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my polyam ass having a thought that two polyships i like (one i had been making for years, and other that i only just started to get into recently) have colors that really works well-
#and their personalities is so different yet they clash each other within??? RIGHT????#dorkous arts#im NOT TAGGING IT JSHDGHJJHGSHJG#but yes its#mortujulita#its funny bc#two of them 'these are my morons' (anita about julia and stella about petra & jessie)#two of them is 'YIPPPEE LETS GOOOO' (julia and jessie)#and lastly the chilliest dudes (mortum and petra)#also the order is on purpose bc#petra and julia are 6ft#jessie and anita are 5ft#stella and mortum are the ones who are. average height vibes ngl but slightly taller.#three of them is retired heroes (anita petra and jessie)#three of them are was/is villains (anita stella and mortum)#only ONE of them is a actual hero (julia. shes the only bitch here.)#i could say petra and jessie but theyre like post-game stuff#ANYWAY THIS IS A VERY NORMAL POST#FROM A POLYAM ENBY MYSELF WHO JUST GOES 'ahaha oh no they do be fit-'#jestellra | mcsm
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i love that the hunger games is getting the appreciation it deserves but boi some of these takes are truly making me question ppl’s media literacy because ???
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#starting with the fact that ppl are calling katniss boring?!??? talking about everyone and anyone BUT HER?! THE MAIN BITCH OF THE SHOW#the hunger games#hunger games#ppl saying the last book doesnt make sense?!? bc the rebels were going to get snow anyway so the death were pointless?!???#WHICH EXCUSE ME ITS THE FUCKING POINT BUT ALSO KATNISS NEEDED TO GO TO THE CAPITAL BC THAT IS WHAT ULTIMATELY MAKES COIN EXACTLY LIKE SNOW#bc shes willing to sacrifice innocent ppl (katniss’s team) in order to kill katniss- for the bigger purpose (her being fairly ‘elected’)#thg#everlark#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark
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they are ignoring my big beautiful pathetic himbo wife and his cute little platypus tail that he has for some tank part reason im too dumb to understand why
#how can u laugh 😿 this is not a JOKE 😾⁉️⁉️⁉️#love the way starscream was smiling and entertained by demo's people pleasing and having to make himself frown#so he can make demo even more exasperated by his apathy#'it's funny when he nags cyclonus but he can stfu around me pls '#part of what makes armada starscream so cool is demo taking a lot of the more pathetic sides of his ppl pleasing#starscream's ppl pleasing is more for competitive career (power) reasons and fear#demo's tries to be but also he just wants megatron to like him and be nice to him pls :(#whereas megs actually likes starscream and wants him to succeed one day just not today lol#and starscream is like no wtf ure weird i just want ur position . gtfo#it's like the one worker the manager wants to make a new manager one day but the worker hates it there & just does whats needed then leaves#& trains new ppl by being like 'yea so the fuckass manager likes it like this so if u see him then do that shit but heres how i do it lol'#new ppl being mini cons who hes like that cool younger adult to wholl send ppl home instantly if theyre sick & is chilled but professional#meanwhile demo is the suck up tryhard who just needs to put the fries in the bag bro#he wants to be manager so bad but hes also annoying and dumb and megs just wants him to leave his office so he can pretend 2 work#cyclonus is the broke guy who just goofs off bcs if he gets fired then he gets fired but they havent yet bcs theyre understaffed#n he knows it too. he sleeps on the job if it slows down for 1 second. but hes an adrenalin junkie who can get distracted#demo wants meg to want his effin cookje so freaking bad... i love pathetic men#sideways secretly has 3 jobs total & 2 of them are at their competitors' who pay better so he dgaf abt this one#he never picks up shifts and doesnt care abt working less hours. hes hust here for the drama tbh#he clocks in wondering if demo will ever get that megadck hes been bitching abt#he clocks out a disappointed fujoshi#it's ok bcs karen hot rod who works at their competitors comes storming in with his kids & needs rizzed up#by either starscream or sideways bcs they fucked up his kids' orders on purpose after hr gave them a spiel abt their long list of allergies#demolisher#starscream#cyclonus#transformers#maccadam#tf armada#sideways
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every time a woman dies in a story is not fridging every time a woman dies in a story does not inherently make it fridging fridging is not inherently bad or misogynistic it is a PLOT DEVICE that can be used to good or poor effect just like every other plot device PLEASE can we learn nuance
#also like. side characters die as plot motivators all the time why do we only complain about it when it's a woman#especially in media properties that historically have had a lot of female characters who DON'T die and who DO have their own purpose#outside of motivating a man i.e. dc comics or doctor who#like am I saying those media properties are perfect in their treatment of female characters? no! but writing a female character#especially a SIDE CHARACTER who was never meant to be an MC- out in order to motivate another character?#guys that's so normal. please stop acting like anytime a female character dies it's inherently evil misogynistic writers being patriarchal#bc it's not. it is a storytelling device. in the hands of a bad writer it can be bad. in the hands of a good writer it can be good#PLEASE stop acting like entire tropes are inherently Bad 🙄#sorry I just saw a post that rankled me#Lu rambles#also ☝️ ****'* ***** ** *** ******** 👍
