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i am the gods saddest wettest little meow meow
#seriously#nothing but SAD up in this bitch#both the acronym and the emotion#trying to stay grounded#but i have 3 different types of depression#i have baroque depression the likes of which u could not comprehend#ok maybe you could#but this is like#advanced depression#Stacked Depression#Depression+™️#depression like an onion
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tbh my latest biggest theory for why HoO and onwards is such a dramatic drop in quality and consistency is just. Rick stopped making teaching guides.
Like, the Lightning Thief teacher's guide is SUPER in-depth with even stuff like sources about middle grade child psychology and exact specifications of where he's applying that, explaining what different character's goals/motivations are, their dynamics with each other and their environments, etc etc. Even specifying which specific myths certain plot elements are supposed to reference or be about.
That stuff just doesn't exist for later books. There's activity guides and smaller, significantly more simple teacher guides for later books but they don't go into anywhere NEAR the same level of depth. The TLT one is a full lesson plan that breaks down the book at every level and explains what's going on and more or less why Rick did that. The others are all basically just glossaries of terminology and some simple question guides.
And they didn't even use the TLT teacher's guide for the Disney+ show because they clearly aren't adhering to any of what's discussed in that breakdown of the book.
By creating a teaching guide alongside writing the actual book, that's forcing you to document what you're doing, why, your sources, and information about your characters and the story they're in. It's like an even more in-depth version of a series bible. But that's lacking for later books (and etc) and it shows because that level of thought and depth and attention just isn't there anymore.
#pjo#riordanverse#rick riordan#rr crit#< i suppose#imo one of the most damning parts of the drop of quality in the later books is you can tell exactly what parts of what books#Rick had planned in advance and which are just filler to get from point a to point b#because characters will jump in and out of consistent behaviors - particularly in HoO - and those lapses where they act weird#are almost always super disconnected from the rest of the plot or storyline or whatever arc that character is on#or are just so clearly sped through because they aren't important#Leo is a great character imo to look at to figure out if it's a filler scene or not lmao#if he's clearly masking being somber by putting on a silly act but dropping it quickly or otherwise largely acting serious/somber#then it's probably a more considered scene and actually paying attention to his overall character arc#or just remembering how the characters are supposed to act (in Leo's case - quiet/thoughtful/somber but masking it with humor/etc)#if he's 100% silly goofy depression arc nowhere in sight then its probably mostly a filler scene or at least his part in it is filler#anyways i highly recommend reading the tlt teaching guide its really interesting actually
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sif in a skirt! and like.. a whole other outfit. fun fact! i drew the body and outfit on its own and decided months later on a whim to turn it into a sif. wow!
#in stars and time#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#art#fanart#guys i will overtag rather than undertag#im apologize in advance#i drew this MONTHS ago#but tumblr never saw it i love reposting my own art across different platforms!#im so tired#might be seasonal depression#um#😸#me tagging that cat emoji is the equivalent of me signing a letter
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Just saved a note to myself in my drafts so here's ANOTHER note to myself:
JAMIE YOUR DRAFTS!! YOUR DRAFTS JAMIE!!
#for context i get REALLY bad anxious and depressed during my period#and since i can tell its coming this time#( usually i am already too deep in the trenches to realize until it is too late)#im leaving post it notes for future me#so his dumb ass doesnt start havin his dark thoughts#anyway i will likely be excrutiatinglt mentally ill next week so sorry in advance lmao#this is not a vent btw#and pls do not be concerned i litetally be going tjrouhh this once a month
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An apology Nanami drawing for taking so long to update my fic 💀🙏🏽
#depression + dissertation + election = advanced depression#at least Tiana’s boyfriend is pretty#nanami kento#jujutsu kaisen
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a headcanon I just realized I have is that Light often has a lot of trouble living in the present moment and L often has a lot of trouble NOT living in the present moment. Light is a huge planner and forward thinker and accustomed to grinding through unpleasant current circumstances in order to achieve optimal future results. L is very keen on living for today and whatever is currently tickling his fancy and giving him the most excitement and pleasure and challenge, and prefers not to dwell heavily on the future nor the past. And I think that both of them normally feel uncomfortable and resentful if they are forced to do the opposite of what they are normally accustomed to doing.
#this kinda goes along with my headcanon that L experiences some kind of time blindness#he's not good at keeping track of time because he's always getting lost in the sauce with his various interests#/ he doesn't usually have to worry about being on a regular person schedule anyway#Light on the other hand keeps a strictly regimented day with every second planned in advance and accounted for and gets very irritable#If it's not#doesn't usually know what to do with himself if he's just made to sit there and chill#Can't imagine not thinking ahead to the consequences of most choices whereas L finds that something he'll worry about later maybe#And can't imagine being so organized about things and finds it depressing/boring to plan that far ahead#they might bicker about it but also find things to admire and appreciate about each other's different outlooks on this#light yagami#l lawliet#lawlight#headcanon#p
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correct me if i'm wrong but Jax is not a Tumblr sex man..but Kinger is?
#the amazing digital circus#Twitr has be depressed lately so i might start shitposting more here lmao#i apologize in advance#i feel like the how says that has never lived on tumblr
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Voices
"The reason it is so hard for me to be non-violent is because I hear voices, Phil.
I hear countless voices in my head all the time and the voices are crazy, Phil.
Sometimes they're angry, sometimes they're sad, sometimes they mock me.
But the thing about the voices, Phil,
The one thing I hear from them the most...
The voices demand blood, Phil, they demand blood.
I've been trying to ignore them lately, but they're just so loud. They're just so loud.
