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ruikasa doodle !!! sshhhhh,,,, they r eepy
#ruikasa#tsukasa tenma#rui kamishiro#project sekai#pjsk#pjsk fanart#fanart#my art#AHHH I HATE THEM SO MUCH#Made this while listening to malice mizer I LOVE MALICE MIZERR !!!!
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again, can i just say that it's genuinely been wonderful and heartwarming and amazing and vindicating and spectacular seeing the rest of the world (well. my world) care about these cartoon characters that i have dedicated the past half decade+ of my life to. Daffy and Porky are genuinely one of the most important things to me in my entire life, and i do have many convoluted explanations for this that make it sound less pathetic and terminally online than it sounds i PROMISE. but it's just genuinely really wonderful seeing people care about them or discover them or have their curiosity piqued about them. i act like i made them myself here, but i genuinely have been waiting so many years for this moment, and i also think that's a huge reason why i'm just so gung-ho on being their cheerleader and being as loud and proud about this film and the hard work that went into it as i can. i keep joking about how ridiculous this analogy is because these guys are a median of 65 years older than i am, but i genuinely feel like an obnoxious soccer or PTA mom showing off pictures of her kid on her iphone to you, and you really just wish she would shut up, and the only way to do that is to humor her but you're just kind of uncomfortable the whole time because she will not stop gushing about her kids. i'm so proud of my boys. and my friends who put my boys on the big screen. genuinely heaven for me right now
#i literally owe my livelihood to them and many of my friends and career opportunities have happened because of them so i don't think it's#too terminally online to say how much they mean to me. and that's just a fraction of it#How the Mentally Unstable Duck and His Irrational Pig Cohort Got Me to Stop Hating Myself: A Memoir#well. i could be more effective about this as i'm not doing as great a job on working on my self deprecating jokes as i'd like to but#sometimes you gotta have a sense of humor about yourself#ahhh shaddap#Syd you poked fun of me for saying my Pig and Duck Mania has calmed down when it clearly hadn't and now it's like worse than ever before#< i don't know what i mean by saying that but im like shaking your hand winking and bowing down to you
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finally finished fantasy high junior year and of course my brain had to, against my will, start making an au for the npmd guys. it's so bad that i literally had to doodle some of them
this au is still very much in its infancy and might probably stay there, but i had some ideas for these guys. richie is also included in this au, i'm still working out the kinks for his design
but essentially it would start with the six main characters starting their freshman year at some adventuring academy and after some event, are forced to be in a party together for the rest of the year. they all really don't like each other at the beginning, but eventually grow closer as they uncover the evils that have taken root in hatchetfield (this is just the vague synopsis)
steph is a high elf sorcerer, grace is an aasimar cleric, ruth is a half orc bard, pete is a firbolg wizard, max is a tiefling barbarian, and, honestly, still kinda struggling with what richie would be, for now, he's an air genasi rogue (very much could change) [below are their basic designs, which turned out not too bad]

i'll put more of my idea below the cut, but this au may not be really fleshed out completely anytime soon, gotta a lot of wips with little time on my hands. but check it out if you're interested (and, this is probably a long shot, but if you have ideas for richie, i would love them!! please)
Just to be very clear, this is a DND au, specifically an au of Fantasy High which is a Dimension 20 show that I love very dearly. A lot of the worldbuilding would be heavily based on that world (so I use some terms that are from fantasy high throughout this, but I think it's still very understandable if you haven't watched any of it. But if you don't know a lot about DND, this may not make the most sense) But, I still have Hatchetfield twists and this is mainly my own story I'm coming up with, there's inspirations, but still mostly my own.
I'm, first of all, imagining that Hatchetfield is much like Elmville and exists in Spyre as some modern town. So all kinds of species and magic exist in this world. Most of the people are raised up as adventurers like any DND world.
So, basicially the big bad would be the lords in black. They would operate as gods that are in the same pantheon and pretty much share power with each other. Wiggly would operate as the leader, but they are equal in regards to strength. The one being keeping them in check and preventing them from taking over the world is Webby. They once existed in the same pantheon before Webby left. She and her few remaining followers aim to counter their ploys.
