so i had to go a little wild for this one#also obligatory song lyric again. from 'separate lives' by alanparsons project. smiles. i gotta stop smiling idk why i am#also if you care shes supposed to be eating a piece of hazelnut coffee cake. hopefully next time ill make it look better
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it's just interesting that the space she wants clear stays clear while the space i NEED clear always manages to be piled high with her shit
#remy says#I CAN'T JUST GET OUT OF MY WHEELCHAIR TO MOVE SHIT EVERY TIME#STOP DUMPING SHIT ALL OVER THE HOUSE#SHE'S TALKING ABOUT ADDING A RAMP BUT SHE CAN'T EVEN STOP HERSELF FROM ABANDONING HER SHIT IN MY WAY EVERY SINGLE DAY#i came back & the paths i'd cleared & rugs i'd move had not only been put back. but put back in a way that makes it even HARDER#fuck my life i hate living with a hoarder#the only table that wasn't completely unusable she managed to make unusable over the weekend#there is no bench space no dining table no coffee table free of her shit. that was MY ONLY TABLE#how the fuck am i supposed to eat & cook if there is nowhere for me to do thaf#i miss home so badly
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Every now and then I remember the times I would mention to my flatmate that I was thinking of buying myself something reasonably expensive (that I had been eyeing up for months and had budgeted for) and she'd tell me that I shouldn't spend that much money on something I didn't need and it would be stupid etc etc while she regularly impulse bought things that cost at least as much and she would use once (while complaining that she was under a lot of financial stress and couldn't afford <$3/week for 2 months for a rental washing machine when ours broke). She is... perhaps not my first call for financial advice
#like I get that you're financially stressed but also it feels a bit rich to complain about it when you're on student allowance (not loan)#and your parents still contribute to things for you even though allowance is supposed to be for people whose parents can't afford to help#and you get multiple scholarships a year even though you're technically not eligible for half of them anymore but then as soon as the money#comes in from those you spend it all on a brand new dress for your sister's hen's do picnic because you can't wear the same dress as you#will for the actual hen's night or the wedding. Better buy a full price one at an expensive store instead of looking in a single op shop or#borrowing one from one of your three sisters who are all roughly the same size#god life must be so tough for you getting the same amount of money as the rest of us on student loan except you only have to pay back half#like the only money you have to live off is the same as what the rest of us get + scholarships (plural) plus what you earnt in your summer#internship? how could you possibly survive??#anyway I am NOT a fan of people who are like 'oh you say you have no money for rent but you have a phone?' because that's bullshit#and the whole 'millenials need to stop eating avocado toast so they can buy a house' thing is also bullshit#however. If you pay $60/week for a gym when you have access to the free uni one (or any other gym in the country is like $20)#and you buy uber eats multiple times a week for like $30+ each time despite having a premade meal in the fridge. and you get multiple#scholarships which mean you are arguably among the more well off students. AND you impulse buy things that cost over $100 regularly#then maybe the problem is not that you don't have enough money to split the rental costs of a washing machine (<$3 each/week)#maybe you are just bad with money#which is fine like it's not like it's unfixable it's just annoying when you act like you're worse off than people whose only money is what#they get from student loan each week so they eat beans on rice for dinner for a week#because that's all they could afford (yes I know people who did this. Yes she complained more than them)#so no I don't think I'm gonna be taking financial advice from you babes because one of us has entertained the idea of a budget to help with#finances and it's not you xx#(she turned down offers of financial help/advice/books to borrow from multiple people multiple times. I 100% get that you might not want to#talk to people about it especially your friends but we had multiple books on finances lying around the flat which she always said she didn't#need. And then she'd continue to complain that she didn't have enough money#god forbid you suggest something like going to a cheaper gym (or worse. The perfectly fine free uni gym!)#again. Her gym cost $60/week for most of last year until they brought in a student discount which was 'only' $45/week#the next most expensive gym chain I can find costs maybe $30/week for the highest membership level#to get what she was getting she would only need like a $20 membership#BUT to be fair she wouldn't get such strong culty vibes at any other gym#lol anyway sorry for the rant. I could keep going but apparently you can only have 30 tags and this is the last one
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I Am Going To Lose My Shit :)
#froggie personal#yall tell me why I feel like shit rn#the POTS is handing my ass to me today#I felt like shit yesterday too but I foolishly thought that it was a one-off day#like I need to eat something cause my stupid ass PMS symptoms are making me hungry#which in turn makes my POTS flare up#but I'm also nauseous so I don't wanna eat cause throwing up is a No#and at work some mom complained to my boss (I teach swim lessons) cause I couldn't work with her kid very much#like I'm sorry that another parent came in with their kid WHEN THEY WEREN'T SUPPOSED TO#AND HAD US TAKE HIM SO WE COULDN'T WORK WITH EVERYONE THE ENYIRE TIME#and your kid almost had a meltdown when you tried to out her in the water so pardon me-#-I didn't want to be a random stranger that dragged her into deep water and made her freak out#like jesus christ the kid is 2 I'm sorry that I didn't want to scare her away from the water but she's literally a toddler#and holy shit why am I so tired I've done legitimately nothing today#like I slept until 10 and conveniently missed my morning practice#only worked for an hour and emptied the damn dish washer#why did I have to lay down for an hour after work and now lay down again#and to top it all off my skin is acting up because of course it is#so now it's both dry as shit and super itchy#please I just need the shit to stop for a little bit
