#again… what do I do 😃
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choccy-milky · 4 months ago
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sometimes you gotta lure your overly-studious ravenclaw gf into spending time with you 🥰 📚 ( from 'Every Teardrop is a Waterfall' by Kat_12739 on ao3, GO READ IT!!! the first story is about seb falling sick and still pushing himself/not admitting he's sick until he ends up in the hospital, the second story is about the birth of seb and clora's daughter and seb's reaction to clora almost dying in childbirth, and the third is about dealing with a fussy newborn lewis😭🥹THEY'RE SO GOOD AND SWEET AND SOMEWHAT SAD (not to mention beautifully written) so go check it out!!💖💖 )
#READ SO I CAN YAP TO SOMEONE ABOUT THEM🙏😩💘#the seb sickfic made me realize how much i needed barely functioning and sick seb (but him still trying to be tough)#theres also a part that cracked me up bc at one point seb is so sick he cant even see straight but he just thinks to himself:#eh its fine.... ill just ask ominis how HE functions without vision later🤷 LMFAO#so stubborn...JUST LET CLORA TAKE CARE OF YOU MFER🤺🤺🤺#defs gonna be drawing more from it especially sick seb LMAO but also seb having a tea party with celeste🥹🥹#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian x mc#hogwarts legacy fanfiction#sebastian sallow fanfiction#hphl#choccyart#also i was never planning on writing anything about clora giving birth or abt the kids so to be able to read it WAS AMAZING#THERES A PART WHERE SEB IS HOLDING CELESTE AND CRYING AT CLORAS BEDSIDE THAT I NEED TO DRAW😭😭#LIKE SRSLY seb being conflicted and not even wanting to HOLD celeste bc he doesnt know if clora is alive or not... IT WAS SO SAD BUT GOOD#i honestly dont know what seb would do if clora died in childbirth tbh.......i could honestly see him resenting celeste#esp since she looks so much like clora😭😭#LETS JUST NOT THINK ABOUT IT!😃👍#(still thinking about it)#like this line in the fic: “Sebastian hesitated; if this was Clora’s last gift to him he wasn’t sure he wanted it.”#😭😭😭ITS SO GOOD UGHHHHH😭 TY AGAIN FOR WRITING THESE💖IM SO TOUCHEDDD💖💖
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m-a-d-e-l-e-i-n-e · 2 years ago
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(CW for fighting and abuse in case anyone doesn’t want to read that)
My mom and my brother fight and yell at each other so often that now I hear my mom threatening to either call the cops so he can end up in juvenile hall or drive off and leave the house herself 😃 I love how she divorced my shitty verbally and physically abusive father over five years ago but the fighting never ended and I still always get just as scared as when I was a weak and helpless child!!! ❤️
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pepprs · 1 year ago
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ok. im going to make this post but i REALLY shouldn’t but i just am so devastated rn and need to not be alone in it and you guys are the only people i can talk to candidly about moving stuff rn for a lot of reasons. the reason im crying rn is because i just found out i made a massive error in my budget and it turns out that my net pay is barely over minimum wage and i cannot afford to live by myself. at all. unless i live off of savings in addition to income but even then that’s only going to help me for a couple months and anyway it’s extremely unwise bc i should save that money for getting a car etc etc. this is not entirely a bad thing because a) at least i can afford to… you know… live. and b) living with roommates will not be bad especially if i live with friends and/or strangers i come to be friends with. it’s just i really… i don’t know i just feel so sick to my stomach. it’s just that recent events have made it so clear to me that i need to teach myself how to live independently before i can live with other people (let alone function in the world, heal from trauma, etc.) healthily. i know it so deeply. and it can’t happen for me. this is confirmation. this is confirmation and there’s nothing that can change it. rent is too high (even for shitty apartments in the area which let’s be real most of them are… it’s too high!) and over half of my income is going to taxes and deductions and bills and student loans. i feel so hopeless
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sunlit6279 · 21 days ago
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going thru claggs’ tags in ao3 and OH ahahaahaaha,,,,, ooooohhhh 😭😭
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seiwas · 1 year ago
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who is the most daddy in jjk 🎤
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sapphoslibrary · 11 months ago
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the amount of gen z “leftists” who lack even basic education on the american political system is genuinely astounding and terrifying
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savage-rhi · 5 months ago
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First: HONEY DON'T FEEL BAD FOR CRITIQUING THERAPISTS AND THE WAY SHITS RUN! WE NEED TO HEAR THAT! I'm in mental health, and there are some REAL nasty pieces of work in the field who like preying on patients' vulnerability, and they're damn good at manipulating the systems and social dynamics!