The Lords would give anything to eliminate Webby, but as long as she has followers that remember her name and believe in her, she remains a God. They are constantly trying to hunt down followers of Webby, but they are far too elusive.
But, there still remains a chance for the Lords to stop Webby once and for all and purge the world of her followers. There is a prophecy. (I don't have the exact wording yet) Essentially it claims that one of the Lords' devotees will have a child that is imbued with Webby's powers at birth. On the first blood moon after their fifteenth birthday, the child has the choice to devote themselves to the Lords or be sacrificed in the Lords' names. Either way, the Lords will finally be given the power to strike down Webby for good. With the child, they'll have an edge over Webby that they can capitalize on. The child devoting themselves would be making a warlock pact and sacrificing is sacrificing. Until this child is born, the Lords wait.
The devotees are, of course, the Church of the Starry Children. They are devoted to the entire pantheon. I'm still debating the exact people involved, but the Youngs, the Monroes, and Solomon Lauter are for sure there. They operate in secrecy, also waiting for this child to be born. In the meantime they try to gain higher up positions within the town so they can aid in the taking over the world when it occurs. Solomon is the mayor.
As another avenue for the Lords to gain more power, they gain individual followings. They do this by tricking their followings into believing they are some different god. The heads of these individual churches know who the real god is, but no one else. The corruption runs deep in Hatchetfield.
One of the centerpieces of Hatchetfield is the adventuring academy (place holder name is Blim's Battling Academy) ((Jeff Blim would be the principal)). This is a place that acts as the highschool where young adventurers learn how to succeed in their chosen class.
The character at the heart of the story, that's at the center of it all, is Stephanie Lauter. She is a High Elf, like her father, and she was born as a Divine Soul (chaos affinity) Sorcerer (as the nepo baby she is). She is the child from the prophecy, but does not know about it and doesn't know what her father really does. She's had that white streak in her hair since birth. She is not thrilled to be going to school and being forced to join a party. She has that same rebellious spark from the musical and hates authority just as much. She has some grasp on her abilities, but knows very little of why she was given these powers and from who. Though she won't admit it, she wants more of an understanding and she doesn't often feel worthy of these powers because she did nothing to earn them. She's disliked her father ever since her mother vanished without a trace one day and he refused to tell her what happened. (That was due to some Nibbly stuff)
The next important character is Grace Chasity. She was born as an aasimar to human parents. She was seen as a blessing to them. Her celestial heritage shows through her white hair and white freckles. She was raised in Blinky's pretend church (I still need a name for what Grace believes it to be.) She is a Domain of Order Cleric. She believes that following her deity is the best way to go and has some superiority complex because of it. She does have one secret though, that her parents have always urged her to keep hidden. She is a fallen aasimar which means that her divine energy manifests as a necrotic shroud and through skeletal, flightless wings that appear on her back. (This occurs when they were touched by dark powers in their youth which was Blinky in her case, but Modify Memory was used on her, so she doesn't remember it) She fully believes this darkness is who she is and will do anything to cover that up.
Another character that is pretty fleshed out is Max Jägerman. He is a red tiefling that was born to his human father and tiefling mother. Max also lost his mother to something when he was younger. He is a Path of the Zealot Barbarian. After Max's mom vanished, his father turned mean and distant. The only path to gain his attention was through worshipping his deity (Wiggly). Max himself doesn't have as much understanding or faith in this God, kept in the dark a lot. He only does it to appease his father and that is so strong he gets the same effects as if he was worshipping the deity directly. When he rages he gets a little radiant damage bonus to his attacks. He is still the same asshole from the musical, like he seriously sucks and is a massive bully (honestly, kinda like Ragh before his redemption arc), but he didn't go to middle school with any of the characters. (The plot hinges on the fact that none of them really know each other.) He is, of course, a major player on the blood rush team (this world's version of football)
For the nerdy trio I have less fleshed out ideas, I also want them to have a tie to the cult, but I still need more time to think on it.
Ruth is a Half Orc, born to half orcs (her tusks are kinda supposed to like the head gear she wore, though I might still give her head gear). She's never felt compelled to use her natural given strength and instead finds that her passion points more to theater and learning to be a bard. She still is very anxious, so her Charisma is not the best and therefore she's not a very good bard yet. She is a College of Spirits Bard. She's not the best with persuading others and her connection to spirits further ostracizes her. She doesn't have the best control over the spirits she conjures. Her arc would be about gaining the confidence to be a true bard and to step into her potential. There could be a possible Pokey connection too.
