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The dawn light spilled in through her bedroom window, causing Alex to roll over with a yawn, shielding her eyes from the sun...and coming face to face with Ashley and the night before came rushing back.
She couldn't believe she'd done something so unlike her... That wasn't to say she regretted it, of course. In fact, she found she didn't have a single iota of regret within her.
Still, though...she wasn't entirely sure how to act now, what to do, what to say. And she knew Ashley would surely wake up any moment now and she'd be forced to figure out the protocol of the morning after...
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Who I write for :
Criminal Minds
- Emily Prentiss
- Aaron Hotchner
- Spencer Reid
- Jennifer Jareau
- Alex Blake
- Elle Greenaway
- Derek Morgan
- Penelope Garcia
- David Rossi
- Jason Gideon
- Kate Callahan
- Ashley Seaver
Marvel
- Natasha Romanoff
- Yelena Belova(Platonic only)
- Kate Bishop
- Wanda Maximoff
- Carol Danvers
- Tony Stark
Brooklyn 99
- Rosa Diaz
- Amy Santiago
- Gina Linetti
Percy Jackson
- Annabeth Chase
- Hazel Levesque
- Piper McLean (Female reader only)
- Nico Di Angelo (Male reader only)
- Percy Jackson
- Frank Zhang
- Leo Valdez
- Jason Grace
- Reyna Ramirez-Arellano (Platonic Only)
- Will Solace
- Thalia Grace (Platonic only)
- Clarisse La Rue
AGGGTM
- Pippa Fitz-Amobi
- Ravi Singh
- Cara Ward
- Naomi Ward
Wednesday
- Wednesday Addams x reader
- Enid Sinclair x reader
Please request something! Anything really :)
#emily prentiss x reader#aaron hotchner x reader#spencer reid x reader#jennifer jareau x reader#alex blake x reader#elle greenaway x reader#derek morgan x reader#penelope garcia x reader#david rossi x reader#jason gideon x reader#kate callahan x reader#ashley seaver x reader#natasha romanoff x reader#yelena belova x reader#kate bishop x reader#wanda maximoff x reader#carol danvers x reader#tony stark x reader#rosa diaz x reader#amy santiago x reader#gina linetti x reader#annabeth chase x reader#hazel levesque x reader#piper mclean x reader#nico di angelo x reader#agggtm x reader#percy jackson x reader#leo valdez x reader#frank zhang x reader#reyna Ramirez-Arellano x reader
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YESSS
reputation as the bau
this is not law, it’s just who each song reminds me of:
ready for it - elle greenaway
endgame - ashley seaver
i did something bad - jennifer jareau, elle greenaway
don’t blame me - kinda derek morgan, idk why
delicate - penelope garcia, don’t ask me why
look what you made me do - emily prentiss
so it goes… - spencer reid, again pure instinct
gorgeous - also spencer reid
getaway car - lauren reynolds
king of my heart - will & jj
dancing with our hands tied - alex blake
dress - aaron hotchner
this is why we can’t have nice things - david rossi
call it what you want - penelope garcia
new year’s day - aaron hotchner, again don’t ask me why
#best crossover#taylor swift songs#elle greenaway#ashley seaver#jennifer jj jareau#derek morgan#penelope garcia#emily prentiss#spencer reid#will lamontagne#david rossi#alex blake#aaron hotchner#bau headcanons#bau x taylor swift#cm
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CM Fanfiction on AO3
I'm a bit of a stats nerd, and I've been wanting to put this together for ages. The following are some statistics regarding Criminal Minds fanfiction of AO3. Do with this what you will, but if ever someone tries to tell me this fandom isn't misogynistic -- I will just point to this post.
I spent an abhorrent amount of time putting this together, hope it's interesting to other people. Please don't send me hate mail for my opinions.
Base Statistics
Total Fics Tagged Criminal Minds: 34,561
These stats were compiled by me on 20/06/23 via AO3's filtering system.
Note: These were taken at face value, meaning these numbers may not be exact. In order to get exact statistics, I'd have to stringently filter out things like mislabelled fics, spam, fics with multiple categories (to find pure slash, femslash fics), etc.
Tumblr will destroy the resolution of the graphs, just click to see full res :)
Fanfic statistics gathered from AO3, episode totals gathered from IMDB.
CM Fanfiction by Category
Most Popular Category: F/M (26.2%)
Fics Counted in This Statistic: 34,561
These totals weren't all that surprising, in a fandom that is largely obsessed with two men and no one else, I sort of expected this.
The only reason F/M has the largest amount of fics (vs M/M) is because 37% of all F/M fics are "Spencer/Reader". (More about pairings below)
If 'x reader' fics were excluded from the data, then the distribution would skew to: 34% M/M vs 24% F/M
Sorry, I just saw the 'other' category is the same colour as F/M on the graph. Other accounts for 2.3% of all fic categories
CM Fanfiction by Rating
Most Popular Rating: Teen and Up (30.3%)
Fics Counted in This Statistic: 34,561
I think it's interesting that the most popular ratings are Teen and General -- even though a huge portion of readers only read Mature/Explicit. There are absolutely incredible works that are rated Teen and General, and it's just a shame people don't read them as much as smut. That's probably the same in most fandoms though.
Top Relationships for Each Rating: General Audience: Spencer/Reader Teen and Up: Morgan/Reid Mature: Hotch/Reid Explicit: Hotch/Reid Not Rated: Spencer/Reader
It's no secret that this fandom worships Hotch and Reid above all other characters, but I think there's something to be said that a M/M ship dominates the Mature and Explicit ratings. Slash fic (M/M) has always been more popular than femslash (F/F) in pretty much any fandom, and the history of fetishization of mlm relationships in fanfiction (the fetishisation usually being written by cishet women, not talking about queer people writing queer fic) is always worth discussing.
