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littletroggo · 3 months ago

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doodles for techtober days 1-3 against my better judgement because i love this doofus too much

#techtober2024 #star wars #the bad batch #tbb #tbb tech #fanart #my art #troggo doodles #art block? never heard of it #am i gonna regret starting this?#maybe! but that's future me's problem

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sad-leon · 1 year ago

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"So why am I so tiny, and why am I so mad?"

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#sad•leonart #rise leonardo #rise leo #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt leo #rottmnt leonardo #drawing has been so fucking hard the past few weeks im sorry for like having nothing to share #i have two more big projects before im done... if i dont start another one in that time #looks at my animatic thumbnails #which are up on my patreon if anyones curious #am i gonna regret posting sad shit late at night when i wake up #probably #oh well #its all i got left

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vancalox · 2 months ago

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thinking about how that solavellan ending actually Works for lavellans who want that hopeful ending but arent as forgiving abt the whole situation as veilguard presented it. and i do think in ashara's case, yes, she goes with him out of love, but more so out of duty. post trespasser she drops the name lavellan in favor of her family name, dhavise, since her place in the clan had already been cast into question and her allegiances with the chantry/solas are cause for doubt as to whether she's even welcome back anymore. but i think by the end of veilguard she's reaffirmed her identity as Lavellan no matter what, and truly does see herself as the Keeper of not just her own clan but of her whole modern people, and with that rekindled purpose she chooses to watch over them all by way of watching over fen'harel. protecting them by protecting him from himself. which ironically is the reason the dalish HAVE keepers in the first place

#oc: ashara #datv spoilers #datv #tay plays datv #sorry but we're doing solavellan tag essays again i fear #i am so :))))) abt lavellan's capacity to be for solas EXACTLY what varric was for rook in that prison #a guide. a reminder. an anchor. a hope.#started from the bottom (''fen'harel ma ghilana'') now we're here ("ar ghilana fen'harel'') !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#anyway the way i imagine the prison situation is that its exactly like any other place in the fade. changeable depending on emotion #and interpretation and point of view.#i think regret is so powerful as a prison lock bc anyone who believes themselves to be a god lacks the self awareness to even FEEL regret #so it WORKED for the evanuris. but it didnt work for rook because they arent a god and facing regret IS possible for them! and then like #the solas ending where he says “i am a GOD” Guarantees he cant escape bc hes PAST that point. the neutral ending leaves it open to anything #but the redemption ending is the one where he most clearly reaffirms that he is NOT a god and so the capacity for him to impact the walls #by facing its nature and by extension his OWN nature is... hopeful :) so i think its probably gonna look like it did in the game for a whil #but it will heal as he does :) im picturing a little house where everything seems a little bit brighter day by day #and when regret creeps back in and the fade reflects that then lavellan is there to fix it. and fix it again. and again and again if needed #until it finally DOES look like the way that end mural presented it. dare i say the black city goldened ...........

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isbergillustration · 8 months ago

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Entity grown in a jar discovers the eternal pain of growing out your hair from a buzzcut. Suffers. Develop telepathy that does severe psychic damage as result.

#sketchbook #drawing #colour pencil #acrylic painting #coffee (decaf because 3 in the morning)#portrait #my art #entity's pronouns are it/its and from a writing in third person pov i am starting to regret this decision #maybe i could see if first person works. maybe that will be more natural? idk #im gonna respond to msgs 2morrow it is 3am i am too warm and tired and my brain hurts. goodnight.#cannot figure out a consistent face