Pete is a firbolg, like the rest of his family. He is a a Chronurgy (time manipulation magic) Wizard (this is from the Explorer's Guide to Wildmount, so Critical Role, but I think I'm still going to go with it because it fits him too well). He has no idea where these time manipulation powers have come from, they're sometimes out of his control. He likes to keep his head down in his studies, to be invisible. He is still reeling from the disappearance of his brother, who vanished without a trace, he also had shown some Chronurgy abilities before he was gone. He sometimes pokes around and look for answers, but nothing has come up yet. He doesn't have a good feeling about it. (Tinky would be Pete's connection).
And for Richie, I still need to think of his basic arc, I really don't know yet. For now, he's an Air Genasi and a Scout Rogue, but that is not set in stone. I think he would definitely be a rogue, but he could be a phantom rogue and have that connection to Ruth with the spirit stuff. Again, would love other opinions!
So, basically the main plot is them having a Bad Kids situation where they all get detention or miss out on choosing a party and they're all forced to be in a party together. There are a lot of contentions in the beginning, but they begin to unfold the mystery of the church of the starry children and the prophecy Steph's in. They get closer as they share their insecurities and help each other grow from them. The ending would be them facing down the cult and stop Steph from playing her role in the prophecy. (The loophole is that Steph has the choice, she's not forced to make a choice. She still has the option to opt out and stop them from gaining her power.) I also have Grace discovering the origins of her religion and choosing to change deities. Right now, she changes domains to the Tempest Domain (basically going from order to the natural chaos of storms because Grace is more unhinged than not and she should be free to have that chaos) Pete finds out where Ted went, Tinky got him, and where his abilities stem from (i think he would eventually switch classes to multiclass artificer, but that would probably happen sometime later). Max faces off with his dad and learns the truth about his deity. Ultimately will stand against him and start the process of finding another source for his rage (most likely Path of the Totem Warrior and choosing the wolf as his totem spirit)
The only ship I currently have is Steph/Grace, from what I set up, it's kinda the obvious choice. They have contentions because Grace is struggling with being a fallen aasimar and Steph, who did nothing for her powers, automatically having this divine energy. Something that was not given to Grace regarding her heritage when all she does is maintain faith. And that hits a sore spot for Steph because she deep down doesn't believe she deserves it either, but has it regardless. She wishes she had the choice for her class, that she wasn't stuck, and hates that Grace had the option and chose that. That's what I have so far (Grace also has those contentions with Max because of his faith and how, despite the fact he's a tielfing and asshole, he's still gifted something radiant, but these two will just be friends) More ships may be added, but who knows
This is what I have so far, I may continue with this and may even write it one day, but not in the near future at all. I want to make each of the storylines more equal, it seems like I have a lot of focus on some but that's only because those ideas came pretty easily first. Steph is the heart, but I want more balance and more plot given to the nerdy trio. Again, if you have an idea for Richie (Please) or any other ideas for this, I'd love to hear it!!! And, thank you for reading it to this point, I ended up having a lot more than I thought!!
#hatchetfield#grace chasity#max jagerman#ruth fleming#peter spankoffski#stephanie lauter#richie lipschitz#npmd au#npmd#pip’s rambles#this kinda got out of hand#i really love dnd and this was a great way to combine all of my obsession!!#i even don't hate my drawings that much#Even tried to color them a little#i really need to stop with these new ideas and focus on the ones in front of me#also first time drawing pete ruth and max!#can’t believe it took so long#lautity#its still so scary posting drawings and my au idea ahhh
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“The next time you want to make a point,” Jude says, “I beg you not to make it so dramatically.”
His shoulder hurts, and she may be right about the iron poisoning. He certainly feels as though his head is swimming. But he smiles up at the trees, the looping electrical lines, the streaks of clouds.
“So long as you’re begging,” he says.
