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I now understand why artist get so worked up when someone asks for a discount
#ducks rambles#not that I didn't understand before#i just now have personally experienced it#did a nail job today worth 20 soles bc my materials are good and not cheap right#also because technique and stuff#thing is my client was in a hurry and that aint my fault so she couldn't get the design they wanted#and was kinda trying to hurry me up by saying stuff like “oh i can do so and so at home” or “one layer of base color looks fine by me”#like let me do my work#and then at the end of the session they were like: can't you give me a discount? :(#NO???#currently my only source of income is nail work and only in hands bc my leg pain is too much for me to endure#so im stuck with no job other than this#i really need the money#so i gave whatever excuse and said no#they gave me the money either way#but im kinda pissed like what?#mad respect to artists who have willingly chose to do comissions for a living
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WOE, RATS BE UPON YE!!
more Ruju doodles because I lost control of my hands, oops
this time, featuring a later snapshot from Ruju's Commander timeline: set around the time of Secrets of the Obscure and Janthir Wilds, he's now even farther off model than he already was!!
and now some obligatory (non-spoiler) ratmander lore-dumping under the cut:
characterization notes as The Commander™
slowly comes into his own over the years, with his softer side finally showing itself mainly when Aurene chooses him
this rat was the softest little guy wherever she was concerned
no seriously he was almost as clingy with her as she was
Caithe was the serious parent he was the fun uncle/big bro
he used to race her up the jumping puzzle in the egg room
largely wanted her to get to have the childhood he never did
he still play-wrestled with her even once she was 1000x his size
his bond to Aurene helps stabilize his magic significantly
there is an inverted bell-curve of 'respect for the Commander' based on how much experience one has with him
step 1: celebrity hero. step 2: violently insane. step 3: ok yes he's insane but also thank every divinity he's on OUR side
actually did NOT get along with Gorrik at first. he is a grade A projector and also distrusts anyone Inquest immediately
Gorrik being enamored by the murderous beetles did not help.
(that entomologist almost wound up in the sea. oops)
after multiple interventions and a few sincere heart-to-hearts though he's become EXTREMELY protective of the guy
similarly protective of Taimi, though he teases her back too
genuinely struggles to keep track of things. he writes out the canon story journal in a small notebook to help with that
miscellaneous other details you didn't ask for
consistently chooses ferocity-aligned dialogue options even and especially when he has absolutely no good reason to do so
do not pick him up. do not pick him up. do not pick him up.
if he allows you to carry him either he really really likes you or he's pretty sure he'd serve a prison sentence for biting you
acts very big and tough but is a total softie deep down
no seriously if you hug him he might actually cry
(he'll claim it's just something in his eye though)
had some crushes in college and fumbled every single one
50/50 shot of whether the rats he picked on were just easy targets or if he liked them and was trying really hard to cover it up
(if he ever met them again he might actually burst into flames)
incapable of sleeping in normal positions. also snores LOUDLY
puts bloodstone dust on ALL his food. Oxbone would be proud
also makes his own food EXTREMELY spicy when he can
dw he won't put that on yours though. he's not THAT mean
originally got into cooking as a method of training his fire magic
LOVES to put on a big show with it if he has guests, too, complete with all sorts of fancy knife tricks. you get The Works
his ADHD hyperfixation is knives/cutlery. he has told no one this
constant motion/fidgeting, can't keep still. foot tapping, scratching, claw biting, pacing, etc are all very common
#my posts#gw2#guild wars 2#gw2 asura#my art#slooowly improving my rat technique#I also wanted to get some details nailed down for Reasons#I already have his outfits figured out sorta but off model facial design stuff + piercings and scars? needed that too#AND it gave an excuse to share some more lore!! wheeze#I had a full section dedicated to Inquest family drama but I'll save that for another time when it's more relevant#anyway i wanted him to have an ear piercing. it felt right ok#having fun messing with asymmetrical design with him...#(it was also me wanting to practice his big ears and how they move too because they're VERY expressive on him)#yes I'm still avoiding drawing his complicated outfit. shh#since this is the time of soto and jw but has nothing to do with it or any spoilers. it can just be released into the wild ig#chucks this rat at you at high velocity and runs away#Commander Ruju
