#am i losing my mind??
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the fact that i could say "me when i watch my boyfriend die in front of my eyes" and no one would be able to tell which one of my interests I'm joking about
#parkour civilization#inanimate insanity spoilers#ii 17 spoilers#inanimate insanity#ii 17#trafficblr#epic the musical#like i was thinking oh it's evbo watching seawatt spontaneously combust#but then they all start coming in#like ofc ii 16 and 17#and the life serie#and then i thought ody ad polites#am i losing my mind??
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i wake up thirsty and i think of palestine. i go to the doctorâs office and i think of palestine. a sign in the corner of the waiting room says âthis is a place of healing, disruptive behavior will not be toleratedâ and i think of palestine. they probably werenât thinking of bombs and snipers and mass graves in parking lots. i call my parents and i think of palestine. i drive to the grocery store and i think of palestine. i look at the clear blue sky and i think of palestine. i put the dishes away and i think of palestine. i feed my cat and i think of palestine. i listen to music and i think of palestine. i read poetry and i think of palestine. i text my friends and i think of palestine. i think of palestine and i think of palestine and i think of palestine
#i check the news and there are more olive trees burning i call my reps and my reps donât answer i am losing my mind#palestine
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i'm late to the book of bill party has this been done yet
#i am losing my mind reading this btw#gravity falls#book of bill#the book of bill#bill cipher#koolmathgames.com
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i want to introduce you all to a project that is very close to my heart... or lack of one. anyway. for anyone who has ever wanted to play a poem. i'd like you to meet aromanticism
(link opens itch.io - she'll run on html in your browser! please be nice to her!)
#literally please be so so so fucking niceys to her i am so nervous about this for no reason#it's literally fine it's gonna be perfectly functional. I Am Going To Lose My Mind#i can always make another post if it gets fucked up somehow... i can always make another post...#anyway. hi. this is aromanticism. i made her for class. and then revised her for class. and now she's like my child#losing my miiiiiiiind#poetry#kind of like a uquiz too. to be honest haha#except i can make you read more somehow (long questions instead of long answers)#it's a little choose your own adventure......#poem#poems#poets on tumblr#poems and poetry#poetsandwriters#poems about aromanticism#aromantic#aro poet#aro poetry#aro#aromanticism#aroace#arospec#aspec#itch.io#GOD OKAY I'M JUST POSTING IT.#other writing
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yuuta fucks like an animal btw it's insane,, he's literally drooling and panting and groaning, he's grabbing onto your hips so fucking hard that you know you're gonna wake up all pretty and bruised but he just can't help it. he's hungry. he's starved. he needs to have you in every possible way. he needs to kiss you, he needs to lick the sweat off your skin. his hips are slamming into yours with so much power that you can't even breathe properly and it's so overwhelming that you subconsciously try to move away from him, which only makes him press himself flush to you. skin to skin, there isn't even an inch between you. he noses at your cheek, smearing the fallen tears into your skin as he whispers: "don't push me away, love. c'mon, i know it feels good, tell me it feels good."
#yuuta thoughts#everybody say thank you tumblr user yuwuta i am currently losing my mind#FUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKKKK#yuuta#mickey is daydreaming#yuuta smut#yuuta x reader
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Trapped in a vicious cycle of pining? Try gay sex! (More things to learn over at Tiger Tiger!)
#tiger tiger#jamis arlesi#remy bonnaire#Arno#through a series of unfortunate events I will be posting this after the update will be out so my timing will be more so:#âAlternate take on how that scene played outâ Rather than my funnier âMy prediction for how it will go downâ#I truly think Remy would rather admit to crimes he didn't commit than confess he has a thing for men.#It would be funny! It would be so funny if this is how Jamis found out. Alas...Not yet...Not yet...#I do love the idea that Jamis completely overlooked the all the elder god horror to get right down to the question of 'HOW DO YOU KNOW HIM'#Remy knows him. Knows him carnally. Wouldn't you like to also know your captain better? In spirit and body and mind?#Jealousy looks good on Jamis. Now he just has to do something about it.#Poor Remy though...He love Jamis so much he'd do anything to prevent losing him.#Which entails never giving Jamis a chance of rejecting or accepting his feelings!#Meanwhile...Jamis is a bisexual disaster man who is at his *limit*.#(For the MDZS fans looking at this Tigers comic who still have no context:#This is like Lan Xichen finding out Jin Guangyao hooked up with Nie Mingjue after LXC spent all that time thinking JGY was straight.#Better yet. This is like WWX just starting to realize his crush on LWJ and then finding out he and JC hooked up in the time skip.#'Nice to know you're into men but why did I have to find out like this' moment.)#((Yes I am trying to bridge the gap between the fandoms I am in. Yes I am still on my propaganda train. Choo Choo!!!))
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God, if it WAS a timeloop, if Arcane Jayce has been experiencing version after version of The Horrors of not stopping Hextech, if him shooting Viktor isn't "killing" it's the final act of attempt after attempt after attempt at SAVING HIM I will walk of a ledge I swear, it's all coming together, I am a "Jayce was trapped in a time loop" truther now, I'm losing my damn mind. There is no way Jayce killed his partner unless another Viktor told him to do it or he has tried so many times over and seen the consequences of not doing so that he's completely broken, or he just knows from all those other versions that this is not Viktor or it's the only way to actually save Viktor... anyway I'm officially chewing glass and losing my mind I take back every version of "that is not Jayce" I am now a "That IS Jayce several decades of trauma later, trauma caused by trying over and over to save the world and save Viktor" I think we're going to be repaid for all of our "The goodbye was too brief" or "There was no emotion when Jayce killed Viktor" with an ENTIRE SEQUENCE that is just all the emotions Jayce has been pouring into trying to fix all of this any other way
Tune in next week at the end of my psychological breakdown to see if I was right or just ridiculous!
