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Meine Klemmbaustein- Sammlung:
Lego Set 42126 Ford Raptor
Den Mercedes Benz Unimog U1400 den ich nach der MOC-Bauanleitung von "TimTimGo" gebaut hatte, habe ich wieder in seine Einzelteile zerlegt damit ich den eigentlichen Ford Raptor bauen kann.
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TimTimGo MOC
Mercedes Benz Unimog U1400
#lego#lego from 2021#lego technic#lego 42126#building set#ford#ford raptor#rebrickable#lego moc#42126 alternate build#tim tim go moc#mb trucks#unimog#unimog u1400#brick collector#afob#adult fan of bricks#klemm bausteine#brick models#awcustomprojects
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i think what we're missing in the batman fandom is shitty 2000 jokes
#since batman was alive when the sahara was still the sea#and had a lot of adult fans#we never got the cringey 2000 jokes#the peeta and bread jokes#the jason and brick jokes#the persassy#we never got batfamily dialogues in different colours in little posts#we need more of this shitty energy#like them in a colour coded one direction meme#with shitty quotes#batman âMISTERYâ in a ugly cursive font#nightwing would be HEART#jason STRENGHT#tim is SMART#damian is CUTE#and then the girls of course#we could've done the whole superwholock and demigod/tribute/wizard debacle much better#just silly things saying âyour vigilante uniformâ with like the shittiest clothes possible for vigilanting#and six inch heels#batman#bruce wayne#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#damian wayne#stephanie brown#cassandra cain#robin dc#nightwing#batfamily
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if you want your legos spread out around you rather than in bins: you can turn the lids of large plastic containers upside-down to use them as big lego trays. they're still basically on the floor, but you can also move them around / out of the way (albeit a little less efficiently than with bins)
#anyone who gets snitty at me about âlegosâ rather than âlegoâ as a plural for lego bricks will be blocked. and I'm not joking#(^many adult lego fans are like that. wish I were making that up. it's a huge circlejerk for a lot of them)#(âur dumb the plural is lego!!â well ACKSHUALLY the ONLY correct use of LEGOÂŽ as stipulated by The LEGOÂŽ Group#is as an adjective. a modifier. LEGOÂŽ elements. LEGOÂŽ bricks. LEGOÂŽ construction blocks. never as a noun whether plural or singular#this is all stated explicitly in their âFair Playâ policy. which I don't even give a shit about unless you smugly to try to âcorrectâ me!!!#seriously like the majority of adult fans of lego will be incredibly snide to you about it. god I hate adult lego fans. anyhow)
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Lego builders exhibit 'masterpiece' creations in Denmark | ABS-CBN News
18 October 2024
Fifteen of the world's most talented Lego builders have been invited to the home of the Lego brick to show off their own unique creations at an annual Masterpiece Gallery exhibition at the Lego House in Billund, Denmark.
Every year since the Lego House opened in 2017, 15 so-called AFOLs - Adult Fans of Lego â have been invited to Billund in western Denmark.
According to Lego, close to 25% of all visitors to Lego House each year are adult Lego lovers visiting without children.
This year, enthusiasts from nine different countries around the world got the chance to exhibit their imaginative creations such as a golden dragon, a knight on horseback and a 1950s-style diner, among others.
The creations were chosen because they pushed the boundaries of what to build from Lego bricks.
The exhibitors had to transport their sometimes fragile models to Billund and help install them so that they would be displayed exactly as intended.
â Report from Reuters
#Youtube#Lego#Lego House#Masterpiece Gallery#Billund#Denmark#Adult Fans of Lego#AFOL#Lego bricks#exhibition#masterpiece#Brickhouse#toys#art toys#pop culture#pop art#collectibles#childhood
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God it's hard to get into some other fandoms. TT0TT
Like Far Cry 5 fandom, it's only been the Youtube people (and maybe some reddit/forum posts too) but some dumbasses side with the cult and orz I just wanna smack them TT0TT Or get them therapy, I'm not sure which.
And then there's the Addams' Family fandom, but I like legit about to start a war on Tumblr. Y'all there's like a minimum of MAYBE 10ish continuities/canons and y'all just conflating a bunch of them and acting like you know what you're talking about. TT0TT I can't believe I took some of y'alls word for it for years only to find out "uhhhh no, only in that canon, these other 4 that's not it"
"Oh this isn't what the Addams' Family is about! Because as you can see here nuk nuk nuk nuk nuk" *conks your head together with a coconut sound following* That's like ONE version TT0TT Not ALL versions. I'm gonna go insane is2g. I just another Tumblr post speaking in absolutes on a character iteration and I was like
Announcer: Aaaaaand we're back. Back to your regularly sched Persona/Atlus/Megaten posts. Haha hopefully that doesn't happen again.
#i'm floating around the bleach and naruto/boruto fandom atm#more involved in the naruto/boruto side cause I'm rewatching still#silly talks#but FC5 and AF are the two I really got into this year (not that I post about them......that you know of 030) but man#i can't have NOTHIN atm TT0TT#i need to make a comprehensive post about each iteration of the addams' cause oooohhhh my god#i literally became an addams' family expert in like a fucking month#(btw none of these are the guilty pleasure thing that must not be named that's something else)#ah shit time to binge the addams' family again#'wednesday's not-' YALL WOULD SHIT A BRICK THERE IS LITERALLY A PINK CANON WEDNESDAY I WILL BITE YOU STOP! TT0TT#everyday I get closer to losing my shit on the AF fandom ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh#(I thank christ every day when I see someone that at least KNOWS there's different variations of the chars/family)#sorry for the random out there post#i saw that tumblr post before going to bed and still woke up feral TT0TT#i did not count 'adult wednesday addams'' in the canon list but I like to think of it as a sequel fan-continuity to one of the movies#spoiler: a post like this might happen again......except when it does it'll be a complete white paper (black paper? :'D) on AF#or on frozen I need to finish that TT0TT
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How To Make A Retro 1970s Kitchen With LEGO Bricks Tutorial
#jaystepher#safe for work#afol#adult fan of lego#jaystepher lego#lego jaystepher#lego#legos#built with lego bricks#lego tutorial#lego kitchen tutorial#how to make a lego kitchen#tutorial#howto#how to make#how to make a lego#how to build lego#how to build a lego#lego kichen sink#lego oven and range#sclaed for LEGO minifigures#lego coffee maker#lego building exercise#lego bricks#lego parts#lego fridge#lego refrigerator#building lego stuff#instructions#Youtube
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Camp Maple | Sanemi Shinazugawa x fem!reader
Warnings: NSFW, MDNI, kissing, friends to grudge to friends to sassy to lovers? childhood trauma, masturbation (fem and male), tad bit of angst, unprotected sex, cream pie, more to come? Honestly the ending could do with a rewrite but I'm too lazy for that right now.
word count: 17.5k
a/n: writers block sucks so I'm sorry if the end is trash. I wanted to get this out before school started up again. Unedited.
Itâs fucking summer again. That meant working for your motherâs sleepaway camp. Maple Woods was a fun enough place to work when your mother wasnât visiting, but if you had to work with that asshole again you highly doubt this would be the best summer ever that your mother promised you. At least last year he wasnât scheduled to be a leader with you.
The main office is where you would grab your schedule and overall camp theme for this summer. Itâs also where you could check what group you were head of. Luckily, the office building was right off the parking lot. The mess hall was a few yards down a worn rock pathway from the old brick building you were heading into.Â
The yellow screen door swings open with a screech, and youâre met with the steady whir of box fans pointed at the one lady you enjoyed seeing every year. Her straight blonde hair flutters in the heavy breeze as she looks up from her monitor. Once her caramel brown eyes settle on you, a sugary sweet smile overtakes her features. âYN!â She exclaims, standing from behind the counter. âIâm so glad you decided to come back, sweetie.â She extends her arms, walking out toward you. This is your aunt, Yena. She practically helped raise you when your mother would drop you off. Your childhood home was a 10 minute drive away, and where you lived now was around 15 minutes, depending on how long you procrastinated in traffic in an attempt to prolong accidentally running into your mother. Yena made sure your group of friends had snacks and unlimited access to her office. She was there when you had your first period. In other words, Yena was like a mother to you, at least more than your actual biological one.Â
You embrace each other, and the overwhelming smell of cinnamon hits your nose like a tidal wave. It was like home in a hug. âLike I had a choice.â You mumble but laugh with her after a beat. This felt nice, but you needed to settle in before the rest of the counselors flooded in and started the pre-camp party. âAh, do you happen to know which cabin group Iâll be in charge of?â You inquire, holding her back from you.Â
Her brows crease with thought, and then she looks excited, holding up a finger to tap your nose. âAh my little honeysuckle, you are co-leading the caterpillars.â She hums in delight. You tilt your head. Co-leading?Â
âCo-leading? With whom?â Your chest feels heavy. Last year, your co-leader was a slacker, leaving you with all the work and little time for yourself. Your group of kids were absolute sweethearts, so you didnât mind too much. Still, the experience had put a bad taste in your mouth. Yenaâs back to concentrating on your question, but this time, she shakes her head with a slight frown.Â
âIâm sorry dear, I donât remember. Though, I do remember thinking that you two are sure to make a good pair!â She clasps your hands excitedly at the latter part of her sentence. You force yourself to smile through the anxiety.Â
âHeh, yeah.â In translation, you were screaming internally. âIâll go figure it out.â The only thing you could do was head to your cabin and hope to bump into your co-lead. Maple Woods usually had 2 young adults co-lead a group of kids to keep things safe. The co-leads shared the head cabin, no matter what. It was the first cabin in a ring of 4 other ones. The campers were divided by age â thatâs where the different sections came from â then put into co-ed cabins. One cabin could fit about 8 comfortably, depending on how many kids signed up. The caterpillars are the 2nd and 3rd grader sections. The co-leader cabin was bigger, but thatâs only because of the shared bathroom and small kitchen area.Â
The air smells fresh, and you get lost in memories for a moment. There was the main hall where the welcoming ceremony would be held, and a cement path through a small patch of trees off to the side led to the different sections of cabins. On the other side of the path, surrounded by a small patch of trees, was the mess hall where meals and activities would be held. The older kids had cabins further into the woods while your section of cabins was situated right by the lake. Down the middle, past the mess hall and cabins, was the maple woods lake. The sunlight is glittering off the ripples already. Peace. Thatâs what the lake reminded you of. Up a trail on the north side, there was even a secluded waterfall, but the kids didnât get to know about that part.Â
You walk down the cracked cement walkway, puttering around with a rock as you go. The green doors are easy enough to spot against the orangey light wood of the cabins. You were lucky. You got the cabins right by the lakefront. You hike up the stairs, noting a suitcase outside the left door. Okay, so someone was here. That was a good sign. Walking through the right door it hits you that you didnât grab any of your bags from the car. You stop in the middle of the room, groaning loudly. âShit.â You curse, turning on your heel. It takes about 10 minutes for you to clamber back into the room this time with your bags haphazardly strapped across your body. They slip off your body with no regard for your hair or your skin.Â
The room is simple, a bed in the corner, a closet, a desk, and a nightstand with a cute lamp on it. To the left are two doors, one leads to the kitchenette area â the other leads to the Jack and Jill bathroom, in which you can hear rushing water. Your co-leader must be taking a preemptive shower. You give an approving nod, wishing you could take a shower yourself. Instead, you decide to wander through the far door and into the kitchenette area. Thereâs a round table with a chair on either side of it pushed under a window. A small amount of counter space â treated pine countertops â decked out with a stove, sink, and a few cabinets. A fridge acted as the counter stopper, which was right next to your room â hmm, useful. Across from the kitchen area was a single sofa with a TV mounted on the wall. You always loved the counselorsâ cabins because they were full of useful amenities.Â
You pull out a chair, sitting down at the table to peer out the window at Lake Maple. You hear a door open and turn your attention toward the sound with a cheerful smile. You had the full intention of greeting your co-leader. Instead, youâre met with the bare chest of a silver-haired and lilac-eyed asshole. A simple cotton towel is wrapped around his waist, water droplets still lazily pathing their way down his sinewy chest and past the line of the before-mentioned towel. Your brows knit together, and he does the same. âSanemi,â you grumble, forcing a smile upon your lips. âPlease tell me youâre a figment of my imagination.â This cannot be happening. Sanemi Shinazugawa can not be your co-leader.Â
When you met him for the first time both of you had bonded over having a shit parent. His father was abusive, scarring his son emotionally and physically. Despite the jagged pink scar that travels over the bridge of his nose and three crossing over each other on his forehead, Sanemi was excessively attractive. He wore his scars as a badge of what heâd overcome, but you knew there was underlying disgust that was hidden away.
He rolls his eyes, frustratedly peering to the corner of the room. âBelieve me darlinâ Iâm just as annoyed by this as you are.â Heat floods your cheeks at his casual way of speaking. You cross your arms over your chest, standing up from your chair with dramatic grandeur.Â
His eyes follow your actions, concentrating on the way you nearly stumble to the side. He quirks a smile and this only fuels your annoyance, which was amusing in its own right. âThere has to be a way we can switch out,â You throw your hands up, exasperated. Sanemi shakes his head, placing his hands on his hips.Â
He then jerks his head toward the general direction of the main office. âAlready checked with Yena, they donât trust anyone else but youân me to run the caterpillar crew.â He explains, disdain practically dripping from his voice. You groan toward the ceiling.Â
Of course, your mother would pull some shit like this. Making you work with the one person that could make you falter at your job. Was this a test? It was sure as hell annoying especially with Sanemi standing half-naked in front of you. âFor fuckâs sake can you please go put on a shirt or something?â You pinch the bridge of your nose squeezing your eyes shut.Â
Your words only earn a dark chuckle from the man across from you. âWhy? I thought I could wear this to the bonfire.â He shoots back smugly.Â
A long sigh blows past your lips as you decide not to honor him with a response. Instead, you head back into your room and slam the door. You fuss around with your hair, unpacking while you search for an outfit. Sanemi was so aggravating. With that smug look on his face and- you throw your hands down in frustration, frowning into the handheld mirror you propped against the wall. Sun earrings dangle from your ears, a simple gold chain around your throat, and mascara lifts your lashes. You put on high-waisted jean shorts and a pink bleach-washed tye-dye tank. Tennis shoes and white socks wrap it together.Â
Your heart hammers an overwhelming rhythm as you blow out a breath. Sanemi Shinazugawa was sleeping in the same cabin as you, sharing food, time, and a bathroom. You had to get over this stupid grudge against him. It wasnât healthy to latch onto something so silly for such a long time, but back then it hurt like hell. For the children, you had to put your past behind you. Maybe if you got drunk enough tonight you could talk to him about it, but those odds were very unlikely. Â
There were a few people you wanted to chat with at the bonfire, have a few drinks, and then youâd be nicely tucked into bed ready for campers to start arriving tomorrow. Simple as that. A grin makes its way onto your face as you slip out of your cabin, but it quickly drops when you notice Sanemi leaning against the deck railing. You try not to sigh too loud, but he must hear it because he quirks a brow in your direction. âWhy are you creepily waiting outside my door?â You inquire, gesturing to him. He huffs out a breath, stepping out of his leaning position.Â
Heâs wearing a black hoodie with shorts. Youâre mildly upset by how good he looks in darker clothes. It contrasts his hair in such a way that captivates you. You shake those thoughts out of your head as he trots down the stairs, hands stuffed in his pockets. âI canât very well leave you to walk to the spot by yourself.â He nods in the direction of the dark path that winds through the woods and up the rocky ledges.Â
You raise your brows, joining him on the ground. âYou think I canât handle a little spooky path on my own?â You scoff. Sanemi rolls his eyes and the action pricks your skin.Â
He starts walking toward the pathâs entrance and when you donât follow he gives you a pointed look. âShall I remind you of when we were seven?âÂ
âSanemi hold my hand! Iâm scared!â You whine, grasping his hands when he doesnât make a move. âPromise me you wonât leave my side!âÂ
You whinge, shuddering at the memory, but jog to catch up with him anyway. He turns his head to watch the path become progressively darker, a few lamps hung on trees here and there. A grin finds its way onto his lips at the way you walk closer to him every time you hear a noise. âFor a girl who grew up out here, you sure are jumpy. If you get too scared you can always hold my hand again.â He blurts, not meaning to tease you, but when your reaction is flushed cheeks and a high-pitched squeak, he canât help himself.Â
Eventually, the flickering light of a campfire and the sound of laughter distracts you from the man walking next to you. You rush ahead, excitedly finding your way to Shinobu and Mitsuri, two of your closest friends. The only people invited to this bonfire were the kids who grew up coming to this camp and eventually became counselors or otherwise affiliated.Â
Gyomei Himejima; the stern, yet emotional one that usually dealt with the older kids. He claims the young ones are too selfish and heâs unable to keep them in check. Heâs the oldest one here but still has such a soft spirit despite not having any family to go home to. Gyomei honestly loves the summer gig, but always chats about his pet cat that he canât wait to get back to. You guess that was his family to get back to.Â
Tengen Uzui; Mister Casanova with the other counselors, but heâs rumored to be otherwise attached. Which was fine by you, Tengen was all talk, no action. Besides you didnât want any action from him â his fan club would hunt you down and no matter how many defense classes you took, you would not be able to stop them.
Giyu Tomioka; the quiet one. He was great at his job but not the best at talking with the other counselors. He usually sat and listened to all of you talk on, interjecting a few times with his opinion. He was a genuine and good guy, you enjoyed talking to him one-on-one.
Kyojuro Rengoku; no one else could handle the little rascals than him. He worked with the younger children since he was as kind-hearted as they come. It takes a special type of person to do his job and no one could do it better than him, except maybe Mitsuri.
Mitsuri Kanroji; also works with the nursery and younger kids. She was a nurturer at heart, caring for the young ones was her specialty. You kept in contact with her and Shinobu the most outside of camp.Â
Shinobu Kocho; was the head of the infirmary, in case a child got a pretty bad scrape or needed medication. She may appear stern, but she was actually a big softy when it came to caring for the injured.
Obanai Iguro; head of the kitchen and helps lead exploration hikes. Obanai didnât talk much either, he had that mysterious bad-boy thing going for him â which unfortunately Mitsuri fawns over. He was also Sanemiâs best friend.Â
The bonfire was an annual party held the day before camp starts. There was a rocky clearing at the top of the waterfall that fed into the lake. This spot had a perfect view of Camp Maple, overlooking the soft glowing lights and some people rushing around for last-minute chores. Memories intertwined themselves with the breeze rushing through the trees surrounding the group. It was like a second home up here or maybe more of an escape. Either way, the light feeling growing in your chest was a welcomed change from knowing youâd have to work with Sanemi. It wasnât the worst thing in the world to happen to you. It still felt like a firecracker ready to explode in your face at any moment. There was bound to be trouble with this arrangement.
