#am i overreacting?? maybe!!
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everyone shut up i need to tell suzanne collins directly that the only part of 'the ballad of songbirds and snakes' that got an actual extended period of laughter in my theatre was the "tuberculosis on legs" joke, a joke made at the expense of a young, suffering, dying, sick tribute as she's about to accidentally ingest poison and kill herself because she's so thirsty and sees water and thinks it will make her feel better. this girl who's so sick because of the living conditions in her district, who was doomed as soon as her name was called, who was probably just so relieved to see an un-smashed bottle of water she didn't think anything of it, too exhausted and dehydrated to think anything of it.
a joke made by the capitol host of the hunger games to try and make capitol citizens laugh and make the horrific things happening in the arena better tv because they already don't see the tributes as people who have lives and who matter and maybe we're so close to her dystopia that we can actually fucking taste it
#am i overreacting?? maybe!!#did it make me feel ill? absolutely#like i got chills in the bad way WHY WERE THEY LAUGHING AT HER SUFFERING#that was someone's child! who a man just made fun of on national tv AS SHE WAS ABOUT TO DIE. and you're LAUGHING WITH HIM???????#SHE WAS ABOUT TO DIE AND THEY WERE LAUGHING MORE THAN THEY HAD THE ENTIRE REST OF THE MOVIE#MORE THAN WHEN SEJANUS ROASTED HIS ASSHOLE CLASSMATES#anyways i clearly have so many thoughts about people laughing at lucky's jokes#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#the ballad of songbirds and snakes movie#tbosas movie#tbosas#tbosas spoilers#the ballad of songbirds and snakes spoilers#the hunger games
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another note on the premise of dot and bubble being a bait and switch: the black mirror episode nosedive (one of my favorite tv stories ever) has a protagonist named lacey pound, who is a young white woman with bangs. dot and bubble features lindy pepper, who is also a young white woman with bangs. both episodes include pastel colored and highly stylized clothing and environments. nosedive constructs a powerful satirical critique of influencer culture and social media; but in dot and bubble’s case, the criticism is a shallow and gimmicky imitation.
the point of dot and bubble is for you to expect a nosedive and a lacey pound—but instead you get an actual fucking white supremacist. and that is what the episode is really trying to say. whether you’re a person of color or not, whether you had any suspicion about the lack of poc in the utopia or the way lindy treated the doctor and ruby, you are forced by that ending to reckon with the complete dissolution of the story you expected to experience. and i am white! so i don’t want to assume the experiences of people of color. but i do have to wonder if that dissolution is even just a fraction of the betrayal so many people of color could have felt, how ncuti gatwa could have felt, how freema agyeman could have felt, when the fandom suddenly decided that their stories weren’t worth their respect or attention.
#doctor who#dw spoilers#doctor who spoilers#dot and bubble#am i overreacting? or reading too much into it? maybe#but idk. seeing this episode and then the response to it has set me off#i want it to be discussed for what it actually is.#maybe i’m incorrect about what it is because i’m not the writer or a poc#but still. discussion is good.#black mirror
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Today's fic snippet is from the QuinFox Rebellion AU again. It's a good palette cleanser to work on when I need something lighter <3
Luke is rambling on, some story about a time he got jumped back on Tatooine. "…and then Mr. Glory told me to run home so he could close up the bar, but I knew he was really gonna go throw the body in the Sarlaac pit—that's what you do, you know. I offered to help, but he was an old soldier from the wars and said he could do it himself. I think he was friends with Ben?" Fox's head whips up from where he'd been dozing against Quin's shoulder, the Jedi tensing slightly in response. "Mr. Glory?" "Yeah!" Luke replies, sunshiny as ever. "Weird name, but half the names on Tatooine are fake and a lot weirder. He actually looked kinda like you, General Fox. But he had a nasty scar around his eye—shrapnel, I guess—and a weird mustache—" That motherfucker—
#cody (trying to hunt down luke): i feel a sudden sense of dread. weird.#fox (did not know cody was alive): I Am Going To Turn Him Into Shoes#quin: maybe that's an overreaction babe.#mustache cody my beloved <3#luke skywalker#commander fox#fic snippet#rebellion-era quinfox fic
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someone reposted my art on twitter and got 2k likes without crediting me at all ?! help what do I do
do I report them ?! do I dm them what
#this wouldve been fine if they credited me at least cuz i dont post on twitter#feel free to repost my art WITH CREDIT and specify it isnt yours on sites im not on#but no credit ?? whats worse is that they got 2k likes so all that recognition went to them :(#am i overreacting?#maybe im missing some context idkkk i never had this happen before especially not in the rw fandom#pls dont harass them#rain world#image post#text post
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am i tripping, or is this the VERY FIRST TIME anya called damian by his name? 😭
#i was so shocked?#like wdym dAMIAN? that's his government name!!#also i knew the chapter was gonna be abt becky! it was so cute i loved it#spy x family#sxf#spy x family spoilers#spy x family chapter 96.1#spy x family 96.1#spy x fam short mission#sxf 96.1#anya forger#becky blackbell#damianya#am i overreacting? maybe.
