#after my heart shatters*
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……..the revelation that the shot of Claudia in the sunlight wasn’t Louis seeing her before his attempt at suicide but rather Madeleine seeing Claudia and all her loveliness as she’s joining her to be companions in immortality…..
#do you mind if i sob and weep on main fellas?#bc my heart shattered#they were so fucking close to their happy ever after…so close to their eternity….#i hate everything#interview with the vampire#claudia#madeleine#claudeleine#iwtv spoilers#iwtv s2
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Lullaby <3
#one day I’ll learn to draw feet/shoes lmao#anyways they’ve been killing me the last few weeks#I can’t think about them and be normal I have to pick one#Kai RAISED her guys…. they were both so LITTLE#when Nya said my brother was always my hero#god. what if my heart shattered into one billion pieces#now imagine this is after a game of countershot#they’re eepy!!! they’ve been running around!!#ninjago#my art#lego ninjago#dragons rising#ninjago Kai#ninjago nya#Nya jiang#Kai Jiang#ninjago fanart#the scars are just burns amassed over time as Kai tries to figure out blacksmithing with literally no guidance#he was like five. rip girl
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[8/7] his day ♡
The capricious pharaoh drives away his servants, while a delinquent soldier, who's never served in the palace, is sent to him to the mercy. The mistake with a hand fan could really cost Cross his life, but Shattered finds it so amusing that he spares him :'D
Shattered Dream from shattereddreamsau by galacii-gallery / galacii || Dream by jokublog
Cross from xtaleunderverse by jakei95
#zu art#comic#shattered dream#cross!sans#birthday#undertale#undertale au#utmv#oh that grace ♪ oh that body ♪ oh that face ♪ makes me wanna party <3#he's 7 today!! what a big boi (๑>◡<๑)#this design of him has been rotating in my head for a long time *^*#srly he's always so irresistible ///#he's made to wear the best clothes and high heels and shatter hearts into pieces ♡#I'm stopping with my essay—#thank you for him Galacii╰(*´︶`*)╯#*・゜゚・*:.。..。.:*・''・*:.。. .。.:*・゜゚・*#egyptian au#this idea came unexpectedly and now I can't stop thinking about it :'D#pff I can imagine how after that Shattered constantly orders to send Cross to him for ''entertainment''#everyone makes fun of Cross because of the double meaning but many are really jealous that a simple soldier was awarded such an honor#but in fact Shattered listens to Cross' funny tales about army life and about himself ((and gradually learns to be kind again ;w;))#they spend more time together... and... and riots begin in the state; betrayals; choosing between homeland and love and much more >:D#be back soon! thank you guys for patience╰(*´︶`*)╯
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Every Boromir hater makes my enormous love for him grow stronger. Sorry you couldn't understand him, I get him tho and we're holding hands and the whole of Gondor is laughing at you
#lotr#boromir#tbh i think id actually have a good time chatting w a boromir hater if they knew and understood the material but still hated him#cuz most people who dislike this man do because of very shallow reasons#'he was upset looking down at narsil' one can only wonder why that has baggage for a gondorian and the stewards son#'he didnt accept aragorn at first' yea i bet when a dirty ass ranger claims the throne of a kingdom without having lived there#when your fam took care of it for several generations it doesnt feel super great and you Might be a bit upset and worried about it#'he tried to take the ring from frodo' despite disagreeing w the councils decision he still earnestly followed them to destroy the ring#and he only fell after weeks of traveling as the ring whispered to him threats of destruction#one that unlike the rest of the fellowship was already Actively happening and had been happening for a long time#you see ur cities fall and people die everyday as the 1st line of defense against ultimate evil and we tell you not to use a perfect weapon#while said weapon tells you yes it will fix everything just grab it go on boy#and echoes words your father has been pushing onto you all throughout#it feels like people just have no sympathy compassion or understanding for all he's gone through or for the power of the ring#deep breath. im ok#im normal about boromir and my heart doesnt shatter at every rewatch of his death#id have followed you my steward.