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moe-broey · 2 months ago

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My homunculus

Hashtag my homunculus

#diy plush #i think i was overcomplicating the bodies. like. most basic plush body shape is fine. who gives a shit #also i am maybe regretting the felt for the head... you can see the wear on her already.#alfonse is holding up really well bc his felt was thicker. HUGE pain in the ass to work with #but it did end up making him super sturdy!#i have been thinking of going back and fixing sharena's head (you can see it's misshapen too)#but like. i actually have no idea where i'd start w that. aside from adjusting the shape beneath the head #but i have no idea how i'd fix the issue of her material without like. having to re-do her completely.#at their core these two really are fuck around and find out plushies. i'm learning the importance #of what material to pick and for what purpose.#unfortunately i am gonna do something different for alfonse's body too. the initial one i made #while super cute and i still love the back stitching. i need to readjust proportions #esp if i'm gonna be layering materials for clothes. ESP on this small of a scale.#i have a test run body on alfonse rn that i'm not entirely sold on either. proportions are right #but the craftsmenship is shoddy on it. so. split on even showing it.#also i did succumb to cheating w a sewing machine. which! i need more practice w anyway.#esp if i want to make bigger plushies in the future actually. so. at this point i was just avoiding it #also don't mind the stray pages there LMFAOO one is a comic i already posted and was reffing #for other comics i've been doing. really cool i have like. a backlog of stuff i can ref of my own work actually #i am soooooo obsessed w paneling and placement... nobody talks about paneling and placement......#sharena

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that-butch-archivist · 8 months ago

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My apologies for delays in answering asks to all those who have sent them! Just realizing now that I've acquired some and I was not correctly notified. (Usually I get emails when an ask gets sent in.)

UPDATE as of 5/20/2024: Hey, I'm starting college, and I won't be free till mid-August accordingly! This does sadly mean that I will not be as available to answer asks (in a timely manner) and push out a heavy flow of content. Expect a constant but lessened stream of archiving; in the meantime I've also been working on a GDrive full of books and essays that people can go through at their own leisure, and I'll be slowly adding content from my own collection to that effort.

I have a handful of people who've asked for references re: various butch-femme & other lesbian topics (this I have and can do); my apologies especially to you folks for delay, you have not been forgotten in any way. :(

#archivist talk #archivist blunders #the archivist regrets starting nursing school #jk i mean i am very excited #but goddamn this is gonna be a packed summer semester hgggggggggggggggghhhh okay let's go boys

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neige-leblanche · 28 days ago

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i honestly think the stress of my job is bad for my health tbh

#txt #negative #today someone came in & started racist hassling the other people just waiting in line #& yesterday i was Also having trouble calming down after work just like i am now bc a different person came in and started losing her shit -#-abt something someone else did #its like customer service but everythings heightened =_=#im gonna wait until the spring and then if im still tense & miserable after my vacation then im gonna quit #SPEAKING OF im. regretting inviting this friend of mine along on this vacation sooooo much. which fucking sucks bc i adore her but like;;;;;#she & i are two vastly different people when it comes to travel like shes way more detail focused & strict than me which i. super -#-appreciated when we went to montreal. but now we're going to asia & she. knows nothing about asia so it feels like she's relying on me to -#-patch the holes in her strict framework which i like. wouldnt be doing at all if it were just me 😀 i am a pathologically chill person when-#-it comes to travel. and now im like. im gonna be away from this stressful job & need everyone with an anxiety disorder to stay minimum 5ft #-away from me until i come back. except i will have one such person right next to me the whole time 😀 WHICH AGAIN SUCKS BC I LOVE HANGING #-OUT W/ HER IN LIKE LITERALLY EVERY OTHER SITUATION. LIKE;; INCLUDING OTHER TRAVEL SITUATIONS #ugh sorry i had to get this out of my system. i think im just sad my Fuck Off To Asia fantasy is becoming less that & more of a chore #shes also gonna be dependent on me for part of the trip bc i speak chinese & she doesnt. which like. i thought would be a necessary -#- unpleasantness for a greater good time when i was thinking to invite her.#i cannot stress enough how this is regret toward myself & not spite toward her.#its like i packed my most beloved tank top to go on a ski trip ya feel

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riiviir · 2 months ago

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hey guys so I just started reading Flatland by Edwin A. Abbott and OMG AHSBNSBSBSNSNBSHZHSHDBFHGGHFHGRJ2KSHSBSNSK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I LOVE THINKING ABOUT THE RELATIVITY BETWEEN DIMENSIONS!!!!!!

