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katyspersonal · 2 months ago

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Lrb honestly one of the most important things I've learned in this fandom is to not worry about "being annoying" or "worrying people".

I've been asking literally every person I could think of, to the point I should earn infamy amongst Soulsborne dataminers as that autist you really hope you won't attract the attention of XD And yet, one person DID answer my request for checking every Dark Souls 1 NPC properly and clarifying the three that supposedly don't have faces! Not only Rayan was so kind despite (what seems like) Dark Souls 1 being tedious to hack, but we even discovered curious unused content character and extra lore for Lautrec! But even just faces should have been shot properly a DECADE ago!

And that would not have happened, had I gave up after several times of receiving cicada noises on my questions, even from people who normally talked to me! Just remember to never give up, there is always a person who will help just because they can!

#in my defence I always specified that I was willing to learn to mine myself if it was hard!#just tell me what tools modders use!#learning IT stuff to get a normal job and stop living in powerty: nnnaaahhhh #learning IT stuff to uncover secrets of my special interest: 👀👀👀👀👀#never underestimate how much we are detached from reality when our interest doesn't 'anchor' us hfhyjh #I am more of a ghost than fantomette is #👻#personal #again would be even better to have screenshots of sliders to play AS characters #but like I said meeting Rayan already was such a luck that I'd rather not push it #one step at the time ok?#bruh I hope someone even more advanced in code stuff could explain how grana got so broken #literally how this is possible XD #also sorry if anyone left me dms or asks I am not in the mood to check anything on this account rn #social battery low #also #finding a working VPN to talk to people on Discord again: naaaahhhh #finding it to contact the one person who can help: 👀👀👀👀👀👀#in my defence like I said I don't have battery #I just want to be left alone literally all the time and not interact beyond liking posts #just depression period..#waiting for normal or uplifted one #in next epoch lol

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wardingshout · 1 year ago

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Zelda goes mushroom girl

#tloz #a link to the past #zelda #link #my art #I was happy with that first one but for some reason decided it still needed a companion piece so I spent way too long on that second one...#I don't think there was any time during the progress where I was happy with it but hfduhdfu at least I got to Attempt drawing moss hell yea #I also at some point sat in Pyu's art stream and said I enjoy drawing legs As I was being murdered by the infamously impossibe (imo) squat.#it's ok I had fun !! but I need to learn how to let doodles be doodles or I'll never finish stuff at this rate dfsuhfd #if everything in my tloz tag looks like it was drawn by different people uuuh 2023 was art crisis year ngl......#I'm falling back into my old ways rn though #anyway I think about these two a lot I think they're both stone faced and awkward ppl in different ways but they try rly hard to be friends #like I like to think it starts out so incredibly awkward and a bit sad bc they keep stepping over each other's toes accidentally the harder #they try but idk they find comfy middle ground idk in my brain they have a very interesting friendship I wanna get around to drawing it #in a proper way that might make sense....#if I don't write 200 tags I will die maybe it's bc I grew up on dA or smth #and yes I know how to find 1 (one) type of mushroom /I/ am not mushroom girl unfortunately smh

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swampthingking · 10 months ago

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andrew’s definitely gotten in trouble with his pr manager for tweeting things along the lines of:

“no mania inducing medication will compare to the euphoria i will feel the day donald trump drops dead”

#pr manager is like: andrew… this is the last time i’m gonna tell you #andrew: whats the point of democracy if i can’t exercise freedom of speech #pr manager: andrew it’s no longer about your image #at this point we are concerned the fbi is going to show up #andrew: neil has connections. i’m fine #they thought marketing andrew on social media would be good #they were sooooo wrong #because now andrew has a place to share every insane thing he’s ever thought #for instance—a tweet that just says ‘an alien googling: human clothes’#he’s on there advocating for lgbtq+ youth you KNOW HE IS #he’s cursing and mildly threatening members of congress for imposing these disgusting bills #one day he tweeted ‘does mitch mcconnell know he’s dead yet’#when mitch mcconnell stepped down from senate andrew tweeted ‘hopefully next he steps down from life’#unsurprisingly: this endears him to some people and makes others fucking hate him #and he’s such a shit. he does not care either way #he’s kind of just like: pr manager. you gave me a twitter and told me to tweet. i’m just doing what you asked me #they’ve threatened to change his password so many times #they actually did once but andrew reported the account so many times for defamation and fraud that it got suspended #and he made a new account out of pure spite #his pr manager is like: andrew nobody is going to want to sign you because of your public image #and andrew is like: ?? ok. they can lose every game then #(he knows he’s the best goalie)#ok i think that’s enough for now. however i will probably be back #andrew minyard #aftg #tfc #trk #tkm #the foxhole court #all for the game

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cementcornfield · 1 year ago

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https://www.tumblr.com/glitter-vamp/738356449551548416/httpswwwtiktokcomtzt8cxmnsb-not-jamarr

Looks like Joe is about to fight someone and Ja’Marr is probably like bro you have cast on

oh my god anon that's exactly what it looks like. i love it.

