#all of this is tmi actually
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Remember when i said the t isn't making me honry? Yeah thats definitely not true lol
#tbh nobody warned me a side effect of t being how much time i would waste jacking off instead of doing anything productive#its probably tmi but like i find it harder to come for some reason (might be because im doing it too much) so it really is wasting time#cause it takes so long now... i cant just quickly get it done aymore (it is a bit annoying tbh)#all of this is tmi actually#sorry about that#mine
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nami day!! 🧡💐🍊
#one piece#nami#that's incense and mandarin flowers on a big shell in the first drawing in case its not very clear!#(i'm alive!! life got busy again!!#i havent drawn nami nearly enough but i rlly do love her . thank u 4 all u endure .....#tmi: my laptop only has 1 usb port (sadistic) so until now i could only use my drawing tablet OR my mouse OR a hotkey pad#today i finally got a multi usb port (?) and i can use them all at once .... its insane actually .... so much better 4 my wrists#im sure itll boost my productivity- next drawing will be in 2 rather than 4 months .....#oH ALSO the font used here is called 'chiffchaff' and i believe it was inspired by old newspaper fonts ... isnt it so pretty!!
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every now and then i remember that had he been alive, max lightwood would have been a part of the twp gang and i wanna cry :’(💔
#oh max u are so loved and missed#it actually makes me so sad to think of all the adventures he could have had#gosh no nop nope#(but also someone write a ff about his life bc i need it BADLY)#max lightwood#cassandra clare#the mortal instruments#the wicked powers#tmi#twp#tsc
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i really would not change a single thing about the malec plotline (breakup and all) but sometimes i really do wish we got to see alec date at least one other person yk? and i dont mean that in a pre-cog focing himself to date a woman to hide his sexuality way, i mean in a post-breakup rebound/fling kinda way like i just know the drama would be legendary
#my favourite part is imagining how everyone would react like i do not think ANYONE would see it coming#i think magnus would be the most accepting of it actually. all he wants is alec to be happy and i think that at this point in the story some#part of him deep down doesn’t really think they were ever going to have that sort of demesticity anyway#imagining how robert would react is amusing me greatly#especially because i imagine no one told him abt the breat up(he thinks malec is still together)#bad ending is magnus leaves nyc forever and never goes back even after alec becomes counsul and legalizes gay/downworlder-shadowhunter#marrage. also alec never marries and dies at the tender age of 41 :((#good ending is they get their shit together and get married and adopt their kids!!#but what i really want to know is how alec would react to a new relationship#would he consider it serious? casual? when his partner is being cagy about their past would alec push or leave it be or would he think#it doesn’t matter? because it’s not magnus and let’s be real he’ll never he over magnus#would he let them call him alexander? in the early morning would he forget for one breif second that it wasn’t magnus with him?#would it be a nice respectable shadowhunter boy his age or would it be another powerful imortal downworlder older than literal countries?#i do think alec has a type. unfortunately#rafael sends magnus a gift basket when he founds out<3#i’ve speant a lot of time thinking about this actually#tsc#tmi#alec lightwood#the shadowhunter chronicles#the mortal instruments
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Hodge is actually such interesting character because on one hand you do feel really bad for him and how harsh and cruel his punishment was compared to the Lightwoods. Then on the other hand you possess the knowledge that the worse punishment was actually kinda deserved given he was, in fact, far more complicit in things than the Lightwoods 😭
like was the irony lost on him all those years as he festered in his rage over the unfairness of it all while simultaneously knowing Valentine was alive out there. the Lightwoods couldn't have betrayed the Clave even if they wanted to because they thought that man was bones!! Hodge meanwhile is wondering which Jonathan child experiment Jace is like they are not the same
and yeah obviously the Clave did not know that at the time (lucky for him tbh) but given how Hodge was THE PERSON in Valentine's confidence, moreso than even Luke and Stephen, there was probably stuff that they did know about. Valentine wouldn't have given Jace to Hodge out of the blue, it stands to reason he was directly involved in the experimentation itself given his skill & knowledge with tonics & whatnot and that there was probably more minor stuff he helped Valentine with that was known about. enough that it proved he was more directly involved with Valentine's plans than either of the Lightwoods ever were
#like imagine being punished so harshly and it's not even for the actually really horrible and fucked up things you did 😔 must suck#you got away with the child experimentation and murder and kidnapping and all the other stuff you were complicit in#unfortunately there was other stuff. could happen to anyone really#bella talks#tsc#the shadowhunter chronicles#the mortal instruments#tmi#the circle#hodge starkweather
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Shout out too @heronsthornx on TikTok because this is the most accurate representation I’ve seen of there friendship.
