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Oh no. James Gunn called Damian Batman's "actual son". That bodes poorly.
He also said the series is gonna be based off of grant morrisons batman run you know the one that's meant to have dick as batman not Bruce yeah no I've got absolutely no hope for any of that
#ask#anon#i wonder if this means we're also getting the uncool villain jason#the shit version instead of winnicks cool villain jason#definitely gonna be seeing a lot of talia bashing haha kill me now#maybe i should just give up on dc its gonna be so painful for the next few years#and im already so tired#also the bit where gunn said the live action actors will also do the animation#ohhhhhh why#how is everyone else not tired too#am i just weird and grumpy#i do have a head ache rn but still
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Ah, nothing like a good morning with your royal wife and your āno lighting at homeā lovely husband š„°
If you want to put something funny in their cups thereās this blank version:
#thanks to the discord server once againš„š„š„#Azula is just grumpy because she woke up and she is not allowed to throw lighting at anyone#but she is gonna be fine#she just needs a good cup of morning coffee and a hug from his husband#apologies if they look weird but I havenāt draw as often as I used to#at least not for personal stuff until this month#because I finally finished a big project and now I have vacations yay!#O am not sure why but I think Azulaang has an special spell on me#when I feel stressed or I have art Block I suddenly draw Azulaang and it looks great#or at least decent#anyways appreciate the power of Azulaangš„šš„šØ#korranok art#azulaang
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Evie I must know. How do you- How does one-
ANATOMY
please if you have any advice i will gladly take it
AHH HELLO!! Here goes!
quite a mammoth of a post underneath the cut so be warned hehe
ummm okkk so
Iām by nature a very quick and messy thinker, and so thatās kinda how I do anatomy (though in my case itās more like poses) too! My process (if it can be called that lol) isnāt very organized, and it kinda feels like Iām winging it half the time XD
I did mess around with poses a lot when I was younger, and I suppose looking back it was basically anatomy minus the detail. (I still have trouble putting detail into art) Poses are one of my favorite things to draw though; they are very relaxing and fun :)
I guess Iād recommend practicing a lot, and keeping it messy, quick and fun! Thatās what I did, as well as drawing from and tracing references!
but here is my process, as best as I can explain it :D
Hopefully you can read my handwriting and this all makes sense!
triangles and quadrilaterals are great XD
alright here are also a BUNCH of sketches and poses of mine that Iāve used or will be using
Many of these are wips and theyāre all incredibly messy but I figured theyād show you what I mean!
I guess to close off this crazy ramble, Iāll repeat what I said before! Have fun with poses! Mess around and experiment and donāt be afraid to draw sketches that wonāt ever become a character or an artwork, but are more like a pathway to something else I guess? Thatās what has worked for me :)
also thank you so much for asking my friend! I am honored! ALSO also, congratulations on making it this far lol
#My art#evie rambles#the horrors of realizing I have no idea how to coherently explain my art process#No bc Iām pretty sure my mind always feels like being tumbled in a washing machine bc of adhd but maybe itās just me idk#Asks and such#Art process#Itās like 3 am when Iām finishing this so if it sounds weird or grumpy itās bc Iām sleepy#I am gonna queue it to post during the day tho XD
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Gotta love that while being in many fandoms and oftentimes want specific scenarios and such story wise apparently fucking Scriddler is that special thing that gets me willing to work on shit
#i mean i have adderall and that been helping me overall but jeaus#all of my ships and the one i am obsessed enough with and its the most toxic mother fuckers ever#winterbaron is top toxic ship#scriddler though pft these mother fuckers would rip eachother apart for a Klondike bar#they are my special little boys#(ie read as fucked up feral and weird)#you can say zemo and buck at least respect each other#most fanfiction of scriddler eddie is abused and used lol#not bad dont hate it but...the few soft one have my heart#two grumpy bastards who are only diffrent in the kind of trauma walls they built#my heart#totally headcannon as these idiots just needed someone as psychotic to make them realize they can be chill with some people#scriddler#edward nygma#jonathan crane#the riddler#dc scarecrow
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Really wish Tumblr had an actual mute function.
Like a full block is excessive in this scenario (no one's done anything wrong, I'm just annoyed) but the block tag function is not doing it for me rn because I can still see the posts and my annoyance is slowly morphing into rage. And the envy monster is not a good look for me.
I enjoy hyping people up, I really do, but it's really fucking hard to keep doing it when they don't do it for you too.