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I’m nawt gonna lie gang, with the day I’ve had today I realized I should stand up for myself against stuff that’s making me upset because I’ve had enough of not being joyous so im addressing it
I said before that I don’t mind if people draw inspiration from my infected design, but there has been a lot of times (so many today of all days of course) where it really is just my design and yes I am flattered but please, please credit me
I came up with the design as a whole on my own, based entirely on “oh that would be kinda cool” in my head, and when I first started drawing it I didn’t really see anyone else drawing rlly anything similar to my design at all so I mean.. I dunno man I kinda would like credit maybe please
adding on to part of the reason why im doin this cuz now im seeing other people given credits and it’s like hm ok 😮😕
It’s been happening for nearly every single fandom I’ve been in now and it’s like errr ok…
#I dunno like I said terrible week and today has really just made it all worse#so maybe im just overreacting here but I am upset and#I think I should respect my feelings and then like do stuff about it#I DONT KNOW MAN MAYBE THIS IS SELF CENTERED#THEN IM GONNA BE EVIL AND SELF CENTERED I LOVE MYSELF#whatever
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I was rewatching the first two episodes of the chuunin exam arc and you know when naruto and sasuke are pissed bc they're embarrassed about what happened between them in the land of waves? after that scene naruto starts thinking about how he must beat sasuke and prove how cool and strong he is, and I'm not saying that it's what has actually happened (especially because there's a time-gap between the two moments as they were waiting for kakashi) and I know I'm biased but it kind of looked like he was actually deflecting? in the sense that he's too young to delve into his feelings and question why he feels embarrassed, and instead of doing that he pushes aside his emotions and gets back to what he's used to (seeing sasuke as a rival) or turns the discomfort he feels into bitterness/rivalry...
(he's never beating the repressed allegations 😭)
#sasunaru#narusasu#sns#the thing is that naruto looks so angry because sasuke always overshadows him during combat and he's so adamant about beating him but#during the previous arc naruto actually awakened his kyuubi powers so idk it seemed kind of a overreaction imo??#so it made me feel like that there was maybe something else going on?#am i reaching too much?#naruto#susy.txt
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geesussss can my brain chill out maybe like at this point people arent even doing anything im pretty sure its just pretending something is off so i can start panicking about if someone hates me and im not enough and they will leave and i am the worst person ever because of this. why. dude. please. nothing happened. why do you even do this. and worse why the fuck do i still believe you every time no matter what
#come on man theyre probabaly like. tired. or stressed. people are a little off sometimes this is normal. what is wrong with you#i cant even tell if anything i think is happening is real at this point are they talking to me less or am i just being more ofa needy bitch#like. i know my brain is probably overreacting but i still believe it for some reason? hard to explain my stuff works wrong and its confusin#i hate this#i feel bad asking for reassurance too#i shouldnt need that i should be able to just beleive people care about me#its not like im not being told that im loved or anything its just that its somehow still not enough#and i get anxious every time i get a text because what if this is finally it maybe they have decided they hate me#maybe i said something wrong?
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this guy is honestly making me question too much shit
bc there's no way in hell is just that nice, right?
at this point either: 1. he's being this nice and kind bc he has a crush on me, 2. he's honestly that nice, which will make me have a crush on him, bc omg. he's just the nicest person ever
#aj rambles#sorry but this guy is making me so confused#especially since i was having an “am i even attracted to guys” phase - which is not helping this situation at all......#but like ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh#context if you're nosy: i sent an email to all students on my department with a forms to see if anyone could help in the data acquisition#but like this procedure takes an hour - i said so in the email - so i thought no one would be interested#and he just volunteered?? in the forms?? didn't even tell M - who introduced us - to ask me about it. no he volunteered as if he is actuall#interested in this#which i know he isn't bc i talk to him LOL#and like he does stuff like this all the time. like talk to me if he sees me alone - not just hi - he actually asks about stuff#he's watching an anime bc i recommended it to him. stuff like that#but maybe he's just that nice.#he also talks to my other girl friends like this ig#but we have more *moments* like once we seated together gossiping about his bff's love life LOL#idk#again maybe he's that nice. but then bad new's for my heart bc that is just the sweetest thing#ALSO HE'S SHY!!!!! LIKE BLACK CAT ENERGY!! IM A SUCKER FOR THAT#Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#anyways omg im so sorry for this rant. this makes me think im overreacting#but idc
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If you know me, I'm not trans. For my safety, I'm not trans. Nor have I ever been. I feel so unsafe in my own country for being a disabled (not) trans hispanic person. I'm going to keep living but I do not hold any respect for my country.
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I finally finished watching Tower of god (the first season) and I was expecting that I would hate Rachel despite what people were saying about her. I mean like she was in the list of the most hated characters in anime but I don't really see it? Why? Because she pushed Bam ? Not gonna lie that scene gave me goosebumps.