CM Fanfiction - Top 10 Characters
Most Popular Character: Spencer Reid (19.9%)
Fics Counted in This Statistic:*indeterminate due to crossover (multiple characters per each fic)
No surprises here with the top three being the men who make up some of the most popular ships.
Notice how Jack Hotchner, a CHILD who was in 22 eps out of 300+ -- is featured in MORE fics than main characters (who were in multiple season) like: Luke, Matt, Tara.
CM Fanfiction - Top 10 (BAU) Characters
Most Popular Character: Spencer Reid (20.5%)
Fics Counted in This Statistic: *indeterminate due to crossover (multiple characters per each fic)
This one is filtered by BAU members only. Sorry, 'reader', this is about main characters only.
Notice how Gideon (45 total episodes, 2015 fics) and Elle (27 total episodes, 1371 fics) made the top 10 list even though characters who were on the show for YEARS missed out.
Main Characters not in the Top 10: (* denotes section chiefs. Bold denotes characters who appeared in more episodes than Gideon) *Erin Strauss (24 total episodes, 1361 fics) Alex Blake (48 episodes, 1190 fics) Tara Lewis (97 episodes, 1108 fics) Matt Simmons (49 episodes, 642 fics) Ashley Seaver (13 episodes, 279 fics) Kate Callihan (23 episodes, 247 fics) Jordan Todd (8 episodes, 130 fics) *Mateo Cruz (6 epsiodes, 88 fics) Stephan Walker (15 episodes, 66 fics)
All three men who didn't make the Top 10 are men of colour. Which is worth pointing out because the main reason Derek and Luke both made Top 10 is because they are popularly shipped with Reid. Outside of Morgan/Reid and Reid/Alvez -- I doubt they would have been tagged as much as they are.
Also worth nothing that Tara Lewis who appeared in 97 episodes, which makes her the EIGHTH highest billed character (above Luke, Gideon and Elle) -- doesn't even make the Top 10 most written about characters. She also happens to be the ONLY Woman of Colour on this list. Coincidence? Doubtful. She's also the ONLY canonically QUEER character -- and yet....even in the F/F tag she doesn't make top 5 (more about ships below)
CM Fanfiction - Top 10 Relationships
Most Popular Pairing: Reid/Reader (24.5%)
Most Popular Character Ship: Hotch/Reid (18%)
Fics Counted in This Statistic: 20,873 out of 34,561 (*includes fics with multiple pairings tagged)
This was WILD to me. I knew that 'Spencer x Reader' fics (I grouped ones tagged 'reader' and ones tagged 'you' together for this graph) were popular but I wasn't prepared for how skewed this data was. I don't have much to say about it anything involving Reid tbrh
Only three out of ten top relationships DO NOT involve Spencer Reid.
For people who don't know: using a slash ( / ) to denote a pairing means the pairing is romantic, using the ampersand (&) to denote a pairing generally indicates a non-romantic relationship.
Notice the ONLY F/F pairing that made Top 10 was JJ/Emily (with only 10%)
CM Fanfiction - Top 5 M/F Relationships
Most Popular Relationship: Spencer/Reader (52%)
Fics Counted in This Statistic: 9741 (72% of the total F/M fics on AO3)
Look, I don't know what to say about this. It speaks for itself. This show had an incredible ensemble cast who were all integral to the show's success -- yet, the only character anyone cares about in the fandom is the generic white dudes. Misogyny at it's best.
CM Fanfiction - Top 5 M/M Relationships
Most Popular Relationship: Hotch/Reid (45%)
Fics Counted in This Statistic: 7870 (75% of the total M/M fics on AO3)
Again, no comment about the most popular ships
I was, however, surprised that Hotch/Rossi made Top 5
CM Fanfiction - Top 5 F/F Relationships
Most Popular Relationship: JJ/Emily (71%)
Fics Counted in This Statistic: 2927 (65% of the total F/F fics on AO3)
For people who don't know: using a slash ( / ) to denote a pairing means the pairing is romantic, using the ampersand (&) to denote a pairing generally indicates a non-romantic relationship.
It's not surprising that JJ/Emily dominate the femslash category. They have always been the main femslash pair in this fandom. However, they only make up 49% of all F/F pairings!
I was surprised to see that 'x reader' fics took 2 out of 5 slots on this one. And I was especially surprised that Emily/Penelope made top 5. (I mean it's only 148 fics, but there they are)
Again, note how Tara Lewis (a canonically sapphic character) isn't a part of ANY of the top 5 pairings, even though she was in 98 episodes. That's a travesty imo. Tara/Emily trails at about the 7th most popular F/F ship with a mere 115 fics
In Conclusion...
Most of this was to be expected. This fandom has always praised the male characters while pushing the women aside, so the amount of works focusing on Reid and Hotch wasn't that surprising.
I think it's interesting how people tend to throw Jemily shippers under the bus (broad statement made via my 18 years in this fandom), because Femslash is by far the smallest portion of the shippers in the entire fandom. People just hate women
Do with this information what you will. This was mostly compiled because I've always been curious, and also I think it serves as an important archival tool for the fandom.
Please don't send me hate mail for my opinions.
Word Count & Additional Tags Information Below Cut
CM Fanfiction by Word Count
About 52% of all CM fics (34,561) are under 5,000 words
This was a really fun one to do, and was mostly included because I was curious. I think it'd be worth getting even more specific by trying to work out the average word count for all fics under 5,000 words.
Hey, if you're a marathon author with long works -- look at YOU!! You're a very small percentage in this fandom, and as someone who prefers long-form fic -- I am personally thanking you for your dedication.
CM Fanfiction - Top 10 Addition Tags
Most Popular Tag: Fluff (21.7%)
Fics Counted in This Statistic: *indeterminate due to crossover (multiple tags per each fic)
I honestly expected angst/whump/hurt/comfort to be first on this. I guess if you add up all the variations of those type of fics, they'd be top tag.
