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idk how else to explain this but bea dances like an introverted nerd you convinced to go to the who found out they liked the club
#idk why i made this post#i also don't know why i had this thought#my brain just birthed it unprompted and i apologize#also i speak from experience ok#avatrice
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sometimes pro endos and anti endos should just. chill. interact. don't limit yourself to only interacting with people with morals that are 100% the same as yours. everyone's all "no one is perfect" until the imperfection is that they don't agree with you on something. like no actually flaws aren't just skills people aren't good at, they're also moral things
tl;dr just chatting with people who disagree with you is ok and not everything is about syscourse
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#sorry anon have to disagree#we as a system refuse to talk to people who actively deny the existence and experiences of others who dont fall into their view of them#if an anti-endo talks shit about mixed origin systems we wont bother talking to them#our spouse is mixed origin and at that point they're insulting someone close to us#so no as a pro-endo system i refuse to speak with anyone who invalidates and fakeclaims anyone who doesnt fit their narrow views#on who is a system or not#if i meet an anti-endo in real life and they spout of nonsense we will walk away from them#like you act as if this is easy to do#its not and will not be because anti-endos are directly hating others for existing#nope sorry cant see this ever happening#makes me think you're secretly an anti-endo because you left out how they are hateful to others they don't agree with#just look at their hateful ass tags#like āendos fuck offā āendos not for youā āendos aren't realā#also this post is not an ok for anti-endos to start spamming asks because we will delete them#so yeah no not happening#endo friendly#plural community#pluralgang#plurality#pluralpunk#pro endo#mixed origin system#traumaendo#endogenic safe#syscourse
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I said this in tags on another post, but itās relevant and deserves its own post (I should be reading my usual pre- sleeping fic selection, BUT! I had this revelation -being sleepy is useful once again! -)
They NEEDED Steve to disappear, to be gone. To never care about Bucky anymore. That way they could treat Bucky as they see fit, and that means treating him like shit.
Steve would NEVER accept or allow Bucky to make amends, he would NEVER let the government take care of Bucky or be part of his ārehabilitationā in any way shape or form. Thatās why he became Nomad, thatās why Bucky stayed in Wakanda. He would had fight with teeth and nails for Bucky.
āHe died already more than once! He was a victim! A prisoner of war. He saved the fucking universe. What the fuck do you mean with amends!ā
He became a wanted criminal for that same reason, to not let them have Bucky (nor other people in a fucking watchlist)
They needed Steves relationship with Bucky to become bitter, to be nothing more than a memory.
Steve being in retirement wouldnāt have cut it andā¦
Bucky was always going to follow Steve, no matter what.
So they needed him to stay alone (or with a companion that didnāt really care as much as Steve, enter Sam)
This way they killed two birds with one stone in Endgame: Reinforcing Steves āloveā for Peggy, because āheās NOT gay, you guys!ā, and the partial isolation of Bucky.
#steve rogers#bucky barnes#stucky#i had this revelation bc Im sleepy af#also I love Sam but cmon! he didnāt believe much in Bucky and then was friendly with him bc of Steve#they didnāt have a good relationship really#more like friend enemies? sorta#idk I already said that I donāt care much about marvel nowadays#and I mean that#but I had this thought and was huh that actually makes so much sense#partial isolation of Bucky bc he doesnāt have anyone that really knows him as Steve knew him#sure he can have friends o be friendly with others#But its the same problem Steve had with meaningful relationships and shared experience#also Steve loved him and believed in him unconditionally#who else is going to do that for him now?#Thats why they NEEDED STEVE GONE#and being on retirement wouldnāt have cut it#this only makes my hc of Old!Steve being a skrull stronger#also Steve replacing Bucky with Peggy on his mind and when he speaks bc of internalized homophobia#everything makes sense!#im actually like the dude from that meme where hes with a board filled with stuff and like see im right!#i need someone to talk about this omfg my friends canāt care less about ny favorite things dude why#also this really makes sense to me and will become my favorite headcanon because canon is shit and doesnāt make sense#i need things to make sense and to be logical ok? at least in character#and endgame Steve wasnāt Steve Rogers#old!steve wasnāt even Steve wtf
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not to be a volo defender or anything (even tho i want him and im on his side) but like volo doesnt think pkmn r just tools. he just said desperation / life or death situations w ur pokemon make stronger bonds than modern day friendly pkmn battles where nothing is on the line
#had to put that out there#also hes right cuz like how do y kno who ur true friends r if ur not in a desperate situation#like anyone could literally just leave u speaking from experience#speaking from experience :))))))))))))))))))))))#if u dont believe this then u r LUCKY#if u think volo is insane u r LUCKY to not have EXPERIENCES that make u THINK THIS#ignore me#ok im done#(all of my friends left me 2 yrs ago when i was going thru the worst thing ever apparently still reaping the ramifications of it)#(luckily bc of that now i know who my REAL friends are)#(who is worth sticking up for and who will stick up for me)
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meet tim from my debut or die AU! heās,,, a work in progress
i like to imagine heās be one of those pretty boy types with the longer hair since. yk. he doesnāt smile in any of these bc god knows Iām not confident in facial expressions other than blank stares and glares.
