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2023.10.13
#Splendid.#its my BIRTHDAY!!!#birthday time#birthday brithfsy britoeot39w9HEHEHE#i will eat CAKE#and have FUN#and i WAS gonna watch my favorite things but one of them got eradicated off youtube like a week before#You know what im talking about. probably#BITH!!!R#i just wanted to share these special news . i cant wait until next year#also i think i ate glass#ALSO LMAO THE LIJE#HOLY CHANTING WHEN THE DOOR OPENS#ITS SUPPOSED TO BE BLESSINGS BY HALYOSY#I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO IT?? BUT ITS SO FUNNY IM KEEPING IT FOREVER#blessings for your birthday for your everyday and for the HAND OF GOD#also i had 2 exams today#wonderful gift#sorry i have many things to sau yet again#its a very special occasion. i was born#i hope you guys read the tags on my posts because they add flavor#i hope you guys read tags in general#theyre like the best thing in tumblr#i think. idk!! im new
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saw a tweet of someone getting hit by a porsche and being a little too happy about it bcs they got 10k as compensation and.......now i have a new ricky wip.
#i have 2 exams tomorrow i shouldn't be thinking about this but i am!!!!#also. one of the parcels from my stressed induced online shopping session the other day is arriving today.#this was supposed to my post-finals reward but it's arriving way before said finals 😭😭#had a grant total of 1.5hrs of sleep today!!! can't wait to have the same amount of sleep later!!!!#reviewing 17 chapters worth of study material in one day bcs my profs r insane... i love my major i love my major i love my major
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6/8 done. lets hope it is enough to pass *fingers crossed*
#had physical therapy as well and will draw a bath today#tmr is a rest day so i'll try to make the most of it#and hopefully after today we're done with police and assembly law#although i thought today would be sth bonkers like sewage disposal law or sth#next one will probably be public construction or pollution control law#i just hope we don't get a school law one since i still do not understand which office is responsible for what#also in this state there is a three tier system only when it concerns school law (ans some other odd bits) which would allow for some#fuckery for the descision part#and i love that all of us have studied for around 10 years and prepped for this for almost 2 years specifically and still everyone has very#different solutions for each exam
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sleepy and v fed up w this blasted reading for japanese history class tomorrow. give me 45 minutes to finish this article and i will be back to talk about kissing or something
#for the blissfully uninitiated: hello i am history student#which is a fantastic thing to be but also a significant pain in the [REDACTED] when it wants to be#the professor for this class is almost unbearably terrible which does not exactly make me WANT to do this reading#but the exam is in like 2 weeks lol#so yk. i have the hardest life of anyone on earth etc etc#god forbid i actually do the degree i asked to do lmao#also i up early this morning to drag myself to the immigration bureau for a visa amendment#which meant a decidedly unpleasant hour on the metro during rush hour :(#its bc im applying for this english TA position in spring#its literally only for 5 days and tbh i wouldn't mind doing it for free bc i am sad like that and enjoy teaching for fun#but it IS paid - and paid work is Not Allowed under my student visa#so even though i literally have not even GOT the job (applications close today) i still had to go and apply for permission to work#watch as they dont hire me lol#oh i should mention - for those who may not know i am in tokyo this year#i am british and i usually go to uni in the uk but im on a study abroad year this year#i came to japan in sept of 2023 so ive been here for coming up on 5 months and i will be going back home in august on 2024#its weird to think that im approaching the halfway point#tbh i should really just make this a separate post but whatever#coming to japan has been very strange but a good thing i think
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#personal#i guess for those following this uh... Situation NDNDNDMMDMX#today was the last day LOL. he was gonna sit beside me during the exam#... but the teacher moved him NDNJDMDMDMDMDMDMDMMD#then.... he finished before me.... i was like oh fuck. but i was like oh what if hes waiting for me....#but i was also like GET IT TOGETHER GURL. UR AT AN EXAM#so i GOT IT TOGETHER (mostly)#and when i finished he was gone 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#HOWEVER.... me n one of my other friends had to work on a group project so we stayed back then went out n ate#she knows i like him. n at some point i was like man... if only he had waited. he could have come with us#n she was like...... !!!!!! he did wait !!!!!!!!!#and i was like WHAAAAAAAAAAAA#so it turns OUT..... that this other guy i was friends with (no longer bc 1. he was using me for my hw and 2. he was mean to the guy i like#DEMANDED to know why the guy i had a crush on didnt answer in the big group chat about dinner n he was like..... uh i have an exam the#day after ??? (and ok insider info here.... he told me he never wanted to see any of them ever again LMAO. so i wasnt surprised at all.#thought it was so fucjin funny bc man he really kept to his word by not answering JDJDJDJJDJDJDl)#but ya he left after that !!!!!!!! so !!!!!! wa !!!!!!!! im just 🥺🥺🥺 !!!!! like he WAS waiting for me but GOD that asshole im just......#>:[[[[[[[[#bc u know !!!! thats not the first time he's (for lack of a better word) cockblocked us !!!!!!!!#but it somewho ends up bringing us closer in a way. idk NDJXJXJJZJZJZJZJZ#im just.... ya i messaged him n we talked for a bit.... he still has an exam left so im gonna leave him alone til hes done#really hope he lets me know how it goes AH#but ya............ idk man idk. im gonna have to grow some huge balls n ask him to meet up. bc if i dont....... lol my only other chance is#graduation in february.............#n e way NDNNDNDNDNDNNDND