Obviously this one isn't ever going to be perfect, because tons of people either don't tag their fics, or they don't use the prescribed tags above. Still, I thought this was worth adding to the post.
For more stats please see my, [Tara Lewis Fic Stats Post]
#criminal minds#spencer reid#aaron hotchner#derek morgan#emily prenitss#jennifer jareau#penelope garcia#luke alvez#tara lewis#criminal minds fandom#criminal minds fanfiction#cm fanfiction#cm reference#master post#ao3 stats#cm commentary#cm meta
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MASTER LIST
CRIMINAL MINDS
ONE SHOTS / IMAGINES:
Spencer Reid
Derek Morgan
Aaron Hotch
Jason Gideon
David Rossi
Penelope Garcia
Elle Greenway
Jennifer "JJ" Jareau
Emily Prentiss
Ashley Seaver
Alex Blake
Kate Callahan
Tara Lewis
Luke Alvez
Stephen Walker
Matt Simmons
Y/N x Criminal Minds:
Falsey Accussed (Spencer x Y/N) [ONGOING]
My Own Works:
Interactive Fics:
REQUESTS: open
RISE OF THE / TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLES
ONE SHOTS / IMAGINES ( DNI PRO-SHIPPERS & TECST )
Leonardo Splinterson/Hamato
Donatello Splinterson/Hamato
Raphael Splinterson/Hamato
Michelangelo Splinterson/Hamato
April
Casey Jr
Cassandra
Sunita
Kenndra
Splinter
Cody
Baxter Stockman (2003 only)
That worm from rise
Shredder (1987, 2003, 2012 only)
Karai / Miwa
Foot Clan
Hippno
Mona Lisa
Draxum
Big Mama
Venus Splinterson/Hamato
Jennika Splinterson/Hamato
Y/N x ROT/TMNT [PLATONIC ONLY & SOME AGNST. NO SMUT OR SEX]:
My Own Works:
Family. (w/ Ferris and Kit) [AO3]
Interactive Fics:
REQUESTS: open
NARUTO
ONE SHOTS / IMAGINES ( DNI: STUDENT X TEACHER )
Naruto
Sakura
Sasuke
Kakashi
Obito
Minato
Ino
Hinata
Neji
Rock Lee
Gai
Iruka
Gaara
Rin
Shikamaru
Shino
Jiraiya
Y/N x NARUTO CHARARTES:
MY Own Works:
Interactive Fic's:
REQUESTS: open
K-POP, J-POP, C-POP, OTHERS
ONE SHOTS / IMAGINES ( DNI PRO-SHIPPERS )
BTS
SEVENTEEN
Vacation Day ( Seungkwan & Vernon ) [ Requested by: @zenyukifanficblogs ]
VIXX
NCT
RIIZE
STRAY KIDS
VERIVERY
ZEROBASEONE
TXT
ENHYPEN
INFINITE
GOLDEN CHILD
B.A.P
ATEEZ
THE BOYS
Da-iCE
JAYY PEEE
+MORE
Y/N x K-POP IDOLS:
My Own Works:
Interactive Fic's:
REQUESTS: open
TRANSFORMERS
GOOD OMENS
SHERLOCK
THE NIGHT MANAGER
MARVEL
DC
SWORD ART ONLINE
ONE SHOTS / IMAGINES ( DNI: Asuna R*p3, incest, Bondage )
SOUL EATER
THE RISING SHIELD HERO
MY HERO ACADEMIA
BLACK BUTLER
BLUE EXORCIST
VASH STAMPEDE
VOLTRON
HEARTSTOPPER
THE VAMPIRE DIARIES
F.R.I.E.N.D.S
BUNGO STRAY DOGS
FULL METAL ALCHEMIST
CODE GEASE
ASSASSATION CLASSROOM
FIRE FORCE
IS THIS A ZOMBIE?
DEATH NOTE (Anime Only)
DEADMAN WONDERLAND
MY OWN WRITINGS:
Romance Bundle - $3.50 [USD] per month (BOOKS INCULDED) (COMING SOON)
LAST DANCE
HELLO, GOODBYE
A YEAR FULL OF GOODBYES
SPOILED
READY TO LOVE READY FOR LOVE
GOTTA BE YOU KILLING ME
JANE & JOHN
IMPACT
MOONLIGHT GAZE
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THE ROMANCE BUNDLE
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Action
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Schooling
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Fantasy
Action
Adventure
Schooling
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Horror
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ANSWERS [BOOK ONE] (COMING SOON ~ INKITT - FREE TO READ)
Mystery
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Drama
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Fantasy
Adventure
Mystery
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3rd and final part of the BAU ✨yassified✨
Next we have Ashley sever
Next we have Jordan Todd
Next we have Kevin lynch
Next Grant Anderson
Then we have Diana Reid
And last but very not least we have Alex Blake
Thank you all for coming to my presentation the BAU ✨yassified✨
#criminal minds#spencer reid#ssavanessa22#ssavanessa22recs#vanessa opens her big mouth#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid x y/n#cm#aaron hotchner#aaron hotchner x reader#LMAO#THANKS GUYS#LOVE YOU ALL#THE WAY PEOPLE ARE SO HORRIED BY THIS SERIES THEHEHEHE#ashley seaver#jordan todd#anderson#diana reid#alex blake#kevin lynch#pls signal boost thanks besties <3#boost#emily prentiss#derek morgan#penelope garcia
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Prentiss: Would you stop flirting with Reid? It’s making me uncomfortable
Morgan: What? I’m not even flirting with him! I’m just joking around with my homie
Prentiss: I’ll give you 20 dollars right now if you can go up to Hotch or Rossi and “joke around” with them like you do Reid
Morgan, shuddering: Okay, so what if I am flirting with Reid? Mind your business
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the world is getting this fic whether it wants it or not.
my drunk, loose synposis: hotch and haley adopt a kid they have as teenagers out. when her (adoptive) parents die, she seeks her birth family out. hotch is startled to discover that she’s been a fan of the bau since she was a teenager and is a recent graduate from the fbi academy. it begins in the middle of season 6, before the whole doyle thing. i’ll be posting the chapter sometime this morning or afternoon. the fic as a whole will be titled “wasteland”, since the hozier album radiates criminal minds energy imo.