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#for context. a few weeks back i was playing on a fast respawn 2fort server#mostly because i just wanted to just. hang out somewhere without any real serious gameplay happening#that said. for the first few hours i was playing on there. was mostly playing gunslinger engineer and detonator pyro#and we had a good push up into their base but were stuck just at the entrance. with a heavy hold from the enemy team#but after a while. i just kinda got bored and wanted to just fuck about with the taunts and loadouts i had#first thing i did was play pyro and do the cheers taunt before getting on my bike and swerving a bunch as i drove#but i dont think anyone could tell thats what i was doing#so after a bit i just changed to scout. and started just riding my skateboard#(i also did the drinking and riding bit a few times but i eventually just ended up skateboarding around)#(one bit being me on the top of the bridge. doing the cheers taunt. getting on my board. and then skating off the bridge and killbinding)#so at some point. i kept getting stuck in place for some reason. like speficially on bumpy ground or... in the air#and the moment i got stuck in the air (for 30+ seconds mind you) i was just like ''my quantum board technique''#and from there. i just acted as if i was playing the newest Pro Skater game#saying stuff like ''i have to do manual ollie combo for 150000000 points''#or like ''i have to find grindrails on this level''#eventually found my way into the sewers and said something like ''IVE FOUND THE HALF PIPES''#before saying like ''man they really screwed up the physics since the last game''#a soldier on the other team was trying to find me the whole time saying ''wheres tony hawk''#specifically because he had a tony hawk avatar. and i only realized after he said something about it#anyway. after all that i skateboarded into a minisentry and died#and my last message was supposed to be ''my combo has ended'' but i ended up typing 'bombo'#and it made me laugh SO hard i couldnt backspace. and added on with ''my sweet bombo''#and then i left because i had nothing more to do there. my bombo had ended and i had to move on.
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Would you ever plan on doing an art stream sometime? Or perhaps a game stream? :)
I used to do art streams, but I've gotten rather shy with my process in the last few years ^^;... Maybe some day I'll do another art stream.
I often think about doing game streams actually, but I don't know how many people would want to watch me play the kinds of games I play. But maybe I'll try it out anyway at some point! If it's something people are interested in.
#i like playing rimworld the most obviously#idk how fun that'd be to watch live though#i also like starcraft#the original binding of isaac is something i play from time to time as well#toontown (rewritten) though its so simple and monotonous after a while it'd just turn into like. a vlog.#i have sims and stardew and among us and stuff like that but is any of that exciting to watch?#idk. just ramblin.#it'd be fun to stream a strategy game at some point#but yeah streaming my art... ive just gotten really like...#idk maybe it was the huge wave of people trying their damnest to mimic my style#i think it made me feel like people only watched me stream to 'study' my technique to use#and not because they just wanted to watch or support me#so again. kinda shy on the premise.#bluh!!!!!!!
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i agree that theres zionist propaganda in the knuckles show and that it should be called out. but am i the only one who thinks that one big post about it going around (the one that sjust a bunch of screenshots with no elaboration or anything and has like 15k notes) is not doing the best job at accurately conveying whats going on in the scene or what the problem is when it comes to the content of the show itself. at least not to people who dont know what happens already. like im not accusing the op of trying to confuse people on purpose or anything its just that like i said the post doesnt really present the scene accurately and is missing a lot of context and the post in question is probably the only thing a lot of people are seeing about this when its not a very good source of information
#like for example. the scene where israel is mentioned is wade's mom being praised and portrayed as cool and badass#for knowing/teaching idf fighting technique. which . yeah. thats very questionable#but the post completely cuts all that out and just takes the screenshot of israel being mentioned and nothing else ?#even though including full context of that moment would have helped prove the point a lot better than just showing that one screenshot?#and then they placed the israel mention next to a completely separate unrelated conversation that happened a few minutes before that#making it look like its all one convo. its just presented very weirdly in general and probably confusing a lot of people on whatsgoing on#also while we're on the subject: i know i talked about the show a little bit after watching it (pirated)#without mentioning this stuff. this wasnt because i was ignoring it on purpose its because i genuinely didnt notice it at first#theres only one direct israel namedrop in the show and i didnt notice it until it was pointed out to me after id seen it#because i was watching without subtitles and didnt pick up on it . i cannot stress enough that i wasnt ignoring it on purpose#ok thats all
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Painted Catarina Armour, trying to recreate the grey-white in-game render.