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im having a nap and then i WILL do my bi-annual inbox cleanse this is a promise and a warning
#no it’s not actually bi-annual but somehow the reality of me letting it build up until i frequently bulk answer 60 in one go is worse#the way the tbos account is also a state. what is my problem#i literally love answering asks as well like not even just the inherent joy of knowing people are going out of their way to interact#i also like the routine of it like i get a cuppa i put on a playlist and then i just. answer my little asks#but i get behind so quickly these days (which is a wonderful problem to have!) and the amount of times i go in my inbox#like ‘todays the day!’ just to answer a couple and then tap out is abysmal 😭#so im hoping posting it here will hold me accountable#if im not clogging ur dash in 2 hours time pls shout at me#im so sleepy though it’s absolutely a terrible idea to have a nap at 7pm but im doing it anyway#i left the flat at 8:30am and was in an exam until GONE TWELVE#AND HALFWAY THROUGH BLACKBOARD FROZE ON ME AND KICKED ME OUT! I HAD TO EMAIL THE SCHOOL OF BUSINESS! THEY RESET IT! I LOST ALL MY PROGRESS!#appalling scenes truly. they wouldn’t treat an animal like this#so yeah. bedtime then play fetch with the cult for a bit <3#hella goes to uni
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Heyy! You don't have to post this, but know that we mothlings love you vv much alr? 🥺 Your blog always brightens up my day when I get notifications holy moly. It's sort of a fluffy safe space, like how you'd imagine hugging/cuddling Foul Legacy himself feels.
That's it, that's the ask. A lil bit of appreciation to beloved person behind the blog. We love you. 🥰❤️
Is that creepy to say as anon asjfjfkdkskksksksks pls don't take it the wrong way omg
aaauugugghgh anon you are so sweet!!!!! i'm so glad my little blog feels safe, i try very hard to make it as welcoming and comfy as possible so i'm very happy that i've succeeded at least somewhat!! Foul Legacy is giving you all the hugs and snuggles right now!!!! :D
#chit chat#not brainrot#anon#DON'T WORRY THIS ISN'T CREEPY AT ALL I PROMISE#IT MADE ME SMILE WHICH I REALLY NEEDED#SO THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU ARE VERY KIND!!!!!#i've been dealing with some Emotions lately#(calming down from two (2!!!!!!!! i'm still mad about that) exams)#as well as some other personal things#and that's made it a little hard to be upbeat lately so this is very much appreciated#oh by the way happy thanksgiving if anyone here celebrates it!!!#had a great lunch with some family today 10/10 would do again#but also because of that i'm a little tired so i'm gonna take a break from posting tonight apart from this#i hope everyone has a great evening and thank you again anon you are lovely and wonderful <333#good evening :)#SWEET PEOPLE!!!#i'm giving all of you mothlings a huge hug. and perhaps some tea and cookies
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i rly went to private tutoring for 3hrs (more time to solve problems!, i thought) just to sit in a room w 5 other ppl while the teacher solved other ppls questions
#the way this academy is set up is so bad and so good at the same time#bc you dont have set times you can go so you can go whenever#that also means that during exam season it fills up fast. today the teacher had to tell 4 ppl to come back in 2 hrs bc it was full#so today he spent the entire time in other rooms w other ppl#he spent the first like 30 minutes in our class then went to other classes#and that was that#the good thing abt going there is that i do more excercises than if i was trying to study alone#the bad thing is that the fact that he can fuck off for 3 hrs irritates the fuck out of me#z xarre
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feels weird to not have much to post, i feel like i basically disappeared off social media compared to how i used to post but. there is simultaneously so much going on (things that are boring/heavy and not fun to post about) and nothing at all going on (i have not been able to play anything very much and havent been watching anything besides random documentaries i stumble across), leading to me having nothing to say lmao
i did finally write down a bunch of hypixel worldbuilding headcanon junk instead of having it only be word-of-mouth between me and ark lol. only 1700 words, i can do better 👍 it was literally only about admin magic, what exactly it means to "hack," what a server is, and limbo kjgfhk. i might make a big post about the limbo section one day :]
