#am i overreacting?? maybe!!
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everyone shut up i need to tell suzanne collins directly that the only part of 'the ballad of songbirds and snakes' that got an actual extended period of laughter in my theatre was the "tuberculosis on legs" joke, a joke made at the expense of a young, suffering, dying, sick tribute as she's about to accidentally ingest poison and kill herself because she's so thirsty and sees water and thinks it will make her feel better. this girl who's so sick because of the living conditions in her district, who was doomed as soon as her name was called, who was probably just so relieved to see an un-smashed bottle of water she didn't think anything of it, too exhausted and dehydrated to think anything of it.
a joke made by the capitol host of the hunger games to try and make capitol citizens laugh and make the horrific things happening in the arena better tv because they already don't see the tributes as people who have lives and who matter and maybe we're so close to her dystopia that we can actually fucking taste it
#am i overreacting?? maybe!!#did it make me feel ill? absolutely#like i got chills in the bad way WHY WERE THEY LAUGHING AT HER SUFFERING#that was someone's child! who a man just made fun of on national tv AS SHE WAS ABOUT TO DIE. and you're LAUGHING WITH HIM???????#SHE WAS ABOUT TO DIE AND THEY WERE LAUGHING MORE THAN THEY HAD THE ENTIRE REST OF THE MOVIE#MORE THAN WHEN SEJANUS ROASTED HIS ASSHOLE CLASSMATES#anyways i clearly have so many thoughts about people laughing at lucky's jokes#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#the ballad of songbirds and snakes movie#tbosas movie#tbosas#tbosas spoilers#the ballad of songbirds and snakes spoilers#the hunger games
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another note on the premise of dot and bubble being a bait and switch: the black mirror episode nosedive (one of my favorite tv stories ever) has a protagonist named lacey pound, who is a young white woman with bangs. dot and bubble features lindy pepper, who is also a young white woman with bangs. both episodes include pastel colored and highly stylized clothing and environments. nosedive constructs a powerful satirical critique of influencer culture and social media; but in dot and bubbleās case, the criticism is a shallow and gimmicky imitation.
the point of dot and bubble is for you to expect a nosedive and a lacey poundābut instead you get an actual fucking white supremacist. and that is what the episode is really trying to say. whether youāre a person of color or not, whether you had any suspicion about the lack of poc in the utopia or the way lindy treated the doctor and ruby, you are forced by that ending to reckon with the complete dissolution of the story you expected to experience. and i am white! so i donāt want to assume the experiences of people of color. but i do have to wonder if that dissolution is even just a fraction of the betrayal so many people of color could have felt, how ncuti gatwa could have felt, how freema agyeman could have felt, when the fandom suddenly decided that their stories werenāt worth their respect or attention.
#doctor who#dw spoilers#doctor who spoilers#dot and bubble#am i overreacting? or reading too much into it? maybe#but idk. seeing this episode and then the response to it has set me off#i want it to be discussed for what it actually is.#maybe iām incorrect about what it is because iām not the writer or a poc#but still. discussion is good.#black mirror
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someone reposted my art on twitter and got 2k likes without crediting me at all ?! help what do I do
do I report them ?! do I dm them what
#this wouldve been fine if they credited me at least cuz i dont post on twitter#feel free to repost my art WITH CREDIT and specify it isnt yours on sites im not on#but no credit ?? whats worse is that they got 2k likes so all that recognition went to them :(#am i overreacting?#maybe im missing some context idkkk i never had this happen before especially not in the rw fandom#pls dont harass them#rain world#image post#text post
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am i tripping, or is this the VERY FIRST TIME anya called damian by his name? š
#i was so shocked?#like wdym dAMIAN? that's his government name!!#also i knew the chapter was gonna be abt becky! it was so cute i loved it#spy x family#sxf#spy x family spoilers#spy x family chapter 96.1#spy x family 96.1#spy x fam short mission#sxf 96.1#anya forger#becky blackbell#damianya#am i overreacting? maybe.
