#all the fkn time
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today was ... certainly a day.
(personal life updates under the cut)
in the end, my sister-in-law's mom died :c agh I want to burn down that fkn hospital. i had to travel to another city for the funeral, and now i'm finally back home and absolutely drained.
and meanwhile... we wait and see my grandma's slow decline. she's stable, but it's evident that she has very little energy left.
we (my brother+my sister+me) haven't seen her in a long while (since before the pandemic, for many reasons) so i fear that a. i'm going to be overwhelmed during our visit (probably next week) b. she's waiting for us to say goodbye
ahh, whatever, we can only take it one day at a time.
#parameciam's autirants#yes i treat this blog as a diary and i'm not sorry#a stupid thing that makes me sad too#my fic for day 4 flopped :(#it's stupid bc I really wrote it for myself so I shouldn't cared or be that surprised#and yet here we are bc RSD sucks and I was already sad#me? craving external validation?#all the fkn time#ahhh whatever#maybe I just need to sleep#(forever if possible)#ah what who said that
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phinktober day 11: ur fav AU
i dont rlly do AUs so i just drew them how i wish they would dress xo
(dan’s tats r carnations and snowdrops and phil’s r roses and honeysuckle. for no reason 🤗)
ALSO bonus version w makeup bc i couldn’t pick <3
#soz copied caption from twt i have been drawing for 7 hours straight i need to drink water eat something take a piss and a shower and sleep#no braincell rn#goodbye it is wine time#hope yall like this idfk what people what these days other than ship art but im not doing that so sorry no knights fucking for you#just me making them look like me bc i’m a narcissist etc#god i am way too tired to be yapping rn i have no filter whatever ABYWAY HASHTAG DANIPHIW#art2 and craft2#dnp#phanart#dan and phil#daniel howell#amazingphil#dan howell#phil lester#phinktober#punk edits irl come back to me please#i’m missing a fkn hashtag i just know it whatever i don’t CARE im TIRED i have eaten nothing but half a jar of picked today i feel so goblin#idk why i tunnelvisioned w this piece it’s not even that good or detailed LMFAO#actually the tattoos were a BITCH and also made me sad bc of my whole failed tattooing career etc#OH MY GOD WHY AM I YAPPING SO MUCH SOMEONE EUTHANISE ME#good NIGHT !!!!!!#pickles not picked btw but i’m not retyping all of that#now i’m sad bc i’m out of pickles and it’s 10pm and everything is shut:( hate my stupid gay life
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People always be like "we want complex female character" but you bitches can't even handle Feyre, who has different sides and just because she's a mother now, you think she's completely disable to wield a sword...
She was a fighter long before turning to fae. She killed a fae wolf, 2 nagas, trapped a suriel several times (the very suriel Rhys tried to trapped and failed), killed an ancient wyrm and broke a 49 years curse all the while being a human. She has all the seven High Lords power and managed to kill many of Hybren soldier just to save Rhysand. She's mated to the most powerful High Lord and we all know 'like calls to like'. She went to the Summer Court and fight side by side with The Morrigan and never backed down.
But sure... she can't wield a sword now.
#just because she doesn't like to fight or hunt doesn't mean she can't#trust me she's capable more than you think#you don't want a complex female character#in fact you want a one dimensional fmc who is created for the male character lmao#and not suprisingly these are coming from Nesta stans lol#Like I know you love her but she didn't created being a fighter lmao#people can be many things at the same time#Feyre can be a High Lady and a mother and a fighter all at the same time#also Feyre being a fighter doesn't mean Nesta isn't one are you fkn stupid??#these people are also the one who wants Nesta to be a high lady while she said she had no interest in being one#like I said you don't want a complex fmc#you think a male character with no pov and only being mentioned in passing is more complex than the fmc who you've been in her head#you've read about her and her journey#and yet you think she's not complex#idk what to say anymore...#feyre archeron#feyre cursebreaker#feyre acotar#high lady feyre#pro feyre#pro feyre archeron#high lady of the night court#feyre darling
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friend ditched our plans to go with her boyfriend instead
