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growing up!
#FALLS TO THE FLOOR!!!!#so shocking news: the silver artbook actually killed me a little. this is the first finished pic ive made since#wow isnt it crazy that 26 completed illustrations would kinda take it outta ya. bananas. i need to Not do a full bg again for a minute#i had the stupid thought like 'oohhgh i could do a series of silver and lilia as hes growing up!!' im HITTING ME!!! NO MORE SERIES!!!#I CAN DO NON-RELATED PICS OF THAT IF I MUST!!! THE PRESSURE OF A SERIES IS TOO TIRING RN!!!!#my life is a whirlwind i JUST moved and now might need to move again bc the nepotism might work and id make a ton more#im trying to sell my house and its going very poorly. im doing well at work. ID HAFTA MOVE ACROSS THE COUNTRY AGAIN#ID BE BACK NOOOORTH id go to pennsylvania <3 im from new york so the thought of being closer to my mom is rly nice#and i have friends there both from high school and ohiiiio and new england etc etc!!!! YAY!!!#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#lilia vanrouge#suntails#did u miss this. be honest. when i vanish for months at a time do u miss the rambling life updates. theyre who i am
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PART 2 OF THE WYD WHEN MY GANG PULL UP IMAGE 🗣🔥
We’re welcoming AM and HAL into the family this time c: , I’ll continue this family photo series as I release new papercrafts lol
#being completely honest with y’all I think HAL is the only guy AM would tolerate#also don’t bully Minos he wants to feel included#I’ll make a papercraft of him later too#ihnmaims#i have no mouth and i must scream#ihnmaims am#inscryption p03#edgar electric dreams#yes man fallout nv#yes man#Inscryption#ultrakill minos#minos prime#hal 9000#2001 a space odyssey
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Having a crisis rn about moving out. Like... I shouldn't moving out yet, I so not feel ready for that, what the fuck??? I don't know what the fuck's gonna happen or how the hell I'm supposed to function on my fucking own!!
And most importantly, I'm gonna have to leave my old room. Like, I've been lucky enough that my room has always been a safe space for me to the extent where the first thing I'd miss when going on vacation was my room. Every damn time I wouldn't be in my room for several nights in a row, I would think "just this many nights more and then I'm in my own bed again". Which doesn't mean I never enjoyed my vacation or anything just... if you asked me what 'home' meant to me, it would have been the room I've been living in for the past twelve years. And I do plan on coming home on weekends but a lot of the stuff that used to be in my room won't be there anymore because it's going to be in my new place and hopefully make that feel like home too but there's no guarantee for that and, yeah, I might have some kind of problem with change but just because I know I do doesn't make it any easier and I also hate endings and this is essentially what this feels like even tho it might not technically be true but it just feels like so many last times...
Don't get me wrong, there's definitely things I'm looking forward to, but rn it's just fucking scary. I'm going to be packing up the most important stuff today and bring them over tomorrow and... idk it's just really hard and I am so, so incredibly glad that a friend of mine is going to be my roommate and that there's a "part of my old life" still with me that can give me some stability yk? And that's one friend that I know for sure I won't be losing touch with bc I know I'm really bad at keeping in touch with people and texting them for no reason but I don't know how to do better (although I did text my childhood best friend recently and I'm really proud if myself for that. At least I'm trying yk). And I'm especially afraid of losing my best friend. I mean I know we won't lose touch, at least not any time soon, bc we text each other the most random stuff. But things will probably still change and I don't know how they will change and... yeah, again, it's scary.