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Iām nawt gonna lie gang, with the day Iāve had today I realized I should stand up for myself against stuff thatās making me upset because Iāve had enough of not being joyous so im addressing it
I said before that I donāt mind if people draw inspiration from my infected design, but there has been a lot of times (so many today of all days of course) where it really is just my design and yes I am flattered but please, please credit me
I came up with the design as a whole on my own, based entirely on āoh that would be kinda coolā in my head, and when I first started drawing it I didnāt really see anyone else drawing rlly anything similar to my design at all so I mean.. I dunno man I kinda would like credit maybe please
adding on to part of the reason why im doin this cuz now im seeing other people given credits and itās like hm ok š®š
Itās been happening for nearly every single fandom Iāve been in now and itās like errr okā¦
#I dunno like I said terrible week and today has really just made it all worse#so maybe im just overreacting here but I am upset and#I think I should respect my feelings and then like do stuff about it#I DONT KNOW MAN MAYBE THIS IS SELF CENTERED#THEN IM GONNA BE EVIL AND SELF CENTERED I LOVE MYSELF#whatever
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geesussss can my brain chill out maybe like at this point people arent even doing anything im pretty sure its just pretending something is off so i can start panicking about if someone hates me and im not enough and they will leave and i am the worst person ever because of this. why. dude. please. nothing happened. why do you even do this. and worse why the fuck do i still believe you every time no matter what
#come on man theyre probabaly like. tired. or stressed. people are a little off sometimes this is normal. what is wrong with you#i cant even tell if anything i think is happening is real at this point are they talking to me less or am i just being more ofa needy bitch#like. i know my brain is probably overreacting but i still believe it for some reason? hard to explain my stuff works wrong and its confusin#i hate this#i feel bad asking for reassurance too#i shouldnt need that i should be able to just beleive people care about me#its not like im not being told that im loved or anything its just that its somehow still not enough#and i get anxious every time i get a text because what if this is finally it maybe they have decided they hate me#maybe i said something wrong?
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this guy is honestly making me question too much shit
bc there's no way in hell is just that nice, right?
at this point either: 1. he's being this nice and kind bc he has a crush on me, 2. he's honestly that nice, which will make me have a crush on him, bc omg. he's just the nicest person ever
#aj rambles#sorry but this guy is making me so confused#especially since i was having an āam i even attracted to guysā phase - which is not helping this situation at all......#but like ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh#context if you're nosy: i sent an email to all students on my department with a forms to see if anyone could help in the data acquisition#but like this procedure takes an hour - i said so in the email - so i thought no one would be interested#and he just volunteered?? in the forms?? didn't even tell M - who introduced us - to ask me about it. no he volunteered as if he is actuall#interested in this#which i know he isn't bc i talk to him LOL#and like he does stuff like this all the time. like talk to me if he sees me alone - not just hi - he actually asks about stuff#he's watching an anime bc i recommended it to him. stuff like that#but maybe he's just that nice.#he also talks to my other girl friends like this ig#but we have more *moments* like once we seated together gossiping about his bff's love life LOL#idk#again maybe he's that nice. but then bad new's for my heart bc that is just the sweetest thing#ALSO HE'S SHY!!!!! LIKE BLACK CAT ENERGY!! IM A SUCKER FOR THAT#Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#anyways omg im so sorry for this rant. this makes me think im overreacting#but idc
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If you know me, I'm not trans. For my safety, I'm not trans. Nor have I ever been. I feel so unsafe in my own country for being a disabled (not) trans hispanic person. I'm going to keep living but I do not hold any respect for my country.
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I finally finished watching Tower of god (the first season) and I was expecting that I would hate Rachel despite what people were saying about her. I mean like she was in the list of the most hated characters in anime but I don't really see it? Why? Because she pushed Bam ? Not gonna lie that scene gave me goosebumps.