—How the King of Elfhame Learned to Hate Stories
#AHHH#Pleasee#he’s so dramatic#and funny#I love both of them so much#cardan greenbriar#queen of nothing#jude duarte#the cruel prince#this is one book I’ve been rereading since middle school#and it keeps getting better#💖💖#how the king of elfhame learned to hate stories#holly black
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On a random note, my favorite dynamic in ADSOM is probably Alucard and Kell or Maxim and Kell or Holland and Kell or Rhy and Kell. Wait, or Lila and Alucard or Rhy and Lila.
#i love posting untagged adsom posts like anyone of my mutuals knows what im talking about#i could get so wax poetic about v.e. schwab#they are a GENIUS#like the characters she creates AHHH#and vicious?#i am a little overhalfway through vengeful rn#the characters THE CHARACTERS#i mean no one can beat kell and tes#tes is my baby#i don't talk about her much but she is everything to me#second only ever to kell#but Victor? that's a CHARACTER#i love how i hate and love all of them simultaneously#Sydney also like AHHH#and mitch and AHH#serena was also deeply interesting to me#and now marcella and june? i don't like them but I don't like any of these characters but i love them ahhhh#that's what makes vicious so good#like i don't like anyone but I LOVE their characters ahhh#but then they also have likable characteristics at the same time#i could talk about v.e. schwab characters for hours if someone let me#and that's not even getting into the relationships because the relationships AH#i think i would go feral while talking about them#like eli and victor as archenemies?#victor and sydney? mitch and sydney? serena and Sydney?#hell even angie and victor and eli ahhh#eli and sydney too like ahhhhhh#also adsom#i could talk about all the one's mentioned in this post forever#okay these are monster tags
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Ruikasa doodle !!!!
#tsukasa tenma#rui kamishiro#ruikasa#project sekai#pjsk#pjsk fanart#fanart#my art#UGHHHHHHHHHH#cant stop thinking about them#ahhh i hate them so much#but I also love them#the sillies#sigh
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In my humble opinion, the smartest thing to ever come out of the arcane fandom was MelJayVik tbh
#rewatching arcane and ykw… these characters are so *EATS THEM*#like they’re so well done and TOGETHER ??? WOWOWOWOW#arcane#meljayvik#I’ve never cried watching arcane and now during my third watch I probably will#AHHH WATCHING THEM VOTE OFF HEIMER THIS IS CRAZY#I HATE THIS SHOW SO MUCH AHHHH#rare non caitvi post#slay on the run
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“Killua, no, no, I’m not mad. Of course, you can buy yourself stuff. That’s why I’m paying you.”
Gon gently lifts Killua’s chin.
Killua’s eyes are filled with tears, and he has a smudge of jelly near his lips.
Gon smiles softly.
Cute.
#;windy’s stuff#gonkillu#hxh#hunter x hunter#gon#killua#gon x killua#HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE ONLY PRINCESS IN THE WORLD! OMG#MY FUCKING HEART! WISH HIM A HAPPY B DAY! HE IS THE MOST PRECIOUS! I ADORE HIM SO MUCH! SO MUCH! AHHHHHH! AHHH! AHHHHH!#KIS SO FUCKING PRECIOUS AND CUTE#THE LITTLE JELLY STAIN NEAR HIS LIPS CUTEEEE#MY KOOOOKOROOOO#HIS LITTLE GIGGLES HES SO HAPPY TO JUST BE TREATED WITH ANY DECENCY MY HEARTTTT#HIM HIM TRYING THE DRESS ON AND BEING SO HAPPY AND LOOKING AT HIMSELF IN THE MIRROR AHHHHHH#KI DESERVES THE WORLD#HES SO PRECIOUSSSS#ZUKYUNNNN AHHHHH#I LOVE KI AHHHHH#RIPS APART THE WORLD#KI IS THE CUTEST#MAID KI IS THE CUTEST#KI HUGGING PLUSHIES CLOSE IS THE CUTEST THING EVER I JUST AHHHHH#WHEN KI CRIES AN ANGEL DIES#MY HEART CANNOT ALLS HES EVER KNOWN IS PAIN PRECIOUS BABEY DESERVES THE WORLD MY HEART ACHES AHHHHHHH#WAHHH AHHHHHHH KIS REACTION TO THE BEAR HE IS THE SWEETEST CUTEST THING EVER I STG#YOU CAN NEVER MAKE ME HATE THEM AHHHHHHHHHH#GONS SO KIND WAHHAHA HHHHH#GON IS KIS PRINCE CHARMING IN EVER UNIVERSE IDC 😤😤😤#I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#DIES
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i teared up while writing twtt today o_o
#not even a sad scene sort of just like ooiuhhhghyhhgu u know…..#ahhh i’m so excited#and also so scared#i have already shared my concerns so i won’t ramble too much but damn i really do hope it lives up#i feel like people have high expectations#and i hate the thought of not being able to meet them#especially because i do just love this story so much#and i really want to give it the ending it deserves and the ending that feels right#and i just hope it’s an ending that is satisfying too#delete later#twtt spoilers#not really just in case
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this is the first time i've felt a minecraft update "doesn't feel like minecraft". the look of the new blocks just feels weird to me. more like a mod.
