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Day 12 of doodling until Jet Lag season 13 comes out!!!
#OHMYGOD Y'ALL ITS TOMORROW!!!!!!#FLIPPING MY SHIT RN#sadly wont be able to watch it when it comes out#but i know what ill be doing tomorrow evening!!!!!;#RAAAAAAAAAAHHHH#so excited!!!!!!!!!#also for yall to see the art ive got for tomorrow ���#literally spent 5 minutes on today's art#like just finished this lil ben#great warm up for working on line!#again still tired and exhausted#drywalling is soooooo much work#but what im doing is so fucking rewarding y'all#(will probably mention it more in tags once im not here anymore for safety reasons)#going to sleep now!!!#JET LAG IN LIKE LESS THAN 12 HOURS???#I THINK????#im to tired to do math rn#BUT OMG?????#AND AN ART PIECE THAT IM SO FUCKING PROUD OF IN LESS THAN 12 HOURS TOO??????#yall are gonna be eating WELL!!!!#jet lag the game#zeph's art#ben doyle
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Hi, sorry to be anon, but can I ask to see the Vargas family post trick or treating? Divying the goods, or just being tired from the event? Thank you and Happy Halloween!
Day 30 - Fine, but you're taking nightmare duty
#Requestober#My art#Vargas#Scriabin#Edgar#Todd#Shmee#Called it on being late today lol - not bad for the first (and hopefully last!) of the season tho!#Also no prob on the anon :) As long as you're following the rules it's all good! Anon's there for a reason <3#And Happy (Almost) Halloween! :D#They're back from Trick Or Treat! Edgar and Scriabin in this year's featured costumes haha <3#Once again refusing to show them outside the apartment lol it's just a reliable setpiece!#And since I didn't get any ISaT reqs this time around I decided to throw in a reference myself lol#Toddfrin hehe little guy <3#The adults are very tired from all the running around - Scriabin especially haha his lack of impulse control and being new#Looks like he managed to keep his costume on the whole night tho good for him ♪#Even exhausted he's still going to find some way to poke at Edgar just his nature haha#Todd was going to listen! He's a good kid <3#We all know there's no way Scriabin's getting up after all the excitement haha barely holding onto the back of the couch#We'll just have to pretend Todd gets perfect sleep and nothing spooky happens :') It could pan out that way! Maybe!#I always enjoy this midway-to-chibi style hehe it's cute! But still a little lanky#Little bit quicker and good and cute ♪ Enjoyable
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Mary Oliver, Long Life: Essays And Other Writings
#true...#it's so exhausting when you explain yourself over and over again to the same people and they still don't understand or even try to#its tiring and honestly sad as well especially if it's people close to you like a parent 😩😔#it really drains me mentally and makes me tired tired tired#...#mary oliver#thoughts#words#quotes#spilled ink#spilled thoughts#writings#feelings
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LEAK SPOILER BUT BUT UHHHH HORIKOSHI DID IT MERA APPEARS ALARM ALARM MERA APEARERED !!!!!!!VSDHFHJAEHWRGETHJ our prayers have been answered !!!!!!!

!!!! HORI HAD TO DELIVER FOR THE MERA STANS
AFTER 3 AND A HALF YEARS OF NOTHING BUT HINTS, FINALLY, HE RETURNS
I NEVER THOUGHT I'D SEE HIM AGAIN 😭😭 HE'S THE ONLY THING KEEPING ME GOING THROUGH THESE EPILOGUE LEAKS
Btw this is 8 years into the future, Mera was 39 pre-timeskip so now he's 47.. get that man a vacation look at him HE PROBABLY HASN'T HAD TIME OFF IN 10 YEARS
#THANK YOU FOR SENDING THIS i was honestly scared to find out if mera was in the epilogue considering everything#but im glad i saw this ask now#HE'S LIKE MY RAY OF MUPPET SUNSHINE IN THIS STUPID CRUEL WORLD#mera looking at chairman hawks: at least its not me anymore#and he got the shorter hair treatment too#or maybe his hair is falling out from the stress#hopefully the former!#hori said fuck everything else. here's mera#THANK YOU HORI YOU UNDERSTAND#actually this reminds me of nagant. will we see whether she's doing her own thing now? or still in jail? i hope so#even just hawks talking about her#hawks tired: lady nagant declined the offer again so now i have to do this myself its exhausting its rewarding but exhausting i guess?? idk#mera: she escaped. good for her. god i wish that were me tho#bnha vol42#bnha volume 42#bnha manga spoilers#bnha spoilers#mera yokumiru#hawks#thank you for the ask!😊#bnha asks#asks with metty#bnha epilogue#bnha leaks#bnha leak#bnha 431
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Good morning.