Proof:
#this is for all good fun pls don’t kill me#Jimon#Jace herondale#Simon lewis#Simon Lovelace#tales of the shadowhunter academy is the funniest book ever written actually#ALL OF THESE ARE OFFICAL LMAO#there’s a part in city of lost souls where Simon says Raziel is beautiful and than leads it up with ‘he looks like Jace!’#shadowhunters#the mortal instruments: graphic novel#the mortal instruments#tmi#tales from the shadowhunter academy#tftsa#the shadowhunter chronicles#tsc#they give when Jon meets Jaime for the first time in AGOT#Cassandra Clare#THIS IS ALL OFFICAL ART BTW#one of them is from the graphic novel and the other is from the colouring book#Cassandra Jean#she must have had so much fun drawing these
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Living with Body Focused Repetitive Behaviors
Me: *Is super stressed over life.*
Trichotillomania: Time to pull some hair! C'mon. You won't even notice you're doing it. It'll make you feel better.
Me: NO. *Spends 4 days putting hair in a mini twist protective style* There.
Dermatillomania: Hey. Your hands are free. And restless. And dry... Pick your skin. Bleed. Bleed.
Me: Stop! *Starts up a new crochet project to keep hands busy.* Ok cool.
Onychophagia: Hi hi. Your nails are.... perfect biting length... you should do that.
Me: Noooooooooooo *Paints nails.*
Dermatillomania: Oh look, you got some nail polish on your skin. Pick it off... now pick some more...
Me: SDJAKFDSJFKLDKAFDJKLAFJDKSAKLFDASL
#is this tmi? oh well. this is the tmi website#trichotillomania#dermatillomania#onychophagia#bfrb#body focused repetitive behavior#ocd#guys guess what? my therapist all but prescribed that i get a manicure to prevent picking at my skin#apparently after a year with this therapist i never mentioned my finger picking until this week#and she was like 'ok since you find it tough to paint them yourself get a manicure. self care and preventative'#because my cuticles are horrific due to me constantly picking at them and the sides of my fingers#so i've always been too embarrassed to go to a nail salon and my therapist was like 'exposure therapy!'#currently my nails are sloppily painted because i can't hold a brush still and they're already chipping after like 5 days#actually they probably started chipping on the second day honestly.#i need to redo my twists a bit which actually satisfies the trich urges since i'll be running my fingers through my hair to do it#but i won't actually be pulling. but also. i will be getting the shed hairs out. so. kind of fulfills that.#but right now my nails are long enough for me to feel them sometimes hit my keyboard. which. isn't normal for me.#and despite the nail polish i feel the urge to bite them shorter ahhhhh#anyway if you're Black with natural hair and have trich i HIGHLY suggest mini twists since it helps deter me from pulling#sure i have to redo it every few weeks but seriously. game changer. harder to find individual hairs to pull.
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My opinions on some ships and characters 😼😼😼
Ill explain some stuff in the tags if yall are curious hehe ALSO IN THE REBLOGS. TUMBLR SILENCED ME 😔💔
Template by @stervil !!!