more on this AU! Tim, I think, would be involved in producing songs, and would have a laptop of the same infamy as chan from skz and a tendency to whirl around very menacingly when interrupted in studio,,, ergo that one sketch lol
I also think any robin would be pretty good with dance, considering the athleticism they already have. dick Grayson would make an insanely good idol but alas, he isnāt in this au as an idol rahhhh. maybe a spin-off? I also think Jason would be a belter, hitting hella high notes. heās probably be great at writing lyrics tooā¦ Iām tweaking, ugh
anyway, more to maybe come on idol!tim Drake ahhahha jk unless??
#tim drake#debut or die au#idol!tim drake#my tim dod au#I think heād slay as an idol idk man ion make the rules#also idc if u think hes white hes wasian in my soul for au purposes and no this isnāt to perpetuate a harmful stereotype of nerdy asian#i just think he can have a little flavour as a treat as a reward#jack drake is a white man though fucking rip#janet in fanon giving tiger mom tho I speak from experience (trauma)#but yeah no tim on his board with some boba real classy (goals)#ok shutting up now lol#batman#robin#fanfiction#fanart
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THIS.
(Been trying to find the original post but failed on tumblr. But I want to repost this so much. Tell me if the author thinks itās a violation of their copyright. Iāll delete it.)
#writing#ao3#fanfics#maccadam#Iām not saying I really hate using English to write#or else I wonāt be writing in English in the first place#I reposted this because I think non-English speaking writers should really let themselves go a little with the unavoidable mistakes#like I do proofread my work before publishing it#but sometimes I donāt have much time and as a non-native speaker I canāt be that sensitive about grammar#I am also an English major studied in college and post graduate school for six years#from what I learned in school and real-life experience#in most times a language is a tool#it is ok if your level can get your meaning through#as for writing#itās of course better if your English is fluent#but if perfecting your language means taking too much efforts and time#as a fanfic writer writing purely out of interest not money#it should be ok for you to let some minor grammar mistakes go#youāre already great writing in a language other than your mother tongue#maccadams
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on spoiler tags
since reload is coming out soon, i wanted to give people some heads up for tags i'll be using as a courtesy. please curate your experience accordingly! if you haven't used the mute feature, here's how to š
i will continue to use #persona 3 for all posts related to p3 (it's my main tag)
for posts about reload specifically, i'll be using #persona 3 reload, but it might also be worthwhile to mute the abbreviations #p3r and #p3re.
for the people who don't know anything about p3, i will attempt to tag spoilers for p3's events as #persona 3 spoilers but i cannot guarantee that i will remember to do so...
i hope everyone enjoys their experience with the game! i will still post here occasionally, but in general i'll be steering clear of socmed until i'm finished with reload.
tangentially related- i expect splatoon 3's side order dlc to come out during this time. all stuff related to that dlc will be tagged with #side order and will also be tagged as #splatoon (main tag)
thank you for your time! enjoy gaming, and remember to drink water š„¤
#lizzy speaks#of course i will continue to tag the appropriate characters and ships and whatnot#but i wanted to get the main tags out there to whom it may concern... im very particular about spoilers so i want to curate bc i know there#are people who are also like me in that respect...#regarding my posts on reload it'll probably be stuff like art depicting the content that reload specifically added... gifsets... or meta#though for meta or analysis thoughts whatever i'll probably end up throwing that under the cut tbh#if you want clarification about my tagging system feel free to ask if it's unclear :D#i probably won't be browsing the tags that much but ITS OK because tumblr is an awesome website and you can easily find old posts again#was going to wait to post this but i heard from luca people were getting their copies of reload early SO. now is the time to mute methinks#oh and to those who have me on discord i'll be broadcasting which date im at in-game on my status. please don't message me about things-#i've yet to experience in reload. thank you! or at least ask where i'm at in-game before talking to me about it. LOL#take care everyone! love you all to bits :3
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i wish there was a way to filter all amatonormative bullshit off my dash
#āsuper mega ultra serious question are you someone's favourite personā i dont fucking care can we leave this shit to the allos jfc#sorry for being a hater on main lol but this is my blog and its past 10 and i feel like being bitchy so. whatever#im 100% projecting because im tired of people in my life having this mentality#also having an exclusive favourite person is not for everyone. speaking from experience it can get really unhealthy#and i know so many people who think they're expendable and worthless because theyre not anybody's number 1#ok whatever ignore this im just being silly and a hater because i had to talk to my ex exclusive favourite person today and im salty#aro stuff#vagueposting the shit out of tumblr dot com#there's nothing wrong with that post you can ask and want whatever the fuck you want to and i can be annoyed by it
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Dieses stƤndige alles was mit Kultur zu tun hat = rechts = nazi hat mich definitiv nicht negativ beeinflusst!