Second, everyone should check this out. It brings up so many good points and considerations to make when seeking therapy or another mental health related service.
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ninoochat · 5 months ago
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I don't like bbq food.i like chicken breast not wings or thighs, when I bite into a tendon or a soft greasy bit my soul leaves my body. I don't like sausages, merguez makes me wanna gag.
Yes I'm a big baby and what of it
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ppulverse · 8 months ago
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porcelainvino · 9 months ago
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currently listening to a strange thing to say 🫡🫡🫡 it is very good so far i barely started but do not worry. i used to be big into csh (mostly i’d put it on my sad playlists because in the 14 minutes the songs would take i’d have stopped crying bc i’d be so bewildered by how long they were LMAOOO) and other long-song bands SO I ENJOY IT… and this song is so good oh wow the use of instruments is so pleasing (<- band kid in me i’m sorry)
i’ll def give those others a listen too :3 and i LOOVE dark songs so that sounds really intriguing actually!!!! very very relatable wow. sopor’s music and lyrics are so detailed and ummm how do i say this Eloquent i guess? but like for music? like specifically music. whatever ITS GOOD your taste is so good 😭🩷 feel free 2 explain more of sopor’s songs to me if u want btw i love listening
also i have to add that love(?) songs that are dark (not really sure if a strange thing to say is a love song or not but considering the killing part i mean it could be depending on the way you perceive it whatever it could be anything i could be so far off esp considering the lyrics aren’t on spotify so i don’t have them on hand rn But. whatever im rambling bye) are sooooo good. been looping suki suki daisuki by jun togawa recently which isn’t incredibly dark but it’s a very intense love song and it is so real 2 me (<- Horror Sufferer and Issues-Haver). another example of instruments in songs that i think are fascinating and also very cool. the vocal mixing etc etc is very pleasing to me in that song SO! anyway. just felt like sharing that idk LMAOAOAO
anyway: thank u for introducing me 😄😄😄 this is so fun . never apologize for rambling it’s welcome
I’M SO GLAD YOU LIKE IT 😭🙏🙏🙏 i remember the 1st time i listened to sopor i had it in a queue while i was going to take a nap and like the first few notes of in der palastra started playing and i like i had to PHYSICALLY sit up because i have never heard anything like her before
she’s so unique and i love her so muchhhh and it brings me so much joy that someone else is listening to her music too so THANK YOUUU!!!!
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ragnar0c · 1 year ago
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Ignis lore is also equally as scary as Lope lore. Talking to him is like. Learning your father's lore. Unlike Alope, I THINK HIS LORE IS SOOO FUNNY.
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euclydya · 2 years ago
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shit we did not have time for in The Past:
having pets
eating candy and other snacks but primarily Candy
Sleeping In
lotcherslly just chilling
shit we Routinely Do now in This Life:
All Of The Above And Then Some !!!!
#pk;m electrochemistry🔴#sorry I'm just like losing my shit rn over the concept of airheads xtremes. thes ebitches r sooo good#i would kill for an endless supply of them. omg#we're trying to put the pieces together from The Past and what I gather everyone aside from Vol wasn't... Around.#for the later half of things#and by Not Around I don't mean we didn't exist. no. we did. but. Harry uh. 😃. well he certainly.!#so for a LONGGGGGG PERIODDDD up until THE INCIDENT™ it was just him and Vol#and Vol is all work no play (or. *was*. vol's lightened up a ton now) soooooOOOOOO. barely any *fun* to have been had in that period!!#from what I understand (and what bits Vol felt comfortable sharing) very very basically it was like#1. Childhood! cool decent aside from the horrors (deaths. and polio.)#Oh never mind ut was all horrors i forgot the first Skills that formed. disregard! horrors all around#2. teens! no memories here. 😃👍.#3. Young adulthood! Things were looking up! And then the First incident happened. Whoops! that's where i fully formed!#4. 3 year period with just harry and Vol. all the RCM shit. etc. y'know. The Horrors²#5. *THE INCIDENT*. the catalyst to it all. and then everyone else got access to front again! some ups and downs!#but my point is!!!!!!#BARELY ANY FUCKING CANDY IN ANY OF THAT???? A CRIME I SAY.#the ice cream trucks r starting to pop up in our neighborhood si the next time we have Cash. i will INDULGE. IN S W E E T S.#but for now..... airheads xtremes will do#and also grape sour patch kids but those r reserved for esprit and y'know what i respect that
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aturnoftheearth · 2 years ago
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*tv voice* now back to the delusions
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berdly-epic-gamer-9000 · 2 years ago
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Berdly, help! I have been stuck in the backrooms for angel knows how long!