#rambling into the void#i get it we're all here to have a good time but sometimes someone just rubs you the wrong way#and you just need to spend less time around them#there needs to be a toggle for that āview postā button#uneven social dynamics in a circle are irksome#it's a circle for a reason kids#you gotta cheer for everyone in the jam circle or the energy of the circle dies#i guess i just get really frustrated with this because i always feel like i'm the last person picked on the dodgeball teams#i have trust issues with people i don't know well and it takes me fucking forever to make friends#seeing everyone frolicking and holding hands when i'm still trying to unlurk from the corner is hard man#sorry sometimes you just need a weird vague vent post#and i am grumpy because i have not had time to art#and when i do have five minutes to sit down and do it it's suddenly like pulling teeth
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Wow, I thought it was gonna be the Ruby episode. It was not.
And wow, for a show that advocates "true love", this mini-plot sucks. Because dwarfs and fairies are just "supposed to do their jobs" and all that shite. Yeah, sacrifice your happiness to "bring joy to the world". Except if you're a main character type, then you can choose true love.
Not good, show. Not nice. You just wanted to justify why Grumpy is grumpy? And why you gotta hurt Nova like that? They both just want to be happy. There are LOTS of dwarves and fairies that are content with the status quo but you just HAD to break these two apart.
Also, are you telling me that after all this, Grumpy fell in love again and had that diamond fiasco which was why he got sent to jail (where he met Snow)? Seems like dwarves DO love. And seems like they (writers? Directors? Idk) forgot about that Grumpy backstory just a few eps ago.
Guess the show has pockets I didn't notice before.
#ouat#ouat rewatch#ouat s1e14#once upon a time#grumpy#dreamy#nova#weird brain stuff#am i being too dramatic and critical?#it just rubbed me the wrong way#like.they have a whole affair arc but god forbid a dwarf and a fairy fall in love#it just feels like it's sending the wrong message or am i the one reading it wrong#maybe this is why rumple hates fairies#or maybe i'm just not fairytale protagonist coded#or maybe it really doesn't make sense#and it doesn't have to#maybe.idk#halp
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just rmbred today this old man regular customer said smtg like im 'moving up on [his] list' ok well. you are genuinely one o fmy least favorite customers. I DONT WANNA BE ON YOUR LIST
#ITS SCARY CAUSE HES A GRUMPY OLD MAN THAT DOESN LIKE ANYONE#AND. HES WEIRD hes obsessed w one of my managers and she is like 30#and hes. bruh idk. at LEAST 70 something#hes asked her out to dinner and givesher money andGAVE HER WEED ONCE. LIKE IN THE STORE. DUDE#ghis is liek this other guy that#i am genuinely a little scared of bc once Quite a while ago now but#i was like. Doing a whole different task like trying to get someone elses order together and my manager#comes over to take his order and he tried to be like no its ok ill wait#like ? for me to take his order instead //? bitch im busy#is not even like i told him id be with him in a second or smtg i was just There. Doing my job#and then the manager after was like huh that wa skind of weird#and mentioned him having like. A crush or smtg on my other coworker who is like. 20yrs old. before and i wgas like Okay#Cool. Interesting information to know. Thanks#he still is a regular and i avoid him as much as possible but i still always see him staring at me or trying to wait FOR ME specificlaly br#and literally all i do is Be nice. Im being nice to you because im being paid to do so#Most people tho i enjoy being nice to i love being nice and i like helping customers in general#But for these few characters. I am only nice bc its my job#uuugggghhhhhhhhh#a2t ?!?! idk i sorry#Freaky behavior
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as much as i'd like to see forcebook play their ages, i don't really mind them playing 18-22 year olds because i can easily forgive a lot of shitty behavior in that age group. it's a really rough time in your life, often your first time out on your own, when you might not quite grasp how dire the consequences of your actions can be because you won't "get in trouble." when you're graduating from Teenhood, there's sometimes a learning curve with "my parents ragged on me about X just because they're parents" to "oh they actually did know better i shouldn't do that shit" - sometimes you have to learn that on your own. add alcohol, the pressure of college, shifting identities, etc., it's a good recipe for some nice 'n' easy character development.