I mean like I get it she betrayed him and she was even lying to him but I was expecting something way more. Like example laugh to his face or I don't know stab him perhaps but she didn't. People be really putting her in the same place as Bitch from The Rising of the Shield hero. The disrespect...I think Rachel is simply great villain to the story
#sometimes anime fans are overreacting way too much#I could see everywhere only the bad comments about her like she is the worst š”#I don't know... maybe it depends on the age since I can imagine some kids hating her#and I am not trying to say I hate Bam in fact I love him#and now I see the motherfuckers released another season which I thought will never be here... great... another thing to watch#tower of god#rachel
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i think about this a lotā¦,.,most of my thayne / seabury posts barely get any notes but whenever other people draw him they get way more attention and itās frustrating me!!!! what must i do to get the tumblrpeopleās approval šš
#do people just not like my art idk#it bothers me . so much#maybe im just not as popular here as i am on pinterest / youtube and im just not used to my posts not doing well???#<- (that kind of sounds like im gloating im sorry)#watch this get like three notes at most#yall donāt appreciate him like i do š#thayne jasperson#samuel seabury#hamilton musical#hamilton#im going back to pinterest smh /hj#or maybe im just overreacting to all of this (i get jealous way to easily you guys)#yells so loud
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'...you know jokes like those actually hurt me, right?'
"who said I was joking?"
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#vent#personal#delete later#so um#i don't talk with my family about stuff often cuz#they don't really listen#it's#they always think I'm putting on airs or acting when I say something#i mean#it's not#i don't really know whether or not i actually have a problem#but sometimes i check over my behavior and#some of it doesn't seem normal?#i mean i don't know i'm not an expert and my opinion doesn't mean much but#it just doesnt seem like something we're supposed to experience#so i'll tell them sometimes#well actually i've told them multiple times that i feel like something isn't right#i mean we told them about our back and leg pain maybe 3 years ago?#that wasn't taken seriously#even when i fell the first time it wasn't taken seriously#it took me actually breaking down and crying to miss a singular day of school#mentally speaking i think i might have something going on#i mean i've told my brother that i might have depression and#he just brushes it off and jokes about it#we get home and tell him we've had a bad day and he'll joke about how the m22's there for me and its#it really hurts but no one takes me seriously and i don't know if we're overreacting or if there's genuinely something wrong#in april the thing with my legs happened again and the next day i was told that i was fine and that i needed to go back to school and#And that's not wrong i've never missed school i don't miss school even when i am sick i take a day off and bounce right back but#It kind of feels like they donāt take me seriously?#this is stupid sorry iāll take this down later
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his politics is so fucking surface level and we all fucking knew this but stillā¦ the real celebs are the ones questioning and calling out genocide enablers like joe bidenā¦ not happily shaking hands with him despite everything thatās going on.
#some people might not think this is a big deal#and i know we KNEWWW this man didnāt give a fuck about Palestine šµšø#but we hoped right??? like a little bit that maybe he cared despite being silent#well this me rn: š¤”š¤”š¤”š¤”š¤”#bc ofc he doesnāt#shaking hands and smiling with biden wtfffff#I really cannot#AND I KNEWWWW WE KNEWWW Iām sure weāve discussed his damn surface level politics on here before#so i feel doubly like š¤”š¤”#idk am I overreacting?? no one else seems to care
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. not snz
on healing and on fear (tags)
#(typed this up at 3am and scheduling for later) no one needs to read this š#today i went back to the site where i got injured back in may to partake in a sport which i haven't touched at all since the injury#and i think what struck me was the realization that#i don't know if i'll ever be able to stop being scared again :')#for a time climbing was very special to me...#it was one of the only ways i could feel myself improving so tangibly when improvement is usually so difficult to track#i liked seeing myself get better at something š i liked going with friends and puzzling over the same problems... i liked having something#to look forward to after work. and perhaps having something to look forward to sounds simple... but for me it meant so much :')#for the first couple months after the injury i couldn't wait to get back into it#and then one day i woke up and i was just afraid#the fear feels so much more tangible now that i know i am not overreacting... it's awful knowing that in a way i was right to be afraid#i always knew there were risks associated; i have always been cautious#but i had just been starting to learn to be braver š#and fuck... today i stood there and looked at the wall and thought. how can i ever not be afraid again?#how can i go back to how things were before? when i loved this? when i could tell myself that - despite the fear - it was meaningful to try#i wanted to come away with the takeaway that i could take things slowly and get back into climbing - maybe precisely because#i remember so keenly how i loved it - but how could it ever be the same?#š i know this is just part of growing up but#in some ways i am tired of growing up... :') in some ways i just want that joy as it was then#delete later probably#i suppose i haven't lost anything but typing this made me sob for something i couldn't quite name
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THE VISCERAL REACTION I HAD WHEN I HEARD IT?????