#things that arent worth having their own post bc it's boring normal life stuff#I LOVE MY JOB!!!!!!!!! i've only worked one day but i had a lot of fun#and i like my coworkers. im scared of tomorrow tho bc my manager who has been guiding me around isnt gonna be there#so second day in and im already on my own DFGHKJG it'll be fine.........#also I GOT MY DESK ORDERED LETS GOOOOOOOOOOO. SOON I WILL BE BACK ON THE GRIND I WANNA PLAY SKYBLOCK SO BAD#i've only been able to play on weekends or at ark's ;-; pain and suffering i need somewhere to sit#also fun fact. remember how the house was full of mold. well there was ALSO a gas leak for the past couple weeks#my existence is a miracle#im blaming all past behaviors on this. im normal now dont worry 👍👍👍#i think i already mentioned this but my snes power cable is missing and i need a new one Pain And Suffering#on the brighter side of my old games. i found by gbc! AND THE BATTERIES STILL WORK SOMEHOW LMAO#i can finally do a miserable gen 2 shiny hunt yippeeeeee#trying to find my gameboy copy of tetris attack but i dont see it anywhere 😔#uhhhh yeah that's about it i guess. been busy with sorting out work stuff and money problems and Everything Else#currently taking care of health stuff i havent done in years. time for dentist today wahoo#gonna try to get an eye exam soon. it's been like. a decade-#im not sure my vision is still 20/20 im having trouble reading some things digitally#billboards are fine. electronic ones are not those are just smudges#i dont know enough about eyes to know what that could be#chat
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i love taking psych classes bc you know you're getting objectivity from an outside source, which kind of forces self reflection
like the emphasis on hierarchy of needs, how cognitive dissonance is something we actively work against, also just clinical and developmental psych as a whole has been really eye opening to me bc ive always just been like "yeah this is normal enough"
#also i had a moment today where i was talking about adjusting to sleeo schedules#and as an exmaple cited my own experiences with sleeping <2 hrs#and the teacher just gave me such a look and then lectured me#anyways#whos ready for ap psych exam#psychology
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#fearandhatred#ANYWAY! i desperately need to study and it was already hard today because my period makes me tired as fuck#+ i have issues and i am just very unproductive in general#but then i had to go to a last minute wake today#which not only took up time of course but also my dinner is usually at a fixed time so once i got home at like 4pm#i could not do anything else except Wait For Dinner To Happen#so that's fun! i'm gonna flunk my exams!#and also my birthday is 2 days before my exams and my dad INSISTS that we have dinner out to celebrate even though i said#i would prefer if it was after my exams were over#and i just cannot manage my time at all once i've been out of the house like it's so bad#yeah so. i'm cooked
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goodnight...
#fun fact i had an exam today i almost forgot about#hadn't studied it was like hanging over my head all day. walk into the exam at 2. genuinely a piece of cake#i still have one million assignments to catch up on but whatever... we stay winning. tomorrow is the last of my scary appointments also yayy#goodnight.... tomorrow i will actually be productive i promise#.txt
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list of my grievances in the tags bc this has been the most miserable week ever and the only person i could conceivably complain to is also going through it
#starting strong with at least 2 midterms/papers due every fucking day except monday#moving on to daylight savings happening when i am already sleep deprived as fuck#and then university wide power and internet outage <3#also general malaise and sad vy the time we reach halfway through the week#fucking evil [redacted] midterm#where i study my ass of and flop so bad#in a truly unifixable way i fear#was supposed to be my fun class to goddammit#and its so fucking windy today which i actually hate#gale wind warnibg = cannot sit outside in the sun and forget abt wverything#THEN#i go to cafe for a pick me up and fi ish bibliography#and the internet will not connect no matter what i do#AND#friend is coming to visit me tmrw but its actually just to pic up an ikon pass and she isnt even gonna hang out for a bit#no fault of her own but#its annyoninh on top of all this :(#genuinly the grade thibg is fucking with me so much i had to have done TERRIBLY to go from a 100 to what i have noe#and i thought i did bad but like. not thag bad#anyways i simply want to curl up into a ball and ignore everything for a couple days but ! i cannot#bc paper due tonight and exam tmrw and then saturday i have to go see my brothers performance which#notmally would be rlly fun#but after this week i want to dissapear for a day#and then sunday rehearsal#and then wednesday midtemr again ! fuck me !!#and then friday quiz but at least its onlinr#and then stayrday holi then break which like fun but also means going home#and im already miserable#so not twlling anyone abt grade flop And generally being home = ultra misesable????#squish speaks