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“Fox or not, you’re still my little buddy, Tails, and I can ensure you nothing will ever change that’’
This thing:
#wholesome sonic and tails wednesday#wsatw#mad rat dead#sonic au#sonic the hedgehog#miles tails prower#mad rat mrd#heart mrd#unbreakable bond#mad hedge dead#traditional art#sonic and tails#and Nine I guess#sonic prime#tails nine#miles nine prower#nine the fox#caved in to the thoughts and included em in the AU#Still don’t know how the shatter event would even happen#But heck it we cook here#Nine is one of my favorites#it’s Wednesday after all#So why not#He is in dire need of a loving home#This Sonic is probably gonna throw hands with whatever entity is in charge of the shatterverse in this AU to bring Nine with him#Little guy has been through hell and back#Does this count as rambles?#ima shut up now have a good Wednesday
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thinking about how gale and john were each other's best men and stayed best friends for two decades and then gale had to go to john's funeral before either of them even hit 50.
#i just woke up this is not a good start#someone get me out of here#i said i wasn't gonna angst post anymore but this shit shatters my heart#having to lose your best friend so soon after you both finally get freedom#there was still so much life to be lived#buck x bucky#buckbucky#masters of the air
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hey you!!!
wanna hear one of my fic ideas for a canon rewrite that will absolutely shatter your heart????
yeah...
you've been warned..
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TW!!!
dr//g ab*se, attempted su!c!de
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alhaitham attempted to overdose after the argument with kaveh over their thesis.
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they basically screamed each others throats off that day; they've argued over their differing ideals before but it was never this bad, and the fight eventually got a bit physical, and there was a lot of hairpulling, scratching, pulling each other up by the collar, because they weren't just arguing about the thesis anymore, they were mad at each other. until alhaitham pointed out kaveh's fatal flaw, how his altruism is going to fail him one day, and kaveh, who can't handle the truth, yanks at alhaithams hair again, telling him to fuck off, that he wishes he never met him, all through pained, angry tears. and then, he lets go and leaves, bolting out the front door and not even bothering to close it.
it was one of the first times in alhaitham's life that he had ever let his emotions get the better of him, and he watched kaveh run out of the door, panting and shaking, tears prickling the corners of his eyes out of pure, unadulterated frustration. and alhaitham realizes at this moment that he'd lost someone. again.
oh yes, alhaitham's all alone again!! no one cares about him anymore!! he'd just lost the last person in the world who gave a damn!! silly alhaitham!! all because you're you. because you had to open your mouth again. because you had to say something. all you wanted was to help, but nobody understands that. nobody ever will. to them, you're just a cold, calculated, arrogant, cocky, bastard. and look what you've done now.
the thought breaks him, and he crumbles to the ground in what can only be described as a meltdown, a very violent one. vases are shattered, kitchen wear chucked across the room, books thrown around carelessly, all while he screams curses into the air, directed at no one, maybe at Kusanali, maybe at Celestia, who knows, but he screams anyway, bordering on babbles as he stumbles to his room, dizzy and distressed and grabs the bottle of prescription drugs (working on what kind of drug currently). It's not full, it's almost empty actually, only about 10 tablets at the bottom, but alhaitham, hands shaking, laughs incredulously at himself, and eats all of them.
or at least: tries to...
the commotion he'd made upset his neighbours. initially, they were storming over to his house with the Matra beside them to have him taken care of but upon arrival, they were horrified. The matra with them practically tackled alhaitham, making him spit out the 3 pills he had in his mouth when they found him in his room; he had already taken 5. they dragged him to the bimarstan as fast as he could, the neighbours following in terror and worry.
alhaitham was saved that day and the memory still haunts him. he was so clouded with emotion he'd lost all sense of what he was doing and just felt, and it scared him how his own feelings took control of him. At that point, alhaitham only closed up even further, basically forcing on his poker face and shoving down his feelings because he never wanted to feel so vulnerable again. he doesn't want to feel. it hurts to feel. strong feelings only bring pain. more pain than alhaitham could bear.
so alhaitham chose to hide this story, he never told anyone about it, not even a single detail. but kaveh, who moved back in eventually and now lived with alhaitham for about a year since their argument, was tidying up when he found a bottle of pills under alhaitham's bed, it was practically empty, only 2 pills remained.
concerned, he questions alhaitham about it later and it was the first time he'd seen alhaitham genuinely look scared. when kaveh explained he'd found it under his bed, alhaitham snatched away the bottle and disposed of it in the trash, cursing himself for not having found it last year when the incident happened and couldn't believe it had been there the whole time.
kaveh isn't an idiot, he pieced it together the moment he saw alhaitham's reaction. he just stands there, completely speechless and horrified. all he can say is "when..?"
and alhaitham, for the first time since their school years, responds in a shaky, miserable voice, "a year ago."
and kaveh is stunned, just staring at alhaitham, who seemed so unreachable when he moved in, suddenly looking so heartbreakingly vulnerable.
he doesn't say anything.
kaveh just hugs him, buries alhaitham's face into his shoulder and hugs him. and he swears he can hear soft, weak sounds coming from the scribe, and he swears the fabric over his shoulders became damp, but he doesn't say anything.
he just holds him.
i'm sorry. come at my throat all you'd like.
