#also ed in a way

[monomorphilogical]

Starved out at the table

haven't let anyone put their hands on me in a couple of years

I'm goddamn starved out and soaked through with tears

all scarred-tissued sweet — fucking starving for something to eat

grew up trying to stomp it out of me on fractured concrete

it was bloody and it was ugly like what they did to me

empty-bodied from all the love they tried to shove into me

and now the table's in front of me and I can't beat the hunger out

wondering why I still let every set of teeth gore me throughout

scared to look in the mirror and see how there's nothing left of me

all of my bones are slowly getting the best of me

so I took my handholding and left it with a piece of my morality

now it's out of reach and it still eats away at me

scared I've grown up some kind of wrong — macerated for too long

sitting here while all of my hunger cues grow some kind of strong

secretly praying for a mouth to lick the pain away

so I press bruises into my legs every guilt-ridden sunday

but it never works because when they fade I just forget again

and I'll let him — I always let them

I can't keep my fucking head on straight when he's looking at me

thinking of all the times he drove up passed the side of me

and if I want him in the way I said I'd never do

he'd have my hands around his neck and he knows it's true

and if he takes the parts of me he promised he would never take

I'd take his limbs and make sure there's nothing left to break

but when he said I’m sure you’re the type to take a hit I agreed

everybody knows I'll keep going even if it starts to bleed

anything could be enough to save me in the right light

he walked up to me in the late afternoon sun like such a sight

it's been too long since I got it and even longer since I wanted it

letting it eat at all the parts of me telling myself he started it

and I know he's just a cold fever — gold seeker with nothing to win

he drove up up like a sinner before it started to feel like a sin

yesterday through today until tomorrow drags on repeat

I made a fool of myself down on that street

'cause I'm lying through my teeth when I say that he can't have me

and I'm only acting this cool when he’s looking at me

telling him he couldn't make me do anything even if he wanted to

but my body's the same as the front door I let him walk through

he rumbles through all my transgressions and it drones

I couldn't help myself from letting it rattle through these bones

never knowing which way to go through an open doorway

— the hunger never goes away

and I came up empty when he put his hands all over me

his fingers in between my ribs like they'd would never stop me

it wasn't pretty like the movies — it was hungry like a body

how I swayed the wrong way and he caught me

and he told me I tasted like more — I know that's for sure

the honey on my tongue is slowly rotting my teeth and it's torture

but I knew damn well what I was getting myself into

there's not enough life left in me to pretend 'cause I always do

I'll chew holes in whatever's left — I'll go until there's nothing left

and I know I'm no good so why do I still want to be the best?

praying on my knees there's a heaven out there for me but I doubt it

there comes a point in life where you own up or you lie about it

and that time will come soon enough if I don't hold him off me

we're both fucking starved out and we're both going hungry

sitting at the table that he wants to put me through

I should've sewn my mouth shut back when I still I wanted to

and now I’m going hungry — and I’m unable

God knows tomorrow’s flies will start slowly dying on the table

[dilfsisko]

i feel like people often equate spice tolerance with spice enjoyment. Like not being able to exactly handle spicy foods does NOT mean i won't continue to seek them out. I will simply suffer for my enjoyment of food.

[transjudas]

So, I reckon what makes Ed happy is... you.

[rivsisnotonfire]

Just a reminder that Gerard Way is always attractive no matter what era it is!!!

[orangelemonart]

Made a few more, probably not done yet lmao.

[cantagirldrawinpeace]

Saw the title of today’s episode, can’t wait to watch my girlfriend get his ass kicked 🥰

[saltpepperbeard]

hugs ed hugs ed hugs ed hugs ed hug—

[transmechanicus]

Everybody drawing custodes ladies with elaborate long feminine hairstyles and crazy intense makeup is insane. Have you seen the current custodes heads? They have the most dyke looking fucked up buzzcuts on earth broken up by 6 separate cybernetic skull ports, and the ladies would be no different. The only ones who even know what eyeliner is are in the Emissaries Imperatus shield host and would only wear it as an obscure means of communicating rank or authority in niche diplomatic interactions.

[ashpkat]

i can’t believe octavian died like… that. of all things in a middle grade kids books series. and everyone was chill about it. literally no one gaf octavian died so horrifically even if it was ‘just’ —and as the readers… we were chill with it too

[portraitofadyke]

I love that the whole fandom agreed Stede topped the first time.

However, if you think that's how they will keep doing it forever you are wrong. Stede finally got the man he wanted and got to do something so good with him it made Edward Teach throw out his leathers and become a housewife, and now that he got a taste, this hedonistic little man who found out what Good Sex With Someone You Love is like, is about to try every flavor of it. he will see Ed having a good time and think 'I want what he's having'

And Ed. Look at him and tell me that's not a man who's willing to do anything to make his boyfriend happy, and this is not a look of somebody who Will introduce this repressed man to his prostate later. That's a service top in the making.

They are two super inventive, imaginative men who are so obsessed with each other and trust each other, who live in the middle of nowhere. if you do not think they will invent 858 new ways to have sex, probably publish a new Kamasútra for queer pirates and publish it in hard binding and sell it at the inn's gift shop, you're wrong

[razables]

yeah sure.

[hayaku14]

KAISHIN STANS WE EATING GOOD

[edwardbabygirlteach]

I’ll always find you.

As pirates.

As creatures of the night.

As life long friends.

I promise that I’ll always find you, in any reality.

[orionis13]

THE PRODIGAL ASHE RETURNS EVERYONE CHEERED‼️‼️‼️

[edscuntyeyeshadow]

obsessed with how season 2 puts into perspective just how severely closeted stede was in season 1. season 2 stede definitely has that "fresh out of the closet, so excited to be gay" vibe to him and I love it so much

[lazylittledragon]

a 2 act tragedy starring me: i’ve been making fruit smoothies in the morning for a few days which has been great because it’s getting me to actually eat fruit for once, only to go on the internet and be told that it apparently releases all the natural sugars so it's actually Not that great for you and i am devastated