#siegmeyer of catarina#siegward of catarina#dark souls#dark souls 3#miniature painting#catarina armor#dark souls 1#dark souls board game#miniature#i will say trying to go for the usual 40k-ish basecoat - recess shade - edge highlight technique has not worked as well with this one#it is 90% because i am a new painter but also i rather suspect the curves of this model make that technique a bit difficult#and also dark souls boardgame tokens have thinner and more delicate details than gw stuff and they are far harder to outline#i've had more luck with drybrush personally. eygon turned out beautifully with mostly drybrush#i should post those photos too haha
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EDIT: Wing's perspective made me question my existence so I redrew that.
I struggled to do Gabriel's armor so I drew V1 instead.
I don't think I even know how to properly render textures and stuff. Until now all rendering I do is flat color at the bottom + multiply and glow dodge layer drawn (almost all) with pure grey.
This time I tried drawing all in one layer, with who-knows-what-its-name-is-in-English watercolor brush.
Gabriel is another beast of its own. I can't even pick the flat color right. V1's blue armor is easier to handle.
Anyway, it's quite fun... but probably should've studied color theory or some rendering stuff like that.
#uh i usually only ramble about this kinda stuff on plurk#talking in a foreign language does make you express things a little bit differently#anyway im feeling it today so here you go#also because i actually remembered to enable timelapse this time#i only ever activate that like 2 times in my entire life#in hindsight it's pretty to look at but too fast to extract any useful information or technique#wow am i rambling again in the tags?#fine i'll stop#ultrakill#v1 ultrakill#ultrakill v1#my art
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trying out a new type of watercolour paper so dave gets to be my guinea pig
#art#traditional art#watercolour#oc art#ocs#oc group: dave#oc: dave#im trying out some of the fluid student grade stuff. i like their fluid 100 fully cotton stuff but if i can find a non 100% cotton paper#that works well with my painting style my wallet would appreciate it LOL so far it seems good!#i paint kinda weird because i hate lifting so much i dont do it and i hate when it accidentally happens#its a technique that has a lot of uses but none for me HJFDHBFSKD if i make a mistake and i dont wipe it away fast enough with my finger#then its just there now. it was meant to be LOL but yeah i dont do lifting so i get like#irrationally angry when im trying to layer something and it lifts. which is always a problem i have with watercolour paper thats not 100#cotton. and also for some reason the mixed media paper i use does well with layering too so i like it#but if i can find a nice thick not as wrinkly cellulose paper that lets me layer that would be very nice hJFJDKJFD#but i'll need to to test out this paper more. its promising it let me layer pretty well with daves skin (tho the shading is a little light)#(but thats because i put too much water in the mix RIP) and it seems the colours that are supposed to stain arent lifting which is good#(so many watercolour papers ive used have made my most staining of staining pigments lift which always bugs me LOL)#but we shall see!
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I remembered I had a nonbinary flag bee I crocheted a couple years ago, (before I realized I was nonbinary, actually. I just thought the idea of a enBEE was hilarious) so now it's joining my other bee (which I gave a bath :))
Also, me make tiny octopus
#If you're wondering why the bees don't look the same it's because my sister made the ace bee and we use wildly different crochet techniques#also the octopus is adorable and I regret nothing but I never want to use embroidery thread to crochet again#the tentacles were a pain in the ass to make#crochet#amigurumi#handmade#crochet amigurumi#crafts#craftblr#random life stuff#If you want the patterns I used lmk and I'll reblog with the links
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Me who started making balloon animals at 6 and has been doing it semi often for the last few years: This is easy! I know stuff! Im good at this!
Suddenly gets actually hired to make balloon animals
Me: Oh my god what if I forget how to do it?! I need to make sure I know how to make balloon animals!