#ok who remembers when this was during the game??#could be the end or heading into the half??#both times ja'marr was absolutely still jawing with chiefs players #so i could totally believe joe stepping in #and tee right there too!#ugh this trio needs to stay together AT LEAST one more year please give us one more year of these three #this year didn't count!!!#anyway i've decided this video is a depiction of joe both telling some chiefs player to fuck off #and also getting ja'marr to back off for his own good #and sweet peacekeeper tee contributing as well #do i have any evidence that's what this really is? nah. but that's what it is.#to me.#joe burrow #ja'marr chase #tee higgins

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brown-little-robin · 21 days ago

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I think I'm in the "conscious incompetence" stage of being a social animal in the real world and it sucks so majorly. bro what do you do after you realize you're bad at socializing and then in-person interaction gets harder because you know you're failing at it now.

#Robin processes emotions on main #I WANT to get good at socializing #I used to be better and I'm now worse >:[#in some ways. in some ways I've improved (e.g. am kinder). but I used to have more confidence and an easier time staying present #now I'm always shutting down and running away #literally I leave the room and go calm down in my room #I want to learn to regulate that impulse and become a chill person to hang out with. but How #I've been struggling lately with punishing myself for running away (not physically but with like. spirals of self-recrimination)#I think one good step would be to get mindful about praising myself for small steps again. I'll change faster if im kinder to myself #also I think seeking reassurance from the people I'm around more often even if it seems silly would be good #ALSO. a major problem I'm facing is that I am living with my parents. and my little sisters. and I don't... I... it's rough.#I used to parent my 15 (then 9) y/o little sister when my parents were gone and I still struggle with feeling Responsible For Her #so every time she's a little cringe I end up feeling like it's my fault and I'm gonna be punished for it and I don't know how to deal with #—how to deal with it #BIG SIGH #I'm TRYING to become a good adult who can help others rather than just living in desperate self-defensive survival mode forever #but it's so hard bro #and another issue is that I'm growing further and further apart from my parents' fundamentalist brand of Christianity #and feeling more and more incapable of making friends and bringing them to visit me. because I have to be perfect around my parents #how can I make friends if I can't offer them hospitality??#how can I be a fully realized adult if I have to hide in plain sight??#I need to move out so bad. even if I'm lonely at first I HAVE to move out #in related news my seasonal job is Over and I'm looking for full-time work! please pray for me if you're the praying type or just #send me encouraging words #that would help #<33333 I will be ok it's just a bad situation rn

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dandelion-roots · 11 days ago

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[ID: a digital drawing of sandra lynn and sklonda from fantasy high. sklonda is sitting on sandra lynn's chest in her underwear and caressing sandra lynn's face. sandra lynn is naked and holding sklonda's thighs. neither woman's face is visible as they're looking at each other. the background is pink and says, how did you get infected? End ID]

#sklonda gukgak #sandra lynn faeth #fantasy high #sklonda x sandra lynn #sklondalynn #*slamming fists on the desk* MIDDLE AGED YURI MIDDLE AGED YURI MIDDLE AGED-#no otps in fantasy high we die like polyamory lovers #anywayyy been rolling the adults again in my head and my word 2010 docs #one of those fics is such a mess and i love it so much i cant wait to give it love and care in the editing stage #i can simultaneously write sklonpok and sklondalynn and anything else i want. bcs love is real <3 (and fiction contains multitudes)#what was i talking abt. right #MIDDLE AGED YURI #i said it before ill say it again fantasy high is THE sapphic campaign in my eyes #and tho i didnt ship it at the time when i saw theories that sandra lynn got kalina's curse from sklonda i nodded my head and went yeah #makes perfect sense for the sapphic campaign. simplest route most sensible route ofc they had sex #i love being at that age where i watch things featuring kids and go awe cute. ok but now fr what is going on w their parents i NEED TO KNOW #im so invested in there npcs i need an excel sheet of their drama and hopes and dreams. i also need them to suffer #another aside bcs tags are for silly thoughts of the moment right. super proud of how the pose came out #im terrified of foreshortening and half the time ditch it when i try it but this time i kept at it and eventually got a result i liked!!!#tackling new horizons one step at a time #*huffing and puffing* middle aged... yuri... middle... middle aged yuri...