But we have DnD and therefore a reason to keep in contact and still meet up with some kind of reason and maybe extra motivation or something to actually make time for it yk? It's probably going to be okay it's just really hard to actually see and understand that rn. Like, I'm sitting on the couch in our living room and I'm feeling fucking homesick for the house I'm still in. The first few weeks of moving out will be so hard, jesus fuck. But I'm feeling better already from writing all of this down so at least there's that I guess
#i think this might be what kept me up last night#also I made myself cry with this but I think it's a good thing#am i being too honest?#going to make myself a nice cup of tea now and then do all the stuff that I need to do today while procrastinating packing...#wish me luck#vent post
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Oh no he’s fuzzy
#and he’ll cuddle#and rip flesh apart too#art#fanart#my art#original art#Splatoon#Splatoon 3#Splatoon fanart#splatoon art#Splatoon fan art#Splatoon big man#big man Splatoon#big man#big man fanart#splatoon big man fanart#mantaro#apparently I lied. yes I will continue posting because if I’m being honest it’s what I do all the time. not even my homework#and while I am still busy working on commissions even if it doesn’t look like because of how long I take- I still have like#nighttime and some breaks to still draw stuff to post. and yeah I mean I draw quickly when I’ve got good ideas#man I really have to stop procrastinating so bad#Splatoon fuzzy au#Splatoon au#fuzzy au#comfort au#original au#just now I realize I didn’t tag the Frye post with the fuzzy au smh
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Crazy to think that from his perspective he went from thinking it would be funny if he cloned his own consciousness to then spending years tormented by the indignity of a cage wrought up by his own hubris.
#homestuck#homestuck fanart#lil hal#hal strider#autoresponder#I don’t like calling him that#but for tagging sake it’s technically true#I’m not too sure about this one if I’m being honest#Which is why he’s getting the 5 am treatment#You know when I first read Homestuck I thought I’d really like him#cause my sister’s favorite alpha kids were Roxy and Hal#but I ended up liking Jane and Jake best#Anyway he’s in the “I’d probably like them more if not for their fans“ pile along with Dirk and Dave#tw blood
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X-MEN: DAYS OF THE FUTURE PAST (2014)
#they should invent an iteration of cherik that doesn't make me want to kill myself#mine*#cherik#x-men#xmenedit#gifset#filmedit#erik lehnsherr#charles xavier#otp: i want you by my side#they never talk about this again btw#guys be honest do u think it blew up in their faces in genosha (it totally did. it 100% did)#i think its important to note that in most of the movies (esp. the prequels) erik is always very intently staring at charles without#blinking. and that the one avoiding eye contact or not being able to hold it for too long it's charles#charles does avoid erik's eyes a lot especially in dofp#while erik is always the one doing the intense staring into charles' soul thing BUUUT in this scene#you can see erik breaking eye contact for a brief second when he says 'for what happened. i truly am'#you don't get it he's so sad!! HE'S SO SORRY!!!! and yet he can't bring himself to look at charles in the eye because he gets too emotional#and also the second erik says 'for what happened' charles breaks eye contact too#they are hurting so bad and they can't look at each other in the eyes without getting emotional.................. i'm so normal about them
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junior year is for the burnt out gifted kids. for the kids who tried so hard and got nothing in return. for the kids who worked and worked and worked with no end in sight. no reward. you succeed at things thought impossible and yet you end up in the same place as everyone else. you’re not really advanced. you’re not really a savior. you’re just a kid.
you’re just a kid, and you’re so, so tired.
#am i analyzing based off of like ten minutes total from the first episode? yes#but i know this is going to be far too relatable as a burnt out former gifted kid so i think i should be allowed to <3#dimension 20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#reese’s pieces#if we’re being honest
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ok for every ten silly pregnancy posts i get ONE earnest
#m2a#pregnancy#m2art#some people have said they like how casual and funny i am about pregnancy so i do enjoy giving my perspective so far#there's a lot of discomfort and a lot of joy. i really like it#it's made me feel human in a specific way#like i think a lot of times when we demystify pregnancy it's being honest about how gross and awful it gets#which is a good thing to be honest about!!!!#but the cute happy sides of it are real too they're both honest
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blacked out for two weeks after finals and then watched alll of tetro danganronpa pink to recover
N E wayz drawing wada over and over again until it stops looking bad, there will be more
#tetro danganronpa pink#tetro danganronpa#fanganronpa#wada masanari#my art#artlying#CHAT I LOVE HIM OUAGHHHH#i have to draw other characters too i love htem all so much but im too wada pilled#i wouldnt wish being a wada fan on my worst enemy#can the horrors STOP#LEAVE HIM ALONEEE#guys dont worry he and all his friends will make it through ofc :D#theyre all gonna get out and hold hands and be bffs 4eva yayyy yay <3#how do you draw his hair?? wtf why is it so hard#am i stupid be honest#idk why my art style is so strangely different here#alas its ok its just doodles#better waders coming soon hopefully
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warm-up doodles that got a bit out of hand
#homestuck#karkat vantas#john egbert#june egbert (she is there too)#fanart#doodle#revisiting homestuck for the first time in years has been fun. a lot of it is good and a lot of it is horrendous#would love for my brain to now calm down about it so i can get back to working#also i have no idea if john and roxy actually divorced in the epilogues but if i am being honest? i dont even want to know
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isat pokemon au, my liege?