You glance at him, his eyes reflecting the warm glow of the fire. Heâs grinning as he chats with Obanai, bringing a can of beer to his lips. You watch as his throat bobs, a dribble of liquid pooling at the corner of his mouth and eventually trickling down his neck. Before you can look away his eyes catch yours, a smirk lifting his lips as he pulls the can away. He raises his brows and your back straightens, your gaze quickly darting away.Â
âHey YN, have another drink.â Shinobu nudges you, passing you a bottle of liquor. You grin as you take it from her.Â
The cool glass feels great against your mouth as you take a swig. The liquor burns a little as it slides down your throat, but it has a nice fruity taste to it. âThanks,â You raise your glass to clink against hers.Â
Mitsuri is on your other side, nervously wondering if she should talk to Obanai. âYN, would it beâŚweird for me to interject in their conversation?â She whispers in your ear, motioning discreetly to Obanai and Sanemi. You let out a soft sigh before chugging the rest of your drink. Your body fizzes with the warm gooey feeling of alochol. Mitsuri watches you with wide eyes, they sparkle in amazement. âWoah, that was really cool!â She exclaims. You huff out a laugh, extending your hand for Shinobu to hand you another. She does as you request and you pop open the cap with your teeth, letting the contents of the bottle slip into your mouth. Mitsuri claps excitedly, gaining the attention of the guys next to her.Â
Sanemi stares at you, his brows knitting together slowly as he watches you swig one more bottle. You stand, swaying slightly as you turn to Sanemi. His gaze is trained on you, standing up as you stumble toward him. You crash into his arms, a dumb grin lining your lips. The group now looks on at the spectacle. âNemi~â You coo, swinging your arms over his neck. Sanemiâs throat bobs, wrapping his muscular arm around your back to stabilize you.Â
He laughs nervously, smiling with gritted teeth toward the rest of the group. âIâm going to take her back down,â He begins, pressing you tighter into his grip. Youâre frustrated with how good his body feels against yours and when your shirt rides up a bit his skin feels like fire. Everyone seems in agreement, but you twist in his arms to shoot Mitsuri a thumbs up and a wink. Her face erupts in a red flurry and your goofy smile turns back to meet Sanemiâs gaze.Â
You giggle at his stern expression. âBoop!â You squeak, tapping the tip of his nose with your finger. His brows raise slowly as he takes in your slumping condition.Â
Sanemi turns around, squatting down on his haunches. âGet on.â He motions with his head for you to climb onto his back. You hum excitedly, slinging your arms over his neck. Your legs wobble as you try to position yourself over his back. He sighs, reaching behind him to swipe your calves out from under you. You squeal as he repositions you, sliding his warm big hands under your thighs. âHold on tight darlinâ.â He instructs and you listen well by pressing into his back, nuzzling your chin onto his shoulder. âWell, have a good night everyone.â He tries his best to wave, the group saying their goodbyes.Â
The view from his back is enjoyable as he hikes down the trail. âYouâre so strong,â You mumble, spanning your hands down his chest absentmindedly. Sanemi pauses, his muscles constricting as you touch him.Â
He shoots a look over his shoulder as you grope him. âYeah, I work out, now please stop harassing me.â He jumps you further up his back to keep you from slipping off. You giggle at the jostling motion.Â
Despite his earlier complaint, he lets your hands roam over what parts of his body you can reach. There's a comfortable silence that falls over you both but as you peer into the woods a memory youâd rather not think about seeps into your mind. âSanemi,â You start, trying to swallow the way your heart is beating â hopefully, he couldnât feel it against his back. âIâm sorry I was so angry at you.â The apology comes out of nowhere, but Sanemi knows what youâre talking about.Â
He stops in his tracks, shutting his eyes for a beat. âDonât apologize for what you have every right to feel.â He takes in a deep breath, you can feel his body rise with the motion. âI didnât think your mother would do that, I-â His voice cracks and he clears his throat before continuing. âI was just worried about you. I was too scared to find you so I went to your mother.âÂ
Your brows scrunch and you feel your chest tighten at his words. You tap his back. âI want down.â He silently helps you slide down his back. He still holds onto you, making sure you can stand on your own. You glare into his soft expression, bottom lip trembling. âYou shouldâve found me,â Your nose stings with the pressure of tears welling in your eyes. He watches you with a solemn frown. âYou shouldâve come to me!â Your voice raises, a tear falling down your cheek. You hit his chest, letting out a choked sob. âYou knew Sanemi, you knew sheâd be angry.â Your fist drops from his chest, coming up to cover your soaked face. âI hoped beyond everything that you would appear over the hill, not her.â You throw your hands down, shaking your head. He just stands there, letting you drunkenly yell and cry like an idiot in front of him. Letting you hit him, throw your words at him, and relive a past youâd rather forget.Â
He takes a step forward, yearning to reach out for you. âYNâŚâ His voice is soft and comforting â you hate the fact you want to fall into his arms again. Have him carry you to safety like he shouldâve done all those years ago.Â
You step away from him, raising your hands in front of your face. âNo, no, I need time.â Your voice trembles and as you leave Sanemi standing there in the dark you cry all the way back to your bed.
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âWelcome to Camp Maple Woods!â Your mother clasps her hands together excitedly. You groan from your position against the back wall with the rest of the counselors. She continues with the opening speech, her grating voice making your hangover that much worse. Mitsuri bumps shoulders with you, an all too happy smile on her face.Â
You wish for just a second that you could have her resilience, but being perfect sounds like too much work. âHey!â She whispers loudly to you. You peer around you, acting like she was talking to someone else. Mitsuri isnât pleased with your antics because she crosses her arms over her chest and gives you a pointed look. You immediately halt and motion for her to continue. âObanai and I texted all night.â Her stern expression lifts into a grin as her cheeks light up with a rosy color.Â
Youâre about to celebrate with her when Sanemi walks through the back doors. The happiness you share with Mitsuri washes away. You swallow hard, eyeing him as he leans against the wall next to Obanai. Unfortunately for you, Mitsuri is very observant. She glances between you and Sanemi, narrowing her eyes. âNow campers are you ready to go on your tours!?â Your attention is drawn to the front where your mother claps her hands together. For a brief moment, she meets your gaze and your blood boils. âMay all our wonderful counselors head up to the stage!? Weâll be getting into our sections now!â
You put on your best smile, following Mitsuri to the stairs. Sanemi jogs up behind you and the resolve youâd built up this morning before heading to the main hall nearly crumbles to the ground. You had done your best to wake up early, hate your life as little as possible, shower, get ready, and escape the cabin before bumping into him. His presence behind you is an annoying warmth you want to swat away. Mitsuri joins Kyojuro and you awkwardly stand next to Sanemi with a strained smile.Â
His shoulder brushes against yours and your breath hitches quietly. Your mother appears in front of you both, a blank expression on her features as she holds out a caterpillar sign to you. Your throat tightens, but Sanemi swipes it from her before she can shove it in your hands. You glance at him, brows knit together. The last thing you hear from your mother is a click of her tongue as she moves down the line. âThank you.â You whisper, heart thumping in your chest. Was he trying to make up for what you talked about last night?Â
He glances down at you, his smile shifting to something different. âCome find us caterpillars!â He yells and you gawk at him. He shoots you a wink and your lips part in awe. Did he just wink at you? That was so⌠weird. You shake your head and flail your hands in the air.Â
Children start surrounding you, awkwardly shuffling to make room for others. Sanemi hands you a slip of paper with a list of names on it. Attendance doesnât take long since everyone seems to have gathered around you. âAlright crew, letâs head out on that tour!â You exclaim, pointing your hand toward the double doors in the back. âSquirm to it you little caterpillars!â You shoo them down the stage, giggles erupting from a few of them as you jump off the edge.Â
Sanemi follows the rest of them down the stairs, still holding the sign in the air. You giggle at how seriously heâs taking the task. âMister Sanemi?â A small girl tugs on his shorts once everyone is outside. He peeks down at her with an award-winning smile. âWhy is she not miss Sanemi?â She points to you and your eyes go wide as you tense. What kind of question is that!? Was there some code of conduct that camp leaders had to married to each other? Was two names that hard to remember?
Sanemi squats down and suddenly you get a flashback of him doing the same thing last night for you. You swallow, watching as he jerks his head in your direction. âMiss YN isnât my wife, so she doesnât share my name.â He explains. You drag a hand down your face. You didnât expect this type of question to be asked so soon or at all.Â
The little girl frowns and another kid points at Sanemi. âB-but I saw you wink at her!â The boy yells accusingly. Shit.
Sanemi glances at you with a âI fucked upâ look. He turns back to the group of children swarming him. He laughs easily. âI had something in my eyeâŚâ He deadpans. All of them suspiciously glare at him.Â
You step into the circle, patting the top of Sanemiâs head. âItâs our secret leader code,â You begin, nudging him with your hip. âWhenever we have info on the big bad boss we wink at each other.â You wink at the children and their little faces light up. âNow youâre all in on our secret mission. Ready caterpillars!?â You stomp your feet and salute them with seriousness. They gasp and follow suit.
âYes miss YN!â Sanemi shoots up from his squatted position, saluting you with a stupidly handsome grin. You stutter for a moment, before going back to at ease. âNow, what do you say we drop all these heavy bags off at the cabins and start exploring?â Sanemi suggests, pointing to the small path that led to the caterpillar cabins. As he excitedly starts leading them off into the distance you make sure to gather the stragglers. A smile of your own tugs on the corners of your mouth. Maybe you did make a pretty good team.Â
Sanemi takes a seat on the stairs of your cabin, observing the kids form cabins of their own. You plop down one stair down from him, an amused grin forming on his lips. âWhat are you grinning about?â You quiz, glancing at him.Â
He shrugs, shifting himself onto the same step as you and leaning back against the other steps. You canât help the way your heart seems to pick up river dancing, beating fully. âJust figurinâ since weâre agents together we should be close.â You glare over your shoulder, met with his lazy smirk in your direction. A huff compresses out of your mouth as you roll your eyes. âWhat? I like the way you act when I get close to you.â He laughs, eyeing your reaction â which was exactly what he wanted.Â
From his vantage point, Sanemi can just about manage to see your cheeks flush before you turn away from him, hiding away in your arm. âLike Iâm being infected?â You shoot back, quickly standing up and â definitely pretending â to stretch.Â
Sanemiâs eyes slowly rake up the exposed skin of your back, his tongue swirling around in his mouth as if trying to imagine how you would taste. âMmm, somethinâ like that.â He hums, grinning widely when you narrow your eyes at him.Â
The group of children start lining up in the grass, playing with each other while waiting for the rest of them. Some of them you recognize from last year, itâs crazy how fast kids can grow and change. Once you recognize all of their faces you and Sanemi start the tour.Â
There are specific things that a sleepaway camp needs to have. Such as the obvious answer, cabins. The next obvious thing on the list is a beautiful lake. âLake Maple was discovered way back when and this camp was built around it to preserve the landscape. There are canoes, swim gear, and a nice dock to carefully jump from. Make sure if you go to the lake that you have either Mister Sanemi or myself with you for safety.â Sanemi watches you recite the information you were supposed to give out, but you seem genuinely excited talking about the campâs history. It was endearing⌠and the way your eyes gleam reminds him of when you were little, climbing trees and always reaching your hand out to him. You never left him behind. He sighs, turning away from your speech.Â
The next thing a camp needs is huge buildings where lots of kids can gather. âThis is the mess hall, where weâll have breakfast, lunch, and dinner! Itâll also be where some indoor activities are held. If we donât gather here, weâll meet up by the picnic benches back at Caterpillar Circle. Over there is the infirmary where Miss Shinobu will gladly help you out. The main office is the building you shouldâve passed when you were dropped off, thatâs where Mrs Yena will be with, sadly, the only phone that has any service.â You point out, then turn toward the woods on the other side of the main camp area. You gesture widely to the expanse, taking in a deep breath. âAnd this, my little squiggles,â the children giggle, âIs Maple Woods, where we will hike trails, explore the wonders of nature, and fight off the evil boss.â Without thinking you wink at Sanemi. You can tell by the way his eyes bulge that he wasnât expecting it, but as the little heads slowly turn to watch his reaction he quickly winks back at you. You catch yourself sighing in relief that you wouldnât have to lay in bed staring at the ceiling for too long tonight because of that.Â
A little girl you recognize from previous years â Himari you think â raises her hand. You nod to her in recognition. âAre we going to have the first-day campfire?â She jumps up and down, the girls around her getting excited as well. You glance down at your watch, then up to the sky, then do the girls.Â
It was already late in the afternoon, the kids would have dinner and then gather back at Caterpillar Circle for an evening get-to-know-each-other campfire session. You grin, kids always enjoy the fire for some concerning reason. âWay to steal my job Himari!â You laugh and she giggles along with you. âOkay everyone, you heard Himari, head back to your cabins and get ready for dinner. Then weâll have some time to get closer before bedtime. We have a busy day of fun tomorrow.â When they stare at you blankly, obviously waiting for one of you to start leading the way, you start marching your way down the path with as much vigor as you can muster.Â
Soon enough, you and Sanemi are back in your positions on the stairs to your cabin. That comfortable silence blankets you again, like the setting sunâs warmth. âYaâknow youâre really good at this,â Sanemi begins before blowing out a breath and turning to face you. âMâglad we get to work together.â He finishes, a distant glimmer of emotion swirling around in his lilac gaze. You suck in a breath, a storm brewing in your stomach.Â
Sanemi was a good guy, that much was obvious, but all those years ago had driven a wedge between you two. He hadnât said the words âIâm sorryâ yet, which was a small nuance in the grand scheme of things. Sanemi was never really the type to say an apology, instead, he showed you. You canât expect that much to change within him and youâre kind of glad. He would make it up to you until you were sure the wounds had begun to heal. He was giving you time to make up your mind on whether or not you wanted to forgive him. âMe too,â You whisper against the breeze.Â
A whole column of picnic tables lined up edge-to-edge belong to your crew as you file into the mess hall. A couple of other groups are already sitting down with food, including the littles. Mitsuri and Kyojuro wave excitedly at you and Sanemi. You grin, waving back. âAlright squiggles, show me how nicely you can line up to receive dinner. Then come sit down and weâll have a little camp saying before we start eating together.â They scramble toward the food and you kick your legs under the table part, deflating slightly.Â
Sanemi comes up behind you, placing a hand on your shoulder. It makes you straighten your back and whip around to look at him. His lips curl in a playful grin. âWant the usual?â You glance at the kitchen, your stomach growling softly. You look back to Sanemi, nodding eagerly.Â
As he walks away you think back to when heâd grab you dinner all the time, sitting in this exact mess hall. âDonât disappoint me Shinazugawa!â You yell and he shoots you a smug grin as he scoots in line next to one of the boys in your group, Kenji.Â
Mitsuri peers at you from her table, glancing back at Sanemi. Something seems fishy, she just canât put her finger on it. Before this month you were complaining about seeing him again and now you two appear to be chumming again. Did something happen that you werenât telling her? She pouts, nuding Kyojuro. âDo those two seem friendlier?â She asks in a hushed tone. Kyojuro furrows his thick brows, humming as his gaze flips between his white-haired friend and you. Heâs about to tell Mitsuri sheâs off her rocker, but he catches Sanemi throwing a look back at you while you are otherwise occupied with kiddos sitting down next to you.Â
Kyojuro turns to Mitsuri, concern written all over his face. âYes,â He hisses and now Mitsuri is concerned you may have ingested a little too much alcohol trying to help her out.
After a couple of minutes, Sanemi places a tray of vanilla pudding, tater tots, and chicken tenders with honey mustard sauce in front of you. âMâlady.â He grins, slipping onto the bench across from you with a tray of his own. Hana smacks Sanemiâs arm and he peers down at her with a surprised look. âWhat was that about Hana?â He questions, holding onto his arm where she hit him.Â
She puffs out her lips and points at you angrily. âMister Sanemi, we just went over this. Miss YN is not your lady.â She crosses her arms glaring at him. His brows shoot up, giving you a look of amusement before patting Hanaâs head.
She looks like she might bite him at first, but then she leans into his hand. âOnly because Miss YN keeps rejecting me..â He smirks at you. Ha! As if!
You roll your eyes, but gather the attention of your tables. âLetâs sing my favorite camp song!â You lead them in the Camp Maple fighting song that ends with chanting the name of the camp. âWake me up wake me up weâre going to camp! I canât wait I canât wait weâre going to camp! There it is there it is weâre going to camp! Which one which one!? C-A-M PâŚM-A-P L-E!â They seem to enjoy every second of it, mainly because they get to scream as loud as they can. Sanemi meets your gaze for a blissful second before you busy yourself with your food, biting into one of the chicken tenders. Delight rumbles from your chest as you swallow the meat.Â
Sanemi canât help but watch you stuff your face. On one hand, heâs amused by how you still enjoy the simple things in life. On the other hand, heâs concerned when his heart races at you picking up the vanilla pudding. Being the heathen you were, as a child youâd just eat it with your finger. You claimed you could get more out of a cup if you used your finger. He grips onto the bench, gritting his teeth as you follow suit, sticking your pointer finger in. The creamy pudding sits there momentarily before you pop it into your mouth.Â
Itâs a simple, innocent â completely fucking innocent â motion, but his thoughts shift to something more warm than the humidity. Fuck why was seeing you damp with light sweat making him hungry? When you let your tongue swirl around the tip of your finger it drives Sanemi mad. Is he panting? He feels like heâs panting.Â
A bit of pudding is on the corner of your mouth, waiting there. His heated gaze mimics how your tongue darts out to collect it. He sucks on his lips, regarding how your plump lips look so fucking delicious right now.Â
The only thing that snaps Sanemi out of his daze is Hana plopping a spoon in front of you with a disgusted look on her little features. âYou know Miss YN, if you needed a spoon you couldâve just asked.â She grunts, shuddering. Your cheeks flush and for the briefest seconds, you gape, staring into his eyes. Your cheeks flush a vibrant pink and suddenly Sanemi is picking up the spoon and using it in his own pudding. Hana and you both gawk at him, but if he were allowed to feed into one desire this whole time, it would be watching you eat pudding with your finger. Especially if it meant youâd look at him like that again.Â
âThis is the best pudding Iâve ever had.â Sanemi mumbles and Hana sighs frustratedly. âSomething wrong Hana?â He asks. She whips her head toward him with a frown.Â
Sanemi has to roll his lips into his mouth to stop from laughing at how cute sheâs glaring at him. âYes, Iâm going to have nightmares.â She huffs. Yeah me too, but they arenât exactly going to be nightmares Sanemi thought.Â
Dinner finishes and children run around your feet as you walk out of the mess hall. The short walk back to Caterpillar Circle feels like an eternity with Sanemi walking silently beside you. âCan we wear our pajamas to the campfire!?â Aoi breezes past you yelling.Â
You quirk a brow. âHow about we make it a race? Whoever is back at the picnic tables first⌠wins.â You eye the giddy looks on all of their faces. âReady? Go!â You donât expect Sanemi to bolt toward his side of the cabin. Oh, so heâs going to play it that way?
Kids scramble to their cabins, giggling and yelling. Youâre also laughing as you quickly swing your door open. You spot the pajamas youâd laid out earlier this morning with a smirk on your lips. The one reason you suggested a race is because you had an advantage. Cheating? No, strategic gameplay. Â
You tug your clothes off, and toss them in the hamper beside your desk. A pair of shorts and an oversized shirt later youâre rushing out of the door in your slippers. You glance to your side, grinning mischievously when you donât see Sanemi coming out of his door. You pump your hand in the air victoriously, spinning around in a mini victory dance. You proudly take your time prancing down the stairs, but when you turn to head toward the picnic tables Sanemi is leaning against the end of one with an amused smirk tugging his lips upward. Your mouth falls open, glancing back at his door. âHowâŚ? YouâŚ?â You slump in defeat as you reach him.Â
He chuckles softly, bumping arms with you. âYour victory dance was pretty cute.â He teases. You glare at him, shoving him back with your side.Â
Cute? In what way did he mean that? Sanemi mustâve talked too much with Tengen to pull one of those lines. You mutter a string of curses as you sit down in one of the green plastic lawn chairs. The arms dig into your hips and you grunt uncomfortably, pushing yourself into a less painful position.Â
Your thighs are pressed together as you squirm around in the chair and Sanemi finds himself ogling the space where your shorts disappear under your tummy. He wanted to run his tongue along that area while grazing his teeth along your thighs. A lascivious smirk pulls on his mouth as he clears his throat, turning his face to the sky.Â
The campfire starts with each kiddo introducing themselves, where theyâre from, and three interesting facts about them. After the introductions, you bring out the sâmore fixings with a twinkling grin as the kids scream enthusiastically. The night ends with you and Sanemi carrying some of them who fall asleep back to their beds. It was a euphoric space in time, something about today felt so right. Maybe the following weeks wouldnât be so bad.