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#no im not trying to mischaracterize them#my point is that alhaitham hides his true feelings so much BECAUSE of how strongly he feels in this very moment#i think he is at first a much shyer character in his student years#gaining a bit of a backbone when he becomes a true scholar#and then completely shutting himself off after this#after this happened; kaveh and alhaitham grew much closer with each other and began working on their communication#no: alhaitham did not tell kaveh the full story because he knows kaveh will only blame himself more and that's the last thing he wants#he just tells kaveh it was because he was having a breakdown over the events#just like how kaveh spent that night getting hella fucking drunk#i love angst#genshin impact#genshin#alhaitham#kaveh#kavetham#haikaveh#haikavetham#haikavehtham#kaveh x alhaitham#alhaitham x kaveh#angst#comfort#genshin fanfic#fanfic#writers on tumblr#ao3 writer#im sorry im feeding you all with this#i want them to go through the most heart shattering angst known to man and then slowly go through the process of healing together bcz yes.#people talk so much abt kaveh's side of things#why dont we hear it from alhaithams??? :3
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(haha no i am not at all terrified for episode 8 ha ha. )
#cw blood#d20 neverafter#pinocchio#i am still thinking about his introduction in ep 1#which for me is one of the scariest things#even after ep 7#emily’s amazing at playing twelve year old ylfa#and brennan makes the most believable child npcs#but my god. lou playing this kid#who’s learned to lie despite the consequences#it shatters my heart#fact that he’s introduced as a boy#a *real* boy#d20 spoilers#my art#i am anxiety-drawing#does that even make sense?#i tried returning to other lighter content but i cant concentrate#i am terrified of whats to come 8 hours later#(and i really need sleep)
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"chu wanning had absolutely no reply to that"
#2ha#mo ran#erha#二哈和他的白猫师尊#mo weiyu#i wanna chew his leg off#dumb husky and his white cat shizun#fav scene so far#EVEN THOU I'M ONLY LIKE 1/4 THRU VOLUME 2??#meatbun doesn't eat meat#FINALLY ONE PEACEFUL MOMENT IN THE NOVEL AFTER MY HEART SHATTERED TO THE CORE AND FELL TO MY FEET.#i will beat your ass one day#WATCH OUT WATCH OUT#cwn ):
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Meurgreg askblog post #6; question: Do you like singing? Perform something together!
Askblog tag: #nmoroder meurgreg ask Please see pinned blog post before asking questions!
the text as most of you know is the Pass On ending song. it's sung by Gregor and Meursault plays the instrumental part for him; i think for all his hidden talents he'd be good with music, too. the location is probably a beach somewhere nice and Don probably runs around with a frisbee in the background. just want them to have a moment of peace
#limbus company#meursault limbus company#gregor limbus company#meurgreg#vk askblog#nmoroder meurgreg ask#moroderdraws#so many tags i almost forget to put my own art tag. ohhh#by the way greg's voice actor is incredible. yall know this by now but#gregor's pass on version feels so warm despite the character himself being so... down the drain. disappointed in his fate#and the words 'its alright since i can live on' are sung in a tone that shatters my heart. ouggghhh#yeah sorry im rambling abt music again. this IS a post abt music after all haha
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Thinking always of Caleb limping to Molly's side immediately after he was brought back to life. He doesn't spare a thought for his own wounds or the whole city decaying all around them, he just wants to get to Molly and bring him back. "Get him out of there." Caleb who died so close to where Molly's own body still lies, the two of them inseparable even in death.
And now Caleb is alive, but Molly's still gone, and he refuses to lose him again. "He's gone. Let him go. Let it all go." Molly who is once again lying lifeless in Caleb's arms, who always bleeds his own heart dry to save everyone else. Bloodied, naked--nearly lost to the rot and ruin of a city still desperate to devour him.