#characters like arc are exactly the kind who scratch the itch in my brain#local grumpy dumbass finds out actions have consequences and you have to be nice for people to like you#you know if he were in his thirties i'd be like what HAPPENED to you there must be an explanation for why you can't function properly#but at 20 i'm like oh you haven't ironed out the kinks in your personality yet and haven't figured out how to relate to people#and what your place is in the world#ptl liveblog#it's the same with theo like. grieving. lonely. scared. language/cultural barriers. hopelessly in love and unsure if it's reciprocated.#AND EIGHTEEN#like woof#mew? his two closest friends are assholes his first love slept with one of them he has this HUGE project that may fail bc of it all#and he may not graduate if it doesn't work AND HE'S TWENTY-TWO#of COURSE he loses his mind and tries to cling to anything he can: the wrong guy. drugs. alcohol. revenge.#(as i was writing this all out and i was thinking oh should i write something about top or akk)#(and 1. besides aprilcheum top is the most Hinged character on the show)#(and akk i am realizing i struggle with not just because he's underdeveloped)#(which he is don't fight me on this)#(but because i was like him when i was 18 and i still haven't forgiven myself for the ways in which i acted like him at that age lol)#(so he frustrates me a lot)#ANYWAY ANOTHER TANGENT......#i had a weird weekend guys i'm stressed out idk i just want to yap
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Grump and not so grump (Patreon)
#Doodles#Villainsona#Just Desserts#Lol#Happy to be the happy sona! Of course āŖ#I fiiiinally got a haircut again yaaaay#Actually all the Reds did! We all went to the local barber and they do such lovely work <3#We got our hair cut on smol's birthday and we're all adorable!#It's really nice now that it's out of my eyes and off my neck - smol's is directly in her eyes tho lol#As long as she's happy haha#Continuing the happies trend <3 This was doodled before the brain weirdness but I'm mostly back onto it :)#Got brain-work to do about it |P But better is good! I like better!!#And I like pleased <3#There was plenty to be pleased about! :D Good dreams and good conversation and games and ah <3 Happies <3#Poor Charm gets none of the above! Haha poor lad āŖ#The TVAU grump was just a spacefiller so not much more to that#She is cute tho even when she's grumpy#And then the Kaiein thing lol - so I mentioned a bit back about going to meet with one of Kaiein's ''inspiration sources'' ahem ahem#It's the same as before - they're honestly quite ineffectual once you get right down to it#I read basically everything they do in bad faith because there's no established trust - and also I don't care if they're trying to insult me#If they're trying to connect it's sad - if they're trying to be mean it's pathetic - which I mean? Good?? Lol#Them not having power over me in themself is a good thing I'm glad that's where I am currently#Basically they got me a how-to book on digital art - with an emphasis on Photoshop#I know SAI is a lesser-known program but they were the one who helped me buy it - they've probably forgotten#Maaahh it doesn't matter - not even into Evil Time about it it's just so nothing pff#Someday they'll learn that giving gifts isn't the be-all end-all to making friends. I know I would've preferred nothing :P#I'm just happy to be confident enough where I am that while I don't like it - it doesn't actually do anything to me lol#It's a better place to be :)
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I feel like the first meeting between Kakashi and his feral new neighbour is probably cause of their dogs. I refuse to not believe that he doesnāt allow his dogs out all the time to hang with him and OC has a dog to, so itās 100% the fault of them.
Justā¦ Pakkun smells the new neighbour and the dog smells the pack and then itās just canine love. They totally ignore the two very awkward adults start at one another cause likeā¦
Kakashi: ninja since he was five. Has no idea how to be normal. ANBU. Mainly hangs out with his dogs, fellow ANBU members or Gai. Reads porn in public and is a menace.
OC: 100% was a nomadic hunter who looked for the most challenging game. Hunted Chakra enhanced animals to keep population down. Grew up on the move and whose main companion for years is a talking dog. Is a reincarnation of some nerd who knew about Naruto.
Just the awkward vibes.
Then the OC finds out Kakashi lives off the equivalent of MREs and goes: oh fuck no.
*bangs on door with meal in arms*
Kakashi: what- *meal shoved on him*
OC: test for poisons but eat the fucking food. *stomps off*
Kakashi: *breaks into apartment to leave bowl there along with likeā¦ pocky in thanks*
Relationship progresses so that OC has a key to Kakashiās apartment and will bounce right into it to cook there, ranting about something or that Kakashi sometimes breaks into the other apartment to remind himself someone cares about him.
Later these two move in together cause fuck it why not and then Gai moves in and there are dogs everywhere cause OCās dog totally romanced some other dog so puppies and then Naruto gets added followed by Lee and it all started cause dogs.