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You were wrong, so wrong. Sanemi stands to your side with his swim shorts on, assessing your outfit. âSo⌠youâre not going to swim?â He cocks his head, quirking a brow. You lean back further into the armless beach chair, crossing your arms over your chest.Â
He closes his mouth, glancing at the group of kids playing with water toys in and out of the water. âNope.â You reply. âObserving from a distance is more my thing.â You continue, sliding your sunglasses over your eyes so you donât have to squint through the rays of the sun. Sanemi sighs, disappointment finding its way into his mind.Â
This morning when he saw you in a camp shirt with jean shorts he was sure you had a bikini on underneath. The only reason he got through a kid screaming about not getting any bacon this morning was the light at the end of his tunnel â you in a tight flattering bikini. âYâknow I knew you werenât girly, but this is a whole new level.â Sanemi pokes at you, hoping that the fiery spirit within you will shoot out if he bugs you enough.
You glare at him, gesturing to your outfit. âThis outfit is very girly Iâll have you know.â Sanemi shakes his head like he doesnât believe you so you scoot as quickly as you can out of the chair. âFine, watch the kids. Iâll be right back.â You snap. As youâre stomping back to your room you canât help but think maybe you acted exactly how he wanted you to. If that was the case, then youâd give him what he wants, but heâll pay the price. The malicious grin that forms on your lips as you pull out your lavender string bikini is grounds to have you locked away.Â
Sanemi throws a beach ball at a group of the boys in the face as they giggle. In the back of his head is a flurry of lewd images of you spread out on that damn beach chair with a revealing swimsuit on. The boys throw the ball back at him and it plinks against his chest. He shakes his head, reaching for the ball as the boys groan. Fantasies of you were a distraction so he couldn't even imagine what the real thing would do to him. âWoahâŚâ He hears one of the boys whisper. He glances up, met with the heavenly picture of you walking down the bank in a light purple string bikini that laces across your front. The cups are simple triangles with a string wrapping around the back of your neck for support he would only suppose. The bottoms rise above the roundness of your hips, showing off the fullness of your body. Damn, his mouth felt dry as he canât tear his eyes away from you.Â
His stomach was a trainwreck of emotions, the ball long forgotten by Sanemi. He blinks rapidly, trying to get you out of his eyes, but it was damn hard when you slowly lay back down on the chair, crossing your ankles over each other. He can see the side of your ass and for a beat, he feels like he might lose control. Then one of the boys throws the beach ball at him, it smacks against his face. This was torture. He expected you to look good, but the thin fabric allowed him to see the indent of your nipples â a vivid image he was never going to forget.Â
You smirk while lounging in the chair, studying the way Sanemiâs mouth falls open ever so slightly. It was a strange sense of gratification that he was so enraptured by how you appeared in the bikini. Almost like you were happy he was gaping at you, a fire lit behind his eyes that ignited something in your chest. If you werenât careful you were bound to let it out at some point.Â
Since you were lost in your thoughts you hadnât noticed Sanemi stalking up to your side. You squeak when he appears next to you, dropping a towel over your exposed skin. You glare up at him through your sunglasses. âDid you walk out of every boyâs fantasy?â He grumbles, running a hand through his damp hair.Â
Clicking your tongue, you toss the towel to the side and sit up in the chair. âDoes that include yours Sanemi?â You inquire, pushing your sunglasses up through your hair. He stares at you for a while, mulling over what kind of response to give you.Â
Suddenly, he scoffs and turns his back to you. âYeah. Yeah it does.â You swallow hard at his confession, the sunâs heat no longer feeling as hot. You scoff, leaning back into the chair. He gives you one last glance before running back to play with the boys in the water.Â
Was he being serious? He couldnât have beenâŚright? It wouldnât make sense for Sanemi Shinazugawa, the guy whose seen you eat a bug, to have a fantasy â or whatever he meant about you. The confusion made the victory bikini less fun.Â
At dinner, the kids are enraptured in a conversation about tomorrowâs canoe outing in the afternoon. This might seem silly, with you being a sleepaway camp counselor that has a giant lake as its main attraction⌠but you never learned how to fully swim. You can keep your head above water if youâre able to touch the bottom. It's something you haven't mentioned to anyone due to the fact you would die of embarrassment. âHow quickly can you go Miss YN?â Hanaâs eyes are pleading with you to answer her inquiry.Â
So you smile, despite the obvious anxiety of where this answer might lead you. âFaster than Mister Sanemi.â You reply, jerking your thumb toward the white-haired male sitting a bit further down from you.Â
He perks up at the mention of his name, meeting your eyes. âDid you just say youâre faster than me?â He laughs, scooting down to sit across from you. Hana nods ecstatically before you can brush off the challenge dripping from his voice.Â
You sigh, shaking your hands in front of you. âOf course not. I wouldnât dare reveal the truth about you being a slowpoke.â You tease. Sanemi quirks a brow, letting his eyes look you up and down. The simple motion makes your muscles tense with a buzzing sensation.Â
He hums to himself, leaning back with a shake of his head. âI bet you canât win in the beginners' course against me.â Sanemi smirks, the boys around him snickering.Â
Your eye twitches at the smug look on his stupid face. You clasp your hands together, smiling with gritted teeth. âYouâre on Shinazugawa.â
That was your second mistake of the week as you shakily got into a canoe the next morning dressed in a white shirt and comfortable black shorts. The kids were fine with pushing off the hike to another day to witness this extraordinary event. Sanemi is grinning victoriously already. It makes you want to slap him with the paddle youâre holding. âReady?â He asks.Â
The grip you have on the paddle tightens as you nod curtly. âReady as Iâll ever be.â You respond. Sanemi nods to one of the kids who starts a countdown before they all scream GO! Everything is going fine until you reach the turn. Sanemi is already far ahead of you and this becomes more of proving you can do it to yourself than winning against that smug bastard.Â
With the paddle dipping into the water you manage to turn around the flagged buoy, children cheering your name. Your heart nearly explodes with happiness at the accomplishment. You make it a few more feet before you get too overzealous and the canoe starts to flip. As you crash into the water you knew youâd just have to flip yourself back over to â well, not drown. But something goes wrong and you slip out of the canoe, into the deep end of the lake. Murky water crowds your vision and a few thoughts crowd your mind.Â
Will you get out of this alive? Is this some sort of divine intervention about how youâve been previously living your life? Was this your canon event? Youâd laugh at that one if you werenât still sinking to what felt like the depths of the lake.
Would your mother even care? Okay, that one stings, but itâs something you think about a lot. When youâre driving and have one of those intrusive thoughts about wrecking. Would she care? Noticing a creepy person walking behind you at night. Would she come to your funeral? And now, as you lose the will to breathe. Would she remember what you smelt like, sounded like, looked like?Â
Sanemi crawls out of his canoe, raising his hands in victory. He turns around to gloat in your face, but heâs met with your canoe upside down. You are nowhere in sight and after a second of you not popping back up, Sanemi frantically dives into the water. Where are you? His hands glide through the water, searching for any sign of your body. Where are you? Water fills his ears, only making the pounding in his chest louder with each stroke of his arms. He breaches the surface, gasping for air and twirling around to see anything â anything that would lead him to you. âMister Sanemi! There!â A child screeches, pointing to the front side of your canoe.Â
He plunges back in after taking a large gulp of air. He will find you this time. Heâs not scared anymore. Not like all those years ago. He couldnât lose you, not like this.
Amid some plant life is your floating body. If Sanemi were above water he thinks heâd cry with joy. He quickly moves toward you, scooping you up and pushing both of you toward the surface. Please please please donât be too late. Sanemiâs mind is whirling with anxiety and his heart is pounding with the lack of oxygen. You both break through the surface, Sanemi pulling you along with him to shore. He deposits your limp body on the sand, panting and scanning for any sign of injury.Â
Youâre not breathing. Damnit. Sanemiâs jaw ticks as the children rush toward him. âMister Sanemi give her CPR!â Hana yells, stomping her foot and mimicking the pushing rhythm he should be performing on you. He wipes his mouth, nostrils flaring as he slides to your side. His insides were twisting in unbreakable knots, squeezing his lungs of all air.
He pinches your nose and lowers his mouth to yours. âYou can yell at me later,â He breathes quietly before connecting his lips to yours. As he pushes air through your lungs his lecherous mind drifts to how very wonderful your lips feel against his. Theyâre wet and taste like lake water, but theyâre so damn soft. After a few more blows he worriedly looks at your chest. He doesnât want to break your ribs, but if he has to in order to save your life â heâs going to.
Luckily, you chose now as the moment to gasp in air and then start hacking up lake water. Your eyes wildly scan your surroundings, locking onto the man hovering inches from your face. You squirm away from him, coughing into your hand. Sanemi and the children watch you with concern-stricken faces. You touch your throat gingerly, meeting the swirling lilac gaze of the male in front of you. âYou saved me,â You croak out as it all falls into place, furrowing your brows.Â
Hana pops into your view shaking her head. âTook him a long time to kiss you!â She yells, an annoyed pout on her lips. You glance back to Sanemi, his gaze still locked onto you.Â
He cocks a grin in your direction which makes your heart swell. âI gave you mouth-to-mouth.â He explains and the worry about you being unconscious for your first kiss with Sanemi â not that youâll have a first kiss with him â drifts away. The thought of his mouth on yours stays wandering in your head regardless. âKids, can you hang out in the mess hall while I take Miss YN to the infirmary?â Sanemi questions, the children eagerly following instructions. He peers down at you once theyâve all scurried toward the big building.Â
With a grunt, he slides his hands behind your neck and knees, hoisting you up bridal style. You yelp at how easily he holds you against his chest. âHey, I can walk,â You grumble, glaring at his concentrated expression. He shakes his head, climbing up the bank.Â
As he climbs you nearly tumble out of his arms. He cracks a smile, shifting you in his grasp. âMight wanna hold on tighter than that darlinâ. Donât worry, I wonât mind.âÂ
Begrudgingly you wrap your arms around his neck. The walk to the infirmary takes less than a couple of strides when he reaches the walkway. Shinobu worriedly meets your gaze when Sanemi kicks open the door with his foot. She stands from her desk, hurrying over to his side. âWhat happened!?â She assesses you with a scrutinizing look. âPut her down on that bed. I need to go get another bottle of aspirin from the main office. Sit tight.â Shinobu huffs, running a hand through her hair before slipping out of the door.Â
Sanemi gently lays you on the bed, giving you a scan of his own. You swallow hard, wondering why your body feels so warm despite the brisk ac making your wet clothes stick to you. The way his lilac eyes regard you made something inside of you switch. Heâd shown you how deeply he cared for you by saving your life. Granted, any decent person wouldâve jumped in to pull you out of the water â but Sanemi looks shaken up. Like he almost lost you. It makes your chest heave, a heavyweight tugging on it as you reach up to touch his cheek.Â
His worried look turns to you, a slight wobble in his irises as your thumb strokes the side of his face. âHey⌠Iâm here. Iâm okay. You did such a good job.â You whisper, but yet your voice seems too loud. Sanemi leans into your touch, shutting his eyes as he takes in a shaky breath.Â
It was all fun and games until he had to think of a world without you in it. The bottom line is he wouldnât have a world without you. The grass would shrivel, the color would drain, and sunlight would simply cease to exist. âYou shouldâve told me you couldnât swim.â His brows furrow and he opens his eyes to stare into your very soul. âWhy didnât you tell me? I was so worried YN.â He rolls his lips into a thin line, his chin trembling.Â
Itâs like you lose your breath all at once. This man, the one you thought didnât have an ounce of compassion for you, was about to start crying because you failed to mention your lack of skill. You bump your forehead against his head, kissing his hairline. âYouâre right, Iâm sorry.â At your words he jerks away from your head, his eyes wildly scanning your face. Your breath holds tightly in your throat as time seemingly slows.Â
Then his eyes fall to your lips and everything in the universe pulls you two together into a soft brush of the lips. Given the state of it, hidden behind a white curtain on the infirmary bed, the kiss felt too precious. Too wonderful. Your hand falls from his face and before you have a moment to give in to whatever was happening, Sanemi pulls away. He shoots to a standing position, turning on his heel. Your body cools instantly. Oh. âIâm sorry, I shouldnât have,â He begins, taking a couple of steps toward the curtain. Oh. He quickly glances over his shoulder. âI shouldnât have done that.â He hisses, then rushes out of the building nearly bumping into Shinobu as she walks back with a pill bottle in hand. She jumps back, eyes widening as she watches Sanemi stalk toward the mess hall. If it hadnât been for the heat she mightâve mistaken the red on the tip of his ears as something else.Â
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Weekends are set up for the kids to decide what they want to do. Itâs a free period within reason. Most of them hang out in groups around the buildings, playing games or swimming. Weekends allow the leaders to get chores done around the campgrounds, like picking up trash, organizing things for the next week, arranging laundry, and supervising more involved things.Â
You happened to spend most of the first weekend with a group of girls who wanted to use the craft supplies for next week. Since Sanemi was your co-leader there were times you had to speak with him, which made avoiding him incredibly difficult.Â
The thing that upset you the most was even after he ran off, your heart still flutters at just the sight of him. Werenât you supposed to be the master of your own emotions? It frustrated you to no end how you sought him out in crowds. At first, you tried to convince yourself it was a strategy to avoid him, but when he didnât come to talk to you somehow your heart sank.Â
Before you know it, Monday morning arrives, casting a stormy forecast for the rest of the week. Itâs pouring heavily outside the mess hall windows. Fortunately, your group of kids are behaving even though it couldnât be easy stuck inside all day. Your eyes are drawn to the other group happily stringing beads onto yarn.Â
Sanemi sits amongst them with a warm smile on his face, actively trying not to glance at you. He can feel your gaze on him and it was making his heart feel weird, like heâd just run a mile or hiked up a trail. He presses his lips into a thin line, laughing absentmindedly at one of the boys spilling beads everywhere.Â
The kiss. Thatâs all he could think about and it was ruining his life. All night he tossed and turned thinking about knocking your door down so he could do it again. Regret ran through every fiber of his being when he walked away. He thought heâd gotten over his fears, but it turns out that realizing you might have feelings for your good friend is not the easiest situation to be in. He was in a panic, fucking terrified you would hate him for kissing you. He didnât even ask you, it just happened. What kind of scumbag was he?Â
He groans, turning to face away from you. You huff, rolling your eyes. Fine, he could be that way if he wanted. Heâs the one who kissed you anyway. This was all on Sanemi. Hana nudges her friends Keiko, Mai, and Akane. They all slowly turn to stare at you, then toward Sanemi. Keiko narrows her eyes while tying the knot on her bracelet. âSomethings wrong,â She mumbles, slipping the adorably crafted jewelry onto her arm.Â
Mai and Akane nod vigorously. âWhy are they avoiding each other?â Akane hisses, glancing back at their other leader. Hana shakes her head, stroking her chin in thought.Â
Kenji appears behind the group, causing them all to jump. Mai slaps his shoulder and he giggles. âWhatâcha talkinâ âbout?â He pokes his head in between Akane and Maiâs shoulders. They collectively sigh, rolling their eyes at the annoying boy.Â
Hana gestures to both leaders, pinching her brow. âFor some reason, Mister Sanemi and Miss YN are avoiding each other.â She explains snappily.Â
Kenji pops his head up, glancing at both of you. His mouth forms in the shape of an âoâ. âAh, this reminds me of when my mom and dad would fight and then ignore each other.â Hana perks up at his suggestion, slowly turning to look at her friends.Â
Mai raises a brow and then grabs a piece of yarn. âThereâs only one way to fix this.â She valiantly collects a bunch of green beads to mix with lilac ones. She picks out two heart-shaped beads that sit on either side of a letter in the middle. When sheâs done, two bracelets sit in front of her. One has an âSâ with two red hearts on either side, followed by a pattern of lilac and green. The other is the same, except in the middle is the first letter of your name. âMatching friendship bracelets,â She holds them up, smiling triumphantly.Â
Hana claps her hands together. âWonderfully done Agent Mai, now letâs give it to them!â She grabs the âSâ one from Maiâs hands, running over to your side. âMiss YN!â She yells. âWe made this for you!â Without much consideration for your wrist, she shoves it past your hand.Â
âHere you go Mister Sanemi!â You turn to see Kenji holding what seems to be the same bracelet in front of Sanemiâs face. A roll of thunder shakes the valley outside and his eyes meet yours momentarily. It sends a shock of emotions through you.
Later that night as the rain plips against your window you stare at your wrist in awe. A growl echoes around your room and it takes you a moment to realize it was your stomach. It almost makes you crack a smile. You wouldâve if you werenât in such a daze as you walk out into the living room area.Â
What you donât expect to see is Sanemi leaning against the counter shirtless, with his sweats hanging loosely around his athletic hips. You swallow, taking your time to rake your eyes up his bare chest. When you end up meeting his gaze his lips tug into a smirk. âEnjoy the view?â He mutters, picking a peach up off the counter.Â
Your brows furrow and you cross your arms over your chest defensively. âAs a matter of fact, no Iâm not.â You snap, scoffing and lying through your teeth.Â
Sanemi shrugs, biting into the juicy peach tantalizingly slow. Juices leak from the broken skin, dribbling down his chin as he takes the flesh into his mouth. His tongue darts out to lick up a droplet escaping down the side of the fruit. You gulp as he continues to eat. The noises alone were enough to drive a woman mad, but the fact you were ovulating made everything so much worse. âWant one?â Sanemi asks, licking his lips of all the sticky juice.Â
If you were crazy your mouth would fall open, allowing him to put the one he was eating into your mouth. âNo.â You grumble, yanking a can of Pringles out of the cabinet.Â
Sanemi watches how your ass curves as you stretch to reach into the upper cabinet. âSuit yourself,â He mutters, biting into the peach again. You roll your eyes and march right back into your room, tossing the pringles onto your bed. You ruffle your hair, silently screaming into the night. Fuck that guy for being shirtless. He waltzed around like a whore scrounging for some loose change obviously trying to get a rise out of you. Would the kiss go unmentioned forever? How were you supposed to be around Sanemi when all you could think about was how badly you wanted to jump his bones? Youâre absolutely fucked. You grit your teeth together as you glare at the door. But damn did he have such a perfect body. The sweats, the lazy smile, the damn peach he bit into. It was all torture and he damn well knew it.
He wasnât likely to figure out the full extent of your feelingsâ hell you didnât even know exactly what you felt, but if he kept this up you might as well walk around with a neon sign on your forehead that reads Iâd like to fuck Sanemi Shinazugawa. Maybe then your mother would pay attention to you. Not that you care.
