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send me your horny bucktommy headcanons i want to know your horny bucktommy headcanons 😌

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Love (Re)Actually

okay my attempt in writing fluff, that is also a Christmas rom-com fix-it hehe.. hope i'm making you proud @merrylou-mas

Bucktommy Ι Gen Ι Ch 1/2 Ι WC 3,861

Tommy glanced back at Buck, catching his gaze. “Nice to see you, Buck,” he said, his voice warm but measured. “You look good.” Buck blinked, caught off guard. “Uh… thanks. You, too.” Tommy smiled faintly before turning back to Maddie. “Thanks for letting me crash Christmas. It beats hanging out at home and pretending to like my own cooking,” Tommy said with a grin.

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Snow

Nataylor ❅ G ❅ 4,288 words ❅ cw: N/A

Dear Miss Kelly, Our town needs youre help. I saw you on the news and I think youre smart and nice and so you can help us. You need to come here becuase someone killed mr. brown and now everybody is really sad and chrismas is ruined. But you can find the person that killed him and then maybe things will be ok and people won’t be sad anymore. yours truly, Lydia Dollenmeyer

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head not empty, only one thought

tommy kinard

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okay but listen. hear me out. consider it.

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We ask your questions anonymously so you don’t have to! Submissions are open on the 1st and 15th of the month.

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Idk, I think Tommy likes The Beatles and he immediately bought some records for Buck when he noticed he had a record player. He’d put them on and pull Buck into dancing with him while they waited for dinner to be done, after a date, or simply just because Buck looked adorable coming down the stairs all sleep-rumpled, wearing only boxers and Tommy’s hoodie. Buck would laugh delightedly every time Tommy spun him or dipped him and they’d kiss in between.

Tommy had thought they’d do the same on Christmas, could practically see the tree lights reflected in Buck’s twinkling eyes, as they danced around his living room. But there’s no lights, no Buck, no lights, just the click of the needle, as the record comes to a stop.

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HEN: And I can't imagine my life without you. CHIMNEY: And you're never gonna have to.

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eddiejosh arguing about who’s turn it is to give the other back scratches. eddie wins because he looks at josh with his big brown beautiful bambi eyes and well. josh is only human

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WE ARE GOING WITH A HAPPY ENDING!!!

writing a little bucktommy ficlet to be posted right before christmas but i am unsure on what to do for the ending

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tommy thinking because he is the first he cannot be the last... tommy gets into his first serious relationship with a guy and the other guy is also very new at this and that's what makes them bond, tommy fully believes this guy is his last, his forever love and they go through their first year of their relationship and they move in together. a month later the other guy leaves tommy saying that this was never going to work that tommy was not what he was expecting or needed, and that he wanted to see what else was out there. this leaving tommy broken beyond belief, taking years to pick back up the broken peices. but there are still cracks. he promised he wouldn't let anyone get to close again but then buck came along. still in the back of his mind he had this voice that told him he wasn't enough. and when buck was saying how much he admired tommy, all he could think was evan doesn't know me. the back of his mind told him, screamed at him that buck would learn of the "true tommy" and not think that he was enough and move on. tommy wouldn't be able to pick those pieces back up, not again. so he left.

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I will testify that even if I strongly dislike, utterly hate, and cannot stand a character, I will never go on someones post talking about liking that character and say so. Basic decency and all that

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We got her out in time. 9-1-1, S08E01

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Tommy wrote letters.

The first was when he was five, after his mother left. He told her he missed her and begged her to come back.

At eleven, when his best friend moved to another city, he wrote letters full of stories and questions. His father found them and called it a waste of time, telling him to just get over it, and stop being soft.

In the army, he thought maybe his father would want to know how he was doing. He wrote to him, trying to bridge a chasm that felt too wide to cross.

He wrote to Abby, searching for the right words to apologize, though none ever felt good enough.

He wrote to his father again and again, letters heavy with anger and unspoken hate, the words he could never say aloud.

The letters never left his possession. They filled a drawer in his dresser, staying there like shadows, tucked away but ever-present.

One day, Buck found the drawer. When he asked about them, Tommy only said, “Later. I’ll tell you later.”

What Tommy didn’t realize was that, in the later, the letters would bear a new title: “To Evan.”

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“i’m not your last. i’m your first,” / “well, hey, they-they can be the same thing,” / “but they usually aren't.”

it haunts me how this exchange sets up the perfect opportunity for tommy—the guy who’s always wanted a family but never found it; the guy who likely believes he’s not capable of being loved unconditionally—to be proved wrong by buck—the guy who’s always let his past relationships happen to him, rather than being an active part of them.

for tommy to be shown that he can be someone’s “last,” and for buck to actively fight for his relationship and what he so desperately wants for his future. it sets up the perfect opportunity for both of them—tommy, the guy who’s always thought he could never be enough and buck, the guy who’s long believed that he’d always be too much, to find a partner that understands all parts of them—the good and the flawed—and loves them anyway. loves them unconditionally.

and just. it sets up the perfect opportunity for further exploration because from a narrative standpoint, more than a definite end, it genuinely feels like a hurdle meant to help them grow as individuals and ultimately bring them back together stronger than ever.

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buck going to his sister's for christmas, a christmas party is being thrown and he is surrounded by people. he smiles and makes conversation but deep down he feels lonely, alone in a room filled with people. the temperature is only in the mid sixties in la, but he still feels cold missing those muscular arms that used to hold him close. he smiles and continues on with the day but there is a lack of light in those blue eyes. he wonders if tommy is also feeling alone on this holiday.

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Buck and Chim give Bobby some advice on taking pics for Athena! It goes very well!