Thinking of Caleb cradling his Circus Man in his arms again, promising he'll be home soon. Laying his coat over the cold body, gently brushing aside a lock of hair. Reaching for the little lucky stone in his pocket, and daring to once again long for reunion--
#widomauk#caleb widogast#mollymauk#every moment leading up to the resurrection and everything that follows just shatters my whole heart. caleb really loves him so so much--#anyway i love the trope of giving a loved one your coat#so please consider: caleb wrapping molly in his coat before or after he resurrects him. tealeaf waking up and immediately#having this very grounding reminder of family and love and home that he can hold onto#that is all--
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Nekoma acting out Epic's The Vengeance Saga as they're cleaning up after volleyball practice. Tora being Odysseus and singing, "I will get back to my son, I will get back TO MY WIFE!!!!!!!!", pointing at Kenma and Fukunaga respectively. Kenma hates being part of any of it, Fukunaga is just watching like :3
#this is funny in my head#i am so normal about epic i promise#the first years are backup singers singing into mops#kai was calypso and gave a heart-shattering performance#kuroo was hermes after yaku beat his ass and claimed the spot of poseidon#fukunaga helped out with making quick stage decorations somehow#the performance was so good nekomata just started clapping#kenma hated it all#haikyuu#haikyuu!!#hq#fukutora#nekoma#epic the vengeance saga#epic the musical
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Since I have trust issues with HOTD but a lot of trust with you ,I would life to ask ,how would you imagine the whole Alicole buildup for that scene?
We all are collectively trembling about this omg. Thanks for trusting me 🤗🙈 I would need to write a serious scene to express everything, but let's call this a conversational rambling draft
This is a imagine and a headcannon (for those who are coming to look for the rumors)
Ok so let's go with two (ideal) possibilities:
1. Before b&c
I would say they would need to meet after a tense council reunion, or something along stressful and bordering chaotic - we can also talk about the riot scene, though we don't know when that scene will happen.
They would need to spend some time together, so their "free time" would be night as they now are very busy people, it would also need to happen away from Larys Strong, he have an agenda.
If we go more into discussions over political/realm matters, it probably would involve wine and I don't really think it would evolve a openly/overly romantic dialog. But we could enter in diverse matters, including the elephant in the room- Rhaenyra. They could discuss about their feelings and how their story turned out because of poor choices and their involvement with the targs. We know through the delete dialogs that Criston would often flirt with alicent (courtly love! courtly love! courtly love!), so he could do it and also express being displeased with some lord in the council or otto trying to marry her off again, something along these lines.
However, Alicent could be open to it in a very it doesn't really matter doesn't really really matter (AW you will always be famous) and just advance over him, let's test how devoted he is- and yk there's no husband around, but I don't know about his oath, because it will be brought up, but criston is not just a knight anymore, and this man had to ask for lemon cake out of season because Queen Alicent asked him for while she was pregnant, there's nothing he wouldn't do if she simply asks.
"Would you break your oath again? for me, as your queen?"
"I will not fail you."
Hahaha sorry, I had to.
Despite the back and forth I believe they would be rather passionate about it. They deserve it. I think this would fall into your wishes for a slower moment, they would be taking their time.
The outcome of it, however, could result in a fallout (that I think is not the case bc they have a high amount of trust into each other and one time wouldn't break it only leave some thirst and want or would result in religious guilt because b&c will happen anyway.
2. After b&c
I picture it as a "take my mind out of it" or/and a desperate "need you rn", this one would be more idk heavy? Fast? Blood, sweat and tears (figurative blood***)? I'm my own victim. But I believe this outcome would be way more hot and sexy for the amount of feelings. It def would fall into my wishes for no candlelight and clothes in the floor.
After b&c would definitely be more of a fleeting moment, especially if it's only one time/first time, because it will be desperate, but also very dependent, showing how they depend on each other, Alicent has no one but her children, otto don't count much, and others are allies, Criston raised her kids, both saw each other at their lowest, and b&c will be a blow to everyone of them, and he included, he's a grandpa, I take no criticism. So it would be something both of them need, for everything that happens between them.
I like tragedy so I would love to see it happen after b&c, for the raw emotion of it, also, it would result in a much more open and intrinsic need for each other and the deep dependence be more exposed/more real, more noticeable. Alicent would feel guilty anyway, in a should have been grieving but I'm fucking instead, but I don't think it will affect her so much.