You glance down at your wrist again, the letter âSâ spreading a grin across your face. This was stupid. So stupid. What if Sanemi was still in the other room? Or using the bathroom? What would you do then? You have a pit of desire and you wish Sanemi would clean it off with his teeth. Were you jealous of a peach? Groaning, you slip out of your bottom layer of clothing, discarding it on the floor. Things were getting dangerous. Your thoughts were supplying you with a fantasy world and you were about to become delusional. At least then you wouldnât have to face the reality of this stupid â well, whatever it was.Â
Positioning yourself against the corner of your bed, you spread your legs apart. The cool breeze from the ac hits your damp pussy and the sensation makes you slump against the wall. If Sanemi were between your legs right now heâd probably lick his lips and spread them even wider so he could have full range to lavish his tongue against your sensitive clit. A tiny moan whines from your throat.Â
The image drives you to reach between your thighs, hissing when your fingers brush against your clit. His tongue would feel warm, wet, and slick as it laps at your folds. Your fingers plunge deeper, a strangled moan falling from your mouth.
Your breathing pattern stalls, hiccuping as you work yourself into a frenzy â the inside of your stomach feeling gooey and hot. His long thick fingers would slip into your pussy, teasing the entrance where youâd beg for him to fuck you later. Heâd smirk, pleased with how youâre so desperate for his cock, for all of him. But heâd make you wait, good girls always wait for permission. You groan â a guttural pleasured groan. It rolls through your chest, cracking into a whimper at the end as you edge yourself closer to your crest.Â
Itâs like youâre seeing stars with how your fingers feel, you only wish Sanemi were here, ready to please like he usually is. His words and touch always elicit a response from you. He had to know that. What kind of response would he get out of you as he lined the tip of his cock up at your entrance? Making you bed for him to fuck you unconscious. Youâd be such a good little slut for him. Taking all of him inside your hungry cunt until he clung to your hips, spilling his seed inside of you.Â
A tense pinch of pleasure squeezes your core, crashing through your body with a string of perfectly pretty moans. Sanemi hadnât meant to listen to you masturbating. It was an accident â heâd come to your door to apologize for allowing you to misunderstand his intentions. His knuckles had brushed against the wood of your door when he heard you gasp. Wondering if you were okay he pressed his ear to the door. Then, his muscles tensed as you purred out a moan.Â
Sanemi was a decent man â or so he thought until his hand slips down to his growing bulge. He hisses as you whimper, gasping for air â your bed squeaking with movement. He wants to swing the door open and take in the sight of you sprawled out. What kind of face were you making while moaning like that? More importantly, what were you thinking about?Â
Youâre whimpering and the glint of the beads around Sanemiâs wrist sends his thoughts spiraling. The very same bracelet he wore on his arm was around yours. It was like he was between your legs, pressing his thumb against your clit to proudly watch you squirm in pleasure. His mouth waters, imagining how youâd taste after cumming. His cock aches to burrow into your wet warmth and stay there forever.Â
He presses his forehead to the wood, letting out a tight breath as he strokes his length through the cloth of his sweatpants. If he stayed here any longer it would surely result in him knocking down your door. Not the valiant way he had thought about confessing. Sanemi steps away from your door, cursing under his breath. He holds up his arm, staring at the matching bracelet until he notices the first letter of your name. His gaze slowly makes it way back to the door. Was there an âSâ on yours? For his name? His eyes flutter shut, a trickle of possessiveness racking through his body.Â
Tuesday is finger painting. The kids each get their own easel and insist you and Sanemi paint with them. The morning ends with Sanemi having paint smeared across his face and you with splotches on your arms. The afternoon is bubble painting, which results in bubbles being blown everywhere. Wednesday is crafting things with clay. You proudly present your monstrosity at the end of the day. Sanemi and the kids try their best to compliment whatever you had created, but you can tell theyâre just being nice.Â
When Thursday rolls around the kids want to draw and color all day so Sanemi and you make sure they have lots of construction paper, colors, and other supplies. Youâre sitting with Hanaâs group of friends and Sanemi is across the room with a group of boys, drawing furiously.
Kenji peers down at what Mister Sanemi had drawn. âHey, that kind of looks like Miss YN,â He points at the stick figure holding the hand of the other one. Sanemi covers the page and shakes his head.Â
Kenji somehow manages to push his arms off, grabbing the paper. âOi! Brat, give that back!â He yells as Kenji runs over to your side. You smile down at him as he hands you the page.Â
You cover your heart and your smile grows. âAww, Kenji did you draw this?â You ask, your voice softening.Â
He shakes his head vigorously. âNope! Mister Sanemi drew you and him holding hands!â You glance up, meeting the flushed face of Sanemi standing over Kenji. His eyes look pleading as you drop your eyes to the drawing again. It did kind of look like you, but that would be impossible. Why would Sanemi draw something like this?Â
âYN, listenâŚâ He starts, brushing up against you. Your body stiffens at his close proximity. âI hadnât finished, I was going to draw the kids in next.â He explains. You wish he would step back from your side because his warmth is driving you insane.Â
Kenji giggles as he rushes back to his group of friends. âIt wouldnât matter anyway.â You state, handing the drawing back to Sanemi. âI could honestly care less what you draw.â You smile sarcastically and turn back to your group. Sanemi stands behind you for a moment, his heart yearning to reach out and touch you again â but he doesnât want to make you feel uncomfortable. He obviously already fucked up when he kissed you, after all youâd been avoiding him. It was best that he kept his distance to figure out how to talk to you and give you space so youâd listen to him.
The next morning you manage to chow down your breakfast before Sanemi enters the kitchen area. In all honesty, you were aware thinking about someone you were mad at while masturbating⌠wasnât the best look. You didnât want to think about the realities of what that meant for you since Sanemi was still being an asshole about the whole innocent kiss thing. The thoughts going through your head last night were far from innocent.Â
Youâre sitting in a lawn chair, writing down some ideas for todayâs craft. The kids had to make puppets and come up with a script to perform in the afternoon. With your group of kids, things were bound to go smoothly. You grin, shutting your notebook and checking the time on your phone. It was almost time for the kids to meet you and Sanemi near the picnic benches. You glare at your cabin, waiting for the white-haired male to step out of his door at any moment. The knob turns and you quickly act like you werenât blatantly waiting for him. âMorninâ YN,â Sanemi calls, jogging up to your side. You roll your eyes, glancing at the casually attractive outfit he has on. A pair of fitted black shorts that accentuate the size of his muscular thighs with a loose gray shirt tucked into one side.Â
He plops down next to you. âWhy were you so late?â You interrogate. Sanemi quirks an easy smirk, eyeing you out of the corner of his eye.
Sanemi props one of his legs over the other, leaning further into the chair. âI had to take a shower,â He begins, raising his brows. âCouldâve used the company.â He cocks his head toward you, his lilac eyes filling with an expression you couldnât pinpoint.Â
Your brows furrow despite the blush spreading across your cheeks. âScared of showering by yourself just like youâre scared of kissing people?â You snap and his playfulness is immediately wiped off his face. Where were these words coming from? Were you going crazy? The inside voices are becoming the outside voices! Itâs too late now to back peddle. You scoff, turning away from him. âDonât, I know you regret and itâs fine. I just figured you wouldâve cut back on the flirting.â You push out of the chair. âIâm not some girl you can flirt with for the summer and then fuck off to wherever, okay? If youâre going to accidentally kiss me then fucking own up to it and talk to me like an adult. You made me feel so uncomfortable because I somehow thought it was my fault. So this whole cool-guy act needs to stop. Until we have a real conversation about what happened I would rather go back to friendly hating each other.âÂ
As you stomp away Sanemi feels the âoh shitâ factor roll through him. While heâd been trying to figure out his feelings toward you, heâd been allowing you to figure it out for him. You assumed he wanted some summer fun and thought better after kissing you, but that wasnât it at all. Sanemi was falling, so fucking deeply in love with you. He had been ever since you were kids, but as a boy who grew up barely knowing what kindness was, it was hard to seek out those emotions. Now looking back to how he felt when you ran away into the woods that night⌠he realizes the panic of finding your mother was so you would be found as quickly as possible. No one saw you for a week after that and heâs still not sure what happened, but he knew it wasnât good.Â
He was stronger now and heâd stand up to your demons, slaying them with you by his side. He would protect you no matter what, but right now he had to explain this misunderstanding before it was too late. Kissing you was the best thing to happen to him â accident or not. It made him forget how shitty his life was and how blissful it could be by just seeing you. Heâd fucked up.
After cooling off you wandered back to the growing group of children that rush you when they spot you. It makes your heart warm that theyâre so excited. Sanemi watches you from a distance and youâre glad he seems to finally be listening to you.Â
Leading the kids to the mess hall through the light morning rain is more peaceful than it should be. No one tries to jump in the mud, they stay in between you and Sanemi, walking politely. When you explain in detail what theyâre supposed to do all of them get to work using craft paper and whatever was leftover from the week. The morning blows past and suddenly youâre sitting in a seat next to Sanemi as groups of kids put on puppet shows. Some of them make you snort with laughter and others are downright works of art. Then, Hana and her group of friends present their show. A spikey white-haired puppet and one that looks eerily like you pop up into the makeshift theater.Â
Your eyes widen realizing whatâs going on. âHi there darling! I sure do love your face!â Kenji yells, playing the white-haired puppet.Â
Slowly you and Sanemi make eye contact. âWe should love each otherâs faces forever. Then love our babyâs faces. Then love our-â
You shoot into a standing position, clapping your hands together. âOkay, thatâll wrap up the puppet shows everyone!â You demand, laughing nervously. What the actual fuck? You whisk around to glare at Hana and Kenji dramatically making the two puppets kiss. âOi, William Shakespear and Agatha Cristi get over here, now.â You point to the spot next to you and Sanemi. Akane and Mai scurry away with the rest of the kids heading toward the snack table.Â
Kenji and Hana meander toward you; pouts puffing out their bottom lips. âGuys, you canât keep doing this.â Sanemi gestures to the puppets on their hands. âMiss YN and I arenât some story you can just use willy-nilly. Weâre real people with real emotions.âÂ
A scoffed laugh falls from your lips. âMister Sanemi has a hard time with emotions anyway, thatâs why this show wasnât even true to life. He would never call someone darling.â You explain dully.Â
Hana shakes her head, pointing to Sanemi. âNu-uh! He called you darling the other day!â She exclaims. You glance at Sanemi and then drag a hand down your face.Â
âHana, this isnât something you should be concerned with.â
âBut we just want you and Mister Sanemi to make up.â She huffs, crossing her arms over her chest. âItâs no fun while you guys are fighting.â Your eyes bulge as she talks. Did the kids care that much? And they noticed? Gosh, that was kind of sweet.Â
Sanemi leans forward, ruffling Hanaâs hair. âDonât worry about it kiddo, weâll work on it.â He glances at you with a slight smile. A sigh rushes through you as you nod in agreement. Kenji and Hana rush off to the snack table to join their friends. You can remember a time when you and Sanemi played pranks on the camp leaders. A growing ache suffocates your next breath. You peek at him, wondering where things went wrong. Part of you was mad that he walked away after the kiss and another part was angry because you enjoyed it so much. No matter what happened it felt like you couldnât be friends with him. It was like the universe was keeping you away from each other for a reason unbeknownst to you.
When you both get back to the cabin nothing gets talked about. Itâs an awful feeling, like abandonment all over again. Sanemi didnât care enough about you to talk or explain why he kissed you. Everything was so nice until that stupid kiss that you couldnât stop thinking about. The fact that it was that good, yet lasted about two seconds drives you mad.Â
Itâs not until Saturday morning as the sky quakes with thunder and heavy rain, that you decide enough is enough. If he wasnât going to talk to you, then youâd have to take it into your own hands. That was until there was a knock on your outside door. You get out of bed and open it to find Yena holding an umbrella. Her eyes are filled with some sort of sorrow as she blows out a heavy breath. âYN, deary, I need to speak with one of your kiddos. Can you bring Kenji to the main office? His mother is on the phone.â She explains, a sad smile creasing her lips. You nod your head, looking toward the cabin you knew Kenji was sleeping in.Â
You look back to Yena, wondering how serious it was for her to be so affected by it. âYeah. Let me get dressed and Iâll bring him over before 8.â You reply, a cool wash of anxiety coating your insides. Yena nods.Â
âIâll see you then.â She turns to leave, walking out into the downpour. You study her retreating form before shaking off the dreadful feeling that was wrapping around you. After slipping into a comfy pair of shorts and a hoodie you run over to cabin 3.Â
Knocking on the door a sleepy boy answers the door. You recognize him as Mikey, one of Kenjiâs close friends. âHey Mikey can you get Kenji for me, please? Tell him to get dressed and meet me out here.â You explain and the little boy shuts the door.Â
A couple of minutes later Kenji pops out of the door, eagerly running up to you. He hugs your legs and bounces up and down. âAre we going on a special mission Miss YN!?â He yells, grabbing onto your hand. For some reason your heart aches, sensing something is off.
You bend down to his level anyway, putting on your biggest grin. âWe sure are! I needed my bravest soldier to help me on a secret quest.â Your face becomes stern and Kenji giggles, running around in a circle.Â
âDonât worry Miss YN! Iâll protect you! Didâya know Iâm stronger than Mister Sanemi!?â He squeals, punching the air. You stand up, laughing off his comment about your co-leader. All those years carrying you around and taking care of his little brother were bound to build up excess strength. Plus those muscles of his were no jokeâŚ
Kenji latches onto your hand again as you walk the path to the main office. Itâs not raining as hard as it was moments ago, but thunder still rolls through the sky. You walk him through the main office door, Yena waiting behind the counter with the phone pressed to her ear. She spots Kenji and waves him over. He sends a look at you over his shoulder before releasing your hand to walk to Yenaâs side. She hands him the phone and his face instantly drops.
The hands of your past crawl back into your stomach, clawing out anything good and leaving behind gouges of trauma, boiling toward your throat. Kenjiâs eyes start trembling as he clutches the phone to his ear. âNo! No! You canât!â He suddenly yells, pushing the phone away from him, sobs flooding from his mouth. You take a step toward him but he angrily glares at you before bursting through the front door. Yena slumps defeatedly against the wall.Â
You glance at the door still swinging shut. âYena, whatâs going on?â You inquire softly, terrified of the answer sheâd give you.
She looks up, a pained expression taking the light away from her face. âKenjiâs parents are divorcing. His father isnât going to be there when he gets back.âÂ
Her words coast around in your brain before you turn on your heel and bolt after Kenji. No, no, please no. The similarities between your past and this moment is laughable as you cut through the trees. Your eyes wildly search for little Kenji, anywhere, somewhere. Thunder claps above your head but you ignore it, traveling further into the woods. âKenji!â You scream, rain spitting into your eyes. âKenji please come back!â You yell, cupping your hands around your mouth. You feel empty, yet full of terror. The same way you felt back then when your mother kicked your dad out of your life. The man that would take care of you when your mother got too angry or too drunk. He was gone forever, your protector. Left you to be fed to the monsters your mother harbored.Â
You split through a clearing, breathing heavily as the rain comes down with torrential intent. You feel like crying, screaming, throwing yourself off a cliff even, but you catch a glimpse of Kenjiâs red shirt huddled up against the hallow of a tree. âMiss YN!â He cries, holding out his arms for you. âIâm scared.â You rush to his side, bringing him tightly to your chest.Â
The both of you cling to each other under the cover of the tree, sobbing with the sky. âItâs okay, itâs okay, Iâm here.â You breathe, stroking his head. Kenji curls up in your arms, trembling with tiny hiccups. You knew these woods like the back of your hand, but as the rain blurs your vision the realization crashes over you.Â
You had no idea where you were.
Sanemi watches the rain from his window, wondering what you were doing right now. He grunts as he slides off his bed, heading through the kitchen area to your door. He knocks lightly, aware that you might still be sleeping. âYN?â He calls out softly, but you donât respond. He furrows his brows knocking harder. âYN?â His voice is firmer, but yet nothing comes from your room. He reached for the knob, twisting it open with ease. The door swings open revealing your empty room. He glances around, breathing in your scent and trying to push down the excitement of being in your personal space. He moves around your room, heading toward your outside door. He walks through it, feeling the cool breeze of the storm against his skin.Â
Where were you? He spots a group of boys sitting outside their cabin. He jogs over to them through the rain, stopping under the cover of their deck. âWhatâcha up to?â Sanemi inquires, planning on asking them if theyâd seen where you went.Â
One of them looks at him. âMiss YN took Kenji and weâre waiting for him to come back because he wanted to play games with us.â He explains and Sanemi quirks a brow.
What was that about? âDo you know where?â Sanemi pushes. The same one that was talking to him shakes his head.
âThey were headed toward the main office, but Iâm not sure where exactly they were headed.â Sanemi thanks the group of boys before running toward the main office. When he swings open the door Yena is sitting at her desk with her head in her hands. She glances up when he walks further into the door.Â
Her features soften, a worried expression crossing her face. âOh Sanemi, thank goodness. Iâm so worried.â She rises from her seat, crossing over the carpet to his side.Â
A sense of dread hits the pit of his stomach like a weight of bricks. What was going on? Where were you? Why did Yena look so anxious? âWhatâs wrong?â Sanemi glances around the office, wishing that youâd pop out to surprise him.Â
Yena places a hand on his shoulder, turning his attention back to her. âKenji ran into the woods and YN followed him.â She explains.Â
The feeling of concern amplifies as his blood cools. Not the woods again. âWhen?â He snaps, a strike of lightning illuminating the sky. Yena sighs, glancing at the clock on the wall.Â
âAbout an hour ago,â She trails off, furrowing her brows together. âSanemi, please, find them.â Without a second thought, he runs into the woods. A flash of when he was younger causes him to halt at the tree line. His heart is beating erratically in his chest as he stares through the trunks of thick forest. Heâd been too scared to continue on back then, but you were probably frightened too. Who was he to love you if he couldnât face your terror? Itâs then that he lifts up his wrist to view the matching bracelet. He shakes off his nerves and starts jogging through the foliage.
The rain soaks through his shirt, slicking his hair to the side of his face. He had to find you. Just a week ago you nearly drowned on his watch because of a stupid bet and now you were lost in the woods during a strong storm. Were you trying to test his patience? No⌠you most likely ran after Kenji because of your inner child. Something wanted to heal that part of you. Being a child was difficult, especially when you were taught that emotions were wrong.Â
Sanemi can remember the way your mother screamed as he pulled you angrily by your arm. Her grip left marks on you, red splotches of hatred spanning your tiny arm. She was cursing, screeching about how much of an embarrassment you were, if you loved your father so much then why didnât you go find him? She was a pure blur of her past demons boiling up into one entity â against her own daughter.Â
Now, he would plunge a sword through her heart and save you from the wild beast. Take you away somewhere safe. If only heâd understood more back then. It was all his fault. He had no right to have these feelings toward you when all he caused you was turmoil. Yet, he canât help but see your smiling face, blushing cheeks, and sparkling eyes. The way you stop to smell the breeze of the lake. How joyful you are with the kids, genuinely caring for them. Your sassy remarks when he got too flirtatious with you. The way your lips felt against his in that blissful moment. He⌠truly loved you. Every ounce, curve, and flaw. âYN!â He screams, the beating of his heart echoing in his ears.Â
Sanemi wants to tell you everything, instead of running to someone else. This was between you and him. He couldnât last another second without telling you how much you meant to him. âYN! Where are you!?â Heâs scanning the treeline, worry creasing his brows.Â
You and Kenji still, then look at each other. âIs that Mister Sanemi?â He asks, eyes welling with tears again. You brush your thumb over his plump cheeks, soothing him.