#anxiety is so dumb#logically i know it will be fine#but im also practicing a lot of ones I dont do often just in case#as well as techniques i dont usually do just in case a kid asks for something ive never made before#ive had kids ask for helicopters and only succeeded because of stuff i already knew to make them for the first time#also had a kid ask for a house once so#never know what they'll ask for
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i hate my dumbass school's elective credits i have to take. three fucking elective studios alongside the studio class for my bfa in order to make sure i only have to take two electives alongside my senior project. LIKE DAMN SORRY FOR TRYING TO GET MY BFA CLASSES DONE AND OUT OF THE WAY INSTEAD OF TAKING A BUNCH OF ELECTIVE STUDIOS.... also 26 credits when every class is 3 credits or 1 is in insane why is this not 24 credits needed. i should kill this school
#it could be worse it's just *banging my head against the wall* because most of the other electives i wanna take are on the same fucking day#as my seminar class! which is my needed to get my bfa class!!#im gonna be trying out two illustration classes next semester but one of them is gonna be materials+techniques so... traditional stuff...#so im gonna hope for the best that i can make myself time stuff out right. and the only other elective like not on a monday that seemed#like something i wanted to do. is a book making class. which will also be traditional#and i dont know if i will be very good at it To Be Upfront With You. I'm Very Scared I Will Be Bad At It. but like#i really dont wanna do a lot of the other classes available. and the ones i do are on fucking mondays#uuuuugggghhhhh!!!!!!!#static.soundz
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local man discovers he's gotten into the habit of using DBT techniques without actually being taught them because at some point he realised that the things we get the urge to do when we have strong emotions often aren't healthy and that he doesn't like how he feels afterwards so he started noticing when that was happening and going "fuck that shit" and doing the opposite instead
#personal#thoughts#Lucy post#talking to 🍬 about various stuff we do because of our social anxiety and what are probably undiagnosed BPD symptoms#and we realised he's gotten himself into the habit of paying attention to how his emotions affect his judgement#and trying to take a step back when he's experiencing an emotion that he knows gives us the urge to do stuff that's not healthy for us#and he said he felt bad about having those emotions and urges to do unhealthy stuff#at which point I was like ''okay but you're choosing not to act on that and to take a step back and do something healthier instead#which is what actually matters here and is also something that takes a hell of a lot of self-awareness and self-control''#this is shit they teach you in therapy that's difficult specifically because you're going against your brain's instincts for a situation#and we were never taught how to do it so you've just fucking taught yourself to do it instead#without actually knowing it's a specific technique that has a name#I was aware of it but had never actually looked at the instructions properly because when I stumbled across it#it was at a point where being told to go against what my emotions made me want to do felt invalidating and upsetting#I've literally just pieced together that ''oh right that's what that is and how it's supposed to work#and how it's meant to feel when you do it right''#anyway all this is to say that I keep being impressed with the amount of progress 🍬's made on learning healthy coping mechanisms#including things I could never seem to get the hang of when I was fronting more and handling more stuff#and I'm really proud of him and 🦋 and everyone else who's been handling stuff within the system and keeping things running#but also nobody in here seems to realise how much progress they've made with anything until someone else points it out#I just realised I should tag this as#happy posting#because I'm talking about stuff that's going well and where we've actually made a lot of progress
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I've been in the planning stages of a shawl-collar waistcoat for a little while, but the other day I impulsively started another shirt, this time a frilled formal one using some white linen I got on clearance a while back. since I know my way around the construction of these pretty well by now, whereas the waistcoat will be unfamiliar and require closer attention, I figured that making another shirt would be nicer as a thing to occupy my hands while I clear out the backlog of a podcast I've been listening to.
anyway some napkin math based on the average length of the podcast episodes suggests I've been working this shirt for some 10 hours now? it doesn't feel like it takes that long but evidently it does
#sewing#i guess this is like partly a sewing blog now?#anyway though it's turning out really nice so far. my technique is a lot neater than it was when I started#also i've been sewing like a madman partly because there was a while where i kept impulsively buying fabric#so i'm telling myself i have to work through a solid chunk of my frivolous purchases before i can plan new stuff
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Went to Target during a trip to the next state over with Mom so we could have a fun day out, and I found DC Comics Manga, and this Joker one is so tempting to grab an ebook of
This sounds like a typical fanfiction plot idea and I'm all for it
Also, found some cute Lego polybags, which is a nice bit to add to my Lego collection I'm rebuilding, as I'm mostly grabbing small bags and bricks from thrifting
A cute farmer with a scarecrow and a bunny, and a "birthday train" micro build.