#ok but literally#''hate how big of an influence the US has'' vs my brain immediately being like ''what are you? a nationalist? I thought we are in favour-#of cultures mixing?'' is.... definitely fun... o(-( idk idk#sometimes I just want to hit my brain#rains rants#english nonsense#this is a post I wish I could do in a language no one here speaks#this is like the ignore that I'm posting this UNLESS you also have that experience then please talk with me :3#I always think that I probably just had a lot of influence from... questionable places but then everyone agrees and I think 'huh'#like maybe this isn't as me specific as I think it is#I should stop talking k
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one of EY's oldest friends trusts HJ to take care of him.
and he was right, ofc -> a concerned HJ interrogating EY abt his living situation.
#'i got murder on my mind' <- ey's thoughts in the first panel#ey's still hung up on hj coming to the pc cafe lol#also. since he's been living with others for 2 months means ey didn't spend the winter outside. i'm so glad he's okššāāļø#altho it's prolly illegal. i'm glad networks like that exist. to allow minors to live somewhere a lil more safe than at home if necessary#i like how ey asks hj if he heard that online cuz like....man's asking stuff that's already happened to ey before#he's speaking from experienceššš#but i truly appreciate the concern#also. also. ey's unnamed friend deserves at least a name. he's been helping ey in the background since the manhwa started#<- he needs more appreciation frfr#no home#no home manhwa#ģ§ģ“ ģģ“#webtoon#eunyung baek#haejoon goh#ey hj parallels#meta#ALSO GUYS#i can smell ey's backstory abt his time living on the streets coming closer. i'm so excited for thatšššāāļøš¤
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practice transmasc sophie drawing :)Ā
#sophie deserves top surgery because i deserve top surgery#in this au sophie is nonbinary and i am a trans guy but we can still both have top surgery#they've saved the world multiple times. i haven't killed anyone. i think we deserve a treat y'know?#also they get board shorts because they get put in fem wear too much and they canonically don't like the super fem stuff#(i also want hawaiian pattern board shorts. i am not projecting w/ this piece at ALL what are you talking about)#irl the color contrast is much higher and brighter#but the lighting was mid when i took this photo#uhhhh hmmm what else do i want to say#ok so 1) i swear i didn't intend to make sophie's shorts look reminiscent of the american flag it just Happened#2) doing colored pencil over marker when you know you're gonna be blending said colored pencil is a shit idea because you have to redo the#marker lines. speaking from experience w/ this drawing :/ so in the future the plan is do sketch then colors then lineart#hmmm yeah ig that's it for now. nvm one last thing - this is one out of at least three practice drawings leading up to a big sokeefitz piece#:)#alright actual tags now#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#kotlc fanart#sophie foster fanart#transmasc!sophie foster#transmasc!sophie#trans!sophie foster#trans!sophie#nonbinary!sophie#nonbinary!sophie foster#oh fun fact the white on the shorts is paint pen. it kinda fucks with the shading in some areas but it looks good enough that i'm leaving it
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hii! can i ask how people think butches are privileged?
i've just heard the take a couple times that women (+ adjacent) are oppressed for being feminine, rather than being women. it seems like a small difference but some follow that logic and claim that masculine and butch women *aren't* oppressed for their supposed proximity to the patriarchy. take that with a grain of salt because i dont have sources of that take, but for something similar you could observe the stereotypes of 'not like other girls,' where young women who prefer to dress casually and have men friends are said to have internalized misogyny. ultimately this serves to remove blame from men in perpetuating patriarchal values, and instead places it on gnc women, which is just a progressive way of punishing any woman who dares to be Too Masculine. genuinely ty for the question i needed to organize a few of these thoughts.