#criminal minds#criminal minds fanfiction#criminal minds fic#jennifer jareau#spencer reid#david rossi#adopted oc#oc#aaron hotchner#emily prentiss#derek morgan#luke alvez#elle greenaway#jason gideon#bau team#bau x oc#penelope garcia#alex blake#ashley seaver#spoilers#wasteland#wasteland fic
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Never Enough (Spencer Reid Drabble)
Summary: Ever wondered what Garcia wrote on that sticky note in the series finale? Read here to find out. When Reader, the new technical analyst, feels out of place at a party, Penelope’s sticky note and Reid’s kind words do just the trick.
A/N: This is a comfort piece for me, someone very introverted who never seems to do well in social gatherings. So this is dedicated to anyone who’s ever felt like they didn’t belong. You are loved. Couple: Fem!Reader x Spencer Reid Category: Fluff, Drabble Content Warning: Fear of exclusion, loneliness Word Count: 2.4k
✧・゚: *✧・゚:*
All my life, all I’d ever wanted was to be a social butterfly. Their lives seemed so easy. People would naturally flock to them, what with their charisma, their confidence, their natural gift of being conversational.
I envied them for the sole reason that I was nothing like them, not in the slightest.
It wasn’t easy for me to keep a conversation going, even if I was trying my very hardest, which was often the case. I could never seem to commandeer the room in the way that someone extroverted could, and it was especially hard sometimes to feel a part of everyone.
It would be too easy to say I was invisible. Instead, I felt painfully visible, and entirely ignored.
Everyone could see my shyness peeking through, everyone could see how alienated I’d become, everyone could see my despondence, and yet no one bothered to change it.
No one cared.
My excruciating awkwardness had reached an all-time high at Krystall’s birthday party.
Agent Rossi was so keen on inviting me, and I was honored to go since it’d be my first bonding experience with the team outside of work. I couldn’t turn down the opportunity to grow closer to them, otherwise, I’d run the risk of isolating myself even more. As if being brought in as the BAU’s new technical analyst to replace Penelope Garcia wasn’t enough of a reason for them to doubt, despise, and disrespect me, I was the introvert who had a hard time making friends - unlike my predecessor, who’ve I heard could make friends like nobody’s business. I knew I could never fill her shoes, much less fill the glaring void she created when she left, but still, I maintained my bright-eyes in hopes that I’d be enough for them, anyway. I was all too eager to get to know everyone as more than just my coworkers, with one exception.
Dr. Reid maintained an arm’s length distance from me at all times, and at first, I understood. I even empathized with him.
Besides SSA Morgan and SSA Hotchner, the only other person that he’d work the longest with was Penelope, and now she was gone, too, but the longer his rejection of me lasted, the more I was curious what he truly had against me, and the more I was less interested in changing that. Why would I work tirelessly at mending this broken friendship, if he wasn’t willing to meet me halfway?
I was more shocked that he, of all people, would be the most displeased with my arrival. When Agent Rossi replaced Agent Gideon, from what I heard, the transition wasn’t as rocky as mine. Dr. Reid was overjoyed to be working with him and to discuss all his books. When Jordan Todd, and eventually Ashley Seaver, took Agent Jareau’s place momentarily, he was happy to be working with them. When Alex Blake and Kate Callahan came in after Emily Prentiss, he welcomed them with open arms. So what was it about me that was so abhorrent to him?
I never outright asked, mainly because I feared confrontation and I also had no way of knowing if my curiosity would make the situation worse or better. But I should’ve. I should’ve marched right up to him and asked, “What’s your problem?”
Somehow, though, I finally got up the courage to do so tonight.
I watched as the team laughed at one of Rossi’s anecdotes, meanwhile, the inside jokes flew over my head, hindering that bonding experience I was so sure I’d get by coming here. So I stepped inside the house, wandering into a spare room, knowing I wouldn’t be missed.
I thought I’d only be there for a moment to get some “fresh air” even though I’d actually migrated from the outside to the inside, where there’d arguably be less fresh air, but that’d be my excuse if anyone came in. But I was forced to stay longer in the office when it finally happened.
I finally reached my breaking point.
It was building up all night. It started when I first stepped into the house. My confidence faltered almost immediately when I accidentally stepped on Rossi’s Italian leather dress shoe as I went to greet him. He told me not to worry, but of course, I did just the opposite. It was a minor bump in the road, something so minute, but still, it weighed on me thinking about how embarrassing it was that I dirtied something of his that everyone recognized as valuable.
My shame didn’t stop there. As I was talking with Krystall, there were many periods of awkward silence that I couldn’t manage to fill with words, so we each sipped at our wine until one of us would try to pick up the conversation. What’s worse was that we each knew the silence was suffocating, and I could tell we were both thinking of things to say to keep the conversation going, and yet, nothing worth saying came to mind.
And worst of all was when Penelope Garcia finally arrived at the party. Don’t misunderstand me - it wasn’t the worst part of all because she was bad - no, she was lovely. She gave me a welcome present - a Beanie Baby to put on my desk, evocative of her own style of decor, and I loved her for it, which made me hate her all the more.
Rossi’s house livened up when she came. Everyone flocked to greet her, laughter erupted and ricocheted off Rossi’s high ceilings. They were positively elated by her presence, truly happy. Which was the first time I’d ever seen them that way because frankly, they were never that happy with me.
It was a painful reminder that I could never bring what she brought to the team, and I could never be as good as her. And the general consensus I reached, sitting in Rossi’s office all alone with my glass of wine, was the same one I’d known for years now - I’m not enough.
And I will never be enough.