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shipping yhk not in a romantic or platonic way but a secret third way (⬛️⬛️)
#domo rambles#its like. u cant put a label on whatever the fuck is going on between those 3 they make me a little insane#their dynamic is just so insane in the context of the story. but i also need them in a low-stakes high school au#something very cyclical about them. you meet someone and you cant help but love them so much that youd do anything to save them#so you doom the universe and kickstart all the events that brought so much misery and suffering to others just to keep that 1 person alive#bc thats how important they are to you. you pour your soul into writing this story even as you slowly disappear#in the hopes they stay alive. bc they have to survive and you will ensure that#and to do that you create someone who will try again and again to survive at all costs. someone who doesnt givr up#and so the character is born. and you have little recollection of your life before adulthood#but one thing youre sure about is that you will see the end of the scenarios#and then you meet someone who somehow understands what you went thru in a way youve never experienced before#and they shine so brightly likr a star in the night sky you cant help but love them#and so you chase them across worldlines to keep them alive. bc they have to survive. you almost feel like thats your purpose#that you were created for the sole purpose of loving this person and ensuring their survival#and youd doom yourself to keep repeating this life just for the chance to meet that person once more#and then at the center of all this. you see the universe someone created for you and you cant help but love it with your entire being#this was what kept you alive all these years and what kept you from giving up. you dont deserve this salvation#you are rhe reason for the pain and suffering of so many including the one thats kept you alive all these years#you are the reason someone doomed the universe and created something by chipping away at themselves for years#and so to atone for this you would doom yourself to an eternity of loneliness in order to sustain this universe someone created for you#i created this universe for your survival. i was created so you would survive. this universe will survive and i'll doom myself to ensure it#sorry i ended up writing an essay. can you tell im insane about them#orv#orv spoilers#yoohankim#if you read all this im kissing u on the mouth
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HEY. DID YOU KNOW. YOU CAN DRAW WHATEVER THE FUCK YOU WANT????
(inspired by this edit of shadow in a dress, and this amazing art by @disastermanagement! outfit based off of this that i found on pinterest)
#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#i am so so so happy with like oh my god#also this is part of my whatevertober drawing prompt. bc i drew! :D and its part of an existing -tober prompt#cringetober#cringetober2023#number 28 for cringetober alt fashion! tho it might also fit the pinterest one? or all edge no point#idk!! im not doing any of these in order (both by accident and on purpose)#i spent like the entire second half of the day drawing this. i did not mean to. but i did#and the longer i did the more effort i put into it!!! entirely by accident!!#oops!!!
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#so i have this hc were the archangels were all made small in figure however they were all labeled with their purpose since their creation#but Lucifer has a growth spurt were he had grown much more quicker than his other siblings they had been the same size until he formedtalle#this is why i like this hc bc he never grew another inch from that sudden growth spurt so the whole him being short and people pointing it-#-it out makes it much funnier but also meaningful#cause he was just made different eventually and very soon after Michael also had the growth spurt being claimed as the second strongest#Roo was also a special case but in a more negative light than positive like Lucifer she was naturally a disaster and unintentionally and#intentionally which ofcourse as the eldest Lucifer was put in charge not only to protect heaven but his siblings at that time#he was ordered to punish roo in attempt to teach her control but also consequences ofc he didn't want to but had to he was taught that one#must fall to protect those who still have grace and well in the long run... he also fell like a whole chain passing down#also Roo developing some sort of resentment towards Michael over having to witness Lucifer choosing him to shield from her#so she 'gives' him an actual reason to shield Michael#anyways#adamsapple#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel adam#lucifer morningstar#guitarduck
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I'm gonna bully Lif again
I'll admit, some of these answers don't cover all the bases, but. What are we thinking, here. What is The Truth behind The Twink Death? 🤨🎤
I will also be accepting write-in responses as usual 🫡