EXCUSE ME???!!! THAT SONG DOES NOT BELONG TO YOU!!!!
THAT SONG BELONGS TO SUMMER OF 2022 AND TO MY BELOVED KP COUPLES.
THE AUDACITY
WHO THOUGHT THAT WAS A GOOD IDEA????
WRITE YOUR OWN FUCKING SONGS
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š¤ thoughts: is it normal for friends to kind of ~disappear after getting together with someone and is it normal to feel sad about it
#ive been wondering this for a while bc one of my super close friends has been dating this girl for like 4 months atp#and since then i think our communication has gone down by a lot ajsbsf#for context this guy is rlly good friends with me and my bf!! he and my bf go waay back since they were 5 š#and he and i trauma bonded in hs LOL which is why we're so close#he's at the level of like. he could be my maid of honour in my wedding š like i would put him there along w my bsf#bc next to my bf i think they're the next 2 people who know me best š but my bf also wants him as a groomsman š#and i think ive honestly witnessed him at the lowest points of his life hsbfsdf#there was one time we came from a night out with friends and when he dropped me home he had to park outside my house for a bit#bc he was having a full on breakdown and didn't want to go home yet š#i think ive witnessed him at many stages of his life basically sdfbsjdf#and i mean im not rlly taking it personally that he isnt talking to us as much cos i respect the whole new relationship phase#i also wouldnt want to cause problems or make his girl see me as a threat or smth š so taking a step back a bit was a given#but my bf is fr getting sad abt it and honestly i am too a lil bit š cos where is our friend š#i talked so much again#anyway what are some thoughts on this im curious#maybe im also just overreacting
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No. No no no no absolutely hell no.
(Diane Duane this is about tumblr not you youāre great)
Apparently tumblr has decided to give us note previews at the bottom of posts now and I hate it. Partly itās annoying; if I wanted to see notes and replies I would click on the notes! The buttonās right there! It takes an extra 0.2 second! This just clutters up the post layout without adding any functionality. But itās also terrifying, because it is once again trying to make tumblr like other social media.
Itās trying to say āhere is this Cool Thing (in our algorithmically-informed view). You donāt think/know yet you want to look at this Cool Thing but we know you want to look at this Cool Thing, because we know better than you what you should be looking at.ā
See, this note is not the most recent note by a long shot, but it is by dduane/Diane Duane, who has been on tumblr a long time, pops up fairly regularly in the Star Trek fandom, and has written actual official Trek novels (among many other things). Sheās probably the most āfamousā note on this post (or what passes for famous/popular on tumblr). Iām guessing itās not a coincidence hers was the note featured.
A quick look through the ātumblr updateā tag shows people are also having issues like seeing terf comments previewed even though thatās the sort of content theyĀ would never willingly look at.
@staff @supportā @wipā no thank you. Weāre all still here because tumblr is the one social media that lets us choose what we see, not the algorithm. Get rid of note previews or give us a switch to turn them off. We donāt want them here.
#tumblr#tumblr update#view this note#note preview#note previews#nova actually posts stuff#am i overreacting? maybe#but this feels like staff testing algorithm-ing and if we don't shut down the little things then one day we get an update with#based on your likes and for you and in your orbit all switched on permanently y'know?#every time tumblr tries this we gotta make it clear we like tumblr the way it is#(nothing against the people who actually /do/ like note previews i just have not actually seen any yet)#(the reactions i've seen have all been either indifference or burn it with fire)
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