#and now shes like well why dont you come and join us we hang out with her boyfriend all the fkn time today was supposed to be just us#like i dont want our friendship to just be me third wheeling. and i havent had time to get ready anyway bc she ignored my msg#from this morning asking if our plans are still on. like this is so annoying
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promised myself that I'd be an academic weapon but instead I am the definition of an academic victim
#no because like i do be planning my academic comeback but im js so tired all the fkn time?!?!@#like gurl? what even?!#get me some help#or coffee#or both#musings#thoughts#midnight thoughts#midnight musings#academia#academics#student life#student#college is stressful#relatable#dark academia#mine#miya's envelopes
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sleepy gill and gill with the bubbled evil cat
#hi remember when i thought i was in for a really bad bout of hsr fixation. lets see how thats going.. lets just check in and#oh . oh no. oh this was. this wasnt the plan. oh no#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#gill in pjs got to me ok. gill fighting in pjs got to me. the thought of gill sleeping in a barrel of water with pjs on got to me.#wheni tell you this fkn podcast is the only thing ive been thinking abt for the past few days dude what thef uck#theyre all so stupid they get up to so much bs its fkn great i lvoe the three of them so mcuh WHEHhghh >:'O#my art#i keep nearly forgetting that tag help???#ive slowly been getting used to drawing them jsut you wait til i feel good abt the designs n shit ok its gonna be epic or smth#oop s its 1am soon whoopsies ehehee but like ..... the dumbasses... theyre in my head..#there are so many stupid scenes i want to draw 😭😭😭😭😭#im sorry to. my friends. for jsut . yknow. and everyone really#i wasnt ready for this 😭 idk what happened i just started going through eps so quickly all of a sudden and ive gone through like 12 eps in#2-3 days and i feel absolutely insane and i think abt them so much. theyve taken up all my time help
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Deranged characters with more or less ugly bangs/bowl cut hair ✨
Thinking abt all of them meeting a lot in some sorte of idk ugliest haircut mage meeting since they can all use magic (dark knight class Lorenz)
#twisted wonderland#the slayers#slayers#fe3h#rollo flamm#rook hunt#xellos#lorenz hellman gloucester#they are all deranged in their own way#first time I saw lorenz i gasped bc his hair is so fkn ugly I love him so much#Xellos is basically rook hunt but worse but also he’s a litteral cone#I love all of them so much hehehehefhsjf’c
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Kori and Torothy hehehehehe
They're so skrunly and funky..... I'm gently holding them in the palm of my hand......
@teethzsharx
#the amazing digital circus#tadc#tadc oc#tadc dorothy#Dorothy would get so fkn flustered cuz she never had someone mess with her like that-#poor insecure lil bug#ALSO SORRY I TOOK SO LONG TO ANSWER#most of the time I'm either conjuring up a response or a doodle#so that goes for all of the asks#I'm not ignoring yall I'M JUST CALCULATING MY ANSWER#anyway#gay gay homosexual gay
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~ " Even my attacker's eyes shine with the flames of my ancestors.
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' So it's true. ' The stranger's r rolls lightly. Scottish maybe? ' What they say about yer aether. ' " ~
ʙʟᴏᴏᴅᴍᴀʀᴋᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴛʀᴀᴄʏ ᴅᴇᴏɴɴ - ᴘᴀɢᴇ 31
Larkin Douglas my beloved <333
#I see it as a win-win that the fanart department of this fandom is in desperate need of Lark content tbh#bcs that means that I have all the more reason to pick up drawing again lol#also?? my first ever attempt at a gif I think?? Woop woop!!#also ?? Lark's introduction might be my favorite character intro ever hjdfhfjdhjfd#like??? “saving” the mc up into a fkn tree and then being YANKED RIGHT BACK DOWN by the Other Guy??? and just LEAVING HER UP THERE??#absolutely unmatched lol I still burst out laughing every time I think about it hdsjhdjshds#legendborn#bloodmarked#legendborn fanart#larkin douglas#also this was the first time i tried to layer things in the background like the silhouette tree thingies#it was really fun and turned out SO WELL#fabric is still my No. 1 enemy but we'll get there eventually <33#and like eyo? I think I have kinda gotten the hang of shadowing now?? and the lighting in this was rly hard tbh#but it's a good first attempt <33#my art
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Happy AAA day to the lgbtq+ community
#for me it’s tomorrow#at two in the morning#😭#fkn uk times#agatha all along#gay witches#marvel#agatha harkness#billy maximoff
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A lot of them (music videos) are so terrible..