#probably the nerdiest thing i will ever read in my entire life but I AM SO HAPPY #Its the unabridged and corrected 1992 republication btw. if you wanna get specific #the only book in which i have actually decided to read the introductory notes and i do NOT regret it because the editor's one IMMEDIATELY #brought up the “oh but surely the second dimension has thickness how else would flatlanders see anything” AND GAVE A REALLY GOOD ANSWER.#which i cannot tell you here. bc it is several paragraphs long and idk how i would shorten it. i would hit tag limit. if thats a thing.#anyways. I'm only a little bit into the first part which basically explains how Flatland works as a society so i haven't even gotten to the #sphere yet but OH MAN I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO EXCITED ABOUT A ROUND OBJECT IN MY LIFE #IM LOSING IT OVER THIS BOOK AAAA :D #me: im so glad i dont have a math class during my senior year! now i dont have to learn anything math-related!#also me: but what if i started studying a complex and almost entirely theoretical part of geometry #bc YEAH i didn't just buy this book bc of gravity falls. I BOUGHT IT BC IVE BEEN RESEARCHING THE 4TH DIMENSION WOOOOOOO!!!!!#one thing i will say i dont like. introductory note suggests the the 4th dimension might be time. this is ok tho bc its followed up with #also saying that time is not a spatial dimension and exist across the 0 1st 2nd and 3rd dimensions which. that epuld mean we live in 4d #already. so. i was worried for a second but THANK YOU THANK YOU OH MY GOD PEOPLE TRYING TO SAY “OH THE 4TH DIMENSION IS TIME” I HATE THAT SO #MUCH AAAAGGHHHH AT LEAST RECOGNIZE ITS NOT SPATIAL!!! TIME IS NOT A SPATIAL DIMENSION!!!!!!! IF IT WAS THEN 4D TRAVEL AND TIME TRAVEL WPULD #BE FHE SAME THING AND DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY MUCH COOLER POSSIBILITIES WPULD BE THROWN AWAY IF THAT WAS THAT CASE!!!!! AND. AND. IF THE 4TH #DIMENSION IS TIME. THEN WHATS THE 5TH?? 6TH?? YPU CANT KEEP GOINF ON FOREVER LIKE THAT. YPURE JUST MAKEING MORE 3D WORLSS WITH STUFF IN #ADDITION TO TIME. INTERESTING BUT THAY IS NOT ABOHT HIGHRER DIEMSBSJSNSBAKAJSHDHDHHDHDHDJ #sorry for the rant. jsut. agh i want a spatial 4th dimension. i dont think tesseracts exist through time that would just be an aged cube #anyways yeahhh i love the 4th dimension. new hyperfixation or new special interest? ill have to wait and see. anyways i have done it i have #an oc whos 4 dimensional now and she is the coolest ever i love her #but yeah this book is sosososo good i am literally gonna bring it to school to read instead of draw bc i would lose it if i didn't #10/10 would recommend to anyone who wants to Think