I just wanna stab something.
But I'm holding back. I'm holding back! I'm gonna be a good person, Phil"
#did this on new years#I'm not happy with it at all#the hair is crappy#the hands are crappy#the entire techno is crappy ngl#the quality of the picture is crappy as well#but i was feeling very depressed and this painting helped me cope#also I might've slightly projected onto this while drawing it#and now i know the word for blood in like 30 different languages#sorry if there's any mistakes in there#surprisingly i only knew a handful of those languages in advance#also i may or may not have sneaked some mando'a into this#technoblade#technoblade fanart#technoblade never dies
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theres an irony to drawing the transient characters in my physics class since i intend transient to be an infotainment/a physics education series....so in a meta way they are serving their purpose
#ive always thought of transient like cyberchase but with advanced physics and gay people in their 30's with manic depression#my art#ive been chuffed since all this week ive been off my art game#i know its because im stressed and exhausted as HELL but still
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i know at least like 30% of part 4 is about the priest and sarah parallels but oooouuuuhhhhhh priest and sarah parallels….,,..,,,, ⁝ƈ ͡ (ुŏ̥̥̥̥םŏ̥̥̥̥) ु⁝
#icarus speaks#ekuoto.lb#ask to tag#sorry i’m advance but i will be part 4 posting for like. the next full day probably 😭#despite being done with it#it’s such a masterful arc…….#both fun and rewarding and horrifying and depressing and ETC!!!!!#rape tw#<- just in case for the sarah panels
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Oh hey, Tariffs are actually bad!
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If only folks who voted for Orange Palpatine bothered to listen…
#tariffs#fafo#fuck trump#we will not go back#economy#markets#stock market#economics#legal eagle#lawyer#legalexperts#great depression#recession#trade war#china#mexico#canada#the economy#do not obey in advance#slugs for salt#chickens for kfc#tariff#fuck around and find out#cheaper eggs#Youtube
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A gentle reminder that I'm taking a break from answering asks & from writing overall, but I haven't abandoned my Christian Woman fic 🩷 The last 2 chapters are going through an editing process so please be patient, you won't be left high and dry with it :)
#this might be the healthiest relationship I've ever written#lol i apologize in advance!#the happier I am the more toxic the rs#when I'm depressed you get cutesy fluff and dorks in love and König being an absolute sweetheart#it's disgusting!!1#send help
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well, i am sorry in advance, but i wrote a terribly depressing, angsty, NO COMFORT, NO HAPPY ENDING one shot because my friends got into my head too much
read it, if you dare
#i wrote this in a day#like literally 10.7k words#i cranked this shit out i started writing it at like 11pm yesterday#sorry in advance#this is not a happy one#READ THE TAGS OMFG#it's heavily depressing#and sort of comforting too???#but not really.#tbh#like it's 10k words of straight pain#anyway enjoy!!!#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#yuji itadori#itafushi#jjk fan fic#ao3
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daily whistlepaw until ki becomes PoV day 1387
#warrior cats#whistlepaw#stripekit#windclan#medicine cat apprentice#this is still when Stripe is young but adult Stripe will be one very tall kitty unless canon really decides otherwise#also sorry for the latepost (again)#this time I had this drawing prepared in advance because I again had something to do tonight#but wise as I am (and dealing with a kinda depression but short) I forgot to schedule it#whoopsies
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No one:
Me when the plans change:
#i camt fucking do this!! i am autistic !!#please ;-; i can do so much i can function so well in the right environment if you just TELL ME THE PLAN#in advance#i need time to process the new information#genuinely its so upsetting and for what? i thought i was going shopping today and i dont even WANT to go shopping#and yet the change of plans is freaking me out i feel like im gonna cry#and it makes me suddenly so depressed for some reason#idk what to do with myself
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Lrb honestly one of the most important things I've learned in this fandom is to not worry about "being annoying" or "worrying people".
I've been asking literally every person I could think of, to the point I should earn infamy amongst Soulsborne dataminers as that autist you really hope you won't attract the attention of XD And yet, one person DID answer my request for checking every Dark Souls 1 NPC properly and clarifying the three that supposedly don't have faces! Not only Rayan was so kind despite (what seems like) Dark Souls 1 being tedious to hack, but we even discovered curious unused content character and extra lore for Lautrec! But even just faces should have been shot properly a DECADE ago!
And that would not have happened, had I gave up after several times of receiving cicada noises on my questions, even from people who normally talked to me! Just remember to never give up, there is always a person who will help just because they can!
#in my defence I always specified that I was willing to learn to mine myself if it was hard!#just tell me what tools modders use!#learning IT stuff to get a normal job and stop living in powerty: nnnaaahhhh#learning IT stuff to uncover secrets of my special interest: 👀👀👀👀👀#never underestimate how much we are detached from reality when our interest doesn't 'anchor' us hfhyjh#I am more of a ghost than fantomette is#👻#personal#again would be even better to have screenshots of sliders to play AS characters#but like I said meeting Rayan already was such a luck that I'd rather not push it#one step at the time ok?#bruh I hope someone even more advanced in code stuff could explain how grana got so broken#literally how this is possible XD#also sorry if anyone left me dms or asks I am not in the mood to check anything on this account rn#social battery low#also#finding a working VPN to talk to people on Discord again: naaaahhhh#finding it to contact the one person who can help: 👀👀👀👀👀👀#in my defence like I said I don't have battery#I just want to be left alone literally all the time and not interact beyond liking posts#just depression period..#waiting for normal or uplifted one#in next epoch lol
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