A very kind follower let me know that my clones art has been stolen and reposted, again. This time on Tiktok.
So here's a new version of my art. It's called: "Apparently putting 'Do Not Repost' on the art 4 times + in my bios of every social + FAQ isn't enough, so how's this?!"
I'm feeling very defeated and exhausted.
I just finished filing a DMCA yesterday. This new art theft version already has more views than every like/note on all versions of my art on all of my socials COMBINED + multiplied. This art was only posted a few days ago. I'm beginning to deeply regret drawing it.
Art thieves getting views and likes does NOTHING for the community. Imagine of those likes/comments/followers had come to me, on any of my socials. Think of how excited I'd be to connect to new folks, how hyped I'd be to draw more.
(how maybe, just maybe, someone official might one day notice and it might lead to more😭)
I don't think I've hit 10K likes on ANY art I've ever posted on Twitter in 8 years, and certainly nowhere near that on Tumblr in a while. That's ok, I understand that's due to my own lack of skills, which is why i work hard daily to improve!
But ART THEFT DOESN'T HELP. This person did NOTHING but stress me out, make me regret sharing my work, and take away valuable time and mental energy from me producing more work. And I promise you, they will not be able to make my art for you.
Don't worry, I'm not just complaining about it. I've filed a DMCA (tho gosh TikTok's form is WEIRD, really hoping it worked🥲)
But please. If you see an art theft account, please don't give them views & likes. Someone else worked hard on that. They could really use your support.
Anyway, here's the link to my art on Tumblr. On my account. Since, y'know, I drew it.
#YukiPri rambles#art theft#idk i'm just so tired and sad and wondering why i worked so hard what's the dang point#yeah this is from my twitter thread bc i'm too exhausted to write it again this ate all my spoons and then some#yeah u may be wondering aren't u used to this why are you complaining#because this art literally went up days ago and i almost died marathon working on it for an entire goddamn week#because i still feel exhausted and then this fucko who did absolutely NOTHING is just like hehe look at how many views i'm getting!#and i am just. yeah. exhausted
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Yuma Month: Day 31: Post Game
…for the sake of the world’s happiness.
#Yuma Month 2024#rain code#master detective archives: rain code#rain code spoilers#yuma kokohead#pixeldoodles#my art#the last day…at last#you can tell I’m drained because this art is not high effort XD#but its still something and I didn’t have too many ideas#I sincerely hope to see Yuma again in the sequel if one is made#he is too complex of a character to just abandon y'know?#and I’ve grown TOO ATTACHED to him#never in my life have I been so connected and obsessed with a male fictional character before#he’s truly something else… I love him so much <3#anyway this was fun but I am pretty exhausted#I may take a short break art wise for a while ;w;#I'm still sad I missed 2 days but 29 out of 31 isn't bad for my first daily art challenge#I loved yuma too much to not try it.#anyway yay! we all did it! ...kind of lol.#I really do wish I had a better idea for this but I was too tired...#so have the post game scene horribly drawn in my style#first time drawing the pattern on yuma’s cape PROPERLY#tbh him leaving is a good way to show a finale anyway#I hope we see Yuma again... I truly do.#thank you yuma kokohead for existing 💜#and ty to my bestie Kazin for hosting this fun challenge#what a fun way to spend the month of May :3
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what a fucking week (it’s 2 pm on a monday)
#i’m gonna have a very therapeutic lay on the ground for an hour tonight#i’m so fucking exhausted#also unrelated but vaguely related#the other day i told my supervisor i didn’t know how to do something she asked me to do#which was very hard for me! bc i’m not good at asking for help bc i don’t like to be annoying#anyways i asked her on friday and she never responded and i was like ‘ok she’s probably gone for the weekend and she’ll answer on monday’#then i looked today and she just reacted with a 👍 to my message instead of. telling me how to do it#so i’m still stressed out about that but. girl i am so tired#i also promised myself i won’t get high in the middle of the week this week. so this is a test from god#and i may fail that test#we’ll try again next week#personal
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Guys genuine question. Do you guys think I'm a smart person?
