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For those who dont know this is a silly little AU for my own amusement about the ‘what if de Riva was in a weird love triangle with Illario and Lucanis’ that is rapidly becoming a canon thought… and a fic… but welll

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More thoughts on the love triangle thing:

Rook is human. This is solely because I honestly don’t think Caterina would even entertain the thought of a marriage between a grandson and anyone non-human. She isn't fond of the fact Rook is a de Riva but she'd tolerate it since Viago isn't that bad of a prospective ‘in law’ for her. But a non-human? Fuck no. More so if I go with Rook being able to have kids which I am leaning towards cause I think that also makes them an attractive prospect to Illario. He needs an heir.

Still not sure if there are actual feelings with Illario to Rook. On one hand it fills my heart. On the other I think he's more invested in them as ‘reclaiming another thing Lucanis has’ sort of thing. So maybe he does have some sort of feelings but its more about that.

I do know I want long haired Rook.

Lucanis was in love with Rook before his capture but he wasn't aware. As Rook was a fuck buddy of his cousin… yeah that was a no go mentally. But being saved by them really forces the memories forward of his love for them. Its a bit of a mess.

… fuck I'm gonna end up making them aren't I? I need a name.

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I'm now wanting to replay Andy only to have more fun exploring them as a character now that I'm more aware of the game plus I'm gonna have them be the flirty shit they are.

But I'm also trying to finish Dahlia and then Alondra and Reg.

But I also wanna remake Alondra because I love her but I kinda want to change things.

I love this game and it makes me want to fiddle so much.

(also Andy will get a change of look a bit. I love them but I kinda want to fiddle with their appearance)

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ROBBED We could have it all

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It feels so new agey and crunchy mom but I swear yoga in the morning is fucking amazing first thing followed just by some quiet moments

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Please expand on the De Riva stuff with the love triangle.

This is honestly based on the whole ‘wrong Dellamorta’ thing. But it like…

Okay so our Rook is an attractive assassin who is a bit of a flirt. I'm picturing a they/them badass mage for funsies. They aren't on the Dellamorta level but they were well known as an assassin among the Crows. Viago is fond of them and routinely brings them to things.

This is how they meet Lucanis and Illario. Now Illario is a flirt himself. So Rook and him strike ho a flirty friendship that rapidly becomes a bit of a friends with benefits thing. There aren't actual feelings involved its just fun.

But while Rook is FWB with Illario, they are good friends with Lucanis. They're both romantics, like coffee (even if Rook likes sweeter coffee than him) and enjoy collecting knives. This bond deepens as time goes on and slowly Rook begins to prefer their friend over Illario.

Which he hates. Are there actual romantic feelings from him? I don’t know. I do know he's angry that they look to Lucanis more and aren't spending time with him. A life time of being second best is happening again and this time with his fuck buddy. Illario HATES it.

Then Lucanis ‘dies’ and Rook is heart broken. They were unaware their best friend was actually someone they loved until then. Its a shock to them and they break off their fuck buddies thing with Illario out of guilt. Which annoys him a fair bit but he decides to bide his time to win them over.

Again I don't know if there are actual feelings from Illario. I know he is upset that Lucanis is still ‘winning’ even if he loves his cousin.

Then of course the Antaam stuff and Rook is now with Varric. Illario sends letters and tries to woo Rook who kinda responds? I imagine that Rook knows it would be beneficial for House de Riva and they don’t dislike the idea. Illario is their friend.

Then Solas followed by saving Lucanis and that whole mess.

Its just fun to think about.

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Someone tell me that a story about a de Riva Rook who was somewhat in a love triangle with Illario and Lucanis is silly despite you know the whole ‘bet on the wrong Dellamorta’ thing.

… because it won't leave my head.

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This is dumb but I've been having trouble deciding if I want Theodore to be part of ‘Mistakes make us People’ or ‘Uneasy rests the Laurels’.

Mistakes make us people is a worldstate where my characters have made mistakes and it weighs on them, and either it drags them down or they move past it. Thea Surana- gets a girl killed by a demon cat and later has Connor die and she's a mess. She however strives to do better. Teddy Hawke- keeps fucking up until her own mistakes overwhelmed her, ending up with her begging to stay in the Fade. Ophelia Trevylan- made mistakes in her youth, became so terrified she made choices she didn't fully agree with until she snapped out of it. So Theodore, whose made mistakes (particularly with his wife) and has to live with these choices fits.

But then Uneasy Rests the Laurels is someone praised for what they've done looking back with unease. Lochlan Cousland- pious, confronted with the death of Connor, the slaughter of the werewolves, and Alistair’s death. Simon Hawke- his own depression and hate of his magic, the realization he'd sided with a mad woman in his state. Edmund Trevylan- a pious man who only wanted to carry the will of the Maker out, standing at the head of an organization he realizes was built on lies. Theodore, who will make choices that weigh on him and who I plan to ‘fuck up’ if needed (and one of them is going to KILL ME) would fit here to.

Honestly a part of me is saying go with uneasy because its all men romancing men there. It would be fun.

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I have another idea to for a future Rook.

A Crow Rook for my ‘With Bloody Hands’ worldstate. This worldstate is supposed to be power hungry women who take power in anyway they can and dont care about the carnage in their wake.

I'm picturing a de Riva who much like Viago is the bastard child of the King. Her mother, upon realizing she would get nothing, sold the girl to the Crows. I dont have a name for her yet but I imagine she's bitter as fuck about it and hungers for power in a way to one, make sure she's never a barganning tool like her mother tried again abs two, because she wants power.

Originally she had her eyes on being the Talon of the house. Her half brother is in charge and it would be easy to worm her way to his side. However, she kinda developed a soft spot for Viago like he does for her and due to her indecision she ends up pulling the Antaam stunt.

100% she goes after Lucanis because she wants to be the wife of the First Talon. She does develop feelings for the man but she would fully admit that was a bonus not an actual need for herself.

(Lucanis also knows. He’s an assassin. But he also saw how the calculation became true desire and the flirts became meaningful. He's fine with it, and he cares for her to.)

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I need to make a female Dwarf Rouge Grey Warden to romance Darvin SOLELY for the parallels of Antoine and Evka and the mental image of the teasing it would cause.

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Companions this, Rooks that; I think it's time to ask the REAL questions around here:

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Played D&D with my brother last night and we ended up deciding my Paladin was basically his parole officer because she had the unlucky chance of being near when he was being released from prison.

I then smashed someone right across the face with a shield and intimidated them into running away with a nat 20.

Last night was fun.

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Can you imagine being one of Emmrich's students. Your professor decides to take a sabbatical. He's been at the university for decades so it's probably earned, whatever, you figure you'll see him in a year or so once he's had a break.

Turns out he took the sabbatical so he could help prevent the apocalypse. He shows up back at the university as if nothing changed, but there's a new lease of life in his skeleton son and a grade-A hottie on his arm.

You can't even bring your dates to the Memorial Gardens anymore becuase while you're trying to show your crush your favourite grave, Professor Volkarin is two graves down, openly canoodling with the aforementioned hot piece of arse.

What do you even do.

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pro insider tips for black friday from a retail worker

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dont even think about going to a store