#minecraft story mode#mcsm#OK SO.#first of all these are MY OPINIONS ship what you want#I truly couldn't care less. I actually LOVE hearing about people's ships. Even the ones I don't like. PLEASE YAP ABOUT IT#Also by IDK I mean I genuinely don't know how to feel. Not a negative idk. Just a genuine idk#OKOK ANYWAY#first. I'm so sorry y'all but I find jetra and jeskas so boring and bland... I just. YK when something is so overdone it ruins your opinion#Yeah..#OBVIOUSLY I LOVE JURM. MORE THAN ANYTHING OMG#jack x Ivor and jack X Romeo are ships I've seen. I personally don't see it but I think it could be cute!#Romeo could either be SUPER TOXIC AND ANGSTY 😼😼 or if he's redeemed pretty nice? But still angst. Hehe#ALSO. AM I CRAZY FOR NURM X BINTA??? AGAIN ITS NOT MY MAIN SHIP BUT LIKE.. I KINDA SEE IT-#LIKE#My Nurm and Binta are BEST FRIENDS. like they'll trauma dump. Then have the most TMI wild convo ever. Then gossip and share cat memes.#In the span of ten minutes THEYRE INSEPARABLE LMAOOO#But honestly thinking about it... I kinda ship it-#HELP#ITS CUTE#Especially since both are creatures to me. Critter X critter#Isa Milo and Reggie. I do not care I just need any of them to kiss. Same with the old order#Like I don't care who's with who I just think it's TASTY#My friend introduced me to Nell x Binta and omg.. YES#SOME OTHER SHIPS IVE SEEN THAT I THINK ARE AWESOME: Petra x Xara. Axel x gill. Jesse x Radar#Ummmm IM SO SORRY ABOUT RADAR X PAMA. I've seen some adorable art on this app but I just. Can't get behind it I'm so sorry 😭🩷🩷#PAMA x harper I don't apologise for. The only ship on here that makes me physically recoil#That's her baby..#UHHH I MIGHT ADD MORE HERE LATER THIS IS JUST OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD#Actually scratch that. Change Nurm x Binta to like. THE MORE I THINK ABOUT IT THE MORE I GIGGLE AND KICK MY FEET#I have beef with Aiden. He doesn't deserve love
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I think the reason why TID’s found family aspect feels so intense to me is because most of the main characters really had NOTHING else in the world. Tessa was orphaned with a missing brother, Jem was orphaned, for most of the series Will might well have been an orphan, Jessamine was an orphan, Charlotte if I recall correctly was also an orphan. The London Institute was all they had. Hits hard when you think about it.
#tid#the infernal devices#like it’s actually so. sad#TLH had all these friend groups and familial support networks#TDA has this massive family and they’re friends with other shadowhunters#TMI clary has a mom and luke and simon at the outset#jace is with the lightwoods#but in TID most of them don’t have any family in the world outside the london institute#like no wonder jem and will were so close for five years!#the victorian setting makes it feel sadder too#ugh anyways#will herondale#jem carstairs#tessa gray#like jem might have an uncle but he’s in like idris or somewhere#will bec of you know can’t talk to his family#and tessa’s brother obviously just sucks#charlotte branwell
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when I want to write something self indulgent to give me all the angsty and cuddly hurt/comfort feels but I can't because I end up feeling guilty because I'm seeking after feels that I feel in an inappropriate place because my mom told me one time when I was 15 that I shouldn't search that out or it's probably sexual sin but it confuses me because ALL the feels happen that way for me even if it's entirely platonic and nonsexual and so I don't know if it's okay to want to write to that because apparently all pleasure of any sort, even over platonic stories, is sexual or comes with a possibly probably sexual feeling and I also am having a hard time figuring out what's genuine conviction from God and what's just my anxiety/OCD/perfectionism/fear of failure
#like I feel like it's conviction. but also when I analyze it... I'm not doing anything sexual??? the stories I'm writing are#ENTIRELY platonic#it's like. found family feels.#but then why do I feel so guilty/convicted over it and feel better/less guilty when I stop writing anything feelsy#like... I guess I'm only allowed to write plot and can't ever write hugs and hurt/comfort anymore#my mom keeps saying I should journal all this instead of venting it at everybody and honestly maybe she's right#idk how to handle this but also I feel like if I just find a holding pattern where I can strike a healthy balance of lile#like* what is correct and healthy for me to enjoy#then the anxiety over it might pass? I don't want to avoid conviction though but like. why am I convicted over#writing a story where someone who's been treated like a monster finds a family who loves them#like.. is it because I'm seeking out whatever that feeling in my lower belly/groin is????#but that's like... so tied up in enjoyment and hurt/comfort to me that idk if I'm ACTUALLY looking for that#or if this is just what I write#and idk if that even is sinful in any way at all!!!#and why can't I just get over this? like I keep going in circles with it and it's so frustrating#idk this is totally tmi I just got hit with this awful feeling after work today and the only thing I can pinpoint it to#is this specific thing I've been writing. but even though yeah I've been getting feelsy with it... it's PLATONIC#ENTIRELY COMPLETELY NONSEXUAL. so like... is it that pleasure feeling that's the thing I'm being convicted over??#probably. bc that's the only thing that eases the feeling of conviction/anxiety/guilt#and also probably no one is reading all these tags lol sorry guys I'll go away now
