#in my defence I always specified that I was willing to learn to mine myself if it was hard! | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

katyspersonal · 27 days ago

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Lrb honestly one of the most important things I've learned in this fandom is to not worry about "being annoying" or "worrying people".

I've been asking literally every person I could think of, to the point I should earn infamy amongst Soulsborne dataminers as that autist you really hope you won't attract the attention of XD And yet, one person DID answer my request for checking every Dark Souls 1 NPC properly and clarifying the three that supposedly don't have faces! Not only Rayan was so kind despite (what seems like) Dark Souls 1 being tedious to hack, but we even discovered curious unused content character and extra lore for Lautrec! But even just faces should have been shot properly a DECADE ago!

And that would not have happened, had I gave up after several times of receiving cicada noises on my questions, even from people who normally talked to me! Just remember to never give up, there is always a person who will help just because they can!

#in my defence I always specified that I was willing to learn to mine myself if it was hard!#just tell me what tools modders use!#learning IT stuff to get a normal job and stop living in powerty: nnnaaahhhh #learning IT stuff to uncover secrets of my special interest: ��👀👀👀👀#never underestimate how much we are detached from reality when our interest doesn't 'anchor' us hfhyjh #I am more of a ghost than fantomette is #👻#personal #again would be even better to have screenshots of sliders to play AS characters #but like I said meeting Rayan already was such a luck that I'd rather not push it #one step at the time ok?#bruh I hope someone even more advanced in code stuff could explain how grana got so broken #literally how this is possible XD #also sorry if anyone left me dms or asks I am not in the mood to check anything on this account rn #social battery low #also #finding a working VPN to talk to people on Discord again: naaaahhhh #finding it to contact the one person who can help: 👀👀👀👀👀👀#in my defence like I said I don't have battery #I just want to be left alone literally all the time and not interact beyond liking posts #just depression period..#waiting for normal or uplifted one #in next epoch lol

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