#jayvik#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane meta#arcane act 3 predictions#i am fully losing my mind over this theory and possibility right now tysm
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thinking about the ending of dragon age 2 as a mage hawke who sided with the mages at the end of the fifth blight, the warden defeats the archdemon and saves ferelden. they are paraded through denerim to the sounds of cheering crowds. if they don't survive, their memory lives on in a tale of great heroism and sacrifice for years to come. the inquisitor celebrates at skyhold with the rest of their companions after they beat corypheus, the threat finally ended, the inquisition a success.
but not hawke. you can fight with everything you have to support the mages, but there is no grand fanfare when it is over. the villain succumbs to corruption and dies unceremoniously - you donât even get the satisfaction of striking the killing blow. you canât get a round at the hanged man to celebrate. itâs time to go. you and your friends can never sit around your table at the hanged man again. you canât be seen here when the templars come to clean up the mess. nothing will be the same. you have given seven years of your life trying to hold kirkwall together, accepted your accolades and played the part of champion, and you watch it fall apart anyway. and how much of that is your fault? this city has been stained in your blood since before you could remember, since before the blood was your own.
you lost your sister when you lost your first home. even so, you tried to live by the advice you gave fenris - when you stop running, you build a life. the estate that you clawed your family back into stands looming and empty. it is the last place you saw your mother alive, and you still can't bear to touch her things, and you will never even see her room again. bodahn and sandal are making preparations to leave for orlais, orana will find other work with the skills she's learned, and the house will remain, a hollow testament to your family's legacy. gamlen will hear only the stories. your brother fought by your side when it mattered, despite everything. even so, he will stay behind, and you might never see him again.
no, there is no time for a celebration. instead you get a cautious acknowledgement from the templars, a tense goodbye, and then you can never go home again. for the second time. you thought you could build a life, and you tried. you held on as long as you could, you made friends, you fell in love, you clung to the last vestiges of your family, but most of them will be forced to leave your side anyway. you won, but even that wasn't enough.
#dragon age#dragon age 2#da2#mage hawke#the champion of kirkwall#what good are such titles when they can no longer be true#i am losing my mind over the tragedy of hawke right now#didn't even get into the andersmancer of it all#how the FUCK am i supposed to leave my girl in the fade in DAI#she deserves a win#amalia hawke
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Hate (affectionate) how it's made so clear from the very beginning of part 1 just how loved Paul is by his family and household. Both his parents, Duncan, Gurney, Thufir, even Dr Yueh all clearly care so deeply for this kid, and we're shown that time and time again.
Cut to the end of part two, and almost every one of those people is gone. The only ones who remain are a weird, came-back-wrong version of Jessica, and Gurney who has gone from mentor to worshipper. Paul goes from someone deeply loved and valued for who he is by a small but caring group of people - to someone followed and worshipped and feared by thousands. They're obsessed with him in a way, as a leader and "messiah", but nobody loves him.
The only one remaining who loves him for who he is is Chani, who leaves him because in the end that love isn't enough to bring who he is back.
#dune#dune part 2#paul atreides#i am losing my MIND#upon rewatching part 1 it struck me just HOW loved paul is. and then you contrast that with his horde of followers in part 2#none of whom will so much as touch him when he's injured badly enough that he can barely walk#he's not human anymore. he's just an idea.#i am in physical pain#something something it's about parasocial relationships & celebrity culture#like idk if that was frank or denis' intention but. i see a bit of That.
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the karmic balance of fabian rolling two nat ones on the medicine check only for kristin to shove him out of the way and IMMEDIATELY roll a Nat 20
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israel should just give up at this point hamas is literally receiving letters of gratitude from the israeli hostages theyâve released
(via RNN telegram)
#i am literally losing my mind over this what tf israel gonna say about this or are they just gonna pretend it didnât happen#m#palestine#!#Ù
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Meow :3
#eah#ever after high#rapple#raven queen#apple white#broooooo i cant tell you how dissatisfied i am with this art its lowkey making me lose my mind đđđđđ#i'll do a better one next time#rn ill go to sleep#bleughhh
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sdcc maws panel new civilian outfits, please save me
based on this:
bonus:
random civilian sees these four walk by, thinks that they are the most bi friend group she's ever seen (she is also bi)
#my adventures with superman#maws#sdcc2024#clark kent#lois lane#kara zor el#jimmy olsen#dc comics#superman#everyone losing their minds over superboy reveal#meanwhile i don't know anything about dc and am having a ball with the cast's new civilian designs#also the cuffed pants on clark and jimmy#the cargo pants on kara#lois being lois#i know what you guys are
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WHAT THE FUCK!!! NORA!!! WHAT. THE. FUCK.
#Iâm actually losing my mind#never in my life did I expect this to happen#Nora coming back to aftg in 2023???!!! am I dreaming??#all for the game#aftg#the foxhole court#tfc#jean moreau#the sunshine court#nora sakavic
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(xie lian voice) can you stop fucking around
#unfortunately i have begun to lose my mind#i've been so desperate to reread tgcf BUT I FINISHED IN APRIL. WHY AM I CRAZY#anyway. this is all i can cough up despite being actually insane#i will return to my shackles (my pile of hualian wips)#suggestive#xie lian#hua cheng#heaven official's blessing#tgcf#hualian
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#i cant do this#girl interrupted#hell is a teenage girl#actually mentally ill#black swan#nina sayers#female hysteria#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana del rey#the virgin suicides#im so tired#im just a girl#lizzy grant#lana stan#i am losing my mind#blogger.com#girl blogger#i care too much#norman fucking rockwell#coquette#speak#real
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