but that in NO WAY MEANS that i'm NOT excited for it. i'm just a minecraft boomer now, i guess lol. my "cutoff" was 1.20. i grew up on it and played uhh beta i guess? whatever dropped *first* on the legacy console edition before they started updating it.
again, i'm excited! i'm in no way opposed. i'm gonna love it once it drops, i'm sure.
seeing the direction the game has been going has been so neat. new world gen? new trees? better animated mobs? quality of life for all different types of gamers??? awesome as hell. 1.21 might not be "for me" since it already seems mostly combat/maybe pvp related? and that's dope nonetheless.
i just love the funny block game. and even if new updates don't vibe? i can avoid what i dislike. :) <3
#minecraft#thoughts#tht smile is not sarcastic btw i know it can come across that way#also be nice to the devs please#whatever bad decisions are likely not up to them they're just trying to make us all have a good time#minecraft is also my safe space and i have a hard time critisizing it lol#but be nice to the devs!!#i may play with datapacks to improve what i 'dislike' via new biomes and such but the game is still amzing ahhh i love this game so so much#okay one critisim it lags so bad and needs to be optimised i hate that i can't use ice boat highways :(#haven't gotten elytra yet but i know it'll probs lag me too :((
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I was wondering why Apep's boss theme sounded so familiar, like I was having heavy nostalgia trying to figure it out, but it reminds me of something from Kingdom Hearts, which I haven't played in so, so long!! Like especially the parts that involve the flute and clarinet??
omg y'all didn't know but I used to play the clarinet in middle school and grade nine, and we had to put on a little performance once, and I played one of the OSTs from the second game ksdjfsldgslk thinking about it kinda gets me cringy BUT it's a core memory where the aftermath of the performance unfortunately made me not want to play it anymore......... it's such a shame.
#ahhhhhh i was REALLY good at playing the clarinet. and the piano. i really hate myself for giving them both up.#guitar? not so much. i hated playing the guitar.#i have a clarinet saved into my amazon wishlist so i can buy one again bc i would love to relearn it.#ahhh yknow i always say how boring and mundane my life has always been??#at least that's what its always felt like from my perspective; i don't really change my routine and maybe that's why#BUT i have actually been blessed enough to experience SO MUCH in my life around all the bad things?#and when i was a teenager i think i really took that for granted. especially when it came to my health.#the fact that i dropped the clarinet mid-grade nine ended up being that awful culmination of the bad things i had to experience#but in hindsight i think if i continued to force myself to play it and/or the piano i would've ended up hating both of them.#my love for either won't ever go away nor will it decrease anymore (which i'm also grateful for)#and hopefully one day i WILL get back into the clarinet#but i'm grown enough now to put certain things into perspective that i can control the bad things that can happen to me or my health#so thinking about all the memories of playing that instrument when things were still good...... that's also an honour for me to hold onto.#now my favourite game has so many songs that has the clarinet in it and that really makes me so happy.#hahaha idk if this was all just random rambling but....... it made me happy to talk about and reminisce on.#:)#✦ nc vb.
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Hrmmmmm.... I have a very silly idea... a very silly idea where I take this batch of characters I have and make an AU where they are all in charge of the Welcome Home Restoration Project instead of an AU where they are inside of Welcome Home (by @partycoffin).