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 6 months ago

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hai guys :3

#my video lol #my audio lol #vocaloid cover #synthv cover #synthesizer v cover #genbu #genbu synthv #evil food eater conchita #i am forcing everyone to look at this. look at my guy ehehehhkjnjkhgmlb AFTER TWO WHOLE ASS YEARS FINALLY #i couldve probably put more effort into this but ITS BEEN IN HERE FOR 2 YEARS i wanna be done w/ it already 😭#so regardless if it kinda sucks a little bit; its wayyy better than the covers i made like ~4? years ago when i was first starting out #was the iku drawing i posted before this foreshadowing?? not necessarily but its rly funny to think abt in hindsight #also rip genbu in a dress that i was gonna draw for this originally 😔✌️ i'd really love to draw more stuff for these covers i make #but it usually never comes out the way i want it to and i figure editing some sorta visualizer like this is better #than keeping some things trapped in my files for so long purely bc my extra ass wants a cool pv. some day maybe but not now #some sick fuck unsubscribed from me after i posted this BYE BITCH i dont miss you at all. live laugh love genbu in this house /j #im not the most obnoxious genbu stan i'd say but you WILL respect him in my house i do not tolerate genbu slander i love that man your hono #yes im extremely based bc he (and eleanor) were THE very first vsynths i ever actually fucked around w/ programwise #but WHATEVER!! idc he is so dear to me i do not regret buying his full version at all (it was impulsive)#the only synth i'd actually consider myself kinda good at tuning LMAO ik people hate how he sounds and have issues w/ him but not me...#these tags are too long girl stfu. anyways tldr; look at silly thang i made w/ my silly man #i love genbu and i love songs about cannibalism <3 #Youtube

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lying-on-floors · 7 months ago

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15 dollars in my bank account...HELL YEAH!

Love being a young adult :D✌🏻

(I am suffering) 👉🏻😎👉🏻

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ajxrn-archive · 6 months ago

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I need to be put in a waffle iron or something

#i am. really stressed!!#i hate being online i keep losing friends #Majority of them did shitty stuff to me and it makes me so sad #I already have trust problems so when people come and say theyll always be here for me and then the next thing i know im blocked because i #Expressed my discomfort about something shitty they did it makes those trust issues even worse #We were pretty close and now i regret telling him shit because he could use it against me #And im starting to fall out with my “best friend” irl. Everything is making me sick #I can’t do this anymore I really want to disappear #There has to be something about me so repulsive to people #That i just turn them away #its gonna be like that for the rest of my life isnt it? I probably wont even get a partner in the future #I just don’t know why I fuck up every friendship so bad even if it wasnt. My fault #I shouldve kept my mouth shut even if i was uncomfortable #my last friendships ended like this too #I caused a huge server fight by saying I was uncomfy and I’m pretty sure everyone hates me now because of it #even though some said they werent #I am just really lonely and feel like a piece of shit #Because I am one #I don’t really know if I want to keep being here anymore #I genuinely think nobody likes me #Even when I was in school nobody liked me #I was the “weird girl”#I just wish I was normal and likeable and then maybe I’d have friends irl #I don’t know what’s wrong with me and I’ve considered suicide over it multiple times #I ruin everything #My friendships. My life. My parents marriage. My art. Everything.#I doubt anyone will read this or gaf so just. ignore me

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helloiamthatlilwitch · 1 day ago

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School was so shitty today

#Lessons haven’t even started yet bro #I’m so drained and I don’t know why #lil’s brainrot moment #vent #I hate talking to people #Everything is fine #I think #Wait why am I posting this again #Eh whatever we ball lololol #I feel like I’m gonna regret posting this later on

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cattatoir · 1 year ago

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Anyway this is what I mean by I want to see Adam and Jesus talk

#graphic design is my passion #listen while I'm super excited to hopefully maybe see angels & demons in the GO universe actually form an identity that isn't just not #their adversary and start taking actions based on something other than a game of spiritual Telephone #the symmetry of human raised Antichrist averting the first Apocalypse with humans and the Human raised (and killed sure) son of God (possib #le part of the Trinity?) help avert the second one #I mean I'm curious how we're gonna get all of them vs all of us with Jesus so. 🤷‍♂️#anyway. I literally could not sleep without expelling this awful thing #I have leave in in my hair bc I left my shower to let it sit when I realized I was not gonna stop itching to do this nonsense #do not @ me #I only use MS paint and meme generator and I did my best #cmo's log #I guess #also I fought for my life to get transparent Jesus and I am could not get the freeform crop on paint to work not to mention my hands are #so unsteady they evoke the concern of strangers #I might regret this in the morning #and by mornign I mean presumably like 3p tomorrow when I wake up #I untagged this bc it should never see the light of day #ok actually just execute me #good omens