Itâs not helpful that your heart picks up its beating rate at the thought. Sanemi had come to find you â well you and Kenji. Regardless, youâre a little too happy about it. âOver here!â You scream, covering Kenjiâs ears.Â
Sanemiâs heart thumps against his ribcage as he hears you scream back for him. He glances around his surroundings, his eyes finally landing on a hint of red in the distance. âHold on! Iâm coming!â He charges toward the area your voice came from.Â
He sees your face, a sloppy mess of tears and wet hair, and he wants to drop to his knees. âThank goodnessâŚâ You whisper, letting Kenji run to hug Sanemiâs legs. His eyes are locked on your every movement, studying if you are okay.Â
âWe need to get you back, I donât think you couldâve made it out of the forest.â Sanemi holds Kenjiâs hand, waiting for you to start following him. Something holds you back though, a sinking feeling of guilt or shame â you werenât sure which.Â
You had cried and hidden away just like when you were younger. Sanemi didnât come to save you⌠he came to prove a point. You were still just that little girl, running away from her problems. Youâre silent the whole way back, emotions dancing with thoughts. Yena hugs you and then yells at you for running out without a map. Kenji is sent to get a check-up from Shinobu. Everything feels like itâs underwater, floating past you. Only when youâre in front of your cabin do you snap out of the daze, peering up at Sanemi. âYou didnât think I could make it out on my ownâŚâ You mutter. He turns to you, knitting his brows together. âI thought you were there to save me, but you were just there to prove that you could do it. It had nothing to do with me.â Your body feels frozen, numb even.Â
Sanemi opens the door to his room. âThatâs not it at all. Just give me a moment and we can talk about this later.â He replies, closing his door behind him. Later huh? You didnât want later. Now was later.Â
You rush to his door, swinging it open angrily. âNo, you donât get to walk away. Weâre talking about this now.â You snap, taking in Sanemi without a shirt. Why did he always have no shirt on? You halt, mouth gaping.Â
He sighs, tossing his wet shirt into his hamper. âFine, you want to talk, letâs talk. It was careless of you to just run after Kenji like that.â He hisses, motioning to you. âDo you know how worried everyone was? I understand why you did it, but what if something had happened to the both of you? What then YN?âÂ
You march up to him, poking at his chest. âYou donât understand shit Sanemi! Kenji ran into the forest. What was I supposed to do? Stand there and wait for some big muscley man to go in and find him? I did what felt right and you cannot blame me for that!â Your voice is quaking, on the verge of tears.Â
Sanemi scoffs, throwing his hands up in the air. âIâm not blaming you! For fuckâs sake can you stop thinking that everyone is out to get you!? I am not your mother. I care about you and blame myself every fucking day for what happened back then.â Wow. Did he really just bring up your mother? A tormenting ache twists your gut, sucking up any energy you had left.
His nostrils are flaring and your body buzzes with a newfound heat. Itâs anger, itâs sexual frustration, and its adrenaline all wrapped up into one. âYeah well, you have a real funny way of showing how sorry you are. Itâs so funny how you can kiss me one day and then act like nothing happened the next.â You laugh tightly and watch as his brows shoot up.
A sarcastic laugh bubbles out of his throat. âUnlike you, I donât face everything head-on. I was terrified after I kissed you, because yes I kissed you. Do you have any idea how confusing it is to realize after all these years that Iâm in love with you? Then to realize that Iâve fucked up so massively that thereâs zero chance of anything ever happening?â He hisses, rolling his lips into a tight line after his confession. This wasnât how he pictured telling you, but at least it was out there now for you to hear.
Your body tenses, staring at Sanemi with wild eyes. Love? He was in love with you? It was like a slap in the face and a warm blanket at the same time. âThen fucking change my mind,â You order.Â
Sanemiâs eyes widen and his throat bobs with nerves. âYâknow I love it when you get bossy,â He whispers, grabbing your face with gentle vigor. The kiss starts off soft and genuine. Your hands travel into his soft hair, moaning lightly against his lips when his hands find their way to your ass. Thatâs when something animalistic awakens in the both of you. Sanemi spins you around and walks you back against the wall, pressing his knee between your legs. You groan through your mouth at the lovely pressure.Â
His lips work against yours, deepening the kiss into something feral and needy. âGod, I want you.â You huff out between a break. You feel a cocky smirk on your neck where Sanemi nips at the junction of your shoulder. All those times you imagined the quick peck between you both was nothing compared to this. Kissing Sanemi was like pouring hot magma onto a frozen lake. Your body was alive with pinpricks of electricity.Â
You peer down, shakily watching him explore the planes of your body. This was all too much. He was someone you cherished, someone you hated⌠someone you â was it possible for you to even love someone? You care deeply for your friends, the kids, and this camp⌠but love? It's something so deep, so pure that it transcends everything. Did you love Sanemi Shinazugawa or were you crushing on him? The line was thin, but at the same time a cavern impossible to jump over. âHey hey hey, where did you drift off to?â His voice breaks you out of the daze you were in. Your eyes blink up to meet his, soft and beautiful.
His warm hand reaches up to cup your cheek. âDo you need me to stop? I got caught up in my own selfish desiresâŚâ He trails off, looking away bashfully. Huh? Was this gruff man actuallyâŚadorable?Â
Leaning into his hand you shake your head. âI was just thinking about insecurities,â You laugh, meeting his gaze. Sanemiâs face softens and for once you wish your home life had been different. There were times you were grateful that what happened to you made you stronger, more resilient to peopleâs bullshit. Spinning it into a postive made you think less about the trauma. Now⌠you want to be something soft Sanemi can mold with his love. You yearn to fall into his blanketed warmth where somehow youâd be safe. âBut Iâm better now.â You finish, realizing all at once that it didnât matter if you loved him, because you could love him. Love was something you were able to feel, eventually, that is. He could teach you. âSanemi, I really like you⌠do you think â do you think we could continue kissing?â
An airy laugh blows through his nose as he guides you into a sitting positon on his bed. âMâcourse, just let me know if you want to stop.â His eyes light up micheviously, bending down to peck your lips teasingly. He sinks to his knees, sliding his hands down your outter thighs.Â
Sanemi was never someone you thought would stun you into silence, but as his gaze drops to the apex of your legs it suddenly becomes hard to speak. âWhat? Got no smart ass response?â He glances smugly up at you, rolling his tongue over his lips. Instead of replying you spread your legs apart for him. Your action brings his longing attention back to your clothed pussy, which clamps on nothing. âMmm, I guess your body can do enough speaking,â He hooks a finger into your shorts, pulling them down your waist. âSâpretty.â He hisses, reveling in the way your panties cling to the dampness of your cunt. âAll mine,â Heâs muttering to himself like a mad man and maybe he was, but it brings a flush to your cheeks.Â
You squirm to fling your short to the side of his room, wiggling out of your underwear next. He watches like heâll die if he looks away. âSanemi I canât hold back, please, I need you to do something.â You give him enough room to stay between your legs. His smirk worries you only slightly.
He stands, the girth of his cock outlined in his pants. âJust remember you asked for this. Weâll have plenty of time to take it slow later, but right now I canât wait anymore either.â His eyes are a dark brooding purple as he slips the belt out of its loops smoothly. Itâs one of the hottest things youâve ever witnessed. Your childhood friend was about to fuck your brains out and the fact that youâd been fighting only made the tension in the room that much thicker.Â
Sanemiâs cock is longer than anyone youâd been with before and you canât seem to look away from it. How the head weeps and is blush pink with untouched desire. Heâs barely holding on, but the weight of reality slaps you across the face. âDo you have a condom?â You quip and he freezes. His cheeks blush as he glances at his nightstand.Â
âCanât think why I wouldnât pack condoms coming to a job where Iâve never had sex beforeâŚfuck. I can stop if you want to, I wouldnât dare-â
âSanemi, I could care less. Right now all I want is you. Weâll figure it out together.â You grab the back of his neck to bring him in for a kiss. As his lips work against yours he lines himself up at your entrance, brushing the head of his cock against the slick of your arousal. He hisses into your mouth as the tip slips into your warmth. A shaky moan echoes through both of you as you push your foreheads together to watch his cock slide into your pretty pussy.Â
You blow out a breath, throwing your head back in utter bliss. Sanemi fills you out beautifully, stretching your walls just enough to send shivers up your spine. âYou feel perfectâŚyouâre perfect,â Sanemi kisses you, slowly starting to move his hips. The muscles in your stomach tense with a hot iron of pressure.Â
âHaa, Sanemi, please,â You begin but he snaps his hips into yours. A loud slap of skin rattles through his room. Your eyes go wide and a sharp gasp pushes through your body.Â
He grins over you, sliding back on his knees and bringing you with him. âMmm, shh babygirl, mâgonna take care of you.â He strings your legs over his hips, rocking you on his cock.Â
Moans burst from your mouth as you cling to his neck. âFâ Sanemi,â You gasp, his cock plunging deeper into your pussy than the previous postion.Â
âThatâs it, let go pretty girl,â Sanemi burrows into you, a fucked out grin coating his lips. You feel like youâre almost split in two, but the sting bleeds into a sharp pleasurable throb. It radiates through your core, spreading tingles across your skin. Your head lolls to the side a bolt of electricity twisting around your stomach, coating it in the crashing waves of your climax. Youâre both panting as Sanemi fucks into you, gripping your hips onto him.Â
The overstimulation makes you squirm on top of him, but he chaces his own crest, finally finding it when you grip the back of his head, fisting his hair. Warm cum coats your insides, Sanemi gently laying you back down on the mattress. You feel gooey inside, but thereâs a silent happiness that brings a smile to your face.Â
âFuck, Iâm so sorry, I promise next time Iâll last longer- I, IâŚshit let me go get you a rag.â Sanemi pushes himself up on his elbows but you caress his cheek, calming the anxious glaze in his eyes.Â
âNo, stay.â Heâd finally found you⌠and you werenât about to let him out of your sight for a long long time. Â
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Even Paypal is sth mythical. I mean, I've had pieces accepted in US magazines for what the editors said was a token payment, about 50 dollars. Man, those 50 dollars would've paid off so much! That would be a FORTUNE. But I had to waive the payment EVERY time because Paypal doesn't work in my country. Grrr.
That doesn't mean third world countries listed on the Paypal site can use it either. My country is on it but every time I filled surveys etc and they transferred the money, I couldn't get my bank to let me have it. I know a third worlder in another country who has had that happen to them too.
My heart goes out to fellow readers and writers in Malaysia. Some of the most mindblowingly beautiful fics I've ever read (they were gushed abt by Americans and Brits and Aussies so I assumed the writers were native English speakers) turned out to have been written by fellow third worlders, one of those in my own country! The idea of waking up to find my country decided to ban ao3 is just... unbearable.
I hope the Malaysians find a way around it. And I hope whoever made that horrible decision gets the worst RPF written abt them AND hears about it from their political rival.
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Yeah, I'm always meeting fans online from certain countries: Malaysia, Indonesia, the Philippines. Some places just seem to produce a lot of nerds. Or maybe more people learn English? IDK. Both a lack of (popular-with-fans) local media and a lack of economic opportunity can incentivize foreign language learning, so I'm sure that's part of it along with a certain amount of randomness.
In any case, part of why AO3 is run on donations instead of having paid accounts with better features is that a lot of core fans who write the fic and make the recslists and make fandom happen turn out to be in situations where they literally cannot pay even if they have the money.
Someone who's popular might be able to get foreign friends to pay for their VPN, but even then, can they actually get access to it? Questionable.
As for the last, it will be with their political rival, and you know it! They'll have to hear from some aide. ;D
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Ballet Dancer
This is an Eddie Diaz imagine, requested by anon. I'm sorry for how long it's taken me to write this for you I hope you will all like it. I'm working my way through some Eddie requests as I'm in the mood to write for him at the moment. Any feedback is always lovely.
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Eddie Diaz Masterlist
Summary: The team never knew how into ballet Eddie was... or the fact that he is married to a ballet dancer. Until they get called out to an accident at the theatre.
Enjoy.
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Eddie tipped his head back against the seat and closed his eyes while his hands moved to clasp together between his thighs. He brushed his thumbs over the back of his hands as he closed his eyes and took a deep breath, trying to level out the unease and panic in his system.
He didn't like where they were going on this call out.
He knew exactly where they were going; Eddie had been here over ten times during the last month alone, but never on a call out. Never with anyone from the team alongside him. And he had never been here whilst he was on duty.
It had to be a coincidence. There were going to be hundreds of people here tonight. That gave Eddie a good chance of not having his wife be one of the people they were here to attend to. He prayed his wife wouldn't be one of the casualties they had to patch up. There chances were slim when compared to how many people worked here and would be here visiting to watch the performance.
When the truck pulled to a stop, Eddie stilled himself and took a deep breath, trying not to act too eager to get out. He let everyone else filter out the truck first before he hopped down and grabbed one of the medic bags and slung it onto his shoulder.
"Well this is a new one." Hen slung a medical bag on the gurney and wheeled it down from the back of the ambulance. She moved to follow Bobby onto the pavement and all of them took a second to glance up at where they now were.
A theatre.
"Man, I wonder what they're performing?" Evan tilted his head back and looked up towards the midnight sky where the top of the theatre stretched up like it could reach the stars.
This place looked fancy. Old brick building, stone statues outside. Large marble steps leading up to the main doors and staff stood at the doors to keep people from entering late. It had been a long time since Evan had been anywhere like this; if he was watching a play, it was usually on the tv, not in person.
"Romeo and Juliet."
Eddie internally cringed when he spoke before he had chance to think. He tightened his hand around the bag on his shoulder and jogged up the steps with the rest of the team in his wake. He didn't have to say anything. The staff on the doors opened up for them immediately. They knew an accident had happened and they were waiting for the emergency services to arrive.
"I didn't know you were into ballet." A smile pulled at Hen's lips as they all filed inside, past reception and over to the doors beneath the Main Hall sign.
"Oh, you have no idea."
There hadn't been enough time when they arrived for Eddie to scour through the posters outside and find the dates and calculate which play was on tonight. He must have known already, which one was being performed.
"Romeo and Juliet's a play, not ballet."
"It was a play first, Buck, but it's been styled into ballet too." Bobby clapped a hand down on Evan's back as they matched pace with Eddie who was already through the main doors and walking down the darkened corridor.
Eddie turned towards one of the attendants when he reached the end of the corridor and came out into the hall. The lights were on, basking the large dome hall in brightness so people could see and remain or move from their seats. He moved towards one of the attendants stood at the last row of stalls in the ground circle.
He took a moment to glance behind him at the higher seats that went as far back as the eye could see until the very back row would have but a minimal view of the stage ahead. Most of the crowd were still in their seats. They hadn't gotten up to leave or gone for a drink or acted like this was the interval. There was a lot of chatter though, and Eddie tried not to pay any attention to whatever rumours were spreading around.
"What have we got?" Bobby placed his hands on his hips as he stood beside Eddie and looked over at the waiting attendant.
She was stood with her hands clasped in front of her and an anxious, but now relieved look on her face when they arrived.
"A dancer fell, and knocked into another, who fell onto another⌠we had to draw the curtain but we couldn't move anyone for the understudies to come on stage."
"The domino effect," Bobby muttered quietly. "Okay, show us where they are."
They had just finished another call out and had been redirected to the theatre instead of back to the station. Another ambulance was on the way as they were told they had a few casualties to get checked over and possibly take to the hospital.
But Eddie was glad they were the first ones on the scene. He had been hoping it would be someone in the audience who had had some sort of accident or problem. Knowing it was a performer only made his adrenaline spike and increase the frantic worry circulating throughout his system. That increased the chances of it being his wife who was one of the casualties.
Confusion plastered on Bobby's face when Eddie sped ahead after the attendant, overtaking Bobby who usually led the way since he was captain. Was Eddie a big fan of ballet? Was he interested in seeing which performers were hurt and who he could attend to? Why was he in such a rush?
Eddie internally cringed when a round of applause sounded as the team weaved around the outskirts of the aisles towards the steps that led up to the stage. They weren't part of the act. They were the first responders, they were here to help. These people shouldn't be cheering, they should sit quietly or go and take a break as they waited to see if the performance would continue or be rescheduled.
The attendant parted the blood red curtain and made enough of a gap for the team to squeeze through, along with their stretcher.
"Fuck." The word spat through Eddie's lips and he felt his shoulders tensing up and quaking when he looked around the mess.
He had been on this stage quite a few times during the last month, even Chris had been prancing around on stage and roamed the theatre when it was empty. He had watched the performance, both from the stalls and from a backstage view of rehearsals.
He shouldn't be behind this curtain in uniform.
He darted around the casualties, all laid out on the floor in various areas of the stage. Eddie knew a few of them by name, but there was only one he was looking out for and that one person was, sadly, one of the people sat on the floor in agony.
His eyes zoned in on his wife and he made a beeline for her.
(Y/n) was sat just to the left of the centre of the stage. Her body was jittering and trembling back and forth and she tried her best to smile when she looked up and locked her eyes on Eddie. But her smile didn't calm down his raging nerves because he could see the tears streaked down her face.
He assessed the way she was sat. Leaning to the left with her right arm curved tight around her chest and her hand splayed out on the left side of her chest.
"Mi amor. What happened?" Eddie slumped the bag down at his side and knelt down beside (Y/n)'s thigh.
Suddenly, he didn't care that the rest of the team were here and freely able to see him become affectionate. It didn't matter. All that mattered was that this was his call. This was his wife and she was the only one Eddie was going to put any focus and attention on. He wouldn't be dealing with anyone else but (Y/n).
He reached his hand out and cupped her chin between his thumb and finger, tilting her head back so they were level. His eyes narrowed and his head leaned forward as he scrutinised every inch of her to see what injuries she had and why she was crying.
(Y/n) moved her trembling hand from her thigh to cup Eddie's wrist and her lips curved into a tepid smile when she looked up at her husband. She could see Anna, one of the girls in the theatre group, smiling over at her. She had guessed that Eddie might just get wind of this call and make his way down here. (Y/n) didn't think so. She thought the team would be busy somewhere else, with a different call or a more demanding call. (Y/n) didn't think they would be here, she thought a few ambulances would be sent out. Not the fire department.
"W-we were doing the lift⌠I don't know what happened, Thomas stumbled and let go, I knocked Lia on my way downâŚ" (Y/n) winced in discomfort and closed her eyes, trying to lean into Eddie's touch but she opened her eyes again when she felt him move.
"You dropped her?!"
A shiver tore down (Y/n)'s spine and she latched both hands around Eddie's wrist when he looked towards Thomas who was sat a few feet behind (Y/n). She could sense Thomas shuffling back and muttering apologies he hadn't stopped saying since the curtains closed.
"Sorry Eddie."
It had been an accident, although (Y/n) didn't know who had stumbled or tripped first or why. One moment she was being lifted, getting ready to twist and lean to jump into Adam's hold, then the next moment Thomas was falling and his hands were no longer on her hips.
She had only been a few feet high but it felt like she had fallen from the heavens when she crashed down to the harsh wooden floor. On her way down, (Y/n) collided with Lia who then pushed the domino effect and caused another three dancers to cause some kind of injury. (Y/n) wasn't sure what went wrong, but their entire performance was now ruined.
They didn't have the time to switch roles and get enough understudies dressed and prepped ready to continue the show. They would have to stop for tonight and refund whoever was in the audience.