Also, I decided to finally try a minifigure blind box, since my Lego are gonna need some people for them, and golly, they've changed since I was a kid
I got an Olympic runner guy with running blades prosthetics and a Harpy with articulated wings! I found out that they're making minifigs now that includes some wild fantasy elements and disability representation. I really want to find the dog groomer one with the Afghan hound and has a cochlear implant, the dog is cute and since hard-of-hearing runs in my family, that has a bit of a personal sentimental concept there...
Anyway, my Valentine's day was pretty cool. Nothing but good luck, people were very polite and friendly, and absolutely nothing went wrong this year. 🥹
#We also went to a Mongolian buffet and it was great#And I found an epic Lego Dots set marked down to an irresistible and reasonable price#They have these wonderful color tiles that are like a neon 90s aesthetic and the tiles will smooth out the builds nicely#I got some second hand bricks and tiles and have been testing out ideas that includes tactical fidgeting functions#I haven't built with Legos since 2011 so this will be a great time#I used to have a massive box of pieces my brothers gave me over the years but they had to be donated because they couldn't fit in the van#I'm gonna just keep everything in a bucket now#To save space#But I mostly want bricks and tiles and snot bricks and technics#Snot bricks just means studs not on top like an acronym#It's the funny bricks with connections on the sides#I've been watching so many cool lego deep dive videos and the new techniques and possibilities I've seen makes me want to try new ideas#I've always been a builder at heart I just love making stuff and I miss my old lego because I used to build visuals for my art as a kid#Lego ain't just for kids anymore and I love it#I'm obsessed with the Dots right now too#So cute
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as there was interest in my last knitting clip- here's another!
please excuse the audio haha I'm bingeing GBBO and do not know how to remove the sound (^_^'''')
Instead of having my working yarn looped around my fingers, it’s held between my middle and pointer fingers on my left hand backwards and across my middle finger mail. Also, I use my right thumb to guide and pull the stitches on my needles
so that is my normal technique but I work a little differently for two color/stranded knitting
My right hand technique stays the same: on my left hand, I loop my yarn around my pointer and middle fingers with the color I want dominant in front. There's some science behind this and how your tension changes by having one color in front versus another, but because most of my stitches are lavender and I want my dots to 'pop' I am holding my contrasting yarn in front/my pointer finger.
HOWEVER- because I am picker (continental) versus thrower (English) this messes with my gauge and generally leads to a looser tension. My front color is worked like how I normally work it but my back color must be manipulated farther to be worked as a stitch. So when I am doing my stranded rows, I size down 2 needles sizes. This gets a little annoying for patterns like this where there's 2 stranded rows and 1 solid row, but it works for me :)
#this also goes in my#daily check in#himiko checks in#tags because I am making stuff#knitting#knitting technique
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Tonight I am frustrated by the fact that I still have a lot of bias to unlearn when it comes to dealing with students with special needs
(As in, it would be nice if I could be effortlessly good at it, but alas)
#Matt has a life#Shit from work#Part of the problem (on top of like... the usual isms) is also that a) I actually *like* the traditional quiet classroom environment#just because quiet and focus is how I learn things best#also: I have limited time to prepare things like dyslexia friendly resources#I mean fortunately there's some stuff that was premade which I'll be able to modify to get started this year#unfortunately my student who probably needs it the most is not in a class where anything is ready so#more work more time needed and my availability is not moving -_-#(will still try i just don't think it'll be the greatest possible thing)#also wrt kids who probably have adhd but no other support: I have a really hard time figuring out what helps them concentrate#apart from what's actually a distraction#case in point: one time one of my students spent the full hour fiddling with paper#with no improvement that I could see in how much attention they paid to the class#and they said 'this was great I was quiet aren't you happy?'#and I was like 'well I won't lie it's convenient for me but also the goam is to help you focus#not to make things convenient'#anyway I think my main tldr is that whime there are things that exist to help these students#and I'm willing to try them#So far my attempts have felt more like randomly chucking stuff at them#(even if I ask them to tell me if they have techniques that help them already)#than anything really helpful#and I haven't figured out yet how to move past that in order to properly make things more accessible for them#(plus like. the one student who is apparently VERY dyslexic#when I asled if there might be underlying cause to their struggles in my class#strongly denied it. which adds to the difficulties)#anyway I feel like this went a little 'woe is me for dealing with this' so like#sorry about that
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