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aethernalstars · 2 years ago

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*drops this meme and leaves*

#this is me lore but like we're not gonna talk about it #system memes #plurality meme #also it's really funny that in less than 12 hours that question got asked #edit: i am starting to regret tagging this with those larger tags #some of y'all who have already liked this are fucking dumbasses #y'all: no exclusionists and fuck terfs. also y'all: but we are excluding these specific people and we love hp #i guess what I'm trying to say is have some fucking introspection before interacting with this or you're getting blockt #edit the second: stop fucking interacting with the post if you like Southpark. fuck you and your racist transphobic ass show

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emerald-oceans · 5 months ago

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I’m still seething about my coworkers. They know that two of our coworkers go by they/them and they’ve flat out said they’re going to use she/her. That you’re either a boy or a girl, or you’re crazy, and that they aren’t going to play into someone’s “fantasy”.

Well here’s the reality: you all are a bunch of bigoted, backwards ass cunts. You’re actively choosing to dig your heels in the ground and throw a tantrum like a toddler instead of using pronouns you use on a daily fucking basis. Because god forbid you be a decent person for one second of your life, instead of the miserable sack of shit you really are. No wonder you’re pissed all the time. Being such an asshole, you’re naturally full of bullshit.

#one of said bigoted coworkers also made a comment shortly before this #about how the ‘damn mexicans can’t parent their children’#honey 95% of the misbehaved brats in the store are white #and you’re one of them #if it wouldn’t cost me my job i’d have gone off on her #my only regret is not speaking out #if they start spewing this shit again i’m gonna shut them down #i’ll still have to bite my tongue from what i really want to say #but i am going to report them for these remarks either tomorrow or monday #depends what manager is in tomorrow #i’m done with this bigoted shit #grow up and get with the times #or fuck off out of society

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punkrockisafulltimejob · 3 months ago

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I'm working on a project on my computer and vaping, this is the closest I've been to my normal pain level in days. I know it won't last, especially not when I'm trying to sleep later.

Trying to ignore the guilt of disappearing from work for three days, when the last time I did that it was my mental breakdown two years ago.

#it's not like then #not really #I mean it is and it isn't #my physical health was/is in a point of decline and the fear of pushing myself too hard became/is becoming too much #but I've grown so much in the last two years #I'm not gonna lie #sometimes I wish I had quit the work force back then #I obviously couldn't have predicted the sharp decline of my physical health over the course of this calendar year #but it happened #so the day to day question becomes now what?#now what do I do with myself/my life/my time/my energy/my independence/my god knows what else #nothing I am physically capable of doing is going to fulfill me and the things that fulfill me are now out of reach #so what fucking now?#I think this is it folks #I think it's time to start planning my exit strategy from the work force #and I don't know how the fuck I'm gonna do that when we literally just bought a condo #and I have therapy tomorrow too so I get to try and relay all this to my therapist in just half an hour lol #I don't regret dropping down to maintenance sessions #but sometimes you just need more time #tomorrow I'll get on the phone and be like ohmygodjoshitsbeensuchafuckingweek #ihadaflareupsobadicalledoutofatotaloffourdaysofworkandleftearlybythreehoursoneday #andnowimhavingcompletefearsaboutbeingsocompletelyincapacitatedthatillneverleavethehouseagain #and he'll be like well first of all BREATHE #second of all there's nothing indicating that this is unlike every other flare up that you've managed to fight through after a week plus #and then I'll be like butwhatifimstuckhomewithkaren24/7andshedrivesmebatshitwhenicantleaveonmyown?#and then he'll be like what did I just say about breathing?#but then he'll point out that the point of us moving is so we can get more space and be able to separate ourselves from her more #and then I'll cycle back to but she won't see reason and take the downstairs bedroom now instead of god knows how long down the line #trust me we do this every two weeks lol

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