I hadn’t realized I was crying until a tear cascaded down my cheek, dripping right under my nose, forcing me to audibly sniffle it away. Using the sleeve of my cardigan, I desperately tried to wipe away the tears faster than they were spilling out, but it just wasn’t possible. In fact, the coarse fabric of my cardigan rubbing against my cheeks only made them redder, making the fact that I was unwell that much more obvious.
The sound of the doorknob turning sent me into overdrive, automatically engaging me into turning around and facing the wall so that whoever was coming in wouldn’t find me in the state that I was in. I sniffled a great big sniffle and fanned my face to dry it of any moisture that my silent sobs could’ve left.
“Sorry, Rossi, I was just getting some fresh air and I thought I’d check out your book collectio-”
When I turned around, Rossi wasn’t standing there as I’d assumed.
In fact, the person standing there was the last person I thought it’d be.
“Dr. Reid?”
He was lingering in the doorway, studying my face, to which I instantly preventing from continuing on any further by cowering my head and looking away.
“What are you doing here?” My voice had taken a tone of anger that I didn’t anticipate to be there originally.
“Are you okay?”
To my surprise, his question seemed sincere, but I couldn’t truly believe it was.
“Yeah, I’m fine. Just allergies from being outside for so long. The pollen and stuff, you know?” I rambled nervously.
“Oh, really? Are you allergic to the grass?” He asked in a joking manner, knowing I was lying but still asking so that he’d have the satisfaction of getting to see me try and work my way out of the situation.
“Yes, I am actually. The most common outdoor allergy triggers are trees, grass, weed pollen, mold spores, dust mites, cockroaches, and cat, dog, and rodent dander. Don’t you know this? After all, you’re the one with the IQ of 187 here, not me.” I tried to joke to lighten up the room’s heaviness, but clearly, it didn’t work.
By this time, I’d already turned back to face the wall, so Reid surely couldn’t see me, but I heard the door click shut behind me, and a wave of anxiety permeated my soul.
“What’s wrong, Y/N?”
I scoffed at his question, almost hitting him back with an “As if you care.” But I decided against it in an effort to preserve what little repose we had left between us.
“Will you please tell me what’s wrong?” He sounded like he was begging - like he was practically willing to go on his hands and knees to get me to answer, but all I could focus on was the feeling of his hot breath ghosting over my neck.
Goosebumps rose on my skins once he put his warm hand on my cold shoulder, which was bare from the absence of my cardigan and where it had slipped down to my elbow.
I flinched at the sensation, causing him to recoil.
“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have done that.” He quickly apologized, regret filling his eyes. “Um, you look nice by the way. I like the way you did your hair. A-and your dress. It looks nice.”
Not even giving a chance to respond to his compliment, I asked again, “Why are you here?” Pressing him to get the point faster before I had a chance to react at another one of his physical advances.
“I saw you leave the backyard and I thought I should check on you.”
“Well, you’ve checked on me, so you can go back now.” I didn’t miss a beat when responding, fooling him into thinking that I didn’t catch his words and their intentions.
“I just want to talk.” He replied, finally answering my question from before.
“Okay. Let’s talk.”
He took a seat on a chaise lounge sofa while I stayed standing by the bookcase in preparation for a quick escape if need be.
“I’m sorry I’ve been pushing you away. That wasn’t fair of me.”
Although I hadn’t expected him to apologize, I wasn’t going to be misled and naively accept his apology with no reservations.
“Why did you do it? And for so long?”
“I was angry. I didn’t want another person in my life that I cared about to walk away, so I thought maybe if I made you feel unwelcome, you wouldn’t want to stay. And she’d come back.”
It hurt to say, but at least I knew he was being honest.
“I accept your apology, but it’s not okay.”
“I know that.”
“Okay, are we good now? We’ve talked, so,” My hand gestured toward the door, suggesting he should leave, but he didn’t comply.
“I’m not leaving.”
“And why not?” The wine glass in my hand nearly shattered at the way my hand wrapped around it since its presence hindered me from being able to actually clench my fists.
“I didn’t come here to apologize, even though I should’ve sooner. But I came here because I wanted to make sure you were okay.”
“Like you care.” I chuckled mirthlessly.
“I do care.”
I gave in, not wanting to fight him any longer, otherwise, I might cry some more from the altercation.
“I’m fine.”
“No, you’re not,” He shook his head. “I know you’re not fine. What’s really wrong, Y/N?”
I looked away immediately from his gaze, trying to hide the sheen that was inevitably coating my eyes from the presence of tears, but he would’ve known I was crying the minute I used the cuff of my cardigan to wipe under my nose again.
“I just . . . I feel so unconnected,” I whispered, the pain of my words stealing my volume. “I don’t fit in. And I’ve never fit in before, but I actually thought this might be my chance.”
“It still is. Just come back outside.”
“You don’t get it!”
“What don’t I get?”
“I just needed to take a moment to compose myself so I wouldn’t ruin the energy of the room. And I’d really like to do that alone, okay?”
“I know you don’t want me to go.”
“What?”
“You’re testing me to see if I’ll stay.”
“No, I’m not.”
“So you’re saying that if I left right now, you wouldn’t regret letting me walk away?”
“Yeah, that’s right.”
“I know you’re lying to me.”
“I’m not lying.”
“Yes, you are. I know what it looks like when you lie. Wanna know how I know?”
I entertained his question out of pure frustration “How?”
“Because I pay attention to you. I see your mannerisms. I notice everything. Do you think I haven’t picked up on how you crack your knuckles when you’re nervous? Or how your stutter goes away when you talk about technology? Or how your fists clench, like how you’re doing right now?”
My eyes flickered to my fist that was wrapped so tightly around the glass, my knuckles were white. Out of shame, I loosened my grip.