#fire emblem#feh#fe lif#fe alfonse#one answer i refuse to put on here just bc of how badly i think it would squeue results:#has exclusive access to bruno's workout routine#BUT I FEEL LIKE. IF I PUT THAT AS AN OPTION. EVERYONE WOULD PICK IT. I WOULD PICK IT IN A HEARTBEAT#some of my own notes: changing up the body modification option to be more vague#BUT. some thoughts were 'via surgery/magic' and specifying he sought it out himself#i just simplified it to look better on the poll. but the IDEA here. ESPP in the same vein as the insoles#i cannot remember where. but i feel like it's canon that alfonse has a degree of body dysmorphia?#or at very least has some insecurity about it. not being as tall as gustav/bruno (sir. you are allegedly 5'11.)#and not being as muscular as them either. i swear to god i'm not just making this up. it has to exist in SOME obscure line somewhere#or i just hallucinated that. but then again i found out one of my long-standing hcs actually had a basis IN canon#i just. forgor. so. anything is possible 💪💪💪 (this one was about alfonse/sharena/bruno being childhood friends)#badly wanted to make another undead joke but now i'm paranoid that i'm spreading misinfo#like i think The Lore is that lif and theasir were sole survivors. technically not rezzed. but like.... gah#i do gotta finish my book 3 replay. i promise i will. i'm SO close (has to do book 2 quotes first)#still the embalming accident option no elaboration is just too funny to me. cannot pass it up#ALSO. ALSO. the veggies/milk option. is mostly a joke but goes back to my hcs about#alfonse being scrawny as a kid up until he joins the order. actually starts to fill out more#when he feels inexplicably more secure. also sharena helping any way she can.#LIKE. ALL OF THESE ARE SILLY. but a lot of them have internal lore reasons. varying degrees of actual canonness#i also want each option to be compelling in some way. like what does this say about him#or what happened to him. just. in general.#THERE'S. KINDA NO GREATER PURPOSE TO THIS BTW. kinda.#it's just that whenever i think anything even vaguely related to book 3 i get the UNFATHOMABLY PROFOUND URGE#to stick a kick me note on lif's back and wait.#it's either that or just blackout horny. no in between. also the grief. i need to kill him again.
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What is the Tarnma penpals au? I've seen you mention it a couple times and am super curious about it!
Hiiii
So the Pen Pals AU is an idea that I got a couple of weeks ago. Kind of self-explanatory by the name, but the idea is it's a post-war scenario with a diplomatic ending b/t the Autobots and Decepticons. One of the many efforts to normalize relations is a pen pals program that's set up to pair Autobots with Decepticons under randomized pseudonyms. The goal is to try and create positive relationships based only on these letters and not any preconceived notions based on faction or identity. (Also it's pre-Earth which means it's pre-Delphi for Pharma, so his normal non-traumatized personality features.)
Pharma and Tarn naturally get paired up under this program, and the first part of the AU/fic (yes I'm going to write it eventually) is them basically having their pen pals relationship turn from friendship to heavily implied mutual romantic attachment. Their individual daily lives are also shown bc each of them is dealing with their own identity-related crisis: Tarn struggling with depression and addiction in the aftermath of all the things he did for the DJD and confusion over why Megatron just had them change so suddenly. Pharma with the realization that his whole life has just been defined by his accomplishments and he's lived his life in a way where he's oft-respected and admired, but never loved for who he is as a person rather than what he does.
The whole AU was originally meant to be fluffy and slice-of-life-esque (there was even an arranged marriage component in the very first conception of the idea), but as I fleshed out the setting more, I realized I wanted to actually delve deep into the implications of a post-war setting. So the Pen Pals AU has taken a darker turn recently; not darker as in fluffy romance to dead dove, but it's more like, the fluffy romance develops and then the past/war comes back to haunt Tarn and Pharma's relationship in a way that's very (re)traumatizing, both for them individually and their chances of being able to stay together as a couple.
So the fact that Tarn was in the DJD/oversaw Grindcore and did countless atrocities is very much an element of the story that's explored rather than shied away from. At first he deals with it on his own, and for a while he lives in blissful ignorance knowing that his pen pal is the one relationship he has with a "normal person" (he knows that his pen pal is a doctor, aka not a hardened soldier and criminal). Unfortunately things get complicated when his pen pal asks to meet IRL because he wants them to be more than friends, and Tarn realizes that he can't move forward with this new, blooming relationship without being honest about who he is. On Pharma's end, he has to grapple with the idea of choosing love over reputation, following his heart rather than his fear of social rejection/ostracization. Especially when the consequences of continuing to date Tarn could go from just "people judging him" to.... well, that's what me eventually writing the fic is meant to reveal. :)
TLDR: Tarn and Pharma meet as anonymous pen pals, end up having a lot of shared issues re: loneliness and isolated public personas, help each other solve their personal problems, share a mutual love of music, and fall in love, then realize who the other is. Complications ensue.