Conclusion: in both cases, I don't think Criston will be forceful, simply because he never was to her, he's just her Husky, hers. I also believe that he would incentive her to ask, "you can ask me anything you want and I'll give it to you.", we have seen him as her extension, and how he's just always there no matter what, so I don't think it would be any different in their sex scene.
Oh no, I'll need to write it, I'm sorry for my wips
This pic got me so much I'll glue it on my wall next to saint alicent of the broken hearts-
#let's pin this in the future to write ideas#after my heart shatters*#alicole#alicent x criston#alicent hightower#ser criston cole#hotd
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will be able to listen to silt verses finale only next week……… man im so fucking scared, im not lying when i say that ive been seriously considering going to church to light a candle for carpenter’s health but she would not like that so not doing that……. tbh right now im kinda feeling like literally everyone is dying i pray to god im wrong but iiiiiiiii don’t knoooowwww
#the silt verses#im so fucking scared#i know hayward is fucking dying#god i will miss you my idiot wife#i just hope he can say goodbye to paige:(#paige is also kinda doomed-ish like she is straight up transforming already#faulkner is fucking cooked#so so cooked#the most doomed person in the world#i know his end will fucking shatter my heart#val is not doing great guys i dont think shes making nesh her mommy issues playground after all#carpenter god carpenter#im not worried about my fucking life as much as about her#also i hope cross makes it out like deadass
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sometimes I think DID is also waking up in the headspace of a main character in a Lovecraft-esque novel and I must shout about the horrors and the madness I have seen and witnessed and been part of, but when anyone looks I'm not yelling about Elder Gods, it's just. women
#I was barely an acquaintance of sleep. What sleep I could grasp was flooded with ideas and flashes of maddening brilliance as my mind chased#after that which was never quite within reach. I saw its face. There was more beauty in that singular look than in any collection of artwork#and nothing quite so damning as my own heart stuttering over itself#tripping me on a stray root. I awoke and my vision was drawn#I drug myself to my altar in the sparse hope that any kind of grounding would be beneficial. What i found instead undid all that I ever was#or ever could be. There were more of them... my eyes drowned in the sheer magnitude of the reality that was shattered by their mere existenc#I looked upon my doom and knew i was beyond saving. I never even had hope. I knew this would be the end of me of any rational thought or#logic that could be summoned up. There was simply nothing to be done. I was lost to my urges my sweet delicious violence upon the sanity i#no longer needed. I knew only the maddening love and lust for more of the thing that destroys me that breaks me apart with no more#difficulty than smashing a bulb with a hammer. I was lost i was forgone and you found me. They always find me. i can never escape them#women
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2024 Singapore GP | x
#hi everyone I'm sorry I vanished for a few days#this weekend has been hard here with irl family things and in my heart in the world of F1#I feel so so so so much for Daniel and I keep riding a roller coaster of anger that RBR let this happen and sorrow if this is it#then I swing back to hope#not just in 2025 (which I still believe in!!)#but that he can find joy and fufillment and love somewhere better#he deserves so much better than the callously cruel weekend from a sport he's given so much of his life to#I'll be a Daniel fan no matter where he goes next#but my trust in RBR is irrevocably shattered as it is for many (not that I had much to begin with!)#but he was thrown to the wolves and I'm just so angry and heartbroken this happened#but then the possible last lap of his potential last race given to Max#thank you Daniel#and I'm hopeful til the end#I hope he gets what he wants but he deserves so much love#and seeing the love from fans and the people in his life who DO care#I'm a newer fan but I have become so fond for Daniel so much and the anticipation is killing me#let him and fans have peace (even if the goal is Checo retiring after the Mexico GP then at least give some closure for the month between)#just a hard weekend#and the FIA absurdity with Max too ugh#and Carlos' crash in quali ahhh just an awful weekend#with that and an overwhelming family weekend I just couldn't bring myself to post anything#but thank you everyone for this space#I need to catch up but I have seen so many folks echo how I feel#it is upsetting and needless and uncerimonious and cruel#I'll be hopeful forever there is a chance#but Daniel deserves to be happy and RBR proved how heartless of a place they can be#I'll savor the silver linings of Max and Daniel's bond and those on the team who lifted him up#I'll be away again for a work event today but I looked around insta a bit last night#I'll post and tag for the GP if anyone wants to not see it!! still hurts but it'll all be okay in time I know it ❤️#autumn posts
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