#carols.txt#i dont normally do this but I am feeling terrible rn#i had to stay home again because i'm too exhausted emotionally and physically to make the trip to go to uni#and i feel incredibly stupid for not being able to... keep up so to speak#with everything and everyone#im so tired and im not joking im genuinely exhausted#ever since i got diagnosed i found that i've been feeling more and more incapable and i do realize that i have always felt this way#even when i was undiagnosed#but now it feels more prominent. probably because im taking the time to listen to my body?#i dont know#i just want someone to tell me i've still got it. or perhaps that i never lost it
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i think what i NEED to do is stop drawing character standing #437 and i need to slow down on comics and i need to make a deeply symbolic piece for this show that i spend 10+ hours on
#the issue is the previously mentioned sleepiness but like. ive done it before i wanna do it again#i havent done it for tadc. i mean ive tried a few times but ive been verrrry tired...#idk how much it shows considering i post like once a day . but rest assured i am often in a state of some level of exhaustion#its normal and fine . what bothers me more is that i need to make more like. abstrct or 'deep' art for this show#but my brain hasnt fully gotten there yet#dont know whats stopping it#even the wips i have like that are still a little too like. on the nose#i think maybe im still in an early phase of interest-having#where im getting used to writing and drawing the cast which makes it harder to do more abstract things#like how ppl learn anatomy THEN stylize things a lot#get the fundamentals down n whatnot#so i guess im still doing that w this show on some level....#my brains gotta speed it up i wanna make more art i havent made enough art#but well i guess that doesnt solve the issue of 'i am so tired all the time' but . waves hand#ill cross that bridge when i get there i just wanna do more things#im not really upset or anything it is what it is im mostly just being impatient HAHA#i get excited abt art and im excited abt this show so im like. itching to make things all the time
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So I told them I don't wanna Proceed with the blind date but they said "it was only the first meeting" and "he got a Lot going on and his family just went broke" SO??? DOES THAT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME??? 😂😂😂
#red rambles#why are u trying to guilt trip me#this is why i hate blind dates#did I mention he said something like 'being 25 and older while still Not Married is Too Old'#it's so Exhausting so Tiring#you mean i gotta sit there and listen to him bragging abt himself for hours AGAIN
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bopping your nose.
#╰ out of americanedpsycho.#im still alive. i am very much tired these days#he’s been scratching at my head all day and I want !!! to !! write !!#but rl is exhausting#but i will attempt to write here tomorrow#i write on discord 🩷 as well. But !! again !! tired#so bear with me. ✨
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#the squids only make it better. they dont ruin the vibe they enhance it#hiiiii i was gonna play more today after work and have fun posting about it but#i felt really bad and didnt actually play. this is from yesterday#i feel really fucking weak for some reason. thought it would go away when i relaxed a bit but it didnt#hope i dont wake up sick :/ it might just be exhaustion i've barely been sleeping#still not tired tho lol#video#mine#shadertag#i like these calm lil snippets i just like sharing them. this is like nature photography to me kjhfg#i touch grass and then i open up a video game and touch grass again. what a wonderful life i live 🪲#god i need it to be summer NOW where are my bugs where are they#ordering a Real Camera to test it out a bit.. ordering it closer to summer tho. dont need to run my credit card up just yet#idk if you guys will see any quality difference or not but hopefully you will :D we'll see
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spending more than a few days around your family and no one else truly does cause a certain type of madness. and baby they call me the joker
#ughhhh#travelling with other people after travelling solo is exhausting#wdym i cant just go do my own thing#what do you mean i have to spend this entire time doing shit other people want to do while i just kinda stand around awkwardly bc i dont#have anyone to talk to#what do you meani constantly have to mask more than i ususally do bc i cant look at all neurodivergent or queer or. unhappy. or bored.#or tired#im so tired.#ive got a couple of days in london alone thank fuck#but ugh idk#its just constant 'you should appreciate this!! not many people get to do this!!#cant have a real conversation. treated like a child the whole time. cant even swear.#misgendered and deadnamed the entire time but whats new there#constantly surrounded by people#constantly have to be performing happiness because otherwise youre called rude and told to snap out of it#cant talk to people because everyone interrupts or talks over you or doesnt hear you#cant go on your phone at all if theres anyone around. and theres always people around#constantly on the border of being overloaded at all times but you still have to talk to people !!!#its not even my family this sucksss#'come to england so you can sit in a pub for 3 hours while everyone drinks beer and talks to each other you cant join in on any conversatio#you cant do anything else and if you dont look happy to just be sitting there doing nothing then you get yelled at!! and maybe this is a lit#paid for my own tickets) but#im not. this isnt *fun*. im sitting around surrounded by someone elses family who dont know me and i dont know them#doing shit i actively hate all day#and i constantly have to be performing and acting like im habing a great time the entire time or im spoilt#even thouhg i. i paid for my own ticket here#man i couldve gone to japan again#'isnt england amazing!!" yeah idk it seems like it is!! too bad weve spent this entire goddamn time in some tiny village in the middle of#fuck ass nowhere going on walks that are identical to the ones at home#love to actually go experience it outside of the. one full day. i get in london
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as cool as their design is im really starting to dislike the sonau in general, aside from their stuff suddendly being everywhere and everything being about them and how cool(tm) they are now with the mystery stone turning people into dragons and the similarities between the sonau and the three dragons (naydra, eldra, farodra) its actually not an impossibility that they used to be sonaus as alot of people have been theorizing about ..but ...... idk that would very much ruin their otherwordly yet ethereal mystery to me
i probably sound like some hater whos trying to find something more to dislike about totk all the time but i promise im not!!