#michael jackson#mj#thriller 40#thriller era#he really said: FINE i'll do it MYSELF#and he DID#i'm crying he called them all shit sdfkhsdf#t#my stuff#also the amount of times my pc kept fkn crashing while making this is INSANE#I HAD TO REMAKE IT LIKE 5 TIMES KILL ME ACTUALLY
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some toddy doodles to get back into the swing of things
#my art#my ocs#toddy#trypophobia#scopophobia#gore#(mildly)#I need to kick my own ass so that I can actually start making the comic for this fkn thang#girl thing doing fuck all in the woods what will it do#(they use all pronouns)#scribbles#been obsessed with aspen trees and circles lately#also sorry barely any art lately I've gotten myself a full time job and have been really fkn busy#next animation meme is gonna be toddy focused btw
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⊹₊ ˚‧₊୨ High Lady of the Night Court ୧₊‧ ˚ ₊⊹
artist: Pandyals_art source
Posting this on Rhys' birthday because worshiping and appreciating his High Lady, is what he would do and wants from everyone!!!
#feyre archeron#pro feyre#pro feyre archeron#feyre darling#feyre cursebreaker#high lady feyre#high lady of the night court#feyre acotar#feysand#feyre fanart#feyre archeron fanart#acotar fanart#mother of prythian#I used to use this tag for her all the time idk why I stopped#also WHY ON EARTH I'VE NEVER SEEN THIS FANART BEFORE#I accidentally found it yesterday...#she looks so fkn hot I can't-#the crown the pose the fkn dress she's wearing JDNVFKJNBJGNBG
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You will read this because you love me and because you want to see WW turn into a monster and going feral after he thinks Vash was dead thanks to a shot in the head, you will do it right?? Right????
Anyways my guys go and check it out! @molten-rainbows is super awesome and has more cool stuff on their blog so go go go!
#infinite and deep very desperate turmoil bc these guys can’t catch a fkn break for this fine el woowoo Wednesday! ✨#feral Wolfwood feral wolfwood feral wo#infinite suffering because these guys can’t catch a fucking great for this fine el woowoo Wednesday!🎉🥳#nothing like the inherent eroticism of turning into the monster you were forced to become because the guy you sought to protect was shot#Also like. my guy really went for it he really did#I would make a joke about it saying that he turned them into pozole but yk#all I’m saying is that you should read this because we all love our man a little fucked up#this time it’s Vash the bloodied one in one of my drawings and not wolfwood WOWOWOW incredible#trigun#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun stampede#trigun fanart#vash#nicholas trigun#wolfwood#vashwood#trigun fic#trigun fanfiction#monster! wolfwood#awesome tag btw#lenssi draws#lenssi reads
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man it's him the man
#fkn hate this guy (giggles n kicks my feet whenever he appears) god i cant stand him#but actually he can go fuck off#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#niklaus hendrix#my art#im in too deep in this hyperfixation its like so bad i had dreams from separate nights abt it that were connected#it was like a continuation it was so weird fnc kissed for a second time is all that happened really#ok cus first one was that happening in an ep n then i woke up confused n then next night i had a dream i was sitting watching an ep n the e#ents from that previous dream just played out n i was like “what the fuck it was real”#but it wasnt real at all it was just my subconscious pranking me#anywayfs d oyou like the sparkles in the full moon for forf orofor the trio :) i cant rn im so destroyed uhm uhuh uhhhhgng
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🗡 dozing off writing replies but im curious how others go about writing out stuff/the order you write particular parts, and if you have a different way of writing depending on if it's a reply, ask, or a drabble 🤔 in most cases I find I write out any spoken words first, then the tones or actions done while talking, and then depending on the writing purpose add trains of thought, other actions or specific actions that convey emotions. stuff I looove getting lost in writing include describing scenes, settings, environments, food or the time of day! for drabbles I usually start with these descriptive elements to get into the mood of it.
#‡ ooc#something I find I don't do that often is adding in descriptions of clothing...#but I guess it depends on the setting and in most verses there's only so many outfits worn?#but i might try to add in more descriptions! because that's sooo totally something my writing is missing#unrelated when i was writing a thread w maria and billye where marcus swain & jhin eat dinner together I got lost in the sauce describing#the food being served <:3c#anyways. i love writing as a hobby. idk if im actually GOOD at it but it is very fun for me most of the time#i think storytelling is such a wonderful thing we can do with our own minds#unrelated to all of this for real this time i have cleared out talons inbox! dust free and sqeaky clean now#i want to get all my owed replies here written out and then ill post them all i think thatll be less stressful for me instead of posting#one by one. giving it a try#edit: ive gone back and edited SINGLE TYPOS IVE CAUGHT SeverAL times in tHIS ONE POST#thats another thing i forgot is an important step in my writing; all my fkn TYPOS........
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