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chimneyz · 2 months ago

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you cannot tell me that buck and tommy aren't cuddling right now with hot cocoa in hand watching movies right now. that is what they are doing, they are thriving they are happy and having the time of their lives.

#its ok they are working out their issues one step at a time #bucktommy #tommy kinard #evan buckley #911 #911 abc #eds screams

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endsofthearth · 5 months ago

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so I found out ab Duo Nina gushing over legally distinct Persona 5 yaoi in her voicelines and I immediately had to pull her............

#nina fire emblem #eponine fire emblem #feh #fire emblem #fire emblem heroes #kagero is here too ig #I'm not even gonna tag this as shuake LOL #I knew the whole banner was a massive Persona 5 reference but #straight up talking ab a younger dark haired guy and an older ginger guy???#talking ab forbidden romance between a guard and thief????#the one guy in her yaoi book even looks like akechi #other guy doesnt look like renren tho #talking ab them revealing secrets over time (ok that ones a stretch)#anyways I never pulled this unit despite Nina being my daughter bc the combo was too weird #but now I'm like. this is the best unit in the game #top tier taste princess lets go to comiket together #this is only a step above a sketch sorry

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jevilowo · 6 months ago

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Im not really a fan of Speeding Bullet. But Running Blind is still my favourite tf2 fic. And I think it is objectively the best Scout ship. And I reblog most fanart I see of it. Truly a conundrum.

#tf2 #the second best is flashfire hopscotch or micenmen #and shout out to batting helmet i personally think its funny #texas two step is. ok #not too fond of the obvious age gap with little prick but at the end of the day theyre both consenting adults so #and the forbidden ship is. well. forbidden #scout x scout is kind of hot the way underfell sans kissing regular sans is hot #so ???#these are just opinions dont bash pls #i bounce headcanons and ships around my mind like a dvd screensaver #so if you interpet ships/dynamics different then thats cool 👍#unless its the forbidden ship in which case screw off and ask yourself why this appeals to you #team fortress 2 #tf2 ships #tf2 scout #tf2 sniper #running blind #speeding bullet #also my second favourite fic is probably the speedingbullet time loop one thats ongoing #gah

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badninken · 1 day ago

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the ppl want to read the fic 🙏🏻

Waaah! 💛 That's awesome because I really want to write it. Chapter one is currently being edited and I think I might be happy enough with it tomorrow. In the meantime, here is a little, little bit from the beginning:

Law makes himself look ahead again, focusing on the snow-covered trees lining the steep cliffs. One of those trees will be the right one. The one with the climbing rope. He remembers the shape of it—he thinks. Hopes.

Three thundering cannon blasts steal his attention and he almost trips and falls over his own feet, even though the din of battle has been going on ever since he climbed out of hiding. The fight has been taken far out towards open sea but it burns so bright against the night that it’s impossible to miss. Two Navy warships flanking the familiar silhouette of the ship he thought of as home, not long ago at all. There’s rapid gunfire coming from off the deck, all sound delayed but sharply ringing between the islands, seeming as if it’s coming from everywhere at once.

The ships are all heading away though, moving fast. That’s good. Very good.

Law finds the right tree almost by accident—by running straight into it while looking over his shoulder again, but he’s not in a state to dwell on things like dumb luck, divine intervention or what the odds are. He sweeps a boot through the snow, finding the rope laid out and dangling over the edge of the cliff, right where Cora-san left it.

“We’re going to have to make a quick escape after we get it, so you need to be ready, Law,” he had said while concealing their tracks and Law had just hummed into his feathers, barely listening. The plan was mostly a blur to him then, filtered through fever and cold wind, but Cora-san sounded so sure. It was going to be okay and they were going to make it out. Together.

Law looks at the rope now, following the length of it with his eyes to where it ends, swaying above their rescue boat—familiar and small, far below. The water in the hidden cove is black, crested by white teeth where it crashes against the cliffs. Never has anything looked more likely to swallow him whole.

#fictional writing is so damn scary to share compared to meta and art. feels like stepping up on a chair to sing in public but here we go #I read the law light novel and liked some parts of it but then I just. wanted to write my own instead #law is. going through it. again.#like this kid. man. it's not ok #it's really not #but after this he'll be so so cared for and it will all be amazing fun adventure times + lots of mental and physical rehabilitation #JOY #little heart pirates #one piece

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oneroomjestershow · 28 days ago

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