the three dragons being some unexplained mystery, beings that are there yet few can see them, timeless, nigh untouchable, they dont act on anything, they dont talk, something about them has always made me look at them in awe; if it turned out they were just yet another cool(tm) sonau guy that ate a stone ... :/
not a fan of that one lads, but dont worry, i will keep my thoughts to myself from now on, i dont want to ruin other peoples fun nor seem like i just hate everything ... the three dragons are just really important to me so i had to say something
#ganondoodles talks#tloz#totk#totk spoilers#totk spoiler#besides i have leanred that i tend to have the unpopular opinions and frankly im tired of the hate directed at me#if you disagree thats fine but please dont spam me with why you think its cool actually#bc it just feels like yet another argument starting as to why im wrong and need to be talked down to and also suck actually#sorry its been all over my timeline on twitter so i just had to throw my dumbass opinion out there again#and it was a few times more than id like in a row where my random thought posts where torn apart by arguing people needing to prove im wron#the dragons where something i just absolutely loved in botw#they hold a special place in my heart and i dont like the thought of them too being just yet another sonau thing#i feel more secure posting my thoughts here than on twitter#but still i dont want to sound overly negative so i will hold back from now on#unless im exhausted and overly tired and not feeling that great physically like right now i guess lol#ill just have to grit my teeth and try to ignore everything i dont like but everyone else loves like always#anyway i need some sleep#ill be fine after that i think#and then try to resume work on destiny and a commission i havent had the energy to get to
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Some mild existential dread in the house today
#im just feeling reeeeally really drained#works taking a LOT out of me#like. it feels less intense day to day? or maybe im reacting less? but its still very much piling up#and im just feeling very...idk. like im still waiting for permission to live my life#except now the permission osnt coming from any one person its. having the money to docit#and the time and the energy#and i guess thats just what adult life is? waiting#and hoping#and along the way losing sight of what i even wanted in the first place because im so *tired*#idk. i definitely need a project of some kind but im struggling to settle on something and then organise it#i have stuff to do today anyway. alfie had a lil bit of emergency cash saved so i need to go shopping#and i need to tidy the kitchen and do some dishes#and have a bath and shave at some point#i also want to draw but again. struggling ti pick something and idk if ill have the executive function spare#AND i want to try and be more social and talk to folks but thats its own kind of difficult#part of me would like a disc server that just has all of my friends in it bc i find it easier to dip in and out of conversarions#but i imagine that would be weird for folks who dont know each other#idk. lot goin through my mind when all i really want is sleep#which also hasnt been...greeeeat lately#mainly because Alfie wakes me up in the mornings bc they dont like being alone but also have a very different sleep schedule to me#and can take multiple smaller naps over a day whereas i really need a solid 8 or so hours or i just. dont fully switch on#but theyre also struggling atm (mentally and also they got an injury at work AND seperately broke their foot ffs)#so they need me more and its just#this never ending cycle of SOMETHING needs my attention#and its fucking exhausting asfghfkd#but!!! we keep goin!!!!! been applying for a bunch of jobs and havent heard anything positive yet but. we keep tryin huh
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Tomorrow my new class starts and I really don't want to go to lectures ugh
#i still feel exhausted#i acutally feel more tired than i dis mid week#and a friend also asked to catch up but idk if i have the physical energy to do everything#i need to hybernate for a month then maybe i can be an adult again#cris speaks#the---hermit
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