#squiggle answers#pen pal au#i really want to start writing it!#i've actually written a few scenes but only like the most climactic or romantic ones#also i'm trying to keep some things vague and not specify what order things happen so as to not give away the whole story#also it's lowkey (maybe highkey) a tarn apologism fic with a heaping main course of redemption arc#bc a big thing is like. tarn was not born tarn he was made that way by a specific person for a specific purpose#in comparison pharma's side of the story is a little lighter/lower stakes. at least for the first part of the fic#but delphi doesn't happen in this universe so that means by nature pharma has less emotional damage and trauma#it's weird to call pharma innocent but in the context of this au he kind of is#esp since even once he starts dating tarn knowing it's tarn he's kind of like. well both sides did bad things right?#oh no sweet summer child the DJD were a different beast
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Thinking about what type of fanfiction I'd like to write for Eigong, and I've been a little fixated on her roots. Like...I know she has them when she's mentoring Yi and Kuafu because of the latter's vital sanctum. And she gets more as that part of the story progresses...but like. How did she implement them to begin with? Did it hurt?
#nine sols#eigong#shaking her...what is wrong with you#I'm also considering. if I write this fanfic. to use the phrasing “I hope this hurts” as like. symbolism-ish-kinda#bc like. Jimmy (iykyk) and Eigong kinda have a similar thing going on in terms of responsibility and how either its not taken at all or#its “taken” but has woefully flawed execution#also because yeah I kinda hope it did hurt. imagine taking a piece of this thing sustaining you and implanting it on your skull#now it will never leave you but that is also not its intended purpose. breaking the natural order mayhaps?#idk I also constantly worry that I'll misinterpret or mischaracterize her and her themes so maybe I will not fanfic. we shall see
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Tom Paris won the poll so here you go - A Handful of Peanuts! [Patreon | Ko-fi]
#it was extremely close so I might also draw Neelix/T'Pel in order to honor everyone who went to bat for his hopeless crush <3#I hope people know what this is referencing#T'Pel#Tom/T'Pel#idk who'd be searching that but if they are - it's their lucky day#Tom Paris#B'Elanna#bea art tag#comix#st voyager#st voy#voy#Tuvok is going to feel the killing urge#it was more appropriate to put B'Elanna there bc of the reference but just picture Tuvok making his way to the table with PURPOSE
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"i dunno, i don't think i have social anxiety or anything, i'm just awkward. like, i can do public speaking with no problem so long as i have a script, it's just that certain weird things make me nervous. it's fine, i just make it sound worse than it is when talking to my therapists." <=guy whose gut feelings are frequently convinced that basically everyone wants to beat him with hammers
#eliot posts#my mental issues just tend to manifest Weirdly lol#some things that make me socially anxious:#asking for things#approaching/talking to people individually when i previously only knew them in group settings#approaching ppl in general if i don't have a specific social script#talking one on one to much older adults#joining new groups of people where they know each other but i don't know all of them#also when ppl reference inside jokes to each other that im not in on i think they hate me and are leaving me out on purpose. bc they hate m#the middle stage between ''polite small talk acquaintances'' and ''actual close friends'' is both difficult and confusing AND scary#things that don't make me socially anxious that make most socially anxious ppl anxious:#public speaking#ordering food#making small talk when expected to#going places alone#so i'm totally mentally healthy see :)
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my loki sim :3
she is my best friend and wife annd i love her so much so here is her sim
#i think the face actually looks so much like his!!#i used someone else's loki/tom sim forever ago when i made mine and maybe tweaked it a little bit and then when i did the update of the sim#i did some more tweaking and changing#and it looks WAY more like toms face now#the old one did not look quite right T^T#but now the face actually looks like loki and the clothes actually look like clothes theyd wear!!#the blueish patches in my mind are like patches of jotun form#and the little medical device in real life obviously has a real purpose but in the sims for loki i like imagining it is smth to keep them#cool or smth#bc maybe if their jotun form is partially showing its causing problems for them?? idk T^T#anyways#also i had so much trouble with hot weather clothes bc i feel like they would not wear short sleeves or low necks or short tops or short#pants or anything T^T#so those mainly feel out of character lol#the tattoo on their back is actually supposed to be a placeholder for the black order marking i hadcanon they have#which in my mind is actually more to the right where the neck and shoulder meet#but yeah#!!#listed as “loki friggabur” :)#loki#mcu loki#og loki#genderfluid loki#pan loki#sims 4#unityrain.txt#no image description
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soo many of my ocs.. and like All my beloved ones.. are people who just desperately want to live a quiet, peaceful life with their loved ones. but forces outside of their control keep making that impossible for them, and they aren't able to keep going through the situations against them without having to hurt and push themselves too far but still keep Choosing to be good and do good things because it is just what you should do
this says nothing in particular about me, i am sure.