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if she kills off someone from the tmi gang then what
#we'll all be in caskets that's what#Will actually die if she does#cassandra clare#the wicked powers#twp#tda#tmi#tid#clary fairchild#jace herondale#simon lovelace#isabelle lightwood#alec lightwood#magnus bane#tmi gang#tmi 6#the shadowhunter chronicles#shadowhunters
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actual footage of jace herondale when yet another person tells him he can’t be with his “sister”
#bro invented idgaf#but honestly that plotline was hella flawed and meh#but reading it back it’s actually so funny how little he cared😭#like he did not give a single flying fuck#and look! it’s all okay bc they’re happily together now and NOT siblings :D#YIPPEE CLACE#jace herondale#clary fairchild#jace x clary#clace#cassandra clare#the mortal instruments#tmi#tsc
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hot take alec lightwood listens to olivia rodrigo
#actually i dont think this is a hot take i think this is canon#was listening to obsessed just now and felt a lightbulb light up over my head#easy going never controlling well mannered well read it makes me so upset#like is that not him abt camille???#also unrelated but everytime i get to THAT part of all too well 10 minutes ver i immediately think of him post malec breakup#like i can vividly picture him drunkenly singing along#alec lightwood#tmi#tsc#the shadowhunter chronicles#the mortal instruments#i get older but your lovers stay my age/when your brooklyn broke my skin and bones im a soldier returning half her weight#HELLOOO????????#i fucking love that part
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hmm since Clary also has the scar from having contact with an angel, do you think all of Clace's kids will inherit it? like will it stop being the "one of our ancestors fucked in a cave" scar & start being the "our ancestors were child experiments" scar?
#like up until this point it's been solely a Herondale thing since its only inherited father to son#but if it starts going mother to daughter too then after a few generations it will lose the herondale association#(or whatever lastname Clace end up going with lol)#also it would be an anti-incest measure because All their descendants would have it & pretty much no one else#which is really funny actually#bella talks#bella reads cob#clary fairchild#jace herondale#will herondale#the mortal instruments#the infernal devices#tessa gray#tsc#the shadowhunter chronicles#tmi#tid#clace
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City of ashes is peak fever dream shadowhunters because I always forget that Valentine quite literally WENT to Simons house and KIDNAPPED him 😭😭
Or the fact that Simon and Clary DATED and than Simon broke up with her because he couldn’t compete with her ‘brother’… like…
#I know this is so stupid#like damn he just walked in there#heard his daughter had a vampire friend#had to clock it#like zhsjajd#this book is actually crazy#y r Jace and clary kissing rn…#this book lowkey peak Clace jealously but than all that is ruined when you remember they think there siblings#like oh!!!#also the fact that this book lwokey sets up Simon and Maia#this and city of fallen angels just fever dreams#the shadowhunter chronicles#tsc#shadowhunters#cassandra clare#the mortal instruments#tmi#city of ashes#COA#Simon lewis#Simon Lovelace#clary Fairchild#valentine morgenstern
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shirt with a heart and child of divorce written on top but then there’s a picture of huntclaire. you wouldnt get it. i do
#child of divorce but theyre married and love each other but actually they’re divorcees#theyre like those couples that get married and then get divorced and then get married again. actually that’s so chic#you should be divorced by the time you’re 27. a little divorce makes life more exciting#do not consider red carpet diaries at all when writing claire but if i were to consider it#she wouldve broken up with hunt sometime after hollywood u and then it would’ve been kind of a divorce#<- well my timeline for hollywood u i mean. that would be in 2016#they get back together but they have even stronger + weirder divorcees vibes#claire is actually a divorced woman. when you think about it. that’s also a great descriptor for hunt but in a different way#so theyre like when you put two spiritually divorced people in a relationship#this makes a lot of sense to me. actually#they have the most loving relationship ever which is gross and disgusting. but when you look at them they have this weird vibe about them#theyre like bitter exes who know too much of each other and one of them is way too comfortable saying stuff in public#what do you mean theyre together and in love#huntclaire#actually i need them so be super fucking weird about each other in public#claire is too familiar with a guy who does Not seem to like her at all. why is she saying this stuff. claire thats tmi#he would do anything for her. he will still argue with her over the most mundane things ever.#her coffee order sucks and he’s not saying all That Stuff to a barista. kill him on the spot.#claire gets an extra cookie bc she threatened to cry#they’re just kinda stuck together idk. something something his line about the universe bending to get them together. he’s bitter about it#it’s also a form of foreplay but i don’t know what the tag limits are#just know that claire is weird about that as well#i mean tbf of course is foreplay what else would this be. how is this dynamic feasible otherwise#it’s*
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