Moving her hand from her side, (Y/n) reached her fingers out and danced them across Eddie's jaw until he pulled his eyes back to her. Rather than staring daggers into her dance partner who was supposed to look after her, not drop her.
"It hurts," She mumbled quietly, trying to stop herself from shaking but for the last ten minutes all she had been able to do was cry and tremble back and forth like a leaf in the breeze. Her hand retracted from Eddie's jaw and she brushed the back of her hand beneath her eyes to wipe away the stray tears.
"What does, mi amor?"
(Y/n) hovered her hand back over her side just below her arm but she couldn't bring herself to touch the area of pain. She had landed roughly on her left side and spasms and jolts like electricity rolled through her. For the first few minutes, (Y/n) hadn't been able to move. She laid, gasping and wheezing and crying until someone managed to sit her up.
Leaning up on his knees, Eddie kissed (Y/n)'s temple before he moved his hands out to try and assess her chest.
He pressed over the right side of her ribs first, just to check there were no scrapes or bruises or fractures there. But when he tried to touch the left side, he felt (Y/n)'s nails scratching into his arms and she cried out. Her head tipped forward until her face was buried against Eddie's shoulder.
"Okay, I've got you. Try and stay still for me, baby." He spoke quietly against her hair while his left arm curved around her back and his hand placed between her shoulders.
He continued to press his fingertips down the left side of her chest, counting two possible fractures and some swelling that was already starting to get worse and strain against her thin top.
"Two ribs are definitely fractured or broken, you'll need an X-ray." Eddie moved his hand round to cup the back of (Y/n)'s neck and his lips smothered the top of her head when she whimpered into his shoulder. This would set her back a few weeks. She wouldn't be able to perform now. (Y/n) would have to take a few weeks off and switch to being the understudy until she was cleared by the doctor.
Perfect timing. Right in the middle of their new show.
At least they weren't on tour. (Y/n) hated touring. She hated being away from home, having to get used to new stages and venues and changes in direction when they were dancing. New changing areas and rushing around in an unfamiliar setting when they had costume changes.
She didn't like being away from her boys either. That was why she had signed up to this theatre group. They stayed at this theatre and every two months, they would learn a new show and routine and switch up the roles and perform something different, but stay in the same venue. It meant the group didn't have to change or be on the road and do a different venue every three or four days. And (Y/n) didn't have to leave home, she could still go back to her boys at the end of the night after a performance.
"Stay still a moment," Eddie mused quietly as he unravelled one arm from her so he could find the stethoscope in his bag.
He listened to her heartbeat before he moved it to press against her back and listen to her breathing. He sighed and nodded to himself when he heard her lungs take deep breaths. The broken ribs hadn't splintered into her lungs which was a big relief.
"Shall we get you up?"
"No," (Y/n) shook her head against his shoulder before she lifted her head just high enough to perch her chin on his shoulder.
Tears began to fall from her eyes again and she felt Eddie's hand move to cup her arm. He smothered his lips against her temple and reeled her more into his chest as he dropped the stethoscope back into the bag.
"Why not, baby?" They couldn't exactly stay here for the rest of the night. As much as Eddie wanted to sit and console her and comfort her, he needed to get her to the hospital. "I'm not leaving you, you know. I'll be right here," He kept his voice quiet enough so only (Y/n) could hear what he was whispering against her ear.
Eddie dared to look around the stage and see what glances he was getting from the team. Evan kept looking over at him with a strange, unusual smile and Hen shook her head when their eyes locked. They were all trying to focus on sorting out the other dancers, but they couldn't stop looking back over at Eddie.
He never told them his wife was a ballet dancer. He never said what his wife did for a living and none of the team had met her. He talked about her often enough and so did Chris because he now started to call (Y/n) his mum. Eddie just wanted to keep his life a bit more private, just for the meantime. He wasn't used to sharing his life with the people he worked with.
"My kneeâŚ"
A frown pulled at Eddie's lips and he gently unravelled from (Y/n) so he could turn to the side and look down at her legs. She had been cradling her side when he arrived, he didn't think she looked like she was in pain with any other injuries.
(Y/n) moved her hands to her thighs, digging her nails through her pale cream tights until she created ladders in the material. Her chin perched down on Eddie's right shoulder and she tried to stop herself from crying and hold steady as he knelt in front of her legs and looked at her left knee.
It was swollen already and the mere touch of Eddie's fingers pressing down on the joint made (Y/n) cry out and drag her nails up her thighs to hold herself steady.
"Mi amor⌠it's dislocated. Can I put it back into place?" Eddie couldn't go ahead and do it without asking first, but he knew the answer. He knew (Y/n) would much rather he do it for her than wait for a doctor or a nurse at the hospital to set it back for her.
(Y/n) didn't have the words so she simply nodded and sank her teeth down into her lower lip. She didn't want anyone but Eddie to look after her. She'd never dislocated or broken anything before. Despite the vigorous training she had done over the years to get herself to this point in ballet, she had only ever pulled muscles or tendons. She hadn't broken anything until now, and she never thought it would happen during a performance with an audience like this.
"Afraid I need to tear these."
"Wouldn't be the first time," (Y/n) whispered, trying to force herself to smile when Eddie scrunched up her tights around the middle of her thigh. He had torn enough of her tights over the past few months, this wasn't anything new.
She watched his lips form a daring smirk that showed his teeth before he easily sank his nails into her tights and stretched the fabric until it ripped apart like a tissue beneath his hold. They were fancy, but they weren't thick or made of any strong material which made them easy to tear apart.
Eddie refrained from tearing them right up to the hilt and giving himself a view of his wife's underwear. He ripped the material down the other way until it was torn apart down towards her ankle. He needed a clear view of her knee and this saved her the embarrassment of taking off her tights in front of colleagues and his team.
His fingers curled around the top of her knee and his other hand moved to prod and assess the joint, wincing each time it made (Y/n) lean back or twitch and groan.
"Close your eyes mi amor."
She did as instructed, bracing both hands down beside her on the stage floor and she tilted her head back and kept her eyes tightly closed. She didn't want to see Eddie put the joint back into place and she didn't want to know when he was about to do it. The blood pulsed through her ears so loudly it was deafening and her breath held deep in her lungs when Eddie's hand moved to get a good grip on her lower leg.
A tortured scream pierced the air, almost as deafening as the horrid click that told Eddie he had put the joint back into place. His fingers dug into her thigh and he kept tight hold of her lower leg, keeping her leg resting over his lap when her leg started to jerk and tremble.
"Shh, all done. All done, I'm sorry baby." Reaching his hands out, Eddie hooked an arm around (Y/n)'s waist and shuffled her across the floor until she was sat level with his thighs and he carefully eased her leg back onto the floor. His arms coiled around her and reeled her into his chest so he could kiss the top of her head.
He looked down in the bag by his side before he looked across at Hen who was just finishing up an assessment on one of the other girls.
"Hen, do you have some morphine in your bag?"
She fished out a packaged needle of morphine and slid it across the stage towards him. Eddie tore the packet open with his teeth and looked down at (Y/n) before he pressed the needle into her thigh.
"That'll help with the pain, baby. Any more injuries I should know about?" His hand moved up and down her arm while his lips went back to kissing the top of her head.
"Just sickness," (Y/n) kept her eyes closed and buried her face into Eddie's chest, scrunching his shirt up in her grasp. The pain had given her a horrid headache and now she felt like she was going to throw up. But other than that, she didn't have any other injuries. Thankfully.
"Let's get you in the ambulance then."
Eddie glanced his eyes around the stage, seeing that Evan was finishing up patching up Lia who had gotten away with cuts and bruises and Evan talking her ear off. Hen and Bobby were waiting with two other girls who needed assessing in a hospital. And Chimney had one of the men on the gurney who had broken his ankle and jammed up his shoulder and he was on his way backstage.
It would be easier to go backstage past the dressing rooms and get out to the truck that way than go back past the crowds and let everyone be oogled at.
"Dispatch, this is Captain Nash. How far out are those further to ambulances? We look to need a third one sent our way."
"Y-you won't leave me, will you?" (Y/n) couldn't bring herself to pull away from Eddie's chest. Her face stayed tucked into the middle of his chest, her nose squashed against the buttons as she panted through his shirt and tried to breathe in his scent.
She didn't want another team coming over and trying to take her away from Eddie. She didn't want Eddie to have to go back in the truck and leave her with strangers.
"I'm not going anywhere without you, mi amor." He smiled into her hair before he turned to look at Bobby over his shoulder. "Cancel that last ambulance, (Y/n) can ride in the truck with us."
Eddie saw no point waiting around for another ambulance to be redirected their way which would take a further ten minutes or longer. They could send the two other dances in the two ambulances that were on their way. And Eddie could carry his wife and take her in the truck with them. Eddie was going down to the hospital anyway, he wasn't straying far from his wife and she needed an X-ray and an assessment.
(Y/n) kept her arms hooked around Eddie's neck as his hands moved down to her hips. He carefully pulled her up with him and stayed on her left side to prop her up. She had her knee bent and her foot held just above the floor, unable to put it down as it added pressure and agony onto her knee.
His hand squeezed her hip every now and then and his other hand moved to cup her arm that was looped around his neck. Eddie let his eyes dart across to Evan who was packing up his bag and moved to stand beside them.
"Right this way, Mrs Diaz."
(Y/n) had never been in a fire truck before.
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Leaning her head to the side, (Y/n) pressed her face into Eddie's abdomen and curled her arm around his back, keeping him close. She let her eyes fall closed and found herself smiling when she felt his hand rest on her neck with his thumb brushing up and down across the side of her jaw.
She was ready to go home. The morphine had worked to take away the throbbing edge in her knee and had dulled down her headache, but now she felt dizzy and tired and spaced. She wanted to go curl up in bed and try to get some sleep.
For the next few weeks, (Y/n) wouldn't be doing very much. She wouldn't be training or getting up early for rehearsals or going down to the theatre. Her time would be spent trying to push herself into recouperating and playing video games with Chris.
Eddie leaned down and kissed the top of (Y/n)'s head before he drained the last of the rather bland coffee he'd got from the machine in the hall.
"How you feeling?" He murmured quietly while he set down his cup and placed his hand in his pocket.
The team had dropped them off along with their other casualty and whenever they were ready to leave, Eddie just needed to give the team a call. Bobby had cleared it so Eddie could take (Y/n) home, his shift was officially over and he had the next few days off to be home with her and Chris.
"Ready for bed." Her response made Eddie smile and he hummed, darting his eyes over to the door when it opened.
The doctor they'd seen when they arrived walked into the room, a calm smile on her face and a file in her hand which Eddie guessed was the X-ray results. (Y/n) had had both her knee and her chest X-rayed when they got to the hospital, as well as having some bloods taken just to be on the safe side.
As long as the breaks weren't damaging or dangerous, all (Y/n) would need would be to have her chest bandaged and they could go home. Her knee was already in a foam brace since Eddie had saved the doctor a job and put it back in place.
"How are we in here?"
"Tired." (Y/n) kept her arm latched around Eddie's lower back and stayed leaning into his torso with a tepid smile. She liked the feeling of Eddie's fingers running up and down the side of her neck before his hand moved to rest on her shoulder instead.
"Well, I've taken a look at your X-rays. The fourth and fifth ribs are broken, clean breaks though not fractures which is a good thing. In three weeks I'd like you to come back just to check they are healing properly. And your knee will heal within a week or two, no lasting damage there."
That was some good news. (Y/n) didn't want fractured bones, they were harder to heal and didn't always repair themselves in the right way. At least a clean break was easier for her body to repair. Not that she wanted them to be broken, but she knew from the moment Eddie assessed her that they had definitely snapped in some way. This just cemented the fact that she wasn't going back to work anytime soon.
"Can I take her home?" Eddie kept his hand tucked into his pocket while he looked over at the doctor. That was all good news and he couldn't see a reason why they couldn't leave now.
"Well, the nurse took a blood sample on arrival, just to rule out any infections and I had to run a further test when I got the results back."
(Y/n) could feel her face falling and her teeth sunk down into her lower lip as she glanced up at Eddie. Somehow, that didn't sound very good. The doctor's smile wasn't calming compared to what she had just said. Was something wrong? (Y/n) felt fine. She had been fine until the fall tonight, that was the only reason she was here. Nothing else was wrong with her apart from her knee and her broken ribs.
She could feel Eddie's hand tightening on her shoulder and he tensed up beside her as his brows furrowed. What did that mean?
"It seems you're pregnant. Congratulations."
(Y/n)'s jaw loosened but she couldn't find any words.
Pregnant. They were going to have a baby. Now she well and truly couldn't return to work. Once her ribs and her knee were healed, she wouldn't have long before she started to show and she wouldn't be able to perform once that happened. She would have to switch to helping direct the shows and give the dancers their cues and pointers rather than joining in the performance.
When she tilted her head up to glance up at Eddie, her parted lips formed into a smile when she saw the way he was looking down at her. His eyes looked brighter and he was already grinning down at her, trying to bite his lip to stop his smile from spreading so wide.
His hand left her shoulder and moved round to cup her chin and he leaned down, brushing his nose against hers before he captured her lips in a kiss.
His fingers danced across her cheek and (Y/n) reached up to hold his wrist as she grinned against his touch. They hadn't exactly been trying, but this was a very welcomed surprise. They were going to have a baby. Chris was going to have a brother or sister.
"I guess we should be happy tonight wasn't opening night, huh?" Eddie mumbled quietly against her lips, barely pulling back enough to speak before he devoured her lips again.
At least (Y/n) had already had two weeks worth of performing this new play. It wasn't opening night that had gone horribly wrong and she had had the chance to perform as Juliet. Now she was going to have to take a step back. Maybe she could get away with one or two more performances before she had to stop when her bump started to show.
"Hm. So you're happy?"
"Are you kidding? Wait 'til I tell the team."
#eddie diaz imagine#eddie diaz x reader#eddie x reader#eddie diaz#imagine#911 imagine#pregnant! reader#evan buckley#bobby nash
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The excessively passive voice when talking about Minthe being intended to have BPD is hilarious. "It was thought to have her written with BPD"? So weird
Honestly, once you start noticing this passive voice in how Rachel writes and talks, it's kind of hard to unsee.
Like, for starters, the BPD example. It's very non-committal, almost as if to sound like she never actually wrote her with BPD, it was just an 'idea' that she could neither confirm or deny as canon. But then you read the episode with the slap and-
It's- it's literally called "Splitting". It's about as subtle as a brick to the face. This entire episode showcases Minthe having an actual literal episode of splitting and it's plain as day to anyone who can read the title card and put two and two together. So for the wording to be so passive around her characterization... it wasn't "thought" to have her written with BPD, she was written with BPD.
Another example that sticks out in my mind of Rachel's passive writing is far later in Season 3, when Demeter reunites with Persephone and naturally expects her to come back home with her.
This line still fucking bothers me to this day. Besides the fact that it's just really poorly written dialogue, Persephone describes her being in love with Hades as if it's just some coincidental thing that happened to her that she can't avoid and not a deliberate choice she's making. "It would seem" my ass, Persephone is a coward for not being upfront and just talking to her mother like an adult by saying, "Mother, I love you, and I understand why you want me to come home, but I'm in love with Hades and want to stay in the Underworld with him." Instead the way it's worded is almost designed to absolve Persephone of any and all agency in her own decisions and active participation in her relationship with Hades by instead making it out to be just some circumstance that she can't get herself out of.
Again, this isn't quite as egregious as the aforementioned BPD scene, but it's still irritating because Rachel writes like this a lot throughout LO. And it's not just the dialogue either, entire decisions throughout the comic are flip-flopped and kept vague by Rachel so she can give herself plausible deniability over the narrative. I could come up with some of my own examples, but I think she managed to speak for herself just fine in the end-of-series Q&A that left both critics and fans of the series massively confused and disappointed:
LO is full of half-committed plotlines because Rachel herself can't commit to her own decisions. So the decisions she does make are left vague enough that hardcore fans are willing enough to fill in the blanks themselves, but anyone who asks her genuinely what her plan was, she just gives the same wordy "IDK it's up to your interpretation!" response. It's like she thinks people are asking her as just another reader who can only speculate, but she's literally the author, so why is she acting like her guess is as good as theirs?
Well, because that's how she wrote LO. That's how she's always written comics, with vague half-finished thoughts and just enough for readers to do the mental gymnastics of making sense of it all just to give her the credit for "smart writing" that she never actually did because she stopped paying attention after the first sentence. And that method of being vague for the sake of audience interpretation is fine for illustrations or anything that isn't trying to be a concise narrative, but LO did try to be that and it really shows how hard it failed in doing so when its own creator can't even come up with something slightly plausible to explain all the questions people had in the end. "There is some backstory there" but proceeds to not actually expand on said backstory. "I like to imply things without outright telling people", so do I, but the difference is that Rachel is using that as a crutch to not answer the questions she setup for her readers and then didn't resolve after five years. There's not wanting to spoon feed people the plot, and then there's literally refusing to explain your decisions when writing said plot, almost because you don't know any more than they do.
The entirety of LO is rooted in Rachel's passiveness, from her inability to answer questions concisely to every little plot point that was established and dropped throughout the comic's run. Writing a story is a series of decisions, deciding what to keep, deciding what not to keep, deciding what has to be changed, etc. and Rachel just... doesn't seem like someone who's ever been capable of making those decisions, especially when she's writing an actual long form story to the end and doesn't have the luxury of dropping it whenever it feels convenient for her like she did several times with The Doctor Pepper Show. Once she was actually held to a standard, once she was actually signed into a contract that expected her to make those decisions, she failed to and it culminated in one of the messiest conclusions to a story I've seen since Game of Thrones.
LO is kind of like Schrodinger's Cat - a plot point can be or not be whatever it needs to be so that Rachel can be either praised for smart writing she never did or absolved of bad writing that she did do. It's equally parts interesting and vague enough that whatever her readers give her credit for writing, she can give them a thumbs-up and go "you're totally right, champ!" and proceed to take all the credit of being a "good writer" from the efforts of her own audience who had to jump through a million hoops to make sense of her own messy writing.
But when she's put on the spot by those very same readers to answer for her own decisions, she can't.
Because she never made them.
Because there was never anything "deeper" going on, that's just what her style of "distraction writing" made you believe. The plot never lets you stop to think about what you just read long enough before zipping away to the next thing and distracting you with a new twist or a new character or a new plot point, and before you know it, you've gone weeks without reading about the last thing that was established you probably haven't even realized that those questions never got answered. Sometimes Rachel remembers to get back to those things and resolves them within a handful of panels, other times she forgets them entirely and just leaves them to rot in the hopes that no one ever calls her out on it. And when they do... she can just pull the get-out-of-jail-free "Welp, it's up to your interpretation!" card and get that credit all over again for being deep and insightful, meanwhile those who are rightfully dissatisfied with that answer are blanket-accused of "getting mad at Rachel for not writing the story they wanted".
To close out this ask that, per tradition, turned into an essay, I'd like to recall the famous words of fictional detective Benoit Blanc: "Look into the clear center of this glass onion... Miles Bron is an idiot!"