“I pay attention because I care. And I’m sorry that I made you ever believe that I didn’t. What you do, and say, and think - it’s important. So no, I’m not leaving. I’m staying right here to give you the attention you deserve.” He sighed with a breath of relief. “I care more about you than whatever’s happening out there.”
And slowly, then all at once, that barrier between us broke down.
“I care about you. We all do. And when you’re ready, we can walk back out there together so that you can see for yourself just how much we care.”
. . . That night, I made nine more friends.
And the day we came back to work, with my Beanie Baby in hand, I rearranged my desk.
A folded up sticky note fell out from between two tables. I picked it up, recognizing the handwriting instantly.
Penelope Garcia.
Even when the laughter always seems to come from the other room and the world seems busy as it carries on without you, may you know this to be true. No matter who or what made you feel invisible, unworthy, unloved, or unseen, in this ever-moving world, there is still a place for you. And you are exactly in the place where you are meant to be.
✧・゚: *✧・゚:*
quote by morgan harper nichols
#spencer reid#criminal minds#criminal minds fanfic#spencer reid fanfic#spencer reid fanfiction#criminal minds fanfiction#criminal minds imagine#spencer reid imagine#spencer reid x reader#fluff#drabble#spencer reid fluff#spencer reid angst#spencer reid drabble#spencer reid one shot#you are loved#loneliness#love#morgan harper nichols#imagining in the margins#spencer reid x fem!reader#spencer reid x you#spencer reid x y/n#quotes
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Alex had spent the last week run off her feet as she tried to get things ready for her latest album. Which had meant that she hadn't had the opportunity to see Ashley again...and she was starting to fear she'd forgotten about her. (It wouldn't surprise her if she lost interest...afterall, she was young and gorgeous and had plenty of options.)
Still, she took the risk and texted, "Sorry for the radio silence...you know how it goes recording an album. That being said...I have a song I think you'd be great on, if you're interested."
@thatgirlseaver
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criminal minds x atla: what bender are they?
i finished atla in five days and legend of korra in four days so this is all i’ve been thinking about.
jason gideon: earthbender
good earthbender, but not necessarily combative. spent a lot of time with an air nomad group and applied their philosophies to his bending.
david rossi: firebender
powerful firebender and can generate lightning. sturdy combatant; rarely backs down or out of a fight. thought he was the strongest firebender in the group.
aaron hotchner: earthbender
good earthbender. strong focus in metalbending. weapon of choice are his whips (think lin beifong and her metalbenders). also a very sturdy combatant.
derek morgan: firebender
very intense firebender. learned from the streets and then the academy. bends with his fists --> strong and powerful blows.
spencer reid: waterbender
not the best combatant, but a very strong healer. understands waterbending in theory, just can’t execute it very well. sticks to using his words.
jennifer jareau: nonbender
nonbender, but trained in chi-blocking and excels at it. on emily’s second week, she was confused as to why morgan refused to spar with jj until she was on the ground, completely paralyzed with jj, unscathed, standing over her. great negotiator and quick on her feet. everyone always underestimates her and pays for it.
emily prentiss: firebender
born into a family of firebenders --> trained in it since birth. played herself off as a poor firebender starting in her teens to rebel in her parents, but revealed herself as an incredible firebender at the academy. learned to bend lightning there. training at cia/interpol, her power grew to generate blue flames (think azula). hid her blue fire and lightning when she joined the bau and played herself off as a mediocre bender until the showdown with doyle. stopped hiding her bending following her return from paris. arguably the best firebender in the group.
penelope garcia: waterbender
like reid, a strong healer but not a good combatant. bending is actually perfectly fine, she just dislikes fighting.
tara lewis: waterbender
very good waterbender. excellent combatant, particularly in manipulating the environment’s water (rain, plants, etc.). can also bloodbend, but has only done so once, and it was in self-defense.
luke alvez: earthbender
great earthbender. doesn’t have any specialized bendings, but good combatant. is especially capable in taking advantage of his environment.
matt simmons: nonbender
very capable hand-to-hand combatant. fire nation and air nomad heritage --> somewhat heat resistant and very flexible. studied chi-blocking as well.
elle greenaway: firebender
strong firebender. bends with her fingers --> very precise strikes. can’t generate lightning, but learned to redirect lighting. was in the process of teaching morgan before she left.
ashley seaver: nonbender
strong hand-to-hand combatant, also studying chi-blocking.
alex blake: earthbender
good earthbender. doesn’t metalbend, but studied seismic sense.
kate callahan: firebender
good firebender.
#i actually do accept criticism on this#a lot of these i weren't sure about but oops#criminal minds#criminal minds au#atla au#bau team#criminal minds headcanons#criminal minds hcs#aaron hotchner#jason gideon#david rossi#derek morgan#spencer reid#jennifer jareau#jennifer jj jareau#jj#emily prentiss#penelope garcia#elle greenaway#tara lewis#luke alvez#matt simmons#ashley seaver#alex blake#kate callahan
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on this list, you can find all my works i ever wrote. i mostly write for criminal minds and it´s mostly angst, but also some cringeworthy fluff :) i always post when my requests are open, so if they are feel free to send in requests! <3 i´m writing for all criminal minds characters but jason gideon, kate callahan, alex blake, ashley seaver and jordan todd. sometimes, when i´m in the mood i also write for NCIS.
CRIMINAL MINDS
Aaron Hotchner x Reader:
I need you too! (daughter!Reader) / Fear / Family / Stupid / Care / Heartbreak / Unconditional / Too Scared To Tell / Stronger than you´ll know! (OC!daughter) / I´m Sorry (daughter!Reader) / Trauma
Emily Prentiss x Reader:
Safe (sister!Reader) / Apologize / Comfort / Not enough / A Dream Come True? / Too Scared to Let Go? (Daughter!Reader) / Don´t Give Up!