I mean like I get it she betrayed him and she was even lying to him but I was expecting something way more. Like example laugh to his face or I don't know stab him perhaps but she didn't. People be really putting her in the same place as Bitch from The Rising of the Shield hero. The disrespect...I think Rachel is simply great villain to the story
#sometimes anime fans are overreacting way too much#I could see everywhere only the bad comments about her like she is the worst 😡#I don't know... maybe it depends on the age since I can imagine some kids hating her#and I am not trying to say I hate Bam in fact I love him#and now I see the motherfuckers released another season which I thought will never be here... great... another thing to watch#tower of god#rachel
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STOP TAGGING PWP AND FILTHY DIRTY FREAKY SMUT AS FLUFF AND ANGST STOP IT I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE
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i think about this a lot…,.,most of my thayne / seabury posts barely get any notes but whenever other people draw him they get way more attention and it’s frustrating me!!!! what must i do to get the tumblrpeople’s approval 😓😓
#do people just not like my art idk#it bothers me . so much#maybe im just not as popular here as i am on pinterest / youtube and im just not used to my posts not doing well???#<- (that kind of sounds like im gloating im sorry)#watch this get like three notes at most#yall don’t appreciate him like i do 😞#thayne jasperson#samuel seabury#hamilton musical#hamilton#im going back to pinterest smh /hj#or maybe im just overreacting to all of this (i get jealous way to easily you guys)#yells so loud
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'...you know jokes like those actually hurt me, right?'
"who said I was joking?"
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#vent#personal#delete later#so um#i don't talk with my family about stuff often cuz#they don't really listen#it's#they always think I'm putting on airs or acting when I say something#i mean#it's not#i don't really know whether or not i actually have a problem#but sometimes i check over my behavior and#some of it doesn't seem normal?#i mean i don't know i'm not an expert and my opinion doesn't mean much but#it just doesnt seem like something we're supposed to experience#so i'll tell them sometimes#well actually i've told them multiple times that i feel like something isn't right#i mean we told them about our back and leg pain maybe 3 years ago?#that wasn't taken seriously#even when i fell the first time it wasn't taken seriously#it took me actually breaking down and crying to miss a singular day of school#mentally speaking i think i might have something going on#i mean i've told my brother that i might have depression and#he just brushes it off and jokes about it#we get home and tell him we've had a bad day and he'll joke about how the m22's there for me and its#it really hurts but no one takes me seriously and i don't know if we're overreacting or if there's genuinely something wrong#in april the thing with my legs happened again and the next day i was told that i was fine and that i needed to go back to school and#And that's not wrong i've never missed school i don't miss school even when i am sick i take a day off and bounce right back but#It kind of feels like they don’t take me seriously?#this is stupid sorry i’ll take this down later
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his politics is so fucking surface level and we all fucking knew this but still… the real celebs are the ones questioning and calling out genocide enablers like joe biden… not happily shaking hands with him despite everything that’s going on.
#some people might not think this is a big deal#and i know we KNEWWW this man didn’t give a fuck about Palestine 🇵🇸#but we hoped right??? like a little bit that maybe he cared despite being silent#well this me rn: 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡#bc ofc he doesn’t#shaking hands and smiling with biden wtfffff#I really cannot#AND I KNEWWWW WE KNEWWW I’m sure we’ve discussed his damn surface level politics on here before#so i feel doubly like 🤡🤡#idk am I overreacting?? no one else seems to care
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. not snz
on healing and on fear (tags)
#(typed this up at 3am and scheduling for later) no one needs to read this 🙏#today i went back to the site where i got injured back in may to partake in a sport which i haven't touched at all since the injury#and i think what struck me was the realization that#i don't know if i'll ever be able to stop being scared again :')#for a time climbing was very special to me...#it was one of the only ways i could feel myself improving so tangibly when improvement is usually so difficult to track#i liked seeing myself get better at something 😭 i liked going with friends and puzzling over the same problems... i liked having something#to look forward to after work. and perhaps having something to look forward to sounds simple... but for me it meant so much :')#for the first couple months after the injury i couldn't wait to get back into it#and then one day i woke up and i was just afraid#the fear feels so much more tangible now that i know i am not overreacting... it's awful knowing that in a way i was right to be afraid#i always knew there were risks associated; i have always been cautious#but i had just been starting to learn to be braver 😭#and fuck... today i stood there and looked at the wall and thought. how can i ever not be afraid again?#how can i go back to how things were before? when i loved this? when i could tell myself that - despite the fear - it was meaningful to try#i wanted to come away with the takeaway that i could take things slowly and get back into climbing - maybe precisely because#i remember so keenly how i loved it - but how could it ever be the same?#😭 i know this is just part of growing up but#in some ways i am tired of growing up... :') in some ways i just want that joy as it was then#delete later probably#i suppose i haven't lost anything but typing this made me sob for something i couldn't quite name
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