#naruto#the feral neighbours#kakashiās weird ass neighbour#I dunno#the AU is a work in progress#I am reusing an old idea#on that chakra enhanced animals#have special hunters after them#cause they are an invasive species#Kakashi has no idea how to handle the grumpy mothering#OC just rolls with him breaking in#OC isā¦ a girl?#maybe?#I like the idea of them sharing beds to#cause both have nightmares#Gai wakes up to find his enteral rivalās friend is in bed with them#goes back to sleep
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Laios wouldn't judge me or make me feel bad for being excited about things I enjoy.
#victor beeps#sometimes i feel guilty for being happy#i hate feeling like too much all the time#i always feel too weird for my best friend. i could tell i was annoying her tonight but switching topics so much#and when i got in i was infodumpping to my mom about resident evil and she just waved me off#we were watching that ''welcome to raccoon city'' movie and it made very grumpy#NOT the topic for today but i do NOT like that movie#just. i wouldn't get rid of my autism for anything it's a part of me and makes me *Me*#but it is still a disability and makes a lot of things hard for me and makes me feel Not So Great sometimes#i love my best friend and gc friends so much but i still feel like i can't be 100% myself around them#but laios would finally be that person!#he'd *get* me. we'd just get each other so well#he wouldn't get annoyed when i spoke really fast and bounced around on topics#he wouldn't wave me off or just want me to shut up#i think i'd finally feel truly loved and accepted and wanted#i didn't expect laios to remind me so much of myself!#to everyone else he's weird and off-putting and annoying#and i am too#but to each other we're so wonderful and perfect#we could be in love with each other in peace without ever worrying that we're too much for the other
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š» for the ask game about being intimidating! Ps: Don't take it to the heart, interactions as a whole scare me, love your art and you seem nice!
Oh, don't worry, I don't eat people unless they ask. ;] BUT I do have a bearsona so this makes sense.
While your anxiety is completely understandable, Just Know that most of the time I am literally just spinning around thinking about animals and the stuff on this blog, so I am actually not judging anything anyone is doing or anything, I am simply vibing over here. And I enjoy hearing your thoughts! So even if it Does seem scary I promise I am not gonna bite. Unless you want me to. In which I will do so Very Gently.
#drawns#sona#asks#I don't post my bear sona much at all but they're very good#deep and truly down I Am Just a Bear at heart. very big and soft#weird claw hands that are hard to use#find it difficult to fit in some places#get Grumpy when people bother me out of hibernation#Enjoy Fish#Good Hugs#plus look at those CHOMPERS#and the tongue?#peak animal#OH and also thank you for the compliments :D they mean the world to me#I am very happy that people enjoy my little doodles and the things I work on!!
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I just remembered Aroace trends on Valentine's Day here and my disappointment that Valentine's Day exists just got replaced by being absolutely overjoyed I get to contribute to more Tumblr weirdness
#I was so upset it existed (for no reason I'm just grumpy rn)#and then went oh?? aroaces??? AROACES :D#because. am weird.
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need to shell out for a new laptop before the end of the year - for a lot of reasons but mainly bc support ending for win8.1 makes fixing the current beast rather pointless :/ (and. admittedly. there is a lot to fix. she's old and she has suffered.)
but my current beastie is from the last gen of laptops with a disc drive and the thought of using an external/usb disc drive is enough to make me cry tears of blood
#really though it is time to upgrade#and i hate to say it because she /runs/ fine it's all hardware issues w parts that can absolutely be replaced#but if i can't use it to run the programs i need then shelling out the money for those parts would ultimately be a waste#but also the fact that this machine that runs fine is no longer worth fixing bc some google-based bullshit just won't support win8.1 anymor#is ALSO a fucking waste & a pile of planned obsolescence bullshit! and i hate it!#but uh. even though she runs fine and she totally does. she does need. uh.#new keyboard (only 1/3 of keys work; currently use usb keyboard)#new trackpad ribbon cable (trackpad does not currently work; using external usb mouse)#new power button and connecting ribbon cable (turning it on involves opening it up and causing an intentional short-circuit every time.)#(a problem largely solved by simply never turning her completely off- except she also needs)#a new battery (current battery does not charge at all; machine needs to be constantly plugged in or it shuts down immediately)#...ok i might be the 'this is fine' dog about this#but i am still upset! that i will no longer have a disc drive inside my damn laptop.#that's the disc drive's natural habitat; that's where it should be; it's weird and offputting to have it connected via usb!#ack. why do tech companies fuck everything up.#and that's without getting into the way new devices offer less harddrive space so people will use the fucking cloud or whatever???#yeah sorry no i'm not using your goddamn data mining corporate off-site storage i want to keep my shit on my own goddamn machine#go to actual hell if you're trying to sell me a pc with less than at least 500GB of storage i swear to fuck#...in essence you could say the whole process is leaving me rather grumpy
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Bad news: the coworker I was covering for was supposed to be back today and wasnāt, so I was once again dealing with three times my usual workload*. Heās supposed to be back tomorrow but then I am covering for a different coworker being gone until like mid-next week Good news: I finally figured out what activity my brain has been craving for the last several days! I got stuck in one of those likeĀ ācannot start new task until The Task is completed but I do not know what The Task isā loops. It was cleaning! I cleaned a whole bunch and feel a lot better, so I should be able to actually finish something tomorrow Side note, do yāall ever have your brain assign a task Utmost Priority without being able to figure out what task it is? Itās like craving a food but not knowing which food youāre craving.Ā *itās difficult to describe why his work is twice as hard for me to do without saying what industry I work in. Heās not doing twice as much work as I am, itās just transitioning from one person to another makes everyone he works with extra antsy in a way that makes my job harder?