OC Series (sister!OC): Beyond Repair: introduction / part 1 / part 2 / part 3
Aaron Hotchner x Emily Prentiss (Hotchniss):
Brave / Nightmares / Paris / Lost / Broken Trust / Hurt
Luke Alvez x Reader:
Priorities / Do you hate me? / Enough / Unexpected / Rainy Day / Prank War (Luke x Spencer x Reader) / You´re the One / Advice (daughter!Reader) / Into Safety / In the Middle of the Night / Hidden Secrets
OC Series (daughter!OC): Another Moment: introduction / part 1 / part 2 / part 3 / part 4 / part 5 / part 6 / part 7 / part 8 / part 9 / part 10 (final)
two parter - Take me home: part 1 / part 2
Spencer Reid x Reader:
Drop It! (daughter!Reader) / Promise / Sunshine / Habits / What I´ve Been Looking For / Prank War ( Spencer x Luke x Reader) / Survival Tactics / Cuddle / Stood Up / Attack (daughter!reader) / Pain of the Past /
Series - Here to Help!: part 1 / part 2 / part 3 / part 4 / part 5 / part 6 / part 7 / part 8
OC Series: One Last Time: introduction / part 1
Jennifer Jareau x Reader:
Smile / Hold On! (Male!Reader)
David Rossi x Reader:
Kitchen Chief / Truth hurts, doesn´t it?
Tara Lewis x Reader:
A Lost Life
Matt Simmons x Reader:
Something´s Wrong / Protection / Trust Issues /
Alex Blake x Reader:
Old Friends
BAU Team x Reader:
Loss
Crossover Fics
Criminal Minds meets 13 Reasons Why
Challenges
literallyprentissstwin´s 600 followers celebration - angsty fics - masterlist
NCIS
Timothy McGee x Reader:
The Connection / Light of my Life! / Drunken Antics
Eleanor Bishop x Reader:
Surprise! / Truth or Dare (Male!Reader)
NCIS: New Orleans
Chris LaSalle x Reader:
First Meeting / Safe / Family Business (pt.1) / You´re my flashlight!
#aileen´s masterlist#new#hot#fresh#lol#criminal minds#ncis#ncis new orleans#criminal minds fanfiction#oc stuff#all my stuff
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I love where this is headed! Also those dresses are awesome! Especially Tara’s 😁
BAU Prep School AU
A Criminal Minds Fan-fiction
Alumni Association
Welcome to the Frederick Buchanan Institute located in scenic Quantico, Virginia, a senior high academy that shapes the best and brightest minds. Its motto is “Behavior, Analysis, Unity,” the mascot the Submariners, colloquially “the Unsubs”. The small school supports the most accomplished faculty from across the country.
May 20, 2017 5:47pm
He had had the grand entryway repainted just in time, the students had been corralled through the side entrances the entire week prior. The spring air wafted through the propped opened doors while Mr. Anderson was checking the center pieces, leaning over the set up crew’s shoulders as they finished the place settings. The kitchen help were bee lining through the hallways, mentally preparing for the focused intensity that Chef Rossi refrained from nearly every other day of the year.
JJ stood barefoot, double checking with Penelope that the seating favors were easily distinguished atop the welcome table. Each woman had yet to change into their formal wear; a perk of having locker and dressing rooms on site. Grant approached the pair, trying to keep his anxieties at bay. “Is this really happening?” He covered his mouth with his hand, unable to hide the obvious.
“Yes and it is going to be fabulous, trust me, goofy!” Penelope insisted.
“How are you the calm one?” JJ teased, rolling her shoulders. “I am nervous and I won’t even make it all night.”
“Because this is like a fairy tale! I get to dress up, extra dress up,” Penelope clarified before Grant could point out her bedazzled glasses. “Everyone is going to be in a good mood because of the di-vine food and the alcohol. My babies are performing all night long and if there is anyone you need to avoid, easy.” She held up a handful of masks that had yet to be claimed by the attendees.
“She’s thought this through,” Grant murmured to JJ.
“That’s the understatement of the year.” JJ snarked.
“Hush, I don’t need any comments from the cynics in the peanut gallery, thank you very much,” Penelope stood to move on to the next item on her checklist. “JJ, when are you getting ready? I need help with my gown.”
“Probably thirty minutes,” She supposed, checking her watch. “I want to check in with Hotch and Kate before I let my troop off the hook.”
“Actually, I think I have a job for a few of them if they’re bored?” Grant suggested, watching Cissy and Zachary giggling over something on her phone.
6:25pm
Even though Camille Murphy was playing with the jazz band during the after dinner dancing hours, she had volunteered to prep and clean the kitchen. She wasn’t sure it was worth the tension. Despite the fact that she had been accepted to every one of the schools she applied to in the fall and graduation was a mere two weeks away, she was still logging volunteer hours. She felt good giving back, and if she was being perfectly honest, she wanted to soak up every insane moment the Gala induced. She would never be able to experience it from behind the scenes again, because all too soon, she would be an alumna, not a student.
David Rossi had to stop and remind himself he was working with volunteers, only three of which were professional chefs or caterers. He was getting too old to deal with children, he thought for the four hundredth time this month.
“Alright, salads need to be carted from the cooler. Guests arrive any minute, but none of you are to step foot out of this kitchen until we have the all clear. Do you understand me?”
Nearly a dozen voices replied with a harmony of ‘Yes sirs’ and ‘oui chefs’ drenched in both fear and irony.
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#criminal minds#bau prep school au#criminal minds au#criminal minds fanfiction#criminal minds fanfic#cm fanfic#aaron hotchner#david rossi#spencer reid#alex blake#stephen walker#emily prentiss#jennifer jareau#penelope garcia#tara lewis#grant anderson#cm#cm fanficiton#bau team#bau family#bau team x oc#erin strauss#ashley seaver
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Female Characters I Will Write Reader With
Please note that I will make reader the same age as the female character if female character is under 18 or close to age if the female character is over 18. For example, one of the Wednesday Addams requests I have up, the anon requested camp Wednesday age, so reader was 13-14. I will always make it so that both characters (female character and female reader) are of age.