#and this stems from a misconception where people who post this take online dont have much experience w real misogyny#and think it primarily manifests in their classmates saying their makeup is too extra#which is a dick move but is tame compared to shit like barriers to education. underfunded womens sports.#the whorephobia coming from alpha male podcasts. the wage gap. etc etc#(note that this doesnt apply to only cis women. im bigender many butches arent women.#i know a irl transfem whos been called a not like other girls girl way too much#and speaking of transmisogyny theres a parallel conversation about trans women who also experience misogyny but are percieved as#closer to the patriarchy.) ok i think that about sums it up
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ok y'all. the fnaf movie? was actually pretty fucking sick
#the cryptid speaks#the cryptid speaks in tongues#fnaf#fnaf movie#there be spoilers in these tags so reader beware#anyways. listen i was expecting it to be kinda bad ok. bad in a funny way bad in a way i still love but like. still bad#but it was Good. not high quality movie good but still Good#they didnt keep Only to the games/main lore but they didnt stray from it in any significantly upsetting ways (mostly....)#(i did not care for the vanessa twist) (the entire theater shouting WHAT with me also did not care for it)#which that's another thing this movie is a Must Watch in theaters if only for the group watch experience#it was so much fun going through the same reactions as everyone around me. and this is from someone who Hates lots of people all at once#but nothing will ever be as great as cheering and clapping with the whole theater as āi always come backā dropped#the entire ending scene with afton was sogoodsogood tbr#the surrounding him. the dragging him to a back room. the destruction. the SPRINGLOCKS#y'all'ld've seen me i was pumping my fist like it was a sports game or smth i was PSYCHED i was LIVING#so yeah. fnaf movie 10/10 cant wait for the next two i will be approaching them with jus as much enthusiasm#bonus points i got to talk to another purple guy cosplayer there it was great i had a social interaction
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i have my first infusion tomorrow and the Anxiety is kicking in and i am trying so so hard to keep it calm
#marzi speaks#marzivents#EASY boy down boy itās okay#iām stressed bc i donāt know if i should bring any paperwork. or medication#(iām gonna bring some of my meds in a purse just in case)#i donāt know what questions my rheumās gonna ask#i donāt know what iām going to do in terms of getting food#will the hospital provide a meal or will i have to request it from outside#i donāt know if my mom will be with me the whole time or just drop me off or if sheāll stay for some of it and then leave#i donāt even know what the infusion center looks like#all i know is that iām gonna sit with a needle in my arm for 4-6 hours and that i should respond well to it#and my anxiety stems from Not Knowing i HATEEEE not knowing things#uuuuggghhhh itāll be fine. itāll be fine. the staff at that hospital are lovely and used to helping stressed kids#so they can help if i have an anxiety attack#and it wouldnāt be embarrassing bc i went through a traumatic experience and these people help people for a living#so itās gonna be fine. but i hate that i donāt know how it works#will i be in my own little room for a little bit? i imagine not. is there any privacy?#or am i just going to be sitting with a bunch of other people getting chemo?#i donāt KNOW. i donāt know and i really donāt like it#but i need to go to sleep soon. but i still have this stupid insomnia even though iām tired#probs gonna have to warn my mom that iām gonna be a little neurotic tomorrow. bc i hate this anticipation actually it makes me feel awful#and like with the follow-up with my rheumatologist thatās also gonna be happening#what kind of questions will she ask? what kind of things will i need to know? ohhh god#ok deep breaths. relax. it is late and i am tired and therefore more prone to catastrophizing#i do know this doctor. i know she is kind and patient. this is not a test. itās going to be okay#gotta remind myself that itās gonna be okay. do my cyclical breathing and try to relax physically#the mental will follow as the fatigue sets in#okay. okay. weāre a little calmer. still not Plussed but weāre okay#gonna try to get sleepy now
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When you add a new scene into your WIP and then have to add another content warning tag <3
#this detail has been coming for a while because red is a trainwreck but now im actually writing it in#very in character for him but also like. i shouldnt be be able to write this from a place of experience yknow#'very in character for him' the started-off-as-a-self-insert character.#i think they call this therapy? ok wait no they definitely dont#tags to delete later lol#rw#the scientist speaks
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what if, in a blog of problematic daughters or innocent daughters with problematic fathers, I also made the Doctor's biological mother, the one who gave birth to the timeless child and he was ripped from her and fell through the crack of their universe, and she's been trying to get to him ever since, VERY PISSED, and she's playing on the same league as the Toymaker since she can regenerate forever (as can her "kid"), she's basically this eldritch horror who wants her KID BACK. And okay if he/she wants to stay it's also fine, she just needs to learn how not to accidentally disintegrate all living beings and they are golden.
and it's part silly for us roleplayers because hey She's A Horror Beyond Comprehension but also so emotional because the Doctor also gets a mum who wants to hug and care for and spend time with him/her/them? and the only way anyone else can interact with her is if she's met her kid and was told not to just go around murdering everybody, because otherwise they'd be nothing to her
#I keep thinking of how bby doctor was found alone and since his adoptive mom decided to experiment on him and be awful#but what if his bio mom DIDN'T abandon him what if he was ripped from her by an enemy. what if she was like. ALSO a teenage mother#just a few millennia old. a single mom who loved her baby so much and also would slap the toymaker and send him to his room to clean up#she might have a monstrous form and it would be like 'hey the universe is being ripped open' and then it's just his mommy#and then she'd adapt magnanimously by taking a recognizable form and speaking a language that won't blow up people's heads#ONE muse written as overpowerful ok with all the others i'm very careful about not making them be god-mode strong but she's the exception#about the mother;#muse: the mother
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