#ocs#danica from a very young age has a demon in her eye... then when he is older his mother figure he lives with is kidnapped#and he has to claw through to find her again and keep using the power of his eyeball demon friend even though#every use is slowly killing him.#ashasiara...... all she wants is a nice life and she is saved from dying by a god then made to be the second of her clan#and then gets infected with the blight while her best friend dies and has to join an army against her will just to not become a darkspawn#and THEN the whole army gets betrayed and she has to single handedly take this all on alone and build and army at fucking age 24#and then she is Done and cant even rest and stay running off with her friends bc the wardens drag her back#and she goes in and out of trying to soft leave the order and failing until she comes to the inquisiton and starts tutoring the kid herald#and then gets like a solid decade of time with her husband to just Exist like she always wanted before she dies an early death.#and the whole time she is a blood mage and actively has to sacrifice her own blood to beat back the odds against her AND has to deal#with demons trying to snatch her body every night when shes asleep.#bud has chronic pain and health issues from his godhood. that he only has bc he was Trying to save his town. and he desperately#Does Not want it. so he runs and avoids it and gives his power to someone else (which he then has to get back bc oops she sucks and also#every time she uses it he is in awful pain and blisters) and tries to ignore it for literally 1000+ years. until he cant anymore#until he comes across someone else affected by the same thing that he starts to care about too much and wants to fix it for him#and the someone else is sterling whos only want is to experience life in its whole but was trapped and isolated in the sky#and now that he is on the ground is in constant health issue city but he is so in love with everything#and would stay here forever but the threat of the god. the mother figure that made him is looming the entire time unable to be shaken#astrias does actually start with the exact goal of Wanting ro be famous and Known and beloved by everyone she sees#but as she starts to make actual connections with so many people for the first time in her life that starts to change.#she goes from a cocky girl wanting to be a beloved hero to someone who actually ends up being a hero from a genuine act without care of#recognition. and then she gets it. she gets what she always wanted and rejects it to go live and bake with her wife and sit on the porch#koralynne (the wife) who is just in the position of being a mercenary because she desperately needs money#because she Wants to be bard. a performer. but every chance st that shes ever had was ripped away#so she tries to do it herself. then finds that the more she uses her magic the faster her energy drains. the harder is it to Exist.#to even play music. to think. and she has to change her entire direction and how she does everything. but she still keeps going#not alone. she has astrias and destiny and atlas.#lin who fails at the one thing she was literally made to do. whos body wages a war against her for turning against its stages purpose#but she makes it work for her anyway. bevause she finds people she loves that love her and she doesnt want to let it go
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*having another period where I have trouble convincing myself that I’m more than a character and being viscerally afraid of being unable to stay in character, which has a history of getting worse when I draw comparisons between myself and characters* “wow I should project this onto a character. this will have no consequences”
#I’m doing great yall I’m living the fucking dream /s#vent#on one hand: tailoring characters to share my sxperience in such a way that it makes it easier for me to forgive myself for struggling#on the other hand: in order to do that in this situation I have to make myself worse on purpose. and I feel convinced that if I tried to do#so it would be able to help but I’d not make it that far bc I’d lose whatever grasp on my own character that I have and I’d not be able to#get it back. 🧍♂️ man#I’ve got ways to endure we got that sorted in therapy#also stuff doesn’t feel real but that’s just a side effect sometimes#so y’know. we endure#anyway ophi absolutely experiences this shit#but I can’t expand upon that beyond that he feels like he’s got a similar relationship to who he is
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HERE HE IS-
#;ooc#ooc#my terrible irreparable husband#what is wrong with him-#(affectionate)#I'LL POST HIS SHORT BIO#basically he's one of the 7 roomates of c.harisma house#he's a m.asochist that wishes nothing but to be ordered around bc its the only thing that gives him a 'purpose'#and he takes this to an e x t r e m e#also funny thing; the ones who made c.harisma house are the same people who made h.ypmic previously#c.harisma house is like h.ypmic in the sense that its also a multimedia project; It has mangas; drama cd's; stageplays; etc etc
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