Against The Wall
Abby Kowalski
Army Wives
Emmalin Holden
Tanya Gabriel
Avatar (2009 film)
Neytiri
Blue Bloods
Abigail Baker
Erin Reagan
Nicky Reagan
Bob's Burgers
Louise Belcher
Bomb Girls
Betty McRae
Gladys Witham
Borderlands
Commandant Steele
Lilith
Maya
Brave
Princess Merida
Brooklyn Nine Nine
Amy Santiago
Gina Linetti
Rosa Diaz
Choices: Stories You Play
Across The Void
Kepler
Zaniah
Big Sky Country
Asha Roanhorse
Juliette Mendoza
Blood Bound
Kamilah Sayeed
Priya Lacroix
Desire & Decorum
Annabelle Parsons
Endless Summer
Estela Montoya
Seraxa
Quinn Kelly
Haunting of Braidwood Manor
Eleanor Waverley
Red Carpet Diaries
Victoria Fontaine
Ride or Die
Mona
The Crown and The Flame
Annelyse Adair
Kenna Rys
Val Greaves
The Elementalists
Shreya Mistry
The Heist: Monaco
Marguerite: Princess of Monaco
Miranda Moreau
Marguerite x Female Reader x Miranda Moreau
Sonia Alves
Whisper
The Royal Romance
Hana Lee
Cold Case
Lilly Rush
Criminal Minds
Alex Blake
Ashley Seaver
Emily Prentiss
Jennifer Jareau
Joy Rossi
Kate Callahan
Tara Lewis
DC
Alex Danvers
Amethyst
Black Canary
Caitlin Snow/Killer Frost
Catwoman
Diana Prince
Hawkgirl
Hippolyta
Iris West
Lena Luthor
Poison Ivy
Sam Arias
Even Stevens
Ren Stevens
Frozen
Elsa
Gilmore Girls
Paris Geller
Gravity Falls
Wendy Corduroy
Grey’s Anatomy
Amelia Shepherd
April Kepner
Arizona Robbins
Jo Wilson
Meredith Grey
Harry Potter
Fleur Delacour (I see Blake Lively as Fleur)
Ginny Weasley
Hermione Granger
Luna Lovegood
Narcissa Black (I see Nicole Kidman as Narcissa)
Pansy Parkinson
Hey Arnold
Lila Sawyer
Olga Pataki
How To Train Your Dragon
Astrid Hofferson
Ruffnut Thorston
Imagine Me and You
Luce
Rachel
Jane the Virgin
Petra Solano
Rose Solano/Sin Rostro
Kim Possible
Ann Possible
Bonnie Rockwaller
Kim Possible
Shego
Lip Service
Lexy Price
Sam Murray
Lord of the Rings
Arwen Undómiel
Lost Girl
Lauren Lewis
Lucifer
Mazikeen
Madam Secretary
Alison McCord
Marvel
Bobbie Morse
Daisy Johnson
Jemma Simmons
Lady Sif
Maria Hill
Melinda May
Natasha Romanoff
Peggy Carter
Sharon Carter
Wanda Maximoff
Mass Effect
Female Shepard
Liara
Jack
Modern Family
Alex Dunphy
Nina's Heavenly Delights
Nina Shah
Overwatch
Ashe/Elizabeth Caledonia
Katya Volskaya
Mercy
Sombra
Widowmaker
Person of Interest
Joss Carter
Root
Sameen Shaw
Raven's Home
Chelsea Grayson (Chelsea Daniels)
Rizzoli & Isles
Maura Isles
Scandal
Mellie Grant
Quinn Perkins
Sleepy Hollow
Abbie Mills
Katrina Crane
Spy Kids
Carmen Cortez
Ingrid Cortez
The Addams Family
Morticia Addams
Wednesday Addams
The Haunting Of Hill House
Theo Crane
The Hunger Games
Effie Trinket
Johanna Mason
Katniss Everdeen
The Princess Diaries
Mia Thermopolis
The Wild Thornberrys
Debbie Thornberry
The Worst Witch
Ethel Hallow
Hecate Hardbroom
Mildred Hubble
Pippa Pentangle
Tipping The Velvet
Florence Banner
Nan Astley
Twilight
Esme Cullen
Corin Volturi
Jane Volturi
Kate Denali
Rosalie Hale
Tanya Denali
Zafrina
White Collar
Diana Berrigan
Wynonna Earp
Nicole Haught
Waverly Earp
Wynonna Earp
If there are other fandoms you would like to make a request for and you don’t happen to see it on this list, send me a message, and I will see if I know the fandom or not. I’ll keep adding more fandoms to this list as time passes.
#female character x reader#wynonna earp x reader#wynonna earp#waverly earp x reader#nicole haught x reader#emily prentiss x reader#jennifer jareau x reader#criminal minds imagine#jane the virgin imagine#petra solano x reader#scandal imagine#olivia pope x reader#mellie grant x reader#quinn perkins x reader#abby whelan x reader#april kepner x reader#jo wilson x reader#arizona robbins x reader#calliope torres x reader#meredith grey x reader#amelia shepherd x reader#greys anatomy imagine#nadine tolliver x reader#daisy grant x reader#allison mccord x reader#madam secretary imagine#modern family imagine#alex dunphy x reader#amy santiago x reader#rosa diaz x reader
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Morgan: Reid, you’ve listened to Payphone by Maroon 5 on repeat for the past hour. are you okay?
Reid: *blankly staring at the wall* It reminds me of much simpler times.
#criminal minds#criminal minds imagine#criminal minds incorrect quotes#incorrect criminal minds quotes#criminal minds meme#moreid#morgan x reid#aaron hotchner#david rossi#derek morgan#spencer reid#luke alvez#emily prentiss#penelope garcia#ashley seaver#alex blake#jennifer jareau#maroon 5#that song is a bop
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