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Saw your post on potatoes and honestly you are so right, eggs potatoes and cheese are the foundation of every single depression meal possible and more, you have probably never said something so true in your life I hope this doesn't affect you long term sorry
idk what post this is abt but im gonna assume this is about my answer to the vegetable poll and you are SO right potatoes and eggs are THE BEST and honestly also pretty easy to cook too and i just fucking love potatoes
#also there was this one time#i went to see a doctor#who told me#that i should stop eating meat bc humans are not meant to eat meat (?) and reduce rice and potatoes to like twice a month#and apparently#i looked so heartbroken#that my mom decided it'd be best for us to just leave#in my defence tho im assames tf am i suppose to eat if not rice meat and potatoes
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#ok i'm going to complain of an extremely petty thing#but i'ts eating me inside and i need to get it out without ruining my brother's day#he passed his last exam today he finished uni today and we're all very excited and happy for him he deserves it i love him#my aunt and a friend of her are coming to my house with food to celebrate this achievement#a lovely thing for them to do#my mom hasn't stopped saying how happy she is that he finished and passed all exams and she's proud and excited#all valid feelings ofc#there's special food for a special celebration for how special is my brother for finishing his studies#cute and fun#and i'm supposed to be the same level of hype (which i am don't get me wrong this IS exciting)#but here's the thing#i don't think ANYONE in my entire family has ever said ANYTHING about the fact that i graduated my university in 2018...#and they know... today in fact my aunt literally told me she didn't even know when i graduated#and listen i know this is petty and i don't want them to do a big thing that would be in fact annoying for me#but like... i can't help but think this is because what i studied was art and my brother studied programming...#you know a Proper Respectable Smart Career#while i'm here just doing silly drawings and starving to death like all artists...#i'm literally working on my field!#and i'm upset although i shouldn't be because it's stupid and the alternative would be them doing a big celebration for me#WHICH I DON'T WANT!!#so this whole rant is useless and stupid...#anyways i'm SO FUCKING PROUD OF MY BROTHER! he struggled so much with this degree and he's finally done :')#i'm getting him a present skjfsd#ok that's it#i'm done thanks for reading ksjdfhgdf#i had to say it here cause obviously i can't say any of this out loud lol#it's not only a dick move but also embarrassing af kdfjhfg#angel talks#personal
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going to go lie in some grass and scream into the dirt or smth and see if things are a little better after that
#nothing like waking up at 6am to study for an exam that you are unbelievably fucked for and then getting a call an hour before said exam#to find out that a friend of yours is missing. bc. that’s. so .#and i’m not even in the same fucking county. what am i supposed to do about this#and i was told by a mutual person who i am no longer friends with bc of a falling out that was similiar to this lmao and woah#idk if u’ve ever answered a phone at 11am on 2 hours sleep. half high from exhaustion. 2 a person talkin to you with Hate in their voice#but it’s wild#if i ever die from a curse or smth it’s bc of her#i am so v bad with not being able to do nothing and i can feel myself shutting down and can and don’t want to do anything to stop it#just got to get through these exams and hope that she’s found and ok. i just. idk. i’m just tired and i want to hug her and have her tell me#about her gf who i find so annoying but she loves and steal her socks bc they have cool designs and watch spiderman like we’re 15 again#three days. three fucking days she’s been gone and no one told me#i want to not have to miss ppl. i want to not have to do another reading in a church. i want to refuse to eat her terrible baking. i want to#listen to her tell me everything i do wrong in life even tho that’s kind of awful. i want to sleep. i want. i want#ignore this i just needed to get it out so i didn’t give out to ppl where it wouldn’t do any good#at least i found out what was being hidden from me lol#delete later
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it's a little bit funny that i have such high stress levels that it's affecting my physical health in multiple ways to the point doctors keep insisting that i need to remove stress factors from my life but . i have nothing to remove. what do i do now
#no job no school no commitments or responsibilities#I'm just naturally stressed all the time <3 it's my default state#(i am simply stressed about the most basic things required to live like eating and sleeping etc.)#(unironically the only solution to my problems is death. I'm not just saying that. it is literally the only thing that can help me)#(not even saying that in a suicidal way this time it really is just an objective truth)#(life itself causes me stress -> stress gives me health issues -> stress + health issues caused by it make life even harder and so forth)#(it's kind of a cycle i have no way to break out of bc well. how am i supposed to stop being stressed if being alive stresses me out.)#vent#i guess??????
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