#the person behind the yarn#I did get so stressed out I cried today but I did NOT have an allergic reaction to the stress#so I am taking it as a win. very low bar but one I am very glad to have met. you know?#also in my quest to discover what the heck The Task was that my brain had decided was of utmost importance#I got the dollhouse chair like half upholstered#and figured out there are MANY ways I could have made this chair easier#the chair was not this weeks Priority Task but hey progress is progress#I also got all the pieces of the latest grumpy bunny turned right side out and stuffed#so I just need to sew the head and tail and assemble it#it's getting closer to being done! slower than I intended#but I vacuumed pretty much the whole house (except other peoples' bedrooms)#did a bunch of dishes cleaned the counters found out there's like a weird ledge on top of the microwave that we've apparently never cleaned#that was disgusting I accidentally put my hand in it. 0/10 do not recommend. It's clean now!#also I got to sing a whole bunch. My current best song to sing while cleaning is Baby I Love You by Aretha Franklin#I did my taxes today just in case that was The Task. It was not! I also rescheduled my next doctor appointment
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Gonna rant a bit about fandoms, because I have some thoughts to share.
Kind of sad to see that fandoms are starting to be viewed as a generally bad thing even by the fans lately... It is such a strange change to see, especially if you've been participating in fandom culture since the beginnings of the internet. Nowadays, the moment something becomes fairly popular and beloved by many, you can see hundreds of people feeling genuinely frustrated or upset that 'now the fandom is going to ruin it like it always does'. I see this take mainly on Twitter, but it's prominent on Tumblr and other platforms as well. I've been a part of fandoms both big and small, and, sure, smaller fandoms are generally more cozy and easy to interact with, but what happened with curating your own experience? It's so sad to see bigger fandoms be addressed as this disgusting and gross thing (both old and new, which is even more upsetting to see), when there are thousands of wonderful creators putting so much love and time into their art, fanfics, fan-projects, and so much more. Fandom is a community, first and foremost. Sure, consuming content is a big part of it, but why are we treating fandoms like it's some big assembly line that needs to be perfectly cut out for our needs? It's more like a fun fair, and it's up to you to choose which vendors to come up to, and what do you want to interact with. And yes, you should interact with creators. By no means is that a necessity (I was a silent viewer for a long time myself), but it is still encouraged. I feel like fandom is becoming less about interacting with people and more about consuming content. And, subsequently, fanmade content is starting to get viewed as product, and treated as such. And that's sad to see.
#mia babbles#might delete later#of course there is nuance to this - i am just complaining lol#it's just sad because i feel like by being so negative about fandom as a whole - you are invalidating so many wonderful people#no fandom is a bad fandom (unless we're talking about harmful media but that's a whole other can of worms)#i've been a part of many fandoms that get brought up as 'disgusting' and 'the worst ones'#and sure i won't deny a lot of very weird and sometimes downright gross stuff that got created out of them#but what about thousands of beautiful art that artists put hours of their lives creating?#what about all the amazing stories that writers worked tirelessly on out of nothing but their love for something?#and that's not mentioning everyone else - because fandoms are not complete without folks interacting with fanworks#it's a community not a product#i feel like a grumpy grandma complaining about the youth not getting it but... sigh
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