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henriiiii-1001old · 2 years ago

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alt thatcher for the canon fanon drawing meme?

this was gonna be fully lined and properly colored but i am suddenly in a really shitty mood today so. yeah. i really did try and make this look somewhat decent bc i got really excited when you sent this in. so yeah

#case closed #the mandela catalogue #mandela catalogue #alternate thatcher #vol 333 alternate #puppet/goliath #eye contact #body horror trigger #face horror trigger #disturbing content #a2t #i dont think i'll be on tumblr anymore for the rest of the day #it's only making me feel worse as well as a huge inferiority complex i think i have #if you wanna talk then idk man. /maybe/ i'll message you back if you only talk via tumblr but. yeah #i dont expect to have this post get around much anyway so no one's gonna see my tags #but if you do congrats ig for being somewhat decent enough to maybe give me a chance #also so sorry to anon for having this be made way later than i wanted #im gonna go now i'll see you guys

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itsalwaysdark · 4 months ago

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aww its kinda cute finding me complaining abt my dads whole lisa thing from 2017. honestly so overshadowed by everything else and also i was so annoying when i was 12 aw .

#did not realize how many of my journal posts r just vents and it all looks so silly now RJRBJFBFNG aw hun. its so funny that i was #complaining abt my mom treating me like a therapist in 2017. <- his ass did notttt know. its like watching a guy standing on the train #tracks and complaining about a car driving past.#sry . i ended up on quotev just 2 look. ive never actually looked at my like activity feed very much whenever i go back but its funny bc it #rly is a more accurate glimpse into whateve was going on for miss kami (my quotev nickname).... like yasss. you hate your dads girlfriend #and her kids that is a nice problem to have #its also embarassing bc like my ex gf is just all around in here . i made a vent post like I get it im not enough and i dont matter and im #just a tool for you to use 😡😡😡 and she commented “yesss tell the world”. SO FUNNY?#and i found her being excited abt our 5 month anniversary #delightfully 12 year old activity. i do not like her very much at all and idt i ever actualy loved her #not in a bitchy way in a like. i literally questioned if i was aroace the entire time we were dating #she asked me out with a little note passed in class like circle y/n and i literally thought to myself Hm well i guess i dont have anything #going on. and circled yes. which is so funny. hun?#anyways. that all imploded bc we were 11 its whatever.#sigh. its just nice to remember the little problems i had. like obviously all this is after my dad choked me out in public and threw my dog #and etc but its still technically the beforetimes. yk. and ik the zoo isnt rly the most pressing of my things that have happened to me #anymore but its still like. Big. yk. even if i mostly just have to Be fine about it now or else everyone will think im being an awful piec #of shit asshole for still being upset. Ok sorry #also when i call my 12 yesr old self snnoying i mean it in an loving way like. its only right to be kind of annoying when youre 12 yk...#and also 12 year old kamille is Not here rn so i can be a little playfully mean to her. bc shes such a 12 year old #idk i just struggle a lot bc i am so like. far removed from everything that happened atp were on like 4th or 5th generation post that #and i struggle to put myself in That kamilles shoes and remember she was a kid yk. like obviously ik i was a kid ik i didnt deserve that #but when i try to like. put myself back in the situation and try to force myself to remember that exact day (dont do this btw . it does not #go well LOL) but i always like. i try to rebuild the events from the ground up but im not Kamille age 12 im me. witnessing everything #i wont ever be able to remember it How it acrually was i couldnt even fully remember it like a week after the fact yk. itis what itis #sorry i should prolly tag this i rambleddddd #a2t #child abuse #implied but we #animal abuse

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shonaegi · 3 years ago

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Ok it doesn't actively hurt anymore but my throat feels DESTROYED (feels raw) and I'm definitely suck but I know my parents wont do much but tell me 2 take vitamins. 💕

#ramblings #not that i wanna do to the doctor. just wish it wasnt #'oh i know you wont like this. do you promise to agree to take pills for 3 days. you better take them'-#-like im some combination if a dog and a child who won't eat his broccoli #and it gets annoying. lol #uhh a2t sorry idk what id tag this

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mistermaxwellboucherdieasilived · 3 years ago

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Last reblog even depression and anxiety would.still exist lol not to as widespread or severe a degree bc there'd be more (and less expensive) treatment available but they'd still exist

#idk if i like how that part of the post was written sorry Lol #a2t

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ryuseitai · 6 months ago

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just rmbred today this old man regular customer said smtg like im 'moving up on [his] list' ok well. you are genuinely one o fmy least favorite customers. I DONT WANNA BE ON YOUR LIST

#ITS SCARY CAUSE HES A GRUMPY OLD MAN THAT DOESN LIKE ANYONE #AND. HES WEIRD hes obsessed w one of my managers and she is like 30 #and hes. bruh idk. at LEAST 70 something #hes asked her out to dinner and givesher money andGAVE HER WEED ONCE. LIKE IN THE STORE. DUDE #ghis is liek this other guy that #i am genuinely a little scared of bc once Quite a while ago now but #i was like. Doing a whole different task like trying to get someone elses order together and my manager #comes over to take his order and he tried to be like no its ok ill wait #like ? for me to take his order instead //? bitch im busy #is not even like i told him id be with him in a second or smtg i was just There. Doing my job #and then the manager after was like huh that wa skind of weird #and mentioned him having like. A crush or smtg on my other coworker who is like. 20yrs old. before and i wgas like Okay #Cool. Interesting information to know. Thanks #he still is a regular and i avoid him as much as possible but i still always see him staring at me or trying to wait FOR ME specificlaly br #and literally all i do is Be nice. Im being nice to you because im being paid to do so #Most people tho i enjoy being nice to i love being nice and i like helping customers in general #But for these few characters. I am only nice bc its my job #uuugggghhhhhhhhh #a2t ?!?! idk i sorry #Freaky behavior

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ryuseitai · 8 months ago

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ijust had such a torturous tineloop nightmare that felt so so so long but it was only 2 hours.. im scared to go back to sleep but I have to wake up in 4 hours

#man the dream was so bad #i thogjjt i woke up so many times.befote i actually did #and it didnt even ? like focus on the usual topics my nightmares/psychological horror dreams are about bc i have them often #this one was so random at tje bevinning i kept living the same day over and over and over and itd startbw me waking up #and horrible stuff wpuld just keep happening and evergtime i “woke up” i pleaded w my sisger for her to please know wtf is going on #AT ONE POINT half my body got covered in wet cement???÷#and it sarted drying and hardening so quickly Freaky as fuck #near the end i stopped lvi8jg the same dsy ovwr and over but i knrw i was still dreaming #so i kept trhing to jump off buildings and shit to wake up #but id get vertigo from it or jsut be too cowardly #and i accidentally killed a squirrel at the end☹️ but not all the way so it was lile .. limping around and ohmy gdonitnwas so bad #and i threw up in tje dream and then finally woke up gasping #qas nervy i actually threw up for a sec but i didnt #But god #A bunch of other sinisyer shit that indont wven want to type out happened too #why the hell did mu brain do tjat #a2t sorry um..idk

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