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Of Monsters and Omegas
I read this a/b/o thing a while ago, I don't even know who the original was by I can't find it again y-y
but it had a thing I'd never seen in a/b/o before, with an idea of an alpha, claim biting another alpha and turning them into an omega (talked to a friend and it turns out this is a thing that has been written about more than once, im just out of touch and its not even friday) and it was an amazing story, super well written, I just personally didn't like the ending cause I'm the #1 advocate for brat readers and not the biggest fan of crybabies or the total pheromone brainwashing that people write for omegas that make them do the complete opposite of what they would normally do, I'd like to think they have more resistance to the chemicals than that albeit at the cost of some physical and psychological pain. so im writing my own, thingy, with a different ending.
18+ Minors DNI - 6.3k words Content Warnings: stalking, obsession, death, fighting, violence, blood, torture(?), kidnapping, noncon touching, suggestive, gangs, some degradation, reader is referred to as 'princess' gender neutrally (im new to this so if theres anything i forgot pls let me know)
The heavy sounds of flesh hitting flesh echoed against the stone walls of the alleyway concealing the battered figures of the people fighting within it. One person lay dazed and immobile on the ground already, followed shortly by a second body, this one out cold before he even hit the ground. The last two fighters standing were locked in a desperate grapple, and despite having been beset upon by three assholes at once, the would-be victim who had been pulled into the alley on their way home from a long day of college classes gains the upper hand for the third and final time. Your muscles burn as you grunt and send the last assailant flying into the hard brick wall, one final crack ringing through the tight, dark space as they slide down the wall onto the dirty ground, right into an unfortunately placed puddle of dumpster juice. They leave a splatter of blood on the stone where the back of their head split on the stained grit.
Blood drips from the knuckles of the hand you run through the sweaty hair slicked to your forehead as you stoop and pick up your backpack from where it had been tossed to the side. You spot a wallet on the ground, knocked out of someone's pocket at some point during the fight, and pocket the cash from that too, for the inconvenience. These scumbags were lucky they weren't dead, yet, anyway. For this? They'd probably be killed within the week once you gave their ID's to your older sister.
You continue on your way back home, wiping the blood off your knuckles and face with the sleeve of your coat as you go.
Why those grunts had seemingly staked you out was beyond you, other than the obvious reason of being a member of their gang's most vicious and historied rival. Your family was a notorious one, a family business dealing mostly in drugs but with a few spare hands in money laundering and data gathering. You were fully aware that what your family did was illegal in a dozen different ways, but it was what you had grown up in, it was what paid for your lavish lifestyle, so who were you to be judgmental? Besides, to compromise within a morally gray area, you know your family prefers to keep things as bloodless as possible, less clean up and attention that way. As a fresh adult who was only in your second year of college however, you were ignorant to most of those details, and chose to be so. You understood why your family didn't want to involve you just yet, and you didn't care to dig into it, the longer you could go with less responsibilities, the better. So, for now, you were content to stay in the dark and live your carefree, well-funded life.
Of course, that didn't mean you were naive or anything. You know very well that you were in constant danger of being attacked or killed, even as you lived a perfectly normal college life. So, as any self-respecting alpha would, you worked out intensely and routinely, to the point of being intimidating even to other alphas. Running into a few punks here and there was nothing to you, even when they came in groups like they had today.
The remaining smears of blood on your knuckles have dried into a crust by the time you get home. Once you've kicked off your shoes at the door, you hide the gory evidence of your altercation in your coat pockets as you step into the living room of your family's manor. Your sisters, Nina, the youngest, and Esme, older than you but younger than your brothers, Leon and Silas, are sitting on the couch closest to the TV, a drama of some sort playing as they shared a bowl of strawberries. Nina beams at you from the couch.
"Hey! How was your day?"
Nina was still in high school, which in your opinion was way worse than college, so the fact that she still had the spunk and energy to greet you so enthusiastically warmed your heart. You smile back at her as you head for the stairs.
"It was pretty good, I finally finished that project so now I don't have to stay late at the library anymore."
"That's great! That means you'll be home early enough to watch Cats of Heaven with me!"
"I should have enough time for that, sure." You chuckle. You had no clue what that was, but if you had to guess, knowing your sister it was the newest silly cartoon that she had become infatuated with. At least she wasn't trying to get you to watch the insufferable dramas that she liked to watch with Leon and Esme, like what was on now, but you would never admit to your siblings how corny you thought those kinds of shows were. You could only hope Cats of Heaven was something more entertaining than the standard soap operas you'd observed.
"There's pizza in the kitchen." Esme calls to you as you start up the stairs.
Ah, so Leon isn't home yet. The oldest of your siblings was the one who normally cooked, more often than even your mother. You call back an acknowledgement before jogging up the stairs to your room. After cleaning yourself of the day's grime, and the blood of course, you change clothes and trot back downstairs, heading for the kitchen to obtain some of the aforementioned pizza. Getting past the group project you'd been working on for the past three months meant more free time after school for the immediate future, and you were all too keen to relax with your family, even if it meant slogging through a show that was potentially horrendous.
You pad back into the living room, already halfway through one of the five slices of cheesy divinity on your plate. You were just sitting down between Esme and Nina when the sound of keys in the front foyer made you all perk up.
"I thought they weren't coming back for another few days?" Esme voices the question on all of your minds, 'they' being your parents and oldest brother, who had left on a business trip a little under a week ago.
"Maybe they finished work early and wanted it to be a surprise." Nina suggests happily, as the sound of footsteps in the hallway grows closer. You're hit with a sudden wave of apprehension at the same time as Esme, both of you standing abruptly to move in front of your youngest sister as a crowd of strangers step into the room with shameless casualness. Leading them, is an imposing alpha man with ink black hair tied at the nape of his neck and burning red eyes so piercing it almost made you shiver to be caught in their gaze. Almost.
The only thing that overpowered the rising fear was anger.
You sprint directly for the leader, arm pulled back for a haymaker, but some beta grunt gets in your way and takes the blow. It's clear from the confidence with which he steps in that he was unprepared for the force behind the fist, and ends up on his face on the floor, dead to the world. The first swing immediately spurs the others into action, and they surge around their leader to subdue you. It turns out to be a much harder endeavor than any of them anticipate, even when one lackey throws themself onto your back to weigh down your movement, you move as though the weight wasn't there at all, ramming backwards and crushing the brave idiot and one other against the wall. You're about to make another lunge for the leader, who has so far been lounging in an insufferably smug manner against the wall, watching the fight but not bothering to get involved, when you hear a shrill scream behind you that stops you cold.
You turn back to see Nina trapped in the arms of a muscly thug, and Esme thrashing on the ground at her feet, held down by two others. Your rage surges and you move to attack their captors, but the momentary distraction caused by your little sister's distress is all the time that's needed for three more men to jump on you and drag you to the ground. It takes 5 people altogether to hold you down as you curse and struggle against their hold trying to reach your sisters.
The leader of the home invasion chuckles condescendingly as he finally moves from his spot against the wall and walks closer, kneeling down by your face, a tight smile on his face that holds no amusement.
"You're just as feisty as ever, second youngest. I've heard all about your track record in fights, your unbroken win streak was so intimidating that I thought for sure it'd take more than that to subdue you. I'm a little disappointed."
"Fuck you!!!" It's all you can manage to spit out amongst your fury and exhaustion; normally you'd be able to throw off even five people, at least enough to get an arm free to strike out, but you were already worn out from your earlier fight. That, and a literal glob of spit that lands splat dab against the side of the assault leader's nose; damn, so close to hitting him in the eye.
The room goes cold and still, the thugs surrounding you and your siblings seem to take in a collective breath of anxiety, looking nervously to their leader for his reaction. To their surprise, he simply stares down intensely at the struggling alpha on the floor as he wipes the spit off his cheek... and licks it off his thumb.
"Oh, are you sure that's smart? You might not care about your own compromised position... but you care about theirs, right?" He glances over to the men holding down your sisters and in response to an unspoken signal, they draw knives and hold them menacingly against their throats. Esme growls furiously, but Nina screams again in fear as tears pour down her cheeks.
"Stop! Stop it, don't terrorize them! You're here for me, right?! Then just take me outside and beat me to death if that's what you want but leave them alone!!!" You still sound enraged, but even you are aware of the fear that leaks into your voice.
"Aww, worried for your sisters? Me too." The faux amusement in the alpha leader's voice is gone now, replaced with a cold fury chilling enough to send a zing of worry into your spine. The leader grabs a fistful of your hair in a painfully tight grip as he pulls your head up, his other hand spinning a set of keys around his finger. Your blood runs cold when you zero in on the plastic pink dolphin hanging on the ring.
Those are your mother's keys.
"You seem to think I'm here because you put a few grunts into the hospital. You're mistaken." The alpha tilts his head as his eyes pierce into yours, searching, but for what, you don't know. "You aren't aware of what your brother's been up to, are you?"
"You'll have to be more specific; I have two." You huff, trying not to stare too obviously at the dolphin, trying desperately not to think of what it might mean of your mother's fate for this asshole to be holding those keys.
"Silas." The alpha says icily, speaking the name like a curse.
Warily, you shake your head, the clawed grip on your head barely allowing the movement. "No, I'm not aware of anything my brothers and parents are involved in."
"That's unfortunate... But I'm already aware of that. It's cute, honestly, did they think leaving you out of the loop would keep you safe and uninvolved?" He gives your hair a sharp tug, eliciting a hiss from the fuming alpha. "All it did was make you the perfect tool for revenge."
"What the fuck are you even talking about you piece of shi-" The leader slams your face into the ground, and although the floor is carpeted, it only buffers the brunt force so much. When the leader lifts your head back up, your nose is dripping blood.
"I'm talking now. Unless you want me to kill your sisters in front of you, you'll shut the fuck up and listen like a good little bitch."
A growl rumbles through you which is met with another face first kiss into the floor, but the alpha doesn't signal anything to the thugs holding your sisters.
"Listen well, as I won't repeat myself. Silas kidnapped my sister, and I can only assume he claimed her. That, or he killed her, but I doubt it. Your mother was helping him to keep them both hidden, and to her credit she refused to sell him out, no matter how much we hurt her." The spinning of the keys stops abruptly as the leader catches them in his palm before dangling them in front of you. "I guess she didn't stop to think about what that choice might mean for her other children, left so innocent and unaware at home, alone. Maybe she had a favorite?"
Your blood runs cold as you take in the intruder's words. You had never been particularly close with Silas, hell, none of your siblings were. He had always been very distant with his siblings, while the rest of you went on to be incredibly close with one another, leaving Silas as the odd one out. That wasn't to say you hadn't all at some point tried to get closer with him, he had simply always made it clear he had no interest. This was probably also fueled by the coddling you had all observed from your mother; Silas had always been her golden boy, incapable of wrongdoing.
"I had no idea... None of us did." You can only hope the sincerity is clear in your voice and face; you genuinely had no idea your brother had done such a thing or was even capable of doing such. If the kidnapping was fueled by anything other than the feud between your families... The thought made you sick.
The leader considers your words, his chilling gaze never wavering in the slightest from yours.
"I believe you. From what I gather, based on what we were able to discern from the phone we took from your mother, she and he were the only ones in on it."
Your relief is short lived when a cruel, mirthless smirk creeps over the leader's face. There's a sudden sting in the side of your neck, you barely have time to register the pinch of pain before darkness rushes into your vision from all sides.
"However... That doesn't alleviate you of the consequences."
A sudden splash of cold drags you unwillingly out of the darkness. You open your eyes, gasping, taking in the dirty, gray stone, the puddle surrounding you; you're no longer in your living room. You now find yourself somewhere dark and cemented on all sides, the cold dampness pervading the space the kind that only comes from being underground. The only illumination comes from a single bare bulb swinging on a frayed wire over your head, the light it casts only making the space feel more unnerving.
Looming over you, face cast eerily in the darkness clumping up around the edges of the bulb's dingy light, is the leader of the home invasion. His red eyes are black in the shadow, but still alight with something cruel and mocking. He has a bucket in his hand, empty save for the last few drops of water clinging to the lip, the rest of it covering you.
"Good morning, princess. Sleep well?"
It's just the two of you, alone. No guards, no thugs, no sign of your sisters. You process this information a split second before you register the weight clamped down around your arms and waist, metal rattling loudly through the small space when you try to lunge for him, only to be stopped short by a chain attached to the wall behind you. You twist your arms violently, feeling the bite of handcuffs digging into your wrists, chains pulling taught where they're wrapped around your waist. Your captor laughs at your efforts.
It's when you growl in response to the taunting laughter that you feel more metal on your face. A muzzle. You can't suppress the fury thrashing around in your chest like a wild animal, growing more and more violent the more humiliation is piled on. The abduction, the laughter, the restraints, the muzzle. You kick and pull and yank and spit and snarl, don't stop even when the metal bites and blood makes your skin slippery against the cuffs.
"Aww, throwing a tantrum now? Cute." The words are barely enough warning before you're shoved onto your back, arms grinding painfully between the restrains and the dirty floor.
Your captor straddles you, his weight keeping your body pressed flat to the ground while one hand settles into the curve of your throat and squeezes. His palm presses lightly into your airway at the same time that his thumb rubs slow, pensive circles in the dip between your neck and collar. You shiver apprehensively when it brushes over the scent gland in your neck.
"I already told you I don't know where your sister is. Fucking kill me already so you can get even, just don't hurt my sisters. They're not involved!"
"Second time you've asked me to kill you... you seem quite keen on it." He smirks. "Unfortunately, you're all involved by virtue of simply being a part of that family. I know none of you are stupid enough to be completely ignorant to your family's doings."
Another growl bubbles up in your throat, only to be choked into silence when your captor tightens his grip around your neck.
"You know, I've thought for a while now that the older you've gotten, the less happy you've looked. The worst time, was right after your high school graduation, it was like the last of your light had left your eyes." His smile softens into something pitying, bordering on sympathetic even, but all you feel is chills running up and down your spine. "You always used to be so carefree, and spirited, it was crushing to see you looking so worn down and sad. It took me a while to realize what was killing the happy you I love so much."
The hands around your neck loosen as the leader leans down, hips shifting against your crotch as he moves, completely unbothered by the water soaking into his pants. He brings his face to your ear, lips grazing against the shell of it.
"Don't you think trying so hard to posture around like a big tough alpha is exhausting? I know it is, I know intimately the sort of shit we go through to come out on top as the strongest, the worthiest... But that struggle never suited you, did it? You've always seemed too sweet for it to me, more like an omega than an alpha."
You can't help but take the opportunity to thrust your head forward and slam it into your captor's face, forcing him back into his upright position. Ignoring the stalker shit this guy was just babbling was difficult, but you decided to skip it for now since honestly you didn't really wanna hear the details...
"You've gotta be shitting me, I've sent hundreds of you losers to the hospital and the grave since I was a middle schooler. If you're seriously trying to compare me to an omega, then I know you're full of it and just trying to piss me off."
He raises an eyebrow, surprisingly not retaliating against the bonk to his head, not yet at least.
"So, what would you call the manicures you get monthly with your sister?"
"I call that self-care and spending time with my sister. Fighting off all your fuckin' grunts wears my hands out and I'm not fond of scars. I deserve a relaxing hand massage for the trouble of beating your thugs up every week."
"And the mall trips where you spend hundreds on clothes which you follow up with a trip to that quaint little bakery where you always get a strawberry cream cake? That doesn't strike you as omega-ish?"
"Go to hell. For one thing, it's insanely creepy that you know all that, and for another, you're stereotyping like a motherfucker. Alphas aren't all meatheads that do nothing but eat raw steak, jerk off and work out, and all omegas aren't valley preps that do nothing but shop and primp. People who think like you are what's wrong with society."
The leader's deep red eyes stare intensely into your face for an eerily long moment before the corners of his lips twitch. At first its imperceptible, and while he clearly fights to keep a straight face, he can't keep down the chuckles bubbling out of his throat for long. He throws his head back in a burst of full body laughter, the least cruel sound he's made since you met him. When he finally manages to calm himself, the leader beams down at you as he wipes a tear out of his eye.
"My god... You're so fucking cute. Do you even hear yourself? You're only proving my point. You're meant to be pampered and taken care of, sheltered and safe from petty street fights and laborious expectations of strength and intimidation. You look so much cuter and happier getting your nails done than you do working out and swaggering around trying to be impressive and domineering."
This conversation had already been creepy since it started, but this was starting to genuinely unnerve you. You try to lean your head further away from the alpha on top of you, but he grabs the front of your muzzle, dragging you closer.
"Don't run away now tough guy. I thought a big bad alpha like you wasn't scared. How's it feel to be the one on bottom? Feeling threatened by the idea of someone putting you in your place? Scared?" He drags his tongue across the thin bars of the muzzle, his breath ghosting over your lips.
"What do you want from me?" You finally manage to ask, despite the tightness in your throat. As much as you expect to dread the answer, you can't stand any more of the back and forth while you wait in suspense for torture, for death, for something. Something other than whatever it is about this whole exchange that is making this guy so rock hard. You're trying to ignore it but, you've been feeling the unmistakable prod of this weirdo's boner against your crotch for almost the whole time you've been speaking.
"Still waiting on me to kill you? Knowing how proud you are, I bet you'd prefer death over what I have planned for you." The freak on top of you chuckles, his voice lowering to a husk as he leans down and nuzzles his nose into the crook between your neck and shoulder, inhaling deeply. "You smell so sweet even now, for an alpha...~ You'll smell even better soon."
Before you can ask what the hell he's talking about, you feel a kitten lick against your neck that makes you freeze. It's light at first, but quickly turns into broad strokes of his tongue and open mouth kisses from shoulder to jaw, wet and insistent.
No way. Nowaynowaynowaynoway. Obviously, no one is incapable of being sexually assaulted but it rarely ever happened to alphas, they weren't exactly the cute, easy targets creeps normally went for. It had never even been a passing concern for you up until now.
"Hey! Are you fucking-gh...!" You choke on your words when a sharp sting pulses through your neck. A heartbeat later, a deep and agonizing burning sensation starts to spread through your veins, up into your head where the white-hot burn is so blaring that it clouds your vision with spots, and down into your chest where your heart starts pounding against your ribs like it's trying to claw its way out. You can only gasp soundlessly as pain like you've never experienced rips through you, tearing screams from your lungs that die before they can even leave your throat, coming out only as gasping whimpers. It's after you feel a second bite and the pain is redoubled that you finally manage to shriek out loud, a sound so visceral and so unlike any sound or scream you've ever made that it doesn't even sound like you.
When he bites into your scent gland for a third time, the pressure building behind your eyes from the pain and the lightheadedness of screaming without pause for breath snaps. You can feel yourself losing consciousness again, and this time you couldn't be more grateful for it.
Your return to the waking world is much slower this time. Whereas before you were yanked out of the darkness with a splash of cold water, this time you find yourself wading through it, a lake of sludge thicker than cold syrup, and it was just as sticky and unpleasant as you imagine such a thing would be. Despite what feels like physical pounds of exhaustion weighing them down, you manage to drag your eyes open.
You feel cold and damp all over, a fresh drop of sweat rolling down your neck. A full body ache that sinks deep into your bones covers you; you feel like you're made of glass, fragile, weak and sore.
A strip of dim, greyed light is shining on the ceiling over your head; its all you can focus on as your awareness swims to the surface and clambers out of the heavy lake still trying to drag it down. You shift and lift one of your arms out from under the thick blanket covering you and notice gauze wrapped around your wrist. A small, delicate gasp to your side makes you turn your head. Nina is sitting in a chair by your bedside, clutching your other hand tightly between hers.
"You're awake! Y-You were sleeping so long I thought you'd never..." She sniffles, holding your hand to her cheek as hot tears drip onto your wrist. You slowly turn your hand to press your palm against her cheek, smiling softly.