To be honest (as I cannot be Frank in this context) I don't know how much of this is that psychology personable fable versus my child me who feels the need to act drastically different as I can feel I am moderately different but no one else seemed to pick up on it but either way the thought is worming!
Lol I have three pages of filled notebook paper --including some relationship diagrams-- and about 600 typed-up words about the concept already and it's only an hour old! I thought of it an hour ago and I have generated so many things about it but I must go to bed : / sadly I have courses. I'll see if the idea is still going tomorrow or if I dream about it (I hope so it will give me Ideas).
#welcome home arg#welcome home oc#partycoffin#i am so excited#but so sleepy#one of them is a web designer :) and two of them work at a library#the one who's usually a doctor and does healing things is a taxidermist who gets really excited anytime Poppy's name is mentioned#there's eight of them in the group so it's balanced!#and the ones who like frank and eddie are married#the one who calls wally her skrunkly hates eye contact with a passion#ahhh esme... designing websites and finding cute in the creepy <3#it feels disrepectful though#the saying these guys made the website when clown did but also it's all in good fun! and this is all much more fun than my water fountain#there was a water fountain WH oc don't worrry about itt#she was simply too spooky for my me but she sounds so lovely#voicelines and fake scripts and doodles of her but it took so long but this came very nice ahhh#oh no i'm rambling again it is now officially sleepy time
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#so that actor i have a thing for was on a film shoot tonight with me#and close to the end he asked me if i wanted to grab dinner#and anyways we get in my car and two of the others from the set were there becuwse i was dropping them off#but we went out for pizza at like 10pm#and ahhhh i still realy like him he's realy pretty#and im ADing his film sets this semester and hes going to do camera for mine#god i realy like him#there were point today were i think he was flirting with me which god if he didnt have a girl friend i would have totaly asked him out like#like on a date date#not just grabing pizza and talking for an hour#which hey idk i can pretend like it was a date hehe#i hate having feelings but god i realy like him#anyways i told him we should hang out sometime and i think we will#also like we talked about film sets and I opened up to him about some realy bad experiences i had#becuase tonights film set was run by someone who didnt have much idea of what they were doing#so he and I did a lot of work#but oh well#at least i got to be around him for a while#anyways i have class with him and a show we're doing tomorrow night and then 2 film sets next week so ahhh ill see him a lot
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shfhjs de bråkar hela tiden
#jag ser på young royals lol#they can never catch a break i swear watching this series is so intense#btw my prediction is maybe simon will break up with him#and then wilhelm will abdicate for him lmao#or he might not because then thats like oh hes gay so he cant be king#anyways this season is cute i like it better than season 2#even if there are still a lot of like ugh moments#when ur like ugh this is so cliché and like all the fights and stuff#also the will they wont they with i forget /never knew theyre names those two girlies#is like sooo ahhh im dying of suspense PLEASE WILL THEy but i also dont like them so much lol#they are not very nice but also very real and funny#men på riktigt de bråkar HELA tiden#åh jag gillar simon ganska mkt denna säsong han är en cutiepie#men oxå wilhelm jag gillar nästan alltid huvudpersoner mest /main character coded characters även om de inte nödvändigtvis är huvudkaraktär#och han är så jävla bra skådis#han är fantastisk faktiskt#jag älskar hur han är så konfliktfylld och hur han porträtterar hur tungt kronan och rollen som kronprins ligger på hans axlar#fast han lever i nutid och ingen tar monarkin seriöst#HAN tar den seriöst.. ah jag älskar det#han bara HELA SVERIGES HISTORIA OCH TRADITIONER HÄNGER PÅ MIG DET ÄR UPP TILL MIG ATT REPRESENTERA DET ÄR ETT PRIVILIGEUM#det är typ ganska rörande#han är så angsty över det#det bara känns äkta typ som om han faktiskt är kronprins som förr i tiden fast att han lever nuförtiden#typ lite på ett idk parallellt universum sätt#för monarkin är så döende här ingen bryr sig de är bara kändisar#men han bryr sig...! han känner ansvaret för arvet...#also another thing i cant remember what sara did#lol.. like everyone hates her so much#im just like....damn.. it feels cruel
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