my rambling in tags
#my art#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#pokemon#siffrin#mirabelle#isabeau#odile#bonnie#i am not individually tagging pokemon sorry. floragato eevee ursaring scorbunny meowstic <- for anyone who does not know them#im personally a big fan of when artists mold pokemon designs like clay to fit their characters so i tried to channel that#siffrin really does have the perfect mystery dungeon backstory. washes up on a beach with no memories of their past type of deal yknow#i imagine that he was still a sprigatito then? and evolves at some point during their journey? dont ask me for details i dont know them#veryy tempting to make him an absol but ive already seen that done very well!! so i kept most of these to floragato sif#mirabelle being an eevee is suuuch low hanging fruit sorry. i could not resist the evolving pokemon not wanting to evolve trope#i was concerned that sif was no longer shortest party member until i realized they just stand on their back legs all the time to feel talle#when quadruped like mira he is still shortest. sorry siffrin#isa gave me such a hard time. like i never thought i would turn a character into ursaring of all things but it really was the best choice#my other choices were bewear or pawmot if you care. he’s so bear coded#if going purely based on looks i probably would have made odile a sneasler. but i wanted her to be psychic#ill be honest bonnie was purely vibes. they carry the treasure bag :)#never draw bonnie's hat in profile worst mistake of my life#loop is still cat shaped here but i’ve seen the idea of them changing species thrown around. much to think about#i like the idea of the party seeing sif and loop side by side and immediately clocking their entire deal#the change god is mew btw. very important information to no one but myself#eurasie as hisuian zoroark?? lots of hair. and the king can be darkrai#don’t mind the inconsistencies. me and my 2781 ways of drawing the same character#wait what does an eevee look like again. googles it. oh i really crabbed this one up#uhh. looks around. been sitting on this one for a bit too long i think. maybe ill clean up some more sketches later
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life is hard for us oz fans who are only meh about wicked. have half a meme.
#it's not even that i dislike boq as a character - he's fine. i think galinda is the most intriguing of the musical esp in her relationship#with power and how that relates to her relationships with other people. but boq is fine#i am just SO fucking tired of conflating boq wicked with nick chopper baum books#that's not my tin woodman. and i don't want him to be. nick (unlike many oz characters) has a very specific and set backstory#he has a whole damn book about it ffs#and boq is such a different character in terms of role symbolism and personality that i just cannot see him as even an au version of nick#fiyero too to be completely honest. though his mischaracterization doesn't bother me quite as much bc i read the book and he is rather#intriguing as a separate character - i don't love him in the musical tho. anyways specifically calling boq the tin woodman and saying#all the baum book stuff happened to him is so irritating to me because they are not at all the same. and nick is one of my favorite charas#in any media ever. idk. no hate if you like boq ofc and i don't want to stop you from having fun with the characters#i just am getting tired of the greater oz fandom latching on to wicked as fleshing out the baum or mgm characters. it's an entirely#different world. (and yes we can discuss the fact that wicked is intended to be canon compliant with the 39 film - but once again it's#a stretch to say it fits the charas. and that isn't the issue i have here.)#anyways. sorry. i'm just tired of wicked = boq = nick stuff#esp im annoyed at the fiyero and boq blorbo-ifying i see when the women of this musical are far more interesting and proactive#boq and fiyero are just furniture/pawns in the great drama that is elphaba's life and the way she pulls glinda into it with her#but WHATEVER i DIGRESS and shit. ignore this. whatever#it's the way people attempt to reconcile a lot of non-compliant media into whichever one they like the best. which is all fun and games#i am just being a hater. ok? this is me being a hater.#analysis#wizard of oz#wicked#wicked musical#toast talks oz#toasty talks
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this room was built for one chair only,
i'm not empty, i'm just lonely