"It's okay Nina, I'm alive, it's alright." Your voice is barely more than a croak, scratching painfully out of your throat. Nina grabs a cup of water from a bedside table and gently helps you take a few sips. When you've managed to drain the whole cup, you lay back in the bed with a wearied sigh.
"What happened? I thought for sure I was dying, I..." You trail off, thinking back to the odd conversation you'd had with the alpha who had led your home's invasion. Your head is pounding, and you feel so weak, like you're just waking up from the worst part of a flu, still feeling traces of a fever in the heat trapped in your blankets and the sweat clinging to your skin. A growl from the window pulls your attention away from your condition.
"That motherfucker... He did something to you." Esme is leaning against the frame of the large window casting the gray light over the ceiling a few feet away from where you and Nina are sitting, a cigarette crushed in half in her hand. You can't help but be faintly alarmed at the sight of it; Nina had expressly forbidden Esme from smoking, and she hadn't been caught with a cigarette in over a year. To see her with one in front of Nina, and for Nina to not be making any fuss over it, means something is seriously wrong. A distant rumble punctuates the tense silence that falls over you all, and you notice that the slim strip of sky visible through the partially parted curtains over the window is blotted out with storm gray.
"Did what to me?" You press. Your sisters exchange a look that is far too loaded to discern anything from other than Nina's palpable concern and Esme's frustration. You quickly get tired of waiting for one of them to tell you what is going on.
"Will one of you please tell me what is making you both look at me like I've caught some kind of fatal disease?" You huff, anxiety bleeding into your words. Nina glances one more time to Esme, who adamantly refuses to look away from the window as she throws down her ruined cigarette and retrieves a new one.
"You... Er, well you were... claimed. By Emil." Nina says quietly, staring down at her hands in her lap rather than you.
You stare at her blankly. What she's saying makes sense objectively, but you can't make sense of what it could have to do with you. Claiming was something exclusively done between alphas and omegas. You almost want to laugh and call it absurd, when you remember the sharp, burning pain of something piercing your neck. You shiver as you recall that the pain had been sourced in the same area as your scent gland. Your hand slowly, shakily, reaches up to press two probing fingers to your neck. Pain pulses faintly through you again when the tips of your fingers find gauze wrapped around it.
The weakness pervading your entire body, the nervousness underlying all of the other emotions swirling in your gut, the foreign sensation settled in your lower abdomen... Somehow, you know instinctively what it all means before your sister even says it.
"He bitched you. You're an omega now." Esme's voice has dropped to a low, hard to hear octave. You almost want to believe you imagined what you just heard, but you know deep down that what she says is true. The despair must show on your face, as Nina grabs your hand again, squeezing it tightly between both of hers.
"I-It'll be okay...! Emil is actually very nice, and he's genuinely-" She's cut off by the sharp slam of Esme's fist against the wall.
"Bullshit! Don't even start Nina. He bitched you and he expects you to roll over and be happy about it, but I say fuck that!" She snarls, her new cigarette meeting the same fate as its predecessor as she crushes it in her fist and throws it to the ground. "He's gone on and on at us trying to prove that this is all somehow what's best for you, but he just sounds deranged! He's a sick, obsessive freak, and he wants you to-!"
The sound of a door opening stops her short, and all three siblings jerk around to look at the newcomer entering through the door on the far side of the room from the bed. A woman in scrub pants and a sweater glowers down at all three siblings, looking supremely exhausted.
"You two, you were told you would only be allowed in if you didn't cause trouble. Are you distressing the patient right after they wake up?" She asks in a cold, droning voice.
Nina and Esme exchange defeated, worried glances before Nina speaks up.
"N-No ma'am, we weren't trying to be disruptive we were just-"
"Overwhelming someone coming out of a physically taxing ordeal that left them comatose for almost two weeks." She interjects dryly. "Come on, visitation's over, both of you out."
You expect your sisters to argue, to tell her off for expecting them to leave you alone and insist on staying with you, but to your shock your sisters resignedly stand up and head for the door. Once they've both shuffled out, the nurse (?) shuts the door behind them and trudges over to you. You flinch away from her touch, but she grabs you in firm but gentle hands, holding you still as she looks you over.
"I expected you to stay out for a few more days, but you're one tough little cookie. How are you feeling?"
Bewildered but too shell shocked to question, you answer the questions she asks you as she goes about taking your temperature and blood pressure. One impromptu physical later, she steps away from your bed with a satisfied nod.
"Alright, it looks like your recovery is progressing better than expected. You'll probably be up and about like nothing happened within a few days." You listen to her ramble about your condition before you can bring yourself to ask.
"What happened to me? Is... Is what my sister said true? Am I an omega?"
The nurse goes silent. The pitying look she gives you is all the confirmation you need.
"You should go back to sleep for now. Your body probably still feels very weak. Food will be brought to you shortly but try not to stress yourself out in the meantime." It's all she says before she hurries to the door, shutting your questions down with a firm slam. You scramble to your feet, swaying violently as soon as you try to stand. You power through it, holding down a lurching sensation akin to being on the verge of throwing up as you stagger to the door and wrench at the knob. Locked.
Fear and worry overtake you as you start slamming your hands and body into the door, though what you're trying to accomplish, not even you know. You're too weak to even stand, let alone break down a door, and before long, cold rushes into your limbs and you find yourself sliding down onto the floor, trembling and barely keeping down the bile crawling up your throat. You curl up into a ball and close your eyes.
When you awake for the third time, you don't feel nearly as ill. The ache in your limbs is still there, a mild constant, but it doesn't feel as debilitating as it did before. As you are in the middle of waking, you feel a cool hand brushing through your hair, and smell a sweet scent around you that puts you at ease. You can't help but lean your face into the hand petting you as your eyes slowly open. Snuggled against you, both arms wrapped securely around you... is that fucking freak.
You jerk away from the home invasion leader's hand, pulling him out of what looks like a deep reverie as you scramble to the side of the bed farthest from him. He smiles at you in amusement as he sits up, leaning his cheek against a fist propped on his knee.
"Good morning, princess. How are you feeling?"
You rub your hand over your neck, now free of gauze, feeling the bite marks in your skin in hyper-detail.
"You fucking... y-you, what did you do...?!" You demand, your voice a slightly higher pitch than you recall it being and shaking.
He chuckles like this was exactly what he was expecting, looking at you with a coy condescension that makes your skin crawl.
"I helped you; the first step to setting up our beautiful romance was making you an omega so I could care for you without any power struggles getting in the way. I'm not saying I look down on alphas having relationships with other alphas, but it just wasn't for me." His grin broadens as he crawls closer to you, closing the distance you'd put between you. You try to back up further, but he corners you against the headboard, arms caging you in on either side. He leans his head down, you shrink into yourself as he does but its not far enough, and his cheek brushes yours as he licks up the side of your neck. When his tongue glides over the bites on your neck, a shudder runs through you unbidden. A sudden rush of wetness between your legs shocks you to a frozen standstill. The freak looming over you takes a deep inhale, shuddering in ecstasy.
"I was right... You smell so much sweeter like this!" He presses against you, one knee parting your legs as one of his hands rubs the burning heat between your thighs. You reach to grab his wrist and pull it away, but his free hand catches yours and holds it down. The uncomfortable wetness gets worse as a heat purrs through your core, goaded by his touching.
You feel a foreign sensation crawling through your brain, sickeningly warm and disorienting. It urges you to pull your hands away, spread yourself open willingly before the alpha in front of you. It promises bliss in submission, ecstasy in relinquishing control to someone bigger and stronger than you, someone who could protect and ravish you-
A jolt runs through you as your captor's hand drifts up to dip underneath the waistband of your pants, his face lifting up from your neck to direct his affections to your lips. His attempt to take a kiss is stopped short violently by a fist slamming into his nose. He falls backwards off the side of the bed with an undignified yelp, curling up on the floor for an agonizing moment to hold his face as blood rushes between his fingers.
"W-What the hell... Aren't you...?"
"GO TO HELL YOU UGLY FREAK!!!" The panic you feel is pushed down, rage swallowing it entirely. The alpha on the floor quickly backs up as you get to your feet, fists clenched and shaking in fury.
"But I claimed you...! You can't-"
"I don't give a shit what you did! Did you seriously think I'd tolerate you touching me?! Get the hell OUT!!!!!" You scream loud enough to make your voice hoarse in your already aching throat, grabbing anything you can to hurl at him. Pillows and plastic cups chase him out as he scrambles back to the door, muttering a promise to visit again once you're in a better mood. A pillow smacks into the door with alarming force in the spot where his head had been just a split second earlier. As for the idea of you ever being in any mood that would make you tolerate being in his presence...
Fat chance of that.
#yandere#yandere oc#yandere x you#male yandere#yandere x gn reader#yandere x darling#yandere x reader#yandere male#gn reader#writing#ocs#suggestive#omegaverse#yandere alpha#omega reader#a/b/o#abo#yandere fanfiction#yandere writing#yandere stories#yandere tw#yandere oc x reader#oc x reader#x reader#yandere content#tw.dark content#tw.yandere#tw.noncon touching#man i dont post shit online ever let alone whole written works#this both took me longer than i thought but also i finished way sooner than i thought if that makes sense
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As a child, I thought Brick had a ponytail. Fans often depicted him as such. I was less than pleased to learn that he canonically had a mullet.
As an adult, I choose to ignore the canon.
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âJust come here, let me hold you.â With Mick pleaseâ¤ď¸
Pairing: Mick Schumacher x female!reader
Words: 900
A/n: this is a bit more angsty so I really really hope you will love it anon đĽşđ¤
There weren't that many things that Mick didnât like in life.
He didnât like the end of the summer, because it always made him feel sad and nostalgic. When he was a kid it meant no more holidays, going back to school and watching his dad going back to the race for a few more months.
He wasnât a fan of the press. He couldnât stand all the crazy and stupid stories that were made about him or his family and he wished there was a way to stop it all.
To be fair he wasnât a big fan of some vegetables either. But being a grown adult now, it wasnât a real problem anymore.
But above all, he hated seeing the people he loved being sad and broken. He could feel that pain in his bones.
Mick could kill for his family.
He could kill for you.
He didnât expect you today. You were with your so great boyfriend. So Mick was pretty surprised when you called. And he was upset when he heard you crying.
âAreâŚare you home Mick? Iâm at your door andâŚâ He didnât let you finish your sentence before opening the front door. And there you were, standing in front of his door like youâve been waiting for minutes. He could tell youâve been crying for a few times already. He didnât hesitate a single second and took you in his arms to bring you inside. As soon as you felt Mickâs contact you let yourself go and cried harder.
You were like a rag doll in his arms. He brought you to his sofa and took off both your jackets and your shoes so you could lay against him. Mick tried to calm you down, whispering soft things in your ears, caressing your hair softly. If you needed hours to talk, he would wait. There was no universe in which he would let you go.
So Mick waited. He let his phone ring in his kitchen because he didnât want to make you move. He counted the number of bricks on the wall in front of him. At first he thought it was 61, but it turned out it was 62.
It wasnât until you finally felt calmer, to the point Mick even thought you were asleep, that you finally told him the truth. âHe cheated on me.â
Four words.
Four that almost broke you down again if tou still had tears.
Four that made Mick so angry he could walk to your appartement and beat that man.
Mick never liked your boyfriend. And god knows he gave him multiple chances. From the day you introduced them to each other, Mick could tell something was off. Maybe the way he always kept a hand on you when Mick was around like he could steal you from him. The way he made his love for you sounds like you should be blessed by this gift. Like it wasnât natural to love you.
Mick was naturally in love with you. But never felt like he deserves you. Not when he was always away.
âDo you want me to kill me?â He asked very seriously. Mick could do that.
But then he heard your laugh. A small, almost inaudible laugh. But it was there. You turned around to face him and it broke him to see the tears stuck on your cheeks. âIs it bad that I want to say yes?â
âI wonât blame you, love.â He replied, still caressing your hair.
Mick entertained you by telling you a whole plan on how to make your boyfriend disappear. There were so many good and funny ways that you were wondering for how long he has been planning this.
But then you got up with an urgent need to go to the bathroom.
There was always something so comforting about being at Mickâs place. It felt more like home than your apartment did. Maybe it was the way it obviously smelled like Mick everywhere. How you could see the shirts hanging, shirts that you had been wearing in the past. Shirts that he forgot at your place and that you washed yourself before bringing him back.
Now your place didnât feel like your own after your boyfriend moved in. His stuff was everywhere, almost making your presence disappear.
And it hit you.
When you came back to the living room you were crying again. âI canât go back there Mick.â
âJust come here, let me hold you.â He told you without hesitating any second. You ran to his arms and you were back in your safe place. You were crying less, but Mick was still kissing your hair and trying to make you feel better. He wanted to hold you forever. Or for long he needed to so all your pain vanished away. He could even accept to feel it for you.
âYou can stay here for as long as you need my love.â He whispered. You nodded and Mick sighed. He wished he could do more. He wished he could go there and make your stupid ex leave. He wished he could burn his clothes off so you didnât even have to see him again.
Selfishly, he hoped you wonât ever want to leave him. So he can make you feel appreciated. Prove you that you deserve a good boyfriend that loves you. Just like Mick did.
#mick schumacher#mick schumacher story#mick schumacher x you#mick schumacher imagine#mick Schumacher x reader#mick Schumacher x y/n#mick Schumacher angst#mick Schumacher fluff#mick schumacher fanfiction#f1#f1 angst#f1 fanfic#f1 imagine#f1 story#f1 x trader#f1 x you#my writing
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another post okay giant Jason relationship with the bat family.
Dick Grayson/nightwing
Talks about as decent brother when around other,
Dick
when they talk about jason like he's a baby a big angry baby who can do no wrong and everyone thinks he's crazy since Jason is easily the scariest thing they ever met
Bruce
it's similar to Canon but Bruce is more active in trying help get along with him and the family since Bruce thinks fighting as he has is enough.
Cass use Jason as a jumping off spot when they fight together it pisses Jason off but Cass doesn't care also Cass as shortest BatFam after Damien is not a fan of fighting Jason since if she gets grabbed its game over so when she fought Jason she was playing defensive in this au
Tim if titans tower happens is terrified of Jason for how easily he was beat tossed around like a rag doll in this au and but when gets over his fear their probably the closest siblings.
Tim if titans tower doesn't happen he is Jason number one defender simply because a few dead or fight Jason again is easy decision in his book like he remembers when in this au when Jason was fighting multiple bat at a time every week like it was nothing and he would rather not.
Steph has the most fun teaming with Jason since that means the brick house can take on most fodder no problem so the only real problem are big bads and they have craziest prank wars
Duke is weird since dc wants nothing with him at all. Though I think he has the most potential character growth in dc comics along side Cass and Jason of course if dc gave a shit about any of them dukes powers are so intriguing and dc does nothing with him sorry mini tangent but him Jason would be bound over being protectors of the daylight and crime ally respectfully
Babs is a weird character in general when it comes to Jason but I feel like though in this au she had the hardest time accepting Jason was red hood because while Bruce was in thick of it so he had to face it more directly and dick was just glad he could finally make with up Jason. Babs was watching from sidelines and the difference between kid Jason and adult Jason can give you whiplash but that sweet little boy is now bigger than a brick house a kills people so yeah although she helps Jason the most when she comes to accept that their the same Jason
Damian respect for Jason is a lot since he easily one scariest fighters on earth all though you could argue certain people are better and more skilled fighters but Jason used his powerful build with all skills he's learned over the years let's Damian a certain respect for him
Honorable mentions
Talia al-ghul / Ra's al ghul
Are terrified of Jason if he finds out how much of the truth they manipulated so he could attack Bruce because if Batman needs back up then so they
Short king dick au
That's his baby brother godamit he doesn't care what others think
Justice league
What do you mean a human is justice league level threat Bruce what do you mean he has access to almost all of your contingencies what do you mean you can't track him Bruce what do you mean he rules most Gothams crime bruce answer us bruce
#I don't like Talia and Ra's so take that how you will#giant jason au#bruce wayne#dick grayson#tim drake#stephanie brown#barbara gordon#duke thomas#red hood#signal dc#spoiler dc#red robin#batfamily#nightwing#damain wayne#batbros#robin#jason todd#dc comics#batman#7'4ft. 300ib Jason is funny and scaryest shit
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Lego is the largest toy company in the world. Since it's founding in 1949, it has produced an estimated 800 billion interlocking plastic bricks. It's estimated that a hundred thousand tons of Lego ends up in global landfills every year. I sent my Lego collection to the landfill about five years after I sent my teddy bears to the same destination. However, for some people, Lego is a lifelong passion and Lego has an enourmous adult fan community.
In recent years, Lego has been making 18+ building kits and it's Botanical Collection is one of the most popular. 'Adults only' Lego kits don't come cheap, but I took these photos at the reception desk in my lawyer's office and I guess a lawyer can afford it. What does @flowerishness think of these plastic Lego flowers? I put my nose in the rose and I couldn't smell anything. Personally, I think I prefer the real thing.
#flowers#photographers on tumblr#plastic flowers#Lego#reality check#fleurs#flores#fiori#blumen#bloemen#Vancouver
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ok, so i was re-watching some episodes of Teen Titans Go cuz why not, and i saw "Colors Of Raven", in which the mysterious prism appear. It appears in other episodes, here's the wiki.
So, in my very Young Just Us deprived brain, what if they went on a mission and got this prism? for whatever reason.
Problem: Tim (Red Robin era) touches it. Immediately splits and YJ calls the batfam over cuz Tim is pretty well-contained on his own.
Pls feel free to use this idea, or say what you think. I just wont write an actual fic cuz i can't write for shit.
I wonder which "traits" he would split into.
(my knowledge is mostly Fanfic-centric cuz i forgot cannon lol)
Obsessive/Detective:
Ok but tim cannonically found out batman's identity at 9 and later found out WHERE Batman was at 17. He is a genius, and i like how the fandom makes him nearly obsessive with cases he can't figure out (gifted kid much lol?)
Tired/Done with life:
Mans got that self-induced insomnia, but i also hc him as like "misses 10 hours of sleep? sleep for 10 more to balance it out." Tim is constantly tired juggling Wayne Enterprises and Vigilantism, he deserves a break.
Plus, we can see Tim sacrificing/almost sacrificing himself in some moments, so I also hc him as passively suicidal, mostly caused by the cynicism he developed with becoming a vigilante.
Serious:
Ok, but for this kid to be CEO, face down people like Ra'as and stubborn his way into everything without even being an adult? he's got some balls man. Plus, his Red Robin persona is "intimidating", much like how i imagine batman to be (that cowl is so ugly it's terrifying also)
Personas/Actor:
Tim is known as "the robin who can lie to batman", ofc he is a good actor. I think a bit of the "socialite Tim" fan hc has taken a bit of a special spot in my brain, but Caroline Hills exists also so who am I to discuss this really?
Childish/Fun:
Ok, this is a bit of a treat to me. Tim cannonically skates and has used it to fight a gang, befriended a guy who turned into a cult leader, I think Tim (in all of his LoserBoy glory) deserves to be acknowledged as a fun person. The one who jumps trains with Dick, is close friends with the YJ, befriended Steph via recieving brick to face, etc. he is a fun little guy and i want to see him act goofy and silly for once.
#tim drake#red robin#dc robin#batman#dc batman#teen titains go#young justice#young just us#kon el#konner kent#cassandra sandsmark#bart allen#batfam#batman au
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