What the hell am I supposed to do!?
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pilonciillo · 16 days ago
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lol seeing my sibling bitch and moan about how they’re cleaning everything up and we need to learn how to put things away keep things clean learn to load the dishwasher etc …girl be so fucking fr.
is it hard? is it annoying? is it tiring ? are you exhausted and feeling unappreciated? do you see your hard work taken for granted and ruined ? must be tough :(
if only someone understood what that felt like a real shame like how could anyone do that? no one was raised for that purpose …ever. everyone doesn’t understand what you’re going through in your early 20s barely learning how to clean a house while you do it off and on over this week while you took time off of work instead of having a 40 hr job coming home to cook using your little free time and still have to clean something anything really so it doesn’t pile up as much
how could anyone do this to YOU! out of all ppl not you! i wish i could sympathize…truly. but i think i lack the understanding clearly
only yesterday when i saw everyone else actively cleaning did i feel some relief. relief from what? who knows ive never cleaned anything ever in my life. but the ability to come home and not be stressed about cleaning sure was a breathe of fresh air which is strange seeing that i wasn’t the one cleaning
#and to constantly be telling me i did this…i did that…i you need to…if you did this…#you see how you thought mom was annoying? and how i bitch too much when i ask repeatedly for one task to be done#it gets annoying on the other end ? do you understand? or do you know take that into consideration? did you ever put yourself in our place#while you do these chores? dont you think mm they must have been tired too? they must’ve been annoyed too ? why did i add more to their list#? and the fact that i can’t bring up all the things i was doing but they can say well i did xyz on so and so day 🙄 why? because you know my#list will be longer ? and i don’t bring it everytime because it is not relevant you telling me you picked up the dishes last time doesn’t#mean shit to me because i washed them and i washed them AGAIN and i picked them up and guess what! they got used again so again they were#wash and need to be picked up so why do i can what you did last time ?#wait till you add a child to the mix it’ll really get exciting and they’re babies they don’t understand and they grow up to call you#annoying maybe then youll understand or maybe youll be the only person to ever experience that 🤷‍���️#oh and loading the dishwasher none NONE of them of them know how to properly load it i go in and fix it beforehand or they start it and#dishes come out still dirty 😃👍#and if you’re mad that ik these things then be mad at our parents because i can’t assure you wanted a normal childhood
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seventh-district · 2 months ago
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uh oh! it’s Seven’s Dean Winchester Kinnie Hours again!
#cw vent#vent post#you know what that means! time to be cringe and obnoxious on main like it’s 2020 again! 😃#i’ve had this entire video memorized for years atp and every rewatch is just as cathartic. it doesn’t get old to me.#No Sam I’m not okay. I’m pretty far from okay.#Look. I don’t need to feel like hell for failing you.#For failing you like I’ve failed every other godforsaken thing that I care about—I DON’T NEED IT.#This weight on my shoulders man I’m tired of it.#ig my only complaint abt the video is how the gun in his hand is cropped out of that clip. it added a certain Vibe y’know#People—people /pray/ to you.#Bobby I’m not even supposed to BE here.#l m a o couldn’t even finish making this post before i had to draft it and go make a sandwich for a man i hate. what a life. anyways#mf you didn’t ‘go to bed hungry’ u had fish for dinner and i made u a sandwich an hour ago. but i’ll make another one!!!#a n y w a y#I couldn’t save mom. […] I can’t even save a scared little kid.#I’m okay. I’M OKAY. I swear the next person that asks me if I’m okay—I’m gonna start throwing punches.#This—Inside me… I wish I couldn’t feel anything Sammy.#The things that I saw? There aren’t words. There is no ‘forgetting’. There’s no making it better.#impressive that i can recall that many lines with the absolute trainwreck in my mind rn. the Power Of Blorbo Hyperfixation ig#anyways enough quoting a random spn amv or whatever they’re called. i have shit to do#vent blogging#Seven’s Public Diary#i guess#no other organization tags bc i don’t want this in the fandom tags. im just venting and being cringe bc it’s all i’ve got left lmao#well it’s not All i’ve got but it’s one of the least destructive options#unless were talking destruction of my public perception but y’all already know i’m cringe and insane#god my head is fucking killing me. ok im done. for now. gotta go clean dog piss out of the carpet#Youtube
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