#arknights#muelsyse#arknights muelsyse#lone trail#my art#<- i am moonlight elegy on twt#anyway WHEW i went out of my comfort zone TWICE here...#i never draw backgrounds (you can tell) and i never draw flowers (you can tell)#but they're meant to be lilies... symbolising loneliness and sadness.... hehehe#i'll be honest i came out of lone trail like eh mumu's alright. not my favourite but i don't dislike her#and then she ends up being the first one i draw from the relevant characters. standing man emoji#i got insp for this while listening to ho'olheyak's theme too btw L O L#also i know there's details missing from her outfit but consider. deciphering and drawing arknights designs is sometimes a ball ache#gorgeous to look at. but don't make me do it or i'll scream and throw up
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I skip all Hiccstrid scenes in Rtte because buffstrid is not canon💔
#am i mentally ill?#maybe#but do I also possess the power to redraw Hiccstrid scenes with buffstrid#yes#I do#hiccup#Astrid#hiccup x astrid#biblically accurate hiccstrid#hiccstrid#buffstrid#httyd#Rtte#shit post#I wish I was joking#I’ve fried my brain to the point where I just cannot watch them#and if I’m being honest a lot of the Hiccstrid scenes are kind of hard to watch anyway😭#don’t get me wrong I absolutely love the ship#however#they make me kringe#yes kringe with a k#because the normal ‘cringe’ word is used too often and too negatively just to insult people having fun#So I’m using kringe and hoping it doesn’t already mean something extremely offensive#okay I googled it it’s fine#I am now dubbing ‘kringe’ to be a friendlier version of ‘cringe’ and only to be used in a situation where you are expressing your opinion -#-and not directly insulting someone else just because they’re a little different#what the fuck was I originally on about#oh yeah I kind of find canon Hiccstrid kringe#hot take mayhaps?#idk my opinion man🤗
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#rowlet#welcome to the seventh generation. the things i do for you all. i just had to learn the structure of the code of collada files#so that i could stop making these bitches too shiny to see their eyes so that i could continue doing this#because i am a developer and not a 3d modeler#so it's easier for me to edit the code than it is for me to learn how to use fuckin blender#so i'm probably gonna write up a little script in python to Un-Shinify any models that i get to make it easier for me#but anyway! now that that's out of the way. this is probably one of my least favorite starters#just being honest. i like popplio a LOT and litten more than this at least#it's not that i dislike it‚ i just find that it's a little……… less. than the other two starters of this region#it's still cute and i like the sounds it makes. it is definitely a circle#and like that's awesome. but i like litten and popplio more :/ sorry to that one anon who hated all the water starters but also not sorry#they killed me like twenty billion times so i'm gonna like whatever water starters i want
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"why couldn't shuro have just been honest about what he felt with laios and falin it's not that hard" are you. are you White
#dungeon meshi#shuro#toshiro nakamoto#look you can hate him for other things but this is very clearly a case of cultures (& personalities influenced by these cultures) clashing#shuro is japanese/east asian-coded and laios is european white boy#i am not japanese but i also come from a collectivistic society#pakikisama is a filipino value both prized and abhorred#it relies heavily on being able to read social cues and prior knowledge of societal norms#shuro being from a different country/culture is important to his character#his repressed nature is meant to contrast with laios' open one like that's the point#they both had similar upbringings but different coping mechanisms#shuro explicitly admits that he's jealous of laios being able to live life sincerely#anyway the point is they were operating on different expectations entirely and neither had healthy enough communication skills#to hash things out before they got too bad#re his attraction to falin i personally believe he unfortunately mpdg-ed her#she represented something new & different. a fresh drink of water for his parched repressed self#alas not meant to be#i'll be honest the way ryoko kui handles both fantasy & regular racism in dm is more miss than hit for me#i don't doubt that a lot of the shuro hate is based off of marcille's pov of him#marcille famously racist 😭#characters' racist views don't often get (too) challenged#practically everyone is casually racist at some point#anyway. again if you're gonna hate shuro at least hate him for being complicit in human trafficking & slavery#he couldn't help falling for the wrong woman goddamn 😭#calemonsito notes#edit: upon further reflection i take back what i said about toshiro mpdg-ing falin!#i'm sorry toshiro 😭
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