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#personal#lmao around this time last year i decided to give up on him n LMAO girl if only you knew#i should have just talked to him but djdjjdjdjd idk it felt weird. but he even like. complained one time that we didnt talk all summer#like LMAO..... bro its two ways. u could have messaged me too xjdjjdjdjdj#tho to be fair i think he did show up to a dinner but i wasnt there bc i had just had wisdom tooth surgery n was 1. blown up like a balloon#and 2. so high on pain meds i couldnt function JFJDJJDJDJDJDJ#n e way whatever jdjdjdjd im just laughing at myself bc how did this man become my closest friend from college Zhfnnddnnd#our relationship is so weird. not in a bad way but in an unexpected way#we sat beside each other an entire semester n never talked til the last day like thats so FUNNY IDK#i even said to him that time. bc we were talkin in the hallway n went to sit for the exam n sat in our regular spots of being one seat awa#y and i was like... you know its so funny that we sat beside each other all semester and only talked today#and he was like.... hahha yeah#i was gonna introduce myself but it felt so stupid JDJJDJDJD#i didnt even know his name LMAO#i had him narrowed down to 2 names. bc he was one of like 2 guys that Always showed up in another class' zoom#and LOL i was right. he WAS one of those 2 shjdjsjsj#n e way. then the next sem came n i didnt know whether to say hi to him or not bc we talked ONCE#and i was still wearing my mask at this point and so id try to smile at him with my eyes but never got a response HDNJDJD and so i got soooo#annoyed with him. and even more so bc i kept making friends with ppl and they KNEW HIM??? and i was like WHO IS THIS????#then one time he came up to me n my friends before class n we just talked and i was like o lmao this annoyance im having??? its a big ole#crush BDNNDNDND#and in community college its hard to like. know ppls ages and that day i found out he was 2 years younger so i was like o ok 26 n 28 isnt#bad at all#but thinking back.... first things we exchanged that time was age and i think he was also trying to fish for whether i was single bc he was#talkin about this other guy havin a baby n a wife n i was like o wow !! i didnt know!!#jdjxjdjdjdk god when he found out my age he was like... oh i never would have guessed you were older. you look young ZFHJDJDJDJDJD#oh so you were Looking is that right HJXJXJXJZJZJ GOD LMAO#i look back on so many moments n im like oh duh... he must be interested#but for me its like. i will literally more easily believe literally any other theory so i thought he just liked one of my friends Zhjxjx#ya i dont think so anymorem but i thought that up until like mid january HDHXJJXJDDJJDJ
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Language schools listing the courses they offer are like:
English A1
English A2
English B1
ENGLISH CAMBRIDGE EXAM PREPARATIONS
Calls for the official English accreditation exams
English B2 (FIRST)
English C1 (ADVANCED)
English C2 (PROFICIENCY)
English intensive summer courses
English for business
ENGLISH ONLINE
English semi-online
Other special English courses
*in tiny minuscule letters*: (We also offer French, Chinese, etc)
#i'm on the mailing list for my uni's modern languages school because years ago I did italian there#and every time they send me an email it's like this#today's email has a total of 26 lines:#2 are saying hello dear (name)#17 are about english courses and exams#1 is saying ''besides English we also have FRENCH CHINESE ITALIAN and PORTUGUESE!'' in smaller letters at the end#3 more lines are saying you can fracture the payment and the last 3 are signing with the name and address#they offer more languages than english chinese italian french and portuguese btw. they just didn't bother including them#i went to their site to see if they do C2 Italian but I had a hard time finding the sections for things that aren't english#turns out they've stopped doing any Italian course besides A1 (the most basic) 🤦#then i looked at the government's official language school and the index on their website had 3 sections: English (and a list of many#English courses of many different levels and topics) then German (and a list of about as half) and then Special Courses#(which once again starts with English special courses and then lists French Chinese Italian)#I understand that English is mandatory for going to uni and for most jobs but 😭#💬
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having a vivid dream really hurts like hell realizing that it's actually not freaking real because i was thought it was really true at that time 😭😭💔
#yeahhhh silly me remembering that guy i've been crushing for since 2019 all of the sudden#then admitting myself that i'm not fully moved on from him yet#i'd just finished with my database final exam this morning and decided to take a nap for a while this afternoon#when there's moment in my dream when i just look through his instagram account when suddenly i saw some recent story highlights from him#and ngl i was so happy that he was already back active on his instagram after a long time#(yup he's not really that kind of active there in a past 1 or 2 years rn)#but yeah....everything turned down when i realized it's just a fucking dream and not a reality at all#and ngl i was totally not in mood after i woke up :((((((#i mean silly me keep reminiscing him just to distract myself from everything that's going inside my mind this week#all the final exams....also ngl with all the too early f1 silly season 2024 as well *sigh*#maybe that's the reason why i had such a vivid dream today....me being fake hoped once again 🥲🥲#iz being too random
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